Category: Nature/Trees

Re-homing, Re-wilding, Re-integrating

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This past week I have been living in an area of land just outside a village near my soul family of feminines. They live in an apartment together I have been calling the Magdalene House. So, not quite wild camping by definition, but not campground, on-grid camping either. A bit in between. A balance between the domestic and the wild.

Since my recent completion with Kasha, I have felt a need to ‘re-home’ myself more than rewild myself. I do feel a draw to get more wild by going deeper into nature but for now, practically speaking, I need a balance for many reasons. So this itches a scratch and a need.

I have felt a split inside myself between polar parts and aspects such as the domestic/wild, the practical/spiritual, the masculine/feminine, and the calm/passionte. It is interesting when I look at those in this moment and I organize them by what came first and then second I get this polarity:

The domestic, practical, calm masculine vs. the wild, spiritual, passionate feminine.

Now there are other ways to organize this list but this one in particular symbolizes something for me personally. It represents an archetypal pattern inside of myself that has played out externally but is occurring inside of me from self to self.

I feel this re-homing period is about creating a space between these parts, aspects and energies to find a safe haven to come and be felt, seen, heard, and hopefully back into union. Being a part of a sacred union off and on, I have tended to focus on the bond rather than my own unification. I have had a history of care-taking that I am in still in a process around to shift into care-giving.

True care-giving is holding a line of goodness and honesty within oneself to bring an overflow of care, compassion, and challenge if needed. If this is not being felt and intergrated internally, it just doesn’t happen on the outside. It turns into obligation, compliance, and the dreaded care-taking that really does no one any good. It may solve a short-term uncomfortability, but does not address core need and growth.

So this care-giving goes internal now. It goes into feeling and bridging these aspects inside of myself through journaling, inner dialogue, and meditation. It is feeling myself and parts in their needs, truth, and desires in each moment. Any dissonce in my field felt as a portal to this reunification inside.

It is like a zipper. I am sitting staring at one in my tent. These parts and aspects need me to zip myself up into a cohesion. A unified field of masculine/feminine, practical/spiritual, domestic/wild, and calm/passionate. I, as Gabriel, am the piece of metal that bring them together and bond them in union to form a more solid pillar of Self, both divine and human. More real and raw. More me, less other.

This has been an ongoing journey for me that has just taken the time it has and the path it has. Any self-judgements just set me back again. Yet, if they come, I will it with them, honor them, and heal them with Love. I desire that my own journey around this re-homing be an inspiration or a guide for anyone else experiencing the same, especially for men. I know there is lot for us to heal and show up for in this ongoing ascension process that just keeps getting more activated by the arising Divine Feminine.

I am having some more ideas about the different types of masculine energies that live within myself and the collective that I will be sharing soon that may be a marker for other men who may feel the same. It is becoming a deep passion of mine to serve other men on this quest for Self, Love, and Purpose while re-homing themsleves.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Emerging, Renewed, From Retreat & Recovery In Gaia’s Arms

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by Kasha Rokshana

This retreat to Nature has been a retreat into myself, collapsing and letting go of so much that I didn’t realize I was holding, that I didn’t consciously realize I wasn’t letting the Divine in on, and that I didn’t realize was creating a widening chasm inside between what I felt I needed to do or become and what I wanted to do and become. I feel more ‘awake’ now in a soul sense and yet in deep sleepiness too as the rest and recovery from what has been true about life and service for parts of me continues to heal and transmute.

Over the last 5 years I’ve shared many words of poetry, offerings of Divine love as I’ve personally experienced it, and many transparent writings about my personal process. In the beginning of that, there was tenderness about sharing. As the years went on it became about something else though, maybe more ‘ego-based’ at times, but always with the intention of helping, supporting, offering love to others in the mix as well.

It’s humbling to take a step back and look at all of this, especially while also feeling the pain of what’s moving in the world of shadows and light known as ‘Gaia’. It’s humbling to let nature hold you while you feel it all out with the heart rather than figure it all out with the mind, wonder what your place of contribution to the NEW truly is, and remember that absolutely every piece felt on a heart and soul level IS the contribution.

The yelling-matches, virtually and not, can do something but won’t do everything. The self-righteous energies catalyze something, but eventually run out of ground as they don’t truly let the Divine/love itself in. Conflict has its place but also has to find its resolution through curiosity. Truth revelations are inevitable. The acceptance of them in the mainstream is not. The only way that I can feel we can move through these humbling times is to truly be with ourselves in them, surround ourselves with resonant others, and explore the themes emerging in the world from within our own inner worlds where we can take responsibility for our part in the play out of the current human shadow show.

I feel so grateful for these months immersed in beautiful Northern Portugal, for the clarifies that are still dawning and moving through, and the rebirth of the grace within to hold it all.

I’m sharing a photo from a hike with my beloved Gabriel, where we took in the vast expanse of the valley we’ve been camping in for the last couple of months. I felt the hugeness of the beauty we’ve been surrounded by and the Divine love codes downloaded through the mountains, trees, and flowers.

Really looking forward to experiencing what emerges next as we move on from here and feel into what SoulFullHeart, and all of us, become next.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Nature’s Constant Support Of Us & Our Healing, Especially During These Escalated Times

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by Kasha Rokshana

Nothing transforms you so effortlessly as nature/mama Gaia does… We’ve returned to Porto for about a week before heading back to camp full time and I feel like something core within me is shifting that I’ve been working to shift for years now, especially as I humbly walk out this transition.

I think what I was always craving was a return to nature in a deeper way, which is a return to my own nature. A way to feel what is natural for me and what has had to be ‘put on’. I’ve looked at so many layers of self-image and wanting to be ‘this’ or ‘that’ and especially seen/received as ‘this’ or ‘that’ over the last few years.

True confession… Aspects/parts of me have never really fully gotten over that and there’s still more work to do around it, yet I feel even more trust that the work continues even without me consciously realizing it. This is especially true as I continue to immerse in nature and respond to/template from her…

Nature lays naked before you and upgrades as she upturns. She turns herself inside out, moving her healing along in ways both attractive and unsightly, yet always with some underlying grace, pace, and love flow.
Nature moves onward, always. She is always changing. She is always moving with the times and not against them, though she will push back too if she has to. It’s up to you if you choose to roll along with her or continue to try and master or dominate her, just as parts of you have tried to do with themselves.

These last 9 days of being deeply immersed in nature with my beloved and my nearest and dearest companions, has awakened a ‘wild child’ within and also a deep, core sense of well-being in this intense world. Something is emerging that is much more aligned with nature and the natural self.

This is the place I want to serve from, from the true heart of my raw and earthy Priestess, emotional human woman, and sacred feminine embodiment in everything that means.

Because now more than ever, we need leaders who are willing to look into mirrors, find their hearts, be willing to be wrong, stand for the love and deep evolution/Ascension of humanity, and hang onto context so that we all have something to lean on.

I cannot stress enough the power of having your feet in a flowing river and putting your head under a (small) waterfall; the power of having dirt under your fingernails from raking and clearing your campsite, the insects that visit and others that seem to ‘invade’; the rawness that gets to emerge from you as you come to embrace and explore it all.

The bigness of the ‘you’ that emerges from these experiences that is indeed big enough to hold and respond to it all, to yourself, to those who are ready to hear and learn from you, and to those who are there to share life and love with you in an intimate and healing way… Is worth every moment of discovery and uncovering.
Nature is calling out your true nature and instinctual self too. Gaia is with us all in all of our processing, pain, and movements. She is holding our hearts and our hands yet can only meet us where we are ready to meet Her… Where we are ready to truly meet ourselves.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Sacred Lessons From Gaia: Personal Reflections On Earth Day

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by Kasha Rokshana

There are always reminders and mirrors of our purity and our need to go inward too, reflected in Gaia. 

Every lesson I’ve learned about stewarding Her and Her creatures, from being stung by a scorpion in Mexico or being bit by dogs, to being gently caressed and lulled by Her sounds, scents, and breezes and visited by gentle birds or given permission to approach Her animals… have all been a reflection for me of where I AM, how present I’m choosing to be, and how humble I am in Her wild midst.

She teaches me of the goodness in wildness too, of being untethered in my soul’s bigness expression and how to healthfully self-protect or withdraw from harm. 

She has brought me back to my heart, over and over again, and given me and my parts/soul aspects so much space to cry and scream or laugh and play. She holds space with such a wide and deep embrace, that I can’t help but sink into it… or to go to Her trees, Her waters, Her ancient standing stones, Her hills or mountains, Her creatures of all kinds. I find inspiration in Her to return to wonder, to curiosity, to creativity, to service, to the heart of my Sacred Humanity.

I feel on this ‘Earth Day’ dedicated to Gaia, a sacred invitation from Her to go and BE… to connect with Her and within. To let Her invest somehow in YOU while you exchange love and gratitude with Her.

Let Her hold you in your fears, your grief, your longing for the new world inner and outer. Let Her send you synchronicities that remind you of how loved you are by the Divine that She is a part of, as are you… Let Her enfold you in Her energies that expect nothing from you but desire to be in LOVE with you if there’s room for that within you…

Happy and blessed Earth Day!

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Play and Wishes: Pixie Activations At An St. Agnes’ Medieval Well In Somerset, UK

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Lovely and activating day yesterday out in the countryside and a trip to the Somerset Coast during this wonderful Spring warm spell we are experiencing here! We felt the powerful elemental energies at the medieval St. Agnes’ Well, known for Pixie frequencies coming from the waters that runs near it. We felt the Pixie energies immediately and my inner child/star seed Aurora came in strongly to play with them.

This brought up many memories in childhood of playing ‘pretend’ in nature with them, creating towns and villages for them out of sticks, stones, flowers and flows of water. I had forgotten about their mischievous yet playful frequencies and how I would spend hours playing with them alone. They can be rather bossy in that way (bossing around the ‘human giants’). They right away put us to ‘work’ yesterday creating a sacred ceremonial site for them to hold ‘rituals’…which consisted of a stick teepee and a moss-covered stone circle. LOL…it was so fun and I lost track of time or anything else as I listened to what they wanted.

The Pixies then encouraged us to make wishes and claim our desires to them and to the Pixie Spring and stream. I could feel their support and gifts too that will come to us as we ‘dare to dream’, unite as a community, and continue to let go of linear limitations and 3D constraints. This was a welcome message right now!

We then ventured to the Somerset Coast to a coastal inlet here across from Wales. The dramatic cliff faces, long eroded by the waters, was quite striking to us and very different from the coastal shores in BC, Canada, California, and especially Mexico. This is the Jurassic Coast, and prehistoric fossils (some 200 million years old!) littered the shores, along with many rocks containing quartz crystal. We went ‘shopping’ in these rocks and were quite happy to choose those who wanted to come home with us, as if we were picking out fancy items in a store!

There was such a sense of goodness in it all and embracing welcome from the waters, sun, birds, and elementals. It was actually a bit relieving to get some space for digestion from the intense Avalonian energies as well!
More activating adventures to share with you coming up soon as the weather warms up and now that we finally have a car!

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Transmission From The Glastonbury Abbey: A Meditative Walk With Music | Kasha & Aurius

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by Kasha Rokshana

Aurius and I were inspired on a visit to the Abbey the other day, to gather some video of the grounds, with the intention of offering a meditation/transmission from our hearts and the heart of Avalon, to yours.

The video though, as with any alchemy that starts with one idea and turns into something rather different yet much more fitting, turned out to be better suited to become a simple (yet profound) walkabout set to music. You’ll see Aurius and I taking in the trees, fish, water, sacred stones, yet you won’t hear us say a word about the Abbey itself or what we’re feeling as we go. The energies and Gaian codes speak for themselves, especially set to the music we selected for the video. (You’ll see links to the full music tracks in the description on Youtube).

It felt appropriate to set this video to music that helps transport you to the energy of these grounds where there is a long lineage of Christianity/Catholicism and yet too, Paganism. We have felt the Essenes/Magdalenes here as well and other energies that offer so many deep soul places to explore when you’re here! Connect in with the tree, daffodil, and other Gaian codes as Aurius and Kasha show you the beauty of this very sacred place.


We hope that this is a meditative and sweet experience for you, though it may also stir up some discomfort and shadow too, as these grounds are deeply sacred and offer centuries of shadow AND light energies from the different religious/spiritual practices and overlays there.


Much, MUCH love from Avalon! ❤
Kasha & Aurius

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Starling Murmurations Unity Transmission

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by Kasha Rokshana

I had the honour of more communion with birds yesterday evening, when I headed off to the Avalon Marshes to take in the murmurations of the starlings and enjoy the company of other beautiful bird friends. The transmissions were deep and are still landing in me this morning…

Before the starlings appeared, there was a sweet robin in a nearby tree that caught my attention, or rather, blatantly asked for it.

This little robin hopped to an even closer branch when it saw that I was giving it attention and offering an exchange of love. I did my best robin impressions (never done that before) back to this little one, mimicking its sounds. It seemed to like my efforts though I imagine I was off-key!

He/she showed me pictures of the starlings coming into the sky and I felt him ask me if I was there to see them. “Many humans come to watch”, he said. “I like to come and see the humans. This is when they pay attention to us”.

When the starlings entered, I felt immediately their unity consciousness codes that they offer. They aren’t here by any coincidence and we aren’t captivated by them by accident or as an ornithological hobby… I felt that each bird has its own consciousness yet they find deep unity and when they move as one, they create such beautiful shapes that are truly other-dimensional. They model a very high frequency of unity that IS possible for humanity… Yet I really got last night how this destination is still perhaps a ways off, as unity at the moment seems to still come around in opposition to this or that, rather than just being unified in love and moving with love because that’s what our consciousness level and maturity as a species is ready and able to do…

When the starlings came to rest in nearby reeds, their sounds which were a bit of a cacophony to human ears had also a deep transmission to it. I found myself sitting down and closing my eyes, almost in spite of myself, and going very still just to let in and listen. As the bird-watchers dispersed after the ‘show’ was over, I felt like the message was really just beginning to land. They offered their demo of what unity can look and feel like, and now they were sending out a frequency in star/light language of their own.

I felt how these birds are NOT 3D birds. They come from an even higher frequency and dimension than that and I feel like that’s why we are so taken by them, even in spite of ourselves. Their evening symphony as they rested after their flight was like a ‘party’ amongst themselves and also a transmission that I still feel is going in!

We ARE capable of stepping up into our next level as Sacred Humans. We have an awful lot still to feel and heal, yet, the process is underway, even in all its messiness at times, as be the support from Gaia is always available. All creatures want to be let in, want to exchange love with us and offer us many codes and messages along the way. ❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Connecting With Bird Love In Wells, UK

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by Kasha Rokshana

This pigeon 😍

I’d not ever bonded with a singular pigeon before in this lifetime… Until yesterday!

So many wonderful bird magic energies in Wells, near Glastonbury. I could feel my priestess and my inner child too, in joy to be connecting with these creatures. Pigeons are so often looked down on, yet they’re just as beautiful in energy as swans if you look deeper. They sure have a rep for being ‘vermin’ when you live in the city… Yet, this is such a surface level reaction to Gaian creatures that have messages of love for us if we can just take a moment to tune in. ❤️

This pigeon in particular stayed with me for a while, even when the food I had been feeding her from my hand was gone. I’m still awakening my animal communication gifts in this lifetime, yet what I could feel from her (felt female, could just be a more feminine-feeling male for all I know!) was that she was curious about our energy as a group (she visited several of us, not just me) and she was fascinated by my third eye when she stared into it (can see that in this photo).

I could feel some sense of peace and love emanating from her. I felt that she understood in her birdy-way, the tumult rolling through humanity right now, though not necessarily why. She enjoys the visits with humans and feels she offers love to them. A messenger of the Divine Mother in her unique and simple way! 😄

Her energy and mine interacting in this photo may offer a transmission of love and connection with the Divine, with Gaia, and inspire you to connect with nature too!

From the heart of my Gaian-heart-priestess to yours…

Love,
Kasha (and bird friend) ❤️❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Avalon Activations: Mix Of Sadness And Joy During Reunion With The Only Remaining Ancient Oak Trees

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By Jelelle Awen

It was my turn yesterday to reunite with Gog and Magog, two ancient Oak trees from Avalon that still remain here, as the rest of our community had already visited them and shared about it. These trees provide a portal to connect with the timelessness of the energies here, no matter what the 3D current overlays are.

As I placed my third eye chakra on the bark of the friendly Magog, I was teleported to the Golden Age of Avalon when these mighty Oaks served within a procession of others, all lined up along the path up to the Tor. They held the space for sacred ceremony, serving as anchors and guardians during the long and meditative circular journey through the woods to the top of the sacred hill and the standing stone circle waiting there.

While I felt a joy in my heart to reunite with Magog especially, I also felt sadness this morning as I digested the reunion. The sadness comes from the lack of guardianship of these sacred beings on the outside in our current timeline. They are surrounded by thorny blackberry bushes and stinging nettle. There are no signs to mark or honor them and you have to literally crawl over a barbed wire fence to even get near them. A caravan park has been put in right near them, with many of the tourists/visitors seeming to have no sense of the sacred beings that are their neighbours.

All of these ‘obstacles’ seem to represent the thick veil that has been placed on these lands since the fall of Avalon and the rise of 3D and dominance of patriarchal energies. You have to work hard to find and connect to reverence here, which is mostly found from within rather than from what remains on the outside. There are many tourists that come here, yet few of what I can feel as true pilgrims. I would describe pilgrims as those who come here seeking to discover the Avalon within them and the Divine connection that would be sparked by being in the physical with these lands with much reverence, humility, and respect.

I have found here in Glastonbury that the natural objects that remain offer the most profound energy activations and contain seeds of New Earth Ascension placed in them by my soul family. Gog and Magog join that list now that includes the Mother Egg Stone in the Glastonbury Abbey; the Egg Stone and Holy Thorn cluster on the side of the Tor; the Grandmother Lime Tree on the walk to the Tor; the Holy Thorn trees at St. John’s Church, Wearyall Hill and the Abbey; and more still to be discovered!

I felt tears with my soul family today, especially Anna, Grandmother of Yeshua and Elder Matriarch of the Magdalenes, who happily lived in Avalon on the Chalice Hill near the Red Spring for many years at the end of her very long life. These sacred Oak trees were her brothers and special friends, along with the Yew, Ash, and Holy Thorns. To see them in the state they are now without any care offered toward them was sad for her, along with taking in the burned out husk that has become of Gog from someone’s careless fire.

It seemed to be a poignant reminder of how far we have slipped into the Dark Ages within ourselves during this materialistic age of the Matrix, esp over the last 2,000 years. Yet, also, I can always feel an ember of hope for sacred humanity to arise again burning inside of my heart, my soul, and within this soul family lineage of Magdalenes, Essenes, Avalon priests/priestesses, Himalayan yogic saints of the Babaji/Kriya yoga lineage, and more. And I am here this life to blow on that ember with love in my heart along with all those who feel a similar calling.

I am actually now writing a book of channeled messages and personal dialogues with this soul family that I am feeling quite excited to share eventually and enlivened by the process of channeling and connecting with them. This process is putting many pieces of my soul’s puzzle together and also bringing clarities of the bigger purpose of SoulFullHeart to help heal the pain of separation of our soul family and bring them back together in community focused on healing our heart and souls in an authentic, pure, and genuine way.

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

You can read all of our Avalon writings at https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/asc…/avalon-glastonbury/

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events such as a women’s group call to connect with Divine Mother next Sunday the 25th, and writings/books at soulfullheart.org.

Letting In The New Through Metasoul Healing

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by Kasha Rokshana

Gifts and signs from Nature the other day while at Glastonbury Abbey with Jelelle…

The branch bonked me on the head at a perfect moment while processing. It was a bit of a ‘Rafiki-Simba’ moment I felt, and the interesting thing is that it came from the nearby tree I had been connecting with! She obviously wanted me to know this was for me, for the Metasoul aspect I was feeling and processing with too.

I had been feeling a timeline where Avalon collapsed. A priestess aspect had been alive then and she was experiencing deep mourning… of her mate (which she wasn’t supposed to have) and of her sacred soul home. I’m feeling and learning so much about how this grief has leaked through into my own life, my own heart aches that aren’t entirely ‘mine’ as ‘Kasha’. I feel how it’s been hard for her to let go of her timeline of deep pain because she just needs more space to roll it out with me and be felt. Plus, we ARE experiencing a deep death and rebirth as one big collective right now, so it’s a lot for her to feel that recapitulation…

This is what I feel is happening right now for so many, these epic bleed-throughs from other timelines/lifetimes, that are bringing up so much deep reactivity and overwhelm too. This process of meeting them, developing and nurturing a deep and loving relationship with them, is what truly begins to heal and shift these pieces. It’s just like working with ‘parts’ of you in a way, yet on a multi-dimensional level where even the ‘parts work’ goes to new levels of depth.

The two feathers I found yesterday near where Jelelle and I were, felt like symbols of sacred union… perfect for the mourning of mateship in my Metasoul aspect and her learning to let in new dreams and desires as her old world collapses and she is invited to create a new one along with me.

These gifts from Mama Gaia represent the deep shifting of old patterns as my inner world continues to move into the NEW, letting in NEW waves of deep goodness and self-love along with real desires for what’s next. I felt to share them with you, as their energy can then echo outward and bring you signs of your own healing as well! Nature is always gifting us omens and signals of what’s next for us to feel and heal… ❤️🌳

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.