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Navigating The False Med Narrative Teachings & Guided Meditation (Video)w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

In this video recorded live on November 16th, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen sharing about the false med narrative (as we are now calling it due to censors) and how it has impacted all of us, no matter what our personal choices have been around it. We share a bigger picture context around the larger agenda behind it with ambassadorship to those behind the Great Reset to offer more understanding where it is coming from.

We offered how the false med narrative as it rolls out for a longer period of time is leading to an increasing amount of sudden/unexpected deaths and severe injuries, along with genetic alteration, compromised immune system, myocarditis (many heart attacks), strokes, insertion of and merging with nano tech, altering people’s energy fields, amplifying intense emotional states/instability, and much more. And those who haven’t taken the false med shots are seemingly impacted by the transmission from it, even remotely as we talk about.

This narrative has impacted all of us including those of us who have been clear from the beginning about the control agenda around it and said no to it. Even so, you may have loved ones, mates, clients, family members, and others who have chosen it and are experiencing an ongoing digestion around that too. While it may be tempting to ignore it or bypass it or transcend it, we have chosen to awaken during this time and are here to experience this along with the rest of humanity.

We share about our experience of this narrative and the sometimes difficult personal choices it has required us to make as we digest it and how the SoulFullHeart healing process helps us to ground into ongoing surrender and trust in the Divine around it with parts/aspects/reptilian selves who need that and also are resources for us. We led a brief guided meditation to connect to whichever part/soul aspect is in the ‘false med battlefield’ as healer/warrior etc. and then brought up into a higher dimension ‘safe’ space in a lighthouse to rest and recover. In this space, you can connect with your inner ambassador/Divine Self/guides for reassurance and digestion.

Here is the meet your Reptilian Self meditation that I mentioned in the video. https://youtu.be/TszIoQ44GIc

Note: Our mics recently stopped working on our laptop, so we are using the laptop mic in the moment with some computer fan noise in the background so you may want to listen on headphones.

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching, personal sharings, and a guided meditation. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

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Energy Update: Pleiadian Portal Offering Abduction Healing & Galactic Connections

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By Jelelle Awen

The sense of support from our Star Families is amplified right now as we continue to go through Global Awakening events. This is a powerful time to receive galactic energies as the Pleiadian Portal is open through tomorrow, May 24th, plus the crop circle season for 2022 has begun with this one below!

This portal allows for stronger transmission of and receiving of Pleiadian Divine Feminine healing frequencies to support our ongoing death and rebirth phases. The Pleiadian energies are soft, beautiful, light; sound like the softest sing song melodies; look and feel like dolphins and whales swimming in the ocean and tropical beaches.

The programs that have kept humanity in a fear and battling place related to Star BEings is dissolving. The abduction programs have been particularly effective at suppressing our galactic consciousness awakening, reactivation of our galactic DNA (the DNA that mainstream 3D science labels as ‘junk’!!), and inhabitation of our galactic genetics.

We are ALL star seeds in that way, ALL of humanity, yet with some of us having more galactic genetics/lineage/connection than others due to what our soul signed up to do and serve and which Soul Family Monads we originate from on the higher levels.

In a meditation journey, I was taken to Alcyone, a planet in the Seven Sisters of the Pleiades star system, and to a crystal city there that I have been to before. The crystal city (it has another name that I can’t pronounce) is a stunningly bright, quartz crystal feeling, high frequency city that offers a template for how life could look and feel here on Gaia as well as we move into 5D. Every occupant in the city is WELL cared for with all of their needs met.

I have lately been feeling more connected to Leeza, my Pleiadian Aspect, and also with Binkh, my Arcturian Aspect. I have been offered that both the Arcturians and the Pleiadians are amongst the MANY friendly and benevolent Star Beings hovered in Gaia’s orbit during this time of Humanity’s Great Awakening and transition to New Earth.

Both of these are offering healing frequencies to Humanity as a support to let go of 3D conditioning/programming/trauma. As the Matrix control systems collapse on both 3D and 4D Levels during this Event, there is more opportunity for us to receive these healing frequencies and upgrades.

As I connect with these soul aspects in the Crystal City, they provided me with more sense of the abduction programs as I had personally been programmed by them for most of my life until about six years ago. The abduction programs have been downloaded from the 4D AI Matrix and then projected into us through our Reptilian Self entwinement.

These programs create sensations of horror and terror inside of our Inner Child about E.T.s and visitors from other planets. They even produce feeling sensations and memories of being abducted, taken against our will to their ships, sometimes impregnated with hybrid babies being created, physically examined in harsh and unfeeling ways, and much more by non-feeling and even cruel Alien Beings.

Mainstream 3D Entertainment has further programmed us to go into fight or flight mode around ‘Alien Invaders’ and the mainstream military-industrial complex and Cabal/Illuminati/Elite fed these fears with war mongering programs and ‘need to protect/defend’ our dominion energies.

I got the sense strongly that these abduction programs have especially been offered to those Star Seeds with strong galactic ambassador frequencies and capacities. I personally needed to have this undigested fear in my emotional body and subconscious about ‘being abducted’ in order to immerse more into 3D life until I was ready to awaken beyond it and into my Galactic Ambassador consciousness. Ranca, my Reptilian Aspect, was very apologetic about projecting this into my consciousness and I offered forgiveness to her as it wasn’t her fault. She was as enslaved to this programming as I was until we both unplugged from it.

I am being guided to offer this right now about the Abduction programs as it feels like there is so much opportunity to be upgraded, activated, and awakened by galactic energies in this Now. The trauma from these programs can create blocks, resistances, and fear in your Inner Child and Inner Protector around connecting with Galactic energies and aspects.

Contact WILL be happening for more and more souls as their Star Seed essence is activated again. Contact mostly happens through non-physical means and probably already has been happening for you over many years. Experiences of contact are through conscious draw to study and learn more about galactic BEings; frequent dreams of contact, visits, star BEings, and light ships; conscious visits during meditation with Star Family and Metasoul Aspects as I am describing here; and also eventually physical contact experiences.

Along with all the other realities that are being disclosed right now as the Matrix peaks and then collapses, galactic disclosure and the reality of extraterrestrial beings is an important aspect of that and is happening slowly in a trickling and ‘leaking info’ kind of way. As we feel and heal the fear programs against them, we become much more open and receptive to the consciousness awakening that they can provide for us….that we are actually already spring loaded to activate in our galactic DNA!

We are then able to receive the blueprints and templates that they have for us around creation of free energy devices and other technology that will change the way we live on Gaia into more 5D frequencies!

Connecting to the Galactic support available to and through you provides a much BIGGER picture sense of the shifts going on right now for humanity. It lifts us above the constant (and often very conflictual) content that is being generated right now to provide a much more expansive context that is anchored in 5D frequencies. The 5D timeline is the one these Star BEings can remind us is available at ANY moment that we choose it, remember it, and become it.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I recommend also calibrating to and taking in this guided meditation I did with Binkh to bridge to your Acturian Aspect and to the healing chambers available to any human who would like to experience one: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

You can also contact me for a 1:1 session to bridge into your galactic connections, any fear abduction programs, your star seed, and your star family. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions or PM me.

Energy Update: Kundalini Surges As Timelines Collapse & Arise

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: I have wanted to offer a full energy update sooner yet there is so much moving that it has been challenging to ‘find time’ to share even as there is lots of time and no such thing as time! lol Perhaps that best sums up all that is shifting right now as timelines collapse, veils thin, linear time dissolves…..WHILE, at the same ‘time’, new realities and possibilities on infinite levels are being born and arising!

There are surges of Kundalini energies available now to bring up the column of your spine….lighting up especially your heart, sacral, and solar plexus chakras. Empowerment. Kundalini is connected to the Divine Union frequencies of our I AM, especially to the powerful feminine as she rises out of suppression and darkness and hiding. Yet Kundalini is also sourced in and provided by the Reptilian Self aspect that vibrates in 4D and has often been ‘with us’ our whole lives as witness to our journeys. Once we become aware of that connection, we can access more of our alchemy, service, power, and more.

I share more about the Reptilian Self in this video and guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I have seen in sessions that the Reptilian selves are being freed up from their enslavement in the Matrix system as well, which allows them to reunite with their families again. This is such a tender movement and really opens up an ambassadorship to them rather than the polarized ‘us against them’ reality. They are liberated with the Matrix AI signal collapse on the 4D level and more humans waking up. This collapse hasn’t fully shown itself in 3D yet as it seems like a dark night with the U.S. presidential inauguration tomorrow….yet as I’ve been sharing my sense for awhile, there is no ‘there there’ and it is mostly an empty show.

I have been guided so many times to just ‘be in the NOW and let in the NEW’….which is often only possible as we LET GO of the old, LET GO of attachments and expectations….. and let the mourning and grief move through us. I feel the collective going through this; our Reptilian selves going through this; our parts going through this; and our parallel selves in other timelines created by making different life choices going through this process too.

Connection within feels so important right now to navigate the shifts. With parts of yourself for which a rich inner family bond can develop. With soul family in the physical and in the higher realms for which reunion and support can deepen. With the Divine, especially Her feminine essence, for which guidance and clarity can flow.

We are at a tipping point into the New for which the kundalini energies serve to push us through, like the painful yet necessary contractions that happen during ANY birth. There are many BEings supporting us through this birth of sacred humanity and our RISE into New Earth and 5D in the physical.

We are rising!!

Much love to you from Avalon!!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions to support, activate, and bridge for your Ascension process at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Ascension Update: 4D Matrix Is A Shell While The 3D Matrix Runs On Fumes

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By Jelelle Awen

After checking in this morning with the Matrix reality at the 4D level of False Light/False God (the source of the ‘broadcast’ of mainstream 3D reality), I wanted to share what it felt and looked like as it might be helpful during this time. Appearances in 3D are that there is an intense battle going on between one side and another….political and spiritual warfare, it is being called. And, yes, there is a collective and individual choice point going on for many souls that is pressing and very real. It is a heightened time of choosing whether to remain anchored to the Matrix reality (as it is always actually a soul’s choice and never a prison) or to move into the New Reality that is being seeded first in our consciousness and then into physical reality here on Gaia.

Physical reality will always seem to lag behind what we can access in our higher consciousness states while going within. Physical reality ‘looks’ and ‘feels’ like things are much more polarized than they actually are. The narratives feel more real than they actually are.

The Matrix at the 4D level has been basically abandoned by the original programmers of it. These programmers had been like a television production crew in the control room….watching, taking notes, tweaking and adjusting. They had been there since the formation of the AI Matrix at the final fall of Atlantis to try to control the humans that were left and keep their consciousness capped in order to try to prevent our rise into our sacred humanity again and our galactic consciousness DNA activating.

Yet, they seem to have left that control room now…off to reconcile with the Divine and their soul most likely. And the plugged in humans and Reptilian self entwinements are also much less fused together then they were. They are many ’empty’ plug in sites now as the Reptilians who were innocent victims in their own ways are guided to a new planetary home. As the human wakes up to the Matrix reality (as is happening worldwide!), the Reptilian ‘twin’ can wake up in their dimension as well. I saw this entwinement during sessions many times and in my own process and the mutual liberation has been key to unplugging from the Matrix.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

The 4D Matrix therefore doesn’t have the beacon it used to and is a ‘shell’ of what it once was. What you are seeing in 3D is downstream from the echo of its broadcast. “There is no there there”, I have been offering now for awhile. So much of the opposition now posing as the Cabal are former ghostly versions of themselves, perhaps even clones of the original humans, already stripped of power and in reconciliation mode.

There are still, of course, many souls who are choosing to remain plugged into the 3D matrix and, therefore, the divisions and polarities are being illuminated and highlighted right now. Yet, ultimately, I share the same sense I have from the beginning….that all of this is in Divine hands, the tides have indeed turned to love, and what you are mostly experiencing here is in the inertia and habit and pattern from so many years lived in the Matrix.

Choosing to connect to your 5D, Heaven Within, Golden Earth frequencies brings them into your consciousness. Golden Earth becomes the filter for which you experience physical reality. You radiate love and new possibilities rather than absorb the fear created by the ghosts of what used to be. It really has always been about making a conscious choice…and now it is even more freed up to make the choice of LOVE.

Love from Avalon and Golden Earth within!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for our next group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm BST by donation where we will connect to Golden Earth/5D energies to create a bridge for you to your inner Heaven and Divine Self. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561

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More information about the 3D and 4D Matrix and the ongoing Ascension process in my book Free To Be 5D, with links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

Choosing A Sovereign New Earth Domain

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In my last session with my facilitator and mentor, Raphael Awen, I found myself at the gates of what parts of me refer to as ‘The System’. In its basic form it is the Institution of Authority (administered by the captive reptilian race that is inextricably entwined with us). The rules, norms, and programs set in place by alleged ‘experts’ and ‘elected’ officials to manage, manipulate, control, and confine our innate, co-creative God self. 

I realized in the juxtaposition of my God self, my reptilian, and this System, that we have been, and still are, willing participants in this arrangement. If I truly feel myself as a spark of Universal Creation, then I have to be willing to accept that I have been in cahoots with this dynamic. Otherwise, I am just a disempowered victim and my only freedom exists from either joining the System or battling It (and thus, my reptilian self), or choosing to suffer in it. Neither of which feels appealing or at all a reflection of my desire to be truly free, sovereign, and in Love. 

In the process, I realized how much I, and parts of me, have accepted the ‘rules’ as such. What if I choose not to lend my energy to the Institutionalized Consciousness, but to give it thanks for what it did offer me, like a parent who raised me for a certain portion of my life, and now choosing emancipation and sovereignty? Can I do that? 

Well, energetically, why the hell not? I can transport myself and my conditioned parts into a new world where there is no virus, no fiat currency, no taxes, lawyers, licensure, registrations, or documents to be signed, sealed, and delivered. I can freely travel there without a ‘valid form of identification’. I can seed that into my consciousness and let it find its way into this ‘physical’ reality the more I feel the parts of me that are skeptical and in doubt. 

The biggest thing to feel is what the hell would I do without those constraints? Is that the biggest fear? Of actually being so damn free that I could actually live and love in abundance and not just ‘dream’ about it? Fuck yeah, man! I choose to believe in that. Matter of fact, science is proving that to be the very case! So while that world is not staring at me square in the face, it does in my heart and my soul. That energy of feeling free is the seed of BEing free. I am under no illusion it will take time to manifest. But the more I continue to say “thanks, but no thanks” to the outer authority, institution, and systems, then I continue to break those chains that keep me and It locked in this dance. 

So, I face the System within. I look square at it. I give it gratitude and appreciation for all that it offered and taught me about myself. Now it is time to do this thing MY way. One felt, conscious step at a time.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a Facilitant and Collaborator with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Schumann Spikes, Kundalini/Reptilian Upgrades As Matrix Collapses

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Energy Update: Just woke up in a ‘here, NOT here’ state of mind fogginess that is the sign of upgrades and activations going on. Checked the Schumann/Gaia frequency….and yes, of course, fluctuations and spikes have been happening over the last two days. As Gaia is so intimately connected to humanity’s consciousness heart and brain waves, it is not surprising to see this reflected in Her patterns too of increasing frequencies, as I’ve been sharing about more lately.

And, with the Matrix collapsing on the 3D/4D Levels, there is MORE expansion for Gaia too. It’s like Her frequency has been contained (and abused and polluted) into the Matrix hologram and is NOW becoming cleansed, released, and expanded. All this 3D detox of fossil fuel activity is like a fast for Her AND for us that leads to more capacity to move into our light body versions on all levels.

I’m feeling these upgrades going on in the moment especially in the crown, third eye, and causal (back of head) chakras. This is a place of much ongoing pain for people and you may have been feeling pain here (and the lower back) the last few days. This is where we are connected into our Reptilian counterpart/selves, entwined with them in such a way to keep the Matrix programs running. These connection points are being flared up, healed and cleared as we unplug from the Matrix on 3D/4D levels.

Major Kundalini energy surges happening in the moment…up and down the spine and back again as the ‘serpent’ energy in the Reptilian self is able to flow again…so the human gets activated as well. I’ve also wondered what Kundalini energy really IS and I’m feeling now how connected it is to our Reptilian self, as if it is THEIR higher dimensional energy when it can flow into and through us too. Kundalini allows for SO MUCH less mental activity and busyness, for more flow and spaciousness, for more sense of unity consciousness connection, for more trust and letting go.

As I’ve been connected with Ranca today, my Reptilian Self in many shifting forms over the last five years, She is in a glorious place in the moment of feeling her species being liberated and awakened out of their enslavement. She is celebrating her brother and sisters who are becoming unplugged, as we got to be a bridge for in the group call yesterday with dozens of humans/Reptilians that showed up to experience that (and many others in the ethereal as well.) This unplugging is going on in the quantum field of Now space as the Matrix programmers/architects walk away from their Matrix creation to allow ALL to be free as the new directive from the Divine. The love virus is doing its thing to deprogram and disrupt the usual mode.

Ranca’s Kundalini and energy surges are flowing and pulsing now….She is transforming into Her dragon form. The Reptilians seem to move into dragon form as they are freed from the Matrix. Shifting in and out of it, which Kuan Yin and Yeshua showed all of us in the meditation yesterday. Humanity seems to mostly love and admire dragons….a way of connecting and honoring our Reptilian selves it feels like. If we love dragons, yet as ‘mythical creatures’….. perhaps we can come to love this aspect of our soul as well and stop projecting evil onto it?

If you’d like to connect to your Reptilian Self, NOW is an opportune moment to do it: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

You can purchase the full recording of the powerful group call we did yesterday…which includes 45 minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings through offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Gaia is rising, our Reptilians are flying, and humanity is going through a death and rebirth to emerge out of these ashes like a sacred human phoenix!

love,
Jelelle Awen & Ranca!

Join us for our new round of Free To Be Two Group call series for six weeks starting on May 20th and/or receive the recordings! More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

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Reptilian Self, Matrix Collapse and Mutual Liberation (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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https://youtu.be/pYSpnstPkm4
Excerpts From Our Free To Be April 29 Group Call

By Jelelle Awen

The 3D/4D Matrix seems to be collapsing at the Archonic programmer level of it during this ‘love virus’ event. The virus of love that is moving through the 3D and 4D levels is what offers a deprogramming/detox of the fear and control Matrix into receiving the NEW Divine 5D Gaia codes of liberation, sovereignty, unity, peace, compassion, and completion of suffering. This offers more opportunity for revelation and disclosure of the entwinement with our Reptilian counterparts at the 4D level that has been going on in order to ‘power’ the Matrix!

The video above provides excerpts of teachings from our fifth Free To Be group call on April 29th with me and Raphael Awen . We share about how connection with your Reptilian Self allows for a deeper unplugging from the Matrix control systems and programming. I talk about how I have seen and felt during sessions and in my own process how many Reptilians are used as batteries or projection sources for their entwined human. As the human wakes up, so does the Reptilian and mutual liberation is possible and very beneficial, rather than a battling against energy that is so commonly presented about this reality.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais also shares briefly about her experience in connecting with her Reptilian self during the guided meditation portion of the call. I am just amazed at how much opening and movement this new perspective on the Reptilian Self and moving out of battle towards them is opening up for people!

You can purchase the full recording of this group call, which includes 30 more minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings, and attend/receive the recording of the remaining call in the series through offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe or here: soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

The next and final group call in the Free To Be one series will be next Wednesday, May 6th at 10:00am PDT. The topic will be about the transition to becoming a 5D Lighthouse/beaconing energy and support in a meditation to receive the codes to more deeply embody that energy.

And, we are excited to announce that we will be doing a second six week group call series, Free To Be Two! It will be starting on Wednesday, May 20th and running every Wednesday until June 24th at 10:00am PDT. You are welcome to join us for that and/or receive the recordings for a separation donation from the one(s) you offered for this first series. We will email you a new Zoom link to join us for that series once we receive your donation. SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Collaborators Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman will be offering weekly Follow-Up Discussion Group calls every Saturday at 10:00am PDT during the series as well for a separate donation. More information about the weekly topics/meditations here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a recent writing from me about this mutual liberation movement as the Matrix collapses: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/27/revelation-rebellion-liberation-for-humanity-and-enslaved-reptilians-as-the-matrix-collapses

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Much love to you and your waking up Reptilian Self too!
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

3D/4D Freedom Starts From Within

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For the first time in my life I can honestly say that I feel free. Free from my FUSIONS to fear, doubt, and lack. But I am not free FROM feeling fear, doubt, and lack. Those to me are part of my human journey and integration. In states of fusion, I have become the energy of those things wholesale. No way to see through or around the density of the frequency. However, the process of feeling these emotions and energies as PARTS of me created space and distance. 

This distance has been short lived at times. Well, to be honest, many times. Yet, with each separation something continued to seed inside. Each one opened doorways to deeper and deeper programs, addictions, conditions, and traumas. It has felt like a video game at times where you go to more and more challenging levels to get to the doorway to the next one! 

Recently, I entered a Reptilian level. This one has proved, for me, to be a game-changer. This visceral and emotive awareness of my 4D Reptilian Self, has helped to feel a dismantling of something very core in me. This constant foreboding feeling that life is not going to go my ‘way’. A feeling that, no matter what good was in my life, it was not going to last or I was not worthy of it. This, I am realizing, has all been a part of the transmission. 

I have known this in my mind, yet in my heart and soul it continued to linger. Like a phantom mechanism. When held in ‘captivity’ for so long, it is hard to reintegrate and immerse back into the fold of the way it used to be. The captive may even find comfort in the way things were as it was known and predictable. This is what I am realizing about my past processes. 

But now, I am seeing and feeling something different. I am sitting with my Reptilian self outside the prison walls just witnessing. Not rushing into any definitive conclusions other than just what it FEELS like. Breathing in the air of freedom for what feels like an eternity for both of us. While we are not free to just do what we want on the outside, to feel this freedom within feels like the precursor to what is ready to manifest on the outside. 

The lesson for me…free yourself from within. The key is there. You just have to feel your way through the dark sometimes. 

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a Facilitant and Collaborator with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Unplugging From The 4D Matrix Group Call Today!

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by Jelelle Awen

The 3D/4D Matrix is collapsing. The prison doors have been unlocked and are now OPEN. We truly are now FREE!! Still time to join us today live at 10:00am PDT during our weekly group call over Zoom for an important piece of teaching and next level/cutting edge working on the Ascension journey.
I don’t know of anyone else teaching this process in this way or with this ambassador of love energy around it. We will be sharing about the collapsing of the 3D/4D Matrix that is going on with this Coronavirus event, the Reptilian self entwinement at the 4D level and need for mutual liberation, and the ‘Programmers’/Archonic Group that is now letting both species ‘go to be free.’

We will offer a guided meditation for you to connect to your Reptilian Self and help them to unplug from the programming, which allows YOU to unplug and deprogram at a deeper level too! Yeshua and Magdalenes will serve as Divine bridges to bring them into a higher frequency space of liberation and recovery.

You can join us by offering any amount of donation as an energy exchange here: soulfullheart.org/shop or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here about the series: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

We will send you the recordings to the previous four group calls in this series so you don’t need have attended them to come to this one. You will also receive the recording of this call today too if you can’t join us live!

love,
Jelelle Awen and Raphael Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: The Awakening Of The Reptilian Self

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This week there has been a big focus on the 4D Matrix and the awakening that is happening all over the world in regards to the lockdown and what it is exposing about the power structures in place. This is having an impact on the Inner Masculine as well as more awareness of our Reptilian aspects that are just as imprisoned in this matrix. Read the full Museletter here.

Featured this week is a piece from Gabriel Heartman. In it, he digests his own personal experience around the emergence and awakening of his own Reptilian Self and its impact on his healing and connection to the Inner Masculine:

It is this break away from The System that my reptilian is experiencing. This feeling of ‘what the fuck am I if I am not this’? Trying to piece together the ‘past’ and remember the Garden of Eden from whence he came. Yet, there is something he knows he wants to be a part of. He wants to be a part of putting an end to this once and for all. He wants to help expose and collapse the frequency that has his race in energetic and emotional chains and thus humanity’s. They are inextricably entwined.

The ‘Free To Be’ group call series continues this Wednesday, April 29th @ 10am PDT. It’s already week five! If you’ve missed the previous calls, you can offer a donation at any time and receive the recording and also the link to attend any of the future calls live if you can or want to.

During this week’s call we will focus on the bigger picture around the Reptilian entwinement with our human 3D reality and the need to unplug from the AI Matrix in the 4D as well during this time. The guided meditation will offer you connection with your Reptilian Self and other Star Family to help you unplug and move from captive to ambassador.

For more information about this series, visit soulfullheart.org/freetobe

There is a video by Gabriel Heartman sharing his reflections and digestions of being back as a facilitant and part of the support team. There is also a video of sample clips from the last Free To Be series with Raphael and Jelelle Awen to give you a sense of what those groups are like and the teachings that are included.

Also this week is the emergence of Monica Devi Bhakti as a new author on the blog and Collaborator with SoulFullHeart! There are many new articles and audio blogs this week from SoulFullHeart Facilitators/teachers, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, as well as SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and facilitants Gabriel Heartman and Deva Yasmin. There are energy updates, personal process digestions, and ways to look at and feel what is happening on the 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness levels.

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Kalayna works with women only. More info here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

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