Embracing Lillith: A Poem Of Feminine Self-Discovery

by Kalayna Solais

Easing in
To me
To Her…
The softness gathers ‘round
In flowing birthing waters
To hold and to move
To alter and to cleanse
What has been
To prepare for
What will be.

She waits in her garden
My garden within
Of inner workings
In billowing dresses
Of white satins
And lace.

She invites
And it lands deeper now
Than it ever could
When the stakes of feeling deeper
Needed more space to be felt.

With her hands
She takes mine

With her heart
She holds mine

And with Her
I stand now taller
With the grace of a thousand lifetimes
Cultivated
Both mine and never ‘mine’
Collective and personal
Feminine and Masculine.

By Her
I am supported
In all explorations
That remind me

I won’t EVER give up on love.

In the balance made
By the unknowns
Now becoming known
She awaits the phase
When our lifeblood’s
Heart muscle
Beats out the rhythm
Of new creations
From the very core
Of what has made us
Both souls and humans
With every bridge possible
In between.

Arising in Her midst
I arrive in ME
Maiden
Priestess
Magdalene
Sacred Feminine Bridge
Inviting others
Into Her dance
Of Oneness within
Extending without
Yet, always grounded
In the timelessness
Of the Higher Heart
And ever-expanding
Soul.

Embodied for now
In a dance of human-made
Female flesh
Flushed with goodness
Singing with Ascension
And breathing with the ecstasy
Of a heart healing and rediscovered
Within the softening bedrock
Of a countenance
Never really forgotten
Only set aside.

I sense the exquisite timing
Of Her rebirth
Bringing with tender lushness
The bourgeoning new Now
Of the age being born
Within the context of ever-deepening
Divinely human
Ever-galactic

Love.

A love I won’t EVER give up on.

…as if I ever even could.

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Supermoon Amplifies Collective/Personal Heart Openings And Activations

By Jelelle Awen

The moon is near, so near…..closer in our skies than at any other time of the year. Shining down and brightly to light up the shadows that may remain. The first of three Supermoons peaks today, March 9th, with two more Supermoons following in April and May. The lunar energies are associated with the Divine Feminine and the feminine within us all, serving to illuminate what needs to be processed and digested in our heart spaces, our emotional bodies and our soul fields…both personally and collectively.

Collectively, there are BIG movements occurring in the heart spaces of 3D Matrix ‘reality’ with the Coronavirus pushing up fear of physical body death, authority and control systems getting ‘tighter’, and overall sense of powerlessness/restriction. Lower 4D/archetypal energies are being triggered too. The unconscious pain places of ongoing suffering, fear, suppression, manipulation, distortion, the difficult symptoms of the polarity experiment. The pain and suffering from the experiences of perceived separation between masculine and feminine and from the Divine are coming up for love and healing.

With THIS MUCH collective movement, being a sensitive and empathic type of soul can be quite challenging. It can be difficult to track what is YOURS. And, this just seems to be amplified by the Supermoon energies that unify us through the collective experience of them with Higher Heart activations. It can feel like to parts of you that you will ‘go down’ with all of the fear that is coming up to be processed, expressed, and lived in by others.

The cries of the world, the cries of the womb, the cries of the innocents…all this crying and it feels sometimes as if the weeping from it will not end nor the suffering cycles possibly complete.

There is a powerful bridge being offered at this time to allow a way through and above the collective river of tears. This bridge is within your soul, offered by your soul/star family, and provided by the Divine Mother’s love for you.

This bridge is your turning inward to feel yourself, your inner world, parts of you that need you, and the cries from within you as the FIRST response. This bridge is allowing the Divine Mother to embrace you, care for you, nurture you, and forgive the parts of you that need it. This bridge gives you access to 5D Golden Earth/Gaia frequencies when you need to be reminded and remember the possibilities.

As you feel and heal the cries from within your own heart and soul, you can more digest those of the collective. You are no longer drowning with them, yet offering a lifeline of love and a beacon of hope from a healing heart and soul that is finding its way through.

Self love and care are important right now. Notice what energies you are allowing in your field, especially with so much heart sensitivity, and if it is serving YOU to receive them or not. Receive the Divine love that you need, filling up your cup, filling up your heart in whatever ways serve you!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

A NEW guided meditation with me as part of my Deepen 2020 video series to clear/activate your higher heart and connect with the Divine Feminine/Magdalene bridge during these Supermoon energies is coming later today! Here are the other videos in the series: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

1:1 sessions available with Jelelle for women and with Raphael for men/women to create/feel/deepen the bridge inside and with the Divine. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.


 

1:1 Healing Sessions For Women With Jelelle For Year-End Support

By Jelelle Awen

I was asked today if I am offering 1:1 sessions with new clients, so it felt like a good time to post that I AM with more information about sessions with me for women. It’s been a joy to work with new clients/faciltants in bridging sessions again recently, to meet with those new to the SoulFullHeart process and the magical journey of working with parts of yourself and your soul. It’s like a honeymoon moment to first connect with these beloved aspects of yourself, to realize they have just been waiting there for you, so eager to be loved and so wanting to heal their fear.

As the year ends and a new decade begins, there can be quite a lot coming up to sort through and feel/digest (I will be sharing an energy update on this later). NOW is a powerful time to go into these deeper waters, beyond the conscious mind and the veil of amnesia to receive clarities from your soul/Higher Self/Higher vibrational soul aspects and your Inner Protector too.

You’ll be guided in a loving and gentle way by me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman meet with women and men in 1:1 sessions, plus offer a 30-45 minute free intro call if you’d like to find out more about the process.) 1:1 sessions are 90 full and rich minutes over Zoom for $100 CAD (about $75 USD). Contact me via this blog if interested or soulfullhearts@gmail.com and here is more information here about questions to answer prior to the session: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

You can purchase a session here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/1bridging-session-w-jelelle-awen or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

I have session availabilities even THIS week if you are feeling more urgent too!

Here is a touching recent testimonial from a lovely and brave soul I’ve been working with for year now…….with more on our website!

“I’ve been having 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for almost a year now. When I started I was struggling badly with severe depression and intermittent suicidal feelings. I’ve been working with and through my issues in therapy for 20 odd years, and whilst I have tried a wide range of healing modalities, often my emotions were ‘too much’ for the facilitators I worked with. This reinforced the feelings I had experienced with my birth family, and others, of being too sensitive, too emotional and too difficult to deal with.

The difference I have experienced in working with Jelelle, has been her openness, willingness and deep dedication to her own process. She has herself moved through deep, dark shadow spaces and traumas, without judgement, and with ever deepening love for her inner parts and Metasoul. SoulFullHeart itself has been an organic evolution from her own process. Through this opening and deepening in love, she has transmuted and transformed her own life and experience, and offers that through the SoulFullHeart Process.

From this space, she has met me. With no judgment. Just deep soul understanding and an open and loving heart. And by doing that, through little steps, she is helping me to learn to meet myself, in all my aspects, from my inner parts to my Metasoul.

I don’t feel depressed any longer. I understand that a big part of my soul’s gift is learning to be with my own darkness and shadow, finding deep love and appreciation for it, as I then transmute the traumas that led to it, both in my inner landscape, and in my Metasoul. In this way, I have learned to appreciate the gift of my depression as a portal to my soul’s wisdom!”

Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Emerging Out Of Mother’s Shadow

By Jelelle Awen

Mother-Child-Help-Letting-Go

Emerging out of the shadow of Mother….sometimes peeking around, sometimes bursting forth. Yet, you need to emerge at some point to claim and to BE who you are BESIDES and BEYOND her. She served as a form for you to wrap around for a phase of time. Yet, the scaffolding she provided is meant to be let go of so that your essence can stand on its own ground, so it can arise into your NEW.

Whether your mother is passed, you are very close to her, you haven’t spoken to her in many years….STILL does her influence live in your emotional body, in parts of you that absorbed her like a sponge. Just as she did with HER mother and she did with HER mother and on and on, the heritage and legacy of mothering.

Getting some space from birth mother and the merging there that parts of you did because they HAD to in order to survive…..feeling these parts of you, especially your Inner Mother, and how, even beyond genetics, you inherited her energetically, emotionally, spirituality, in your chakras. She went in to the depths and cores of you, like mortar fitting in around all your foundations.

Letting go of your birth mother to let in YOUR mothering inside, your nurturing, your comfort, your capacities to mother yourself and to care for yourself and all the aspects inside that need you. You becoming mother to your Inner Child and your Inner Teenager….loving them as you would your own children, cherished and BEloved.

To extract yourself from this birth mother template, to start letting it go is also to begin LETTING IN love with the Divine Mother. So many faces and energies and forms of Divine Feminine can come to you. Being held in the arms of Mother Mary, Dancing in joy with Magdalena, Feeling the death and rebirth cycles with Kali/Dark Mother, Exploring your Egyptian queen with Isis, Being stillness with Kuan Yin. She can BE what you need, what you missed, what you long for. Just ask, open your heart, make space, and She will come.

This process of ‘defusing’ from your birth mother may ask you to take space from your current relationship with her. To begin advocating for what you want, who you are, and to see what can arise anew between you. And sometimes the relationship is just too toxic or not nourishing for you to remain in it, especially if you are awakening and she is not. Or you just need space to feel who YOU ARE beyond her. …..and Divine Mother is ALWAYS there waiting to support you and to guide you in the process of remembering who you authentically ARE as a Sacred Human in feminine form!

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Jelelle Awen is an emoto-spiritual teacher, sacred feminine and union facilitator, soul scribe, waySHOWer, galactic love ambassador, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond and an upcoming book, Sacred Human, Arising Wonder. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.