Energy Update: Full ‘Harvest’ Moon Supports Recovery/Moving On Process

by Kalayna Solais

Energy update: DEEP tears last night before going to bed… Felt so fully held in the arms of the Divine, especially Divine Mother, bringing more waves of them to feel and help clear the cluttered heart. Tears of purging and detoxing, rebirth and renewal, they were. Body shaking, quaking, sobbing. This is the state I so willingly went to as I returned last night to my tenderness, femininity, woman’s heart after an intense journey interfacing with this new life phase that seems to be opening up wider this week… and had my masculine activated in a more defensive or protective way than a way that lets my femininity BE and be vulnerable and breathe more too.

Today’s Full Moon is bringing something to full illumination inside. Sometimes these moons bring these tides of tears that aren’t always about pain but simply about rising again for yourself, to yourself. Sometimes parts of us get so backed up in our busyness throughout our work weeks, explorations of connections with others (especially any new connections where parts will likely feel especially self-conscious and reactive), that once the more feminine space within can be accessed, they can burst open again like a broken water pipe, sharing everything they’ve been feeling this whole time, and the Divine is there holding the bucket that catches it all.

Friday the 13th energies feel like a wrap-up and renewal opportunity that also comes with the Full Moon energies bringing pieces to full circle. It’s definitely a time of rebooting. Of completing one phase and beginning another, even just internally. It could be a time for you of ‘harvest’ as this is the Harvest Moon, which brings in energies of encouragement and support to feel who you truly ARE right now after the journey you’ve been on so far.

In all of this deep feeling release that’s possible right now, there is an opportunity to continue to move on, to move UP in frequency and upgrade your desires for more love in all areas of your life too, especially within, because without that harvest, that cultivation of deepening inner love, the deepest and most healing movements cannot be what they most need to be.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be co-hosting a very powerful group transmission over Zoom tomorrow. I highly recommend checking it out, especially as a way to explore deeper what could be moving for you now. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1340021326164133/

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update & Intro To Solstice Group Transmission on 6/21 w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (video)

By Jelelle Awen

In this video, Raphael and I talk about what how excited we are to offer our NEXT group transmission and also what we feel the current energies are offering to the ongoing awakening process. Our Next Level Solstice group transmission event is on the SOULstice, this Friday June 21, 2019 at 10:00am PDT. We share about what we will discuss related to the solstice ascension energies, the powerful activation passageway we are in until Lion’s Gate on 8/8, what it is inviting us to look at and feel and where we will go in the transmission through guided meditation.

If you attend this group transmission live or get the recording, the focus of this transmission is to celebrate the seasonal Solstice, which is an energetic time of seasonal transition into summer for those in the southern hemisphere. The Solstice often acts as a portal gateway to your Next Level of soul expression, soul activation, and transformation. We will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to the Solstice codes and bring them into your Ascension Chakras with your Protector and other parts that may join in. You will journey to Stonehenge, where the Solstice is ritually celebrated, and feel what soul activations occur for you in this journey.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD) minimum donation. You can offer your donation here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your payment. The group transmission will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

More information about this group transmission here: https://www.facebook.com/events/482734889216458/

and here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recordings of the previous group transmissions: Unplugging from the 3D matrix; Galactic Consciousness Activation; Sacred Union Activation with more information at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Jelelle Awen
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Energy Update: Full Moon TURNS UP Your Higher Frequency

By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: These are some powerful full moon energies! Raphael and I both were woken up in the middle of the night by the moon shining right into our window, hovering over the trees in a very synchronistic way (captured in the pic below.) As we took in the codes together, I could feel the intensity, the turned on-ness, the vibrancy of the fully bright moon. Surrounded by darkness, She forced your attention to Her, beckoned you to turn your gaze Her way…was like an irresistible force that you couldn’t deny.
 
This feels like the energies offered by this moon and by the upcoming SOULstice on Friday too. An invitation to TURN UP your frequency to a higher setting. To TURN UP your heart to a richer broadband of vulnerability and intimacy transaction. To TURN UP your body to a deeper state of vital embodiment. To TURN UP your soul access to a more fluid sense of access to ALL the timelines your soul is living. To become like an irresistible force in your own life that draws the attention and love of others.
 
TURNING UP is also about recognizing when and why you are turning down or out or lower. What frequencies are you turning down to in order to vibe in and keep and settle? What relationships require you to protect your heart space, thus lowering your frequency into defensiveness? What activities and jobs/careers are draining your energy rather than enlivening it? What undigested emotional wounding and traumas are still lingering that tune your energy to fear rather than love? What unknown karmic patterns in your soul are playing out, over and over, that draw and cause current suffering states in your life?
 
The exploration of these questions becomes SO important during highly activating passageways such as what we are IN right now….and going to be IN until beyond the Lion’s Gateway on August 8th. To receive the TURNING UP codes that are being offered by the moon, by the SOULstice, by the upcoming eclipses, by future high SOULar winds……these questions and the answering of them in honest and real ways allows for MORE letting in.
 
Join Raphael and I this Friday, June 21st, at 10:00am PDT for our next group transmission where we will tune into these TURNING UP and NEXT LEVEL energies of the SOULstice, bridging to you what the answers to these questions might be and what next steps could answer them. You can join us live or receive the recording with a $15 CAD ($11 USD) energy exchange offered here: paypal.me/jelelleawen
 
Blessings on this full moon…whatever ways and means you feel to let it into your heart and soul space! Happy turning UPness!
 
love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Full Moon Message: “Your Arising Aligns With Mine”

By Kalayna Solais

Said the Full Moon to its Witness, “your arising aligns with mine”.

“But how?” the Witness asked. “How can I arise as you do, with the splendor and beauty of a thousand colours at once and none out of place? To be worshipped and seen as you are though you are so still and simply ARE who and what you are?”

“Each time I rise,” the Full Moon responded, “I do not doubt that my shadows will too, that my light will sometimes be dimmed by a power not my own and a will I do not control. Yet, I trust, I surrender, I humbly rise still. First within me, then in front of you, whether or not you choose to take me in.”

The Witness paused for a moment, having never heard this before or felt the Full Moon in this way. The invitation as palpable as the winds that blow and herald a rapid change of season.

The Full Moon continued, “we are the same, you see. We have different roles, yet here we are, here for reasons sometimes unknown yet lived out just the same in a dance we often cannot name.”

And with these words, the Full Moon glowed with wonderous yet effortless energy. The Witness wondered at Her beauty as the message landed deep within.

“It’s time,” the Witness whispered, “to light up, to love it all, to be as I am and to allow it all to arise along with me… Shadows and light… For a purpose beyond my own. Yes, Full Moon, I have heard you… And will arise with you for the rest of my days as long as the strength within arises too.”

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Heightened Full Moon Energies Amplify Everything

By Jelelle Awen
Everything is heightened right now. Under the rays of the longest full moon illumination of the entire year, everything gets ramped UP. Especially the shadow….that which is ready to be seen and felt and embraced….finally….can reveal itself. The veils lift on this-life configurations and relationships. We can then see/feel/know whatever we need to accept and face in order to move on.
 
More sense of other lifetimes/timelines bleeds through during these powerful lunar stages too, which is also being amplified by the SOULstice and 12/12 gateway. Aspects/fragments from your same soul source (what I call the Metasoul) are not just now haunting you in dreams, visions, and through being drawn to certain movies and books. They are really being available to be felt and known. Their feeling realities may be flooding into yours, bringing despair, tension, trauma, anxiety, etc. You can drop into their timelines and form a relationship with them too, starting the inner connection journey, through working with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper to open up the portals.
 
More information about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
Those aspects in the deepest soul shadows are often connected to being the persecutor of others, the blind follower, the tyrannical and narcissistic leader. These are the themes that we all seem to ‘try on’ to see what happens. There are not just those prone to being narcissistic and those who are their victims as empaths. We choose these energies specifically to grow and learn from them….and choose also to experience BOTH sides of this dynamic. The charged energy against narcissists is often sourced from an inability to accept and integrate your OWN shadow that has these same frequencies. You drew these energies to you from others in order to SEE the mirror of them in yourself. The polarization between narcissists and empaths is another frequency that is ripe for healing in the heart of your own self acceptance and self forgiveness.
 
How we enabled, how we have shrunk, how we conformed to relationships is ALL being illuminated by these Divine Mother Lunar energies. She is there in ALL Her forms to provide support. There is courage available in these energies with Her. Courage for your masculine to take the right action that supports the heart and soul. There is also vulnerability available in these energies. Being vulnerable with your feminine clears the fear out of the courage and moves it from fighting/battling to healthy advocating.
 
Everything is heightened right now so be extra self loving and aware about what energies you take in and what you engage with. That can be challenging during a holiday season that (on the 3D level) conditions you to just ‘accept’ whatever dynamics are around you and even plunge into family ones that you don’t normal engage with. Make space for going INward, feeling and BEing with parts of yourself, and holding them through the stages/phases/waves of mourning, advocating, clarity/confusion and whatever else needs to come up.
 
This feels like a ‘final’ purge and clearing out to set up the higher timeline realities of 2019…truly a year that can be the manifestation of New Earth now in ever deepening ways!
 
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to digest all that is coming to light for you on all levels. Info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: Rise In Schumann/Gaia Resonance, Full Moon, And SOULar Winds

By Jelelle Awen

I had difficulty getting into a deeper sleep last night and woke wide awake in the middle of the night for quite awhile….just felt like many energies were swirling around to activate/bridge to our next levels with so much of this happening on the subconscious level. And…I checked the Gaia/Schumann resonance and wasn’t too surprised to see that She had joined the energy amping UP party along with increasing SOULar winds and the full moon tonight! Spikes in Gaia’s frequency for October 24th are shown in the graph below with the white bands….still ongoing as I am posting this.

I posted yesterday about the sacred masculine frequencies (from the SOULar winds bringing plasma light to us) and the divine feminine (from the lunar full moon energies and now Gaia too) coming in today…the opportunity for balance from within and to reveal what may NOT be in balance: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-soular-winds…/

I have a NEW guided meditation with me to both activate and integrate these ascension energies in your auric field, bringing them into your heart space. We also connect to and meet your Inner Protector so you can feel and see how this part of you is relating to the ascension process. This is the meditation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPs95U0T5Mw&t=1s

With this amplitude of energies swirling on the outside, it can help to find supportive peace/rest/stillness on the inside. There are strong Divine Feminine frequencies in these energies too….inviting a deeper INtegration and embodiment.

There is much JOY possible in them as well even as they invite up what NEEDS to change and can have a rumble to them! Bringing up the suffering/pain to be felt and healed/released to let in more love!

Connect with me over PM if you feel like you’d like support, bridging, and empowered self discovered ‘answers’ during this phase of your ascension through 1:1 galactic activation, bridging, and ongoing sessions over zoom for $55 USD minimum donation. These sessions have been deep, powerful, life changing lately! I have some openings next week! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

MUCH love to you as we continue to ride these waves of LOVE!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

 

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Full Moon Energies Bring Comfort In The Darkness

By Jelelle Awen

The full moon….She offers illuminating grace to hold the shifts and transitions in the world and in your inner worlds too. She allows us a comfort in the darkness, a coming to ease in our own shadows. The light will be there even in the thickest of darkness…..She seems to say/offer to us.

This is the balance energies of the EQUInox….needing this feminine, this softness that can be fierce if called to be. This feminine that can SEE the necessary pain and labor pains as temporary…in order to birth what is coming forward of the New. This feminine can hold space for the transition, the passing and death, of what is NO LONGER vital.

The moon offers the BEcoming comfortable in your own shadowlands, learning how to navigate through them with love in your heart rather than fear. Shining your light of love on ALL the previously shrouded landscapes of your heart/soul/psyche.

Now is a phase of confronting with much compassion the prejudices that live inside toward the dark/shadow and the forms it has taken in your inner world and life. The resistances and aversions too are ready to be reconciled into the heart of increasing self love and self acceptance.

This moon is one of harvest….feeling the bounties that you are ready to collect and receive. Experiencing the final blooming of all those seeds you planted through the inner work, shadow work, and light work too.

You are ready now to let Her in…as She is you and what She has to show you offers a reflection that bridges something within that has been just waiting for your love once again.

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
photo of full moon taken last night here in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your shadow selves w/me, Mother Mary, and Archangel Metatron: https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Full/New Moon Brings Divine Feminine Healing Balm

By Kalayna Colibri

Since this year’s Lion’s Gate portal event and all of these eclipses, it has seemed as if some things have become a bit more chaotic than usual, maybe. At least for some. It’s the chaos of life intensifying in some ways perhaps, in order to reflect the chaos inside. It’s the flurry of sudden life changes that are either desired or not, that reflect to you where you truly are in your healing and Ascension journey.

This last full moon has felt like a coming full-circle around inner process and understanding outer conditions and circumstances… why you’ve drawn what you have and chosen what you’ve chosen, consciously and unconsciously. The energy of this moon has felt like a welcome healing balm from the feminine. A chance to feel the dust settling now amidst the upturning of so much… a chance to feel how you truly are a phoenix now rising humbly from the ashes of all that has had to burn and be let go of.

The process of feeling the layers of who you’ve thought yourself to be is forever a humbling one and yet an activation too. Peeling back the layers of window-dressing, self-image concerns and construction, and finding who you are in your heart is a process of feeling the parts of you that have been invested in the hiding of your truest light. In this discovery of another authentic layer of you, there’s an automatic and unavoidable activation of your 5D/Service-of-Love Self. This is something that can’t be put on or certified, but lived and loved into.

If you find yourself and parts of you looking around at what has crumbled or has been in the process of crumbling recently in your life, the invitation from these feminine healing balm energies is to feel and trust how this process has been and is necessary… that nothing you are meant for can ever be truly lost, though this is so hard to feel in the middle of it all. The feminine can be felt through any face of the Divine Mother that resonates for you, and She in any and all forms is holding you now and always, making space for you and inviting you to make space for Her, for You, for Love.

Much love to you as you continue your own journey on this path into and through your deepest awakening experiences, which can feel like a fire in your living room… you are yet alive, you are always loved, and you are meant for all of those “mores” you have ever dreamed of… ❤️

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Lunar Eclipse Energies: Feel/See Your Highest Timeline & Fears Of It Too

 

by Kalayna Colibri

New possibilities… I feel them humming in the background of ‘everyday life’ with a frequency of soft invitation. Nothing is being forced in these moments. You may be experiencing activations, yet you can only ever be invited to step into the bigger container of soul and heart that they co-create with you, not pushed, though if parts of you have resistance to the invitation than it can feel this way to them. Awakening is growth and expansion and eventually, you become too big for the small container your parts have been used to feeling “OK” with in your relationships, job/career, healing path, etc.

‘Activations’, whether from lunar or solar energies, are awakenings into higher timelines… the highest being the one where there are no compartments needed and everything, every aspect of your life, can flow together in a beautiful (though sometimes messy) dance of integration. Maybe you can feel parts of you that are still wanting the compartments and are willing to defend the borders of each area of your life with any ammo they can find. Maybe you can also start to feel that each part who feels this way has good reason to fear the collapse of these borders that they have worked so hard to defend.

This coming full lunar eclipse on the 27th has an energy of feminine invitation… it’s a frequency that doesn’t force, yet illuminates and holds space. It’s an activation of the heart, a gentle flip of a switch on the heart-light, that helps you feel the parts of you that need to be felt through this whole process of Ascension and everything that is being brought to collapse or completion along with it, as well as everything that is being activated in the soul by SOULar energies. Along with feeling and being in relationship with these parts of you, comes the awakening to your highest timeline possibilities, the ones that have felt impossible or at least very far away before. Feeling the push-pull inside you when you feel the picture of your higher timeline opening out is important now, and the feminine helps you make room to feel all there is to feel while also taking steps toward inhabiting/embodying it.

Feeling the “I want it/I don’t want it” polarity dance inside of you is important, especially as you feel the powerful call into service of love and the call to feel your personal desires for your life too. The movement that comes from feeling your parts/Metasoul Aspects around this in a loving container held by you will go much deeper than any “quick fix” or looking only to outside sources to move it for you. The gift of finding that powerful healer within you whose ultimate superpower is the deep love of every part or aspect of you is one that WILL last and is the main ticket to that higher timeline flow you’ve been aching to truly be in.

Much love to you as these eclipse energies continue to flow in and encourage you to just feel… in this moment and every other moment that follows. ❤

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If you’re feeling drawn to asking for support on your journey to illuminating and stepping into your highest timeline(s), I would welcome you to connect with me for a 90min Bridging Session if you are a woman who is 35 or under. My beloveds, Raphael, Jelelle, and Gabriel also offering Bridging Sessions. For more information, you can visit: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

 

An Offering Of Love From Love On Today’s Full Moon

by Kalayna Colibri

In love, there is no “failure”… even though at times life gets messy, timelines collapse, and new ones are called into being.

With love, there is infinite space for the exploration of your pain and bliss, your “past” and “present”, your soul and your heart… without agenda, without need for pomp and ceremony, without anything more asked of you than pure feeling.

As love, you make choices in every moment, every timeline… and not one of them can ever be judged as “wrong”.

The love you have, the love you serve, the love you ARE… all bring to you infinite awakenings, ever-embracing light, and riveting darkness experiences that bring to you more of your power, your essence, your healing… the integration of all that has been “dis-integrated” and the remembering that in love, you are not what you’ve believed you are, but so, SO much MORE… ❤

Waves of infinite love to you on this Full Strawberry Moon day ❤ 🌝

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.