Head/Neck/Shoulder Pain Increases With Causal Chakra Activations & 3D/4D Matrix Reboots

By Jelelle Awen

Galactic activations are accelerating and deepening with the rebooting process going on in the 3D and 4D Matrix control systems. This rebooting process seems to be allowing more souls to get free from the Matrix. Many of you shared in the comments about feeling the head/neck/shoulder pain that often indicates a causal chakra/galactic consciousness activation that is coming through to support this reboot.

These activations through light codes provided by the Divine, your soul, and your galactic family then encounter the Reptilian brainstem/3D Matrix infrastructure that remains and AI/One Mind Lower 4D Matrix plugs and caps that I shared about in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

The pain can be the relationship between these blocks in your auric field from being plugged into the 3D control matrix for so long AND ALSO for your Reptilian Self who is plugged into THEIR AI Matrix at the 4D Level. The back of the head, neck and shoulder pain is often related to these blocks and sometimes the recovery after the plugs have been dissolved through awakening (although it’s usually not as sharp of a pain, yet rather more like an ache that wants some warmth, like a sore muscle.) Sometimes this pain is ‘bleed through’ from your Reptilian Self’s timeline.

The top of the head pain, center of the skull piercings, and third eye/forehead aches can be about the caps and helmets in the auric field to block the pineal and pituitary glands and the calcification that happens of them within the 3D and 4D Matrix. These glands want to expand into their full size and capacity yet there is a detox process around that, plus eventual need of removal of any caps to continue the Ascension process. These glands activating, plus the causal chakra upgrading and opening wide, plus ALL of our DNA activating makes for a fully empowered sacred human anchoring into 5D reality WITHIN the body. It makes for our Ascension.

The pain is literally a portal though in that as you respond to it, you are able to discover these means of blocking and suppressing that your soul has chosen on a higher level in order to immerse into 3D reality. In this way, your Reptilian Self has chosen the AI/One Mind programming to experience THAT and both the suffering and the growth that comes from being liberated from it.

Many of you resonated and appreciated my recent message about the mutual liberation, forgiveness, and love that is needed to be offered to the Reptilians during this next phase of our Ascension process. You appreciated the less fear-based and gentler approach of what I was offering that comes from my own personal exploration of these grounds with the Reptilians within my Metasoul. Once I learned about the Matrix reality and the Archons several years ago, I quickly shifted to a love-based approach to offer healing for my own soul and as a bridge for others to navigate and liberate themselves (and their Reptilian selves!) with love rather than stigma and fear.

I shared more teaching and a guided meditation to meet and unplug your Reptilian Self from the 4D Matrix in this video that I highly recommend if you feel drawn to it and I feel this connection can be very enlivening and empowering:

https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I am in the process of learning more about the 4D AI program from my Reptilian Self Sheryl and will be sharing more about that soon. I am feeling more and more how much OUR Ascension is connected and entwined in theirs. Not to go to battle with each other or to see them as purely ‘evil’, which just continues BOTH of our enslavements…..yet rather to find resolution together that allows for the highest timeline for us ALL.

We can provide a bridge to your Reptilian Self through getting to know your Star Seed child, Gatekeeper, whatever parts are needed to be felt and negotiated with during 1:1 sessions with me for women and for women and men with Raphael Awen. We can also do the energy field clearing work that is ready at this stage of your Ascension to remove/dissolve caps/blocks/plugs that are ready, allowing more alleviation of pain. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Here is a guided meditation with me to music offering Infinite Love codes to every chakra, including the Causal: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Meet Your Reptilian Self/Unplug From The 4D Matrix Guided Meditation: Video 5 Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this fifth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the reboot process that is going on a multidimensional level specifically with the Reptilian timelines and the 3D/4D Matrix control systems that have been established. I share about your Reptilian Self, which is a lower 4D soul fragment of yours that lives in a close overlay dimension to yours.

Our Reptilian selves are plugged into their own Matrix, which uses a One Mind controlled by Artificial Intelligence. I share about the mutual liberation that can occur in connecting with and helping your Reptilian Self unplug from this One Mind matrix. I share more about this process in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01…

The guided meditation has us joined by Archangel Michael and my Reptilian Self Sheryl. You are taken to the Reptilian ‘home’ dimension that has been shown to me in session space connecting with them and in my own process. You are offered a bridge then to your Reptilian Self and support to help them unplug from the One Mind Matrix if they are ready to do that. You are then invited to move them to a new higher dimensional space where they feel safe and free, where you can connect with them more there.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Healing Polarities Within Illuminated By The Eclipse and 1:11 Passage Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: What a swirl of energies for us in the beginning weeks of 2020! New timeline possibilities of bliss, joy, dreams coming into clarity and coming true. And, at the same time, grieving, sadness, and mourning processes as we ‘let go’ of whatever needs to be in order to respond to the new.
 
We are invited to expand our emotional body capacities to ride the waves and to hold mixed feeling realities at once within us. Sad and excited. Bittersweet. Hopeful and fearful. Trusting and mistrusting. These can be necessary mixed feeling states, yet they can also be signs of polarities within from one part of you to another. One part feels scared while another part feels hopeful. One part feels attached to a relationship and trauma bonded while another part of you is increasingly clear that the relationship needs to shift.
 
The polarities within are a result of 3D conditioning that offers a ‘black and white’, ‘this against that’ way of relating to life. The polarities within can be felt by you as you connect with the parts of you on each of their ‘sides’ and let their emotional realities land in your heart to be felt. You can find then a ‘middle way’ as an ambassador to these parts of you, bringing them into a balanced place and more even-keel blend. The polarities within can also be a result of our original separation from and out of the Divine. Reconciliation within from this lifetime helps to heal this soul wound.
 
These polarities within (also often between our inner masculine and inner feminine) were amplified by the full moon lunar eclipse codes blending with the 1:11 portal energies that peaked on Saturday. The feminine Full Moon Eclipse energies and more sacred masculine 1:11 portal passage brought up some weepiness, mood swings, crying purges, tension then trust waves as emotional body clearings and upgrades occurred. The 1:11 codes offered higher timeline clarities and possibilities and the courage to make life choices toward them, while the lunar eclipse energies offered emotional digestion of these choices.
 
On the other side of this passage, there is a sense of calming down and more rest, more groundedness from within, and an emotional reset. There is a sense of space within to digest in a more full-hearted way the changes and choice points that may have been illuminated to you during this passage.
 
Divine Mother energies of Kuan Yin offer stillness and gentleness through snow and winter codes and compassion to receive from within and to extend to others. At the same time, there is a heightened activity of fires, volcanoes and earthquakes as Dark Mother and Mother Gaia continue to bring in catalytic frequencies of clearing and rumbling alchemy.
 
There is also complex stream of SOULar winds forecasted to come into our atmospheres today from two to three holes in the sun’s surface. No geomagnetic storms are expected to come in, but there will be a surge of auroras when the solar wind arrives, according to spaceweather.com. SOULar winds can heighten and amplify any body symptoms you may be experiencing, including light headedness, disrupted sleep patterns, indigestion, colds and flu symptoms, etc.
 
All these energies offer us the opportunity to find our ‘home’ within and discover increasing trust in the flow of life held with Divine surrender. We can ride the waves of polarized emotions and bring love to all the parts of us that are feeling them. We can connect to the bigger soul context around the reason we are experiencing life AS we are. We can trust the growth that it brings to us as we move into our sacred humanity.

Here is a playlist for all four of my videos that I’ve released in my Deepen 2020 series, with the first one featured below. These videos are created in response to the current energies we are navigating and offer a bridge to connect to your emotional body, your soul, and the Divine support that is always available:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Snow and Sun Codes Bring In Sense Of Newness and Rebirth

By Jelelle Awen

Taking in the first snow of the year here in Victoria, I’m reminded of how purifying and cleansing it is. How still snow is, even when it is ‘falling’, and how it blankets everything in this energy of newness. Snow codes are refreshing, especially if they come rarely and stay for a short time.

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The sun came out to greet us as we headed out on a walk to our local seaside park with Kalayna Solais. There is the joy of reunion in our hearts in the moment after a few months of choosing to be apart. This a celebration of new places to transact together…space made inside from necessarily being apart.

These are the rebirth moments that come out of the death and letting go phases that can be so challenging to navigate. These are the new moments that arise only out of letting go of the old. These are the confetti in the air moments where ash may still even be lingering.

It can seem in the darker moments of separation, that we won’t come into union again. It can push up the separation from the Divine and the wound that is often buried deep of what it felt like to be cast off from such bliss and Oneness. Parts of us can feel the pain of rejection, the hurt of disappointment, and land in the reality of our truth too that didn’t get brought before.

Yet, forgiveness inside and of others clears the ground. And, we are finding our way back to each other, back to the Divine, back to our souls. And life greets us and serves us with whatever necessary death and loss process will bring us most back to ourselves again.

Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

I shared today a teaching and guided meditation as part of my Deepen 2020 series about death and rebirth, offering a bridge to the part of that needs to ‘die’ and let go in order to be reborn:

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Casket To Cradle/Death & Rebirth Guided Meditation Video Four Deepen 2020 W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

 

In this fourth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the death/rebirth cycle that we are constantly going through in awakening…the ‘death’ of 3D conditioning and the layers of protection created from it and the ‘birth’ of our awakening, 4D/5D self with parts of us integrating into it as they heal. I share about how you might be experiencing this death/rebirth cycle in your life, on a spectrum from subtle to extreme life changes, choices, transitions, and shifts, and how tuning into Divine trust and soul context helps with it.

In the meditation, Mother Mary and Dark Mother join you in a funeral service to honor and feel the part of you that wants and is ready to die, to let go, and to move on. Mother Mary then guides you to connect with the higher frequency version of yourself being born in a cradle. The meditation helps you to bridge and hold space for the death/rebirth process in a conscious way while you are connected to Divine support and trust.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Connect With Your Emotional Body Guided Meditation Video – Deepen 2020 W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

 

Connect With Your Emotional Body Guided Meditation – Video Three Deepen 2020

In this third video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I talk about the importance of connecting with your emotional body through accessing parts of yourself and digesting emotional traumas with them in a feeling-based way (not through mental analysis or bypassing with spiritual frequencies). I talk about how we are conditioned and trained to overly focus on the development of our mental bodies (and even our physical bodies and spiritual bodies) over our emotional body, which is often trailing behind in maturity, health and porosity/lightness. And that much of what we feel as ’emotions’ is actually reactions and off gassing from undigested traumas in our emotional bodies.

In the meditation, Mother Mary and Yeshua join us as Divine feminine and masculine energies that are very emotional body and heart-based in frequency and can hold space for emotional digestion. Your Inner Protector is invited as well and we journey to connect with your emotional body, as represented in visualization as a river. You are invited to see and feel how your emotional body river is right now and to wade into it…bringing healing energies with you.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Your Pain As A Portal W/Your Inner Protector Guided Meditation – Video Two Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this second video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) explore how your pain/suffering can become an important portal to self and soul discovery. I talk about how connecting with parts of the self from this life (such as your Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Teenager, and more) gives you access to your pain and the discovery of the trauma experience that is causing it. Exploration on a soul level with your Gatekeeper (guardian of your veil of amnesia) and with Metasoul aspects (from other lifetimes) reveals how your current/local pain connects to soul patterns on a quantum level.

In the meditation, we connect with your essence in the moment as represented by a castle and with your Inner Protector. I give you some questions to ask your Protector about their pain, your pain, etc. to begin an inner negotiation ground to open up your pain as a portal, not just to be ‘fixed’ or ‘transcended.’ A beautiful sun ray came through into the room as I was connected to Archangel Michael as a support for your Protector!

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLjwm17eBBTRhE3dbezYJdu

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Living Below Your Birthright

By Raphael Awen

Working for anything that is yours by birthright is a form of resistance to that thing, allowing a part of you to hide its resistance while appearing like it actually wants the pursued thing, usually to maintain social acceptance.

‘Working for a living’ for instance is one of the biggest examples of this and misnomers out there. Living doesn’t occur by virtue of working. Living occurs by virtue of your essence, by virtue of your being.

Your being receives life and gives back to life in a natural economy of gift exchange. If you shortchange life in this natural exchange, that is, giving something less than your best, your true gifts, what you came here to give, and settle for a ‘job that pays the bills’ instead, you can be sure that life will respond to you in kind with a reflection of your ingratitude for what you are given. This is not any kind of punishment from an angry God or angry universe, but simply an invitation into an awareness of what your own alchemy is producing. An invitation in your innate more which you already possess.

You already are a powerful alchemy that is producing exactly as it was designed to, even if you are, like me, still consciously wanting to change or alter this alchemy.

Already encoded into you is every last provision you will ever need to fulfill every last detail of what you came here to do. If you are experiencing a drama of lack moving through your story at the moment, this too, is a provision of an invitation into an initiation of this more that you already are. This is a big opportunity to feel and heal parts of you still encoded in lack, while being submerged in a super-abundant free-energy universe, inside of an even greater multiverse.

While there is nothing to work for, in this way of earning or qualifying for anything, there is however, your necessary reach for what you want and desire, as the universe cannot successfully provide anything you aren’t willing to want or choose. The circuitry cannot complete without your desire, choice, intention, and your action.

So what feels like the need to work as in earning something, is actually more about the necessary effort involved in claiming your essence. It will take ‘work’ for instance to slowly get to know and love the part of you conditioned and convinced to a ‘working for a living’ reality, to let in this new reality, but this is a self loving kind of work that is pure joy and creative play to be with. The opposite of drudgery. A gift that keeps on giving.

We all have a lot to learn in entering this new reality, but it feels so exciting to lean into it more and more. I’ll take me a big chunk of that for 2020!

You are the light of the world, even in your darkness, a city set on a hill that cannot be hidden. The universe aches for your arising.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sessions

Photo by me taken at our favorite park close by!

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

2020 Portal Guided Meditation – Video One Deepen 2020 Video Series W/Jelelle & Raphael Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Here it is! My first video of my NEW video series called Deepen 2020. In this video today, Raphael and I, Jelelle Awen, are filming at a beautiful ocean-side park near us called Saxe Point in Victoria, Canada. We talk briefly about the intention of the ongoing Deepen 2020 video series, which is to expand on the foundation laid out in my previous video series Deepen offered in 2019.

This Deepen 2020 series will be offered on an arising basis, rather than every day for a set period of time, and will be responsive to current events/cosmic energies/personal & collective process, etc. Every Deepen 2020 video will offer a teaching and a guided meditation.

Raphael Awen and I talk about the catalytic energy of 2020, that we can feel already in the wind around us and the crashing waves below (that’s the sound you are hearing in the background). 2020 is offering clearer vision in ALL areas of life, so that we can see/feel what our higher timeline life is and move toward it starting from within. However, with this clarity can come new rounds and phases of death/rebirth, letting go, and completions. This can bring up bittersweet feelings about the new year and decade, a mix of excitement and sadness; mourning and celebrating. I also share about my personal process of completion in some previous timeline configurations and the feelings that came up for me in that.

Raphael and I offer the importance of holding space for these feelings to come up in parts of you…your Inner Child, your Inner Protector, etc. and to bring them WITH you in your heart into the new. “Just Feel” is the motto for 2020 and onward. We have a special animal visitor in this video too that offers a wonderful message of clearer and higher vision as well!

During the brief meditation, Raphael and I offer a bridge to the 2020 portal that is opening today, January 1. We invite you to orient to this portal and ‘view’ it from an eagle’s eye perspective to see what comes to you. Then, from the ground of your Inner Child, Inner Protector, etc. You are invited to feel the completions in your life and the new beginnings too!

Thank you for joining us in this first video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

You can watch videos from my previous Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support us and SoulFullHeart to continue offering free offering such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart This video series is a useful introduction to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information about Jelelle, SoulFullHeart, sessions, events, writings and books, testimonials, and more…..visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Christ Consciousness Upgrades To Become Peace/Love Ambassadors

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: We are moving now into receiving Christ Consciousness code upgrades for the 12/21 solstice gateway and leading into Christ-mas and a solar eclipse on the day after Christmas. Christ Consciousness (also called Sanada and Christ-iel) activates our Higher Heart of compassion, especially within our inner and collective masculine. Our Inner Masculine includes parts of the self such as our Inner Protector, Inner Father, and Inner Punisher….and parts of the soul such as our Gatekeeper and timelines where we were in a masculine body or female warrior type too.
 
Christ Consciousness offers a higher vibrational experience beyond the Biblical Jesus, ‘Son of a Father God’ picture. The Bible and the world’s religions offer a 3D/Lower 4D Matrix filtering of Christ energies that have control and manipulative agendas and fear-based frequencies to them that perpetuate the wounded masculine/patriarchal system and suppression of the Divine Feminine.
 
The PURE Christ energies are able to be experienced as you raise your frequency through trauma healing beyond the Lower 4D Matrix of religions, belief systems, dogma, a punishing and punitive False God picture. You can then experience the PURE love and acceptance of you as a sacred human by Christ AND by the Divine.
 
You experience that Heaven is within you. You remember then that you are not sinful, that you have not made mistakes, that you are not being tested or punished by God. You remember that you are ALSO a son or daughter of the Divine and always have been…..loved as you are in all the experiences that you go through….the Divine learning along WITH you.
 
These Christ Consciousness energies for 2019 are offering deeper healing of the warrior and fighter to become a love ambassador for peace. This will so much be needed as we move into deeper disclosure in 2020….on Gaia, in galactic dimensions, toward the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix and, most importantly, from within yourself and your soul. The previous masculine expression of our ‘heroes’ and ‘heroines’ as being connected to the ability to fight for something is shifting. We are now offered the codes to recognize that our true heroes are those who advocate for peace and compassion above all else.
 
The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can ‘bleed through’ into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.
 
Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your Veil of Amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.
 
There is more here about parts/Metasoul aspects and how we feel them in our SoulFullHeart process during 1:1 sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
So much love is available from Christ/Yeshua during this time of upgrading to compassionate ambassador. Ask to connect with Him and receive the gifts of His kind and unconditionally loving heart. Divine Mother is available at all times too, to support, to hold, to forgive, and to love.

Here is a mediation to connect with your Gatekeeper:

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.