Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

You Keep Opening Up To Love: Invitation To Heal Your Inner Child And Other Parts Of You

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

You keep opening your heart to love. You do, because it is WHY you are here. To open, to share, to risk….even, sometimes, to break. So it feels like…..your heart is breaking into pieces and the parts that seem shattered speak to you then, saying, β€˜This is me, all broken up. Will I ever come together again?’

These parts of you speak of hurt and loss that runs deep, much beyond this moment and even this present timeline and this current situation or circumstance. They flash you the slideshow scenes of previously forgotten pain that is now acutely aching again so you can understand it better, feel it, BE with it…..eventually help them be FREE from these frozen in fear moments.

These parts of you cry with you their tears that often weren’t allowed, permitted, or felt in the moment the pain was caused and harm received by others. These parts of you…..sometimes so, so young, precious, and innocent….can then be held by your and the Divine Mother’s forgiveness and compassion. They can become pure again until the light of your loving sun.

You keep holding the space for this process….BEing with what is real, allowing space to feel it ALL with ALL parts of you. You keep feeling because, on the other side of this pain, is the joy that is contained in every part of you.

On the other side of the fear, is the love that is the essence of every part of you.

On the other side of the shame, is the sense of innate goodness in every part of you.

Your Divine Self keeps finding support to trust this transmutational process. You trust it because it always moves to the other side eventually. Every movement offers the opportunity and possibility of moving on….even if it looks like ‘going in’ or looks like mourning. You hear ‘it’s time to move on now and let it go’ and so parts of you do, your previously occupied heart now empty, vacated, and ready to be filled up again by love…

You keep feeling the love that life is bringing, holding, offering you and these parts do too until they become more and more whole and integrated. You keep listening as Life says, “Keep opening UP, BEing with what is real and trusting the process. All that you desire and deserve is here, waiting until you are ready to receive it.”
~
Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

This ground of feeling, healing, and being with parts of you and soul aspects is what we explore with much tender and deep initiation in 1:1 sessions. For more information, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

This is my Deepen meditation series that I recommend for opening up access to many parts of self and soul aspects: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, our online community Portal and more at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Galactic Activations Through HUGE Sun Spot/Possible Flares, Eclipse Window & Winter Solstice Conjunction

Published on by Jelelle Awen1 Comment

Energy Update: My attention is being turned toward the cosmic in the last couple of days, which I haven’t been tracking as much in the last months due to so much going on in my own soul family activation process since coming to Avalon and what has been happening collectively in current events as well. This draw toward the galactic usually signals there may be more activity going on, including a next round of activations and upgrades through the usual sources.


There are most likely some strong solar flares coming as an ‘awakening boost’ for humanity’s consciousness as we currently go through the deepest densities of the disclosure process. These may be provided by AR2786–the biggest sunspot in years! This sunspot is now forming light bridges that are bright fissures ~15,000 km long, about as wide as Earth (pictured). These light bridges may be preparing to erupt into solar flares as they are highly explosive or they may disintegrate, according to spaceweather.com.


It feels like cosmic support is coming too in the upcoming full moon lunar eclipse happening on Monday, November 30th and the subsequent total solar eclipse on December 14, 2020. An eclipse window is usually a powerful time of clarities, galactic consciousness openings, and revelation of our next timeline manifestations. Both eclipses won’t be visible to very many of us physically, yet can be tuned into virtually to experience a powerful download!

I can already feel the energies building toward the winter solstice as well, December 21, 2020, with a sense of anticipation/importance about this date growing in the Ascension community. This winter solstice offers a powerful conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn, which happens once every 20 years. I’ll be feeling into this winter solstice event more with my guides around what it specifically offers us in terms of our ongoing embodiment of our Divine Self process during Ascension. We are already planning to hold a group transmission call by donation on that date with more information coming soon!

These cosmic activities feel like they can be a huge support right now during this dynamic and catalytic time! Parts of you may be feeling quite a range of emotions during all the ups and downs post-Election and with Covid restrictions/lockdowns becoming more intense again. There can be moments of huge excitement about FINALLY things being revealed and more souls waking up from the Matrix of mainstream conditioned reality. And, then, frustration at the controls being put even tighter in place as a ‘last gasp/last stand fight’ by these Matrix/Cabal energies. There can be hopelessness and even despair connected to that as well, that you may be feeling as a collective empath that have been vibrating within humanity’s collective emotional body since the fall of Atlantis/Matrix takeover.

Hold space for yourself as first priority….feeling what support and loving heart response parts of you need as navigation (not to transcend yet rather to FEEL it ALL). These cosmic sources from ‘outside’ also provide DNA and code activations from inside that allow access to a bigger perspective. Connect to the quantum field of Unity Consciousness within yourself as a new ‘anchor’ rather than 3D polarized reality.

Much love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

More information about group call events (including a Magdalene consciousness activation call with Kasha and I on Sunday), 1:1 sessions, our community online portal, and books/writings, at soulfullheart.org.

Magdalene Consciousness Transmission Women’s Group Call November 29th (Video) | Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Fellow SoulFullHeart Teacher and Magdalene bridge Kasha Rokshana and I, Jelelle Awen, recorded this quick eight minute video this morning to talk about Magdalene Consciousness and our women’s group call broadcasting from here in Avalon/Glastonbury exploring it this Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST…..also during the full moon/eclipse corridor! It’ll be our third women’s group call broadcasting here from Avalon, a beloved place for the Magdalenes for many years and multiple timelines/lifetimes.

We share in this video about how Magdalene consciousness arises as you connect to your Inner Masculine protection, negotiate consciously to allow the purity frequencies to come forward from your soul as connected to this soul lineage. You receive more and more initiations from Magdalenes led by your soul as you bridge your consciousness through your emotional body and heart space. This can be so hugely supportive and helpful during this time of so much collective transition and Matrix collapse as well.
We hope you can join us live to share on the chat and over video if you’d like to…and also to experience a guided meditation during the call with transmissions/channelings from the core Magdalene ascended teachers of Grandmother Anna, Mother Mary, and ‘three Marys’ as well!

You can offer a donation of whatever amount you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and join us live and/or receive the recording afterwards as well!

More info about the call at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls and https://www.facebook.com/events/194463912230161

I Cannot Make You Grow With Me, Only Invite You To Come Along: Navigating Relationships During Awakening

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

I cannot make you grow with me, only invite you to come along………’Shrinking to fit’ in relationships with others is one of the biggest ways that we can cap our soul bigness and keep our hearts more closed related to transacting intimate love with ourselves, others, and the Divine. These shrinking dynamics happen when parts of us conform to others expectations, ideas, and roles about who we are rather than being who we really are.

Instead of shrinking to fit to maintain the ‘old’ and comfortable ground of transaction, we begin to stretch and challenge that ground as we awaken and heal into more expression of our authentic self. I am seeing in sessions lately that this realization of shrinking to fit is especially happening during this time of Covid, political polarization, Matrix disclosure/collapse etc. as souls wake up to a deeper truth beyond what they have been programmed to believe.

As you share this dawning truth with your family, mate, and friends, there can be quite a backlash, vilification, and even completion of relationships as the dissonance of consciousness can’t find ground to transact any longer. The previous contracts/agreements of you holding the ‘black sheep’ or ‘healer for the family line’ or ‘mate that is awakening ahead of the other’ etc. have now been outgrown and run out of ground.

This can be a very painful process of loss and completion for parts of you, especially the Inner Teenager and Inner Child, with much opportunity to feel the deeper aspects of ourselves that were being mirrored and projected in the relationship onto the other person or people. Much shame can come up in parts when they are judged harshly by previous beloveds. Sometimes parts of you may feel like convincing, proving, and tugging on them to get them to ‘see’ what you do as a form of protection and fear to loss the bond.

Inviting the souls in your life to β€˜come along with you’ as your soul awakens comes from an energy of self love and trust. You are trusting that whatever happens will be held by love for both of you. You are moving beyond previous contracts and agreements and into new arising grounds of love beyond them. You are leading with what your soul desires for yourself while letting go of that you know what that choice should be for another person. You are setting a clear boundary about how you want to be seen and treated and advocating that you ultimately require resonance in your relationships.

This can be very challenging to inhabit until you have negotiated with the parts of you inside that struggle to let go of control, fear, and attachment in relationships. You can only invite others into and with a loving, clean, and pure energy if you are inviting yourself and all your aspects into this ground of exploration. So as you experience it inside, so then can you naturally then invite others into it as well.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We go into these grounds of inner discovery around relationships to feel what mirrors are being offered by them from within you and possible soul themes/patterns/karmic compensations going on as well during 1:1 sessions over zoom. This ‘inside out’ approach and way of feeling it allows for more authentic arising self worth and self containment and digestion of previous trauma from relationship experiences as well, creating more ‘room’ and breathing from within. More information about sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Navigating The Ongoing U.S. Election Aftermath, Increasing Covid Restrictions, & Matrix Exposure

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

The intensity of the Matrix exposure and collapse reality in 3D timelines continues on as this pivotal year of 2020 comes to a close. The aftermath of the U.S. Election serves to show how it wasn’t about an easy result and conclusive winner or ‘business as usual’. Yet rather the election has served a process of ongoing exposure of fraud and corruption…revelation of the dark energies and their ‘dominion’ that have been underneath and fueling our political systems for so long. It is serving to wake up yet even more souls to a new reality.

Trump is once again serving as a poultice to draw out what needs to be seen while taking the brunt of the blame/hate/backlash on himself. As I’ve offered before, he doesn’t feel like a New Earth leader, yet the one needed at this time for what is required. This is NOT an easy soul choice to hold this mantle (perhaps there is karma there he is making up for) and he has needed some denser personality traits to steer him through it. I still feel that he will ultimately be the next President (as he was clearly energectially elected by a ‘landslide’ even if not validating yet in the 3D ‘mainstream’), yet he will be one within a system that will be forever changed by what is happening now.

I have also felt the collapse of the democratic party is happening, to be more seen in the future. This coincides with the collapse of the Cabal and the control Matrix itself as well that has been humanity’s projected ‘mainstream’ reality since the fall of Atlantis. This collapse and abandonment of the 4D source level of AI is something I have shared about before. This is just the beginning of the shift that needs to happen out of the old systems of politics of ANY kind and into the New Earth reality of self sovereignty, small yet aligned communities ‘governing’ themselves, and unity consciousness as the prevailing one.

The peaking of the Covid narrative during this ‘second wave’ of restrictions, lockdowns, vaccine development and roll out, and more freedoms being ‘taken away’ is also serving to expose the hidden agenda of the Cabal, Global Elite and their plan for a ‘Great Reset’. Increasing protests to these restrictions and giving away of human rights is allowing a push back that leads to freedom and ultimately more unplugging from the Matrix for those souls ready for that. Here in Europe, the Cabal energies feel more entrenched still with so many generations of formation and feeding into it, with perhaps a longer journey to go toward emancipation than in the more overtly rebellious U.S. from its inception. Yet, rebellion is happening and spreading here, and it feels like it will grow continuing into 2021.

Ultimately, it feels like the heart and soul of humanity will claim itself again and rise into our non-suppressed form, our sacred humanity….as has already happened in the higher realms for those souls choosing it. For those of us already in an ongoing Matrix and 3D unplugging process starting within for many years, it can feel as if most of this disclosure is not being offered for us yet rather for those that need to see and feel it in a more distinctive way. They (and their 3D selves) need it to be ‘proven’ to them in the way that is starting to happen now in order for them to wake up to it.

During all this peaking of intense Matrix disclosure and collapse energies, I have found it even more important to create an inner shelter for parts of me and soul aspects too during lengthly morning meditation/check in space. This is my bridge to 5D Golden New Earth as the seeds of it live in me and I can water them in my own space, as can we all. I’ve been leaning into my soul family lineage of the Magdalenes to provide guidance and openings from their experience dealing with the Roman Empire, plus soul supporting activations from energies and places here in Glastonbury/Avalon. Tears of reunion, joy, and healing flow easily right now for me as soon as I tune inward both to my own heart chakra and to/from the heart chakra of Gaia.

Going inward and particularly to connect with parts of you and what they are feeling can be very nourishing right now. These peaking energies are also offering an opportunity of thinner veils and more clarities (coming from clair activations) about karmic soul patterns connected to the Cabal frequencies in other lifetimes that you may have been part of in some way.

I offer a Deepen meditation series for this exploration with a new, ongoing one Deepen 2021 coming soon: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Claiming space for yourself, finding support in Nature, taking a break from tracking current events as needed, connecting with beloveds and focusing on your own service of love can help to navigate this time. Feeling the Divine support that is available in EVERY moment connects you to the bigger picture of Ascension and deepening trust in what is unfolding and how it is.

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Here is a recent shelter in the storm livestream with Raphael and I offering more teachings on this and a guided meditation: https://youtu.be/k-s8mFItdmE

More information on 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Claiming Your Heaven Within: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Jesus

Published on by Jelelle Awen1 Comment

By Jelelle Awen

I feel Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and Master Essene/Magdalene/Avalon/Isis priestess, wanting to share a message with you as we continue to traverse through this 11:11 powerful manifestation portal that is bringing in powerful New Earth frequencies with it. I have been connecting with her in her final resting place at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. This has been a sacred process that has brought many tears yet a deeper integration of my soul family lineage as well….

“Thank you, beloved souls, for taking in my message to you!
This is what comes through the Divine’s heart to be expressed to you through mine:


Heaven is not outside of you.

Heaven is not available only when you leave your body and your current lifetime.

The most golden heaven of Earth experiences lives within you.

The heaven of your potential and your capacity.

The heaven of your DNA that is waking up.

The heaven of your sacred humanity that is ready to rise.

This heaven is available in every Now.

As you feel it from within, you can become it.

As you let go of what is not a reflection of this heavenly essence.

As you no longer hold on to ANYTHING that doesn’t feel like this heaven to you.

As you no longer settle or shrink below this heavenly frequency.

As you no longer choose suffering in any form.

As you no longer participate in the Matrix system of enslavement.

As you no longer compensate for karma from other lifetimes.

As you instead LET IN LOVE in all the ways it wants to come to you…

This heaven waits for your claiming within you.

It is time to make this claim of heaven within in every moment by choosing love over fear;

By choosing goodness over suffering;

By choosing light over darkness;

By choosing soul family over being alone;

By choosing to FEEL all that suffers in fear and darkness within you,

By offering a lifeline of Divine love to these places, aspects and parts,

By releasing the karmic binds and contracts that keep them stuck,

you are claiming the healing that wants and needs to happen.

You are claiming the healing that opens up heaven within

with every tear you are willing to shed

and every shadow you are willing to illuminate

and every pain you are so bravely willing to feel.

I hold you with so much love in my heart as does the Divine Mother and Divine Father

as you look no longer upward for Heaven, yet courageously turn inward and discover it THERE.

Ask to experience your Heaven within AND whatever needs your love and attention that may block this experience…and it will be so,

love from my beloved Avalon,

Grandmother Anna with Jelelle Awen

Anna wants to invite you as well to our monthly women’s group transmission call next Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST which feels like it will be a powerful one! Anna and other Magdalenes with Kasha and I will offer a bridge to Magdalene Consciousness. You can offer a donation of any amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Avalon/Wells Activations: Bishop’s Garden & Wells Cathedral, Plus Soul Family Reunion

Published on by Jelelle Awen5 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

We all five took a day trip yesterday to Bishop’s Palace and Cathedral in Wells, UK. It is only a short bus ride away from Glastonbury/Avalon, yet you can feel the energy shift difference there from here. The gardens at the Bishop’s Palace are beautifully cared for and the Yew, Willow, Oak and Walnut trees especially offered a grounded and expansive connection. The natural waterways and rivers that run under the land provide aeration and set our dowsing rods in crazy directions. Also, feeding/connecting with the pigeon doves that will eat right out of your hand and swan family who swim in the moat surrounding the Bishop’s Palace was so joyful and enlivening for all of us!

The Cathedral is a dominating presence over the landscape of the town and gardens…as it has been for nearly 850 years. There is something both impressive and suppressive about the energies within it. “This could use a REALLY good saging and clearing out of stale energies”, was my first feeling about it. It hits you in your third chakra….both the awe at the architectural feat of it (how did they DO this?) and yet also the power play dynamic at the root of its manifestation.

It creates an uneasy feeling as so much of the Cathedral’s focus is caught up in the death aspects of Yeshua’s resurrection, along with the death energies from the many bishop’s tombs buried within it. The rebirth message that Yeshua offered, along with joy, simplicity, loving kindness to all, and lack of importance/emphasis on material attainment has been lost in the Cabal/False Light Matrix distortion of his message displayed in places like this.

This distortion is always hard to feel as a member of his soul family lineage, yet I can feel the ambassadorship that can be offered from our hearts to those ready to receive the purity of his TRUE teachings.There is very little feeling sense of the intimate Divine in these buildings supposedly created in honor and worship of it. There is very little feeling of the Divine Feminine either…the rebuilt Lady Chapel comes the closest to opening the heart in any way. Yet it is not somewhere that you want to tuck into, to offer a heartfelt prayer, and to have some tears with Mother.

As we walked down the beautifully lit up cloister hallways, I had a remembrance come through of a Catholic nun timeline/lifetime and feeling a certain relief to be out of the main worship areas and into more intimate conversation with self and others along hallways like these.

The biggest highlight and heartlight is the ongoing connection with Deya, who we met with in virtual space for sessions off and on the last three years. Getting to finally be in the physical together is bringing moments of joy, surreality, familiarity, and overall sense of goodness. She is also going to be coming with us into our next soul activation journey to Malta in January for which we have already booked airline tickets and places to stay.

We feel called to connect with the ancient (older than Egypt!) stone temples there, helping to reactivate the Ascension codes placed there by our Essene/Magdalene family. There is also a strong sense of Atlantis there and connecting into the beginnings of the intergalactic/interdimensional network created by these stone formations located in high energy places all over the world.

Love from Avalon and Wells!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group calls, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: 11:11 Powerful Manifestation Portal Energies Of Alignment Inside And Out

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: It is 11:11 during the year of 2020….a POWERFUL portal of manifestation today! One of the most powerful of this century with the repeating number code sequences amplifying the possibilities. This portal is also impacting the collective energies of Matrix collapse and disclosure, which is important for the manifestation of New Earth and ascension. These energies are accelerating that process in a way that MORE souls can finally see and feel it.

Perhaps you are feeling 11:11 already….being activated into envisioning, into clarity, into sensing what you want and don’t want in your life. Manifestation can be related to in an externalized way to be about what happens ‘out there’ in physical life. It can be more about ‘goals’ than anything else. Yet, I feel it is much more an internalized alchemical process. It is happening in every moment and is really about what you want to FEEL and BE rather than just what you are doing or having on the outside.

11:11 offers that it CAN be about both as they come into alignment with your essence and Divine Self…who you want to be and how you want to feel as reflected in what you are doing and what you are having and how you are living. A visceral sense of this alignment is what these 11:11 codes are offering.

You can tune into this alignment through a simple meditation today of visualizing the 11:11 in front of you. Ask for Divine support and connection with your Divine Self. Bring any parts of you that want to contribute into the circle with you. Tune into the 11:11 codes and ask to see and feel what your aligned manifested life IS. Feel into what is blocking or limiting you from this aligned manifested life on all levels. You may receive very specific impressions or visions of relationships in your life, service paths or purpose, parts of yourself or soul aspects, chakras to clear, body health to work on, etc. Feel in your heart space what is being offered. Declare what you want as your aligned life in an ‘I am’ statement.

As I connected to the 11:11 codes today, I was in a circle with my soul family represented by Anna, Magdalene/Essene priestess. I could see unfolding an intimate circle of beloved soul family in the physical around me, some of whom have already gathered together with me and some who haven’t yet. I could feel the SoulFullHeart process as living in them as their way of life in a pure and genuine way as it does in mine. Our unity together was assisting to activate the seeds of New Earth community for the collective in a grounded, humble, and even ‘unsung’ way. We were in joy in our service to love without sense of anything missing and without suffering.

I could feel then too the latest process that I have been working around what can block this manifested life, which is when parts of me are coming from karmic compensation. This is when I may be serving or connecting in ways that are based on previous lifetimes and soul patterns, where my Metasoul feels as if I ‘owe’ them in some way. It is not quite martyr anymore, yet it is a subtle denial of personal needs that is a struggle of my soul when it comes to service.

This karmic compensation piece is also shifting collectively with the AI 4D Matrix beacon no longer operating. It is unlocking us from this layer of codependence in our relationships. It moves us beyond ‘soul contracts’ and ‘soul binds’ and ‘twin flames’ and ‘role’s and into REAL love flow based on resonance that arises anew in the moment. Relationships of all kinds based on karmic compensation are being rumbled right now, especially within soul family bonds. More on this to come as I continue to feel through it.

11:11 offers a reminder of the blank slate of Now where manifestation REALLY lives. Not attached to the past or previous ideals or even dreams or goals. It is the Now of presence and essence, responds to the heart, and answers in the immediate even as it is impermanent.

The main message of this portal seems to be TIME TO RISE!! Whatever that means to you and for you….

Much love to you on this 11:11 as you live both the manifestation and the dream of it, both, in each moment,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I this Saturday the 14th as we tune into these 11:11 energies as connected to the manifestation of 5D Golden Earth reality from within your BEing. More info about offering a donation to join us and/or receive the recording at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561

This pic was taken of me at the Bishop Palace Gardens in Wells by a beautiful art display of Angel’s wings near the Wells Cathedral. More pics to come tomorrow from our day there.

Shelter In The Storm Teachings & Guided Meditation, Plus preview of 5D Transmission Group Call On Nov. 14th (Videos) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

This video is a recording of a livestream Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired November 8, 2020 on Facebook. We answer questions, respond to comments and digest the current ‘storm’ of disclosure going on in 3D/4D timelines during the U.S. Election aftermath and ongoing Covid narrative. We share about cultivating and maintaining a shelter within by not focusing on externalized false gods and connecting to your Divine Self that can hold the space for reactions/traumas from parts of you or aspects from other lifetimes who are caught in the ‘storm’. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana also shared during the livestream and responded to comments.

The guided meditation offers a connection to your inner Protector who can show you a shelter within, a higher frequency space beyond 3D where you can connect to the Divine, parts that need you, aspects from other lifetimes, etc. We then repeat the mantra: I AM the shelter in the storm together. You can see the comments and questions that we were responding to here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our group calls are like. We talk about our next one offering a 5D Golden Earth transmission coming up this Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST in the video below.

This is a brief video with Raphael and I filmed at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. We are sitting on a bench in what feels like the ‘former’ cottage/hut spot of Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and powerful Essene/Magdalene, when she lived in Avalon for many years. We are nearby the Red and White springs, and the Tor, all powerful transmitters of Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of New Earth. I think you can feel the mellow and grounded energies coming through us from being there!

In the video, we talk about our upcoming group transmission call over zoom on Saturday November 14th at 5:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone.)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST to transmit Golden Earth 5D frequencies to and with you. In this two hour call, we will talk about the challenge and opportunity it can be to connect to an inner lifeline to these Golden Earth frequencies in a supportive and intimate way that allows you to relate with them, embody them, integrate them into your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within your Metasoul and especially 4D timelines. We’ll be sharing how the SoulFullHeart process of connecting with and healing karma trauma with aspects of the self as ‘parts’ and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes allows for this lifeline to develop and deepen. This feels especially crucial during this tumultuous time of death and rebirth and transition to New Earth.

We will also co-lead a guided meditation to bridge you to your New Earth lifeline, whatever that looks and feels like for you, with help from your Gatekeeper (who holds access to your akashic records and veil of amnesia/access to other lifetimes). This transmission supports the activation of your own inner lifeline and waters the ‘seeds’ of New Earth that exist within your soul field. We will also open up the space for a couple of personal sharings for any of those who would like to share. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording by offering whatever donation you feel to give (average is $10 CAD) to paypal.me/jelelleawen or purchase through soulfullheart.org/shop

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

U.S. Election Aftermath & Lockdowns Reveal Next Level 3D Matrix Collapses W/More Souls Awakening

Published on by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

There are intense ongoing Matrix collapse energies in 3D right now! It is like watching a riveting yet sometimes disturbing show in so many ways. The 3D Matrix stage and sets that we’ve been ‘raised and bred in’ are now bathed in harsh, revelatory lighting….revealing the falseness for those souls who are ready to see and feel it. The script that we have previously blindly followed is now being seen and flipped. So much of what is going on and presented as ‘mainstream’ is for appearances, in order so that MORE souls will awaken to the Matrix reality as it becomes more and more obvious to them.


I am being reminded right now by the Divine that each soul needs to put this together for themselves and make the sovereign choice to unplug from this Matrix themselves. Their soul/Divine Self knows when the best timing for that is for them and it may not be in this lifetime. Their process/timing around that is held with great compassionate respect and non-attachment by the Divine. This is a model for us too in holding compassion for those who aren’t ‘seeing it and getting it’ in the ways that we are yet.


Some awakening souls need to become activists and ‘fighters’ during this time in a very visible and outspoken ways. While other souls express through loving non-action at multidimensional levels that is more inwardly based and sourced. Some prefer to be models of New Earth rather than ‘fight’ against the old ways. Our soul gifts come forward to assist us in the ways that work for us and our soul. All these ways are helpful to the collective unplugging that is also occurring.


This awakening process is sacred and is operating at both personal sovereignty levels AND collective levels. This makes it feel both very intense and a lot to emotionally digest at times, especially for those of us who are very tuned in as collective empaths. We FEEL the cries of the world deeply in our hearts….caring is not an issue for us, yet rather not overholding in our emotional bodies the processes that each individual needs to go through. I definitely have to go inward many times lately, connect to Divine Mother and my Magdalene soul family, receive their support, and work with the empath part of me that can get overloaded with feeling other’s emotions too much.


The rollercoaster of this U.S. Election can be a lot to take in for sensitive souls, feeling like there is much at stake in moments, and it is somehow ‘do or die’. It does seem that it was not as much about Trump winning straight out, yet for the fraud and corruption to be revealed in the ‘mess’ of it all. Showing how the system is flawed and collapsing, rather than just ‘business as usual’ occurring with a straight forward ‘winner’. It could be weeks before it is all sorted out and it feels like it will not remain the same as it is now coming out of that process. It feels like for the betterment of humanity and the ongoing awakening process. This Ascension process is not about one soul anyway being a ‘savior’ for the rest of us, yet rather each of us being on a personal choice point path that serves the collective Oneness and the Divine.

The ongoing lockdowns and restrictions that are happening here in the UK, throughout most of Europe, and other parts of the world in the name of ‘public safety’ also invites more souls into rebellion. This happens as they start to learn more about the hidden motivations going on beyond what they have been told. The government moving into obvious violations of personal sovereignty, liberties and freedoms in such blatant ways is waking up many more to the suppressive energies they have lived under since the Roman Empire.

My sense continues to be that, at the 4D Matrix levels, the archonic controllers/programmers have already left it and many previously enslaved Reptilians have unplugged and are now free on a new planet. My Reptilian/Dragon aspect Ranca showed me their new lush and tropical planet that many have gone to now and it is beautiful, very high frequency…like humanity’s Golden New Earth will be someday. There doesn’t seem to be an active beacon broadcast happening from that 4D AI source level anymore. This makes it easier to unplug from it.

This is perhaps why it is now falling apart and seeming to be the ‘mess’ that it is now. The corruption and fraud of the Cabal on 3D levels that had long been hidden can now be revealed for the great reconciliation and rebirth that is now occurring on higher levels to happen.


Breathing into the bigger picture and Divine trust in the process of Ascension allows for anchoring into your soul’s knowing around these things. This brings both surrender to the Divine and pushes up any necessary sovereignty claims that are needed by you too. One minute you may be saying ‘no’ to suppression (and perhaps needing to set stronger boundaries) even as you are saying a deeper ‘yes’ to love!


We ride through these waves together, a flawed humanity that is finding its way back to the expression of Infinite Love that we ARE,

love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

I wrote more about the election here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/11/03/u-s-election-offering-important-marker-in-matrix-collapse-process/ and about the 4D and 3D Matrix collapse here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/29/ascension-update-4d-matrix-is-a-shell-while-the-3d-matrix-runs-on-fumes/

Join us for our monthly group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT to connect to much needed Golden Earth/5D frequencies within. These are the seeds within us that hold the templates for the world that CAN emerge out of all this messy collapse. Raphael and I will offer teachings, guided meditation and some personal sharing space. You can join us live and/or receive the recording for whatever donation you can offer. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books and videos at soulfullheart.org.