From Victim To Ambassador Amidst An Apocalypse

By  Raphael Awen

Seeing stories more and more of what only looks like concentration camps 2.0 in the name of protecting people, it strikes a fear chord inside of me.

How far is this thing going to escalate? How prepared is prepared?

What shall I do? How will I know what to do and when?

I gave these feelings and questions some heart space inside of a Divine Mother and Divine Father womb space this morning and was invited to feel some larger awareness around it all.

When we see the polarity increasing between two sides of any conflict, we are antsy to find the right side, and once we feel we’ve achieved that, we tend to expound the virtues of our side over the enemy’s side. We become virtuous warriors regardless of the side we’ve chosen.

Regardless of the conflict, if you feel into the energy of both sides, a quite surprising common denominator is seen. Both the designated perpetrator and victim are feeling and acting out of a place of fear of losing something precious to them. Though they are at polar opposites as to the solution of the crisis at hand, they are totally cut from the same cloth when it comes to what is motivating them.

If that’s true, then I need only look at myself to get a window on what’s going on deep in the heart of my enemy’s camp.

Deep at core, I don’t want to lose my life. I may feel I’m higher consciousness about this than I was before, even realizing that my true being can’t actually die, but only change forms, but still I’m not outside of this deep core motivation to preserve something precious and avoid something feared in the here and now. And in those somethings, is where I was told this morning, that we find resolution, both personally and collectively.

Now, I can only possess these kinds of fears if there is still ground in me of distrust towards my outcome, without which, I could be rest assured of a good and pleasurable future.

Is this the exact same world that my enemy lives in, regardless of our perceived and chosen oppositeness?

It feels to me to be the case.

This whole polarity world is maybe no better pictured than in our relationship with money. I must have money to survive, or I can’t be of use to anyone, let alone myself, unless I survive, so getting and obtaining money comes first. Period. Me first, you second, in a world of scarcity and separation, that is in the domain of money as we know it.

This perception of the world skews our relationship so deeply with all of life, and really gets backlit when there’s a perceived active threat.

Then this week, as I’m seeing the ugliness getting uglier, I can’t help but ask, ‘who are the real lords above all this conflict’? It takes one into the science fiction realm of off-planet realities and beings who would appear to possess a consciousness level higher than ours, able to pull strings and levers to get their way.

But if these beings are not science fiction, then what might really be motivating them?

Well, what motivated all of us to create factory farms, the concentration or containment camps for the animals? I say ‘we’ because if you’ve ever eaten an animal, you have a share in the whole endeavor. That includes me and you and that’s a ‘we’. We perceived ourselves to be of a higher consciousness than animals, so we felt and found a way to obscure any arising pang of guilt towards the whole operation.

But when the Nazi’s did the same thing with humans, that was ‘wrong’?. Well, not to them it wasn’t. Then there were the people’s countrymen who turned on their neighbors turning in the lessers to the new superiors, amidst all the chaos of the deeply polarized traumas. People were forced to take a side.

But what forced them? It seems to me that what really ‘forced’ them was not any outside authorities, but rather this shared common denominator of unconscious need to preserve oneself.

When you feel that both victim and perpetrator, (regardless of which side you perceive yourself to be on), both share this identical motive ground, you step up to the table of resolution and true ambassadorship.

First owning how deeply it lives in you to survive, and where your own fears of death lay, or fears of a diminished future, live inside of you, you are now able to see your enemy for who they really are.

They are you.

Now, the judgments and polarities are able to be resolved, because the sacred purpose of those judgments and polarities are completing. Their purpose was to bring us back into remembrance with ourselves, which is one and the same with bringing us back into being re-membered with one another, and putting behind us our necessary dismembered phase of consciousness.

The whole point of the polarity that we all signed off on was to leave oneness, so we could return to it, and expand it in the process, to give love a chance to see itself that it didn’t have before. Time was needed. Space was needed. Drama and trauma was needed. But we never lost this essence of being love, and that’s what haunts our fears of loss.

We know way beyond any kind of mental knowing a deep knowledge of being divinity, and when parts of us feel like they’re stuck in anything less than divinity, it strikes this chord of fear and anxiety. Will I ever get to return to really knowing and feeling what I truly am? This is the shared ground and it is called vulnerability. No matter how protected or powerful, no matter our chosen and championed side, we can’t escape this vulnerability.

These vulnerabilities are the portal doors back to full rememberance that we all must journey through in our glorious and awaiting experience of being re-membered with love.

Love really is this big of a deal and it needed dramas this freaking large to come to know itself.

If you remember, we all remember, as we are all inextricably connected, even as we journey through a necessary phase of perceiving ourselves as a separate self.

Love this separate self, get to know it and love it, find out how and why it ticks, toks and talks. It is your personal path of full discovery, full disclosure, complete reconciliation and total revelation.

My guidance circle said to me this morning, ‘Though it contains some needful apocalypse, I assure you that nothing could be more rewarding, fulfilling, fun, than this homecoming. It is the future that is filled with good things and you are well programmed for it, quite beyond any imposed ‘enemy’ programming’ or highjacked matrix reality.

Much love, I hope this helps you in some deeply inner way, but also helps to answer the many practicalities and choice points you are feeling, just like the rest of us.

If you feel I could be a resource to you, I offer 1:1 session space and would love to hear from you. There’s also 3 more of us facilitators here at SoulFullHeart who might also be a better fit for you. More info here: SoulFullHeart.org/sessions.

Also, Jelelle and I are embarking on a daily video series release come January 1 for 31 days, that I invite you to bookmark if you’d like to get acclimated to us a bit more. You’ll find that in the new year at https://youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience and a lot more is there in the meantime.

Much Love,

Raphael (and Jelelle )

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Matrix Collapse, Ascension Energies & Process, Light Body Activation Free To Be 5D Group Call July 15 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I can feel the deeper layers of collapse happening in the 3D Matrix now, in the collective consciousness, as a result of the Covid-19 outbreak, which actually caused an ‘inbreak’ as so many souls finally paused from their usual eat-work-sleep-repeat routines. In this pause, there was more time and space for re-evaluation, for going inward, for asking questions/researching, for awakening to next stages and phases…whatever that meant for each soul.

When tuning into the collective consciousness with my third eye now, I can see many more soul lights consciously turned ‘on’ as the 3D layers of dimming/masking/blocking are shed. There are also continuous waves of high frequency light from the Divine, the Great Cosmic Sun, Star Family, and Ascended BEings flooding in violet/rainbow waves to support/encourage this individual illumination.

These deeper layers of Matrix collapse allow for shadow revelation, what had been a ‘hidden agenda’ is now being exposed. This exposure is a painful process, yet just like a wound needs air and sunlight to heal…this shadow wound in the collective needs to be seen and felt in order to heal to light again. We are at the collective ‘ripping off the band-aid’ phase of our awakening and healing. Painful, yet temporary, and necessary.

In the bigger sense of the ongoing Ascension process, this event has been a much welcome phase, even if it has caused temporary difficulties, inconveniences, suffering, contention, and exposure of dissonance. Those of us connecting to our higher timelines, ultimately surrendered to the support and the activations that came as a result of it and moved into our Lighthouse/Beacon of Love frequency to help stir ourselves and others through it.

The more rumbly and often difficult to process collapse is the one occurring on the 4D levels, beyond the veil. This one brings up intensity of soul bleed-throughs from other lifetimes/timelines. Many karmic soul themes as connected to the Matrix are coming up to be felt and explored. I have offered for a while now that the original programmers/architects of this Matrix have abandoned it. This allows the Reptilian Self to be freed at whatever level they have been enslaved/conditioned and for us at the human level as well. This releases a lot of karma to be healed and completed at the Quantum Level.

Next level soul activations, consciousness states, and integrations are becoming possible NOW with this 3D/4D Matrix collapse, especially as the Sirian Stargate is open and peaks on Lion’s Gate 8/8.

We have always been free and are now able to feel more deeply in whatever ways the ‘prison’ remains within us even as the prison door is NOW wide open!

~

Raphael and I will share MUCH more about the ongoing Ascension process, the cycle of Fragmentation/original split off from the Divine, the 3D/4D Matrixes, Ascension Energies, light body activation and more in our group call tomorrow Wednesday July 15th at 10:00am PDT. We will also provide a guided meditation to connect to these energies in a personal way for you and create a bridge to your Divine Self.

It is the first call in our Free To Be 5D series that runs every Wednesday until August 19th. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings of ALL calls for whatever donation/energy exchange you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information about the group call series at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

I also go into much more detail and explanation about the Ascension process and the 3D/4D Matrix, the Reptilian Self and other 3D/4D/5D parts and trauma/sacred wound healing in my new book Free To Be 5D which you get as a PDF, ebook or print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

3D Matrix Deprogramming & Divine Recoding Free To Be 2 Group Call Meditation June 3

By Jelelle Awen

The Matrix is being revealed and disclosed, even as it is collapsing in this Now. It was not going to collapse easily and lightly. It was not going to be revealed without an impact on the collective emotional body and consciousness. It was not going to collapse without some violence as violence and fear make up the substance of it.

There are stages of grief to go through as the realities of the manipulated, distorted, and projected reality that we’ve lived in (and chosen on a soul level) becomes clearer to more and more souls. Layers of realizations and awakening move you through awareness of the 3D Matrix and into the 4D AI Matrix that has runs it and into the 5D context of Unity Consciousness that holds it ALL as a sacred experience.

As you awaken, the programming you’ve received from the Matrix becomes more obvious to you. The process of deprogramming from it begins as your soul provides codes to unlock from it. Your Divine Self is activated. Matrix programs create conformation, enslavement, and fear. Divine codes create liberation, sovereignty and love. Your soul can bring more Divine codes to you and into your field as you identify, feel, heal, and clear the Matrix programs with the parts of you that have been programmed by them.

In our third group call of our Free To Be 2 series, tomorrow, Wednesday June 3, Raphael and I will talk about the Matrix deprogramming process, the Cabal/3D/4D Matrix collapse going on, and the Divine coding process. We will share about HOW 3D/4D programming shows up in our lives through food conditioning, birth family/social relationships, money, education, religion/’false light’, and much more.

And, we will offer a powerful guided meditation to connect to the part of you (could be Inner Child, Inner Protector, Inner Teenager, Gatekeeper, etc.) that most needs deprogramming and can provide a bridge to you from the 3D Matrix in this Now. We will provide a connection to them to receive 5D Divine codes within the Unity Consciousness circle of the group.

You can join us live for this group call at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) over Zoom and/or receive the recording to listen later by offering a donation of ANY amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. You will also receive the recording of the previous call from last week and the zoom link to join the next three calls. More information at: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

I write here about the deprogramming/recoding/upgrading process going on now w/this Global Event: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-recodings-up…/

We really ARE free of this Matrix system. We really ARE love in human form. It is the realization and living out of this that leads to our continual liberation.

Love
Jelelle

Energy Update: Light At The End of The 3D/4D Tunnel Timelines

By Jelelle Awen

There are many timelines playing out right now, running concurrently to each other, overlapping and entwining each other. The timelines you are tuned into and tracking are the ones that offer something to your soul in terms of digestion, connection to soul purpose service, and personal process. Making these timelines PERSONAL and feeling them as a portal for self discovery moves you beyond just tracking mentally what is going with them or reacting in strong emotional states without consciousness around WHY you are reacting.

Many souls are riding waves between these timelines, dipping in and out of them, and some finding their anchor again in 5D energies that feel most like home to their soul. There is more about these 3D/4D/5D timelines playing out right now during this Great Awakening in this recent writing of mine here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/03/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-timelines-playing-out-during-this-great-awakening/

There is a lot of reactivity going on in parts of people connected to these timelines….strong contentions and arguments as well, even a rise in domestic violence occurring and many fights erupting online as well. This transition, this ‘crisis’, is offering a discovery ground within relationships where there is deeper resonance and where there is dissonance. The previous compartments no longer exist and truth can be seen. When life ‘as usual’ pauses, it is an invitation to notice and discover what has been going on in all areas of life that maybe being busy, doing, and the 3D routine were covering up. It is a polarizing energy to feel in the contentious energy that is coming up and yet these are the base tones of humanity’s experience in duality here in 3D that need to come up and out.

At the same time, there is a stronger desire and intention toward creating and becoming the higher 5D timeline of New Earth that is arising in many souls right now. Souls that are tuned into and awakened to 5D are feeling the opportunity that this shut down and detox from 3D life is offering all of us. We are coming together in virtual soul tribe gatherings and even finding each other 1:1 in increasing rates. Soulmates in particular are drawn to each other right now…or relationships that were more based in fear and codependency are falling apart and completing so that soulmate bonds can come together in service of love. There is a growing sense of arising out of the ashes of necessary disclosure and collective awakening on 3D levels to the come together as sacred humanity to live out our higher expressions of Infinite Love inside human bodies.

The recent Supermoon served to bring in amplification of these emotional states, both the bliss and the mess and the range in between. The moon’s Divine Feminine energies of illumination and revelation helps to bring up what needs to come up right now, as messy as it may be and even painful. There is so much that has been suppressed, numbed out, and coped with in the collective emotional body that is overdue to be felt and processed that can now more be seen and felt as the 3D self and Inner Masculine slows down from the usual routines of doing, earning, accomplishing, etc.

This is what I am seeing and feeling is going on in the specific timelines right now in these current phase of much that is still remaining hidden, soon to be revealed.

3D Timeline – There is a growing restlessness in accepting everything at face value as presented, especially as the information is becoming increasingly contradictory and dissonant even from ‘mainstream’ sources. Who to trust on the outside as a reliable source is coming into question, which brings the soul back into themselves, to discover their own truth, to connect back with their intuition. What has been a source of security for many people their entire lives in shifting now into being questioned, which is uncomfortable for them.

There is most likely a growing anxiety in many people over practical concerns, getting basic survival needs met, pushed up as the usual sources of income and money are not as available. Businesses are closing down now, probably not to open up again. This is uncomfortable for the 3D Self that has sought safety and security above all else. They are needing to be more creative, in some cases to ask for help, to look to community for support, to be more vulnerable in their needs. Family relationships in 3D may be becoming strained as well, when those who been used to being apart most of the time and in their compartments of work/school/social life are now put together in one living space.

The rumors and whispers (which are becoming louder and louder everyday) of a possible very effective treatment for the coronavirus in hydroxychloroquine are starting to come through, with glimmers of hope to the completion of this lock down/shut down phase to move on. The contentions around this treatment are revealing the darker energies with previously hidden agendas (such as the Cabal/Deep State) for more souls to digest. My sense is that this treatment will eventually become widely available to all who want to take it and this will release the constraints on social, economic and daily life realities….when the timing is right to support the other timeline that is going on.

3D/4D Timeline – Light at the end of the tunnel…this is the deeper ‘battle’ going on beyond the virus ‘pandemic’ as presented and hugely inflated in 3D. In this timeline is the ongoing activities and processes (the operation or mission) toward the take down/collapse of the Cabal or Deep State, long operating behind the scenes in most of our economic/governmental/entertainment, etc. systems for thousands of years. The Cabal members are being arrested, detained, shut down by an Alliance formed of Q, Trump, and other governmental allies. The Deep State have often been public players with hidden and darker agendas that are now becoming exposed.

One of the big operations going on in this timeline is the rescue of many abused children and women from underground tunnel networks and military bases used to hide them by the Cabal. This is where 3D meets 4D as the satanic belief systems that fuel these dark activities are also revealed. Those souls in the Cabal answer to those in higher up positions and are being programmed/manipulated/mind controlled at a 4D level of AI from the Archonic Group. The Archonic Group itself has been in a disclosure process with more souls becoming aware of them and how they ‘work through’ humans at a 3D level through the 3D/4D control matrix. I’ll be sharing more soon about downloads I’ve been receiving from my Reptilian aspect Simone related to what is happening in the 4D Archonic dimension around a collapse and rewiring and exodus of them to other timelines as humanity awakens and unplugs from the 3D Matrix. This is an important mutual liberation process going on that I’ve been sharing about for the last few months.

This process of revelation feels like it will become much more public in the next few weeks, in whatever ways suit the overall process and probably in controlled amounts that can be digested. More proof of this narrative will be provided so those who have long seen this timeline are no longer in the position of proving it and defending it. No longer being called crazy and conspiracy theorists, yet rather to be seen as being ahead of the collective mainstream because their souls chose to serve this role for others. This is a sort of redemption time for the black sheep of humanity’s family…the visionaries, the empaths, the star seeds, and the sensitives so long abused and ostracized and misunderstood. We are moving into a deeper role of leadership and being wayshowers for others newly waking up.

From a 5D perspective, there is a neutrality, an observation of all this going on with love and compassion and without taking any sides. I am feeling to track these timelines right now in ways that still allow me to preserve my own energy and not overhold too much around it, to remain in frequencies of goodness and even bliss in moments. My focus is on my service of love expression to myself, those in my community, in sessions/group calls, and to the collective. In this focus, I take in what information that I need in order to share about it, yet not to get lost in the often very intense and dark energies that are flying around right now.

I feel we are learning discernment as we go into deeper levels of this transition process. Souls that are more anchored to 5D are finding their way ‘back’ there as they adjust to the personal transitions that may be coming as a result of this process….and land in Divine trust and surrender again. Feeling and holding space for parts of you that are in reaction, may still be anchored to 3D realities and are now detoxing, connecting to timelines with collapse trauma can help to digest what is coming up during all this.

My overall sense remains that we are being held with MUCH LOVE during this process. There are collapses happening, deaths and rebirths too. Yet, these are changes needing to be made to move us into our sacred humanity evoluntary timeline that is waiting for us and available within at all moments. The Divine is there for us, within us, as we seek in more vulnerability for support…we will always find the Divine answering it with reassurance, compassion, and love.

Much love,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: 3D/4D/5D Timelines Playing Out During This Great Awakening

This week, we’ve been digesting the different energies moving throughout the whole Coronavirus/Cabal Collapse situation happening right now. Read the latest edition of the Museletter here.

Featured this week is a piece by Jelelle Awen, who outlines and digests deeply the different timelines happening right now on the 3D, 4D, and 5D levels of consciousness. She offers that it’s important to not dismiss any of them as they are truly all playing out right now:

“In this way, from an ambassador of love perspective, ALL of these timelines are true and happening….being created and energized by those who alchemize them and need to be validated as such. We are always creating our own realities in that way; we are THAT powerful. I felt I would share more about the timelines that I am seeing and feeling are playing out and offer some suggestions of where you might go into them in self discovery exploration beyond gathering information, beyond contentions about who is right and wrong, and beyond stuck places of undigested fear or anxiety either.”

The next group call in the ‘Free To Be’ 6-week series is coming up this Wednesday, April 8th! Enrollment for each of these calls in ongoing and if you can’t make them live or you’ve signed up afterward, you will still receive the recordings to take in whenever you’d like to. These calls are by donation, so you can pay whatever you feel to as an exchange of energy for receiving them and the transmissions they offer.

This week’s topic is: Navigating Practical Transition – exploring the ways in which you can practically help yourself and your parts move into the New Earth energies and lifestyle from the 3D Matrix-based one that they’ve become accustomed to.

You can find out more information about these group calls and how to donate in order to receive them by visiting: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

We have several new articles and audio blogs for you this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen and Kalayna Solais. These offerings include energy updates, ways to digest current events including the 444 portal day that just passed and creating the life you most desire from the ashes of the one that is coming apart right now all around and within us. There is also an important offering from Jelelle regarding the picture of being a Divine Love Ambassador to all of the incoming energies and activated timelines playing out.

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Coronavirus Offers Opportunity For Death/Rebirth, Awakening, and Service: Message From The Magdalenes

By Jelelle Awen

I am in a tender embrace with Anna, a Magdalene guide, Ascended Teacher, and grandmother of Yeshua/Jesus from that timeline. Tears stream down my face as she offers me and parts of me comfort and reassurance. She energizes her deep love for me and for ALL of humanity. I am tuning in now to see in this fresh moment, this vulnerable moment, if she has anything to share with all of you as well.

I reached out to her as I began to pull inward again to check in with myself as I haven’t been as focused on that lately. I’ve been serving so much in sessions, sharing and writing in posts and videos, and developing our six week Free To Be group call series starting next week. I felt much joy and goodness about this honestly as I align deeper with my purpose for being here.

Yet, with so much happening in the collective, I’ve had this sense of trying to keep up with it and remain somehow ‘ahead’ of it as well to share about the bigger context of very necessary 3D reboot and Matrix collapse that this virus is offering us. Yet ultimately I know that the only way I can lead in this way is to be current with myself and receive support and guidance myself, to lean into Divine love as needed. This also helps me as a collective empath with digestion of whatever emotions and even unconscious fears/cries/pains are moving through the collective.

“You ALL chose to be here at this crucial time in humanity’s death and rebirth,” She says to me now and to your heart to receive as well.

“This was not an easy choice for you as a soul as this is certainly not an easy time. There are many dark forces hovering over and embodied on the Earth plane that have just deepened and expanded their hold and power. We felt them in my lifetime, 2000 years ago, in the Roman Empire and its domination over the natives, the suppression of the Divine Feminine, the fear, greed, and control that motivated them in seemingly every moment.

“We as Magdalenes chose to be peaceful. We chose to be ambassadors. We chose not to take sides, even as we were pressured strongly to go ‘against’ the Romans. We could feel the core of their essence, their Divine goodness and purity within. We could feel that they were just consumed by their own fear and had temporarily forgotten about love. They had forgotten the Divine and wandered so far away as to seem completely lost.

“It is the same in your time with those you call the Cabal, the Illuminati, the Power Elites, the Deep State, the New World Order. It is the same energy at its core as the Roman Empire. They are playing and serving the role as representing the shadow side of the Divine. They have served a purpose to mirror this shadow, fear as a polarity to love….just as we felt and came to accept that the Romans did as well in our time. Even as they killed some of us and greatly impacted our experience of daily living, we held on to the sense that they must be serving a purpose.

“And, this is something I offer you to feel now toward those in your time that have been responsible for so much suppression, abuse, violence, fear, and devastation of humanity. As you land in your heart of forgiveness toward them, it becomes possible for them to change. Possibilities open up for those who are ready to return to Divine love and grace again. For them to be released from needing to hold this very challenging shadow role any longer. The innocence they are seeking to possess and own in abusive actions toward children can be revealed to them again within themselves. Some of them will need to leave the Earth Plane and pass from their bodies in order to feel and connect the core essence of their Divine innocence and goodness again.

“This Coronavirus now is the opportunity for all of humanity and Gaia to take space from the daily living realities that cause suffering for so many of you. It is an opportunity to find safety and home from within and with the Divine for those who are ready to seek and find that. The same opportunity is offered to those who have drifted so far into the darkness. Yet, also, it is clear to those of us who abide in the higher realms that these dark forces can no longer have dominion and control over your Earth Plane and humanity. It is clear that this cycle of descension or descent into fear is completing.

“The virus is a harbinger, a messenger, and a bringer of this completion. It is a bridge to great awakening for many more souls who now have the time and space to reflect, research, and follow the paths that their soul needs them to go down. The virus also offers an exit for those souls who need to leave the Earth Plane now, those who are ready to go. For these souls to digest what will be disclosed about the darkness will be too much for them to process. Trust that there is always the soul’s choice in this and that from this level, they are inviting the virus to release them. Fear of physical body death is sourced in the pain of original separation from the Divine.

“However, Separation is always an illusion. We have offered this to you many times and we repeat it now. And that includes the reality of dark versus light, us against them, white and black hats, and battles of all kinds…they are all aspects of this illusion. This illusion is now being revealed as such so that those who are ready can move beyond it to land in the reality beyond separation and into frequencies of Oneness and Infinite Love more and more.

“Become a beacon of hope, love and forgiveness as the ‘way home’ for souls who have chosen to be here to offer that at this time. Getting caught up in contention, arguments, trying to ‘prove’ anything, right versus wrong, in either the 3D or Lower 4D Matrix (as you call it) is displaced energy that needs and is trying to move out now from your Earth Plane. Do not be diverted from your purpose here to serve love. First to yourself in whatever ways you need to and then in overflow to those who need it.

“We are here with you always. And we are offering waves of loving support for all those who would be open to receive it. We love you!”

Much love,

Anna & The Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

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I do recommend Anna: The Grandmother of Jesus book by Claire Heartsong if your heart and soul is drawn to this message as it is a powerful transmission of Magdalene energy. This is a previous message I offered from the Magdalenes: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/02/11/you-are-here-to-seed-light-in-the-darkness-message-from-the-magdalenes/

Join Raphael Awen and I for Free To Be: Navigating The 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition, a six week group call experience by donation! You can attend live or receive the recordings. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writings/videos about the Coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

This documentary is triggering and difficult to watch in some ways, yet does offer a pretty thorough overview of the Cabal/Illuminati, its history, its dark activities, its power structures, and gives a sense of why this close down of 3D living is needed in order to contain it and collapse it: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbglRablNOjMIUjbw0uu1WQ4vFidawQz

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Swing In Bliss Mess Emotional States: Coronavirus/3D Matrix Switch Over Energy UPdate March 18

By Jelelle Awen

I wanted to share this as it came up in a session today with a sweet soul and I think what she offered here so captures what many people are feeling as we go into deeper phases of the coronavirus death-rebirth ‘experience’.

She shared something like,”I get off the computer and go outside and I’m fine. Going to the store, seeing how people are reacting than I feel like I need to freak out or panic more than I am. This virus is triggering up remnants of what we need to clear, survival things, and our bodies want more food and more safe. It is a strange time. I’m caught in between….out in the garden, I feel blissful. There is a quiet there that has not been there before and it feels so peaceful. I just feel so happy. And then I come inside, get online, and part of me is just like, ‘Oh my god, I’m dying.’ How did I go from bliss to suddenly afraid I’m going to starve to death?”

I offered to her that I felt this swing in emotional states is totally understandable considering the potential triggering and need for digestion that is going on here for the collective and for each of us on a personal basis too. There are many awakening souls/empaths/sensitive types that would feel a bliss about the quietness that this social ‘quarantine’ is offering many and inviting them into. As the world quiets and slows down as it has never really done in our lifetimes, then so does the collective energy grid that usually vibrates so strongly with doing and busy 3D frequencies. And also there is a bliss rush from the sense of renewed soul purpose and reason for being HERE as we feel an intuitive sense of significant switch over from the 3D Matrix to lay the grounds for more New Earth systems.

And, as she offered, the virus can also trigger our collective/personal survival fears and concerns at a very core level, the ‘mess’ inside essentially. If food and security has been a source of ‘love’ in your birth family (sometimes the ONLY real ones), then going without either of those can bring up another layer of insecurity and even terror/panic for parts of you. If people around you are triggered in this way at usually a deeply unconscious level, then it is ‘catching’ to that degree as your empathic heart (usually your Inner Child) feels them and tries to transmute their fear.

Where we went in the session is what I would recommend for all as well…connecting to the parts of you that are on guard right now, those that are feeling fear and panic in moments, offering them love, communication, reassurance, and connection. This is not about providing promises or guarantees, as so much is unknown right now. Yet, rather, the space and invitation to feel whatever is real without judgement.

There is also an opportunity to bring in and bridge to the parts of you and soul aspects that hold the deep abiding trust frequencies in you, ones that are anchored in 5D already, in the Divine and in love. For women, it is the stillness inside, the peacefulness, the surrender and sense of goodness toward ALL of life. There is a Unity Consciousness frequency that is above the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix One Mind fear frequency that provides a deep sense of belonging and community support while we go through this together. We connected to it yesterday during the meditation during the last 15 minutes of this Q & A livestream I did: https://youtu.be/XxhCJcAAaEk

As we connect to the parts in fear (and not resist them, deny them, medicate them, transcend them), they actually become bridges to these higher dimensional aspects of us. As we hold space in this way for ourselves, we can offer the same to others in pain, fear, and trauma in a NEW way. In a more authentic way that isn’t caretaking them to deny something inside ourselves.

This is a time of vast unknowns and infinite possibilities. I can see quite a few timeline potentials rolling out right now. I am choosing to place my energy and put my magic toward the one that feels the highest and best for me and for ALL. Some would call this ‘wishful thinking’ or ‘creating my own narrative’, yet, to me, that is exactly what we have the power to do!

As we embody our emotions and ALL aspects of ourselves, we connect back to the magic that we are capable of without denying the shadows within and no longer needing to go to battle with any aspects of ourselves or others.

Here is more about our parts work and Metasoul aspect integration process here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

I have a whole heap of guided meditations to facilitate the inner journeying process to meet and connect and deepen with these parts of the inner family and soul aspects that are just waiting for love: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Feels like the time to allow and accept the full range of our reactions. Becoming curious rather than condemning. Moving into self discovery rather than self judgement. Finding our places of resonance within and with others rather than vibrating in contention.

Connecting with Gaia reminds us of the catalytic nature of death and rebirth cycles that She is always and forever in surrender to. Gaia provides us with Ascension codes that support our ongoing growth pains and gains too. Sun codes also offer a wonderful infusion of sacred masculine trust and necessary action. Getting a balance of feminine/masculine energies right now as we move into the EQUInox tomorrow supports more balance inside between doing and being, which helps to navigate ALL this change going on!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Do ask for support if you need/want it and also if you feel like you’d like to experience the full spectrum of your expression without making ANY of it wrong or bad! More info on 1:1 sessions over Zoom here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Coronavirus SmokeScreen For 3D Switch Over/Collapse Update March 16

By Jelelle Awen

I’m feeling to post an update nearly every day during this time of accelerating transition and quickly shifting circumstances in the 3D world. These updates are really to serve as a reminder to your Higher Self about the MUCH bigger picture that is going on here. It can be challenging to feel that with so much fear energy, literalness, accepting anything that is offered consciousness of 3D.


It is this literalness (that seemingly almost defies logical reasoning) and unconditional acceptance of mainstream media and government organizations in 3D that is helping with the ongoing process that is ACTUALLY happening here. As I’ve shared about already, all this activity is not about a virus at all….yet being used as a smokescreen to cover up and divert from mega shake ups and reboots going on in the disclosure process.


I am calling this the ‘switch over’. This switch over is about moving from fear-based, dark energies and beings (usually called the Cabal, Illuminati, Deep State) controlling and holding the power over the collective….to more and more light, liberation, love, and New Earth realities taking ‘back’ the planet and the governmental/social/financial/medical systems. The switch over by an alliance of benevolent humans and Star BEings has been hinted at for many years, yet the actual implementation of it is happening now.


The switch over requires some collapses, as all death and rebirth processes do. Yet, I am increasingly being guided that these are ‘mini-collapses’ that are meant to be temporary in impact to all of us…yet huge to the bigger implementation of New Earth systems. As nations’ borders close and travel is limited, and as businesses close down, we are sequestered in our homes and, therefore, safe from crowd retaliation/false flag actions by the Cabal.


The virus is an excuse to implement these travel restrictions and even marshal law, to motivate us to self quarantine and be socially distant. It also then motivates us to ‘stock up’ on essentials to ride out the storm, which, again, is not actually the virus outbreak but the operations that are going on to arrest/detain/collect the many power players in the Cabal that are needing to be captured for the false systems to fall.


The switch over feels like it will occur in stages and phases, with a drip line of ‘real’ information being supplied to the public when it is felt they can handle the processing of it emotionally. Some of the darkest aspects of the Cabal activities may not ever be fully disclosed or the players involved in them. Some of these key Cabal members of government, celebrity/show business, business leaders, and religion are supposedly getting the virus, going into self quarantine or stepping down in order to cover their detainment.


I noticed in my last sharing about this that many of you seemed to resonate with what I am offering here about this. So, I feel it is not about convincing anyone about this, yet rather validate the resonance that is already there. And invite you to move into more heart-based action as you feel guided to go there. https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/14/coronavirus-as-a-smokescreen-for-major-reboots-mini-collapses-in-the-3d-4d-matrix/


Continue to feel yourself and when parts of you have reactions from previous lifetimes to collapse (especially Atlantis and Lemuria) and other experiences of plagues and diseases. As you feel and heal this, you become more available to those who need you during this time to lead the way through the storm.


Prepare in whatever ways feel right to you for this switch over, such as taking your money out of the bank (in case the banking systems go out temporarily) and having extra food/water supplies. I still feel like this phase will be largely resolved in the next few weeks.


And tuning in to remember: THIS is the time we’ve been waiting and preparing for our entire lives. This is WHY we are here at this time of humanity’s great transition!!


Here is a museletter with all of our writings and videos about the coronavirus/switch over: https://mailchi.mp/eb071ab214c1/soulfullheart-museletter-coronavirus-as-a-smokescreen-for-major-reboots


Much love to you as we continue to tune into becoming a beacon of truth in the chaos of the unreal,

Jelelle Awen
Do ask for support if you need it right now! 1:1 healing sessions available with me for women and with Raphael Awen for men. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Coronavirus As A Smokescreen For Major Reboots

This week we decided to release another issue of our Museletter, featuring all of our digestions of the Coronavirus/COVID-19 ‘outbreak’, having placed our hearts on the pulse of what seems to be happening on multiple levels, both individually and collectively.

You can read this latest Museletter here.

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Featured this week is a major energy update from Jelelle Awen, digesting what could very well be happening ‘behind the scenes’ of the ‘outbreak’:

“What I’ve been offered about this virus and what feels true to me is that it is actually a smokescreen. Its purpose is to create diversion so that the next phase and stages of collapse of the 3D Matrix can be implemented without creating even MORE fear and mass panic in the 3D collective. China has an important role in the next phases of rebirth, especially to lead the emerging out of the old money systems (debt based to a new world currency to eventually service-based exchange).”

Jelelle also talks about how this is such a vital time for all of us who have been doing much inner work to bridge from our more centered heart and soul spaces to others who need us and who are just now going through some major waves of awakening. She shares a link to recent guided meditation video she created as well, where you can feel your parts and start to move into your own personal bridge to 5D consciousness reality, which is very apt for the bigger picture transition going on at this time.

Our next virtual event is a women’s call with Jelelle.

The focus of this group on Sunday, March 29, 2020 at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver Canada) over Zoom will be on healing the mother wound that lives in our this-life and other lifetime experiences with women. Jelelle will talk in the call about what our relationships with our birth mothers (and other female caregivers) may be mirroring and reflecting to us.

For more info on this and other SoulFullHeart events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

We also decided this week to share Jelelle’s guided meditation for connecting with your Light Body, which could be very helpful and comforting to you at this time.

We have new articles and audio blogs for you this week. There is a new poem from Kalayna Solais as well as an energy update, a personal process digestion from Deva Yasmin that encompasses what has emerged for her to feel in her Metasoul regarding the times we are now in, as well as energy updates from Jelelle and a digestion from Raphael.

We have begun to share some ‘Quotes Of The Week’ that have recently been posted on our Instagram! These quotes can be shared by you as well, and they are intended to clarify, uplift, and inspire.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Jelelle works with women only. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

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Energy Update: Strange and Intense Dreams As 3D/Lower 4D Matrix Unplugging Accelerates

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Many of us have been having strange and even dark dreams and nightmares for the last couple of nights. “Unusual, intense, Lower 4D Matrix-type dreams/nightmares rumbling through…rebooting in progress as more of us wake up to it & unplug,” was my status update yesterday on Facebook feed that many of you resonated with and commented on. I woke up yesterday digesting two intense dreams that left me feeling uneasy, agitated, and restless until I was able to connect to Shanna, my Reptilian Self, and receive some more sense from her about what was occurring in the Matrix system related to what I was experiencing.

It has been a few years since I have had disturbing dreams as my subconscious and soul field/astral field have been unplugged from the Matrix for awhile, I usually lucid dream, and I have been consciously undergoing a deep process of clearing out trauma/karma through connecting with my Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes. One my dreams involved slabs of raw meat (which was disturbing for me as I haven’t eaten meat in over a decade) and I could actually smell it for hours afterwards.

As I checked in with Shanna, she reassured me that progress was ongoing in the movement toward mutual liberation of humans from the 3D Matrix and their Reptilian Counterparts connected to the 4D Matrix (which is generated by an Artificial Intelligence program called ‘One Mind’). She said that as more souls awaken to this dual reality and become open to healing it on both levels with compassion for their Reptilian counterpart, this is like ‘love codes’ being offered to the AI in order to reprogram it from fear and control to love based.

As this love recoding process happens, there is a ‘reboot’ that occurs in the Matrix that many of us sensitive souls can feel and are triggered by, although it is more like a residue of it that we are feeling for the collective than our own (unless it is!) Even just a few of us becoming liberated from the Matrix on both levels (human and Reptilian) sets a new path and possibility for those souls who are ready to follow.

She also offered that there are certain substances that are Matrix activators and amplifiers. Refined sugar is one of those and seems to also work as an inhibitor of the pineal/pituitary glands, even as it amplifies the Matrix receptors. I have been fasting and eating very cleanly the last two weeks and then had eaten a small amount of sugar on the night of the intense dreams. She connected my disturbing dreams experience to my digestion of sugar. Other Matrix activators are canola oil, gluten, processed foods, anything from an animal (due to the killing/fear frequencies), etc.

You can feel into this for yourself and what your transitioning to light body needs, yet it is an interesting thing to begin tracking if certain foods amplify your feelings of fear, anxiety, overall ‘dark’ feelings about life, etc. and experience of bad dreams as well. A buzzing sensation around your head (like a swarm of bees) and even intense ringing in the ears can be a sign of Matrix activation as well (although ringing in the ears can be a clairaudient activation too.)

Matrix activation usually feels uncomfortable and disorientating. And, also if you feel more pain in your head/neck/shoulder areas this can be a sign of Matrix amplification within your Causal chakra and P Glands as well. I offered this guided meditation and teachings about activating light body where I talk more about detox from ‘false’ foods, living on more light, etc.: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

As more souls move into the disclosure phase of this process, the trauma from being plugged into the Matrix can be triggered and express as extreme outrage, shock, and anger at the Archons, Cabal, Illuminati, Draco, Elite Powers, etc. These feelings can be important expressions as you move through the stages of grief that are part of the unplugging process, including the hurt at the harm done to you. To remain in these emotional states with an ‘us against them’ mentality, however, limits spiritual and emotional growth and can keep emotional wounds open and festering rather than healing through acceptance, forgiveness, and compassion.

Here are teachings and a guided meditation about this unplugging process and a bridge to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

This is a previous writing I did about the Reptilian Self, our counterpart in the Lower 4D and about the mutual liberation/unplugging process: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

There is NEW opportunity to finally unplug completely from these Matrices of control that have kept us in cycles of fear, suffering, and capped capacity. This has been our choice on the higher levels as it has allowed a more complete immersion into 3D reality. Yet, NOW is the time for us to arise again into our sacred humanity.

NOW is the time to become the compassionate and forgiving ambassador of love that can liberate all parts and aspects of your self and soul that are ready to remember their free will choices and return to the expression of Divine essence expression once again.

NOW is the time to see that the prison door has ALWAYS been open and that you have always been the one that holds the keys to your own liberation.

NOW is the time to be truly and completely free.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available to assist and bridge to your unplugging process, your Reptilian Self, and activation of your light body. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.