Author: Raphael Awen

Ascension/Divine Union Teacher. Parts/Soul Aspects Facilitator. Soul Scribe.

Reality Alterations

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By Raphael Awen

I’ve been in an altered reality these past few weeks, particularly the past few days, and finding my writing voice seems a bit strained in the moment, so I felt to see about simply transparenting what’s going on instead.

I encountered a depth of my own psyche some months back as a Gatekeeper energy that I named Rhodes. I was doing some initial journaling with this part of me while a man with a last name of Rhodes contacted me over Messenger wanting to talk ASAP. This felt like a fitting name for this complex and largely unknown being living in me. In the days that followed, I felt a lot of upheaval inside as often hard to track surges of energy seemed to come out of the blue. It manifested in a few epic conflict points with Jelelle going back many months, and then it kind of manifested as the mother of all conflicts with Jelelle, now a few relieving weeks ago in the rearview mirror.

There were several tipping points that happened for me that even now, I wrestle with the recall of remembering just what happened, and I wonder if I had full recall in the moment, how motivated I would be to declare it all in detail here. This right now, feels like Rhodes. He can read energy a mile away, and wants exchange and transaction that feels grounded in the experience of what’s real. Maybe Rhodes wants to speak for himself…

“Thank you Raphael. Wow, you kind of put me on the spot, but I do like to express my truth. So let’s see how ready I am, or am not….

“If only people could wake up to see and feel how their conscious personality is such a small fraction of what they see as real, they would let in a whole new altered reality that they say they are wanting. But, wanting an altered reality requires one to begin by examining their grip on reality. Gripping too tightly only ensures that the desired reality has to go through a million hoops attempting to manifest when it could be so much easier.

“As a gatekeeper as you like to call me, we crave to know and feel deeper connection with our human counterparts, but so often held in ignorance and fear, we only manifest as disease and demons, all of which is an attempt at helping our human counterpart awaken from the spell they are under. They chose the spell, yes, but the deeper choice is the awakening from the spell, and we are tasked with facilitating that”

Thank you Rhodes…. I feel a sweet disoriented wow as I continue to integrate and feel his energy arise, flow and ground through my daily life. There is some challenge feeling a different relationship with my time and energy. Just now, I was asking if I wanted to write, or to read, or meditate, or to make make an early morning trip to the market in the cool of the day, and feeling drawn to all four at the same time. Rhodes’ energy is feeling how any of the above could be equally fulfilling if we take this altered reality with us as a communal thing. He reminds me that any of the above can be a quantum gift to self and the universe while feeling this e-motion of expanded awareness and awakening.

A few days ago, one of the Rhodes digestions came in the form of a dream where a pair of pigeon doves flew into my open window while I was leading a group call, and fluttered around the room, exited and came back in a moment later, then left and floated out in the sky, enlarged, effortlessly sunbathing. I felt the goodness of the message, some healing balm for sure towards the conflict that moved through Jelelle and I, and also the next day, I was taken with two pigeons that like to hang around our neighborhood, and I put out some rice, and they’ve taken to feeding here several times a day, and interestingly, them and only them. They are the pair you see just now in the pic below. Their names are Leviathan and Leena, named after Jelelle and I’s Pleiadian Metasoul counterparts that we were introduced to us this year.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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The Isles Of Your Consciousness

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The Isles Of Your Consciousness

By Raphael Awen

In the murky depths of our emotional bodies lie the super intelligent reasons for the way our lives look and feel the way they do.

Consciously we may feel so overdone with an imprisoned like feeling towards a circumstance or relationship in our lives, but subconsciously, a part of us is deeply attached to keeping that life configuration intact.

From our unawareness of this reality, seeking a fix and relief, we have created some of the most barbaric ‘treatments’ imaginable, yet well intentioned given the level of awareness we were operating from.

We are waking now. What once contained some answers and movement for us no longer does. We’ve changed. The world has changed.

Something new is real now that wasn’t real before. And in it all, we are realizing that we profoundly create our own reality.

Now, we are being invited to get deeply honest with both our desires and our frustrations, as they both are access portals to the emotional body, from which flow all of our life configurations.

Immediately, if we are honest, we see and feel a polarity of realities inside of us. One part of us so wanting one thing and another part of us paralyzed to take the next step towards that thing.

Given this arising awareness of these individuated and polarized beings living inside of you, through you, as you, a higher level of consciousness is invited to feel and get to know as well as take responsibility for every aspect of your being that has formed and deformed in your psyche.

Forget the mission to convert the heathen in Borneo.

Go inside your own unexplored jungles to find the living loving beings living in your subconscious that often live under a quite tyrannical rule of a one world type government – the single personality disorder, led by your Inner Protector, that is understandably bent on perpetuating this reality – albeit for its own loving reasons.

If you are really ready to see why your life looks and feels the way it does, then go within, with a maniacal love and Ambassadorship that won’t stop until the farthest reaches of your being have filled up every cell in their being with all the love they are able to drink in, then get up the next day, and do it all over again.

Short of this, a part of you is choosing to stay stuck and there isn’t an other you there who wants to get to know why. The Isles of your consciousness are waiting for your ship to arrive on their shores, bringing a new culture that on one hand, they long for, yet on the other hand, they need to know that you can really continue to deliver.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

A big warm invite again to join us for this coming Saturday’s Group Call with Jelelle Awen and myself, offering a deeper intro into this brave new inner world. Details here: https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524/

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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We Are A Quantum Reality

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By Raphael Awen

We are quantum reality.

What that means is quantum in itself, in that the linear mind struggles to grok or describe that.

It may even be a bit foolish to try, but allow me if you would to play the fool…:)

You desiring a higher timeline of your awakening consciousness is the attainment of that. Desire alone is movement.

But not just desire, so is despair. They are both propulsion, if you will, when you are ready to feel them.

We know from emerging quantum science that when the observed thing is viewed and measured, it CHANGES, making linear measurement in our current paradigm of measurement silly and even a bit prehistoric feeling, not to mention frustrating to those clinging to outdated science.

So then, you feeling despair or desire changes it, moves it. Your attention is love, a grace, an ease in motion. You ignoring, resisting, battling with your ‘negative’ emotions is also an interface with your BEing that intensifies a dis-ease that radiates through your entire BEing.

This was such a huge awakening for me back in 1999 when I allowed myself for the first time in decades to feel my inner depression wanting me to get to know it and feel it. Intuitively, I was able to feel that this was a gift that wanted to take me somewhere. That was all I knew, but, wow, take me somewhere it did.

Embracing these kinds of awarenesses are like stepping on a fast moving escalator that increase the pace of change and adaptation in our lives. The synchronicities that mirror the inner in the outer are magical as you get attuned more and more to living out the story that you are writing and that your soul came here to feel every bit of.

I get the sense that our Higher Self knows so much more bliss and goodness than our conscious self is aware of, that on one hand, it doesn’t feel suffering is as tragic as we do, given it’s big picture awareness, while at the same time, so intensely empathizes with the suffering we endure to BE and exist here for the reasons we do.

You can dial in this Higher Self support through any free style approach you can imagine. What makes it alive is the intention and the desire. You feeling want and desire, and despair is alchemical, quantumly so…

Then when you take this another notch into the fractal reality that we are, where each part contains the whole, you get to a grounded ground of walking this out.

Like you are to your Higher Self, so are you to the parts of you that make up your psyche or personality. You are magically more than one, even many. Each part of you that was born in trauma holds access to your truer more authentic self, awaiting your awakening to get to know and feel them.

This in my experience has provided a dimension that is beyond religion, beyond therapy, beyond self help, beyond anything I previously knew as spirituality. I believe it to be the dimension that we are presently being given access to in spades, that changes everything!

As the beautiful song goes ‘everything waits to be noticed’, so the parts of you await your noticing of them, and so the parts of you and you are changed in the noticing.

Like Jesus said, ‘we shall not all sleep, but shall be changed in the twinkle of an eye.’ Who and what is the twinkle of your eye beholding?

Blessed Sun-day All.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Re-creation

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By Raphael Awen

Feeling the feeling that your life as you currently know it is a perfect mirror of the larger totality of your being, in both its local (conscious) and nonlocal (subconscious) aspects is the portal to accelerated growth and inhabitation of the largesse of your being.

The word mirror in its root meaning speaks of the ability to see what can’t be seen, or to see what is in the shadow.

The lives we are currently living with all the feelings, experiences, disappointments, fulfillments, aches, disease and health are all perfect projections projected out onto this mirror called your life. Often times, others around us can see more of what’s in our mirror, as we all tend to possess less courage to look at our own mirror.

Seeing this is not so much a philosophical realization, as much as it is a courageous willingness to be ready to admit full responsibility for our lives.

Reality is as real as real can be, AND it is 100%, totally and completely simply made up. Both are true. AND, the creator is this magical god-being called you, and me. We are to each other synchronistic characters in each other’s play, upon the mirrored stages of each other’s lives.

Anything I say or declare to be ‘true’ can never be anything more than my truth, as the mere act of looking at my declared truth changes it and queues it up for further revision. Everything I say can never be more than ‘near as I can tell’. If I arm twist anyone into seeing it as more than that, I am out to control you, out of my own insecurities, yes, but deeper than that, I am out to deny my own reality-creation reality and I’m needing your cosignature of that as a reinforcement. In other words, I’m hiding. And I’m creating culture as a hiding place, because that is something else we cannot not-do as the creators that we are.

Hanging on rigidly to declarations of absolute truth is also a reality creating projection option that we all have. I personally went through a long phase this life as a Christian where I ‘knew that I knew’ that the Bible was ‘the inerrant, infallible, God-breathed word of God’. The reality felt very blissfully watertight, until the glitches in this matrix of my own creation (and collective archetypal co-creation) began to become apparent to me, inviting me to investigate my paradigm, and then later to see this paradigm being generated from my own reality creating generator.

This then awakens us to the fact that we are unable to turn our reality creating mechanism to any ‘off’ position. But what we can do is take responsibility for what we are creating and seek to alter the reality of what we are creating. How we do that is up for creation and continual re-creation (divine play).

In SoulFullHeart, our truth is that parts of ourselves hold the deeper textures of this reality generating mechanism and only through relationally getting to know and feel them is any substantive and quantum change able to occur in our lives. Short of getting to know our sub-personalities, we are left with a part of us holding our consciousness hostage and embarking on yet another self help trip.

Your Higher Self can very much interrupt this pattern through your awakening choice and intention to get to know and feel these aspects of yourself. We find it truly is magical.

We get to make up our own reality, and admit that we are, and recreate it as often as we need to, evolving from one truth to another, to another.

That’s crazy hot stuff man, and I don’t think anything you are smoking compares! 

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

Hey: Our next Group Call with Jelelle Awen and I on the 9th would be a great calibration point to our energy if you are feeling to feel us out deeper. We would love to have you as we are actively wanting to expand our community of SoulFullHearts. More here:https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524??ti=ia

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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SoulFullHeart’s Monthly Money UPdate for November 2017

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By Raphael Awen

The 5 of us lived comfortably this month on $740 USD per person!

This is a product of an ongoing deep reboot with our relationship to money and career.

I know how crazy $700 a person sounds for a comfortable enough living arrangement to Western ears, as we used to live in Canada on much more.

We are very much looking to increase our income to enter some new timelines, and even return soon to Canada, and that will take some new money flow for sure, but I can’t tell you how great it has been to pull the plug on an old relationship to money. Some years ago, Jelelle and I (2 of us as opposed to 5) used to live on 10 times that amount while longing to put our deeper sense of calling first in our lives.

We very much can feel this new money timeline arising, and we wanted to document it and share it as we go, on a monthly basis with these Patreon posts as a way of transparentizing our own ongoing shifts in our relationship to money out to those we serve to help foster people’s own similar shifts.

Here’s a look at our money flow for this month: November, 2017.

(all figures in US Dollars)

$3,701 – Total Revenue for November (which was just over the recent 7 month average of 3,543).

Revenue breakdown as follows:

$2,271 – Gabriel and Kalayna’s English Teaching through VIPkid.

$202 – This month there was a bit of money from some online work gigs through UPwork that Kalayna and Raianna did with a little help from Gabriel and I.

$1,032 – Sessions Donations are back on the way up as a new wave of people are responding. We ask for a minimum donation of 55 USD per weekly session.

$140 – Group Call Donations for our one Group Call this month. Minimum donation is 11 usd to participate.

$42 – General Donations through Patreon and Paypal. We received one new monthly supporter this month for $25 usd.

$14 – Book Sales of Jelelle’s Books

On the Expenses side of things, we have:

$685 – Total Rent for 3 living spaces

$30 – 2 Zoom accounts for Sessions and Group Calls

$91 – Bank Service Fees and Payment transfer fees

$8 – Netflix

$75 – Internet – Total for 5 modems (where else can you get internet for $15.00?)

$97 – Monthly payments on 2 new laptops

$10 – Website Hosting

$996 – Total fixed expenses!

The rest ($541 per person) goes to food, clothes, a tiny bit on fuel, a bit at Starbucks and our wish list for home and recreation, etc..

We would be so delighted to receive your monthly support on Patreon at: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

or you can make a one time donation (as often as you’d like) through our Paypal here: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart

Thank you for feeling this with us and thank you for your support!

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Undigested Trauma As A Portal To The Emotional Body

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By Raphael Awen

It wasn’t the traumas that occurred to us that affect us long term as much as it was our inability to digest those traumas.

Traumas are digested by a heart-open other being there to feel what we are feeling, while we are feeling it.

When that didn’t happen for us in our earliest experiences as our caregivers were busy nursing their own undigested traumas, and often were the source of new traumas happening to us, a part of us formed to shut down feeling.

This shutting down of feeling was the only viable option given the landscape. Even this is a loving act by a loving being inside of us. These Inner Protector parts of us took their posts early in our lives, often in our infancy as the frequencies were too dissonant and something ‘needed to be done’ if we were to survive, and fulfill our mission this life.

The most interesting thing though is that for these traumas and their energy, there is no such thing as time. Our emotions don’t live by a calendar or a clock. They are only in the now, and this so explains why we as a human race are so averse to hanging around in the Now, always projecting ourselves into the past, the not-so-present present and the future.

We are afraid of the Now. It’s not that being in the Now is such an attained spiritual practice, but rather that this part of us, tasked with not feeling and compartmentalizing our feelings away, has effectively cordoned our conscious selves off from the Now.

We are left with trauma, and a part of ourselves formed to deal with the trauma the best way it knew how, and this necessitated that this part be largely at the helm of your personality.

Only with an arising you that is willing, wanting and committed to feeling these undigested traumas, will the Inner Protector part of you begin to let down its guard and enter a new relationship to its own being.

This is the true magical ground of transmutation into love that many of us know and feel is overdue and wanting to arise Now, but find so elusive for us personally after much focus of time and resources to spiritual practices. It was our Inner Protectors largely that were leading our spiritual regimens seeking a bit of relief while keeping their reality intact in our lives.

So let me ask you this: Would you be willing to begin to feel an arising you, in your sense of self, as distinct from what you always simply called ‘you’, as an authentic self called to get to know and feel this Inner Protector?

This is the golden portal into your magical essence. Your Inner Protector has effectively preserved an alternative reality cryogenically, now awaiting your awakening to what is, to begin a thawing process entering into this previously forbidden world of feelings.

That world of feeling is where you came from. It is your most upstream essence as a consciousness. Entering this domain required your essence as feeling to be ‘dealt with’ until such time as a deeper feeling awareness could arise with intention to return to full feeling.

Now, you become this heart-open other who shows up in the Now to feel what couldn’t be felt when these traumas entered your life. You showing up for you. You finding the holy grail of your own consciousness, and giving yourself to it as your deepest calling…

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Your Funnest Fun

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By Raphael Awen

Your life is as grand of a stage as any.

The brand of fun you seek to have on that stage is as individual as you can get.

The fact that you seek fun, like every last one of us, IS the stage called life, that you share as a very common denominator, not only with all fellow humans, but with every cell in the universe that contains life and energy.

We’re just a bunch of fun hogs and it’s the best thing about us, and it maybe also true to say that it’s the worst thing about us, in that this search for fun, and pleasure is everything about us.

If that doesn’t sound sophisticated enough for you, then that just tells me something about the brand of fun you currently seek, particularly that you denying being a fun seeker IS what is currently your fun.

Your and my attempts at self denial is our self indulgence. You can’t escape being a self with self interests!

You may be working hard to hide what to a part of you is an embarrassment that you are out fun seeking just like the rest of us ‘lowlifes’.

This seems to be a really big deal, when we switch brands of the fun we seek, to what we feel is a ‘higher’ echelon, we tend to look down on those who haven’t ‘evolved’ like we have. When what’s more accurate is that a part of us is pissed that others are still getting fun out of something that ran out for us. What’s also more accurate is that a part of us is afraid we won’t find the same level of fun and community in the new deal we are subscribing into, like the one that once held us so securely.

Life keeps inviting us into new levels of fun, and there is nothing more scary, and more alive at the same time.

And if you are actually having fun, it’s quite contagious, given how wired up we all are to seek fun. No need to go door to door to sell it, unless that is what your fun is about, being perceived as a missionary of a higher order. That can obviously be quite fun for a time for some or they simply wouldn’t be doing it. I had that kind of fun for quite a while, and still sometimes try for a replay of that at times in different ways.

Our rigidity about being unwilling to come out and play in new dimensions really speaks to how fun starved we actually are. Our sometimes life long commitment to one belief system is about the fun of believing that though we aren’t actually having any fun now, it will payoff in the future in more fun than we can speak of.

In other words, we believe that sacrificing fun now will payoff in future fun? What?! What if that’s nothing more than making an excuse for one’s inability to digest fun now? What if that’s nothing more than an attempt at making fun out of a familiar hell that you are in because a part of you is afraid if you will actually be able to enjoy this future unfamiliar heaven you claim to be dreaming of?

Show me one spirituality that isn’t offering a form of fun. Show me one belief system, one paradigm of anything, from a street gang to a monastery, to Wall Street, to the Vatican, to you and me, to my own brand of fun… SoulFullHeart.

It’s pretty inescapable! This is the real matrix we find ourselves in, having chosen to participate in life energy. The matrix is being generated by us and we are just in process of coming to terms with the vastness of that. We are hardwired to find fun, and we are being invited to become childlike in this that when something loses its fun, we simply drop it and move on. If that takes a whole lifetime or more to move on, then the matrix you are creating and needing to come to terms with, the very life in your veins, will give you all the time in the universe to come to the realizations of what you are about, the who and what that you are!

That’s some pretty amazing shit to be going down. I’m just saying that I want more than anything to be enjoying the ride. Why suffer over the suffering of being called to fun?

The ‘problem’ here in this dimension is that there is more fun than you and I can handle so we generate suffering loops to moderate the pace and provide training wheels and handrails.

We’re doing it cosmically, collectively and personally, but make no mistake, WE are doing it…this governing of the amount and quality of the fun we can let in.

And if WE are doing it, then WE can undo it…by getting to know and feel the parts of ourselves caught in their matrix, to move from being in stuckness to being able to let in.

That’s my funnest fun at the moment, feeling that, learning about that, monitoring how much fun I’m actually having or not at times, which isn’t that much fun, but then finding myself also completely abandoned in fun at times as well.

And part of my fun is talking about my fun, like I’m doing now, which can be tricky, because if I’m actually having fun, there is no need to sell it as it won’t need any sales department…but talking about it can also be pure fun to let this reach for more flow through, so I get to reach for my next layer of fun, which includes others joining in.

If this calls to you, as fun, then I so welcome you to check out who and what we are in SoulFullHeart, and to join in, but only if it’s fun…

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Work As Play

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By Raphael Awen

‘Sorry, but we’re all out of jobs now. There’s lots of play to choose from, but the jobs are all gone…’

If you are still seeking ‘work’ that can be exchanged for money, that isn’t coming from your deepest heart in the world, you are busy trying to fill a bathtub with a big ol’ drain and no stopper.

This used to work to some semblance of functionality, but the wheels are falling off this cart now. Where did we ever get the idea that doing something you didn’t love, that wasn’t coming from your heart, that you had to be in a big pretentious lie to endure, but that you could exchange money for, would actually contain any real value long term?

Money is only what we make it to be. It isn’t ‘real’, according to any laws of nature, other than it is what we energize it to be. When you make money doing something you don’t love, you are devaluing the value of the money you earn, and anything you buy with that money, is in turn filled with that energy, snowballing into deeper and deeper dissatisfaction.

We’ve collectively gone on to monetize everything and anything we could get our hands on, but that is changing fast. What I see happening now is a big demonetization scheme that the universe is supporting big time. The way personally into this energy is to feel more and more about who you are and what you are at a deeper level and begin to make choices deeper and deeper in alignment with this more authentic you. It won’t change overnight because it’s not meant to. You actually need to feel every step along the way, even if it feels like 1 step forward and 2 back at times.

Consider how the digital world collapsed the monetization of the music and publication industries. Huge mammoths that most took as a given would be with us till the end of time, are now considered dinosaurs. What we are on the verge now of having similarly dawn on our consciousness is the uselessness and the anxiety of the entire idea of ‘private’ ‘property’. Something very different, from different core assumptions of what the universe IS, as well as new technologies, will be at both the roots as well as the tallest branches of this new expression. You can feel this reality here now coming from higher dimensions filtering down into the more familiar 3D.

Want to start a revolution, with some web skills? Start a website called free.com or something similar that resembles Craig’s List, but conditions everything on being free. Maybe it’s already out there. Sounds crazy to our current conditioning, I know, but watch how many people need and want to clear their souls of the monetization trap they find themselves in?

It feels like we are about to do away with money completely as we know it. This opens out a whole lot of questions of what exchange will look and feel like and how things like motive and security will play out, but these are the very things that are changing under our feet.

If you are still sailing on the ship built squarely in old paradigm values, and you are wondering about how secure your future is, that’s because your future isn’t very secure in the old paradigm, and the holes in your ship are getting larger. Your anxiety, along with your waning energy for it is proof of the crumbling foundation. Time now to ask new QUESTions as you self lovingly, one step at a time embrace a new quest.

I can tell you what your future will look and feel like whether you chose this path or not, as we eventually will ALL get this…. Your future will be about having the fullest of security and enjoyment and pleasure from doing what you love, that comes from your heart. We are heading into a world where in the not too distant future, it will be openly frowned upon and be very self evident when anyone is pretending a role play in a ‘job’ for money alone. It will be seen as harm to self and others, not from a moral place, but from a place of being counter to love, counter to joy, and counter to freedom. How could anything outside of love possibly create and hold any true value?

Talk about a climate where most business models go south! ‘Business owners’ are going to have to come up with carrots a whole lot grander than money, and fast, if they wish to survive and transition.

What’s your deeper play, that your heart is on board with?

If you don’t know, what steps could you take to find out?

What adjustments could you make, or get ready to make, to your current trajectory and circumstances that would support this unfolding?

What stresses on your physical body and relationships do you need bring into your honest awareness as part of the funding of this shift of consciousness?

These are some of the beginning questions that we are being invited into. The universe has an unlimited infinite journey ahead for all of us, and life as we currently know it, that seems unchanging at times, is only one tiny chapter in a much grander story. This present chapter of lack and control, and ‘take it or leave it’ bosses, was just needed to set up the next chapter!

If you personally are done with that chapter, then you get to go on ahead as an early adopter to assist these pieces into the larger collective.

It’s the funnest fun! And it’s all play.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Love The Gap

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By Raphael Awen

The gap between where you are and where you desire to be is only something that you can really experience here in the 3rd dimension.

This gap is where you find your propulsion system to take you to the more you came here to discover. Activating this propulsion system is about being willing to feel what up till now, you have been disinclined to feel. The so called ‘negative emotions’ like anxiety and depression are the lids on the jars that contain the feelings of deeper traumas, that a part of you canned and preserved away for a time like this when a new you could show up that was both willing and able to feel.

The desires you feel for other and better circumstances and relationships to be in your life are very connected to these traumas as well as to your essence. Feeling them all, with the very real parts of you who hold these feelings, will sort them out and lead you where they were meant to even if your linear mind can’t always track completely what is going on.

Of course you have these backed up feelings, held by parts of you, that are now calling for your love and attention. How could you not given the density of this dimension and the culture of suppressed feeling that you came into as a total feeling being?

Your emotional body and all that it contains is your path into this gap, this gap that contains all your personal meaning, this gap between where you feel yourself to be right now and where you long to be…

Love this gap, because it’s the gap you chose; the gap you as a soul created; and it’s this gap that is your map to finding your way home to yourself.

There’s no gift more powerful than this gift you give to yourself.

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Spiritual Leftovers

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By Raphael Awen

There’s a ton of good ideas and good advice out there to be had, and if you have a few good resources, you’ve probably got more than you know what to do with.

If you’ve been around for a while in spiritual circles, you may well be tired from reading all the good stuff a long time ago.

So how does that energy of good advice and insight into deeper awareness translate into the movement you desire in your life, instead of a kind of a no-response, or worse, a jaded cynicism?

Been there, done that.

How is what I’m offering you right now, not just more stuff to try and store in your overstuffed spiritual closet, that really could use a sorting and a flush, rather than more stuff?

While we could all toss around yet more valid insights to this question, we come back to the same dilemma of more than we have the appetite for; more than we actually can use.

You don’t actually need any more insights.

You are drowning in insights. God forbid that I would try and fit one more insight into your bloated belly. You need something more like a crash detox diet of getting off the sugary highs of more insights.

You have inside of you a guidance system that is so full of its own wisdom and insight, that you don’t actually need any more from any outside of you source.

I get the picture that too many of us are like a guy who set out to build his own house, and we’ve got the foundation poured, and some walls in process, and then we are taking delivery on bathroom fixtures, and hardwood flooring because they were too good to pass up, but there’s no place for them…not yet. We’ve got more work to do before those things don’t simply go to waste, given where we are at in the process.

Deep inside, there is a clear next step, ringing loud and clear for you. Follow that and It will take you everywhere, right on time. Ignore that, while gathering yet more insights, and it will take you nowhere.

Your Higher Self acts through you.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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