Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Reclaiming The Crazy/Lost/Dark/Forgotten Parts Within You To Experience Transformation & Healing

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What is in my heart today are the lost ones, the ones called ‘dark’, the ones called ‘crazy’. The ones forgotten in the din and busyness of 3D life. The ones who don’t know how to play the ‘game’ or how to ‘get ahead’. The ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice, frequency of harm, and abuse.

These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Orphan. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Soul aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too. They are beyond shape and age and time.

Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma, like a suffering-based Ground Hog’s Day that never seems to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’ or in ‘childhood’ or ‘many years ago’. They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious ‘work’ is done to heal from these situations. That is often why you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakening and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences that you have. That is often why the suffering loops continue in relationships, in passion expression/service, in money areas, in the physical body.

When you access and connect to these hidden ones directly inside yourself, they can start to see that there IS a reality outside of the pain world they have known. As they feel YOU as your Divine Self embodiment come into their world with compassionate curiosity, they can start to realize that they are not wrong, crazy, lost or dark at all.

Yet, rather, they have often absorbed these energies from others in an effort to transmute them in order to get more love. Transmuting for others is the way of the empath and sensitive healer soul…and it is often a painful way until the lessons are learned of boundaries that come from self love and self worth.As you feel all these sensitive and empathic parts of yourself, you also open up to the shadow ones inside that cause the recapitulation of abuse and judgement and even narcissistic pattern behavior too.

As you love even the narcissist INSIDE and the punisher INSIDE, you provide relief to all parts of yourself and free up the gifts that these parts hold for you as they integrate. And you no longer draw these kinds of people and energies on the outside in relationships.

These lost ones inside you become found under the love of your beaming heart. These dark ones become light in response to your compassionate soul. These ‘crazy ones’ become sane in relationship to your grounded sanity. These orphaned ones become adopted by your loving heart and claimed by your soul family.

This self love process is natural, organic, and ingrained in us as sparks of the Divine. The discovery is held with MUCH love by the Divine Mother and Father as we remember and BEcome the Divine essence of love in wholeness again!

Here is more about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Here is my 33 Day video series called Deepen to connect with some of these parts/aspects: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available with me over zoom or in person in Glastonbury, UK for women to feel, transmute, claim, and heal these precious parts of your self and soul as a bridge from your Divine Self for $100 USD for 90 very FULL minutes! And with other Facilitators too… More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Intense 2020 Completing As Dark Night Matrix Revelation Continues Into 2021

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As 2020 comes to a completion, there is a sense of the intensity that this year has been for all of us. There have been life changing and unprecedented shifts, transitions, and revelations for humanity as a whole. Most of these shifts have been about disclosure and revelation of the Matrix 3D reality and the trap/confines/manipulative programming it has offered.

The bars of the prison cell have been revealed this year to more and more souls…..even as the reality of the door to the cell ALWAYS being open has been offered as well. This year has showed us the false light of the matrix, its artificialness that we have all grown up under….even as our every cell and souls have yearned for and eventually seek out sources of REAL light from the Divine. This year has also been about a constant invitation to feel the Divine purpose holding ALL of it (no matter how crazy and arbitrary and even unfair it has seemed) and to continually surrender into trust in that purpose. And to also move out of polarized ‘us against them’ thinking and see/feel that we are ALL children of the Divine ultimately with each of us playing their ‘part’.

Those of us oriented to spiritual realities, subtle energy realms, and altered states of consciousness beyond 3D have been TRULY challenged this year to trust these states, lean into them and tap into them even MORE than 3D reality. We have had to dig in deep to our soul’s connection with the Divine and access the bigger picture…in order to understand and digest the craziness of 3D narratives. Soaring at the eagle’s eye view has never been more important…even as we open our hearts to feel the cries of the world and our own.

For me personally, this year has offered me both my deepest wishes coming true (such as finally living in Avalon with my community!) and continual invitation to let go of timing and how I thought those dreams would manifest and unfold (such as wanting to have been here months sooner, no longer being able to travel easily in the mission-based way that I had planned). Perpetual surrender to the Divine and coveting self intimacy with parts of myself and my soul has been my lifeline through making many major life changes, with even some significant ones happening right in this moment that I will share about soon.

These are times where our Divine Self MUST show up eventually to hold parts of us in reaction….or we are lost and veiled in fear, darkness, suffering, and self punishment. Some souls still need to choose this fused state as is their sovereign choice. This year has shown all of us where we are on the spectrum of embodiment of our Divine Self as we have had to truly ‘walk our talk’ in the sense of our spirituality needing to answer real life dilemmas and challenging situations.

It feels like 2021 will continue to offer more process of Dark Night for many souls before opening out into True Light realities. The New Earth timeline manifests/sprouts from within our consciousness before it can become our daily lived-in reality as a collective (which may be many years away still). There will be much to ‘ride out’ again in this next year and times where it will feel like it is quite dark, especially related to the mass rollout of their ‘false medicine or cure’ that those of us with expanded senses can see is truly poison for the light body with a hidden agenda around its availability.

It does feel like we choose to come here during this time of Dark Night moving into True Light, even to experience all of its ups and downs…the possibilities of sacred humanity truly rising was just too special and tempting to pass up. We are here to serve love within ourselves and to those souls who will be in so much cognitive and heart dissonance/shock as the veil lifts on all of this.

As I tune in here to the heart chakra energies of the beautiful planetary consciousness known as Gaia from Avalon, I can feel the blueprints for sacred humanity’s arising resurrection reality within Her. She holds this, as does our awakening DNA, our soul’s consciousness, and our Divine Selves. I feel our access to these energies will also be more fluid in 2021, as the veils lift and the Dark Night Deepens in certain ways, so are we all then ‘freed’ to go somewhere new.

Much love to you from Avalon as we complete this bliss mess year of 2020 and move into 2021.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Here is a video where I offer more about this Dark Night moving to True Light process: https://youtu.be/n_RwhuQx7v4

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, our online community at soulfullheart.org

I choose this photo at the Glastonbury Abbey to represent 2021 as there are the ‘ruins’ of the Matrix around us even as the light of a New Dawn is coming in.

Energy Update: Full Moon 2020 Year End (Video) | Jelelle Awen

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Energy update: This is a video that I filmed here in Glastonbury/Avalon in the early morning (as it can be challenging to sleep during these energies!) offering an energy update about the full moon frequencies coming in right now to complete this MEGA transitional year of 2020!

These full moon energies offer a Divine Feminine space for reflection, digestion, and integration of what you’ve felt, experienced and been through in 2020…for many of us, it has been A LOT. The ‘void space’ between Solstice/Christmas and the New Year offers a natural pausing for this.

I also share about the transformational cycle that is going on for all of us individually and collectively ongoingly/repeatedly of moving from false light to dark night to true light…and how you may be experiencing that for yourself and in response to the collective process around it.

I offer too how you may feel to navigate this digestion space and let in the full moon codes with parts of yourself, soul aspects, and in your energy field/chakras.

Much love to you on this last FULL MOON of 2020!

Jelelle Awen

If you feel a calling to move from the often necessary lone wolf phase (which can turn into a dark night/suffering ground if prolonged too long) into more soul family community experience and connection, we would love to have you join us for rich and real conversation on our SoulFullHeart Portal at Mighty Networks https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

Information about 1:1 sessions with me for women and with other SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators, group call events, books/writings and more at soulfullheart.org.

Winter Solstice/Conjunction Energy Update (Video) | Jelelle Awen

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Energy Update!! The energies leading up to the Winter Solstice/Conjunction have been intense…some of the strongest that I have felt before! In this video, I share an energy update with my sense of the energies going on as we head into the Winter Solstice and Conjunction of Jupiter/Saturn event on Monday, December 21st. I describe how you may be experiencing these energies on emotional/physical/chakral levels as they are ‘preparing’ you to move into a New Age for Humanity’s Ascension.

There is a sense of masculine energies moving from wounded expression into sacred masculine expression collectively and within our inner masculine through a forgiveness process. I also share about the Matrix collapse that is going on and how these Solstice/Conjunction energies support ongoing disclosure and unplugging of more souls.

Take extra care of your heart, soul, body, and energy fields as we prepare to move into an accelerated timeline of Ascension!

I also share about the Winter Solstice/Great Conjunction group call on Monday, December 21st at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST and how if you become a member of our online community SoulFullHeart portal, you can attend/receive the recording of this group meditation transmission call on the inter Solstice Monday, December 21 for FREE.

More info and to join the Portal/offer payment at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

If you want to just come to/receive recording of the meditation call transmission to digest/activate during the winter solstice/great conjunction ushering in the Age of Aquarius on December 21st 5:00pm GMT/Noon EST, you can offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen with more info at: https://www.facebook.com/events/20440

This is my Deepen 33 day series that I mention: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I’ll be releasing a new guided meditation to music to help ease the integration of these energies, yet here is one I’ve done previously to offer soothing: https://youtu.be/PnfHIkziOo4

For information about 1:1 sessions, go to soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

Winter Solstice/Conjunction Group Meditation Call FREE When You Become A Portal Online Community Member

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A Christmas/Solstice gift from those of us at SoulFullHeart! From now until December 21st, if you become a member of our online community SoulFullHeart portal, you can attend/receive the recording of our group meditation transmission call on the Winter Solstice Monday, December 21 for FREE.

Portal membership is $14.99 USD per month (you can cancel anytime) and is definitely turning out to be a warm, inspiring, vulnerable, lively, activating ‘safe’ place to be online with resonant souls. I admit that I am proud of how it is developing and it has become a place for me and all of us to share more personally and vulnerably off of social media as well if you are curious about that. More info and to join the Portal/offer payment at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

Let us know if you would like to pay via paypal at soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

If you want to just come to/receive recording of the meditation call transmission to digest/activate during the winter solstice/great conjunction ushering in the Age of Aquarious on December 21st 5:00pm GMT/Noon EST, you can offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen with more info at: https://www.facebook.com/events/204407741239050 and soulfullheart.org/events.

Comments from Portal members:

“The portal has been a wonderful experience and I highly recommend it. I especially like the intimacy, the ease, the positivity, the connection, and also being away from the din and distractions of Facebook. I hope to see everyone there!”

“I do LOVE the portal, for all the reasons you mentioned. Also funnily enough, the more I work with my Inner Punisher and the more unanchored from pain/suffering/self-punishment/shame he gets, the less drawn I am to FB as I’m increasingly notice the hostility here and a sense of it being not safe. The portal is SO warm and has helped me already in my deepest process yet, with many inside and corresponding outside rumbles and collapses, as I was able to share in real-time and get real-time responses, reflections and guidance. Multiple times. THAT alone was worth the $14.99 to me. I’m also super excited about the women’s only private group on the portal which feels like it is so needed for me personally as it is yet even more private and safe than the general portal. Everyone is sharing their processes on there as well which is so helpful and supportive to my own process and for locating myself. The portal is a huge gift, thank you!”

“Lovely to be here and I agree it’s great to be in a safer, more peaceful, online space.”

NOW feels like a powerful time, as we enter into the Age Of Aquarius and acceleration of Humanity’s Ascension, to be in resonant soul family bonds that support your deeper explorations and healing into self and soul!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writing/books and more at soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: Total Solar Eclipse Supporting Digestion Of Life Changing Desires and Decisions

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The New Moon (sacred cosmic feminine) blocks the sun (sacred cosmic masculine) in a total solar eclipse today, December 14th. This is the planetary dance that can reflect the movements going on in our inner cosmos too. With the strong activations coming in during this 12/12 to 12/21 portal before the significant masculine planetary conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn on the 21st, this eclipse feels like it offers us a breather to feel, digest, and integrate.

The eclipse will only be visible across the southern end of South America, in Chile and Argentina. That is a narrow window to view it with physical eyes, yet eclipses are most powerfully connected to in a meditative visualization state. As you tune into them, slipping into an altered consciousness/light Theta brain wave place, your Divine Self is able to download the frequencies offered by the eclipse as codes moving into your crown chakra/light body, physical cells and emotional bodies.

The energies of this total solar eclipse are expansive and stimulating….you may feel inspired to try something completely different and new in your life. You may feel drawn suddenly to adventure and journeys, either in the physical as in a shift in geography or travel….or just inner journeys going to your next level of expanded consciousness.

Solar eclipses are often turning points in our lives for which major, life changing decisions are made that can have long-lasting effects. The eclipse energies support our clarity, vision, and veils of illusion lifting to see and feel what changes need to happen. The sacred masculine energies this month assist with the how….the actual following through and implementation of these changes. I am experiencing all of this myself in my own life, which I will be sharing more about soon when it feels like the right timing.

Timelines are collapsing and even long-term relationships are completing during this powerful last portal of this bliss mess year of 2020. With what feels like the Ascension acceleration occurring on the winter solstice December 21st, there is a sense that what ‘cannot come with you’ into the New is dissolving away both within and in outer manifestation experience.

Accompanying these completions is a sense of hope and new possibilities for the future. There is a closer and more potent sense of what you most want and need, plus who you really ARE and the life that would most support that expression as you move into New Earth/5D consciousness.

Emotional digestion of these completions, plus feeling stronger desires for your new timeline, can push up lots to emotions for parts of you. The Inner Protector needs negotiation with your Divine Self to feel held and supported by love, and to move through resistances that may come up to change and going into the unknown. The Inner Child can lead here too, with their natural essence expressing in joy, curiousity, and desire for adventure and Star Seed essence providing connection to galactic support. And the Inner Feminine can hold the space for feeling it ALL and responding to whatever is needing love and attention.

Guided meditations to connect with these aspects of self and soul are available in my Deepen video series with a NEW series coming up on January 1, 2021 (more info about that coming soon!): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

It is a powerful and magical time no doubt…filled with a sense of infinite possibilities once what was previously limiting can be released, mourned, and let go!

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael Awen and I live and/or receive the recording for a winter solstice transmission group call by donation for the great conjunction on Monday, December 21 at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST! It is a powerful time to be in group meditation space and support the worldwide Ascension Acceleration! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/204407741239050 or https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

More information about powerful/transformative 1:1 sessions, group call events, our online community Portal, writings/books, video series at soulfullheart.org.

12:12 Portal Codes Offer New Possibilities And Death/Rebirth: Activations at the Tor, Avalon UK

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12:12 energy update: I was guided a couple of days ago to go out today, a rare sunny day here in Glastonbury UK in December, and to take in the codes at the sacred hill/Tor both at sunrise and sunset. It wasn’t until this morning that I realized it was also the 12:12 portal today!

Kasha and I headed up to the Tor for sunrise in the early morning today, moving sometimes in silence, feeling the processional energies heading up to the Tor from other lifetimes in Avalon. Once at the top, the energies of the sunrise were subtle, slow and soft with the sun revealing itself at the very ‘end’. The codes offered New Beginnings….I felt it as “a new dawn for humanity”….a bridge to the Age of Aquarius coming in with the upcoming Winter Solstice Conjunction.

The wind whipping around us as the sun rose and even pushing hard against our backs, we both grounded into the center of the Tor itself, feeling the kundalini energies and the two dragon ley lines (masculine and feminine) wrapping around each other from within the spine of the Tor and flowing out the top. It is not really comfortable to be at the top of the Tor, especially without the stone circle that used to be there which would help to settle and ground the energies. These precious stones (4D beings) were like friends and it is a bit sad to be up there without them.

After I had a much needed salt bath and nap for integration, we went back out to take in the sunset walking along the paths at the base of the Tor and sitting in the Avalon Orchards. There was a sense of magic and of, again, new possibilities.

12:12 is the beginning of what feels like a preparatory initiation phase before the Ascension acceleration happening during the solstice. If you surrender to your Divine Self, you will hear/feel/know what those initiations are for you and what life is asking you to respond to. Timelines are collapsing even as the new ones are overlapping in.

It is also a death/rebirth portal, so what is needing to be let go of and die in your life will become illuminated to you with soul courage to hold the process of mourning with love and grace. I am going through this myself right now and discovering how much we can be held in the grief, using it as a portal of soul growth, and opportunity to surrender. There is excitement even in the sadness, hope in the releasing.

Much love to you on 12:12 and here’s to both the necessary completions and the NEW beginnings….Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I live and/or get the recording for a winter solstice transmission group call for the great conjunction on Monday, December 21 at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST! It is a powerful time to be in group meditation space! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/204407741239050 or soulfullheart.org

More info about 1:1 sessions, writings/books, our online SoulFullHeart community portal and more at soulfullheart.org

Ascension As A Long-Term Process Rather Than A Sudden, One-Time Salvation Experience

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I’m not seeing the Ascension picture of a big burst of solar flare event and we are all ‘saved’, ‘raised’, and ‘redeemed’ in that instant without pain, adjustment, or a process at all. What I keep being shown and living out myself as Ascension is the process of it, the loops and the curves, and the cyclical patterns of it. The growing from within hellish transmuting into heavenly reality of it…

The Divine Feminine particularly offers this as She knows about gestation. She knows about the patience that it takes to surrender to a process of birthing long-term rather than wanting to be saved/born/arrive/redeemed in an instant. She knows that the labor pains make the rewards that much more worth it. She knows about the death process where much is given up so that the new can arise out of the ashes.

This seems to be Ascension then….the process of being born in 3D….the choosing, the conditioning, the programming, the conforming, the adjusting, the living it out because it was what we needed and wanted to experience. We became turtles in shells, needing that safe home container and the occasional moments to stretch our limbs.

The process of our soul coming in as our consciousness transitions to 4D….the awakening, the blood coming back to these limbs, the ups, the down, the Dark Nights, the Light Days, the blisses, the messes because it is the alchemical process for which all of life is created and arises. We start remembering then that we are actually Angels and of/from the Divine and experiencing reunion with our beloved soul family monad experience of complete Unity.

Ascension is this process of feeling and healing all that 3D experience and soul experiences in other lifetimes of pain, suffering, isolation, separation AND the grounded and good stuff too of 3D living….both. BEing with the parts of us that have done their duty, been on guard, formed the necessary armor for our ‘tour of duty’ here in 3D. This process of unmasking, putting down ‘arms’, dropping the previously necessary weapons, discarding the shells, letting our wings unfurl and have some room.

So, we arise in all this letting go. We rebirth and are reborn as the layers of what we no longer need and never actually WERE fall away. The feminine within us and the Divine Mother too hold the space for this process, even the masculine impatience at times to just ‘get it over with it’ or ‘have it done.’

She smiles; She comforts; and, sometimes, She lights the match on what needs to burn.

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(with Anna & The Magdalenes, voice of Divine Feminine Wisdom)

Jelelle Awen

THIS is such an intense time…there is no need to ‘go’ it alone anymore. We offer support through 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, videos, and our online portal for resonant community connection….. very unique heart and soul empowering support for the arising of YOUR bigness into your BEing and into your life! more info at soulfullheart.org

Join Our SoulFullHeart Online Community Portal | Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

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In this video, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Cofounders/Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle share about our online SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks. We share about wanting to offer an online community space away from social media platforms with more privacy and functionality for all and finding that in the Might Networks offering. The Portal offers this save, private, online space for members who have been drawn to and resonant with the SoulFullHeart process and paradigm.

We share about the exclusive content offerings available on the Portal now and upcoming in the future, such as personal process sharings, writings (including excerpts from future books), guided meditation videos and more. The Portal also offers a nourishing and already lively! community experience with resonant souls through contributing to a main activity thread, topic threads, and private/group chat functions. There are also private groups for women and men on the Portal for sharing related to those gender embodiment processes.

To join the Portal for $14.99 USD membership fee per month for ALL this and for more information, visit https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

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Here are some comments we’ve received from members about being on the Portal with us: 

“Lovely to be here and I agree it’s great to be in a safer, more peaceful, online space.”

“Your meditations, teachings, and what you share as a community – it always feels like touching base with my soul – so much resonance in what you offer. I also appreciate that this is away from the social platforms and offers a more peaceful and clear place to come away from the noise of the world.”

“I have been following your group for the past year or so. I relate well to your topics, your love for the planet, and each other. Each of you seem so refreshingly sincere, it’s a privilege to be in your company here on the Portal!”

“Good to be here. It may take me a while to get used to navigating another new format. My tech skills are getting stretched! LOL. It does feel like a safe port though in the sometimes stormy online sea.”

“How exciting! I’m an ‘existing fan’ of the SoulFullHeart process and this deep healing work. I’m grateful to be reconnected this way for more of SoulFullHeart and our deep diving on this Portal. “

“Feels clean, safe and easy to navigate here. I felt to join after clarity that the process is my core work. Parts of me have wanted a breadth of experience and exploration. I’ve been finding that this is possible whilst still committing to parts work. Happy to join this safe space to explore and connect  I feel to share and connect with others in the process and also I’m interested in others’ process.”

“I am so grateful to be a part of this beautiful portal. Even though not in person, we are all connected at the heart and spirit and I am so grateful for this soul family I have found here.”

“I’m looking forward to exploring this Portal here! I’ve always said I’m only really on Facebook for you guys and even then I rarely go on. SO, I’m glad to have a space separate from the many and part of the few that have resonance and a focus on intimacy and love.”


For more information about 1:1 sessions, writings/books, group call events, and more visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

Dark Agenda Exposure Necessitates Making VERY Conscious, Self Loving Body/Heart/Mind Choices: Message From Anna & The Magdalenes

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As I have been doing nearly every morning since coming here to Avalon, I felt to check in with Anna, High Priestess of Isis/Magdalenes-Essenes/the brotherhood-sisterhood of Light, etc., and my soul family monad group around the Ascension process as it continues to unfold in ever increasing ways:

Anna says now, “The Ascension timeline into New Earth 5D reality is accelerating. This acceleration is supported by Ascension codes being provided by strong solar activity, the eclipse window, the conjunction of two strong masculine energy planets Jupiter and Saturn during the Winter Solstice, and the completion energies of this 2020 year.

This process seeds FIRST and primarily within your own heart and soul as New Earth reality lives within you. The outside manifestation of this 5D New Earth reality is lagging fairly far behind in the moment, as so many souls in 3D consciousness are still plugged into its Matrix generated reality. If you look only to the outside, parts of you will perhaps feel little hope and even despair for the manifestation of New Earth in your lifetime. Instead, you will ‘see’ polarization, division, hate and fear, and very dark agendas being exposed that have long been hidden..

Just as we lived with the Roman Empire and many dark emperors/dictators in our timelines pressing their dominance and fear-based agendas in constant persecution of those awakening and threatening these agendas, so are you living through this now with increasing censorship and shunning/shaming of those who are awakening and sharing the truth. We had to find and maintain forgiveness for those who would and did do us harm. This was very challenging in moments! Yet as we connected to the heart of the Divine Mother within us and to Yeshua’s Christ Consciousness embodiment, we accessed this forgiveness as tender balm to the places within us that needed it. And, we could then extend this forgiveness (genuinely!) toward those with ‘ill will’ toward us!

We would be reminded, as I remind you now, of the ultimate purpose of this Cabal of humans and some other ‘Lizard Ones from Draco (not all!) ‘. It has been, always, to represent the darkness that is also in the light of the Divine. Yet, their purpose of doing this, holding this shadow for humanity so that it could be reconciled, is running out of necessity now and has already collapsed on the 4D levels.

For you dear awakening ones who see the light in ALL BEings and hold the New Earth reality of love and peace for ALL, this is a challenging phase for you. Again, you may see and feel little evidence on the ‘outside’ of what your soul KNOWS is possible for humanity on a higher timeline. You may receive little support and resonance from others, until you start too as you draw them to you…as will be happening for more and more of you as you heal your lone wolf inside and let in/join with your soul family to begin to live more in New Earth communities together.

During this phase of accelerated disclosure and collapse of the Matrix, you are invited to make VERY conscious choices in all areas of your life that best support your heart opening and your soul awakening. Choices that best support your Ascension rather than those that would hinder it or delay it or block it. This is especially the case with anything that the dark ones would offer that you put into your body that has not come from Gaia herself in an organic way as medicine.

This is important as the latest ‘medicine’ they are pushing as a ‘savior for humanity’ is actually more like a death and body illness doula for those souls who choose not to ascend into New Earth and to unplug from the Matrix. It serves a purpose in this, even as that can be very hard to see and feel. Yet, you, beloved awakening ones….it is NOT meant for you and could do great damage to your DNA, your RNA, your cells, your physical body and your subtle energy bodies if you accept a ‘jab’ or ‘shot’ of it.

You will always be presented with the choice to choose love over fear, even if it feels to parts of you as if you have ‘no choice.’ Your Divine Self choice would always be for love of self, body, and others. Align to this Divine Self choice and it will guide you through this time and to the other side where New Earth awaits.

It is time now for humanity to arise! You can lead this arising with your choices grounded in trust and surrender with the Divine and with your heart/eyes/soul/mind open in all moments.

We have so much love for you…reach out and we will be there to guide you as you carry/water/harvest the Ascension seeds that we planted in our lifetimes and timelines into the Now.”

Anna and the Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

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