The Causes Of Inner Work & Ascension ‘Burnout’

by Kasha Rokshana

It’s not uncommon to hear about how burnt-out, frustrated, and DONE people feel when it comes to their own Ascension and awakening journeys. There are so many things that can make someone feel this way and there are different ways to look at why this is happening, from the inside out. 

Join Kasha as she launches into a discussion about what’s in her heart about this topic/obstacle and what the factors may be that have led up to it. She offers her sense of how being inundated with ‘spiritual teachings’ and mandates around ‘do this, not that!‘ can play a role in making parts of you feel overwhelmed and ready to give up. Also, many offerings don’t seem to truly give you handrails and active support, let alone heart warmth, and also can blow you/parts of you out (sometimes even on purpose) with over-confrontation and an outside-in orientation to healing that does nothing to empower you to hold your own process. Kasha offers that while confrontation may be necessary at times, peak experiences or intense ‘retreats’ can actually traumatize your parts/Metasoul aspects more so than offer true healing, integration, and a sense of who you truly are.

Kasha goes into more details about all of this and more surrounding what may or may not be your specific circumstances around feeling ‘burned out’ on your personal journey. This is just the tip of the iceberg too, as really this is such a big topic to dive into and is really so personal to everyone who feels it.

Here is a guided meditation to help you connect with your Gatekeeper: https://youtu.be/bGqTeeaYpwc

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Beyond Any Sense Of ‘Instant Ascension’ And Into The Real Process Of It

by Kasha Rokshana

I know this isn’t a popular opinion… but the idea of the transition into 5D happening quickly, easily, in a moment of grace and glory that suddenly descends upon Gaia, is so not how it’s going to happen. And in fact, is not how it’s ALREADY happening.

It is an ongoing process and if you are not feeling ready yet to truly take that process inward AND let it move your outer life into new circumstances, more resonance with a lover and others than you can let in, then there is an ongoing invitation into this territory from the Divine with non-judgemental arms open to you and the parts of you who are reasonably terrified or apprehensive of this process.

But why is this what’s real? Don’t the Divine and our Star Family want us to ascend beyond this mess we’ve found ourselves in and want to relieve our suffering once and for all?

Well… would we actually become something NEW if that happened, or would we be leap-frogging over a very necessary process of facing our mess, coming to terms with it, and reconciling it from deep, deep, beyond-the-bowels-deep within?

No, I don’t feel we would. And I personally would not be the person I am today, living without unnecessary drama (no, seriously, I’m not kidding or paving over a single thing here) yet very deep intimacy within, with the Divine, and with others, if this had been the case.

We really need to let the bullshit of an ‘instant fix’ or ‘silver bullet solution’ go if we truly want to heal, want to evolve, and want to be closer to the Divine… which is actually the point of Ascenion, isn’t it? I don’t care how many ‘diamond light heart Jesus guru plasma blue ray’ activations you’ve either downloaded or paid thousands of dollars to receive from others. If you don’t feel your heart AND soul evolving and warming up, and your humanity and spirituality coming into true oneness and reverence, you’re not experiencing the deeper purpose of Ascension in the way I’m sure you’d like to and are instead buying into a narrative pedalled by others whose parts/soul aspects are also afraid that you might not ‘make it’ into 5D after all.

You can and you will, whether in this lifetime or another. Aspects of you are already there. I’ve felt countless times an invitation from Star Family and the Magdalenes too that we are NOT alone as we live into this transition and truly ache, crawl, and expand out into it. The key though is continuing to drop the bullshit… always.

I say this with TONS of love in my heart for you to feel however much of this reality you’re ready to feel at this time and I invite you to truly keep feeling into it, become humbled by it, and continue to work within and with others. None of us are entitled to the ultimate state of higher-dimensional living, loving, and becoming without actually doing the work to bring this reality to the fore.

And the truth is, that the work is gruelling at times yet also so bloody beautiful that I wouldn’t personally trade any moment of guttural tears and elated, orgasmic bliss coming out of process for anything that promises to be quick, painless, and easy.

I love you. I truly do. We are all one, even in any sense of lostness. You may feel like a walking hot mess but you are beautiful. And I feel how each one of us can do this, can face all of this, and keep on becoming what we came here to be.

Love,
Kasha ❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Video: Caring For Yourself & The World (Teachings & Guided Meditation)

SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators and Sacred Union soulmates, Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana, led this livestream on March 30, 2022 to talk about care for our inner and outer worlds and how there’s such a deep process around living into it. 

They share about their own experiences with the process of activating their own care from deep within themselves and how their different templates/models for what it means to care about yourself and the world around you has had to be deeply felt and moved through to find authentic care expression. 

They also offer some different ways in which to view this concept of being truly caring, the way it’s been hijacked by the Matrix through the ‘Woke’ agenda, and the difference between filling a role/expectation versus genuinely feeling empathy and compassion.

After the teaching and digestion, Gabriel and Kasha led a guided meditation to meet with your Love Ambassador self before entering the ‘care room’ inside of you, where there are different situations playing out and different parts of you feeling their attachments or reactions to these scenarios. 

Here is the link to a guided meditation led by Jelelle Awen where you’re invited to deeply enter a process of healing the cries of the inner and outer world: https://youtu.be/EsKv4XwV7ME

Kasha’s writing about the Great Passing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2022/01/23/the-great-passing-taking-place-during-this-time-of-the-great-awakening/

And the recording of it in her voice: https://youtu.be/TKtMzVlPKSg

Meet Your Gatekeeper guided meditation: https://youtu.be/bGqTeeaYpwc

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

The Adams And Eves Of New Earth

It is becoming clear that the power structures are beginning to crumble at particular levels. When a leader of a ‘free’ country pulls ‘emergency’ powers over its own people then it is likely he is hearing it from his handlers to get his shit together. It is also likely there is a larger play going on here that is part of a larger dialectic of ‘problem, reaction, solution’. The mandates of experimental injections and oxygen suppressors are triggering response mechanisms inside of us, the populace, that are meant to highlight what it is that we are willing to allow as acceptable, let alone legal.

This creates a ‘line in the sand’ for each individual who is a part of that population. It creates a pathway that may have never been tread on before. Maybe it was never thought of as a timeline in one’s life, yet there we are compelled by something that calls deeply to us. This is what we are all being faced with but in different ways. Parents are being asked to make similar stands and determine choice points for the well-being of their own children. You may be feeling this in your social and family circles as well.

This ‘Temple of Solomon’ made up of medicine/health, education, government, politics, public safety, economy, social justice, and technology is starting to show its dark side as each of us awaken to our own awareness of what is happening and the light of truth and love that lay within which is not held in trust by the Guardians of The Temple. This construct has been around for millenia. It pervades every aspect of our lives. It will not be as easy as holding the line at a protest, but it does show the true nature of the guardians themselves.

What comes next is going to require our own inner temple of courage in action as well as a surrender to trust in our higher nature. This inner temple has been inside of us all along. It is there where our intuitive intelligence, or ‘nous’, comes online. We draw power, purpose, and vision from this place. It is also where our compassion and passion live.

Each morning, I find myself meditating in this inner temple in what I have come to know as a No Man’s Land. A space between the 3rd and 4th dimensions where there is a deserted land full of sand, but not really a desert. It is a pregnant void space full of possibility. It is from these sands where the old has crumbled and the New has yet to be formed. It is here where I receive guidance and access that which is still in shadow and in fear. It is the integration of these aspects and energies that provide the map and the beacon to what comes next in this collective drama unfolding before our eyes.

I see many lines in the sand. They shift and change with the prevailing winds. Trying to keep up with them almost becomes a practice in futility. The future is not determined but there is an agenda and plan. An intention. This has a lot of power and force behind it, yet so do we. If we find ourselves in aggression toward it, we feed the juggernaut just what it wants. If we sit or act in peaceful non-compliance from a place of Divine trust, then we offer a light to the ever transparent darkness at hand.

The Light of Truth and the Power of Love are converging in a planetary sacred marriage. This will bring up many rumbles in the months and years to come both externally and internally. The more we are able to connect to the Temple within and embody its Light and Love, the more we will be able to affect a change that is more than just going back to ‘normal’. We are given an opportunity of remembering our nature as divine human conscious creators. The Adams and Eves of New Earth.

This requires a lot of inner work as well as outer choice. It asks us to go into our dark, our vulnerable, our pain, and our fear. It is where the gems of our human spirit and divine grace live. It is these treasures that fuel our ongoing inspiration and care to keep bringing more of our unanchored power and heart to the surface. We are each a portal to this New World. A seed inside of the darkness in which we live right now. As we get more nourishment from the Divine, from Source, and from Love in all its forms, we grow into that very thing that is not impacted by what is occurring but rather flourishes and offers hope to those that feel hopeless.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Inner Discovery, Outer Changes: Truly Embracing Your Bigness

by Kasha Rokshana

There are a couple of truths that I’ve lived into and that I’ve supported others in sessions to live into, and they are:

In a world at ‘war’, the only place you can end it is within.

In life circumstances that are abusive on ANY level, the only place you can reconcile that is within.

And then, another even bigger truth, is that there’s a potent invitation from the Divine and your Divine Self as you live into this. This invitation is to take outer action, rooted in the deeper inner work/remembering/healing processes within your clearing heart and soul soil, and rippling out into your life circumstances.

This doesn’t mean joining the ‘war’ that others insist on living out from their own inner worlds, for that self-righteous energy you’ll inevitably become doesn’t serve you or them and will always end in a stalemate (I’ve lived this one out a few times!) and/or some slight openings in your relationship that won’t last unless they are truly on the same page of doing some dedicated deep-diving inside.

It seems like it’s somewhat controversial to offer that not only setting boundaries but sometimes choosing to leave inherently non-resonant relationships of ALL kinds is actually GOOD for you and for them. You weren’t ultimately meant to live only in these grounds which will always lead to battling somehow or a reality of ‘pushing against’ on some level, even if it’s mostly energetic and not so much outright anymore.

The role of the ‘awakener’ or ‘red-piller’ of others is one rooted not in your inner peace or sanctuary but in parts of you that are afraid to be alone and in surrender to the unknown, to experience that biting (yet also alchemical) loneliness and fear that can really hurt and drop you, truly drop you, into what’s REAL inside of you and in your life. Whenever I’ve taken on this role with others, there’s been huge resentment on all sides and a self-centered ‘holier-than-thou’ energy that I had to realize was about tugging on those around me rather than truly loving them. It was about trying to arise into my own bigness and be seen by them rather than letting them go their way as I go mine.

This letting go of your end of the rope is where your real mission and sense of purpose can stem from, as you allow the space to recover from what parts of you once thought of as ‘normal’. The karmic layout of these relationships completes when you, as your awakening/integrating Divine Self, decide that it’s done. So often this is left unrealized, yet it’s the most powerful ‘NO MORE’ you could say on behalf of yourself and all precious parts of you, plus any Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes at play.

I KNOW how difficult this is, as the vitriol and clamour you can draw out of those you are now saying ‘no’ to is painful to take in, revealing the deeper and more accurate reality of your relationships… you see where you have been shrinking to fit in order to keep up appearances or allow a connection to go on and on with some growth happening at times perhaps, yet now the dynamic has run out of ground and you (and they) need something else.

THIS is how you leave the Matrix of false light, false Mother/Father connections, etc. and can begin to reveal and heal how you’ve been a part of this dynamic from within you, where your own false light has lived. This is the ground where you can let the real Divine in, however that resonates for you. And it’s in this void where the truest Soul Family/Tribe connections can arrive and arise, for you’re now more in their frequency and no longer enabling your own suffering OR the suffering of those who know they are losing the parts of you they have known you as and asked you to stay fused to.

Arising into your true bigness is what this is about and as you TRULY do so, you sever the cords and unspoken contracts between yourself and others which are meant to either find new ground (for the sake of their own bigness awakening too) or dissolve completely (also for their sake and not just yours). You choose to walk away and move into your most authentic expression that ‘they’ will probably never get, nor perhaps are they meant to. Maybe that’s the toughest pill of awakening to swallow, to see through the once precious illusion of what has been let in as ‘love’ yet now you can start to see what living into and embodying love is truly about.

This does include walking away from government bodies too, not just your most intimate relationships. Your culture/country can also be said ‘no’ to, or at least the energies of it that aren’t resonant. You’re also invited to go against the grain of what’s normal or expected, choosing your places of rebellion as they fit and arise for you in your growing inner fire and truth.

This process may not suit everyone at this time as it really does have its own timing, yet it does feel so essential to feel into during this time of death and rebirth on the entire planet, let alone in your own precious lifetime… the dying, when it’s surrendered to, becomes the fertile soil from which the buds of the NEW Earth can be seeded and sprouted. With this dying comes a new way of LIVING that needn’t only be a pipe dream.

You don’t have to feel alone or unsupported in any of this as you open up to yourself and the Divine in a new way… if you resonate with what I’m offering from my own experience of this and what I’ve seen move in the processes of others, please feel free to contact me for a 45min intro call that’s free of charge so we can feel together if this process, way of life, and soul and heart community of SoulFullHeart may be a fit for you and you for it/us. You can find more info here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Freedom Starts On The Inside

There is a lot of focus on Freedom right now as exemplified by worldwide protests and the current Freedom Convoy happening in Canada. Of course, the ‘powers-that-manipulate’ love to barf their narrative, err…news, as well as their minimalist camera angles to the world at large, but hey, this all a part of the psy-op unfolding so it is no big surprise. We know the game by now.

The bigger piece is that there is a movement underway. An awakening and a push-back against the ongoing encroachment into what we feel is best for ourselves and our families. The freedom to determine our own fates with all the information that exists today, both externally and internally. It is becoming ridiculously and excruciatingly clear that there is an epic malpractice going on, if not an all out magical spell that has rendered social governance as completely and utterly hijacked by its own demise.

So in one way that is a good sign. However, on the other hand there are very real costs to this. There is a generation of children that are being affected at every turn. This could prove to be our Lost Generation. Lost in the collateral damage of this ongoing drama. This deep fear that lives in the collective is being used to undermine our own innocence. Our own creative intelligence. Our own Sovereignty and Divinity.

This has been happening in many other countries as well for centuries. It is sad that it has had to get to this place of being personally affected to wake up to what has been known by others for a long time. We have put a veil over what has happened right in front of us in history. Rather than going into guilt or judgement, we have an opportunity to change it from the inside out and create something new with our choices.

I have a lot of admiration for those that are in the heat of this struggle for true freedom. Those who are willing to let go of all that they have worked so hard for and love so much to make a stand for what is best for them and their families. It is inspired and acknowledged. I have been on this path for close to ten years now and know how hard it can be to truly be free.

This is not to say that there are other plans that have already been drawn up. We know this is true as they broadcast this constantly. There are those that will respond with outer action as this is their course and destiny. Others will respond by going in as needed to feel where the cords to the Matrix lay within and how to find their own in(ner)dependence from the onslaught of trauma control.

Freedom is not just won. It is also felt. It is embodied and chosen. It is a way of life, not just a thing to fight for when we have given too much of it away. We must reclaim that freedom in order to do something different with it this time, not just hand it over to those we assume know better. Our ‘leaders’ are fallible, and when they aren’t willing to admit that it is time to divest and reinvest in something new. What that is is up to each of us individually that informs collectively.

We are already Free, yet we must keep being reminded that is true and real. Not just given to us by decree. We choose it. We own it. We live it.

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Christened Divine Ambassador

This painting by Autumn Skye Morrison really illuminates something for me in my own ongoing journey as well as the journeys of so many.

This ‘shelter in the storm’ feeling is held by our deepening connection to our Divine Self and the Divine Itself. We hold the Light and the Love inside of us. It can never be extinguished or taken. Only hidden, forgotten, or given away.

This Divine Self cultivation is not easy with all that is occurring outside of us and inside of us as represented by the waves and the lightning. It is an inner storm that we are ultimately at odds with. In my past, I was the storm rather than relating to the storm.

I have been working for many years on healing the layers that have kept me from fully letting this Divine Self and Divine Love into my BEing. So many layers of unworth, self-doubt, and even fear of my own power.

These layers were energies that were held by parts of me that were stuck in some form of trauma, pain, and judgement from this-life wounding. They were (and to some degree still are) also layers of soul aspects that have been through their own trauma as well as misuse and abuse of power. A guilt-shame spiral that as lived in my Metasoul.

These parts and aspects have needed the time and space needed to unfurl their own healing, forgiveness, and letting in of love from my space-holders, myself, and the Divine. It is a process that takes the time it takes even if it feels we are running out of it.

We have been so deeply entrenched in and entangled with the Matrix to the point we have replaced our own Divinity with it. It has become difficult for these parts and aspects to sense life outside of it even as much as they desperately want to feel that at the same time. It is a ‘spaghetti pretzel’ that has been created and it takes time, courage, and soul choice to engage in its unplugging.

There are thick layers of protection, from our Inner Protector, and veils of forgetting, from our Gatekeeper, that have been placed in the way for very good reasons. They are not band-aids to be ripped off, but rather lovingly melted off by the power of grace and love. As these layers are felt and moved through our spiritual, emotional and physical bodies, they find a safe haven in our heart and expanded consciousness.

Our Christened Ambassador Self becomes more revealed to us and more embodied. It feels and chooses differently than we did in our past consciousness. It creates a boundary that healthfully protects, yet also beacons and receives. I am continuing to feel this in myself more and more with each movement along the spiral of healing and illumination that has come from this deep work.

From my Divine heart and soul’s perspective there is nothing more needed than this inner work to occur layer by layer. Self-loving choice by self-loving choice as well as challenge by challenge. This is what allows us to come from this brave and centered place. Our circumstances are calling this Being forward into the world each and every day.

The power of Love is greater than the love of Power.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Healing Where We Are Anchored To Truly Raise Our Frequency

You may hear about ‘raising your frequency’ as a way to keep from getting stuck in all the lower energies that are pervasive in your personal world as well as the collective. This frequency raising is what can help shift us into a new timeline that is no longer merged with the dystopian matrix that is hanging like a cloud over the planet. It assists us in unplugging ourselves from the program that has kept us in darkness and disempowerment.

However, in this mantra of ‘Raise Your Frequency’, you may rarely hear HOW to do that. There is an inference that you just keep doing it and it will be so. I feel there is a lot to be said for ongoing intention and attention to our thoughts and feelings. The need to ‘rise above’ them and root into something higher. This, too, is true to me.

What I have experienced in my own journey is that we all have these little anchors inside or our emotional and psychic bodies that have substance and weight. When those anchors get triggered, we find ourselves back at the frequency that anchor is rooted in. There is a lot we can do to release that energy and get back to a more aligned and balanced state. Yet, if the anchor itself has not been addressed as to WHY it is there, then there it stays.

I have experienced some great methods such as breathwork, energy work, yoga, and meditation that have helped release the connection to the anchor and have felt relief, but until I have actually gone into the portal of this anchor, I have found myself right back at it. Kind of like an injury that hasn’t fully healed, it comes back to affect us time and again. The image of an anchor, or hook, seems to say so much about what it is I am referring to.

If we are to become more intimate with this energy/entity/consciousness, we find something a bit more visceral and real inside. I can use my physical or emotional pain as a way IN to this anchor, not just find a way around it.

Where does it live?
How does it relate to the world and to me?
What does it feel about what it is triggered by?
What are its needs?
What are its fears?
What are its desires?

These kinds of questions take me into a relationship with it. Not just solving a ‘problem’ or ‘getting above it’. In those cases I am leaving it where it is. By being in the Here and Now with it, I am choosing to feel it both as me and as separate from me. In that space, a healing relationship and a consciousness is formed that is not against but rather WITH. The externalities become secondary to this internal reality. This is what comes first, not the other way around.

Of course there are supplemental methods to this inner feeling and healing process. Those are so very needed to support and assist. They are all a part of the greater tapestry of what can help us to break out of the cycles and the heaviness we may find ourselves in.

When these anchors (in our work they can be parts, Metasoul aspects, or Matrix plugs) are given the focus of our Divine Self holding space for them and coming into communion, there is a lightening up that occurs for these anchors. In a way, they become re-anchored into a higher frequency like a step on a stepladder. These anchors heal in a spiral-type path where we may find ourselves back in their orbit when we find ourselves up-leveling and they haven’t. This is another opportunity for healing, unanchoring, and re-anchoring.

Eventually these specific anchors become more guides and gifts as they also ascend and move out of the program and world from where they were conceived. This is not an overnight or weekend retreat timeline. It is an ongoing journey. It is organic as well as intentional. We may inadvertently stumble upon these anchors or we may choose consciously to find them if we can feel that they exist somewhere in our emotional and psychic bodies. However, it should not be entered as shadow-hunting, but rather shadow-loving and understanding.

While this writing is more mental and conceptual about this process, the relationship itself is much more heart and soul-based. It takes us to the root of our roots. The places where we still have work to do, even if we feel we have done the ‘work’. I keep finding where I still have much to let go of and much to let in when it comes to decoupling and unplugging from what has been so prevalent on this planet for so long.

We are on our way back to Remembrance. This will kick up places where parts of us still live out of history, experience, conditioning, and programming. We must go find those parts and bring them back to the home of our Divine connection and our human heart. It is the inner version of WWG1WGA (Where We Go One, We Go All).

Time to replant these old anchors as seeds of the New Earth that is always here, just waiting to be remembered.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Ongoing Intensities Provide Opportunity For Awakening

As I go within and connect with an aspect of me we call the Gatekeeper and digest recent planetary events, it is becoming apparent that the global control grid is tightening its clutches with each passing day. It has set its sights on its new enemy which is meant to divide and conquer in the name of playing The Saviour of Mankind. The divisiveness tactic is not new to our history. It is deeply embedded in what I have heard termed as “enemy patterning”. My Gatekeeper, Dante, is quite aware of this hijacked magic as I feel I have been a part of its deployment in my own soul’s history. 

This agenda to create division within a group is old school, yet is still clearly very effective and useful to whatever end one believes the ultimate endgame to be. The dialectic of ‘problem, reaction, solution’ could not be more obvious as we spin toward the next phase of this escalating timeline we find ourselves in. The ‘hot spots’ have been isolated and are now being triggered and manipulated through the hijacked channels of transmission. This has become our wake-up call. I am feeling a much more personal activation into service as well as my own ongoing remembrance and awakening to my power and purpose. 

What each of us decide to do now is of utmost importance to what comes next. It is not just WHAT we do, but HOW we do it that matters as well. Love must not be extracted from this process. Love for yourself and compassion for others. There are big soul choices hanging in the balance, yet they can best be navigated from the heart. I do not feel a personal guidance to be a warrior so much as to be an ambassador for what wants to be birthed out of this tumult. This is where the connection to my own Divine Self comes into play. What IS my role here at this time? What energy am I meant to hold in the process?

The tightening of the grid can produce its own physical and psychological effects. These can be mitigated by deep feeling, deep breathing, and seeing the greater context from within your own soul. Otherwise, parts of you may just feel like you are in an unwinnable situation. We need to find and feel the power of Love within to guide us into the next phases of our growth and remembrance. I have felt my own parts feeling an anxiety around what is going on and have needed to go in and feel where that energy lives in me from different timelines so that I can get a clearer channel to my Divine Self. It can be like clouds that cover the Sun in those moments.

I am told by the Divine, “You are not an enemy. You are not a problem. Depending on how you relate to what is happening, you can be a part of an awakening, not just a revolution. It all must start from the inside.” This is something that is becoming more and more talked about and understood. This is what I have been doing personally since 2012. It is a challenging process on many fronts, but the stakes are increasing and the lines are being drawn. For myself, the line is not a battleline, but a self-loving, self-aware, soul-guided choice point. I have been in the battle energy before and I could not resonate with it for very long. It does not mean I am passive. I am here to actively feel and hold space for all that is arising for myself and others. 

The gift in all of this madness is that we are being given an opportunity to stand in our truth and power to be a part of creating a heaven rather than a hell, but we must face that hell within first. Those intense feelings of isolation, fear, persecution, and disempowerment. We must find the buried aspects of us that are meant to serve our highest and most courageous calling to date. I am connecting to those aspects within myself to summon the strength and courage to keep shining, keep feeling, and keep standing in my truth and power. I am also enlivened and encouraged by all of those that are choosing to put everything on the line for what they believe in. This is a beacon to many others who may feel alone and afraid. 

I am sending so much love to those that are experiencing the tightening grip on the political and psychological fronts. We all must trust that each of us is being offered something in each of our circumstances as a portal to our Divine Self. The superhero within that can only be met by your own power of choice and deepest trust that Love always has your back. If you are in need for support and a process to help you heal and reconnect to your Divine Self, expression, and purpose on this planet please let me, or anyone of my beloveds know.

We need each other like never before. We also need our selves to feel us like never before.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Exploring Your Depth & Full Expression Through Your ‘Shadow’

by Kasha Rokshana

What lies in the depths of your ‘shadow’ is so many things, so many energies. Suppressed rage, passion, desires, distaste, mistrust, and fears are all a part of the package… yet so are other hidden compartments that hold access to your deepest soul gifts which haven’t been safe to express, and also your ‘truth’ which you’ve likely been encouraged (or demanded) to keep to yourself. Any energy that hasn’t felt ‘safe’ to come out, whether born of the dark or the light or anything in between, can live in the deep caverns of what we call our ‘shadow’.

Our shadows are meant to be our ‘bass tones’. They are the instruments in our inner orchestras that hold the bass line and beat intact. Without those honking tubas and heavy drumbeats, “the bottom falls out”, as my high school music teacher would often say. What we’re left with is the tinny screeching of the higher octaves being played by themselves without anything to ground them back to the true melody line. Higher-frequency energies and dimensions don’t make any sense, at least not for very long, when the bass/shadow/inner darkness is left out of the mix.

This metaphor applies the other way around too. There is no ‘alto’ without a ‘soprano’. The higher frequencies you have access to can support the shadow journeys, to retrieve whatever has been hidden there, for however long. Sometimes this shadow exploration is so sticky, so challenging to move through or beyond, that it can feel as if we’ll stay there forever once we land there. This can make the journey intriguing or intimidating, yet every reaction or hesitation you feel is valid for different parts of you and is all an important part of the journey itself.

There is a middle ground available of negotiation with yourself… with your parts and soul aspects, especially your Gatekeeper who has been watching over your Metasoul and either bringing in or preventing your soul journeys specifically, and your Inner Protector who has been allowing or disallowing your connection to different parts of you. The ground of journeying into your shadow with your Inner Punisher alone is a process that takes a lot of time, space, and love to unfold. The soul journeys into your shadow have a timing all their own. All of this requires ongoing inner negotiation, a deep and solid commitment to showing up, and a profound desire to love absolutely everything within you no matter what it looks like, the impact it has had, or how it might change your life to go there.

Raphael and Jelelle will be offering a guided meditation group call this coming Sunday, November 7th, focused on Shadow Exploration. Even if these are grounds you’ve been exploring for a while, or if this is fairly new to you, this guided meditation call may offer you a new perspective, a beginning place, or an entryway into deeper waters.

Attendance is by donation and if you can’t make it live, you can still receive the recording in your email.

More info/details about this call and how to donate here.

Wherever you take your own shadow journey, the invitation from the Divine to be held and supported in it is always with you. With everything shaking out in the world today, there has never really been a riper time to dive into your own depths of feeling, expressing, and discovering.

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.