Crop Circle Update: Yin-Yang Symbol Offers Unifying Of Polarity Activation – May 30, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop circle update: Now, THIS latest crop circle formation in Wiltshire, UK reported on May 30, is probably familiar to most of us! This so looks like the yin-yang symbol, representing the concept of duality and how opposite or polarized forces can actually be (and need to be) in flow with each other. The symbol is then enclosed by another circle with four nodes or points surrounding it, offering a bigger picture sense of duality held within a larger context to play out.

Here is a flyover video of this one:

This formation offers a powerful activation of interconnectedness…how ultimately ALL forces and energies have a relationship to and are dependent on each other. This is an activation reminder of our essence as Oneness.

Yin is the feminine and receptive energy (represented by the lighter circle) and Yang (the darker) is the masculine activator. Balance comes as they learn from each other, honor each other, and flow into and with each other. This is true from both within us, our inner feminine and masculine…and outside of us in relationship with others, especially sacred union romance.

Yin-Yang transcends the ideas, conditionings, and beliefs about ‘good vs evil’, ‘black vs. white.’ THIS is an important time for us to receive this coding and reminder from our Star Families as dualistic tensions and conflicts play out and clash all over the world.

The clash of these dualities has been our 3D experience as we move into the disclosure and reconciliation phases of 4D and into the balanced polarity/union consciousness of 5D and higher.

It’s interesting to me that the first three crop circle formations of this 2020 season have been more ‘well known’ symbology and forms. I have the sense that there is more deliberate bridging going on here with more obvious forms being offered so that ALL can take them in on a bigger scale and levels.

The question of who created these formations is coming up in the comments for which I ask each soul to feel into it for themselves. For me, I can feel the high frequency vibration of the Star Beings in these….their love, their union, their support, their constant efforts to bridge to us…using tech that will eventually be disclosed to us and often in alliance with humans. So there seems to be a mix here of human alliance help and Star Being technologies, yet to just dismiss all these formations as ‘man made’ or ‘fake’ is to not perhaps be ready for the activation into the unknown that they provide.

I love that the formations are becoming more familiar to our collective conscious and unconscious. Moving us out of a speculative space and into a receiving one based on images we are already familiar with. THIS is what contact looks like. THIS is what our future looks like with more and more obvious and physical manifestations of our galactic nature for us to remember and become!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from 2020 and last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/crop-circles

Join us for our Free To Be 2: Navigating the Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition group call series every Wednesday through June 24th in which we offer teachings and guided meditations to unplug from the matrix, activate galactic consciousness/star family connection, and more! Info to join us live and/or receive the recordings here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Covid-19/Brain Synapse Unification Message – May 29, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Another Crop Circle Update: And then there is this crop circle too, just reported today, May 29th, in Wiltshire, UK! The 2020 Crop Circle season has BEGUN! Will be so interesting to feel into what is offered to us as messages and bridges to our Star Families during such a pivotal transition point in our global awakening.

As I felt into this one, I actually felt this may represent the coronavirus Covid-19 itself and that the extension out shows how it is creating an opportunity for unification in the smaller circle. Right now, the unification is ‘smaller’, with eight mounds within it, yet they are in perfect symmetry and alignment to each other. There is the feeling of Unity Consciousness growth and expansion possible there. The two are connected to each other (the ‘Virus’) and the unified circle and joined together in a flow.

There is almost something playful about this one as well and I smiled when I saw it. Almost cartoonish too, as if it is pointing to the surreality of the virus and how it is shifting our world in many necessary ways. There is a feeling of hope about it though and possibilities beyond what can feel like a looming death/rebirth experience for so many.

Some are offering in the comments too on facebook https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen that it looks like a human brain synapse, where the neurons connect to each other. That feels very possible as well and could represent the rewiring/upgrading of our brains during the Ascension/light body process.

Ultimately, I find that the messages from these crop circles are whatever YOU most need to see and feel from them rather than a ‘one size fits all’, literal answer. There is a collective and universal meaning, yet, also, a very important personal interpretation and codes that transmit through them JUST for you to receive from your Star Family, as needed in this Now.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a flyover video of this one:

Here’s my crop circle update from the first one of the season: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/1058397631227503

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

Crop Circle Update: First Of 2020 Offering Message Of Heart/Spiritual Balance – May 26, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle Update: First one of the new decade and perfect timing during this Global Awakening Event! I had been feeling one was coming any day now as this is the usual seasonal start for them to begin ‘appearing’….more like arising! This one was reported on May 26th with the location not disclosed yet it feels like somewhere in the UK to me.

We couldn’t help but notice how much this one looks and feels like our SoulFullHeart logo…which is wonderful to feel! For many years, our logo was a heart with angel wings flowing out of it, symbolizing the healing/fullness of the heart/emotional body in balance with the healing/fullness of the soul…essentially SoulFullHeart.

SoulFullHeart logo

Recently, Gabriel Heartman gave our logo an upgrade, infused sacred geometry through the flower of life symbol and a red rose to represent the Divine Feminine and our Magdalene lineage. This is also interesting as we are relocating to the UK at the end of August to begin our nomadic phase of service, so this is a wonderful bridge for us to that movement, like a welcome mat!

The energy I receive from this crop circle is that as well….the importance of the balance of our spirituality/awakenings/soul consciousness expansion and our heart awakenings/maturation. This alignment is so essential going forward into humanity’s Ascension through the death/rebirth 3D/4D phase we are currently in. The circle feels like the galactic center for which we are always connected, even if we feel often like we are alone in the Universe. It also feels like our sun and the Great Cosmic sun, providing constant upgrades through light infusions. There is also a representation of an angel with a big heart chakra beaming out, halo around their head/crown, and wings.

I’ve been sharing about how much galactic support is available to us right now with MANY ships in Gaia’s orbit, bearing witness to our current plight. Pleiadians and Arcturians in particular have been coming through with a ‘friendly neighbors in the stars’ energy.

Their frequencies are available in a very intimate way through non-physical contact experiences with your Star Family and Metasoul Galactic Aspects (fragments from the same soul source as you.) Connecting to your galactic aspects in this way really accelerates and amplifies the activation and upgrading. Really boosts the LOVE and REALNESS of the experience. Rather than something ‘out there’ you are seeking to receive contact from, you experience your OWN galactic DNA begin to activate from within.

I feel how much they want to bridge to us in this crop circle….using a heart to remind us of the importance of healing and leading with our hearts, NOT just our minds. This feels so necessary as violence and fear peak as the 3D/4D Matrix collapses and the disclosure of shadow can feel quite dark.

They seem to be speaking to our hearts here. To our capacity for compassion. For kindness. For peace, and to our essence AS Infinite Love!

love
Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your Arcturian aspect and experience an Arcturian Healing Chamber: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Here is a recent livestream Raphael and I did with a guided meditation to connect with Pleiadian energies through dolphin energy: https://youtu.be/omPnfzeOO2E

Join us for our group call series in which we offer teachings and guided meditations to unplug from the matrix, activate galactic consciousness/star family connection, and more! Info to join us live or receive the recordings here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Finding Your Place In The Fire

There is a violence that is bubbling from within the collective. Just like the collective fear that became evident at the beginning of this ‘pandemic’, the suppressed, unfelt, and unhealed violence continues to make its way to the surface. The reality is that it will continue to do so until we face our own violence. 

Yes, there are systemic problems that need some serious addressing. There is a widening gap between the privileged and the disenfranchised. Between cultures and genders. Between our personality and our humanity. There is a rising tension that the train is about to come off the rails. I have often wondered if it has needed to. 

With the level of managed tension and rage that lives underground, there has always been a sense of a Big One coming. Living in California for most of my life we were always told that the Great Earthquake was always a When, not an If. In the US, economic, racial, and political tensions feel to be accelerating. Goats are being scaped everywhere. The emotional body of a nation is in a pressure cooker being put into a fire by a compromised media. 

As this is being stoked and fueled, each individual is being affected and that adds to the energy of the collective dogpile. ‘They’ have found a way to keep the violence intact, and even when there are peaceful protests, there are provocateurs to make sure it all finds its way back to chaos. 

What action and power do each of us have in these times when it feels like it is all coming unglued? I think that is one you have to ask yourself. What feels like the most aligned with your purpose here? If it is to advocate and protest, then I say do so with all the Love you have to muster. That is possible. If it is to hold the space for the Kali phase of this death and rebirth then hold it with the might and compassion of your heart and soul. If you are to shine the Light of the New Earth then shine that Mother with all the power and glory that is within you without compromise. 

The collective needs us to keep feeling and healing our own violence and suppression. It needs us to get clear and focused without judgment on timing. If you are feeling deeply, shifting your timeline, and aligning yourself with Love and Purpose, you are making a difference. If you are able to really start loving yourself and overflowing to others, you are serving. If you are holding to your truth without judgement of others you are shifting consciousness. 

It may get bumpy and a bit scary, but if we hold the Light and turn that within we can make this transition with Grace. This is what we each came here to witness, experience, and help heal. 

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Suffering And Healing Of The Inner Teenager

Tomorrow in our next SoulFullHeart Free To Be group call, we will be diving into the Inner Teenager part of us that has a lot of wounding, BUT a ton of power and creativity. Right now the Inner Teenager may be coming out in a rebellious nature toward some of the ‘rules’ that are being implemented right now. There may also be a compliance as well. I know I had both in me in my teen years and struggled in the conflict between the two.

This conflict showed up as a desperate need to do well in school while being heavily into alcohol and smoking. I had a lot of mom/sister issues that showed up in my relationship to young women my age. It felt like an all-round hell zone for him in many ways. Trying like hell to fit in but not knowing which ‘in’ was really his.

As I feel him (his name is Chris, my birth name) from this vantage point, I can feel a soul that was winding down the 3D experience and struggling to reconcile that. Until of course he met Jill (aka Jelelle Awen) in college and the journey of self-discovery and authenticity began. It was a lot for him to let go of all that he thought he identified with (family, friends, relationships, conditioned ideas, etc).

He is very much into art and creativity and this too was a conflict as well with deep perfectionism that caused a lot of suffering. A battle between the masculine and feminine waged within. I feel him much more rested in with my inner teenage feminine and they seem to be in much more balance and harmony together.

In him there is a rebellion that just wants to go his own way without a fight. He doesn’t need to get angry anymore or judge others as this was always a judgement of himself. I feel a relief in him for no longer being in those days while still honoring all the process. There were lots of good times among the suffering. Those are what are now left in the memory banks when we look back.

Still much to heal around romance, intimacy, and sexuality but those are on their way with each passing day. Working with Chris in the early stages of my process was one of the most touching and healing parts of my journey. You don’t realize how much you are our teenager until you start to work with them.

If you are interested in connecting with and knowing more about your Inner Teenager, please join us for the next group call tomorrow at 10am PST. You can find out more info here:
soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 or purchase the link and soulfullheart.org/shop

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: Schumann Gaia Spikes, Timeline Jumps & Light Body Activations

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: I checked the Schumann/Gaia resonance before bed last night on May 25th and it was already spiking then….which continued on through with strong surges of energy into sleep time and into the Now.

Looks like the resonance reached a peak in amplitude of 72 HZ yet there is also a three hour gap of time where the readings weren’t being picked up at all or recorded. These ‘gaps’ are always interesting to me as it could just be instrument malfunction….or a timeline skipping or jumping or a glitch in the Matrix (which is collapsing in the moment during this Covid event). This one feels like a timeline skip to me, which is understandable considering all of the converging/diverging timelines that are playing out right now!!

I felt surges of energy all night long during more shallow sleep that wasn’t unpleasant at all, yet highly activating. I also woke up with lots of energy, focus, soul purpose passion, and clarity….which is also due to moving into a fasting and deeper transition phase to living mostly on prana/light and away from ‘3D food three meals a day as fuel’ programming. That transition has been going on for me since last August and allows for more activation of your light body and a lighter and expanded experience of reality.

Eating lighter right now does seem to support the upgrading and activating process that is going on. Light-filled foods such as vegetables and fruits (especially fruits) provide the light body with more capacity to hold light. Consuming foods in liquified form of blended soups, smoothies, or hummus also allows for more lightness in the body. Denser foods weigh the body down with much energy going toward digestion of them. The more sensitive you become to your light body, the more you can feel the process of digestion of solid, dense food and the more unpleasant it becomes, honestly.

If you are experiencing body aches and pains right now, this could be a sign of needing to move into lighter eating in order to receive more of the light codes coming in. Yoga w/pranic breathing flow and deep stretching also serves to move light more into our bodies.

This is also a time of veils thinning, timelines bleeding through, and Metasoul Aspects (from other lifetimes) coming into your reality. Galactic consciousness is expanding too….contact (physical and non-physical) increasing and much support provided by these connections with our Star Family. Deeply emotional reunions are happening for many during this time.

Emotional body traumas from ‘past’ events and situations are also coming up to be felt with the part of you that experienced them, especially the Inner Teenager. The Inner Teenager is triggered by all of this advocating, disclosing, and contention, often leading to social rejection or acceptance. I will share more about that later in a separate post and about our group call tomorrow where we will discuss that process and provide a guided meditation to connect with your ‘Black Sheep’ and social interface part of you.

NOW is a highly activating time and opportunity to truly go into deeper phases of embodiment of these higher frequency energies. Within your heart, within your cells, within your mind….as a reflection of the Divine Infinite essence that you ARE more and more becoming!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

This is a guided meditation to activating music that I did as a bridge to Arcturian Healing Chambers, which are wonderful detoxifiers and activators on all levels: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Raphael and I shared more about the energies going on now during this Covid global awakening event, the galactic openings happening, and a guided meditation to connect with Pleiadian energy through swimming with Dolphins in this livestream recording here: https://youtu.be/omPnfzeOO2E

More info about our group call event currently going on Free To Be 2: Navigating the 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Sacred Journey Of My ‘Black Sheep’ Inner Teenager

by Kalayna Solais

I harvested some photos from an old Facebook account the other day, at the request of a part of me that you’ll hear about in a moment. The last time I used this account was when I was 25 and walking into it feels like walking into my teenage bedroom, my dorm at university, and all of my ‘first apartments’ I lived in. There’s a treasure trove there of past romantic and would-be romantic connections, creative endeavours, and friendships that my parts then thought were very deep.

This ‘self’ I used to live in, the ‘me’ part of me was constructing, vibrates with so much need to be seen, heard, felt… loved. There was so much performance and not just creatively. There was so much energy around who these parts of me thought they needed to be, what they needed to look like, how they needed to act in order to draw a guy’s attention, to get ‘picked’ for a gig, to become the healer I was driven to be from a very young age, to fit in yet stand out.

Underneath all of that, lies so much sadness. So many feelings of ‘I’ll never make/have it’ despite doing ‘the work’ that I was told then I needed to do.

Underneath all of that, lies so much loneliness. Feelings of ‘I’ll never be loved the way I want to be’ and choosing to try and become a fun party girl and sleep with whoever came into my field for that evening, to feel somehow validated and seen and like people actually did want to be around me…

The ‘me’ I see, the ‘self’ I feel as I share that, is my Inner Teenager who was essentially uninitiated into true femininity and womanhood. Who learned from media pressures what it would take to become anything at all with any real presence in the world, and therefore, what it would take to be loved and to feel like she belonged.

Her name is Katie. And this was the name I went by for all those formative years in my birth family, in early adulthood, and when I first began my SoulFullHeart journey.

Katie struggled with feeling like the ‘Black Sheep’, as have other young parts of me. She felt this way, always, with birth family. She often felt this way too among other young women but also with young men. I haven’t had many relationships with men or close friendships with women my own age. It was very painful for this part, for my awakening Star Seed and Inner Child self too, to really feel any sense of deep connection or belonging with the crowd.

Katie tried many things to cope with these feelings, but none of it ever felt like her… the emptiness and depression remained. When I feel into those ‘Katie’ years, I feel such a soul lineage coming through, of being sometimes the youngest of women in a group, tribe, community of healers and priestesses, or a young, budding, feminine being that couldn’t quite find the initiation she was seeking into true womanhood and Sacred Union, though she so longed and ached for that! It almost feels as if I/Katie would have been diagnosed as manic depressive at the time. The highs were SO high but the lows were nearly catastrophic.

The ‘Black Sheep’ feelings now feel to me like an ache for initiation that our souls actually know very well, for better or worse. The answer to that has to start within and keep coming back to what isn’t happening yet within… the space that isn’t being taken to really feel and honour who you ARE in all the breadth and depth and textures of that. It’s a deep journey of finding the answer to that ache more and more within your Metasoul and in relationship to your parts. Self-initiation, self-belonging, becomes the focus and the desire and also the reality even as you may be drawing resonance and belonging, finally, on the outside.

This is still an ongoing journey for everyone, it feels like, until the veils of separation really vanish for good. It ultimately feels like a pain of ‘not belonging’ with the Divine and a deep desire to move beyond duality. There’s no one person or being outside of us that can do this work for us. Just us being dedicated to ourselves and to being with every single step of this sacred journey back into oneness.

Katie agrees!And is grateful for your heart and soul taking all of this in… 😀

Much love! ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Bigger Picture Of The Covid Global Awakening Event

The weeks continue to be catalytic and expansive. This one no less than any other. We began the new round of Free To Be Calls with the topic of Money and that set of a firestorm of process for all involved. There were many digestions, awarenesses, and movements as a result. We also continued to feel the current energies of the Coronavirus and the New Moon on May 22.  You can read it here

Featured this week is a piece from Jelelle Awen. In it, she takes an eagle’s eye view of the Global Covid Awakening Event and what different timelines are presenting themselves and how compassion is an important aspect of these times:

All of us who came to Gaia at this time have chosen to experience a phase within this 3D Matrix consensus reality for the growth it offers to go through it and emerge out of it. Some of us became more bought into it than others and sometimes have been deeply plugged into it for multiple timelines. Before you would judge and condemn others who are still ‘asleep’ or label them as ‘sheep’, you can feel with compassion the parts of you that needed to go through that phase too and WHY they did. For many awakening souls, it is possible that they STILL have parts of them that are plugged into/corded into this 3D Matrix (for example in birth family relationships, mateships, and jobs). You can lovingly invite these parts of you to be felt and help them unplug through healing the emotional/soul traumas that may be keeping them stuck and plugged in.

The next ‘Free To Be’ group call series begins this Wednesday, May 27th @ 10am PDT. The second call of this series will focus on the Inner Teenager and his/her relationship to what is currently happening in the world today. With the shifting times, there is an opportunity to share your truth and that can create waves in your social world that may trigger the ‘black sheep’ part of you that has experienced social rejection for being different. We will share about how to digest the trauma around this invalidation experience from this life and other lifetimes. You will connect with your Inner Teenager in meditation to open up negotiation and collaboration during these shifts. 

You can offer a donation at any time and receive the recordings and also the link to attend any of the future calls live if you can or want to. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 

In this week’s edition of our Museletter, there is a sample of the last group call as well as the series overview for those that may have not seen it yet. There are many new articles and audio blogs from SoulFullHeart Facilitators/teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen, as well as SoulFullHeart Facilitators Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman. SoulFullHeart Collaborator and Facilitant Deya Shekinah has two very potent writings based on her personal process and growth of her parts during these times. 

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

If you are interested in a session, we begin with a free consultation for 30-45 minutes over Zoom with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to work with in sessions. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

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Offering My Services As A Facilitator (Once Again!)

I am super stoked to announce that I am officially back in the saddle as a SoulFullHeart Facilitator!

I am very honored and blessed to be offering this space again with a much different heart-set. Last fall things were taking off for me and it wound up triggering some much needed things for me to feel on my own. I needed to recalibrate to myself and to fully claim this as my life’s path and purpose.

Through the Dark Night journey, I held space for that in a way I had not really done for myself before, and honestly no one could have done it for me at that time. I clearly needed the time in the desert to get closer to God and The Divine within to take me where I was meant to go. It was there that I felt what I wanted and was being called to serve, but this time from a much more humble and embodied place.

I am so very grateful to Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, and Kalayna Solais for opening the door for me to restart my healing process (not that it was ever closed). I was deeply honored to have been invited to be a Collaborator and serve in any capacity that felt important.

The path back to facilitation was always the goal but being in the present with gratitude was my sacred journey. I can feel in all my time away that I had parts that did not feel they even wanted to be a leader, or maybe even deserved it. A lot of metasoul pieces to unravel and feel around this theme. Connecting my inner masculine with my inner feminine and with Yeshua have been a big part of this healing in him to really land in this new timeline and the gifts and desire I hold for service.

I look forward to continuing my own inner journey with Raphael as my facilitator, Jelelle as a mentor and guide, and Kalayna as a mentor and co-leader in our Saturday service of Love in our group calls. A big grateful hug to all of you for trusting me and seeing me when I couldn’t see myself. I love you.

And also a big thank you to all of you who were a part of this journey with me over Facebook during that time. Your connection meant the world to me and my parts.

So, with that said, I am open for a free Consultation Call to feel through any curiosities, interest, or desire you may have around this extremely catalytic work called SoulFullHeart. I will bridge to you what this work has meant for me and what it has to offer you should it feel like a mutual fit and support for your growth and healing.

You can go to soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info.

I look forward to offering all that I have learned and earned on my journey back to loving myself, loving life, and loving you.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Matrix Collapse Q & A W/Pleiadian Meditation FB Livestream | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I had an intense dream early this morning where I was driving an out of control car with my partner Raphael Awen….going in the wrong direction on the freeway. Trucks and cars were swerving out of the way and I was able to maneuver around them to avoid getting hit. As this was going on, I heard a voice saying to both of us, “You need to stay grounded in your bodies. This is about embodiment and making it through chaos!” Although it was intense, I also felt this sense of deep trust that we would be just fine.

As I digested this dream after waking, it felt to me to offer a sense of the massive change and transition going on at collective levels. And also to represent those of us going ‘against the grain’ and ‘against the mainstream flow’ to offer an alternative perspective to the pervasive consciousness.

There is risk in doing this. It can be tricky to maneuver at times and even painful as relationships fall away. Yet there is increasing trust that being willing to be authentically yourself, share your truth (even if controversial), and to remain in your heart/body/soul as you do this is worth it.

Perhaps you are too experiencing intense dreams and feeling like you are ‘doing work’ during the night on other levels? We are moving through the Pleiadian portal still with connection to them increasingly available right now. This is offering increased activation of pineal and pituitary glands….leading to intense dreams, astral/remote viewing journeys, altered states of consciousness, foggy/loose mind states, energy flushes/rushes, etc.

As we go through these deeper stages of 3D Matrix collapse, disclosure on so many levels and converging/diverging timelines happening, there is ALSO a continuous flood of 5D high frequency energies coming in. Before this dream, I had spent hours yesterday in bliss afterglow of union with Raphael in body/mind/soul/heart, feeling closer to each other than we ever have in collaborative soul purpose and daily living.

Sometimes the bliss pushes up the mess….the water of love bringing up the oil of deeper fears. All of this is being held space for right now as the Divine, Ascended Teachers, Guides, Star Family/the Pleiadians all provide support to feel it ALL.

Join Raphael and I tomorrow, Sunday May 24th at 11:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) for a Q & A livestream here on Facebook sharing about the Matrix collapse to transition to New Earth. You can join us live or watch the recording on my facebook feed https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen or on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience whenever you want to after we upload it.

We’ll respond to your questions and comments, plus offer a guided meditation to connect from wherever parts of you are right now to 5D with the Pleiadians. A helpful bridge from their lived in experience of Ascension to us as we go through our own death and rebirth process around it!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a timezone converter if you need one to convert from Victoria, British Columbia PDT time: https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html…

Here is a recent writing about the Pleiadian portal: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/16/energy-update-pleiades-portal-open-w-5d-timeline-activations-healing-of-abduction-programs

Here is a recent writing about the timelines happening during this global awakening event: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/21/bigger-picture-of-the-covid-global-awakening-event-w-diverging-timelines-to-come-into-oneness/

Join us for our group meditation and teachings call series on Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT until June 24th called Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition. You can attend all five of the remaining calls and receive the recordings for ALL six of them by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

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