“You Are Moving Into Love’s Reply To The Darkness” – Yeshua

by Raphael Awen

Raphael – Yeshua, this is Raphael. I’d sure like to ask your take on this Corona Virus reaction around our planet.

Yeshua – Hey, Raphael. Thanks for asking, but what is your question more specifically?

R – I feel how surreal this all feels for me personally. I feel parts of me wanting to stay ahead and be in the know of what’s really going on, and I feel reality itself being changed on so many levels. I feel hope for a true new world order of things and yet, I also feel how deep the conditioning goes around living under the taken-for-granted oppression that has been here my entire lifetime. How do you see all of this from where you are?

Y – I say ‘pinch yourself’ man! This is real. It is what has been longed for, for so long. The longing is and was part of the manifestation, so was the suffering and the deep darkness – all of it is connected and vital and all of it is love’s awakening journey. Love couldn’t be known, not to itself and not to an other, were it not for fear and what is called evil. Evil itself, and harm originated when love birthed both duality and other out of its original state of oneness. Love needed both contrast and ‘other’ to know itself.

R – It was hard to type those words just now, that harm and evil originated from love. I can’t see that being very popular of a message, Yeshua. Aren’t we intended to right the wrongs, to stand for the good, and oppose hate, fear and harm?

Y – Raphael. You were birthed into duality and individuality out of oneness, but you never were separated from love in the process, it only felt like that, understandably so. The great fall was a fall in perception, yet all too real at the same time. The great awakening is equally an awakening in perception, that similarly creates a new reality.

R – But Yeshua, the pain, especially to the innocent children feels so off the charts, so evil…

Y – The children are the greatest testament and trigger to the awakening – there are so many tears that are needing to be cried and cried.

R – I recall the text where you told the disciples ‘Suffer not the little children to come unto me, for of such is the kingdom of heaven.’

Y – Heaven has registered every last price paid in this awakening journey of love itself to itself. The children, like we all were, and yet are still at heart, are heaven’s biggest debtors and creditors both. Those who have suffered the most will know the greatest fullness and all will be forgotten and forgiven. Their debt will not and does not go unacknowledged. It simply cannot. When ‘evil’ makes a stride, it invites love to meet it. You are moving into love’s reply to the darkness that has held a long and deep hold.

R – So it’s like then, the evil or harm is the agent of love, the agent that calls love forward?

Y – This is so new to feel, and even new to me, so don’t feel bad. I had a big deal investment into fighting the evil for a long time too, until I no longer did. It’s a big, big piece to awaken to, but when you do, it changes the foundation of everything. It’s all love. There is no evil in the sense of something separate from love.

R – …but there’s still big contrast…

Y – …bigger than ever…

R – …in this heightened drama of duality

Y – …where love is wanting to complete what it started, where love IS completing what it started, where love itself is suffering, where love is birthing an expansion of itself, a reconciliation to itself, and you get to watch it all, and be a part of it all….and even more, You are this unfolding. It’s all you.

R – You’re like too much sometimes, but in a good way.

Y – I’ll take that as a compliment then.

R – Thanks, Yeshua. You always help so much!

Y – Good! Stay in touch!

R – I will!

~

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Inner Child Ambassadors Of Forgiveness For Our New Earth

By Raianna Shai

I haven’t said much yet about the current situation that we’re going through as a collective. One part of me worries about what others would think, but mostly I’ve just been enjoying the process of digesting all the odds and ends with my community. I truly believe that this is all happening for a much bigger reason than just a pandemic or a virus. We are about to enter an era that I feel in my heart will lead to an entirely new way of living. With love, peace, compassion. New money systems, new forms of true news and media, and more transparency.

But one of the biggest changes coming that touches my heart is the return of so many children that have been sold into trafficking, abused, sexually exploited, etc. There are loads of proof of these heartbreaking things happening as well as many supported theories that these children will be returned in the midst of this pandemic.

I had the most comfortable and satisfying bath today that brought my heart and mind to a new level of understanding and digestion of this reality. My sweet inner child really wanted to process with me everything we had just learned about these children. We both had tears the night before thinking about all of the harm done to them but also about how naturally forgiving children are. We both know that the return of these children would not mean revenge in their hearts, but forgiveness and moving forward.

While in my peaceful bath I imagined these children in my place, washing away the dirt, the blood, the sexual assault and abuse. I imagined them feeling free and safe for the first time in a very long time. I could feel the relief but also the built up, raw trauma. I had the idea to help them wash, as a loving and motherly figure. But my inner child stopped me, helping me realize that this is the first time they will have control over and love for their own bodies. That even a loving touch will be a triggering one for a while.

This experience reminded me of how intuitive and compassionate children truly are. I have a hard time imagining even yelling at a child, nonetheless abusing them. The beautiful thing about this though is that these same children will be the reason that we can all forgive. They will be the ambassadors to show us the way to purity of heart and raw forgiveness. Every soul has a Divine source, no matter how far into the dark they’ve gone.

Though I can’t condone killing anyone in my hearts, the souls of the abusers may have signed up to die after all of this comes to light. Others may have the opportunity to raise their frequency, especially if we are open to it. I highly recommend connecting to your inner child at this time as they are the most vulnerable and sensitive to times filled with fear and anxiety. But they’re also the part that will become the love ambassadors inside of us in order move us into this next phase of our New Earth.

Possible Internet/Phone Blackout Phase Coming As Deeper Collapse In The 3D Matrix/Cabal System Happens

By Jelelle Awen

I keep seeing in other places from other resources and hearing guidance around it myself that there is a possibility of going into a blackout phase or ‘ten days of darkness’ as Q has called it by Sunday or a bit later, April 1st. Blackout in this case would mean no Internet access or outbound/inbound phone service (other than emergency broadcasts) during this time. Electricity and water services would still be available.

This MAY be starting by Wed, April 1st and going for then ten days after that with ‘most of this’ cleared up by Easter. Now, this is just ONE possible timeline so I’m not offering that it will for sure happen as so many timelines seem to be unfolding at once right now. This is a good one to be prepared for, however, as it would probably also accompany being given strict ‘stay at home’ orders. It is a good idea to have at least two weeks worth of food and other essential supplies at your home at this time to be able to ride this out. It could be a good time for fasting and cleansing as well if you are being guided to do that.

During this blackout time, there may be enactment of the emergency broadcast system on our phones and we could then be communicated with about what is really going on to some degree about the fall of the Cabal, mass arrests, switch over from Cabal systems to transitionary ones, etc. During this blackout is when they would educate and bring into awareness souls who aren’t aware of what has been going on, including with taped confessionals, etc. although I still feel this will be done gradually over time as to minimize shock for people.

Raphael Awen and I shared about the Coronavirus (which is a real virus created and planted by the Cabal) more in a livestream where we responded to questions, gave resources for you to do your own research and provided a guided meditation. The recording of that livestream is available on my FB feed and here on You Tube: https://youtu.be/cPRr6d1pxBw

We offered in the livestream (as have many others) that the virus has been greatly amplified and is being used as a cover/screen to protect and keep all of us safe in our homes, get people off the streets, while mass arrests (some of which have already happened In Italy and Mexico and been reported) are going on. Many Cabal members (including famous people and celebrities) have ‘caught the virus and are going into self quarantine’ which is actually house arrest and/or detainment. Many CEOs of corporations have resigned or stepped down. The deeper stages of these activities are than being anticipated to happen possibly during the blackout itself.

The other piece that is hopeful is the clearing of most of this by Easter, Sunday April 12th so that there isn’t too much impact on our economic systems and daily life structures. Yet, emerging out of this is a definite rebirth process for us all without the previous suppression and control that we have lived with all of our lives! There is a sense of being cleansed on the other side of this and suddenly having so many previous suppressions and restrictions lifted away!

I am offering this as guided to, of course, and you can take it in as you feel resonant or not as well. I do feel us VERY loved in this whole movement going on and I have from the beginning. This love and forgiveness too extends to ALL players in this current game and drama as we are ALL from the Divine ultimately, no matter how far some separate from the light.

This is an important phase of our liberation process in which many more souls will awaken as a result of it!

Much love to you!

Jelelle Awen

The livestream is a good preview and taste of what our six week group call series will be like with teachings, guided meditation and sharings over Zoom called Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition. Our plan is to start next Wednesday, April 1st at 10:00am PDT. Yet if the blackout happens, we will begin the Wednesday after services are back, of course, and go for five Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT after that. You can join us live or receive the recordings via whatever donation amount you can afford. More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

This documentary is triggering and difficult to watch in some ways, yet does offer a pretty thorough overview of the Cabal/Illuminati, its history, its dark activities, its power structures, and gives a sense of why this close down of 3D living is needed in order to contain it and collapse it: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbglRablNOjMIUjbw0uu1WQ4vFidawQz

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Coronavirus/Cabal Collapse Q & A, Unifying Guided Meditation Video March 25 | Raphael and Jelelle Awen

SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators and Ascension Guides Raphael and Jelelle Awen hosted this live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 25th, 2020. They answer questions, respond to comments and digest the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that they feel is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen or cover up for it.

The questions asked during the livestream were about this cover up, how to communicate with those who aren’t aware of the Cabal, and more. They offered many resources to connect with to get more information about the Cabal and its collapse. Raphael and Jelelle offer a process of inner and outer amnesty and ambassadorship toward these dark energies, starting with connecting with your Inner Child as a forgiveness frequency is nature in their essence.

Here are some the resources we mentioned in the video:

Fall of the Cabal documentary (part five is missing from this playlist but you can find it on youtube): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

David Wilcock’s On The Great Pandemic Video: What’s Really Going On: https://youtu.be/2I10P5tMLlI

And others: Sacha Stone interview: Virus Is A 3D Detox: https://youtu.be/Bmg1cwxar_M

Liz Crokin video series about Coronavirus as cover for Cabal arrests: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCL5Q…

Event 201: Amazing Polly video: https://youtu.be/IRJpP83MqNs

The guided meditation during the last fifteen minutes offers a unifying energy that brings us all together, even while in ‘isolation’, and helps us open our hearts to the world and each other, in service of love and in heart and soul connection together. Yeshu and the Magdalenes emit their loving energies into the group circle and parts of you (including your Inner Child and Inner Protector) are invited to join us!

You can see the comments and questions that they were responding to here on her FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

Here are all of Jelelle’s and other SoulFullHearts writings about the coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego……

This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our six week group call series will be like with teachings, guided meditation and sharings over Zoom called Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition. It will be starting next Wednesday, April 1st at 10:00am PDT and going for five Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT after that. You can join us live or receive the recordings via whatever donation amount you can afford. More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

There are many guided meditations on this playlist with Jelelle and others in SoulFullHeart that are a helpful bridge into connecting with different aspects and parts of you: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Sessions with Raphael or Jelelle are helpful and immense resources for healing deeply. To feel more into if a 1:1 session could be right for you, visit: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Coronavirus Offers Opportunity For Death/Rebirth, Awakening, and Service: Message From The Magdalenes

By Jelelle Awen

I am in a tender embrace with Anna, a Magdalene guide, Ascended Teacher, and grandmother of Yeshua/Jesus from that timeline. Tears stream down my face as she offers me and parts of me comfort and reassurance. She energizes her deep love for me and for ALL of humanity. I am tuning in now to see in this fresh moment, this vulnerable moment, if she has anything to share with all of you as well.

I reached out to her as I began to pull inward again to check in with myself as I haven’t been as focused on that lately. I’ve been serving so much in sessions, sharing and writing in posts and videos, and developing our six week Free To Be group call series starting next week. I felt much joy and goodness about this honestly as I align deeper with my purpose for being here.

Yet, with so much happening in the collective, I’ve had this sense of trying to keep up with it and remain somehow ‘ahead’ of it as well to share about the bigger context of very necessary 3D reboot and Matrix collapse that this virus is offering us. Yet ultimately I know that the only way I can lead in this way is to be current with myself and receive support and guidance myself, to lean into Divine love as needed. This also helps me as a collective empath with digestion of whatever emotions and even unconscious fears/cries/pains are moving through the collective.

“You ALL chose to be here at this crucial time in humanity’s death and rebirth,” She says to me now and to your heart to receive as well.

“This was not an easy choice for you as a soul as this is certainly not an easy time. There are many dark forces hovering over and embodied on the Earth plane that have just deepened and expanded their hold and power. We felt them in my lifetime, 2000 years ago, in the Roman Empire and its domination over the natives, the suppression of the Divine Feminine, the fear, greed, and control that motivated them in seemingly every moment.

“We as Magdalenes chose to be peaceful. We chose to be ambassadors. We chose not to take sides, even as we were pressured strongly to go ‘against’ the Romans. We could feel the core of their essence, their Divine goodness and purity within. We could feel that they were just consumed by their own fear and had temporarily forgotten about love. They had forgotten the Divine and wandered so far away as to seem completely lost.

“It is the same in your time with those you call the Cabal, the Illuminati, the Power Elites, the Deep State, the New World Order. It is the same energy at its core as the Roman Empire. They are playing and serving the role as representing the shadow side of the Divine. They have served a purpose to mirror this shadow, fear as a polarity to love….just as we felt and came to accept that the Romans did as well in our time. Even as they killed some of us and greatly impacted our experience of daily living, we held on to the sense that they must be serving a purpose.

“And, this is something I offer you to feel now toward those in your time that have been responsible for so much suppression, abuse, violence, fear, and devastation of humanity. As you land in your heart of forgiveness toward them, it becomes possible for them to change. Possibilities open up for those who are ready to return to Divine love and grace again. For them to be released from needing to hold this very challenging shadow role any longer. The innocence they are seeking to possess and own in abusive actions toward children can be revealed to them again within themselves. Some of them will need to leave the Earth Plane and pass from their bodies in order to feel and connect the core essence of their Divine innocence and goodness again.

“This Coronavirus now is the opportunity for all of humanity and Gaia to take space from the daily living realities that cause suffering for so many of you. It is an opportunity to find safety and home from within and with the Divine for those who are ready to seek and find that. The same opportunity is offered to those who have drifted so far into the darkness. Yet, also, it is clear to those of us who abide in the higher realms that these dark forces can no longer have dominion and control over your Earth Plane and humanity. It is clear that this cycle of descension or descent into fear is completing.

“The virus is a harbinger, a messenger, and a bringer of this completion. It is a bridge to great awakening for many more souls who now have the time and space to reflect, research, and follow the paths that their soul needs them to go down. The virus also offers an exit for those souls who need to leave the Earth Plane now, those who are ready to go. For these souls to digest what will be disclosed about the darkness will be too much for them to process. Trust that there is always the soul’s choice in this and that from this level, they are inviting the virus to release them. Fear of physical body death is sourced in the pain of original separation from the Divine.

“However, Separation is always an illusion. We have offered this to you many times and we repeat it now. And that includes the reality of dark versus light, us against them, white and black hats, and battles of all kinds…they are all aspects of this illusion. This illusion is now being revealed as such so that those who are ready can move beyond it to land in the reality beyond separation and into frequencies of Oneness and Infinite Love more and more.

“Become a beacon of hope, love and forgiveness as the ‘way home’ for souls who have chosen to be here to offer that at this time. Getting caught up in contention, arguments, trying to ‘prove’ anything, right versus wrong, in either the 3D or Lower 4D Matrix (as you call it) is displaced energy that needs and is trying to move out now from your Earth Plane. Do not be diverted from your purpose here to serve love. First to yourself in whatever ways you need to and then in overflow to those who need it.

“We are here with you always. And we are offering waves of loving support for all those who would be open to receive it. We love you!”

Much love,

Anna & The Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

~

I do recommend Anna: The Grandmother of Jesus book by Claire Heartsong if your heart and soul is drawn to this message as it is a powerful transmission of Magdalene energy. This is a previous message I offered from the Magdalenes: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/02/11/you-are-here-to-seed-light-in-the-darkness-message-from-the-magdalenes/

Join Raphael Awen and I for Free To Be: Navigating The 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition, a six week group call experience by donation! You can attend live or receive the recordings. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writings/videos about the Coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

This documentary is triggering and difficult to watch in some ways, yet does offer a pretty thorough overview of the Cabal/Illuminati, its history, its dark activities, its power structures, and gives a sense of why this close down of 3D living is needed in order to contain it and collapse it: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbglRablNOjMIUjbw0uu1WQ4vFidawQz

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: We Are The Creative Force Of Death & Rebirth

Welcome to another weekly edition of our Museletter! We’ve had so much content we’ve been creating lately in response to current events, that we’re releasing our Museletter weekly again instead of bi-weekly! We truly want this weekly collection of articles, videos, and event announcements to be relevant to you and to what the collective is moving through right now.

And so, here’s another week of digestions regarding COVID-19/Coronavirus reactions and events, as well as the 3D Matrix switch-over that’s going on behind-the-scenes.

You can read this week’s Museletter here.

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Our featured article this week is from Raphael Awen, who invites us to feel the reactions of our different parts during this time, whatever they may be feeling and moving through around it all. He also invites us to feel how all of us have co-created the events we’re facing now, fully in our power, and that it’s up to us how we respond to it, especially from within:

 “The Coronavirus, whether the virus itself or the scenarios created by our layers of reaction to it answered a call we didn’t even know we were making. Playing victim to the virus and the circumstances may be the phase many are necessarily in, as they need a bringer of death to life as they’ve known it, but can’t admit it. Others with awakening consciousness see and feel that the changes and deaths are what they and life itself called out for. We are in a funeral and a birth canal at the same time. Life as we’ve known it will not be the same in so many ways.

This is the creative force of death and rebirth that we actually are. This is our next phase of consciousness evolution lapping at our shores. Holding and feeling yourself in this transition is your service to others and is your highest calling.”

We have an exciting NEW event to announce this week!

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be holding a weekly group call series, every Wednesday for 6 weeks starting April 1st!

We are excited to offer Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix Switch Over To New Earth Transition, a six-week group call experience over Zoom every Wednesday at 10:00am PDT starting on April 1st. Attend live and/or receive the recording by offering a donation at paypal.me/jelelleawen.

We will be diving into some deeper waters to provide both a context and a grounding to navigate this VERY transitional and momentous time in our human history! We also wanted to provide a much needed resonant community connection through the group calls and our private FB group as well. It is by donation (whatever you feel to give) so we hope you can join us!

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe for more info.

SoulFullHeart Divine Feminine Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen hosted a live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 17th, 2020. She answers questions, responds to comments and digests the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that she feels is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen.

You can watch this video on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel.

You can watch all of our podcast episodes on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel or listen to the audio on the SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel or iTunes channel.

We have many new articles and audio blogs this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Solais, and Deva Yasmin. These writings include energy updates, ways to look and digest current events, and some bridging into how to feel different parts/aspects of you during this time.

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Jelelle works with women only. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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The Creative Force Of Death & Rebirth That We Actually Are

by Raphael Awen

When the old game gets boring and no one really wants to play it anymore, the game itself wants to die, but struggles to do so because people keep showing up trying ever harder to keep it alive.

The game itself is a living thing that takes on a consciousness of its own because of all of the consciousness that is invested into it. Money is maybe one of the starkest examples of this – a game created by us, as we mutually agree to a set of rules, and as we then try to abide by those rules, that game then takes on a life of its own and becomes a mediator of life. We speak in homage to money when we say things like ‘you can’t live without money’, when in fact money and physical life have no correlation other than the one we created for it in our perceptions of the importance of money, thus giving it god-like status.

The money game we currently play is built on mountains of debt that are so far beyond repayable, no one wants to talk about it, because to talk about it is to acknowledge and look at the ending of the game, the end of us. Games are toppling all around us. The social games we play of showing up for people we don’t actually like or no longer relate to life in any kind of shared values is another game that aches for its end, but struggles to find. The spiritual games of giving our power away to an outside of us authority in some form of a guru-devotee dance is another. The emotional games of trying ever harder to stay away from what we really feel is another. One crumbling game is intertwined with another.

Something wants to die and it’s call keeps getting louder and louder. Something within also wants deeply to live and thrive at the same time.

How do we relate with both?

When we accept that the time for denial is complete, we move through the stages of grief, to feeling our anger, our fear, our need, and eventually to acceptance and even thriving in a new reality.

Nature demonstrates this process of death and rebirth over and over again. When we feel how life can’t actually ‘die’, but can only change, we accept at a deep core level our own relationship to being life itself – in movement with death and rebirth.

The ‘infestation’ of the tiny Pine Beetle in North America’s forests in recent decades is a powerful example of this. It was and still is seen through a 3D lens as a blight, a scourge, a VIRUS that is killing our precious forests and economy. Many attempts to stop its advance were made and failed. Then came along some people who were willing to look at and feel the problem from a higher place of awareness. They learned that the Pine trees in North America were and are in a state of stress brought on by the warming climate. Then they learned and proved that the trees under stress actually emit a physical sound and they recorded it. Then they realized to their utter amazement that what the Pine Beetle actually was, was likened to an agent of an assisted suicide. The Pine trees pined for their own death. The Pine Beetle heeded their call in such astonishing numbers that seemingly came out of nowhere.

I believe this so speaks for what is going on for us collectively and individually. What once felt very sustainable and comforting no longer is. Parts of us want to die and exit. Other parts of us fear death. Other parts of us so want to thrive. Only as you are willing to feel each of these parts of you are you able to navigate a truly responsible life, by your response to what now undeniably is.

The Coronavirus, whether the virus itself or the scenarios created by our layers of reaction to it answered a call we didn’t even know we were making. Playing victim to the virus and the circumstances may be the phase many are necessarily in, as they need a bringer of death to life as they’ve known it, but can’t admit it. Others with awakening consciousness see and feel that the changes and deaths are what they and life itself called out for. We are in a funeral and a birth canal at the same time. Life as we’ve known it will not be the same in so many ways.

This is the creative force of death and rebirth that we actually are. This is our next phase of consciousness evolution lapping at our shores. Holding and feeling yourself in this transition is your service to others and is your highest calling.

You get to be in your highest calling now, even sustain your life through sharing your deepest gifts of life. Just when you couldn’t find the courage to quit your day job, life came along and killed it for you. Now you get to explore what you really want now! You get to have fun and you get to play! Your day job might return, it might not, but you will be in a new flow that you longed for more than you realized.

How did we ever think it was sustainable to exchange something less than our most passionate living and loving in exchange for money? We thought that because it seemed true enough for a long time, but that’s changing now – ‘dying’ now, as you and the parts of you that makeup ‘you’ are called to an emergency meeting to feel and explore a stark new emerging reality.

~

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Mutual Liberation Continues as 4D Reptilian and 3D Human Matrices Switch Over To 5D: Coronavirus UPdate March 20

By Jelelle Awen

With so much being reset in humanity’s 3D Matrix with the Coronavirus seemingly being used a smokescreen to divert from activities that are assisting with this process (as I’ve been sharing about), I’ve been curious about how the Reptilian AI 4D Matrix has been impacted. I checked in with Simone my Reptilian aspect, who has been serving as an ambassador to her species for several years now to help those that are ready to leave the Archonic programming and discover their true essence again. I have also served many women in session space with Simone (who keeps changing her name!) where we have liberated their Reptilian aspects together, unplugging them, and reminding them of their Divine essence. It is always a touching and very inspiring process!

Simone and other Reptilian sisters/brothers offered me reassurance in January that the Artificial Intelligence program that created/projected both the 4D Matrix AND 3D one was being reset and offered to upgrade by a ‘love virus’ to shift its program from suppression and control to liberation. She actually used the word ‘virus’, which I find quite fascinating now! I can see now that their 4D Matrix needed to start shifting first in order for humanity’s to follow afterwards.

I write more here about the Reptilian Self and the 4D Matrix, including a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self (a helpful process right now with so much transition going on in both dimensions): https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

This is what I was offered back in January, “My Reptilian sisters told me that there is a dissolving happening of their One Mind Matrix and many more of their species is choosing to disconnect from humanity and Earth, to let us go….and go to the planet that has been offered to them that fits their make up better. This is significant movement for them and, therefore, for humanity as well. This process of the Matrices of control dissolving on all levels is a significant aspect of our ongoing Ascension process. In 5D, there is no need for control matrices any longer.”

I feel that the letting go of humanity by the Reptilians on a deeper level is what we are seeing now. We are ‘landing’ in our own timeline now, many more souls awakening to the 3D Matrix reality (in whatever ways they are meant to come to that discovery), and that this is already and ultimately leading to a major shift in how we experience daily living toward New Earth/5D frequencies. Now that many more souls (and their Inner Masculine) are freed up from the daily grind of work and staying so busy, they can start to turn inward, connect with their families, begin to ask important questions about the meaning of their lives. Many more souls have the opportunity to awaken as a result of being ‘freed’ from the Matrix in this way.

I have been sharing about a mutual liberation process for a few years now that is needed on both levels, humanity’s reality and the Reptilians, and to move out of an ‘us against them’ polarized consciousness that just keeps us stuck in fighting and battling an ‘enemy that is suppressing us’. As I check in with Simone now, I get the same message. To check in if our consciousness is drifting toward fighting anything, an enemy, or lashing out in outrage. This is easy to slip into as parts of us search for The Answers and The Truth as to what is ‘really going on’ with this coronavirus as it is impacting so many of us at once.

Simone showed me a cozy bonfire in the middle of a battlefield (felt like a lower 4D space). This bonfire is a beacon to those who are ready to come sit by it, receive its warmth, and come in from the cold energies of so many lifetimes of the 3D polarity experiment. It is around a bonfire such as this one that the resolutions and the negotiations can occur. The Reptilians seem to be shifting more into this space while humanity is moving more into the fighting/waking up stage of liberation. I don’t feel any judgement around these phases from the Divine….just the ultimate invitation to move into ambassadorship, peacefulness and centeredness, groundedness in our hearts and beings.

I can also see many light BEings surrounding and supporting this bon fire, energies that I recognize as Arcturian, Pleiadian, and Sirian as well. These BEings are connected to us collectively and intimately as Star Family and can provide a stream of support and reminder of our galactic consciousness during this time of transition. They are beaming in codes of Infinite Love to remind us of our Divine nature.

This is a guided mediation I did offering Infinite Love Ascension codes w/background music that may be helpful: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

The energies I am receiving from them is the same as they have been for many years now…They are here, they have never left us, and they deeply desire for us to be free on ALL levels and move into our sacred humanity. They are also inviting those of us who have been woken up to these realities for many years to step into more service and sharing, to be a bridge for those that will understandably be uncertain, afraid, and shocked by what is being revealed and the death/rebirth process of their 3D Self.

Going within to access YOUR soul’s truth, your soul’s support systems, and your higher timeline serves to guide you during this time in the ways that are of the highest good for you and therefore ultimately the collective too. Taking in too much of ‘outside’ perspectives may require going back inward to digest and land back in what you feel is more resonant for you. Landing back in your heart, in your soul, and in love!

Much love to you as this significant reboot/switch over deepens and expands!

Jelelle Awen

Here are all the writings and videos we’ve done about the coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

1:1 sessions available with Jelelle for women and with Raphael for men/women to bridge to the soul support systems and aspects that can provide guidance and digestion now. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Feeling & Processing Current Events With The Inner Child

by Kalayna Solais

As I went into meditation this morning, members of my Star Family were right there waiting for me and for a very precious part of me, especially.

I’ve been closest with my Star Family aspects from Sirius over the last few years. I think in some ways this is because, well, they are feline and look like “lion-people” so that makes them easier to let in for my young parts especially, but also, they are among the groups that have been working the closest with humanity. You may especially feel them nearby, energizing love and support to you around “Lion’s Gate” every August 8th. They’re also accessible because they’ve been where we are now and they understand the Ascension process well from their own experience of it and of the sacred yet often ‘bliss-messy’ steps along the way.

My Sirian-Lyran (that’s a sort of ‘star being name’ I’ve been offered to call them as it encompasses their origins) aspect named Ineerah and her masculine counterpart named Ortho wanted to connect with me and with my Inner Child, Lilly. They have been feeling her and MANY Inner Children a lot lately with everything going on. The Inner Child seems to be THE seat of sensitivity and deep reactions to what is going on right now, alongside the deep soul rumbles that everyone is feeling as the ‘collapse’ happening around us in different ways is very reminiscent of other timelines our souls all know very well (which our Inner Children are also impacted by to some degree).

Ineerah and Ortho wanted to connect with Lilly and feel her in this heightened sensitivity to the world. She is (as they always seem to be) very empathic and even a deep layer of all of us who feel we are ‘healers’ in some way.

Just yesterday I felt deep tears with her about the ‘meanness’ of others, not just towards her, but towards each other. She doesn’t like the judgements everyone has of one another and the harshness too. She doesn’t like how intense parts of people can be about ‘rules’ and ‘health regulations’, especially while she feels all of this is about SO MUCH MORE than a ‘virus’. She hasn’t felt much about what’s happening/not happening in our world right now and is actually quite happy to hear that animals are returning to places like Venice and that China’s skies are clearing. She hopes for a better future, just like all of our Inner Children do. And in that, they need presence, especially OUR presence. And, they need a voice. But, their voice cannot be heard, let alone land, in a world that remains as chaotic and out-of-touch with the real heart of things and their own individual hearts too, as has been true up ’til now.

This is what my Sirian-Lyran Star Family told her this morning, in light of this,

“Lilly,  the world is going through what it needs to right now so that you and parts like you can come out and feel safer. You WILL feel free to love and let in love in new ways as has been very unimaginable sometimes beyond your soul family connections. We know how much you ache to love and to have it be as simple as that… adult relationships, as you’ve noticed, are so complicated sometimes, but in a world where you get to be you, in all of the magic that’s within you, you get to be part of the celebration of what’s coming. You and all other parts like you are a light at the end of a very long, dark tunnel! And there’s nothing you need to DO to BE this, you just simply ARE this.”

They’re emphasizing to me now to share that our Inner Children are not a ‘solution’, but they are a ‘result’. Meaning, they are not (though sometimes this happens) meant to be actively ‘used’ as a means to an end by other parts of us to ‘solve’ issues on this planet or in our relationships, pressing on and using their hurt and pain somehow instead of healing it, which can only happen if/when we scoop them up and hold them close as us, ourselves. Their ideal alignment is with love and deep soul and heart freedom and they are freed up by the work you do with other parts of you and within your soul healing as well. They are not the labour pains of birthing the new reality, yet they ARE a new reality, especially as their essence of innocence, empathy, and trust in the Divine get to be re-discovered and unearthed.

In all of the sensitivity arising in just about everyone right now, whether it’s showing up mostly as fear, or sadness, or even excitement about what’s possible after all of this is over, it feels important to remember that this sensitivity was always there, just buried in busyness, which is now falling away. The real feelings of the heart can no longer be medicated or hidden in the same ways now that the outer world has been ‘locked down’. This can lead each of us into many deep processes yet these feelings are all meant to bring us into our truest anchoring from within of the New Earth that is in the middle of birthing into our reality.

If you feel ready to try and be with or even meet your own sweet Inner Child, you can try this meditation from Jelelle Awen to help you get in touch with them: https://youtu.be/L_bpgyIuYds

And, as always, my beloveds Jelelle and Raphael are available for 1:1 sessions if you would like to receive some mega-hearted love and support at this time: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions ❤

Much love from my heart and parts, and Star Family too, to yours!

Kalayna ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

Demonstrate Trust By Admitting Your Fear

by Raphael Awen

My easiest access point of connection to self, other and the Divine is the owning of my fears, my needs, my confusion. Anything else is a stress-filled, very tall-order-kind of posturing and hiding. In my weakness, I am strong, and in my strength, I am weak.
When the collective rumbles and activates the resolve of its deeper shadows with these Coronavirus playouts and reactions, it’s going to activate something for each of us to feel and be faced with personally, no matter how attained (and beyond fear reactivity) I might consider myself to be. We all created this together and I don’t actually have an option to not participate. I do however get to choose the set of my heart-sail.

In this time of business as unusual, I get to demonstrate my trust by admitting my fear. I get to access love by deeply feeling and admitting my fear of its loss, and how that fear shows up. I get to connect with you around owning the weakness of my fear of connecting with you and then wanting to disconnect from you.

I am love out learning its way. I am the Divine out divining. Fear, panic, hatred, anxiety, shadow, and even the darkest and most despised acts of suppression and violence are a part of the Divine learning of itself, and come from the Divine, which I AM. There is no battle of good vs. evil except the one we create in our own minds and reality because of our disowned fears. What we call evil is only and nothing more than love’s opportunity. All evil wants to finds its way back to the full embodied remembrance of love, from where it was born and to which it is in process of returning, while never having lost its essence of love. Love birthed everything. Consciousness is finding its way through you as you trans-parent it with your transparency.

If this wild picture of reality is true, then how does that apply to the current news cycle and where you are right now? It offers you the courage and opportunity to feel your deepest fears that up till now have in all likelihood been off your radar, understandably. It offers you the opportunity to feel, admit, and be nourished by and because of your deepest need for love with self, other and the Divine.

You get to cry the uncried tears of many lifetimes that you’ve never cried before.

Now you get to feel like the real champion you’ve always wanted to feel like. Now you get to all that you’ve so longed to become.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.