Mid-Year Energy Update: CATalytic Sirian Gateway Creates UPsurge And Clarity

Half of 2020 is ‘in the books’. This roller coaster of a ride feels like it is honestly just beginning. From what I understand from an astrological perspective is that this is something that may be a ‘new normal’ for some time to come, through next year possibly.

When I tap into that from my guidance as well, it feels very true. The amps have been turned up and the field we find ourselves in is quite catalytic and rumbling. What I saw in meditation was a lighthouse among an onslaught of waves that was being influenced by an intense energy field. I made an image to represent the feeling tone of it.

I feel we are entering a 4D upsurge. The Subconscious, concurrent timelines, and archetypal dynamics are all making their way to the surface of our waking and/or physical reality. It is causing waves, both inner and outer.

This Sirian Gateway is adding to that overall mix. It is quite a potent time to be here now. If there is any guidance, it IS to Be Here Now. To find the lighthouse within. To connect to the Sirian energies of clarity, boundary, purpose, and play. They give us the ability to stay focused, be real, and be fluid.

The Lighthouse represents how I want and need to be during this times. I feel more solid than ever in my soul’s purpose and heart’s desire to serve, however that manifests itself. If there are others that feel to be tossed and torn during this time, I feel to offer my heart space or at least my own clarity of what is happening collectively.

This can be hard to navigate these waters alone, especially if you find yourself further from the shores you once called ‘home’. A lot is changing and will no longer be the same. We are all in a birth canal in one form or another. Finding a life preserver along the way is not a sign a weakness, but a sign of willingness not to suffer in the storm.

Beginning July 15th, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be offering the next Free To Be 5D Group Call series. This will be focused on Jelelle’s book of the same title. The series will be a great opportunity to connect to all of the parts and aspects of you that are in trauma and/or confusion. It aims to be the Lighthouse in the storm. Opportunities to digest the calls and to connect with others will offered by myself and Kalayna Solais on Saturdays beginning July 18th.

For more info visit: soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

For info on Jelelle’s book: soulfullheart.org/books

I also offer a free 45-minute Consulation Call to feel if and how SoulFullHeart can serve you during these catalytic times.

Sending much love to you and all that you are navigating at this time.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Free To Be 5D Book Documentary (Video) | Jelelle & Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais

I am very excited to release our first exploration into more of a documentary style video offering with AMAZING editing and producing by our very own Gabriel Heartman (who worked so hard on this!) It has long been my dream to offer videos that combine our words, images, music, and interviews/teachings as an activation and bridge to our energy…and here is the first! This one made me a cry a few times, in a good way as we all watched it together as a group on Wednesday for the first time.

In this video, I share about my new book about the Ascension process called Free To Be 5D: Naigating Ascension From The Inside Out available now in print, ebook, and PDF editions (and eventually in audio as well). I talk about how this book has been inspired by hundreds of 1:1 sessions with others over the years, my own awakening process through parts/soul aspect work over the last 15 years, our community experience of this process, and Divine guidance/inspiration. The book offers an overview of a process which has long been in the making and creation for many years. I describe what the book (and SoulFullHeart process) provides that is unique from other offerings, what the ‘take away’ main messages are from the book and my inspiration to write it.

The overlaying messages I received while writing this book over the last several months was that you are NOT alone, there is so much support from within, with the Divine, and with Star Family that you more and more able to connect with. Another message is that you ARE Infinite Love in human form and all else (such as the experience of separation) is a temporary illusion offered for your growth.

“You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness, now you will become the lighthouse, helping to bring everyone safely home….to the Divine’s shore again.” ~

Also interviewed by Gabriel in the video is SoulFullHeart Co-creator and Facilitator and my beloved mate Raphael Awen, who describes his emotional reaction to reading/editing the book and also how he feels that it will benefit those reading it…even those who don’t know anything about the SoulFullHeart process. Also interviewed for this video is lovely SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais, who shares her experience of reading it and what she feel it offers others.

I highly recommend this book for anyone who has been drawn to our writings, videos, and even sessions with us and would like a bigger context/picture for ALL that we offer and explore in this process now described in ONE place. An excerpt from the book and links to purchase it are at soulfullheart.org/books

You can also join Raphael and I for an upcoming group call series for six weeks starting on July 15th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom (and completes on August 19th) that provides more teaching and an immersion through guided meditation into the content covered in the book. You can join that call series live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen or at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Many more documentary style videos to come, especially as we begin our travelling adventures and can share video from sacred places, starting with Glastonbury, UK in September!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Free To Be 5D Book & Group Call Series Starting July 15th!

By Jelelle Awen

There have been so many gifts from coming together regularly for our Free To Be group call series over the last three months with a total of 12 calls offered during that time! The original idea and inspiration was to provide a light house and virtual inner/outer community bridge during the ‘storm’ of the Covid event, Matrix collapsing, and New Earth 5D transition that we feel is going on right now. We were so blessed to have over 100 souls join us live or via the recording during these two series and it was a huge boost to our leadership, offering of SoulFullHeart, and in community expansion experience as well!

And now, onward to our next group call series! People have been wanting it and asking for it for awhile now….and FINALLY we have a SoulFullHeart ‘Basics’ and overview of the entire paradigm and process in the form of a new book by me, Free To Be 5D, and an accompanying six-week group call series.

Our Free To Be 5D group call series will be over six weeks on Wednesdays starting in TWO WEEKS on Wednesday, July 15th at 10:00am PDT! During this Free To Be 5D group call series, we will go over specific content in the book in a sequential way. We will overview, summarize, and expand on what you are reading in the book in a way that will bridge you even more to the content. We are hoping this will take you beyond a mental assimilation of the information from the book and into a deeper visceral sense of resonance with what we are offering.

In each call, we will provide one of our powerful, efficient, and transformative guided meditations to offer an experiential deepening within you of what we have taught about during the call. This creates a bridge from what you are learning about on a mental level into the emotional body and quantum soul field, where activation, transformation, and deeper healing become possible.

There is more information about the Free To Be 5D series at: soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries and https://www.facebook.com/events/1168761756849918/

You can attend the calls live with us and you will receive the recordings to keep and listen to later if you want to or can’t make it live. You can donate to join us at any time with ANY amount that you want to offer before or after July 15th and we will send you the link to join, along with the recordings of any calls you may have missed if the series is already underway at the time of your donation. You can purchase at our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal by offering a donation: paypal.me/jelelleawen

​You do not need to have attended or listened to the other group calls from our two previous Free To Be series before coming to this third series. Although, we do highly recommend listening to the recordings from the first two Free To Be series, which you can purchase at the same links as above.

We do highly recommend that you read the book prior to or along with the group call series, with links here to purchase as PDF, ebook or in print editions: soulfullheart.org/books

And, also, I will be offering a Sacred Feminine group call for women exploring healing our mother wound to let in more Divine Mother this Sunday, July 5th at 10:00am PDT. You can join me live and/or receive the recording by offering a donation at the same links above with more info at: https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

We so look forward to this next deepening journey with those who feel curious about and resonant with what we are offering!

love,
Jelelle Awen

Info about ALL of our upcoming events including our in-person and virtual Glastonbury Gathering in September are at soulfullheart.org.

The Divine Invitation To Move From Warrior To Love Ambassador

By Jelelle Awen

The impulse to fight is so strong. Ingrained in our very and every DNA, going back to our roots and the 3D battles, galactic wars and the ancient ones too. The urge to ‘battle against’ and ‘fight for’ has been a way in 3D and 4D timelines to show your strength of character and a way to demonstrate what you love, your loyalty, and the depth of your love and passion for your country/family/king/ruler.

We have all had so many 3D and 4D timelines of fighting, battling, and BEing the warrior. Not just men, yet all of us on a Metasoul level choosing this expression in different forms and shapes. A sword, gun, whatever weapons in our hands….or using words as the weapon…or energy thrown about and at whomever we have deemed to be the enemy.

This battling is in our DNA. It is also a galactic consciousness inheritance from our Star Family in the timelines where galactic wars have been and are a reality. Our 3D culture/current timeline is all about battling…good vs evil, light vs dark. All of the biggest blockbuster movies are based on this premise with battle scenes being the climax of all of them.

Battles lead to more battles with always a cost of some kind on both sides. The biggest cost is the energy that it takes and that has to move through us in order to engage in this way. The desire to battle comes from mostly unhealed wounding/traumas in which we have been both victim and perpetrator. These unhealed wounds have a vibration/energetic frequency that expresses, then, as rage. Rage in its essence is passionate truth telling that has been suppressed to protect the more vulnerable feelings of hurt underneath.

The parts of us that can be a warrior (such as the Inner Protector and our Gatekeeper) and have had to be are becoming more weary, tired, and just done with all this battling. They are wanting to move into a new phase of ambassador where trust and forgiveness lead over mistrust and grudges. You can feel this part of you as your Inner Protector and connecting with them can help to transition them into this new phase with you. As this part of you shifts their focus from fighting, they can put their energies toward opening up Metasoul timelines/lifetimes, your soul awakening, and becoming a channel for Divine love.

The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can bleed through into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.

Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your veil of amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer a balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.

We are being invited as a human species to evolve beyond our instinct and habit toward fighting. We are being invited to embody and inhabit an ambassador’s consciousness and a diplomat’s deep desire in 5D to find a peaceful middle ground of negotiation. We are being invited to become the service of love with ourselves and others as the Ascension process into Sacred Humanity continues to unfold.

The new heroes/heroines of the New Earth/Gaia reality will be those who can bring peace in any situation. It will no longer be the warriors who receive the recognition and admiration, yet those who can offer forgiveness to even the darkest-feeling energies, beings, and situations. This ability will become so important as we move deeper into collective disclosure of 3D/4D Matrix realities that will be difficult for so many souls to digest and accept. Those who can offer authentic objectivity and compassion toward all sides will be very valuable as models and templates of ‘New Gaians’.

New Earth invites us to find and discover resolutions that come from finding common grounds of ambassadorship, which are about being able to feel and be compassionate toward someone else’s perspective. Not wanting to do harm even if the means of harming could be justified by a temporary resolution of the conflict.

The Divine Mother invites us to move into our compassionate heart of neutrality toward all aspects of ourselves and toward others as the next phase of our conscious evolution as a species here.This capacity to be an ambassador of love starts from within, from one part of you to another, from one Metasoul Aspect to another, from one relationship to another.

It is a process of becoming a forgiving and compassionate energy to all of your emotions/reactions/triggers. No longer judging some as bad or ill or a disorder or sinful or needing to be fixed. No longer bypassing the most unsavory and uncomfortable ones in order to just be in bliss. Yet, instead, embracing all of your emotions as portals inviting you into a rich and deep ground of endless self discovery and growth.

It is a process of inviting all parts and Metas to put down the sword and replace it with a lantern…offering illumination out of the darkness and shadows. It is leading with curiosity to light the way rather than condemnation, which only keeps things hidden in suffering loops of shameful secrecy.

~ From Free To Be 5D, New Book by Jelelle Awen

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This is an excerpt from my new book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out available NOW in PDF, e-book, and print editions. You can read more with links to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

Join Raphael and I for the final call in our Free To Be 2 group call series on Wednesday June 24 at 10:00am PDT for teachings and a guided meditation about navigating the transition from warrior (and however that expresses within your soul) to 5D Love Ambassador or receive the recording for any donation amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen

Raphael and I will be starting a new six week group call series on July 15 called Free To Be 5D that is an accompaniment to the book as well offering teachings, personal sharings and guided meditations to create a deeper experience of the content in the book. More info at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries