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Inside SoulFullHeart Sessions & The Ongoing Process (VIDEO)

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Kasha and I expanded on to our last video about SoulFullHeart sessions to describe what happens both within session space as well as in-between. We also talk about the ongoing process and the benefits/results that can happen when they are consistent and embodied.

These sessions are meant to help bridge you to all the parts of you that may feel lost, depressed, anxious, in fear or in pain. We generally start with the Inner Protector that is the one that has holding these parts in place just to navigate and get through life as it is in this dimension. They hold the trauma as well as guard the innocence and the brilliance.

We discuss what the session is composed of and what you may expect in the beginning. We talk about how they are different than parts-work therapy and the places that we can go beyond the 3D trauma body.

Kasha and I will focus an upcoming video on the Metasoul, Gatekeeper, and the timelines that our soul aspects live in to go more into the spiritual trauma and gifts that lay within looking for discovery, recovery, love, and integration. We are also planning one on couples sessions as well. So stay tuned!

For more information on booking a session or our free introductory call, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

This is a continuation of their first video, Why Have A SoulFullHeart Session, which you can see here if you have not already: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__XUG6uIhhE&t=0s

They also have a video about a free intro call that was mentioned:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzw-rRQk7Tg&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvKKghnf_RVHanDp8Moh0wEI&t=0s

Why Have Sessions With SoulFullHeart? (VIDEO)

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SoulFullHeart Sessions impact you on a soul and heart level, bringing healing and love to all parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes too. They are not just about ‘healing’ but about deep self-love and discovery, with many possible outcomes along the way as you engage deeper with the work and dive deeper within. In this way, SoulFullHeart is truly about embodying your divinity and embracing your humanity in an ever-expanding and far-reaching way.

In this video, SoulFullHeart Faciltators/Teachers/Sacred Union Soulmates, Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana, offer what the common reasons are why different souls may choose to have sessions with us in the short or long term, and what the outcomes/benefits tend to be for those individuals. They also share a little bit about their journeys and what they’ve both felt has come out of the sessions they themselves have had over the years.

Kasha and Gabriel briefly mention another video they created a few months ago, talking about Free 45min Intro Calls where you can talk with one of them directly about how this process/paradigm/way of life could apply to you and your specific pain and desires. You can find this video here: https://youtu.be/dzw-rRQk7Tg

Information about 1:1 sessions over Zoom or in-person in Glastonbury, UK with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Kasha Rokshana for women and with Raphael Awen or Gabriel Amara for men and women at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

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My Heart Is Here To Serve

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My heart is here to serve.

It was not a pretty sight about 10-12 years ago. I found myself in situations that felt like bottoms of barrels. A merry-go-round of anxiety, depression, and inner-punishment all while having the exterior of ‘having it all together’.

I found myself using alcohol, speed, and pornography as some sort of escape only to find myself deeper in the mud of Unworth. The maintenance of a ‘normal’ life was wearing thin and cracks were forming. I felt myself losing grip of a life of passion and joy. A part of me resigning to suffering as a way of life.

When I began my own journey with SoulFullHeart I was just looking for a means to find inner peace and a way to support myself doing something meaningful. What it turned out to be was much more. It was a calling back to Self and Service. And there I have found my roots.

The process of meeting and feeling the parts of me, stuck in what felt like a never-ending pattern of unworth and suffering, was a huge heart-opening as well as eye-opener. I started to see the ways in which I was creating a bifurcated world inside of myself. Love was some novel concept that you could see or read about, but not fully feel in my being.

As I have continued down this path of selves-discovery through parts work, and soul-awakening through Metasoul work, I have come to a new frontier in my life previously held in the shadow of my consciousness. We don’t always hide the ‘ugly’, but many times the beauty.

It has been through all my deep movements and initiations (that I didn’t realize were initiations), that I have found myself in sacred desire to serve. Serve those that feel connected my words, my heart, and my past. I may not have had quite the traumas others have had but my journey has taught me that I have a well of compassion, care, and curiosity…the three elements for this work.

Now, don’t get me wrong. There are hard places to go. There are challenges and difficulties. If we are called to heal and grow, this is the real and true path. Some of our parts weren’t baked from a Holly Hobby Oven, but rather from the grist of karma. This is the nature of our individual human story.

In all of that, there needs to be a sense of safety and trust. This is why we meet the Inner Protector first so that we get to feel and heal these places with permission and grace. I work WITH you, not for you. Ultimately, you are the sovereign in any session, I just open my heart and ask questions, offering intuitions along the way. Well, not JUST. Opening the heart is part of what I have worked so hard to get to. It is the fruit of my own inner labour. Now I want to share that fruit.

I have worked mostly with women and have had so many amazing experiences. Lots of growth for both of us. I have an affinity to work with the feminine as I have a close relationship with my own. I am guided by the Magdalene lineage of service.

I desire to serve men as well in their ache to find their own mark in the world through a sensitive and caring heart. I have been through my own sacred masculine journey and continue to do so. I am working with Raphael Awen monthly and will be offering Men’s Group calls and videos talking about men, healing, and spirituality. It is a deep calling to serve men into their Highest Heart and SoulFire Self.

I offer a free 45-minute introductory call to see how I may serve you in your healing into self-love and SoulFire. It is also to see if it is even a fit for both of us at this time. SoulFullHeart is a specific paradigm that is more than just a therapy or healing modality. It is a way of life in the end. Yet, that can be discovered and felt one session at a time.

I look forward to this landing in the heart or hearts that it is meant to. If you know someone in need, please send them this contact. I am blessed to be a part of this community of journeyers, healers, and leaders. I am honored to be a part of your journey and healing as well.

Much love to you whether we work together or not. We are all in this together. 🙂

*****

Aurius Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

A Common Challenge For Awakening Men

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By  Raphael Awen

I had the pleasure of holding space for a man yesterday in session space over zoom and we encountered something together that feels really common for awakening men.

As he described some precious and powerful awakenings with Yeshua and many new places of openings recently, I couldn’t help but feel an anxious undertone in his sharing, so I just asked if he could feel a part of him that is vigilant about keeping up with awakening, and that opened out a whole portal to go into together where we felt and saw that the efforting and vigilance about awakening was being used to avoid an inner well of ‘persistent hollowness’. We were able to see and feel the part of him who lives in this hollowness and begin to see him as the one who holds vast access to creativity, as well as the men’s version of the womb, what’s known as the Hara.

This all felt so familiar to my own process of being out of touch with my own grief over the years, and with that of course, my own depression. I didn’t have any depression as near as I could tell, for decades actually, but truth was, part of me had just done an outstanding job of keeping it buried. I was quite a stellar human then, liked by many, but the treadmill of the efforting was starting to wear the benefits thin and the costs were tabulating.

I don’t think anything would have changed for me were it not for a crisis, and in some ways, an ongoing series of manageable mini crisis’ if you will.

Together in session with this man yesterday, we began to feel the call to really begin to bridge to this part of him, curiously and with open heart, get to know his reality. Negotiate with him to return out to play, not as another item on the to do list or the to be list of awakening, but just as a natural longing and appetite to get to know.

Then we felt THAT to be the ending of the efforting, as the efforting was actually being used to keep this part’s world and reality suppressed inside, when life is actually ripening this part’s reality to the surface.

I so don’t feel I could have bridged these realities inside of myself and my own healing/awakening process without ‘parts work’ as it is known. Without parts work, we just leave the part of us to pull themselves up by their own bootstraps, without them feeling a you there to be with them, to bridge and support them in the changes they wish to make, kind of like the physically present, but all too often emotionally absent parents we experienced in growing up.

When the bridging occurs between you and a part of you, the perception of what both the problem and the solutions are also shift and change and whole new worlds emerge that were not seen before.

This is the magical portal that our wounding is, offering us sacred entry into dimensions not seen or known yet. Spiritual fixes for depression or anxiety aren’t much better than the pharmaceutical fixes are as both are about the fear and avoidance of this portal.

Being ready to enter this portal is quite organic, and you simply know when you are there. The call and question about sufficient courage is outweighed by the growing inability to hold up the old way any longer.

Whatever needs to be surrendered in order to enter the portal is kind of like shrinking your life into a 2 suitcase limit on a one way overseas airplane flight. You only have 23 kilos per bag, so the question becomes about what’s coming or not. Really, you can only take yourself, and a few most necessary items. The life you’ve created and accumulated needs to be largely or completely let go of. Socially, this is probably the hardest as our underlying and unconscious social agreements are about each of us promising to remain proximal in both geography and within a certain consciousness bandwidth with one another. You could say that we co-sign one another’s agreements to stay in resonant around remaining small, that is until we default on the agreement.

Some around us understandably get pissed, and rightfully so. We were the best exemplars to the agreement, maybe even better than the others in the picture were. And now, you’re the one pulling the pin. You also have some apologies to make, but the crazy thing is, no one wants the apologies, they want you to return, but crazier still is that you’ve already morphed beyond the place where that could even be possible. There’s nothing left but to honour that with grief and sorrow and goodbyes.

‘You’re the one who changed’ my best friend once told me while out on a hiking trail trying to bridge a conversation about the growing differences between us. He was right. Our unspoken agreement had been about remaining true to a code of values, purpose and meaning. My emerging  values, purpose and meaning we’re leaving the parameters of our agreement. My old me simply couldn’t fit in the suitcase any longer and my departure date was fast approaching.

It wasn’t but a couple years later that I sat across from this friend at breakfast, with tears, and said goodbye to him, to our friendship, as where I was going was only going to leave both of us strained in a very unreal friendship, something neither of us were really capable of.

Life, real life, always brings up new enterings and leavings in this way. All of life could be summed up as a series of beginnings and endings in this way, and the most adapted to this reality, in their ability to feel grief and sorrow are truly the happiest campers. Joy comes in the morning and through the mourning.

What is it in life that is shifting and rumbling for you? What are you being asked to grieve and let go? How could you do that in a way that doesn’t leave you more wounded, withdrawn and reserved?

Could I help you make that transition? Could I help you embrace your bigger you? Could I help you find your soul family and passion purpose calling expression?

I moved into a new and brave world as a beginner, and have made some discoveries that may one day bear my name, but for now they are just here being offered to you, as these discoveries need more bold souls to test drive the living, loving and learning. Then it can be our discovery, and not just mine.

I would so welcome hearing from you, more about me and sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions and you can email me at soulfullhearts@gmail.com. Sessions are for 90 minutes and cost $100 usd. You may also be drawn to one of the three other current SoulFullHeart facilitators, my wife, Jelelle Awen, Aurius Amara, Kasha Rokshana, whose info is also at the link above and who can be reached at the same email address above.

The pic above is from a recent group day with six of us here in Glastonbury/Avalon. We look shiny and lovely because we are most of the time, but also not without some serious mess in the playful bliss, both as couples and as a community.

Love,

Raphael 💚🌹🏄🏻‍♂️🙏🏻

Our next group call:

taking place on March 14th @ 5pm GMT (London, UK) with Raphael and Jelelle, which will focus on Sacred Sexuality. More info on that call can be found here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

The New Paradigm Of Being A Healer

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By Jelelle Awen

After working with people for over 15 years as a coach/healer/teacher/facilitator, I so feel how we cannot actually heal another person. We cannot do the inner work for them. We cannot fix or solve or even really KNOW what their highest path is. We can commit with presence to provide a bridge for them to their own inner discoveries, yet ‘reading them out’ and ‘giving them the answers’ is old paradigm.

There is a new paradigm of being a healer that is revealing itself as we move more into 5D New Gaia frequencies. This new paradigm is about doing/being your inner work PRIMARILY so that when you are offering healing frequencies to others it is because you are in joy, abundance and goodness in your own life. Not despite your own unhappiness, pain, suffering, etc. do you serve others to overcome it and to make yourself feel better. Yet, rather, you are in overflow and offering your soul gifts from that place of embodied self love and self worth. Those who have compartmentalized their service to others by being in disintegrity in any way will eventually no longer draw others to them to serve. Many ‘healing practices’ and spiritual teaching offerings are struggling to draw people as they are invited to go to this Next Level of purification within.

The new paradigm offers that, as a healer, you are your OWN healer first…..continually going through your own deep dive, shadow integration exploration and, so, can hold that space for others to do the same. You are a guide and a mirror for their Higher Self…..a mirror, not ever a replacement for someone’s own soul’s wisdoms.

So many abuses, manipulations, distortions, etc. have come from 3D/Lower 4D healers/teachers/gurus that have been fused to undigested karmic lifetimes of being dominant, ‘all knowing’, claiming to be the embodiment of the Divine while not actually doing the shadow clearing and emotional healing work that allows for an embodied emotional maturity that recognizes EVERYONE as a Divine spark. They have been allowed to teach from a place that isn’t authentic or representative of how they treat others in their ‘personal life’. Many of these abuses are now being exposed as ALL of it is being purified to return back to true and authentic service of love….which is always a ‘with’ reality and not an ‘against’ or ‘over’ others.

YOU are the healer of your own inner world and the manifestor of an outer world that matches that healed state. YOU are actually the space holder that can provide the digestion of trauma that parts of you from this lifetime and other lifetimes most need. Any healer or teacher that offers you any other perspective than this one is still moving through the Lower 4D matrix of fear-based control and undigested abusive power dynamics.

During 1:1 75-90 minute sessions over zoom and in person in Victoria, BC, I and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators set the stage for you with our experience and lived in relationship to the SoulFullHeart process. We support you to discover how it can help YOU to heal yourself. YOU connect to support systems that have always been there for you, such as Star Family and Divine guides, even if you haven’t always been conscious of them. We offer when it feels like a specific part/aspect is coming forward and then collaborate with you to discover that part and the traumatic scenes it may be stuck in/looping in OR timeline bleed through that is happening.

We take a wholistic and systemic view of your life…..ALL areas of it…..emotional, physical, mental, financial, spiritual, environmental and social. Nothing gets left behind or out of the exploration and YOU discover the gifts of not leaving any area (or part of you) behind.

Sessions are $100 CAD (about $77 USD) with me for women over 30. Bridging sessions with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Solais (for men and women) and with Kalayna Solais (with women) are $77 CAD (about $55 USD). More information about sessions here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

I highly recommend taking in my 33 day video series called Deepen to get more sense of what sessions are like. Each video offers a teaching about SoulFullHeart and a guided meditation. The full playlist is here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Photo taken by Raphael of me sitting by a ‘Grandmother’ Cedar, over 1,000 years old on the west coast of Vancouver Island

Empowering Spaceholding Coming Through

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By Jelelle Awen
I am in the midst of my fullest week of sessions EVER….and the joy and love that are flowing through in service is just amazing. It’s almost as if each one serves the other in this beautiful way. The collaborative energies that move between me and the women/men I meet with are empowering frequencies…..offering a mirror to them of their bigness, connection to their higher guidance, clarities, and lifting of their OWN veil as they connect to aspects of themselves and of their soul who offer these gifts. I feel this is the new paradigm of space holding that empowers the soul receiving it.
 
I love those moments in sessions when something that was previously a mystery, a confusion, causing pain/suffering or just not understood comes into clarity, understanding, resolution, and completion due to the exploration/framing and feeling of parts’ reality and Metasoul timeline processing. It is the MOST rewarding fun to be able to get to do and be this with others and receive money exchange for it (while money is still needed in this dimension that is.)
 
If you’ve been feeling into having a 1:1 galactic activation or bridging session with me over zoom remotely or if you happen to be in the Victoria/Vancouver, BC area to have one in person, right NOW is offering some potent and powerful energies of Divine love to hold the space for catalytic movements and tender realizations both. I feel like I am in another level of love flow and clarity too as I go next level in soul purpose expression here (as we are ALL in the process of doing every moment.)
 
These are precious, spontaneous and unedited comments (other than taking out personal details) that I received just this week after sessions!!
 
“Thank you so much, Jelelle! I have felt a great softening in my core heart today and a genuine gratitude for you. The visceral feeling of this part of me moving forward toward the energy of love that was flowing from you, is still something I can feel now. Somehow we were able to move toward love and let it in and that was deeply healing. I know you are just holding that space until I can do it for myself, but thank you!”
 
“Thank you so much for today’s session. I love the way you have developed of working with all this. I came away feeling so excited, like there is hope and a way forward to deal with relationship within myself. I was really thrilled how these parts of me appearing are so clear and that it’s like Alice in Wonderland almost going into rabbit holes, a bit surreal, and then things knit together and start to make sense. An exciting journey! I want to do it again already !”
 
“Thank you so much for the enlightened session! I look forward to the next!”
 
“Thank you Jelelle! Your guidance has been ever so precious!!! I had some vivid dreams, the meaning of which I understood right away. This morning, I’m filled with a sense of peace. It’s eerie and beautiful and so precious. Thank you again!”
 
“What a powerful session yesterday was. I was glued to my bed the whole evening as much felt activated, even this morning it was difficult to motivate out of sleep. Thank you for the space you held for me and wishing you a beautiful week ahead!”
 
“Thank you, Jelelle. What an uplifting, magical session!”
 
You can PM me over facebook or through the contact page on this blog or through the soulfullheartwayoflife.com website to respond with answers to some questions prior to the session (which are on the link below), offer your $55 USD minimum donation for a very FULL 75-90 minutes, and coordinate a day/time with me. I have openings next week…..More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Reach out. Ask for what you need. Get ready to receive. It IS time!
 
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman also provide powerful spaceholding for women and especially for men to explore their sacred masculinity. Read more about them at the above link too!

Energy Update: SOULar Winds Ebb, Bringing Bliss And Healing

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by Jelelle Awen

SOULar winds bringing in those INtense geomagnetics are moving out now (April 13th), exiting Gaia’s atmosphere mostly although lingering in the far North. You may still be feeling them running and moving through your atmosphere, your energy field and on the emotional body level too as the light continues to penetrate into every living cell and chakras too. The light brings UP the oil/toxicities/denser frequencies to be felt and cleared, moving in like a poultice to pull out what needs to be purged….and that process is ongoing.

Many of you commented about feeling these energies in your heart area as heart palpitations, pain, tremors, etc. The Higher Heart chakra vortex was activated at a stronger level/dose over the last month. Your Higher Heart will be most needed for yourself AND as more souls awaken and look for a beacon of compassion to guide them through the shock and trauma of the ongoing transition. Here is a guided meditation I did to activate and integrate the Higher Heart frequencies and the other chakra vortexes of your Personal Sun and Gaia: https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

You may have started to feel the moving out yesterday as the pressure eased and more breathing became possible. BLISS could arise then from the space made by the energies of these last few days (and weeks!) Is there ROOM in your life and your heart for that bliss to arise too? Not just the mess? Not just the pain/aches, intense feelings? Yes, these mess states are necessary to purge up, to be felt…..but they are meant to move on too.

Is there room for Bliss in your life? For joy? For magic? For the sense of goodness that holds it ALL? For love?

If it feels like there is not as much room for love as you want and desire or you are not experiencing it as consistently or deep in your body in a grounded way, this is because parts of you are blocking these frequencies from coming in. Layers sometimes of flatness, fears, anxieties, tensions, suffering loops are built up in the 3D Self that block and filter love from coming in. These layers serve to modulate love; open the heart in moments and then ‘close’ it down again.

All this layering can FEEL like it is you. There can be very little separation sometimes from the soup of triggered reactions and undigested traumas. The stories you tell about your life in the current and in the past can feel like there is one singular “I” who has experienced and is feeling this. Objective space and a witness self is created through separation and beginning to feel the different energies and aspects of you in response to it. This doesn’t fragment your personality to look at it this way; it actually brings in MORE wholeness as a centered YOU collects in a loving way all the pieces of you that have been buried, disowned, ‘fused’ to, overly relied on, etc. These are parts/aspects that have just needed to be there as an adjustment to 3D living and just such intense conditioning that supports this. ALL these parts/aspects/frequencies can be transmuted into love with and by love. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts.

I have a few slots open next week on the weekdays if you would like to experience a NEW perspective for and of yourself, your journey so far, and your highest timeline manifestation during a 90 minute 1:1 bridging session with me for an affordable minimum donation of $55 USD. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Also, we are hosting a FREE Unity Meditation call tomorrow, April 14th at 11:11am CST. Usually powerful frequencies of activation AND integration come through that can be helpful during this time. You can register through event brite here to auto receive the zoom link to attend:https://tinyurl.com/y9s3mdvp

Again, as always, MUCH love to you in our ongoing journey into remembrance of our essence as Infinite Love….and thank YOU for all your comments on and sharings of my posts this week. It is a beautiful collaboration we create here in this ‘space’ and I appreciate it AND you! Serving love together!

This photo is of me at the beach here in Mexico…letting in and playing with the sun rays. I received such a feeling of GOODNESS from them as I let them in. Which, of course, is so key to receive what is being offered AS love by these codes right now….letting IN! 

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.