SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 6

With the new lockdown and travel ban, we decided it was best and also very necessary to stay here in Avalon to ‘weather the storm’ that is not only happening here in the UK, but everywhere. It’s from this place of feeling our own rumbles in our community, ourselves, and as part of the global human family, that we offer this new Avalon Update.

Jelelle Awen has officially released the audiobook version of her latest book, ‘Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out’ on iTunes and Audible! We highly recommend taking in this version of her book that is read in her voice, as the transmission of her words and the embodiment of this process she outlines and talks about in the book are that much more powerfully felt.

There are also a few new videos and updates from us through writing. If you’d like to feel what we’ve been offering about this ‘new year’ called ‘2021’ and our digestions of the energies moving through, we have many sharings about that in this Update.

Gabriel and Kasha are once again offering FREE 45min intro calls to anyone interested in the SoulFullHeart process/way of life and how it may serve you during this phase of your healing and Ascension. There is more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

You can read the latest Update here.

Free To Be 5D Audio Book Read By Jelelle Awen Now Available

By Jelelle Awen

I’m excited to announce that the audio book version of my latest book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out is now available on Audible/Amazon and on iTunes! It is over 14+ hours of me sharing about the Ascension process from my unique and cutting edge SoulFullHeart perspective.

It took a couple of months to record it…sitting and reading out loud for a couple of hours at a time before my voice would get tired, sequestered in my makeshift soundproof audio booth created out of my closet in the heat of summer! I had a goal to record it before we left Canada for the UK at the end of August and I did it! It has taken the months since then to get the sound engineering on it professionally done and formatted to pass their quality control standards. Yet, finally it is available now!

I had immediate requests from people when I released this book in print and ebook editions back in July to provide an audio version of it as they wanted to drive while listening, lay in the bath while listening, just listen when they wanted to and take it in like a meditation. I do feel that my voice has a certain way of transmitting what I am teaching about that reading it as written words just doesn’t come through in the same way. I felt activated myself many times while recording it, the concepts coming alive for me again as they moved through my throat chakra.

It’s actually been out for a couple of weeks on Audible and I got this sweet comment on my IG about it, “I’m almost at the end of the book and I love it. Thank you for all your effort and time you put into it including your soul. I can’t wait to listen to it again.”

Special thanks to Gabriel Heartman for his tech assistance, research, and coordination with the sound engineer!

I do hope you enjoy it and please leave a review if you feel drawn to!

It is available here on Amazon (free as an Audible member and $24.95 USD if not) https://www.amazon.com/Free-Be-5D…/dp/B08QZY69GV and on iTunes at $17 USD https://books.apple.com/…/free-to-be-5d…/id1547632484

This is also a short documentary we filmed offering more sense of the motivation and inspiration behind the book, including interviews with me, Raphael, and Kasha: https://youtu.be/9m6fJl2HwLk

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

All links to purchase as PDF, ebook, print and audio book at soulfullheart.org/books

Letting Go Of Illusions To See And Feel What’s REAL Inside And Out

by Kasha Rokshana

Illusion must dissolve so reality can resolve.

These are the words that come to me as I feel my own ongoing process of healing, Ascension, and service, yet also as I feel the global process happening now for the same.

The illusions dissolving for parts of me are so multi-layered and multi-dimensional too. I feel facades melting down from how my feminine parts have related to the masculine and to romance and even to their own spirituality. For them and for me, this is a whole other level of growth, of fading childhood and moving into true womanhood from the inside out. I feel my masculine parts seeing and feeling how they’ve related to my feminine ones, either with some sort of suppression and punishment-type frequencies, or, even with caretaking/enabling instead of genuinely caring for and feeling them.

These inner dynamics are reflected in my outer reality, in my relationship with men AND women, and what moves between myself and those I’m closest to or even those I’m meeting for the first time. Sometimes the reflections are subtle and sometimes they are so big that it takes a while to really look at all of the machinations involved!

I feel all of my parts having deep and precious realizations of how they’ve related to life itself too, the different levels of emotional and spiritual immaturity that is moving away from being bubbled-off about actual reality now. I don’t feel any self-judgement as I name and own this ‘immaturity’, as it feels like we all have that and are working it, just at different levels and in unique phases of growth too.

Without a doubt, we’re ALL being faced with our own immaturity now. We’re experiencing outcomes and consequences that come directly from what we haven’t been ready or able to SEE let alone FEEL inside of ourselves, let alone in the systems and ways of life that we have allowed to continue and live through us. It’s quite a shift we’re experiencing into an underbelly of humanity’s shadow that has always been there, yet while enamoured and involved with the illusion overlaying this underbelly, we haven’t been able to truly see and bring love to what has been true all along.

There is a whole upgrade needed in human consciousness that is still being worked and isn’t actually a given, at least not en masse, yet it’s the reason why we’re here and why we’re being invited to soberly see what’s real. A big part of this is definitely the need to feel the value of deep inner work and allowing love to support us in that. This is a bit of a thing for the parts of us who have worked so hard to stay above board and somewhat bubbled-off from what the reality around us is constantly offering us all. They, especially the Inner Protector, have often had to do this in order to protect the preciousness, purity of essence, and innocence within that can be so greatly impacted by seeing and feeling the world in the state it’s in currently… and our roles within that.

This is what changes our inner worlds as much as our outer one, through the deepening of our inner intimacy and self-love and overflowing that to our relationships and encounters on the outside. This is what shifts and heals the inner Matrix so that any attachment to the one(s) on the outside can move into something new and our experience of it can change for the better as well. It’s not a process that can really be taken on with much lightness at times yet it IS held with so much love, always, and the support we need is right here with us to move us fully into the NEW.

The good news is that unless we were ready to start seeing reality for what it is and has been, we wouldn’t be in the place we are now. Where we are now, even in the thick of the pain of it all, is a necessary step to our evolution, our true Ascension, and our reunion with the Divine within and without. We’re living through a time of tidal waves that are bringing so much to the surface, as they are meant to do. It’s up to each of us how we choose to relate to the process of being with the Disclosure that has been unfolding and will continue to unfold well into the future, feels like.

We are all in this together, though at times we feel so very separate. For that separation too is a powerful illusion that is up to us to move through, back into the reality of love and unity, from deep within.

Illusion must dissolve so reality can resolve… by letting what’s real open up the heart to feel.

Love,

Kasha ❤

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I am once again offering free 45min intro calls for women who are interested in the SoulFullHeart process/way of life/community and how it may serve you at this sacred time. I also offer paid 90min sessions for women who feel ready to dive deep into their inner worlds: soulfullheart.org/sessions

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart FREE 45min Intro Calls Available With Kasha Or Gabriel

Join SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers, Kasha Rokshana and Gabriel Heartman, as they talk about the FREE 30-45min intro sessions that they are now offering to anyone who may be interested in feeling deeper into the SoulFullHeart process. They talk about the steps to booking your intro call with one of them (Gabriel works with men and women, Kasha works with women) and how this call works. They share about the purpose of this call and how it is meant to help you feel if this process is a fit for you and which Facilitator would be best to serve you in this current phase of your healing and Ascension process.

Here are the links/videos that Kasha and Gabriel mention:

For information on sessions: soulfullheart.org/sessions

Video by Jelelle on sessions and what happens during them: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0bkr16aNjE&t=0s

Link to the SoulFullHeart Portal online community: soulfullheartportal.mn.co

Video by Raphael and Jelelle about the Portal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aEThGr7z-nI&t=2s

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. 

Gabriel Heartman is a Divine Masculine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Men’s and Women’s Facilitator, and writer.

Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

1:11 Codes Offer New Dawn During Darkest Hour

By Jelelle Awen

Blessings and love to you on this 1:11 portal day! These 1:11 codes feel to me like they are inviting us into deeper Divine and sacred union within. The inner masculine and feminine are waiting to be reunited again…the inner queen and king coming into their reign together!

These 1:11 codes are really just LOVE coming from our soul and Higher/Divine Self and Star/Soul family. This love is inviting us to let go of beliefs/agreements/karmic compensations/fears that block or limit this deeper embodiment of Divine union within.

With this deeper union and healing of polarities on so many levels, the veils lift and we can see/feel/be with the dark, shadow, edges, fear and pain that was previously being engaged in the tense friction and charge of duality. This seems to last as long as we need it to until we are complete with it. Having chosen the duality experience, we also choose when to move out of it and how/when/why that will happen.

This is happening on deeply personal levels, as I am experiencing right now myself in the completion of my relationship, yet also for the collective as the Matrix disclosure process really heats up. These control measures/restrictions/censorship/vax is all an aspect of the veil lifting on what was previously a hidden agenda.

How far into duality does it need to go? How restrictive does it need to get before the vast majority finally says, ‘no’ and declares their sovereignty and moves into the New Earth timeline? This we will find out….even as those of us already awakened have said our no’s and our yes’s to our own souls.

It does feel like the ‘darkest hour before Dawn’ in a sense….yet this is when the heart can break open, the soul can more deeply awaken, and normal can no longer be sustained. I feel the 1:11 codes hold that possibility beyond the darkness…and give us tastes of the New dawn. This NEW dawn is our sacred humanity arising finally to reclaim what was always ours. We gave it away as part of a very long Divinely held experiment that is finally coming to its completion.

I feel so much support from Divine Mother…and great waves of compassion coming to me from Her as needed, in sessions, and for all who ask for it. I kept seeing Her pouring 1:11 codes from her heart chakra to yours and mine and ours….in whatever form you see and feel that. Kasha saw them as rose petals when I shared that with her….I saw and felt them as the peachy and pink tones of yesterday’s soft sunrise here in Avalon.

Tune in for a moment to Her energy in whatever ways you do and she’ll gift you with these codes pouring out from Her heart chakra to yours as well.

Her compassion is the balm that soothes the heart, lights up the soul, and shines the way forward into sacred humanity’s New dawn finally arising!

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions for women with me and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group events, our online community, books, etc. at soulfullheart.org

Romantic Relationship Completion Sharing Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

As some of you know already and for those who may not yet, I feel in my heart to share today that Raphael and I have decided to complete the romantic expression of our relationship and marriage. For the last month, we’ve been living in separate rooms, taking space from each other, and now are living in separate places here in Glastonbury. I am living with Kasha Rokshana and he is with Gabriel Heartman…right across the street from each other, which feels sweet and good to me to have each other’s presence still so close.

This separation process between us has felt both sudden, shocking in moments, and yet also has been illuminating dynamics and differences between us that have been under our relationship ground since the beginning and that were also revealed during another separation phase between us two years ago. It continues to feel clear to us both that there are places/needs that we are not able to transact with each other (even as much goodness and love that we have) and that the this-life/karmic healing we have been doing together as a couple in relationship is now complete. There were edges that would come up in the bond that couldn’t seem to find ongoing and lasting resolution between us, even with the deeper inner places we would access to respond to them.

We have always held our relationship as arising in the moment rather than attaching to a ‘life long or ‘till death do us part’ commitment’ picture and that is serving us now. There has been so much grace and love in the digestion of this completion, in letting go, in processing the grief that moves through in waves. I am so grateful for the love between us that is still holding the space as there is no need for it to collapse or to ‘go away’ in order for us to let go (this is new for me in this kind of completion experience.) There is no need to blame each other or make each other wrong or go to each other’s sides.

I am deeply leaning into this SoulFullHeart process too that is just a way of life for me….allowing parts of me to feel what they treasured in our relationship and also what didn’t feel like it was resonating in other ways, to own and feel with me how my trailing edge was at play and illuminate woundings that still need love.

I am feeling waves of gratitude for every moment during these 12 years spent with this beautiful soul and man, the way he claimed and treasured me in so many deep ways that was way more than I had ever known, and saw and supported my bigness/vision/soul gifts to express. I get to retain all of those gifts in life with him still, plus continue to offer SoulFullHeart with him in whatever ways feel right to us going forward. I keep feeling and being reminded that loss and separation are truly an illusion…that all of us are reunited again eventually on the higher soul realms. I truly feel that about Raphael and I as our soul bond runs so deep and through so many lifetimes, many of which we have been blessed to connect with during this life.

Raphael and I are feeling to still do the monthly group calls together, including our one coming up on the 16th, and be in intimate community together as well. It is just so important to parts of me to maintain that….and we’ll be feeling it as we go. And of course we are both continuing to do 1:1 sessions as that feels like a gift of service right now and activates our I AM divine self as well.

I do feel so much trust honestly in the goodness holding it all even though there have been many moments of very deep grief, sadness, and letting go. I have been letting in Divine Mother’s love and support, and being offered by Her and my beloved guides about my next places of initiation that come out of being alone, being in my feminine, and not in response to relationship/the masculine. I’ve also received so much support from my now sister roommate Kasha and with Deya Shekinah in community as well that has reminded me of so many lifetimes of living in sisterhood goodness embraced by the feminine. Gabriel has been an amazing support to Raphael in so many ways that has helped me too.

I also feel Avalon Herself holding me through this and understand now why we weren’t ‘able’ to leave to travel to Malta as we had previously planned. As the travel plans collapsed around us, I began to feel great relief and joy to be staying here. I am letting the comforting and safe energies of this treasured place support me now. This has been a shelter for my soul during storms through many lifetimes and I feel that same sense of being here now during this completion and also with what is happening in the world right now.

Thank you to those of you who have offered your love and support during this time already and will in the future….it SO goes in and is so appreciated.

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And thank you to you, Raphael, for your love of me that runs so deep…the mirror you have showed me of my bigness, my beauty, and my worth when I so needed to see and feel that on the outside. Your support for the expression of my gifts has allowed them to truly flourish and be shared. Your claim of our relationship has been so steady and pure, allowing me to unfold into our intimacy in ways that have brought so many gifts.

Thank you also for your bravery and courage to go so deeply within yourself, to feel the shadows, to feel the fears and pains, and to allow yourself to truly FEEL in the unique and beautiful way that you do. You truly are a King amongst men and I was honored to be your Queen.

I treasure every moment we shared together in love, in life, in service…both the difficult and the joyful, the messy and the blissful. I feel that what our souls signed up for together we have showed up for with so much integrity, commitment, and purpose to it and I feel so proud of that (as I feel the Divine is so proud of us too). I am honored to have been on this journey with you into sacred union experience grounds…and to now be completing together in new ways where love gets to still hold the space as it always has is also such an honor.

I love you, each and every one of your parts, and always will!

Love,

Jelelle

Reclaiming The Crazy/Lost/Dark/Forgotten Parts Within You To Experience Transformation & Healing

By Jelelle Awen

What is in my heart today are the lost ones, the ones called ‘dark’, the ones called ‘crazy’. The ones forgotten in the din and busyness of 3D life. The ones who don’t know how to play the ‘game’ or how to ‘get ahead’. The ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice, frequency of harm, and abuse.

These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Orphan. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Soul aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too. They are beyond shape and age and time.

Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma, like a suffering-based Ground Hog’s Day that never seems to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’ or in ‘childhood’ or ‘many years ago’. They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious ‘work’ is done to heal from these situations. That is often why you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakening and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences that you have. That is often why the suffering loops continue in relationships, in passion expression/service, in money areas, in the physical body.

When you access and connect to these hidden ones directly inside yourself, they can start to see that there IS a reality outside of the pain world they have known. As they feel YOU as your Divine Self embodiment come into their world with compassionate curiosity, they can start to realize that they are not wrong, crazy, lost or dark at all.

Yet, rather, they have often absorbed these energies from others in an effort to transmute them in order to get more love. Transmuting for others is the way of the empath and sensitive healer soul…and it is often a painful way until the lessons are learned of boundaries that come from self love and self worth.As you feel all these sensitive and empathic parts of yourself, you also open up to the shadow ones inside that cause the recapitulation of abuse and judgement and even narcissistic pattern behavior too.

As you love even the narcissist INSIDE and the punisher INSIDE, you provide relief to all parts of yourself and free up the gifts that these parts hold for you as they integrate. And you no longer draw these kinds of people and energies on the outside in relationships.

These lost ones inside you become found under the love of your beaming heart. These dark ones become light in response to your compassionate soul. These ‘crazy ones’ become sane in relationship to your grounded sanity. These orphaned ones become adopted by your loving heart and claimed by your soul family.

This self love process is natural, organic, and ingrained in us as sparks of the Divine. The discovery is held with MUCH love by the Divine Mother and Father as we remember and BEcome the Divine essence of love in wholeness again!

Here is more about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Here is my 33 Day video series called Deepen to connect with some of these parts/aspects: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available with me over zoom or in person in Glastonbury, UK for women to feel, transmute, claim, and heal these precious parts of your self and soul as a bridge from your Divine Self for $100 USD for 90 very FULL minutes! And with other Facilitators too… More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Welcoming All The Challenges Of 2021 As a Part Of Our Return To Love

By Deya Shekinah

This time last year I came to Glastonbury and planted a seed, an intention to spend more time here in 2020. Initially that seed was planted with a beloved but as the year unfurled that romance came to an end. The most intimate and loving relationship I have ever experienced coming to an end has been my biggest teacher this year, with the grief of that loss opening my heart to the grief of all of the losses I have ever experienced, which continues to unravel moment to moment.

I feel how we have all, in our own ways this year, experienced doors and chapters of our lives closing and ways of being dissolving. Uncertainty has become a more visible reality that we have to learn to walk with every day in new ways and that has been tough.

Yet as I land here now in Avalon/Glastonbury with a new dawn arising for 2021, full of possibilities and potential for more growth, more love, and more challenges, I feel more held in trust than ever before because of my own personal journey this year to get here. This year has forced us all in many ways to face some of our biggest fears: loneliness, grief, loss, and death. It is my experience, by feeling all of these places inside, that there is a tremendous amount of courage, adaptability and strength inside all of us to keep finding new ways to thrive, to love and to connect, and that however restricted or lost parts of us may feel, that is never the whole truth.

Letting in the beauty of all the challenges and the lockdowns may not be easy, but it is in feeling the empty, lockdowned spaces within that we are being reborn, even when we cannot see it or feel it. 

As much goodness is flowing into my life at this moment, I feel the fruition of listening to this invitation of turning deeply inwards towards myself during these times of lockdown. I will move into my own place on New Year’s Day here in Avalon and it is the first time I will have ever lived alone which I am excited about, and finally, after three years, I am with my beloved SoulFullHeart community in the physical. It feels like my seed from last New Year’s is beginning to sprout, although the beloved is inwards now rather than on the outside. 

As the new challenges for 2021 are already arising, I feel us all able to hold them and ourselves more lovingly after all we have learnt in 2020. 

2021 feels to me like a year to keep embracing the beauty and the tensions of the duality that we came here to experience, to allow the fullness of the human experience that is always working for us to humble us and re-sensitize us to the simple, subtle joys of being embodied and alive. As another year ends and a new one begins, I am reminded that endings and beginnings co-exist and are a constant in our daily lives not just on New Year’s Eve… and that feels ever more present in where we are in our humanity right now.

As we all continue to move through life’s death and rebirth cycles, from my heart in the Heart Chakra of the Earth, I send you so much love and many New Year’s blessings. May we continue to remember and uncover the goodness, innocence and love that is who we are, and learn to radiate the light that is in our hearts so we can continue to guide each other towards New Earth.

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant & Community Member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 5

We are excited to announce that on Monday Dec 21st, for the day of the Solstice/Conjunction, Raphael and Jelelle will be hosting a group call on Zoom that you can donate to attend live/receive the recording. If you decide to join our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, which is $14.99 USD/month to join, you can attend this call without offering an additional donation. You can find more information about all of this in this Update, and you can also visit soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions for more details as well.

This issue is quite full of new videos, including an energy update from Jelelle where she digests the incoming energies from the Solstice/Great Conjunction. You’ll also find new writings and audio blogs from all of us.

You can take in the new Update here.

May this powerful portal be as magical for you as it is catalytic…

With love,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Join Our SoulFullHeart Online Community Portal | Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Cofounders/Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle share about our online SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks. We share about wanting to offer an online community space away from social media platforms with more privacy and functionality for all and finding that in the Might Networks offering. The Portal offers this save, private, online space for members who have been drawn to and resonant with the SoulFullHeart process and paradigm.

We share about the exclusive content offerings available on the Portal now and upcoming in the future, such as personal process sharings, writings (including excerpts from future books), guided meditation videos and more. The Portal also offers a nourishing and already lively! community experience with resonant souls through contributing to a main activity thread, topic threads, and private/group chat functions. There are also private groups for women and men on the Portal for sharing related to those gender embodiment processes.

To join the Portal for $14.99 USD membership fee per month for ALL this and for more information, visit https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

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Here are some comments we’ve received from members about being on the Portal with us: 

“Lovely to be here and I agree it’s great to be in a safer, more peaceful, online space.”

“Your meditations, teachings, and what you share as a community – it always feels like touching base with my soul – so much resonance in what you offer. I also appreciate that this is away from the social platforms and offers a more peaceful and clear place to come away from the noise of the world.”

“I have been following your group for the past year or so. I relate well to your topics, your love for the planet, and each other. Each of you seem so refreshingly sincere, it’s a privilege to be in your company here on the Portal!”

“Good to be here. It may take me a while to get used to navigating another new format. My tech skills are getting stretched! LOL. It does feel like a safe port though in the sometimes stormy online sea.”

“How exciting! I’m an ‘existing fan’ of the SoulFullHeart process and this deep healing work. I’m grateful to be reconnected this way for more of SoulFullHeart and our deep diving on this Portal. “

“Feels clean, safe and easy to navigate here. I felt to join after clarity that the process is my core work. Parts of me have wanted a breadth of experience and exploration. I’ve been finding that this is possible whilst still committing to parts work. Happy to join this safe space to explore and connect  I feel to share and connect with others in the process and also I’m interested in others’ process.”

“I am so grateful to be a part of this beautiful portal. Even though not in person, we are all connected at the heart and spirit and I am so grateful for this soul family I have found here.”

“I’m looking forward to exploring this Portal here! I’ve always said I’m only really on Facebook for you guys and even then I rarely go on. SO, I’m glad to have a space separate from the many and part of the few that have resonance and a focus on intimacy and love.”


For more information about 1:1 sessions, writings/books, group call events, and more visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.