SoulFullHeart Museletter: June 12, 2021

The recent solar eclipse brought Raphael and Jelelle Awen their very first experience of visiting a crop circle in person! This visit offered a transmission of connectedness to Star/Mu family along with a sense of being held and taken care of. Jelelle shares more about their experience in this week’s featured article.

The crop circle represents something powerful about 5D consciousness and living in 5D, which is an ongoing process for all of us on Gaia. Tomorrow, June 13th @ 5pm BST, Raphael and Jelelle will be offering a group transmission/meditation call over Zoom about this very topic. They’ll even play the singing bowls for us as an additional transmission of 5D energy and a way to ‘tune in’. More info on that here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana have made a couple of brand new videos about the SoulFullHeart process, why you may wish to have sessions someday, and what may experience as a result of them. You can find these videos in this Museletter.

Also found in this Museletter, is a new guided meditation from Jelelle, featuring her three quartz crystal singing bowls… a powerful and grounding way to activate and clear your chakras!

We have new articles and audio blogs for you as well, featuring digestions of incoming energies and some different perspectives on how to process current events, the ongoing Ascension/awakening journey for humanity, and what you may be experiencing.

You can find the latest Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/cc2991468de1/soulfullheart-muselettera-reminder-of-magic-and-home?e=e10cd5f26e

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Love,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

A Reminder Of Magic And Home: My First Visit To A Crop Circle!

By Jelelle Awen

I’m still digesting my first visit to a crop circle formation yesterday after connecting to them etherically and sharing about them for many years! I’ve been here in Glastonbury, UK since September, near the areas of Wiltshire and Hampshire, where most of the crop circles appear, and just missed the crop circle season in 2020 due to covid related flight delays. After patiently waiting through lockdown and winter/spring, the crop circle season seemed to be off to a slower start than previous ones, most likely due to heavy rains in May delaying crop growth. There was growing concern that we might not be able to visit one before leaving the UK for Portugal on July 1st.

This is the one we visited!


On my birthday June 1st, I prayed and asked specifically for a crop circle to visit that was near us. My deepest connection and guidance lately has been coming from Ruma, my Lemurian aspect living in Inner Earth at this time. Ruma reassured me that the ‘perfect’ crop circle would be coming and I would know it when I saw it, with life then supporting an easy visit to go see and feel it. My life is aligned to Divine soul guidance such as this, so I did feel a trust and surrender about it.


And finally on June 8th (appearing within the passage of my birthday and Raphael’s on the 13th) a beautiful formation was reported only 90 minutes drive away from us! This crop circle drew me in right away…the 12 lotus-petal looking ridges on the outside, the circle of circles on the inside. My whole being lit up as I took in the aerial footage of it and that familiar sense of Divinely guided knowing moved through me. We also felt guided to go visit on June 10th, the day of the solar eclipse, to also receive amplification from it.


On our drive there (after getting the GPS coordinates from a crop circle FB group I belong to), I mentioned to Raphael how wonderful it would be to have a drone to take some aerial footage of the formation that we could include in our videos within it too. And, right there seemingly waiting for us, was a very sweet family from Brazil and the father Rodrigo had a drone! He helped us locate the actual crop circle by flying his drone over it, which was very hard to find when wading through 4 feet tall barley walking on the tractor tire trails. He also shared his drone footage with us! We will share our videos edited in with his tomorrow once Gabriel has put it together.


Once we were actually in the formation itself, I could feel immediately an energy difference from the area around it. The energy within it was more charged and activating. It was challenging to put thoughts together or think logically. I felt a deep sense of peace and rest. So much so that I wanted to just curl up and pass out within it and felt sleepy the rest of the day. I really felt it like a ‘nest’ where our inner star lemurian seeds can come to rest and be held by something bigger.


The barley within the circle somehow felt transformed as well. It was not crushed or pressed down and didn’t feel manipulated in any way. Yet rather seemed to be bent over in response to another energy. Like it had CHOSEN to go into a design programmed into it. There was a sense of freedom and aliveness about the crop within the circle, as if it had been awakened!


We filmed a lot of video as we were walking around it, sharing our impressions, and also took a moment to sit in meditation in the center of one of the circles. The message that came through for me was one of validation to always follow my dreams as connected to Divine guidance and the ‘realization’ of own happening in that very moment. Also, there was a reminder that even though the 3D Matrix can FEEL like the ultimate reality, magical possibilities are available to us and we can connect to higher consciousness in every moment…in that sense ‘creating the reality that we most want to live and be in, regardless of what is around us’.


It was very clear to us that this formation could not have been made by man. It was challenging even walking to it and the pure scope, size, and precision of it is not something that man is currently capable of. We estimated it was over 200 feet wide! When I ask Ruma specifically about how they are formed, I get a vague answer about the crops themselves are ‘programmed’ into formation through an outside remote activation. The closest I could get to understanding the technology was comparing it to using sound waves like radar to change the molecular structure of the stalks themselves temporarily into something new. Ruma simply concluded that the technology was currently beyond my understanding, which felt fine. I got the sense that this crop circle technology was activated from Inner Earth and not from above such as in the form of orbs or space ships, although maybe others are. And that it is a quite ‘common’ technology to the Lemurians and other Star Beings, even as it appears ‘magical’ to us on the surface. They will not directly interfere with our ways of living, yet the crop circles are like a talisman they can offer to those of us needing one.


The question of how they are formed was not very pressing when I was actually standing in one. Then, I was only aware of how much MORE there is beyond what we experience in our limited perspectives within the Matrix. I felt humbly surrendered to how much I don’t know and don’t actually NEED to know. Being in the unknown and in awe of the Divine is the most self empowered way to relate to life, whether in response to the ordinary OR the sublime.


I felt a sense of deep longing within my being activated by the formation and also some dissonance of contrast being ‘back’ in the 3D world again. That led today (as I digest the experience more) to feelings of wanting to ‘return home’ again to that higher frequency. An ache of homesickness to be in a higher consciousness bubble of reality again.


Yet, also, the crop circles are such a powerful reminder that our soul’s remembrance IS in ongoing process of becoming manifest in our physical reality. And that we are here to assist with that process by our every choice toward it. They are also a reminder that Gaia is ascending in every moment to a higher frequency in which these formations provide a sometimes necessary proof of that transition.


I am so grateful in my heart and soul to have experienced this magic in the physical! I hope you too can feel the transmission through these words, the photos and the videos to come. And, of course, by connecting within yourself to the aspects that can provide the bridges to these energies.


You can also join us live or receive the recording to a Living in 5D group call with Raphael and I on this Sunday, June 13th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EDT. We will be sharing more about our experience in the crop circle and how it supports ‘living in 5D’ consciousness to whatever degree we can while the Matrix reality continues too. We will also be playing our quartz crystal bowls and offering a guided meditation transmission. Offer whatever donation you’d like via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen to receive the recording.


Love from Crop Circle country!

Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: Slow 2021 Season Picks Up With A 12 Petal Beauty

Finally!!! This 2021 crop circle season has been off to a slow start compared to the last few years, yet this beauty appeared today June 8th in Barton Stacey Belt, Nr South Wonston, Hampshire! I asked for one on my birthday on June 1st yet this one has appeared in the passage between my birthday and Raphael Awen’s which is on the 13th….that feels even like a bigger gift.

This is about 90 minutes away from us here in Glastonbury so we are planning to visit and take video/pics from it on Thursday as that is the soonest that we can and it’s the solar eclipse day so the energies will be HIGH! It’s good to hear about if the farmer is open to visits or not as well, so do let me know if you go, and if you hear that it gets plowed over (let’s pray not!)

I had the familiar rush of excitement, joy and magic move through me when taking in this one. I have come to recognize this frequency as coming from those with truly higher dimensional (both from the Inner Earth and the Pleiadian) origins and intentions.

There are more and more ‘commercial and man made’ crop circles appearing now yet the precision and energy of the authentic ones can be felt quite clearly.

I love the larger circles in a linked and joined circle with four smaller ones…surrounding another on in the middle. And the 12 petals look like a lotus shape surrounding the circles. I feel something related to the Ascension chakras with this one and light body activation connected to them.

What do you feel and see when taking it in?

More info and aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2021/barton/barton2021a.html

Love from crop circle country!

Jelelle Awen

Chakra Clearing Crystal Singing Bowls & Guided Meditation | Jelelle Awen (Video

In this video, I play my quartz crystal singing bowls tuned to 432HZ that I happily have back in my life after needing to sell them when we came to the UK. I love them as they offer such an instant boost, energy clearing, light body activation, and chakra opening!

These specific bowls resonant at frequencies/tones/notes for the root, heart, and third eye chakras. I also offer a guided meditation to connect you to your chakras in a cleansing and balanced way as you tune into the frequencies of the bowls.

Join Raphael Awen and I for a Living in 5D group call transmission on Sunday, June 10th at 5:00pm BST (UK time)/noon EDT/9:00am PDT over zoom where they will provide 5D teachings, a crystal bowl sound healing transmission, and guided meditation. You can offer a donation to attend and receive the recording (usual is around $10 CAD) at https://www.soulfullheart.org with more info there too.

Injoy!
Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

The Amassador’s Journey And The Lover’s Quest

Lately I have been going over some prior work we all did around 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness and how they relate to different areas of life. I felt like I was seeing it with new eyes and a renewed interest and passion to bring it back into my own personal awareness as well as use it as a map for those that I work with. 

As with all maps, they don’t represent the territory but they do offer a context for understanding and a check for resonance. My mental body and more masculine parts love maps, yet it is my heart and my feminine that love the story and the experience that the journey provides. With a new global backdrop in place since this was created, I find it valuable to address as a way through these volatile times. 

Our 3D consciousness is more rooted in the machine of the Matrix itself. It has its values and its levers and pulleys to make it ‘work’ in a certain way. It has its own boundaries and rules that it lives by. It is dependent on the basic senses and on reason and logic. It is not sentimental yet has function. It is what we were born into as the overall collective agreement. 

However, we were not just born into a heartless machine. There has always been a 4D consciousness that pervades the fabric of 3D. It has shown up in religion, spirituality, political movements, art, music, and philosophy. It seeks to question and even undermine the 3D machine. It has its prophets and its warriors, as well as its light and its dark. 

To me 4D has been a bit of a quagmire and a catalyst for change. I have felt it has a bridge between worlds. A purgatory in a way. In this sea of quest and questioning, there can be the experience of profound awakening as well as suffering when caught in its swirl. It is where I feel the bulk of the world finds itself, struggling to find a sense of peace and clarity. 

This is the territory where you hear about the ‘bifurcation’. It is where one feels themselves, along with others, in a dimension that is different from those they have been around for years. There is a lot of pain and reaction here. The pandemic and its Matrix response has illuminated a lot in the relationships between people, friends, and family. 

This is where the ‘warriors’ and the ‘logicians’ find their niche. Spirituality is divided into camps as well. It can feel as if there is a ‘Balkanization’ happening in this dimension. Tribes searching for like-minds, like-hearts, and like-souls. It is where confusion comes to look for clarity and gets stuck in its web. 

I have spent much time in this dimension and have learned many lessons and found many gifts. The same holds for 3D as well. There is nothing inherently ‘bad’ about them. It is how parts of us have related to them that has created the suffering. They are experiential learning grounds that we can choose to learn from and apply into something new. 

This next frontier of 5D is one that I am looking to embody and inhabit in a more consistent way. This may be judged as bypassing, and that is okay. I have been dedicated to going into my shadow and my emotional body for some time. I know what I have been through and what I have yet to learn. It is not about ignoring the ills and pains of the world, but rather embodying the Light and the Love that exists in the Universe and beaconing and serving it to those that are drawn to it. Not just to make a dollar but to make a difference. 

It is about being an ambassador to the very Matrix we are all trying to be free of. By being in battle with it we continue to be entangled in it. I fully believe it wants out of this dance just as much as we do. It seeks to be seen and felt just as we do. It has had a role and a reason. From a more 5D place we may see that more clearly with more compassion and understanding. This to me is what shifts our waking reality. Our choice to stay anchored in Love and to give fear its rightful place as a guide and not a dictator. 

This is the Ambassador’s Journey. The Lover’s Quest. The need to embody grace and courage is on high for each of us. It is a process and an initiation. I am being invited to become that more and more each day. I believe the world needs more of us. The map is easy. The territory is the hard part but doable with support. I will continue to write more about this to serve and to call to those that it aligns with. 

May your heart and soul guide you to the shores of what is most real and desired to help illuminate the Golden Earth within.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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SoulFullHeart Museletter: May 29, 2021

Lots of intense energy waves, awakenings, and more have moved through in these last two weeks, compounded by the energies of the recent Supermoon and Lunar Eclipse! There is much to digest around our personal empowerment, access to the Divine within and without, and our relationship to the world at large as the collective awakening continues…

In this issue of our Museletter we feature a piece from Kasha Rokshana about Divine Father and the process of differentiating His genuine energies from those that are often taught about or experienced through our own birth fathers. Connection with Divine Father supports us all at this time, along with opening out our connection to Divine Mother.

Divine Father and healing the inner father wound is the focus for the next women’s call with Kasha and Jelelle this Sunday, May 30th at 5pm BST. More info on this call and how to donate to join live and/or receive the recording here: soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Our writings and audio blogs this week offer energy updates and digestion of the energies moving through with the Supermoon, bridging to New Lemuria consciousness, and connection with the Divine and the Divine Self within.

You can take in the latest Museletter here and subscribe to receive them in your email as well:

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Love,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Forgive Me, Father, As I Forgive You

By Jelelle Awen

“Forgive me, Father, as I forgive you…” This prayer came to me today as I was tuning into Divine Father frequencies in preparation for our women’s group call with Kasha this Sunday where we will share about healing the false father wound to let in Divine Father.

The religious version, “Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” is what originally came through today, feeling like a relic from many lifetimes of confessional, shame-based worship and self inquiry rooted in unworthiness.

Feeling sinful and asking a punitive Father God for forgiveness/to be deemed worthy enough for ‘Heaven’ is a program that can be challenging to deprogram from, as wired up as we are from the Matrix to believe that we are bad, wrong, and sinful. This programming actually blocks us from receiving TRUE and pure forgiveness frequencies from the Divine Father that empower us to experience Heaven within us.

As we unplug from this False Father programming, we are able to have and embody growing autonomy, self love, self worth, and our own goodness…and experience of our OWN Divinity. Yet, this programming runs deep. Beyond the religious programming, it has also been showing itself in the rampant abuses on all levels between mostly male gurus/spiritual teachers and their followers. This abuse is being exposed more, yet still so many vulnerable wounded daughters especially are drawn into the seduction of a holy father in the flesh that finally accepts, sees, and wants them (even if in very inappropriate ways at times.)

I am still digesting, even years later, my own experience of this kind of false father/teacher relationship with a former teacher of mine. I will share more about this in the women’s call… how I recovered, what I learned from it, and my process of forgiving him and myself.

While connecting with Divine Mother is very natural and fluid for me, it has been more challenging for me to commune with Divine Father. The blocks have also come from the woundings/traumas from an absentee birth father and series of mixed step-father experiences. I’ve also had some lifetimes as a nun in devotion to the Holy Father and as a devotee to male gurus/teachers that I have needed to heal and reconcile.

Letting in Divine Father has deepened for me over the years as I clear and feel these blocks/fears/resistances within parts of me and soul aspects. Divine Mother has been a bridge to this as She shows me how to love Him again and receive His love. As my Divine Daughter arises to accept love and embrace from the Divine Father, I often find there is more forgiveness to be exchanged from my heart to His and to then receive from Him.

So, today it was, “Forgive me Father as I forgive you,” and my Inner Daughter is still in process of this, for which He readily forgives….and offers His ever ongoing love to allow the healing process to deepen and continue.

Join us on Sunday, March 30th at 5:00pm BST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for the two hour women’s group call to explore the false father wound through teachings, a guided meditation journey, and sharings. You can offer whatever donation amount you would like to (usual is around $10 CAD) at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at soulfullheart.org/events.

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

The Love Language Of Divine Father: Women’s Group Call May 30th

by Kasha Rokshana

His sacred ROAR clears the room. His bright beacon of Truth shines our way through all darkness. His compassion holds us, infinitely, though we feel challenged to hold ourselves.

Divine Father is an energy that, in its purity, is MUCH different than the punitive he-god of religions. When He appears in different forms and faces, our projections place lightning bolts or swords in His hands, yet when you feel His tender heart, you realize that He could never and would never weaponize his love for all of us. 

I experience Divine Father through the energy of my heart and soul’s connection to Yeshua most often, yet sometimes I also feel Him just as Fatherly energy without form that simply does not caretake or want to coddle me. Instead, I feel how He challenges me to grow, to arise, and to lean-in to Him. 

He is much different than my experience of my birth father in this lifetime, who was seldom fully present to me, barely ever watered me as a young and budding woman, and didn’t know how to offer affection and direct love without the runaround of ‘providing’ and having that be his only ‘love language’. When my father passed away, I know he helped me see some of the patterns he passed down to me. I deeply got that he wanted me to heal from them while also overcoming them as behaviors inside myself. 

In some ways this relationship with him blocked my true relationship with the heart of Divine Father, yet also, it offered me something to differentiate it from. 

As woman, Divine Father can be especially challenging to let in and feel. It’s as challenging as letting in a true soulmate. It’s as challenging as understanding that indeed, some men are deeply GOOD, even if they choose not to caretake or coddle you. Men who are on their own paths to wanting to see and feel themselves, to recognize with humility their own imperfections and need for healing may be rare in a way yet they are emerging. They represent the love of Divine Father who also feels humility and who infinitely supports our ongoing Ascension as Sacred Humanity arising… as a humanity that is learning to love itself again just as the Divine loves us and longs to feel our love return to them as well.

The healing that is possible for men and women through genuine connection with Divine Father from within is immense… His light shines so brightly and his love even brighter. He holds with tenderness our experiences in His heart. He feels us all deeply in his infinite capacity for feeling. He is a guide, in whatever form you’re ready to let in, and He will not push or force his way into your life and your own heart… patiently, he waits for your attention, intention, and desire, with such an embrace that spans the whole world. Even your own whole world inside, as complex and complicated as it’s become.

Jelelle Awen and I will be offering a women’s group meditation call this coming Sunday May 30th at 5pm BST on Zoom, focused on healing the father wound inside to let in Divine Father. It’s by donation and you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later. 

You can find more information on this upcoming call here: soulfullheart.org/events

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.