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Healing From Divine Separation 3D Experience To Return To Wholeness

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By Jelelle AwenΒ 

3D reality has been the ‘worst case scenario’ in many ways for parts of you. It can feel like the worst of pain. The worst of fear. The worst of suffering. The worst of density. And this current lifetime is just one of MANY 3D timeline experiences that your soul is moving through in this Now.

The ‘worst’ experience for parts of you is the pain of experiencing the original separation from Divine source and Divine love. This separation severs you at the existential level in a DEEP way that impacts how parts of you then react to and respond to EVERYTHING in your life.

This ‘worst’ experience of Divine separation creates a fragmenting of the self that seems to happen right at the moment of birth. The ‘light’ is separated from the ‘dark’. The experience of this-life birth triggers the original separation wound trauma out of the Divine. Protective parts of you are created to guard against the amplification of this pain, out of survival, out of response to the sudden SHOCK of density.

Your innocence/purity/love essence is preserved and often ‘put away’ by these protective parts of you. They don’t really have any other choice but to do this as it is the only means to survive 3D reality. These protective energies form shields/blocks/barriers to interfacing with reality in a more porous way. They are looking out for the next sources and causes of pain with often acute levels of anxiety/distrust and control.

As I’ve explored the healing of this Divine separation wound within myself for many years and with others in session space, it is about taking a purposeful healing journey to the ‘core’ source rather than trying to solve or fix or medicate the triggering reactions to current situations and circumstances. Journeying to the moment of separation in this life (usually right at our physical birth) with LOTS of light and love with your Higher Self energies coming into your body allows a bridging to heal the trauma created there. Journeying even to the moment of the your individuated soul consciousness birthed out of the Divine allows for profound healing on the quantum level too (which I have also done in sessions and with myself.)Β 

Protective parts of us can begin to rest on projecting things as the worst case scenario as they feel more connection to Divine trust again. As they connect to your soul’s bigger REASON for choosing 3D reality and the explorations that it offers. As they remember how it was the Divine’s curiosity of experiencing an ‘other’ that led to the separation and not because you are ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’ or ‘evil.’ They can rest from guarding the precious inner child so that the inner child can transform into the magical, star seed essence again, bringing many multidimensional gifts in that transmutation.

Your perspective and experience of life can transition to the BEST case scenario in ALL moments, in which everything you are experiencing feels like it is offered for and by love. It can feel like whatever crucible of growth you are given through the current situation or circumstance (however challenging) is held with Divine support and guidance. It can feel like YOU are the essence of love returning to that expression again within your human body as all parts of you unify again…..which is the best scenario of them all.Β 

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Go on empowering journeys during 1:1 sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessionsΒ 

Explore inner parts of yourself and soul through guided meditation videos during my 33 day video series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

 

It Has Taken Necessary Work To Make 3D Work

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To make life work here in 3D has taken WORK. It has needed parts of you to become the anchoring frequencies; to become the guarding and protecting energies; to become the very means and ways to SURVIVE such a drop into density that 3D is compared to the light air porosity of 5D consciousness and higher that your soul breathes and is used to.

All this efforting by all these parts of you is not a pathology. It is not a disorder. It hasn’t been done as a mistake or any kind of failure. The conforming, the shrinking, the fitting in….these were all NECESSITIES to survive here. The monitoring, the distrusting, the resisting…..these were all the textures of responding to a highly polarized, dualistic reality.

These have been the energies needed for THIS to push against THAT over and over until balance can be found again.

The fear has been a very natural consequence of this pushing against. It has been necessary too as without it, all would be love……which it already was and is in its Divine state. Parts of you have fear and hold fear and return to fear because they have had to go there in order to survive.

Through the awakening process… love comes more into your BEing; wakeness comes into your soul consciousness; openness comes into your heart. The remaining frictions and tensions become more obvious. The fear becomes backlit by all that love. The parts that have been working so hard allow you to actual feel how tired they are. The tears fall from the remembering and reliving of traumas that have long been suppressed and managed.

The MORE you awaken, the MORE the pain comes UP to be felt and released, and, eventually, healed. The 3D way was about suffering over suffering in loops that never seem to end. The awakening way is to be with the pain, create space to relate to the pain and the part of you that feels it, and to love that pain into a higher frequency.

Life becomes less work and more play…..even the temporary pain is related to with more curiosity and even play. Your soul can feel the purpose behind it all and honors the necessity of it and the growth that it offers. Parts of you ongoingly need that bridge from your soul to experience the trauma/fears/pain in new ways.

Parts of you need your soul/Higher Self to start putting pieces together, see the bigger picture, and connect to Divine source timing around it all. Parts of you need to relate to the choice that it all was on the Higher Self level.

Life becomes, more and more, about love. For love and with love. Starting from INside of you and all the parts of you that remain in fear frequencies out of habit.

These parts of you are just waiting for the words, connections, and bridges from you to step out of their dark places and into the light of love again AS their essence.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitator help to create these bridge to parts of yourself that are waiting for your love. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Here is a 33 Day Video series called Deepen to meet parts of yourself and soul:Β 

The New Paradigm Of Being A Healer

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After working with people for over 15 years as a coach/healer/teacher/facilitator, I so feel how we cannot actually heal another person. We cannot do the inner work for them. We cannot fix or solve or even really KNOW what their highest path is. We can commit with presence to provide a bridge for them to their own inner discoveries, yet ‘reading them out’ and ‘giving them the answers’ is old paradigm.

There is a new paradigm of being a healer that is revealing itself as we move more into 5D New Gaia frequencies. This new paradigm is about doing/being your inner work PRIMARILY so that when you are offering healing frequencies to others it is because you are in joy, abundance and goodness in your own life. Not despite your own unhappiness, pain, suffering, etc. do you serve others to overcome it and to make yourself feel better. Yet, rather, you are in overflow and offering your soul gifts from that place of embodied self love and self worth. Those who have compartmentalized their service to others by being in disintegrity in any way will eventually no longer draw others to them to serve. Many ‘healing practices’ and spiritual teaching offerings are struggling to draw people as they are invited to go to this Next Level of purification within.

The new paradigm offers that, as a healer, you are your OWN healer first…..continually going through your own deep dive, shadow integration exploration and, so, can hold that space for others to do the same. You are a guide and a mirror for their Higher Self…..a mirror, not ever a replacement for someone’s own soul’s wisdoms.

So many abuses, manipulations, distortions, etc. have come from 3D/Lower 4D healers/teachers/gurus that have been fused to undigested karmic lifetimes of being dominant, ‘all knowing’, claiming to be the embodiment of the Divine while not actually doing the shadow clearing and emotional healing work that allows for an embodied emotional maturity that recognizes EVERYONE as a Divine spark. They have been allowed to teach from a place that isn’t authentic or representative of how they treat others in their ‘personal life’. Many of these abuses are now being exposed as ALL of it is being purified to return back to true and authentic service of love….which is always a ‘with’ reality and not an ‘against’ or ‘over’ others.

YOU are the healer of your own inner world and the manifestor of an outer world that matches that healed state. YOU are actually the space holder that can provide the digestion of trauma that parts of you from this lifetime and other lifetimes most need. Any healer or teacher that offers you any other perspective than this one is still moving through the Lower 4D matrix of fear-based control and undigested abusive power dynamics.

During 1:1 75-90 minute sessions over zoom and in person in Victoria, BC, I and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators set the stage for you with our experience and lived in relationship to the SoulFullHeart process. We support you to discover how it can help YOU to heal yourself. YOU connect to support systems that have always been there for you, such as Star Family and Divine guides, even if you haven’t always been conscious of them. We offer when it feels like a specific part/aspect is coming forward and then collaborate with you to discover that part and the traumatic scenes it may be stuck in/looping in OR timeline bleed through that is happening.

We take a wholistic and systemic view of your life…..ALL areas of it…..emotional, physical, mental, financial, spiritual, environmental and social. Nothing gets left behind or out of the exploration and YOU discover the gifts of not leaving any area (or part of you) behind.

Sessions are $100 CAD (about $77 USD) with me for women over 30. Bridging sessions withΒ Raphael AwenΒ andΒ Gabriel SolaisΒ (for men and women) and withΒ Kalayna SolaisΒ (with women) are $77 CAD (about $55 USD). More information about sessions here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

I highly recommend taking in my 33 day video series called Deepen to get more sense of what sessions are like. Each video offers a teaching about SoulFullHeart and a guided meditation. The full playlist is here:Β https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Photo taken by Raphael of me sitting by a ‘Grandmother’ Cedar, over 1,000 years old on the west coast of Vancouver Island

Crop Circle Update: Connecting To The Strength Available As A Community

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Crop Circle UPdate: The latest crop circle that I was guided to offer a message from appeared in Sparticles Wood, near Netherme-on-the-Hill, Surrey, UK. This one was reported on the SOULstice, June 21st, which connects to the strong energy gateway that the SOULstice offers as we move into a new season in our lives. Here is the video of this one to take in:

I am noticing that I am guided to write about and connect to some crop circles that are appearing in this 2019 season and not others. Some of them are being revealed to be created solely by humans, even a sixth grade class created quite a wonderful one in France recently. Yet, if you feel into these other crop circles, you can feel the galactic transmission energies that are missing in them.

The ones offered from the Star Mu Alliance (we could call it) have a frequency of other worldliness and a perfection beyond what we can currently create with planks and measuring devices. They feel as if the imprint of them was already in the crops and they just arose when it was time from Inner Earth in an organic way. They have an elegance too…..and a sense of communication, a message that you can tap into, a conversation that you can join.

Here is the message I am receiving from this one…feel into it yourself to see what you receive as well:

“We have chosen this time to offer a bridge through a common symbology in your world. So common is the insect you call ‘ant’ that its power and specialness can often be overlooked. Just as YOUR most sacred attributes can be as well. We want to remind you of the strength, patience, and determination that the ant offers to you as a mirror for these qualities in your species.

Even though it is very small, the ant is very strong and can accomplish amazing feats of strength when many of them come together for a common purpose and goal. The mission to change your world, to move out of 3D consciousness, to ascend into your sacred human frequencies is a challenging one.

The ant reminds you that you cannot do it alone. You will need each other. You will need to continue to come together in a harmonised effort.

To join together for the common welfare of your species, motivated by a vision of what life on Gaia could become and return to once again. Driven by the desire to end the suffering of ALL sentient beings. Inspired by your beautiful planet and Her consciousness returning to complete harmony with yours. Focused on healing the fear, separation, isolation that LIVES in your DNA, your heart, and your souls.

Inspiration can come from the smallest and most common of sources, such as your ant family creatures. Tune into your soul’s contribution to this mission. Feel and heal the fears to BE in commUNITY that come from this life, birth family experiences and from other timelines too.

As you join in community, you can feel your TRUE strength as amplified and supported by all those around you returning again to Oneness and to Divine LOVE.”

Much love,
Your Star Mu Family Alliance withΒ Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to connect to your galactic consciousness, heal/feel fears to community experience, etc. More info here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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SOULstice Codes To Become Your Full Shining Self

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Blessings on SOULstice today!! This is what the Solstice codes say to me today…BEcoming your FULL SHINING Self!! ~

Your inner Solstice, your inner sun ascending, yet standing still in a brief moment. You are beaming out in many more moments of LOVE flow from your shining soul, your luminous heart, your illuminating mind, and your glowing body.

Your inner Solstice offers you a picture and taste of your FULL SHINING where you are drawing more souls, more possibilities, more livelihood, more abundance on all levels, more intimacy, more LOVE. ALL of this then is coming without effort, drawn to the warmth that comes from inner tenderness, inner holding, inner care. ALL of this coming from the outside to reflect your sense of enlovened self INSIDE that connects with ALL aspects that are within you. ALL of this coming without struggle as you feel and heal the inner struggles, inner judgements, inner resistance, and inner push-pull.

Your inner Solstice invites you to feel and see what your FULL SHINING self and life is like as it is not a ‘future’ timeline, yet happening in the NOW. You can BE there and here too. More and more, both are true in the same moment. One is not lacking or higher from the other, as BOTH are equally sacred. All that you are choosing in this moment or not choosing is creating and impacting the other timeline.

Connecting with the Great Cosmic Sun that beams from the heart of Divine Source, you can feel more of this multidimensional possibility, multiple timeline experiences in one Now. Opening and activating and BEing with your upper most chakras draws in and pulls in these higher frequencies that re-spark and re-ignite your galactic consciousness. You can more remember that time is not linear; timelines are not singular; selves are not just one expression at a time either.

Take this moment of marker of inner Solstice, to feel your FULL SHINING even as you feel gratitude for the Now moment and all it is offering of lessons, challenges, crucibles, opportunities, possibilities.

The FULL SHINING of your soul here, of your heart here, of your sacred humanity here IS the invitation in every moment to BE the Infinite Love that you ARE.

Still time to joinΒ Raphael AwenΒ and I for a group transmission/meditation today on zoom to connect to the Solstice energies at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, CA time). Ask questions, leave comments on the group chat, share your experiences with us! If you can’t make it live, the recording can be sent to you afterwards. You can offer the $15 CAD ($11 USD) donation/energy exchange here:Β paypal.me/jelelleawen
and I will send you the zoom link to join in.

love,
Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
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Energy Update: Intense Reboot/Activations Going On As We Move Into SOULstice

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Energy Update: The energies have been INtense! as we head into the SOULstice tomorrow….the longest day of the year and start of summer for those of us in the Northern Hemisphere and the shortest day of the year and start of winter for those in the Southern Hemisphere. You may be feeling quite tired/drained, experiencing headaches, breakdowns/breakthroughs, being overwhelmed, and just overall feeling ‘out of it’ right now.
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There can also be feelings of drag, lackluster energy, just not being into doing or being part of anything 3D. Yet even the soul activities may be not be drawing your usual passion or energy either. Difficulty in focusing on projects can come up too, even on those that support your service of love expression. This is usually a sign of a ‘reboot’ and next level activation…..what has previously brought joy, fuel, energy no longer does in the same way as you move into another tier of our soul consciousness expression into physical embodiment here.
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There is really then just BEing with these upgrades and activations as they are going on. Resting into them, letting your body rest if it needs to, not trying to do at the usual level. Connecting with your inner masculine aspects can help with this as they learn to rest and let in and surrender.
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The Gaia/Schumann spikes have settled down a bit after two days of higher amplitude and frequency waves moving in. These spikes can amplify the body symptoms and emotional reactions too, yet I do feel (and have been offered) that they are happening as a support to our overall Ascension process and are coinciding as well with the SOULstice.
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The SOULstice marks a passage in ‘time’, not real in a higher dimensional sense, yet important as a marker related to our awakening and ascension processes. Our souls know the importance of this seasonal transition and in many timelines we celebrate the SOULstice in special and meaningful ways even as our 3D culture does not.
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You are SO welcome to join us for a celebration and gathering tomorrow to bring IN the SOULstice codes for and with you during a group transmission with Raphael and I at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) or you can receive the recording. We will also be digesting the current energy influxes and talking more about the passageway that we are in, being activated by the solstice energies, the upcoming eclipses, and the Lion’s Gate on 8/8. The transmission we will offer during the meditation will connect you to your SOUL’S relationship to the SOULstice and whatever may be helpful and supportive as you move into your Next Level higher timeline.
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You can offer your $15 CAD ($11 USD appr.) energy exchange here and we will send you the zoom link to join us and/or recording: paypal.me/jelelleawen
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This is an alive time to connect to the parts of you that can provide support to move into your higher timeline and the ones that most need your attention and love to come along for the journey!
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love,
Jelelle Awen
More info about group transmissions upcoming and past (to purchase the recordings) here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
More info about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

This Is Awakening

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This is Awakening. To trust what you are BEcoming, to let go of what isn’t you and never really was in order to return to and remember who you really are……this is the unfolding/arising/surrendering process that the Divine energies all around you are supporting.

This is Awakening. To let go of others that can’t see you, can’t let in your love, your light or all of what awakens as your soul comes through….and yet to invite them to come along, both, yet without settling, shrinking, grabbing at them.

Your energy of open, ready, desiring, yet not compromising or playing games invites them to BE the same or to move on.

To no longer need of convincing, contending, or proving to others even as you teach/lead/respond/offer them your soul gifts, healing heart, growing sense of Infinite Possibilities.

As you SHARE what you are here to offer as a soul from a place of authenticity, so you become a mirror for those who are ready and meant to see and be this as well.

This is awakening. To FEEL what is real inside of your heart and soul, what has been contained, restrained, reframed, conditioned and now wants to leak, peak, burst, purge, open, reveal and heal. This revealing gives others the space and inspiration to be real too and new deeper intimacy can flow then between you.

This is the personal disclosure process inside that leads to a life experienced as transparent and open and current with nothing to hide, no compartments, no bubbles that need bursting……as you are loving all that you are and so experience a life that is reflecting the same!

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Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
Next group transmission is this Friday at 10:00am, connecting to the SOULstice codes/activations! More info here:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/482734889216458/

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Energy Update & Intro To Solstice Group Transmission on 6/21 w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (video)

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By Jelelle Awen

In this video,Β RaphaelΒ and I talk about what how excited we are to offer our NEXT group transmission and also what we feel the current energies are offering to the ongoing awakening process. Our Next Level Solstice group transmission event is on the SOULstice, this Friday June 21, 2019 at 10:00am PDT. We share about what we will discuss related to the solstice ascension energies, the powerful activation passageway we are in until Lion’s Gate on 8/8, what it is inviting us toΒ look at and feel and where we will go in the transmission through guided meditation.

If you attend this group transmission live or get the recording, the focus of this transmission is to celebrate the seasonal Solstice, which is an energetic time of seasonal transition into summer for those in the southern hemisphere. The Solstice often acts as a portal gateway to your Next Level of soul expression, soul activation, and transformation. We will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to the Solstice codes and bring them into your Ascension Chakras with your Protector and other parts that may join in. You will journey to Stonehenge, where the Solstice is ritually celebrated, and feel what soul activations occur for you in this journey.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD) minimum donation. You can offer your donation here:Β paypal.me/jelelleawen

We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your payment. The group transmission will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

More information about this group transmission here:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/482734889216458/

and here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recordings of the previous group transmissions: Unplugging from the 3D matrix; Galactic Consciousness Activation; Sacred Union Activation with more information atΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Energy Update: Full Moon TURNS UP Your Higher Frequency

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Energy UPdate: These are some powerful full moon energies! Raphael and I both were woken up in the middle of the night by the moon shining right into our window, hovering over the trees in a very synchronistic way (captured in the pic below.) As we took in the codes together, I could feel the intensity, the turned on-ness, the vibrancy of the fully bright moon. Surrounded by darkness, She forced your attention to Her, beckoned you to turn your gaze Her way…was like an irresistible force that you couldn’t deny.
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This feels like the energies offered by this moon and by the upcoming SOULstice on Friday too. An invitation to TURN UP your frequency to a higher setting. To TURN UP your heart to a richer broadband of vulnerability and intimacy transaction. To TURN UP your body to a deeper state of vital embodiment. To TURN UP your soul access to a more fluid sense of access to ALL the timelines your soul is living. To become like an irresistible force in your own life that draws the attention and love of others.
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TURNING UP is also about recognizing when and why you are turning down or out or lower. What frequencies are you turning down to in order to vibe in and keep and settle? What relationships require you to protect your heart space, thus lowering your frequency into defensiveness? What activities and jobs/careers are draining your energy rather than enlivening it? What undigested emotional wounding and traumas are still lingering that tune your energy to fear rather than love? What unknown karmic patterns in your soul are playing out, over and over, that draw and cause current suffering states in your life?
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The exploration of these questions becomes SO important during highly activating passageways such as what we are IN right now….and going to be IN until beyond the Lion’s Gateway on August 8th. To receive the TURNING UP codes that are being offered by the moon, by the SOULstice, by the upcoming eclipses, by future high SOULar winds……these questions and the answering of them in honest and real ways allows for MORE letting in.
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Join Raphael and I this Friday, June 21st, at 10:00am PDT for our next group transmission where we will tune into these TURNING UP and NEXT LEVEL energies of the SOULstice, bridging to you what the answers to these questions might be and what next steps could answer them. You can join us live or receive the recording with a $15 CAD ($11 USD) energy exchange offered here: paypal.me/jelelleawen
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Blessings on this full moon…whatever ways and means you feel to let it into your heart and soul space! Happy turning UPness!
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love,
Jelelle Awen
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Crop Circles UPdate: Next Level Communication And Activation In These Huge Crop Circles

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Crop Circles UPdate: This feels like NEXT LEVEL communication and activation in these TWO circle formations reported near Saint Hippolyte, France on June 13th, 2019. They are unique to be offered in France and also in wheat fields, so they seem to ask us to pay attention to them and tune in!

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This is what I am receiving as a channeling from these, offered by our Star Mu alliance with some humans, collaborating in the creation of these….and DO feel into what you receive fromΒ them as well!

“We are stepping UP our intentions to bridge to you. We are increasing our energies to communication with you. You are becoming more ready for this as your consciousness expands. We celebrate this opening and are eager to respond to it!

This is our exuberance that you see in these current formations. We are expressing in bigness here. We are taking up space here in our communications to reassure you that you are ALWAYS connected to a vast network of galactic beings, more than you can possibly imagine right now.

These two formations SHOW a conversation, a dialogue, a back and forth between them from one adjacent field to another. These represent our desires to be in communication with you. We SO long to have a transacting conversation with you. For those of you who are ready to respond to this conversation, you can connect to us through your star family connections and your Metasoul aspects that are galactic and are Lemurian. These very personal connections open up conversation that can be deeply meaningful and activating for you.

We are eager for the reunion that these back and forth conversations can bring. And for the healing that can be offered to you of the intense isolation, separation, and loneliness you have felt from being cut off from us.

Yet, we are ALWAYS here…..reach out, go within to feel the fears of connecting with us, continue to open up your consciousness to become aware of our presence.

We are communicating here that we LOVE you! We miss you! We ARE here!”

Love,
Your Star Mu Family Alliance withΒ Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

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