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Choosing Resonance & Soul Family Through Choosing Yourself

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by Kasha Rokshana

United in vision, resonant in desires, collaborative in lifestyle, catalytic in relationship, loving over all…

This is what it means to be with true soul family in my experience of it, where nothing real is transcended and is deeply felt instead, the intensity of offering mirrors to each other is not abusive, and the LOVE holding us in a sacred bubble while we deepen our purity within and together is palpable.

So many holiday seasons did I spend in disconnect with those around me, namely birth family. There were joys and there was abundance, more so than for many others, but the tensions were never addressed or deeply felt, just allowed to grow into a huge SNAP and subsequent unleashing onto one another. Fur flew, our mouths breathing fire in unfair judgments while chaos ensued, yet not ever resolve. I don’t remember much resolution in the space, only someone giving in sooner or later and often out of fear of truly leaving the picture and choosing aloneness for a phase.

I was especially fiery at times, parts/aspects of me furious that family members weren’t also awakening, that they weren’t really listening, and that I was still being treated like the ‘kid’ of the family on top of it all. The holidays were a mix, especially beyond 14 years old when my spirituality was evolving beyond the Catholic sphere and indoctrination of my childhood and I was also learning so much about myself. My awakening was both inward and outward and it was a lot to try and reconcile.

It has taken some time to be able to let in the soul family connections and intimacy that I have now, as over the last decade since meeting Raphael and Jelelle, I’ve had to feel parts of me who projected so easily onto them and other soul family members the same reality I was born into. These projections were necessary though. We can’t feel the pain that’s surfacing when parts of us project if we don’t, in a way, allow space for it to happen.

This process also created a way to feel the stark contrast between what I was born into and what my soul was choosing now… a much more sovereign journey, an empowerment from the heart, and a willingness to feel what’s at stake in these deeper intimacies in my life at all times… that they are a lot to lose and indeed I’ve had to let go of them a few times to sort out so much inside. I did this willingly in order to come back into the room with much more appreciation, more maturity and readiness, and deeper surrender to the love between us as well which is always purifying itself and each of us too.

This holiday season especially feels like a poignant one as dissonances become amplified and thus, so does the fighting, the trying to be heard, the needing to be right, and the desires to ultimately be with those who resonate, which can be quite painful as that ache intensifies.

I feel you, those of you who are on the brink of making a choice… to stay with birth family or even to stay alone as the Lone Wolf inside you may prefer, or to choose to pursue the journey of drawing soul family resonance and intimacy. It’s really the same journey if you’ve been in a dissonant romance as well yet ache to be with the man/woman that would truly be in your frequency bandwidth… and it’s all so challenging, especially this time of year too, for many.

My soul family of SoulFullHeart, along with our many parts and soul aspects we’ve met over the years, are here as but one option of where this desire for resonance and unity may take you. The doorway is 1:1 sessions yet also by-donation group calls on Zoom. If you’re curious to find out more, visit soulfullheart.org – our online expression of who we are and what we’re here to offer and become more and more every day.

Raphael and Jelelle will be offering a group call next Sunday, Dec 11, that will focus on the Christ Magdalene portal of 12/12. More info here: soulfullheart.org/events 🌹

From my ever-awakening heart to yours,
Kasha ♥️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Claiming Your Heaven Within: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Jesus

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By Jelelle Awen

I feel Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and Master Essene/Magdalene/Avalon/Isis priestess, wanting to share a message with you as we continue to traverse through this 11:11 powerful manifestation portal that is bringing in powerful New Earth frequencies with it. I have been connecting with her in her final resting place at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. This has been a sacred process that has brought many tears yet a deeper integration of my soul family lineage as well….

“Thank you, beloved souls, for taking in my message to you!
This is what comes through the Divine’s heart to be expressed to you through mine:


Heaven is not outside of you.

Heaven is not available only when you leave your body and your current lifetime.

The most golden heaven of Earth experiences lives within you.

The heaven of your potential and your capacity.

The heaven of your DNA that is waking up.

The heaven of your sacred humanity that is ready to rise.

This heaven is available in every Now.

As you feel it from within, you can become it.

As you let go of what is not a reflection of this heavenly essence.

As you no longer hold on to ANYTHING that doesn’t feel like this heaven to you.

As you no longer settle or shrink below this heavenly frequency.

As you no longer choose suffering in any form.

As you no longer participate in the Matrix system of enslavement.

As you no longer compensate for karma from other lifetimes.

As you instead LET IN LOVE in all the ways it wants to come to you…

This heaven waits for your claiming within you.

It is time to make this claim of heaven within in every moment by choosing love over fear;

By choosing goodness over suffering;

By choosing light over darkness;

By choosing soul family over being alone;

By choosing to FEEL all that suffers in fear and darkness within you,

By offering a lifeline of Divine love to these places, aspects and parts,

By releasing the karmic binds and contracts that keep them stuck,

you are claiming the healing that wants and needs to happen.

You are claiming the healing that opens up heaven within

with every tear you are willing to shed

and every shadow you are willing to illuminate

and every pain you are so bravely willing to feel.

I hold you with so much love in my heart as does the Divine Mother and Divine Father

as you look no longer upward for Heaven, yet courageously turn inward and discover it THERE.

Ask to experience your Heaven within AND whatever needs your love and attention that may block this experience…and it will be so,

love from my beloved Avalon,

Grandmother Anna with Jelelle Awen

Anna wants to invite you as well to our monthly women’s group transmission call next Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST which feels like it will be a powerful one! Anna and other Magdalenes with Kasha and I will offer a bridge to Magdalene Consciousness. You can offer a donation of any amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Avalon Activations: Mix Of Sadness And Joy During Reunion With The Only Remaining Ancient Oak Trees

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By Jelelle Awen

It was my turn yesterday to reunite with Gog and Magog, two ancient Oak trees from Avalon that still remain here, as the rest of our community had already visited them and shared about it. These trees provide a portal to connect with the timelessness of the energies here, no matter what the 3D current overlays are.

As I placed my third eye chakra on the bark of the friendly Magog, I was teleported to the Golden Age of Avalon when these mighty Oaks served within a procession of others, all lined up along the path up to the Tor. They held the space for sacred ceremony, serving as anchors and guardians during the long and meditative circular journey through the woods to the top of the sacred hill and the standing stone circle waiting there.

While I felt a joy in my heart to reunite with Magog especially, I also felt sadness this morning as I digested the reunion. The sadness comes from the lack of guardianship of these sacred beings on the outside in our current timeline. They are surrounded by thorny blackberry bushes and stinging nettle. There are no signs to mark or honor them and you have to literally crawl over a barbed wire fence to even get near them. A caravan park has been put in right near them, with many of the tourists/visitors seeming to have no sense of the sacred beings that are their neighbours.

All of these ‘obstacles’ seem to represent the thick veil that has been placed on these lands since the fall of Avalon and the rise of 3D and dominance of patriarchal energies. You have to work hard to find and connect to reverence here, which is mostly found from within rather than from what remains on the outside. There are many tourists that come here, yet few of what I can feel as true pilgrims. I would describe pilgrims as those who come here seeking to discover the Avalon within them and the Divine connection that would be sparked by being in the physical with these lands with much reverence, humility, and respect.

I have found here in Glastonbury that the natural objects that remain offer the most profound energy activations and contain seeds of New Earth Ascension placed in them by my soul family. Gog and Magog join that list now that includes the Mother Egg Stone in the Glastonbury Abbey; the Egg Stone and Holy Thorn cluster on the side of the Tor; the Grandmother Lime Tree on the walk to the Tor; the Holy Thorn trees at St. John’s Church, Wearyall Hill and the Abbey; and more still to be discovered!

I felt tears with my soul family today, especially Anna, Grandmother of Yeshua and Elder Matriarch of the Magdalenes, who happily lived in Avalon on the Chalice Hill near the Red Spring for many years at the end of her very long life. These sacred Oak trees were her brothers and special friends, along with the Yew, Ash, and Holy Thorns. To see them in the state they are now without any care offered toward them was sad for her, along with taking in the burned out husk that has become of Gog from someone’s careless fire.

It seemed to be a poignant reminder of how far we have slipped into the Dark Ages within ourselves during this materialistic age of the Matrix, esp over the last 2,000 years. Yet, also, I can always feel an ember of hope for sacred humanity to arise again burning inside of my heart, my soul, and within this soul family lineage of Magdalenes, Essenes, Avalon priests/priestesses, Himalayan yogic saints of the Babaji/Kriya yoga lineage, and more. And I am here this life to blow on that ember with love in my heart along with all those who feel a similar calling.

I am actually now writing a book of channeled messages and personal dialogues with this soul family that I am feeling quite excited to share eventually and enlivened by the process of channeling and connecting with them. This process is putting many pieces of my soul’s puzzle together and also bringing clarities of the bigger purpose of SoulFullHeart to help heal the pain of separation of our soul family and bring them back together in community focused on healing our heart and souls in an authentic, pure, and genuine way.

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

You can read all of our Avalon writings at https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/asc…/avalon-glastonbury/

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events such as a women’s group call to connect with Divine Mother next Sunday the 25th, and writings/books at soulfullheart.org.

Modified Soul Family Prayer W/The Magdalenes & Jelelle

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By Jelelle Awen

Modified family prayer with the Divine that came through this morning during meditation for our soul family lineage of Essenes/Magdalenes to heal the great disbursement between us and to Humanity as a sacred family moving out of polarities into Oneness.

You are invited to repeat this prayer as a mantra and see where it takes your heart and soul.

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The Divine made us a family,

We need one another,

We love one another,

We forgive one another,

We work together,

We play together,

We worship together.

Together is the Divine’s love,

Together we grow in that love,

Together we love all souls,

Together we serve love with the Divine,

Together we connect to the Heaven Within us.

These are our hopes and ideals…Help us to become them,

O Divine,

Through Your sacred template

of Our Infinite Love essence…

Amen and So it is!

Love, Jelelle Awen with the Magdalenes

I highly recommend the Anna books by Claire Heartsong with Catherine Ann Clemett for connection to this soul family lineage

More information about 1:1 sessions, group events, writing/books and more at soulfullheart.org.

Coronavirus Offers Opportunity For Death/Rebirth, Awakening, and Service: Message From The Magdalenes

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By Jelelle Awen

I am in a tender embrace with Anna, a Magdalene guide, Ascended Teacher, and grandmother of Yeshua/Jesus from that timeline. Tears stream down my face as she offers me and parts of me comfort and reassurance. She energizes her deep love for me and for ALL of humanity. I am tuning in now to see in this fresh moment, this vulnerable moment, if she has anything to share with all of you as well.

I reached out to her as I began to pull inward again to check in with myself as I haven’t been as focused on that lately. I’ve been serving so much in sessions, sharing and writing in posts and videos, and developing our six week Free To Be group call series starting next week. I felt much joy and goodness about this honestly as I align deeper with my purpose for being here.

Yet, with so much happening in the collective, I’ve had this sense of trying to keep up with it and remain somehow ‘ahead’ of it as well to share about the bigger context of very necessary 3D reboot and Matrix collapse that this virus is offering us. Yet ultimately I know that the only way I can lead in this way is to be current with myself and receive support and guidance myself, to lean into Divine love as needed. This also helps me as a collective empath with digestion of whatever emotions and even unconscious fears/cries/pains are moving through the collective.

“You ALL chose to be here at this crucial time in humanity’s death and rebirth,” She says to me now and to your heart to receive as well.

“This was not an easy choice for you as a soul as this is certainly not an easy time. There are many dark forces hovering over and embodied on the Earth plane that have just deepened and expanded their hold and power. We felt them in my lifetime, 2000 years ago, in the Roman Empire and its domination over the natives, the suppression of the Divine Feminine, the fear, greed, and control that motivated them in seemingly every moment.

“We as Magdalenes chose to be peaceful. We chose to be ambassadors. We chose not to take sides, even as we were pressured strongly to go ‘against’ the Romans. We could feel the core of their essence, their Divine goodness and purity within. We could feel that they were just consumed by their own fear and had temporarily forgotten about love. They had forgotten the Divine and wandered so far away as to seem completely lost.

“It is the same in your time with those you call the Cabal, the Illuminati, the Power Elites, the Deep State, the New World Order. It is the same energy at its core as the Roman Empire. They are playing and serving the role as representing the shadow side of the Divine. They have served a purpose to mirror this shadow, fear as a polarity to love….just as we felt and came to accept that the Romans did as well in our time. Even as they killed some of us and greatly impacted our experience of daily living, we held on to the sense that they must be serving a purpose.

“And, this is something I offer you to feel now toward those in your time that have been responsible for so much suppression, abuse, violence, fear, and devastation of humanity. As you land in your heart of forgiveness toward them, it becomes possible for them to change. Possibilities open up for those who are ready to return to Divine love and grace again. For them to be released from needing to hold this very challenging shadow role any longer. The innocence they are seeking to possess and own in abusive actions toward children can be revealed to them again within themselves. Some of them will need to leave the Earth Plane and pass from their bodies in order to feel and connect the core essence of their Divine innocence and goodness again.

“This Coronavirus now is the opportunity for all of humanity and Gaia to take space from the daily living realities that cause suffering for so many of you. It is an opportunity to find safety and home from within and with the Divine for those who are ready to seek and find that. The same opportunity is offered to those who have drifted so far into the darkness. Yet, also, it is clear to those of us who abide in the higher realms that these dark forces can no longer have dominion and control over your Earth Plane and humanity. It is clear that this cycle of descension or descent into fear is completing.

“The virus is a harbinger, a messenger, and a bringer of this completion. It is a bridge to great awakening for many more souls who now have the time and space to reflect, research, and follow the paths that their soul needs them to go down. The virus also offers an exit for those souls who need to leave the Earth Plane now, those who are ready to go. For these souls to digest what will be disclosed about the darkness will be too much for them to process. Trust that there is always the soul’s choice in this and that from this level, they are inviting the virus to release them. Fear of physical body death is sourced in the pain of original separation from the Divine.

“However, Separation is always an illusion. We have offered this to you many times and we repeat it now. And that includes the reality of dark versus light, us against them, white and black hats, and battles of all kinds…they are all aspects of this illusion. This illusion is now being revealed as such so that those who are ready can move beyond it to land in the reality beyond separation and into frequencies of Oneness and Infinite Love more and more.

“Become a beacon of hope, love and forgiveness as the ‘way home’ for souls who have chosen to be here to offer that at this time. Getting caught up in contention, arguments, trying to ‘prove’ anything, right versus wrong, in either the 3D or Lower 4D Matrix (as you call it) is displaced energy that needs and is trying to move out now from your Earth Plane. Do not be diverted from your purpose here to serve love. First to yourself in whatever ways you need to and then in overflow to those who need it.

“We are here with you always. And we are offering waves of loving support for all those who would be open to receive it. We love you!”

Much love,

Anna & The Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

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I do recommend Anna: The Grandmother of Jesus book by Claire Heartsong if your heart and soul is drawn to this message as it is a powerful transmission of Magdalene energy. This is a previous message I offered from the Magdalenes: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/02/11/you-are-here-to-seed-light-in-the-darkness-message-from-the-magdalenes/

Join Raphael Awen and I for Free To Be: Navigating The 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition, a six week group call experience by donation! You can attend live or receive the recordings. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writings/videos about the Coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

This documentary is triggering and difficult to watch in some ways, yet does offer a pretty thorough overview of the Cabal/Illuminati, its history, its dark activities, its power structures, and gives a sense of why this close down of 3D living is needed in order to contain it and collapse it: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbglRablNOjMIUjbw0uu1WQ4vFidawQz

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

You Are Here To Seed Light In The Darkness: Message From The Magdalenes

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By Jelelle Awen

We are so glad you are here with us today! Jelelle is our sister and she is allowing our voices and our message to come through to you. Maybe you have heard of us or of our ambassador Mary of Magdala/Bethany? Whom you often just call, Mary Magdalene?

We want to share our truth with you about who we are, why we are here, and how you may be connected to us and our mission. If our truth resonates in your soul, if it makes your heart leap and sing, if you feel a ‘yes’, then we are very glad for that. If not, if what we share does not fit you, that is well and good as well.

Many of you have woken up beyond the distortion placed on Mary Magdalene by religions. You have felt and seen Mary Magdalene in her bigness, in her beloved sacred union with her Counterpart Yeshua, in her High Priestess status as an initiate of Isis and the Divine Goddess Mother. You have arisen her already out of the ashes of the patriarchy that burned her out of their fear and could not accept her as an equal to Yeshua (Jesus). They could not honor the Divine Mother as the Creatrix of ALL life and the Divine Father as Her Partner in the holding of ALL creation.

Yet, the embers of this truth burned in the soul consciousness of those who are meant to remember and hold it. By blowing an awakening wind on those embers, Mary Magdalene and the Divine Feminine is arising again! From the hearts of your desires for Her, your need for Her, your resonance with Her, your capacity to BECOME Her….so She is able to arise to respond to those needs! So you are able to embrace Her again AS you.

This truth we want to share with you now for it to land in your heart and hopefully resound in your soul. There is not just one Magdalene, yet many, many of us. We are not only embodied in one soul and Ascended Divine Feminine Teacher, yet ‘Magdalene’ is a consciousness. It is an ‘order’ and a lineage. Magdalene Consciousness is about bringing seeds of light into the deepest and darkest places of humanity’s wounds so that they may heal again.

The truth is that there are MANY Magdalenes and they take many forms….female AND male…religious and spiritual…young and old. It is the true essence of the soul and the purity of the heart in which you can come to recognize the signature vibrational frequency of a Magdalene. They serve from a growing place of purity within, of service of love to ALL beings on Gaia and in the Universe. They may go through lessons around this purification of service, such as not to fall into self sacrifice and giving to others from an empty cup; learning how to receive, lean, and let in themselves; learning to balance their needs/wants as a human with their Divine consciousness expression.

Magdalenes often choose the most difficult, dark and traumatizing experiences and timelines to go through. This choice is made because their faith, love, and devotion to the Divine is so strong and their light is so bright. It is not because of karma and that they have done ‘bad things’ in other lifetimes. It is because they can bring forgiveness and compassion to the darkest energies that bring up great fear in others and most importantly to themselves and the parts of them that most need it.

They can be ambassadors in the most difficult battlegrounds as their desire for peace outweighs their need to fight. They ultimately trust on the soul level that they WILL return to remembrance of their Divine Essence again…even if it takes very many lifetimes to do so.

Some Magdalenes do this by being Healers, Teachers, WayShowers, Writers. They are channeling through their soul’s wisdoms learned from many lifetimes receiving initiations in the ways of the Divine Father and Divine Mother. Some Magdalenes prefer to be ‘behind the scenes’ and offer love in simple, yet profound ways that may be unsung yet are very impactful. All Magdalenes hold a seed in their BEing of what life on Gaia could be again from their experiences in Lemuria, in Atlantis, etc. Their need and soul impulse becomes to plant these seeds of New Gaia possibility into the grid set up by some of us Magdalenes in the Yeshua lifetime of crucification and resurrection.

If you are reading this right now, you may feel in your heart an opening occurring in resonance with us and are starting to remember now your Magdalene lineage. It feels like a desire and ache for reunion. It feels like a need to return home after a very long and hard journey. It feels like realizing that you have NEVER been alone even though it has very often felt that way. It feels like remembering that you belong to a very loving and supportive family who has always been with you.

We are here to reconnect with you in this now. You can call on Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Grandmother Anna, Yeshua….any of us that you feel drawn to in your heart and soul. Jelelle and Raphael provide bridges to us as well, as they have come into deeper awareness now of their legacy and connection to us.

You have chosen to incarnate into this timeline for an important reason. Now is the time to water, tend, and harvest the seeds of a 5D Golden Earth that we planted in the Yeshua/Magdalene lifetime. There is much support for you to move into your purpose around this. Align with this support, let go of that which distracts and invalidates you…. and your higher timeline will come to you from the Divine. Choose this higher timeline and it will choose you!

Thank you for taking in our message in this Now and into your heart,

We love you! We miss you! We wait for you!

Love,

The Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

If you resonate with this message, I highly recommend reading the books: Anna, Grandmother of Jesus and Anna, Voice Of The Magdalenes by Clare Heartsong and Catherine Ann Clemett. And I’ll be providing a bridge to the Magdalenes in a guided meditation soon, plus I explore the remembrance of these grounds during 1:1 sessions with women. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Join me and the Magdalenes for my monthly women’s group call on Sunday, February 23rd at 10:00am PDT or receive the recording. We will be exploring and healing the sisterhood wound. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/462612261286326/ or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/womensgroupcalls

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.