Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Energy Update: Ascension Energies Offering Healing From Fear/Resistance/Self Doubt/Unworthiness

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Energy UPdate: The energies ARE as they have been….constantly inviting us to go to our next levels. To feel where fear still lives. To feel where resistance still lives. To feel where self doubt and unworthiness still live.

The energies of the sun and its Sacred Masculine activations through SOULar geostorms and CMEs and Flares and Auroras rumbles through our inner magnetics and inner skies. It reveals the polarities inside and where parts of us have become polarized in fear….they are invited to return to love through CHOICES and ACTIONS. To move beyond the fear of change and the unknown to align with your highest timeline. To complete relationships that don’t let you SHINE your brightest light because the other person is too afraid of their own. To shift geographies to those that MOST support you to feel like your authentic self.

The energies of the moon, waxing and waning each month….going full and going new…..She is the glorious witness in our sky. Ever present and comforting, She invites the resistance to receive the attention that it MOST needs to move out of tension. Resistance is still fear, it is fear caught in on itself, looping in suffering, unable to unwind and breathe and trust and surrender to Divine love. The moon shows us that these contractions into resistance are natural, until we are able to birth out into our own soul’s courageous expression.

The energies of Gaia, with Her spikes and Her waves….She is constantly shifting her broadcast signal for US. She is honing us home, vibrating in such patterns and waves that we can swim along with her or we can resist them, it is always our choice. She is asking us to ground into self love and worthiness inside of vital bodies…..that comes NOT from outside of us, not from any outward validation that others provide, not from performance and being ‘perfect’ to others. Yet, from our own core, innate, golden feelings of I AM GOOD JUST AS I AM. Gaia reflects this natural beautiful essence in every leaf, branch, soil, mountain, and lake for us to be in awe until we realize that we are actually seeing ourselves and our own beauty.

These sources of LOVE and LIGHT energy are here to reflect our sacred humanity. They will be ongoingly and at an accelerating rate providing this reflection, activation and integration in the days/months/years to come. These energies become our NEW normal. These energies become the NEW water in the fish bowl for which we as sacred human fish swim. These energies BECOME who we are…..as we ongoingly surrender to our own awakening and re-emergence once again.

Love!
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

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Intro To Sacred Union Transmission W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (video)

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In this video,Β Raphael AwenΒ and I talk about our sacred union group transmission event this Saturday, June 8th at 10:00am PDT and future group transmissions as well. We share about what we will teach about related to sacred union (from within and with others) and where we will go in the transmission through guided meditation. This video gives you a sense of our energy together if you are feeling into coming on Saturday.

If you attend this group transmission or get the recording, you will receive from us a template for a moving into 5D sacred union between two partners committed to the inner growth grounds that lead to more overflow experience together. The relationships that we choose to be in (especially romantic) are a HUGE determiner of our growth and ongoing experience of awakening and ascension. Feeling and healing the inner masculine and feminine dynamics (templated by our parent’s relationships) allows for the drawing of sacred union romances that are transactable in ALL frequencies of heart, mind, body, and soul.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD minimum donation. You can offer your donation here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donationsΒ or here:Β paypal.me/jelelleawen

We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your payment. The group transmission will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recording of the other group transmission to unplug from the 3D/Lower 4D matrix and Galactic Consciousness Activations, with more information atΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Contact us here on FB or soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle Update: Message Of Triad Energies of Alliance And Support

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Crop Circle UPdate: This one appeared in Long Wood, Nr Littleton, Hampshire, UK on June 3rd! Quite an activation is possible from this one by watching this video flying over it from crop circle connector:

It’s so touching to feel the effort at bridging that goes into these formations….the precision and consideration of what to show us, how to show it, and what we most need to hear and feel at any given and specific moment and phase of our ascension.

Here is the message I am receiving from this one through my Star Mu family….and DO feel into what you receive from it as well:

We so appreciate that you are listening to these offerings from us in NEW ways. That you are feeling them in your hearts. That you are awakening to them in your souls. That you are comprehending them beyond your minds. THIS is the gift that we offer in them to you.

This one is offering the power of the triad…the energy of 3. We, the Acturians (and others) are in the skies to support you. We, the Pleiadians, are in the seas to support you. We, the Lemurians (and others) are in the Inner Earth to support you. We surround you with this support on all levels.

This formation also represents the alliance between humans, star BEings, and Inner Earth dwellers. This is a powerful alliance that is already in creation, awaiting your conscious and active participation in it.

This formation reminds you that we are ALL one….parts of a whole Divine that is meant to come back together in conscious unity. We wait for you to join us again in that unity flow. We wait for you as family members wait for their loved ones to return. We wait for you as parted lovers ache to be reunited again. We wait…..and send you bridges such as our circles in your crops and crystal/rock friends and seeds from our Inner Earth fields and in other ways that will become more and more obvious to you as time goes on. We wait….and contact you in whatever ways and means you will allow for us to.

Take in this circle and receive from it what is meant for YOU specifically and uniquely. Feel our loving presence through it and be reassured that we are HERE, in your skies, in your seas and in your Earth……waiting for you.

Love,
Star Mu Family Alliance withΒ Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
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All photos by Nick Bull.

Sacred Union W/Self & Other Group Transmission 6/8 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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Settling/shrinking in relationships, especially long-term romantic ones, has become the standard in 3D relationships and even those more in 4D or soul frequencies. In these relationships, the ground of transactability between each partner in the areas of soul, mind, body, and heart nourishment and resonance diminishes over time…..if it was even transacting much to begin with. The β€˜honeymoon’ fades and the draw to each other along with it.

Lack of transactability is often overlooked or just β€˜lived with’ as parts of you may start to feel that it is impossible to have more or BE in more. Fears of security and safety become the glue that keeps the relationship together even as underneath it, there is much unexpressed frustration, unhappiness, and discontent. Sometimes, capacity on the soul level is fixated on (like often in the Twin Flame paradigm) and the LACK of transactability ignored or bypassed, which leads to a pattern of push-pull relating, codependency, deadness/flatness, running/ghosting, etc.

The 5D Sacred Unions that we are being invited to remember and inhabit AGAIN are about an overabundant, nourishing, and lasting experience of love and resonance on ALL levels with our partners. This may sound like fantasy, yet it is very real and possible as we heal from within the polarized relationship templating we received from our parents, 3D culture/programming, and from our Metasoul patterns in the denser timelines.

Experiencing this kind of sacred union is not only possible, it is encoded in our genetic codes and in our DNA (as those β€˜sleepy’ ones come AWAKE again….from two active DNA back to twelve again and beyond. ) This kind of sacred union is only possible with the inner work being the primary focus to heal the fears/resistances to love so that self love and worth are overflowing into the bond.

The inner work is about understanding and feeling the relationship between our inner masculine and feminine, what was templated by our parents around this, how polarized are feminine and masculine are to each other, etc. Feeling these grounds and healing them allows for the overflow into a sacred union bond.

Join me and my sacred union partnerΒ Raphael AwenΒ on June 8th at 10:00am PDT for a transmission of sacred union codes shared from the grounds of our lived in and loved in bond. You can join us live (highly recommended) or receive the recording of the teachings/guided meditation/sharings for $11 USD/$15 CAD energy exchange here:Β PayPal.me/Jelelleawen

more info here:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/2266192267032102

Love,
Jelelle Awen
To see previous group transmissions and receive the recordings, go here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Painting is by Evi Maes

Crop Circle Update: Circle Near Church Offers Message Of Compassion For Religious Death/Rebirth

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Crop Circle UPdate: This one appeared near a church of Notre Dame (not the same one in Paris that just burned), near Moisselles, France. It was reported on June 1st by a French Aeroclub. The crop circle is in a field right by the church yet also next to a grouping of trees grown into the shape of a Christian cross.

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This is a rare location for our Star BEing and human alliance friends to offer a crop circle communication, yet its placement seems more important than even the formation of it.

Here is the message I am hearing and feeling from this crop circle and I invite you to feel into what you receive from it for yourself:

The death and rebirth of your religions is one of the most important aspects of your ongoing Ascension and awakening into 5D timelines. There ARE beautiful and soulful, pure elements to your religions….in the heart of every seeker is the ache for reunion with the Divine. In the heart of every seeker is the ache to experience themselves as the Divine.

The distortions and manipulations of your religions are the shadow side that need compassion in order to heal and return to the light. We offer MUCH compassion and forgiveness to those who have been drawn to religions and those who have been polarized from fear around and because of them. We experience reality beyond the filter of doctrines and dogmas. We experience the Divine AS us…..as we are the children of Divine essence.

This circle is a code activation for those who need a reminder of liberation, of their personal sovereignty and of freedom. It is a communication of the phases that are necessary of death and rebirth (waxing and waning like your moon) as you ascend. It is also a reminder of OUR presence here to assist you in your transition from 3D/Lower 4D consciousness reality that traps and binds you…….into 5D consciousness that can ONLY free you.

We are here…..in the Earth…..in your skies…..and in your seas. Connect with us through this circle and we will take you into an exploration of your most beautiful sacred humanity and Infinite Love Essence!

Much love,
Star Mu Family Alliance withΒ Jelelle Awen

soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessionsΒ –
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Photos by: AΓ©roclub Les Ailerons d’Enghien Moisselles

Moving From Scarcity To Flow/Abundance Consciousness

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Why does it feel to you as if love is scarce sometimes? As if there is only a finite amount of it in the world? A limited flow that parts of you then feel you have to guard and protect? To preserve and save and put away?

The 3D world offers to you that love is scarce, finite and on limited supply. Your birth family conditioning supports this messaging and programming. You experience as a child how no one around you seems to be flowing in love. No one seems to be living in abundant love. No one seems to be willing to share it very much, yet only in drips and drabs. Only in crumbs that they seem to reluctantly give in moments where it feels safe to do so.

Many 3D/Lower 4D religions only offer love if you are free from sin, if you ‘follow the rules’ of their punitive God, if you conform to the social agreements that they offer, if you buy into the idea that love is about sacrifice. This scarcity-based God frowns at you, pushes you away, and not much love at all seems to come from this source as mostly what you feel then is unworthy to receive what even IS offered.

The 3D world prioritizes not the abundant sharing of love in all forms (including money), but rather energies of getting and keeping; of earning and buying; of owning and having. Sharing only seems to happen in moments of open heartedness, between souls that trust each other, from one child to another when there is still innocence alive in them.

3D relationships run on the currency of giving to receive, on codependence, on needing each other to fulfill certain roles, on duty and obligation. They survive often on the fumes of promises of love; on the echoes of love’s exchange in moments when it can; on the wounded projection of self onto other that keeps it all stumbling and staggering along somehow. These relationships exist often on the ground of suffering and on push-pull dynamics that keep this suffering in place.

You’ve been offered scarcity in ALL these areas by a world that has run on love’s lack rather than on its abundance. But, this is not the TRUTH of what is POSSIBLE about love’s flow.

The TRUTH is that every BEing IS Infinite Love. That the Divine is Infinite Love. That energy flow IS sourced in Infinite Love.

Serving love from this flow of Infinite Love that you already ARE offers no limits on what can be healed and transformed by THIS love flow. Being in relationships in this Infinite Love flow allows them to arise anew, offering NEW grounds of connection and intimacy in every moment. Experiencing the Divine (in both feminine and masculine forms) in accepting, loving, nonjudgemental frequencies as a reflection of this Infinite Love flow heals the soul experiences of It being anything less than THIS.

You are remembering this more and more as you decondition from what you have been taught and sold in 3D consciousness.

You are experiencing this as you let this abundant love flow that is available in ALL moments into your life.

You are BEcoming this as you separate from the parts of you that have received this scarcity conditioning and embodying your essence which kNOWs and IS this abundant love flow.

You are BEing this TRUTH of the Infinite supply of Love as you overflow AS this with yourself, others, and the Divine more and more!
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Love,
Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy UPdate: High Speed SOULar Winds Message – You Get To Choose!

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Energy UPdate: We are still in a stream of high SOULar winds….wind speeds have been staying elevated in the low 500 km/sec range for the last two days. Many people experience tiredness, disorientation, and head/neck/shoulder pain during high SOULar winds. Yet, also, there is the opportunity of lifted veils, active dream states, timelines bleeding through, third eye openings and Kundalini awakenings.
You may still be in digestion of the shock wave that moved through four days ago, that I wrote about here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/05/27/energy-update-interplanetary-shock-wave-moved-through-on-5-26/
It seemed to bring an amplified energy to EVERYTHING….whatever your everything is right now, whatever stage and phase you are moving through in your awakening.
A strong message came through yesterday in a session to a beautiful woman who is struggling with relationship misalignment and lack of resonance (as SO many awakening souls are right now.) with her long-term male partner. The message to her from her Higher Self was, “YOU get to choose. YOU get to choose what you will put your energy into. YOU get to choose how and to whom you will offer your soul gifts in exchange with..including your romantic partner. YOU get to choose who you will resonate with and who you will become intimate with.”
This message of personal choice feels SO important as especially long-term relationships of all kinds reboot and try to find new grounds of relating. You are not the same person you were when the relationship started….you have probably grown quantum leaps since then. If your partner or friends or birth family is not ALSO choosing this kind of growth rate, it is actually your CHOICE whether to continue to be in the relationship with them. This choice to complete the relationship often serves both sides, as the other person is very often suffering in self doubt, inadequacy, and turmoil from the feelings of ‘not keeping up’ with you. And you may be growing weary of trying to teach them and reach them and tugging on them.
I feel these SOULar energies support the sacred masculine within us to help us make these very difficult choices in relationships. This is beyond ‘boundary setting’ yet is actually about rebooting and regrounding the entire base root of our relationality with others from codependence based on mutual wounding patterns to interdependence based on resonance and self worth.
YOU get to choose. What will your choices be in every moment? Toward fear or toward love? Toward resonance or toward resistance?

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators to support these personal choice points and life transitions atΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your higher timeline of self loving choices:Β https://youtu.be/T0K7Ti68gNo

Lemurian Light Language Activation In Nature (Salt Spring Island) W/Jelelle Awen (video)

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Join me in this quick 2.5 minute video offering activation through Lemurian Light Language and a vast, epic view on top of Mt. Maxwell on Salt Spring Island, about a 30 minute ferry ride from Vancouver Island. Raphael and I are sitting in an high meadow with crickets all around us, having gone ‘off trail’ for awhile to be guided to this vista and very special spot. We were guided by our First Nation Metasoul aspects (Atta and Adam) who KNEW this place from their timeline, even though we had never been there in this life. It was amazing to allow them to be our tour guides, trusting as the terrain got a bit rough in places with many fallen trees, loose soil, and rocks.

We let our souls guide us though and here we landed. INjoy as the view expands your perspective, offering the bigger picture of life. The language I am speaking here feels like a combination of First Nation and ‘old’ Lemurian, although I felt the Lemurians from Inner Earth strongly around us. It is a welcome message to activate YOUR connection to this land and ALL land.

I’ll be sharing more about this very special island and this mountain on it, which I feel is a strong sleeper grid for Ascension 5D vortex frequencies and Lemurian/Inner Earth portal connections. I am looking forward to living there with our community some day as it truly, in many deep ways, feels like coming HOME.

Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy UPdate: Interplanetary Shock Wave Moved Through On 5/26

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Energy UPdate: A shock wave hit Gaia yesterday around 11:00pm UT, which was an unexpected event. The CME-like disturbance caused the density of the solar wind around Earth to abruptly quadruple, while the interplanetary magnetic field doubled in strength. Minor geomagnetic storms are possible on May 27th as our planet passes through the shock wave’s wake, according to spaceweather.com.
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Also, Gaia is turning again to align with the ‘hole to make us whole’ in the sun’s surface, which means more increase in SOULar winds and geomagnetic storms the next few days as well.
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You may have felt the shock wave in your body/energy field/emotional body yesterday? These shock waves are similar to a tsunami moving through….a lot of photonic light and plasma all at once. They also feel similar to a SOULar flare. I was already feeling the importance of grounding as the Gaia resonance has also been spiking lately too….grounding in nature would also support the experiencing of this shock wave afterglow with more possibility to integrate it.
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I have noticed a heightening in anxiety/tension, sadness/depression, hopelessness in the emotional body parts of people and the soul coming up and through the last couple of weeks in sessions. It can feel almost like ‘starting over’ in your healing process to feel when these emotions come up seemingly triggered by this-life circumstances.
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There is a more accelerated unanchoring from 3D energies going on this year and this month. These feelings of anxiety come from distrust in the Divine bigger picture, supported by 3D conditioning. The feelings of depression/sadness/heaviness are so often about not being connected to your soul purpose service of love here, not initiated by 3D into it.
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ALL this is necessary to come up and out though….in order to receive the light of your love and NEW initiation into higher frequencies. These SOULar energies support the inner strength and bravery necessary to go on this INNER journey. They activate your personal cosmic sun connection to activate your sacred masculine in particular. To invite any overly protective masculine to ALLOW you to hold the feminine heart space for this feeling and healing. You are no longer a child, even if your Protector still sees you as one.
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The Divine Feminine is HERE too, offering Her womb space of compassion and forgiveness to support the masculine to forgive himself and move into his strength. Her womb space in this moment is the planet itself, constantly calibrating to a higher frequency and emitting that frequency to all of us to take in and receive.
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Take care with MUCH love of your inner masculine and all aspects during this time of shock waves and heightened energies! Receive and let in the inner and outer support systems that you most need to continue to unanchor from 3D and move into your higher timeline ones.
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available with SoulFullHeart Facilitators for bridging support:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Crop Circle Message: We Are Here To Align With You

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Images are from Nick Bull:Β http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/…/NorridgeWood2019a.html…

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Crop Circle UPdate: The FIRST one of the 2019 season of galactic transmission and Next Level conscious connection with Star Mu family! My Star Family wanted to be sure that I shared about this one as it has significance to them as a bridge to us.

I’m going to ‘channel’ the crop circle itself in these updates, yet you are of course invited to feel into it for yourself and receive whatever message from it that speaks to you. I’ve been offered that these crop circles are an effort of the galactic alliance – a benevolent group of star beings, inner earth beings and some awakened humans. The technology to create them is based on sound waves projected at the vegetation in the fields from above in a light ship. The crop then lays down in the pattern that is wanted. This is done at the ‘perfect’ phase of their life cycle. The perfect phase is determined from inside the Earth as there is an active city underneath this area of the UK where most of them appear.

These crop circles are transmissions – that when taken in as broadcasts – offer next level upgrades and activations of your galactic DNA, star family conscious connection, emotional healing of any fear/unworthiness/anxiety about galactic frequencies, and activation of your causal chakra (back of the head) and soul star chakra (one feet above your crown chakra.)

This is the message I am receiving from this crop circle that appeared on May 22 in Norridge Wood, Nr Warminster, Wiltshire, UK:

“ALL will come into alignment. As it does in your inner worlds, so it will in your outer ones too. The triad energy of the three circles offers an experience of alignment to help you through these next phases of Ascension and Disclosure. One aspect of the triad represented by these three orbs/planet shapes is the balancing of the mind, the soul, and the heart. To move out of dualistic thinking of the 3D mind, out of amnesia of the unawakened and veiled soul, and out of protective layers of the closed heart…..into open mind, open soul, and open heart.

Another aspect of the triad represents us, star family, and our loving and supportive presence in your skies, seas, and inner earth. We are HERE. We are rotating around you like your moon. You are not alone. We are sending as much love as you can receive to support you during this transition.

Another alignment is represented in the eventual alliance of humans, galactics, and Inner Earth Beings (especially Lemurians.) Conscious and collaborative reunion with you is our greatest desire.

Thank you for taking in the gift of our circle in the crops today. We have many more to share that we hope you receive with open heart and curious soul.”

Love,
Jelelle and her Star Mu Family
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You can still receive the recording of the 5/22 transmission and teachings that I offered for galactic awakening through the bridge of your Star Seed….it was powerful! You can offer the $11 USD/$15 CAD donation here:Β paypal.me/jelelleawenΒ and I’ll send you the recording via the email on your paypal account