Transmuting Trauma To Love: Final Group Call Of The Free To Be 5D Series

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you SO much to those who joined Raphael and I today for the final group call of our six week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on my book Free To Be 5D, which you can get links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books. It was a heart warming and soul/mind expanding conversation about healing sacred wounds from this life and other lifetimes on emotional/physical/spiritual levels and the trauma that is sourced from them. We also led you on a guided meditation to connect with a scene of trauma to invite it into transmutation with love.

Thank you especially to Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana for joining us in the room today. And, for all of your contributions to EVERY group call discussion and follow-up Saturday process group call as well. The way this paradigm and process is embodied by both of you in such deepening ways is such a gift to us and those you serve and teach as well.

Thank you to Raianna for your picture taking before every call and to her and Jasper for attending every Wednesday group call and nearly every Saturday follow up call as well! You are definitely the MVPS for all of the group call series!

It has been quite a journey over the last 18 calls since the first one began on April 1st with our first series Free To Be 5D: Matrix to New Earth Transition. I felt there was a bridge to New Earth needed, starting from within, in response to the Covid event and the shut down that was going on and collapse in the 3D Matrix. There was a void and vacancy there and we felt to fill it.

We’ve been so pleased to have had more than a hundred people offer a donation to attend and/or receive the recording of one to 18 of the calls. We’ve learned so much along the way, been given the opportunity to serve love and teach a paradigm and process that we are so passionate about….and been gifted clarity about next offerings for SoulFullHeart as well!

Thank you so much to those of you who have contributed your thoughts, comments, and questions on the chat during the calls as you helped to form a resonant community and brought aliveness and relevancy to the calls.

If you’d like to take in the recordings of any or all of the three group call series, please offer an individual donation for each at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen. There is more information about each of them at soulfullheart.org.

A NEW offering from us is coming soon as we begin to create a SoulFullHeart Portal on patreon with membership access to exclusive content such as writings/inspirational thoughts/personal sharings, energy updates, a community forum and more! Stay tuned as we share about that soon!

Much love and blessings of love to you during this Bliss Mess transition into sacred humanity,
Jelelle

The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, ‘Matrix’ means ‘womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our ‘Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the ‘mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to ‘live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current ‘21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called ‘Archons’ and ‘Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the ‘programmers’ or ‘the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the ‘Cabal’ or ‘Deep State’ or ‘Illuminati’ or ‘Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become ‘fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that ‘runs the program’ of ‘end times’ and ‘doom and gloom’ and ‘impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for ‘near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the ‘cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you ‘rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The ‘hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain ‘plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this ‘teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Matrix Collapse, Ascension Energies & Process, Light Body Activation Free To Be 5D Group Call July 15 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I can feel the deeper layers of collapse happening in the 3D Matrix now, in the collective consciousness, as a result of the Covid-19 outbreak, which actually caused an ‘inbreak’ as so many souls finally paused from their usual eat-work-sleep-repeat routines. In this pause, there was more time and space for re-evaluation, for going inward, for asking questions/researching, for awakening to next stages and phases…whatever that meant for each soul.

When tuning into the collective consciousness with my third eye now, I can see many more soul lights consciously turned ‘on’ as the 3D layers of dimming/masking/blocking are shed. There are also continuous waves of high frequency light from the Divine, the Great Cosmic Sun, Star Family, and Ascended BEings flooding in violet/rainbow waves to support/encourage this individual illumination.

These deeper layers of Matrix collapse allow for shadow revelation, what had been a ‘hidden agenda’ is now being exposed. This exposure is a painful process, yet just like a wound needs air and sunlight to heal…this shadow wound in the collective needs to be seen and felt in order to heal to light again. We are at the collective ‘ripping off the band-aid’ phase of our awakening and healing. Painful, yet temporary, and necessary.

In the bigger sense of the ongoing Ascension process, this event has been a much welcome phase, even if it has caused temporary difficulties, inconveniences, suffering, contention, and exposure of dissonance. Those of us connecting to our higher timelines, ultimately surrendered to the support and the activations that came as a result of it and moved into our Lighthouse/Beacon of Love frequency to help stir ourselves and others through it.

The more rumbly and often difficult to process collapse is the one occurring on the 4D levels, beyond the veil. This one brings up intensity of soul bleed-throughs from other lifetimes/timelines. Many karmic soul themes as connected to the Matrix are coming up to be felt and explored. I have offered for a while now that the original programmers/architects of this Matrix have abandoned it. This allows the Reptilian Self to be freed at whatever level they have been enslaved/conditioned and for us at the human level as well. This releases a lot of karma to be healed and completed at the Quantum Level.

Next level soul activations, consciousness states, and integrations are becoming possible NOW with this 3D/4D Matrix collapse, especially as the Sirian Stargate is open and peaks on Lion’s Gate 8/8.

We have always been free and are now able to feel more deeply in whatever ways the ‘prison’ remains within us even as the prison door is NOW wide open!

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Raphael and I will share MUCH more about the ongoing Ascension process, the cycle of Fragmentation/original split off from the Divine, the 3D/4D Matrixes, Ascension Energies, light body activation and more in our group call tomorrow Wednesday July 15th at 10:00am PDT. We will also provide a guided meditation to connect to these energies in a personal way for you and create a bridge to your Divine Self.

It is the first call in our Free To Be 5D series that runs every Wednesday until August 19th. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings of ALL calls for whatever donation/energy exchange you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information about the group call series at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

I also go into much more detail and explanation about the Ascension process and the 3D/4D Matrix, the Reptilian Self and other 3D/4D/5D parts and trauma/sacred wound healing in my new book Free To Be 5D which you get as a PDF, ebook or print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Quantum Healing With Your Gatekeeper: Video with Raphael & Jelelle Awen

SoulFullHeart co-creators and Teachers, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, share about the Metasoul, the veil of amnesia, Metasoul Aspect connections, and the opportunities for quantum healing of multiple lifetimes of soul pattern wounding at this time of Matrix collapse during these excerpts from a group call originally recorded on June 17, 2020. Our Gatekeeper is an aspect of our soul that remains ‘outside’ of the incarnation cycle and is the keeper of the veil of amnesia around other lifetime experiences and aspects.

In the video, Raphael goes into a ‘drop-in’ with his Gatekeeper facilitated by Jelelle to get a deeper understanding of the Gatekeeper Realm and their relationship to the human soul they have co-contracted to guide and help heal and ascend.

SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais also share in the video about their process of their experiences with the guided meditation and their connections with their Gatekeepers.

You can purchase the FULL recording of this group call recorded on June 17 (which includes 40 MORE minutes of teachings, two guided meditations and full sharings from Gabriel and Kalayna) and receive the recordings of all remaining calls (or zoom link to attend them live) in the series through offering a donation at: https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or http://paypal.me/jelelleawen

Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our next group call series Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out beginning July 15: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais, visit: http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through our shop at http://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or PayPal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen.

Mid-Year Energy Update: CATalytic Sirian Gateway Creates UPsurge And Clarity

Half of 2020 is ‘in the books’. This roller coaster of a ride feels like it is honestly just beginning. From what I understand from an astrological perspective is that this is something that may be a ‘new normal’ for some time to come, through next year possibly.

When I tap into that from my guidance as well, it feels very true. The amps have been turned up and the field we find ourselves in is quite catalytic and rumbling. What I saw in meditation was a lighthouse among an onslaught of waves that was being influenced by an intense energy field. I made an image to represent the feeling tone of it.

I feel we are entering a 4D upsurge. The Subconscious, concurrent timelines, and archetypal dynamics are all making their way to the surface of our waking and/or physical reality. It is causing waves, both inner and outer.

This Sirian Gateway is adding to that overall mix. It is quite a potent time to be here now. If there is any guidance, it IS to Be Here Now. To find the lighthouse within. To connect to the Sirian energies of clarity, boundary, purpose, and play. They give us the ability to stay focused, be real, and be fluid.

The Lighthouse represents how I want and need to be during this times. I feel more solid than ever in my soul’s purpose and heart’s desire to serve, however that manifests itself. If there are others that feel to be tossed and torn during this time, I feel to offer my heart space or at least my own clarity of what is happening collectively.

This can be hard to navigate these waters alone, especially if you find yourself further from the shores you once called ‘home’. A lot is changing and will no longer be the same. We are all in a birth canal in one form or another. Finding a life preserver along the way is not a sign a weakness, but a sign of willingness not to suffer in the storm.

Beginning July 15th, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be offering the next Free To Be 5D Group Call series. This will be focused on Jelelle’s book of the same title. The series will be a great opportunity to connect to all of the parts and aspects of you that are in trauma and/or confusion. It aims to be the Lighthouse in the storm. Opportunities to digest the calls and to connect with others will offered by myself and Kalayna Solais on Saturdays beginning July 18th.

For more info visit: soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

For info on Jelelle’s book: soulfullheart.org/books

I also offer a free 45-minute Consulation Call to feel if and how SoulFullHeart can serve you during these catalytic times.

Sending much love to you and all that you are navigating at this time.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Free To Be 5D Book Documentary (Video) | Jelelle & Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais

I am very excited to release our first exploration into more of a documentary style video offering with AMAZING editing and producing by our very own Gabriel Heartman (who worked so hard on this!) It has long been my dream to offer videos that combine our words, images, music, and interviews/teachings as an activation and bridge to our energy…and here is the first! This one made me a cry a few times, in a good way as we all watched it together as a group on Wednesday for the first time.

In this video, I share about my new book about the Ascension process called Free To Be 5D: Naigating Ascension From The Inside Out available now in print, ebook, and PDF editions (and eventually in audio as well). I talk about how this book has been inspired by hundreds of 1:1 sessions with others over the years, my own awakening process through parts/soul aspect work over the last 15 years, our community experience of this process, and Divine guidance/inspiration. The book offers an overview of a process which has long been in the making and creation for many years. I describe what the book (and SoulFullHeart process) provides that is unique from other offerings, what the ‘take away’ main messages are from the book and my inspiration to write it.

The overlaying messages I received while writing this book over the last several months was that you are NOT alone, there is so much support from within, with the Divine, and with Star Family that you more and more able to connect with. Another message is that you ARE Infinite Love in human form and all else (such as the experience of separation) is a temporary illusion offered for your growth.

“You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness, now you will become the lighthouse, helping to bring everyone safely home….to the Divine’s shore again.” ~

Also interviewed by Gabriel in the video is SoulFullHeart Co-creator and Facilitator and my beloved mate Raphael Awen, who describes his emotional reaction to reading/editing the book and also how he feels that it will benefit those reading it…even those who don’t know anything about the SoulFullHeart process. Also interviewed for this video is lovely SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais, who shares her experience of reading it and what she feel it offers others.

I highly recommend this book for anyone who has been drawn to our writings, videos, and even sessions with us and would like a bigger context/picture for ALL that we offer and explore in this process now described in ONE place. An excerpt from the book and links to purchase it are at soulfullheart.org/books

You can also join Raphael and I for an upcoming group call series for six weeks starting on July 15th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom (and completes on August 19th) that provides more teaching and an immersion through guided meditation into the content covered in the book. You can join that call series live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen or at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Many more documentary style videos to come, especially as we begin our travelling adventures and can share video from sacred places, starting with Glastonbury, UK in September!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Free To Be 5D Book & Group Call Series Starting July 15th!

By Jelelle Awen

There have been so many gifts from coming together regularly for our Free To Be group call series over the last three months with a total of 12 calls offered during that time! The original idea and inspiration was to provide a light house and virtual inner/outer community bridge during the ‘storm’ of the Covid event, Matrix collapsing, and New Earth 5D transition that we feel is going on right now. We were so blessed to have over 100 souls join us live or via the recording during these two series and it was a huge boost to our leadership, offering of SoulFullHeart, and in community expansion experience as well!

And now, onward to our next group call series! People have been wanting it and asking for it for awhile now….and FINALLY we have a SoulFullHeart ‘Basics’ and overview of the entire paradigm and process in the form of a new book by me, Free To Be 5D, and an accompanying six-week group call series.

Our Free To Be 5D group call series will be over six weeks on Wednesdays starting in TWO WEEKS on Wednesday, July 15th at 10:00am PDT! During this Free To Be 5D group call series, we will go over specific content in the book in a sequential way. We will overview, summarize, and expand on what you are reading in the book in a way that will bridge you even more to the content. We are hoping this will take you beyond a mental assimilation of the information from the book and into a deeper visceral sense of resonance with what we are offering.

In each call, we will provide one of our powerful, efficient, and transformative guided meditations to offer an experiential deepening within you of what we have taught about during the call. This creates a bridge from what you are learning about on a mental level into the emotional body and quantum soul field, where activation, transformation, and deeper healing become possible.

There is more information about the Free To Be 5D series at: soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries and https://www.facebook.com/events/1168761756849918/

You can attend the calls live with us and you will receive the recordings to keep and listen to later if you want to or can’t make it live. You can donate to join us at any time with ANY amount that you want to offer before or after July 15th and we will send you the link to join, along with the recordings of any calls you may have missed if the series is already underway at the time of your donation. You can purchase at our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal by offering a donation: paypal.me/jelelleawen

​You do not need to have attended or listened to the other group calls from our two previous Free To Be series before coming to this third series. Although, we do highly recommend listening to the recordings from the first two Free To Be series, which you can purchase at the same links as above.

We do highly recommend that you read the book prior to or along with the group call series, with links here to purchase as PDF, ebook or in print editions: soulfullheart.org/books

And, also, I will be offering a Sacred Feminine group call for women exploring healing our mother wound to let in more Divine Mother this Sunday, July 5th at 10:00am PDT. You can join me live and/or receive the recording by offering a donation at the same links above with more info at: https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

We so look forward to this next deepening journey with those who feel curious about and resonant with what we are offering!

love,
Jelelle Awen

Info about ALL of our upcoming events including our in-person and virtual Glastonbury Gathering in September are at soulfullheart.org.

The Divine Invitation To Move From Warrior To Love Ambassador

By Jelelle Awen

The impulse to fight is so strong. Ingrained in our very and every DNA, going back to our roots and the 3D battles, galactic wars and the ancient ones too. The urge to ‘battle against’ and ‘fight for’ has been a way in 3D and 4D timelines to show your strength of character and a way to demonstrate what you love, your loyalty, and the depth of your love and passion for your country/family/king/ruler.

We have all had so many 3D and 4D timelines of fighting, battling, and BEing the warrior. Not just men, yet all of us on a Metasoul level choosing this expression in different forms and shapes. A sword, gun, whatever weapons in our hands….or using words as the weapon…or energy thrown about and at whomever we have deemed to be the enemy.

This battling is in our DNA. It is also a galactic consciousness inheritance from our Star Family in the timelines where galactic wars have been and are a reality. Our 3D culture/current timeline is all about battling…good vs evil, light vs dark. All of the biggest blockbuster movies are based on this premise with battle scenes being the climax of all of them.

Battles lead to more battles with always a cost of some kind on both sides. The biggest cost is the energy that it takes and that has to move through us in order to engage in this way. The desire to battle comes from mostly unhealed wounding/traumas in which we have been both victim and perpetrator. These unhealed wounds have a vibration/energetic frequency that expresses, then, as rage. Rage in its essence is passionate truth telling that has been suppressed to protect the more vulnerable feelings of hurt underneath.

The parts of us that can be a warrior (such as the Inner Protector and our Gatekeeper) and have had to be are becoming more weary, tired, and just done with all this battling. They are wanting to move into a new phase of ambassador where trust and forgiveness lead over mistrust and grudges. You can feel this part of you as your Inner Protector and connecting with them can help to transition them into this new phase with you. As this part of you shifts their focus from fighting, they can put their energies toward opening up Metasoul timelines/lifetimes, your soul awakening, and becoming a channel for Divine love.

The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can bleed through into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.

Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your veil of amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer a balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.

We are being invited as a human species to evolve beyond our instinct and habit toward fighting. We are being invited to embody and inhabit an ambassador’s consciousness and a diplomat’s deep desire in 5D to find a peaceful middle ground of negotiation. We are being invited to become the service of love with ourselves and others as the Ascension process into Sacred Humanity continues to unfold.

The new heroes/heroines of the New Earth/Gaia reality will be those who can bring peace in any situation. It will no longer be the warriors who receive the recognition and admiration, yet those who can offer forgiveness to even the darkest-feeling energies, beings, and situations. This ability will become so important as we move deeper into collective disclosure of 3D/4D Matrix realities that will be difficult for so many souls to digest and accept. Those who can offer authentic objectivity and compassion toward all sides will be very valuable as models and templates of ‘New Gaians’.

New Earth invites us to find and discover resolutions that come from finding common grounds of ambassadorship, which are about being able to feel and be compassionate toward someone else’s perspective. Not wanting to do harm even if the means of harming could be justified by a temporary resolution of the conflict.

The Divine Mother invites us to move into our compassionate heart of neutrality toward all aspects of ourselves and toward others as the next phase of our conscious evolution as a species here.This capacity to be an ambassador of love starts from within, from one part of you to another, from one Metasoul Aspect to another, from one relationship to another.

It is a process of becoming a forgiving and compassionate energy to all of your emotions/reactions/triggers. No longer judging some as bad or ill or a disorder or sinful or needing to be fixed. No longer bypassing the most unsavory and uncomfortable ones in order to just be in bliss. Yet, instead, embracing all of your emotions as portals inviting you into a rich and deep ground of endless self discovery and growth.

It is a process of inviting all parts and Metas to put down the sword and replace it with a lantern…offering illumination out of the darkness and shadows. It is leading with curiosity to light the way rather than condemnation, which only keeps things hidden in suffering loops of shameful secrecy.

~ From Free To Be 5D, New Book by Jelelle Awen

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This is an excerpt from my new book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out available NOW in PDF, e-book, and print editions. You can read more with links to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

Join Raphael and I for the final call in our Free To Be 2 group call series on Wednesday June 24 at 10:00am PDT for teachings and a guided meditation about navigating the transition from warrior (and however that expresses within your soul) to 5D Love Ambassador or receive the recording for any donation amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen

Raphael and I will be starting a new six week group call series on July 15 called Free To Be 5D that is an accompaniment to the book as well offering teachings, personal sharings and guided meditations to create a deeper experience of the content in the book. More info at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries