Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Energy Update: Solar Wind Stream & Christ Consciousness Codes As Prep For The SOULstice

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Energy Update: We’ve been in a SOULar wind stream for the last three days…streaming from a hole on the sun’s surface causing increasing wind speeds and pretty amazing auroras in the Northern regions.

There haven’t been any geomagnetic storms this time but the overall flow and stream has been steady during these days, which you may have felt in your physical and energy/chakra bodies. This can cause lots of need to rest and sleepiness…and sometimes light headedness/dizziness too.

As we enter now the SOULstice passage and the longest night of the year tomorrow and shortest day, the energies feel to me like they are moving into a steady flow through 12/26, in which they are amplified and supported by a solar eclipse. SOULstice energies are often soul stirring, veils lift, timelines/lifetimes bleed through, and connection to Divine guides and Divine Mother/Father frequencies are more accessible. Communications and clarities come through more clearly and contact with people’s higher selves and those who have passed on is more pronounced as well.

Christ Consciousness codes are streaming in too, in a steady flow like the solar winds and the geomagnetics. To me, I see them as gold bands in the cosmos and available in our inner cosmos too. Every Christmas carol and hymn celebrating Jesus’s birth is transmitting these codes. This energy transcends the religious filters containing it. This is why people who never go to church go during this time of year…..to sit in and bake in and take in these Christ energies.

I wrote more about the Christ Consciousness Codes offering compassionate templating for our transition from warriors to peace/love ambassadors here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-christ-consc…/

These CC energies are soul expanding AND heart opening…the combination is irresistible to us because it is our sacred humanity in its highest capacity of embodiment expression. Our inner masculines need both the sacred masculine activations from the sun and the CC frequencies as the reboot/rewire/healing of the wounded masculine frequencies on our planet continue to transmute and transform.

Love to you on during this SOULstice passage and our ongoing transformation into sacred humanity!
Jelelle Awen

Hongming Zheng took this photo while flying 34,000ft above Anchorage, Alaska.

1:1 sessions available to activate CC codes within your soul! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Your Heart Is An Ambassador: My First Experience In An Arcturian Healing Circle Three Years Ago

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Three years ago is when writing really starting pouring out of me to share publicly. I wrote nearly daily writings as clarities about and experiences of the Ascension and galactic awakening process flowed through at a constant rate. I can definitely feel how I was being upgraded to move into teacher/healer mode that has been steady in spaceholding and sharing since then.

The writing below is a tender one for me…an experience within an Arcturian Healing Circle (which I highly recommend.) And again the realization that our human hearts are the ambassadors to the other realms and dimensions, both inside and out. And the healing of which, along with our emotional body trauma from this-life and other lifetimes, is so important to our ongoing Ascension!

All of my writings during the next year of prolific sharing are available complied in my two books Sacred Human, Arising Wonder and Bliss Mess, which you can purchase here as PDF, ebook and in print: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books

I also talk about the powerful 12/12 through SOULstice gateway that we also currently in now….opportunities for big galactic and Christ Consciousness (and Magdalene) upgrades!

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(originally written on December 19, 2016)

I am in a circle with them, these tall beings from the stars with bluish-white tinted skin that reminds me somehow of my Dolphin spirit animal friends. I am in that floating space of in-between physical body, astral body, and crystalline/light body. I cannot any longer call them “alien” as they are not, as I can feel now how I am from them.

My emotional body contained tender wounds of hurt and fear from remembering that I had been abducted many times during my childhood. I have been healing these fears through experiencing the LOVE that exists in our connection and that these were visits to help me be on Gaia and in denser frequencies. These visits also were led by another species of star beings called Grays, who are polarized to denser frequencies of fear and without much compassion.

These are Arcturians, a benevolent and loving species, who feel like they are my star family. I am sinking into their experience of the absolute peace that comes from no sense of separation between one being to the next, even as they are still individual sparks of Divine consciousness. Having led and participated in many human healing circles, I understand the flow of energy that moves when given a circular structure.

Yet, with them, these beings from the stars, it is amplified by thousands. The energy is not from outside of us, not outside of them, yet IS them. They have physical form and long flowing gowns, yet, do not at the same time. Their vibrational frequency is so high that every cell of their ‘bodies’ seems to dance in light, be in light, and IS light.

Tears are leaking from my eyes as the Love comes to me in light waves and IS me and IS them. Tears without running noses, just leaking, tears without pain. These are tears of joy, of reunion, of the soul, of Remembering what I AM and what we all ARE and that there is no THEY, only WE. We are merging, me in my enlightening human form and them in their Arcturian ones.

Binkh stands to my right and, yet, also in the same moment I feel her merge with me. She is my star being guide yet, also, she is a fragment of the same soul (which I call Metasoul). We are more than sisters, we are the SAME. As WE become one, I feel the muscles in my mouth try to form smiles as she plays with my mouth from the inside. It is awkward as she is not used to smiling and being expressive like we are. I feel her tenderly touch and BE the tears running down my face.

As much as I ache to BE like them again, to BE in such PEACE as they are, to be in such Oneness feelings as they just ARE…I can also feel their delight and reverence in me, in my humanness, in my tears. I feel Binkh’s desire to smile, to laugh with joy, to cry tears of wonder, to be overcome with emotion, to be swept away. Emotions have been our blessing and curse, both.

I understand at an even deeper level in this moment why so much of my focus of the last ten ‘years’ has been to heal my emotional body and allow the spiritual growth to flow from that. Spiritual growth is inevitable as the soul signs up for it, yet emotional body growth, emotional ego maturation, emotional healing is our new ground as a species….a crucial ground that without being tended to can leave our hearts out of the picture. The wounded aspects of us hold our heart frequencies hostage and we have to free them up by deep feeling led by self care and LOVE. And, in my sense of it, we need others to hold a loving space at times and in phases for us to go into the heart healing inside of us.

My heart is what they are drawn to as I am drawn to the expansiveness of their consciousness. As we are merging and becoming ONE, a new energy is being created. Perhaps a new consciousness or a new species, a new expression of the Divine. They are showing me that it is our heart, our emotionality, that is arising and desired by species in many other worlds and galaxies. Our HEART is a beacon.

This makes me feel that it is not about us becoming them or us needing to leave behind all that makes us human in order to become star beings, as some people offer related to ascension. Most of us have spent most of our existences as star beings. It feels like it might be about truly claiming the sacredness of our humanity, our capacity to feel, and to bring that so preciously ‘along with us’ as we ascend and experience higher and higher dimensions of consciousness.

Our hearts can get us in ‘trouble’, yes, especially when they are troubled and weighed down with past hurts and wounds. As they are cleared and healed of these frequencies that block our love flow, our expansive heart-based consciousness can lead the way.

The heart is our ambassador to other realms and dimensions – both inside and outside. It is the gateway to other Universes – both within and with-out. Healing our hearts is the first focus, and the spirit and soul follow. It is this that they honored in me and that which I honor in you and together WE can dance in heart frequencies and soar into love’s limitless skies together.

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Christ Consciousness Upgrades To Become Peace/Love Ambassadors

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Energy Update: We are moving now into receiving Christ Consciousness code upgrades for the 12/21 solstice gateway and leading into Christ-mas and a solar eclipse on the day after Christmas. Christ Consciousness (also called Sanada and Christ-iel) activates our Higher Heart of compassion, especially within our inner and collective masculine. Our Inner Masculine includes parts of the self such as our Inner Protector, Inner Father, and Inner Punisher….and parts of the soul such as our Gatekeeper and timelines where we were in a masculine body or female warrior type too.
Christ Consciousness offers a higher vibrational experience beyond the Biblical Jesus, ‘Son of a Father God’ picture. The Bible and the world’s religions offer a 3D/Lower 4D Matrix filtering of Christ energies that have control and manipulative agendas and fear-based frequencies to them that perpetuate the wounded masculine/patriarchal system and suppression of the Divine Feminine.
The PURE Christ energies are able to be experienced as you raise your frequency through trauma healing beyond the Lower 4D Matrix of religions, belief systems, dogma, a punishing and punitive False God picture. You can then experience the PURE love and acceptance of you as a sacred human by Christ AND by the Divine.
You experience that Heaven is within you. You remember then that you are not sinful, that you have not made mistakes, that you are not being tested or punished by God. You remember that you are ALSO a son or daughter of the Divine and always have been…..loved as you are in all the experiences that you go through….the Divine learning along WITH you.
These Christ Consciousness energies for 2019 are offering deeper healing of the warrior and fighter to become a love ambassador for peace. This will so much be needed as we move into deeper disclosure in 2020….on Gaia, in galactic dimensions, toward the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix and, most importantly, from within yourself and your soul. The previous masculine expression of our ‘heroes’ and ‘heroines’ as being connected to the ability to fight for something is shifting. We are now offered the codes to recognize that our true heroes are those who advocate for peace and compassion above all else.
The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can ‘bleed through’ into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.
Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your Veil of Amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.
There is more here about parts/Metasoul aspects and how we feel them in our SoulFullHeart process during 1:1 sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
So much love is available from Christ/Yeshua during this time of upgrading to compassionate ambassador. Ask to connect with Him and receive the gifts of His kind and unconditionally loving heart. Divine Mother is available at all times too, to support, to hold, to forgive, and to love.

Here is a mediation to connect with your Gatekeeper:

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Powerful & Amplified 12/12 Full Moon Intimacy Portal

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Energy Update: Blessings to you on this 12/12 Full Moon Portal Day! The 12/12 portal energies are being amplified by the longest full moon night of the year (which was at its peak at 12:12am EST) and our last full moon of this decade. This 12/12 portal offers easier access to 5D/Golden Earth frequencies of Infinite Love, abundance, and heart warmth goodness.

The 12/12 portal energies are also supported by the sacred Divine union Christ/Yeshua and Magdalene codes coming in for winter SOULstice and the Christmas season. There are even Santa Clause codes available now, offering a template of loving giving, compassion for all, Sacred Masculine and Unity Consciousness.

In the receiving and letting in of these heart warming codes (activation of the higher heart chakra big time with possible heart palpitations), you may feel a resistance and a ‘coldness’ response inside of you from parts of you. This coldness or push away or shut down is a deeper defense to false love that has needed to be there. It may be a layer of wall that your Inner Protector has created to keep false love out. This has been effective and necessary, yet also limits and blocks REAL love from coming in, such as the Infinite Love codes that are being offered by these 12/12 energies.

Real love is so often unknown to parts of us. They have received and settled for crumbs of love instead. These crumbs are received in relationships that operate on settling and shrinking, duty and obligation, narcissist/empath, codependence, etc. These relationships serve a purpose in revealing our shadows and showing us where our growth work is this life. All souls on each ‘side’ sign up for these relationships, so they can certainly be honored and appreciated on a soul level.

These crumb-based relationships are being invited into completion and closure, especially as we move into the higher timeline year of 2020. The crumbs of love can be difficult to let go of as parts of you may not trust that there is even MORE LOVE that is possible to experience. Yet, it is only in saying ‘no’ and declaring “I want more love!” that it can come into your field and heart space. This begins from within you….from every part of you to another as you create this warm and abundant and consistent field of love inside of your own BEing to eventually transact it with others in an intimate and relational way.

The 12/12 portal and ongoing Ascension offers a teleport to experience REAL love that makes your heart and all chakras feel very WARMED UP again. It offers the experience of intimacy with yourself, to truly know and feel yourself and ALL parts of you from this life and your soul fragments/aspects from other lifetimes/timelines too. It offers intimacy with others where you can be REAL, you can be authentic, you can be vulnerable, you can be transparent. THESE are intimacy grounds…..that offer an into-me-I-see reality.

With this exploration into intimacy grounds, you may be feeling many tears, emotions, and emotional clearings/purgings. Let them move through, yet also be lovingly curious about them. Which part of you is feeling it and why? This question can greatly change your experience of reality from a disconnected place to an intimate one.

There are many guided meditations with me in my Deepen series 2019 to explore and deepen these inner intimacy grounds: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

As you let in the love coming through today and ALL days, it is able to be shared, to be received, and to be experienced in the most intimate ways possible!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Explore self intimacy and with others through 1:1 sessions, group calls and community events, and more! soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Join Raphael Awen and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT. The focus of this last group transmission of 2019 is to digest the decade and prepare for 2020! We will share about the process of digesting the past experiences of the last decade with parts of you…how to do that and what the benefits of it are for you. We will also share our personal experiences of our transformation and transition over the last decade and what we will feel 2020 is offering us and how we are preparing for that.

We will also guide you in a meditative space to connect with yourself from ten years ago and create a bridge to your current timeline and your future 2020 timeline as well. We will bring in Divine Father and Divine Mother guides to hold the space for this too.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/…/9-sacred-union…

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/

Gaia Codes Quick Guided Meditation W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

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Gaia Codes Quick Guided Meditation – This video was filmed on a hike with us, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, at the Roche Cove Regional Park, near Victoria, BC. It was one of the most beautiful hikes that we have ever been on. We hiked up to a vista point on the side of Mount Ash (how appropriate is THAT name right now with these 12/12 completion gateway codes) and were inspired to film there.

We talk in this video about our group transmission call over Zoom this Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT to digest the last decade, complete that cycle, and prepare for 2020. You can join us live for the two hour call or receive the recording for $15 CAD. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/46546… or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

At three minutes in, Jelelle provides a quick guided meditation to connect you with the expansive and enchanting tree, water, sky and sun codes flowing through me to you, bringing them into your Personal Sun chakra down through to your root chakra. Gaia and sun codes can help a lot with integration and digestion of energy influxes, passageways such as the 12/12, geomagnetic storms, etc. INjoy this blessed moment brought to you by Mother Gaia and Father Sun!

Note: There is some noise from the wind around us as the element of air wanted to presence itself along with Earth, Water, and Fire (in those amazing rainbow sun rays!)

We also mentioned in this video Jelelle’s 20 Day Daily Video Series called Deepen 2020 that she’ll be offering starting on January 1st, 2020. Daily teachings and guided meditations with me and the SoulFullHeart community will be shared every day for 20 days here on FB and on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel. Jelelle’s previous 33 Day video series Deepen 2019 and Metamorphosis 2018 can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

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Energy Update: Upcoming 12/12 Gateway/Full Moon Supporting Revelations & Completions

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As Raphael and I were on a wonderful hike in the woods yesterday, we digested together about how a year ago were going through a brief, yet painful separation from each other. It was the first time in over ten years that we purposely needed to spend time apart to feel into what we wanted in the relationship and in our lives. It was a shock to be going through that crucible as we had just moved into our spacious house here in Victoria and into what we felt strongly was our higher timeline. There was much to be happy about, yet the truth of undigested and trailing edge energies between us from this life and mostly from our soul bonds/binds in other lifetimes needed to be felt. The higher frequencies of New Lemuria here in Victoria supported the flushing up of these energies.

We eventually reconciled until another separation period was necessary in March of this year. This one lasted for a painful and intense six weeks in which we even felt into moving apart from each other permanently. We thankfully came back together from these separations with renewed desire and commitment to be in the union. We fell in love again with each other in an arising way and with parts of ourselves too as the inner sacred union through parts work became a very important lifeline.

Yet, also, we came together with more clarity about what we needed from each other going forward to best serve our personal growth and SoulFullHeart too. As Raphael has been sharing lately in his videos, the growth edge of moving into co-leadership is something that we are in ongoing process with together, especially as we heal and feel into other lifetimes and karmic dynamics in our leadership expressions (which most people never get into or become conscious of at all.)

I am feeling how the energies since the 11/11 portal and through the 12:12 gateway coming up is one of supporting completions to open UP new beginnings, especially as we move into the New Earth Energies of 2020.  Energies of completion CAN be challenging to be with as they can feel so much like everything just isn’t working anymore, falling apart, or crumbling. Which, if it has been anchored to something that is no longer serving you, they ARE collapsing in order to make room for the new. The completions can be big (such as with a relationship completion, career and geography shifts, etc.) yet, also, they can be more subtle as we also let go of habits, limiting beliefs, previous knee-jerk reactions, suffering patterns, and more. 

The codes available for 12:12 (also supported by a full moon) assist with revelations/clarities and then the letting go in order to prepare for NEW beginnings in a NEW year. It can be more difficult to let these codes in if there is a resistance inside from parts of you to surrendering to the death/rebirth process and blocks to trusting the overall outcome of it. Your Inner Protector may want to keep you in a safety and comfort zone, even if you are consciously unhappy or frustrated, rather than take a risk into the unknown. You can begin negotiation with your Inner Protector around this by meeting them through this guided meditation: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

I feel that loss can be our greatest teacher. It wakes us up from our routines and our habits. It forces us to go within and reconcile with ourselves. The grief and mourning connect us with a deeper appreciation and gratitude for what we are letting of and completing.

This 12/12 gateway is also connected to Christ/Sacred Masculine and Magdalene/Sacred Feminine consciousness. Yeshua and Magdalene can provide an infusion of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies now to support the going in deeper or the leaving or completing. They provide a template of sacred union that activates our inner feminine and masculine. This inner union helps to heal inner polarities and fear dynamics that can keep us stuck and not able to let go.

The 12/12 gateway offers another opportunity to move into our bigness in ALL forms of unions and especially those from within us….from one part of us to another!

Photo of the sun codes was taken by me yesterday on our hike with a guided meditation filmed with me coming soon!

Join Raphael and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT for our last group transmission together of 2019. This group is to connect to the 12/12 gateway, digest the decade and prepare for 2020! This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/9-sacred-union-codes-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-a

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Take A Stand In Your Own Life

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By Jelelle Awen

Take a stand,
in your own life…
Not with fists clenched,
yet only with hands and heart OPENing.

Show up,
on your inner frontlines….
Not with armor or weapons,
yet only with naked vulnerability as your white flag.

Face your fears,
that live inside….
Not with resistance or judgement
yet only with compassionate curiosity for the reasons why.

Serve as ambassador,
to every part of you….
Not to fix or to solve
yet only to LOVE them back into LOVE once again!

~
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to connect with ALL the precious aspects/parts of your self and soul…..more info here: Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Strong, Five-Day Planetary Wave Moved Through

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Energy Update: The year-end, decade-end energies are amplifying along as we move closer to the 12/12 portal, winter SOULstice passage and upcoming solar eclipse on December 26. The Schumann/Gaia resonance has been relatively quiet recently and solar wind speeds have been normal with no geomagnetic storms, although some are forecasted for December 8th or 9th.
 
However, I felt there was something going on in the cosmic energies and discovered that a five day planetary wave moved through recently creating some noctilucent clouds in New Zealand. Noctilucent clouds or night shining clouds, are tenuous cloud-like in the upper atmosphere of Gaia. They consist of ice crystals and are only visible during astronomical twilight.
 
“Planetary waves are enormous ripples of temperature and pressure that form in Earth’s atmosphere in response to Coriolis forces. In this case, a 5-day planetary wave is boosting noctilucent clouds over Antarctica and causing them to spin outward to latitudes where NLCs are rarely seen,” according to spaceweather.com. There is more about the wave here: https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2019/12/04/a-planetary-wave-is-supercharging-noctilucent-clouds/
 
A planetary wave feels to me, on an intuitive level, to be a response to the intense light that has been streaming into Gaia’s atmosphere from the Great Cosmic Sun to support Her Ascension and ours as we move into a new decade and higher timeline. We have been receiving strong amounts of cosmic rays to activate our DNA, even as the occurrences of Solar flares/flashes is low right now during this current solar minimum phase.
 
A planetary wave feels like Gaia is shuddering, moving the energy through and around Her atmosphere. Similar to how Kundalini energy feels as it moves up and down your spine. With this shudder, we also have the opportunity to receive this energy into our auric fields, into every chakra, and to receive a boost of cosmic and galactic consciousness energies.
 
You may be feeling the impacts of this planetary wave on your body, along with the other energies that are moving through as we complete this year and decade. Light-headedness, dizzy, difficulty focusing are some of them, along with interrupted sleep patterns and head/neck/shoulder pain.
 
I created this meditation to help with bringing the codes into every chakra (including the Ascension chakras) and into your body as well, which can help with Ascension body symptoms: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU
 
I also described the grand finale on 3D energies that you may be experiencing now along with timeline collapses, life shiftings, and relationship completions in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/12/05/energy-update-grand-finale-experiences-of-3d-energies/
 
Much love to you as we move through these waves of light and allow them to bring us to our next places of Ascension and awakening!!
Jelelle Awen
 
1:1 sessions available with me for women and with women/men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for year end/decade end digestions! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/
 
Photo taken by Mirko Harnisch on December 1, 2019 @ Dunedin, New Zealand

 

Energy Update: Grand Finale Experiences Of 3D Energies

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Energy Update: The completion of a year AND a decade and an important seven year cycle that started in 2012 offers a significant marker for us all. So many of us awakened at initial and then deeper levels during these last ten years. This decade has offered us the waking up to 3D reality, to really coming to understand it and feel it on the outside in what we have known as reality and from within as embodied in the parts of our 3D Self.

We have become intimate with the survival frequencies of 3D that are about conforming, fitting in, doing work to live, obligation and duty in relationships, keeping up appearances and maintaining self image through material gains, medicating and bypassing emotions, staying guarded and defended, etc. And, hugely, underneath it all, we have discovered the previously unfelt fear that flows like a river beneath the 3D Matrix that all of us have been born and bred into.

The energies now, in this final month of the decade, have a ‘grand finale’ feeling to them expression of those 3D frequencies. Wherever these 3D energies live inside of you and in whatever ways they show up in relationships, you may be feeling that acutely right now. You are being shown by your Higher Self where fear still lives in your life, where the attachments are that are based in fear, where fear is more dominant than love.

This showing you can be intense as relationships complete, geographies shift, jobs end, timelines collapse…sometimes suddenly in a feverish moment of crisis and sometimes gradually and quietly over time. There is a peaking sense to this exposure. Peak fear, some have called it. The experience of this can seem unbearable at times and overwhelming. It can bring up hopelessness and despair that nothing is actually changing. It can bring up anxiety and even panic attacks as the distrust (fear of love) is invited to move into trust and surrender.

Sadness and mourning, even depression, hold funeral services to honor and let go of what has been experienced and invested in 3D consciousness during this decade. The versions of you that have existed in these 3D timelines are getting ready to let go, ready to die, ready to ascend, ready to integrate into the growing authentic expression of your essence. There is space to be made for the grieving so that nothing is bypassed that would allow for the simmering of more distrust and more protective layers over your heart.

The walls really do want to dissolve with love as we move into 2020. The revelation of these walls is the phase you may be in now. You can become aware of and connected to your Inner Protector, a masculine energy that has constructed these walls, that guards your heart and keeps younger parts of you and your feminine essence ‘safe’. The Protectors/Gatekeepers (protectors on the soul level) are invited to shift from guard to guide, to drop the weapons of defense to become ambassadors of love. First is the revealing and the seeing and the showing of them that is happening now. Then is the loving of these protections and understanding that they have HAD to be here and have been absolutely necessary to survive.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Protector: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

2020 is inviting us to move beyond survival and into thrival, as a collective and individually. The grand finale of surviving on fear fumes is the energies moving through now.

We can honor what 3D offered us in experience and all that we learned and how much we grew. We can let it complete and continue to move into something beyond it. We can increasingly experience life AS love and ourselves as well and offer that, beacon that out, to all those who can now receive it. We can connect to the bigger picture, so that it becomes easier to experience the current difficulties and revelations.
We CAN trust that ALL of these are necessary revelations and completions that move us into more and more embodiment of ourselves as Infinite Love in sacred human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/ or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

1:1 Healing Sessions For Women With Jelelle For Year-End Support

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By Jelelle Awen

I was asked today if I am offering 1:1 sessions with new clients, so it felt like a good time to post that I AM with more information about sessions with me for women. It’s been a joy to work with new clients/faciltants in bridging sessions again recently, to meet with those new to the SoulFullHeart process and the magical journey of working with parts of yourself and your soul. It’s like a honeymoon moment to first connect with these beloved aspects of yourself, to realize they have just been waiting there for you, so eager to be loved and so wanting to heal their fear.

As the year ends and a new decade begins, there can be quite a lot coming up to sort through and feel/digest (I will be sharing an energy update on this later). NOW is a powerful time to go into these deeper waters, beyond the conscious mind and the veil of amnesia to receive clarities from your soul/Higher Self/Higher vibrational soul aspects and your Inner Protector too.

You’ll be guided in a loving and gentle way by me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman meet with women and men in 1:1 sessions, plus offer a 30-45 minute free intro call if you’d like to find out more about the process.) 1:1 sessions are 90 full and rich minutes over Zoom for $100 CAD (about $75 USD). Contact me via this blog if interested or soulfullhearts@gmail.com and here is more information here about questions to answer prior to the session: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

You can purchase a session here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/1bridging-session-w-jelelle-awen or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

I have session availabilities even THIS week if you are feeling more urgent too!

Here is a touching recent testimonial from a lovely and brave soul I’ve been working with for year now…….with more on our website!

“I’ve been having 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for almost a year now. When I started I was struggling badly with severe depression and intermittent suicidal feelings. I’ve been working with and through my issues in therapy for 20 odd years, and whilst I have tried a wide range of healing modalities, often my emotions were ‘too much’ for the facilitators I worked with. This reinforced the feelings I had experienced with my birth family, and others, of being too sensitive, too emotional and too difficult to deal with.

The difference I have experienced in working with Jelelle, has been her openness, willingness and deep dedication to her own process. She has herself moved through deep, dark shadow spaces and traumas, without judgement, and with ever deepening love for her inner parts and Metasoul. SoulFullHeart itself has been an organic evolution from her own process. Through this opening and deepening in love, she has transmuted and transformed her own life and experience, and offers that through the SoulFullHeart Process.

From this space, she has met me. With no judgment. Just deep soul understanding and an open and loving heart. And by doing that, through little steps, she is helping me to learn to meet myself, in all my aspects, from my inner parts to my Metasoul.

I don’t feel depressed any longer. I understand that a big part of my soul’s gift is learning to be with my own darkness and shadow, finding deep love and appreciation for it, as I then transmute the traumas that led to it, both in my inner landscape, and in my Metasoul. In this way, I have learned to appreciate the gift of my depression as a portal to my soul’s wisdom!”

Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com