Throat Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

An open throat chakra allows for your truth to be heard and your voice to be freed. For so long our truth has been suppressed, blocked, and vilified by fear. NOW is the time for your voice to be freed by love. For your gifts to be shared. For your soul’s song to be sung.

In this video, Raphael and I, Jelelle, are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the sound bowl that activates/clears/opens your throat chakra (G Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your throat chakra and connect to whatever sounds, tones, words, and light language want to come through. To allow what needs to be spoken to be freed and to release the fear in that movement.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I and my truth are One. I am transparent and authentic. I am Divine Truth.

We tune into our Divine Self embodiment for both women and men, plus Divine Union codes for opening up vulnerable truth telling and transmit these codes also through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

This is the fifth video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos: Β Β Β β€’Β HeartΒ Chakra:Β DivineΒ SelfΒ EmbodimentΒ …Β Β 

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/


Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos: Β Β Β Β β€’Β SoundΒ HealingΒ Β &Β LightΒ LanguageΒ Trans…Β Β 

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

Solar Plexus Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Solar Plexus (Power Center) Chakra Divine Self Embodiment Video: Our Solar Plexus Chakra located at our navel is the seat of our sense of personal power where healthy self confidence, empowerment, and action combined with soul guidance/Divine surrender can be accessed. Unhealed and undigested unworthiness, shame and fear from this life and other lifetimes, plus abuse/persecution wounds from False Light/False Gods in the soul field can block and suppress, clog up your Solar Plexus Chakra. This can lead to feeling sluggish, lacking energy, inability to set healthy boundaries (advocating for needs/desires) and inability to focus/be intentional.

In this video, Raphael and I are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the solar plexus chakra (E Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your solar plexus chakra to feel the fire in your belly, to feel humble self worth, to feel confident in expressing yourself, to set boundaries if needed. To connect and bring healing love to the inner Punisher/Shame cycle and looping that is going on within. We tune into our Divine Self embodiment for both women and men, plus Divine Union codes for empowerment, surrender to Divine Will, personal sovereignty and transmit through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am graceful fire. I am sovereign. I am powerful. I am Divine Will. I am guided and in flow.

This is the third video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos: Β Β Β Β β€’Β SoundΒ HealingΒ Β &Β LightΒ LanguageΒ Trans…Β Β 

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

Healing The Persecution Wound: No Longer Allowing Toxic Inner & Outer Relationship Dynamics

By Jelelle Awen

Deep clearings recently of the persecution wound that lives in us all as we’ve had so many lifetimes of holding frequencies of healing, light, and love for the collective. Seeding light in the darkness. Holding the higher codes of union remembrance from higher timelines on the Earth Plane…millions of years in Lemurian golden age, the golden age of Atlantis before the fall….and golden ages on other planets and in other galaxies.

The persecution wound seems to come up in personal (esp. birth family) and in service relationships most strongly. The feelings/reactions/triggers that can come up in parts of us around being misunderstood, not seen, hurt or abused, rejection, β€˜kicked’ energectically, feeling shame and unworthiness pushed up. That strong instinctual urge and trauma response in β€˜being attacked’ to defend ourselves, to fight, or to flight.

And sometimes we need to go many β€˜rounds’ into this dynamic with a soul who has signed up to hold this persecution mirror for us (often reinforced by the β€˜narcissist program’ as I call it). We need to go into repeated attempts to clear the karma there, to transcend beyond the β€˜roles’ of persecutor and victim into the open field of love where no wrong can truly be done from one to another.

I’m feeling personally a soul turn completion of a sacrificial pattern with souls who have played the persecutor role for me (sometimes very literally in certain lifetimes). My soul tendency is not toward fighting or defending myself yet rather toward large hearted forgiveness and desire to arise into the new grounds.

This can be a good thing for an ambassador/healer/teacher….yet, my soul aspects and parts this life and others have given too much in the sense of over holding, care taking, extending myself…a sense of making up for the light and love of the Divine that I can connect to if others are struggling to feel that themselves.

It has almost been a β€˜survivor’s guilt/unworthiness’ piece where my Divine access is given away without enough personal needs criteria, esp in lifetimes where personal needs weren’t even considered or connected to (such as being a nun or priestess). Being a bridge to the Divine is an aspect of this, of course, and yet being that without a personal cost to me and being in humble worthiness/advocating for self is a piece I am healing this life.

I am now tuned into that I can forgive in the higher levels as I feel Divine Mother’s heart of compassion flow through…and yet can’t transactionally allow into my life those who cannot take accountability for the harm they have caused (sometimes going into amnesia about it even happening), who continue to project dark agendas without looking at their side/go into curiosity around where these are sourced from, who don’t feel genuine remorse over harms caused, who gaslight or invalidate feeling impacts of my parts or their own, and who aren’t continually surrendering into Divine guidance and trust as best they can and have access to.

I am bringing my truth in directness with care and offering mirrors/challenges as needed in response, yet I am also complete with holding space for this often toxic dynamic in myself or soul field, in service work, in personal relationships/community, or for the collective. It has been a blessed gift to me to have these experiences and I’ve learned a lot, even when difficult and painful.

I also felt a deep love ambassador process recently by bridging in meditation to a Grand Inquisitor energy in the karmic field….a Gatekeeper/Punisher who is reinforced and supported by the Matrix energies. This Inquisitor immediately expressed remorse and asked for forgiveness and as he received it, he started to transmute from all bloody, dark and heavy….. to wearing golden robes of light with all blood washed away. Waves of forgiveness from Divine Mother flowed over us both and he started transforming into masculine discernment and truth telling without need to persecute or expose anyone. And I felt a release of wounded feminine feelings of being hurt or harmed by this energy.

With this movement, I could feel how this Inquisitor had been β€˜showing up’ over the years in different ways to get my attention (originally in the form of my parents), so that I could reconcile my relationship to this shadow, which is also within my own soul field too. None of us has truly only been a victim or only a persecutor nor parts of us either.

It feels like there is a big turn happening for the awakening and ascending masculine in this way…both in men and in the inner masculine in women. The old patriarchal grounds of being the exposer, the inquisitor, the edgy truth telling, the tyrant, the abuser..they are falling away as Divine Father offers a template of truth telling to men and women that is direct yet with care. Provokes what is needed and yet doesn’t do damage. Leads with transparency and authenticity while being sensitive to impact on all.

The truth of our being AS love reveals itself as the polarities heal. As the fear moves into love. And sometimes as we no longer allow the repeated cycles that don’t serve us or others to continue (if they aren’t meant to).

ALL of the experiences in relationships are sacred, both the bliss and the mess. Felt as portals of self discovery, they open out into growth and deeper feeling experience of BEING love in humbly worthy sacred human form.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Meditation to connect to the punisher-shame dynamic within you (inner persecution) here: https://youtu.be/kBG0OFQAdYc?si=uuIIJRwL_8rpZpXC

~

Sacred Union Virtual Transmission Circle Event On 2/4

By Jelelle Awen

Sacred Union with a partner offers a frequency of Divine Self experience in the physical unlike any other and is a huge growth as well as service ground. Your partner mirrors both your leading edge of gifts/Divine essence and your trailing edge of wounds/pains/suffering/shadow. This unique combination offers a ground of healing and transformation that allows for multiple lifetime clearings in one lifetime. Both the goodness bliss of union and the karmic mess of separation are pushed up, illuminated, and offered.

Activating and embodying these Sacred Union codes within you allows you to see and feel beyond a fear of loneliness, or your heartaches in romance, to seeing your higher hearts calling to inhabit this sacred ground. Sacred Union frequencies begin from where you are right now, whether single or in a relationship, and take you into new places inside and out in perfect timing and flow.

​Many more Sacred Union counterparts/twins/pair bonds are coming together now in this Ascension timeline than ever before, as many of us signed up to be together in this life in the physical for service of the Divine and the Ascension process. The reunion of counterparts is a template for all souls of what is possible from within them and with the Divine as separation wounds are healed in unity.

​​In this two-hour transmission circle for men and women on Sunday, February 4th at 5:00pm-7:00pm WET/GMT; 12:00pm EST; 9:00am PST over Zoom, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators/Sacred Union Mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen offer a Sacred Union activation for those currently in relationship, those in separation from their mate, and those who are single.

We will share about:
– our own personal journeys and process of being in Sacred Union, both the bliss and mess of that experience and how we have navigated through it.
– how to identify, heal, and feel parts of you and their relationship to relationships
– how connecting with your Gatekeeper and soul aspects in other lifetimes allows for healing of karmic patterns/configurations that opens up sacred union within and with a mate

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we create a bridge to your Sacred Union relationship to feel it as it is currently transacting, either in current transaction with your mate, in separation, or from within you. You’ll be able to sense energies of resistance, fear, and pain that may be in the space and any parts of you that hold them.

We also open up a bridge for you to connect your Divine Union Pairbond at the original higher dimensional source field with your mate (known or not), which offers an inspiring flood of love and reminder of union. Divine guides and sacred union mates Yeshua and Mary Magdalene join us to hold a safe, higher-vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. Raphael and Jelelle will channel from his sacred masculine mate heart and her sacred feminine mate heart any messages/guidance/codes of support that flow through them for you.

We will play our 432HZ crystal sound bowls, offering healing Divine Union codes and frequencies in our toning/light language, and also repeat affirmations/I AM recodings as a group that provide a new coding within you and all of us together.

If you are currently in a sacred union relationship, this transmission will support you to deepen the intimacy within you and with your partner. It will also bridge you to a new way to process your experience and get more space from any reactive patterns that are occurring.

If you are currently single or experiencing a pairbond in conscious separation (meaning you have met your mate yet aren’t in a relationship right now), this group call will give you a bigger context for which to digest sacred union. You will also bring in new codes to help any suffering grounds that have been occurring around it.

We recommend reading/listening to Jelelle’s Free To Be 5D book as a support for this circle. If you purchase this circle, we will send you a free PDF, plus the audio book files in Jelelle’s voice, to take in as a support for it.

This circle is part of our ongoing Sacred Union w/Self, Others & the Divine virtual transmission circles series (with men and women’s circles as well) running through the end of June. You don’t need to attend every circle and can offer an individual donation for each…and also the transmission experience is deeper with each circle that you take in. More info about the series here: soulfullheart.org/sacredunionseries2024

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other men and women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11 Euros/USD is the amount people usually offer us).

You can offer your donation for the call in one of four ways:

1. Our preferred payment platform is Wise if you have that or would like to sign up. It’s instant, zero fee to transfer money between members. There’s a doc here with some guidance and more info if you’d like to sign up. Include your email if using wise: http://tiny.cc/ron3vz

2. If you are Canadian, you can use Interac e-transfer. Our email for transfers is soulfullhearts@gmail.com and account is under Marvin Vriend. It’s also instant and without service fees to sender or receiver.

3. via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop using stripe (Credit/debit)

4. Paypal at Paypal.me/soulfullheart (include your email) 

Seventh Year Anniversary Of Group Calls & 2024 Intentions Group Call 1/7

By Jelelle Awen

Our first group call together teaching, leading a guided meditation and responding to participant sharings was SEVEN years ago now. I remember feeling so nervous before it, like a stage fright feeling, and then it just dissolved into the service of love space that always seems to open up.

We were in our simple and (often) quite noisy in the background apartment in Mexico back then…..so grateful that it went well and that people actually showed up. We even had to provide instructions on how to download Zoom because people were barely using it then! And, I used to script and write out our guided meditation before hand and we would read them during the call!

And, now, several years and hundreds of group calls later with hundreds of participants from ALL over the world covering a WIDE ranch of topics/transmissions/parts-soul aspects, we are feeling a maturation and deepening of our service together in this form of gathering community online for two hours. We are more spontaneous, freed up beyond needing to teach much mentally, and more engaged with just responding to what comes from others in the moment. And it is all in flow with the moment and barely stretched out at all, the addition of the crystal bowls has opened up the space even more beyond the mental.

We experienced this last night during our 2024 transmissions group call, the first for this new year. Everyone who attended had come to previous calls and/or is in ongoing sessions with me or Raphael, so that deepened the SoulFullHeart energy transmission (although those new to us and the process are welcome to attend/purchase the recording).

We asked everyone to share in the chat what their intentions for 2024 are in terms of the Divine Self BEING essence that they want to embody more of. And then, what their life looks like to support that essence (such as geography, relationships/including counterpart/Divine union mateship, service/livelihood, etc.)

The responses were so rich, eloquent, and resonant for all. Raphael and I then shared our intentions for this year (as a couple and individually) to be received and land in the group energy….to be in more seat of embodied service, to grow SoulFullHeart esp in offering to men, to expand out our bond and sexuality!

We then played our crystal bowls and offered a meditation/transmission to connect to the 2024 portal as a bridge to this Divine self essence embodiment intention. Healing harmonies flowed out of us as well, along with light language.

We then had sharings from some on the call on video and in the chat. Big celebration check in with our current SoulFullHeart new (in this phase anyway) couple Raianna Shai and Jasper Meadows as he plans to join us in community next month!

The recording of this group call is available (as are all the calls from 2023) at soulfullheart.org/shop.

Celebrating seven years of intentional bridging from our community to you and many more!

Love,

Jelelle

Our next group call coming up is a women’s call with Kasha exploring and offering healing of the mother-daughter dynamic to let in more Divine Mother on Sunday, Jan. 21st, more info at soulfullheart.org/events. And, in February, we are starting a new Sacred Union group call series that runs through end of June! More info soon on that too.

Sacral Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

The sacral chakra is like an engine, powering our creativity, our aliveness, our sexuality, our emotions, our inspiration. So much energy moves through this chakra and the womb/hara space that holds it…enough energy to birth ideas, creations, and entire worlds. Our sacral chakras can become β€˜full’ with other people’s energies, fears, projections, resistances, and 3D programs/conditionings…even their passions rather than our own can occupy this space which then block and suppress, flatlines, our life source vitality.

In this video, Raphael and I are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the sacral chakra (D Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your sacral chakra through the womb area for women and the hara area for men/women to connect with the Divine Mother’s womb and Divine Father’s hara/power center.

An invitation to feel ALL of your desires, sensuality/sexuality, emotions, and creative alchemy being conceived, released, and received with Divine in surrender, trust, and flow. And, to feel your upgraded sacral chakra providing ongoing support and transmission.

We tune into our Divine Self embodiment and Divine Union codes for sexuality, creativity, desire and transmit through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am Divine desire. I am Divine sexuality. I am Divine creativity.

This is the second video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

A new video is released for free on our Facebook feeds and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube channel every Monday for eight weeks through February, 2024:

Next Videos:

January 15 release date – Third Chakra – I am Divine Will

January 22 release date – Heart Chakra – I am Divine Love January 29 release date – Throat Chakra – I am Divine Truth

Feb 5 release date – Third Eye Chakra – I am Divine intuition

Feb 12 release date – Crown Chakra – I am Divine Connection

Feb 19 release date – All Chakras – I am A Divine Self Embodied

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the first Root Chakra video: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

We also offer livestream sound healings and local sound healings in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

2024 New Year Energies: ‘Bloom’

by Kasha Rokshana

β€˜Bloom’… this is the word that comes to me as I feel this year of 2024. I feel it personally and I feel it for those I’m close to as well. I feel it globally somehow too, despite the death and destruction still taking place, ending many lives and upending many more. There’s no doubt we are living in dark times which need to be reconciled with, and yet… still I feel and see the β€˜blooming’ process taking hold for all of humanity. 

What I see is a lily sprouting up from burned up ground. I see the explosions, the blood of war and mess of what we choose to put each other (and ourselves) through. I feel how even in this scene there is love holding it all, longing to reunite us all on a higher plane even if we can’t or won’t find our way to reunion on this denser one where suffering manifests the most.

Those of us who are empaths can feel lost in all that’s going on at times, especially as parts of us feel concerned for how others are going to survive what they’re enduring. We also feel rumbles through our souls of a familiarity with the pain they’re going through. I especially feel this at times when I’m talking to my international English students online and they share about what’s going on in their worlds/countries. My heart breaks for them and their loved ones, and it doesn’t matter much in those moments that we may not share core resonance around the context of it all. 

When I check in with the Divine about this sense of β€˜blooming’ and the state of the world, the answer I receive is this…

β€œThere is always room to bloom. It is a choice for each soul to do so even when it seems that humanity will not ever learn to love itself and all is hopeless. It is actually in these peak times of great suffering and loss that the answer of β€˜surrender to Divine love’ comes forward the most.

Many of the most beautiful stars in the galaxy shine brighter when the darkness surrounds them. Your time of blooming is a sign of hope and trust that the most profound shifts are happening in the heart of humanity, though it seems like the opposite is true.

This year is an opportunity to be planted firmly in resonant and supportive soil, to choose to bloom where you can truly grow and be in reunion with others who want the same experience for themselves… others who also want to bloom and be a beacon of love for every aspect of their soul, every part of them, and for others as well.”

It feels to me like we’re being invited deeply into our own inner worlds, to truly find our way of β€˜blooming’ there and also alongside others. This is what brings us to our next level of care, of love, of compassion for ourselves and others. This is what helps facilitate the deeper and deeper shifts in the heart of humanity from the inside out, this year and beyond. 

Love,

Kasha 

***

Root Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Our Root Chakra at the base of our spine offers a deep connected feeling to Gaia, a sense of being grounded and totally secure. Parts of you can feel chaotic, tense, insecure, and anxious when your root chakra is blocked. The anxiety stems from a lack of trust that life is secure and all your basic survival needs will be answered, usually coming from an experience of not being cared for and connected to in childhood. This can also be existential, where your spirit and soul energy are struggling to fully come into and trust expressing through your body, resisting incarnation in some way.

In this video, we are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the root chakra bowl that activates/clears/opens your Root chakra (C Note). The meditation that comes through invites you to chord into the center of Gaia and feel ALL of your basic, survival needs being met by and with the Divine in surrender, trust, and flow And, to feel your upgraded root chakra providing ongoing support and transmission.

Raphael and Jelelle also tune into their primordial aspects that are deeply connected to Inner Earth and galactic seeding of Earth/Founders as well…who we call OmMa and OmPa. We transmit that energy through light language and toning.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am Divine surrender. I am Divine trust.

This is the first video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness.

The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

A new video will be released for free on our Facebook feeds and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube channel every Monday for eight weeks through February, 2024:

Next Videos: January 8 release date – Second Chakra – I am Divine Desire
January 15 release date – Third Chakra – I am Divine Will
January 22 release date – Heart Chakra – I am Divine Love
January 29 release date – Throat Chakra – I am Divine Truth
Feb 5 release date – Third Eye Chakra – I am Divine intuition
Feb 12 release date – Crown Chakra – I am Divine Connection
Feb 19 release date – All Chakras – I am A Divine Self Embodied

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Note: There is a slight buzzing noise that we will work to correct in the next video, hopefully it isn’t too distracting!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series.
You can watch the entire series in a playlist here: Β Β Β β€’Β 12/12Β PortalΒ SoundΒ HealingΒ Transmissi…Β Β 

We also offer livestream sound healings and local sound healings in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

Arising Into The Seat Of Your Own Healing Abilities & No Longer Outsourcing Your Healing To Others

By Jelelle Awen

One thing I am seeing more as my service gets fuller lately and I receive referrals from other healers (which I am VERY grateful for!) is an upgrade happening/needed in how we approach and relate with energies/parts/aspects. The old paradigm is to see things in good vs. evil, light vs. dark, spiritual warfare consciousness in which you (or healers) are fighting things that seem to be attacking you. In my experience, ANY energy that we try to fight will defend itself and just lock down harder. Its survival instinct kicking in.

What these energies/parts/aspects that can feel so dark, heavy and painful REALLY want is to be loved, to feel your curiosity, to receive a bridge that allows them to express what often are very important messages, information, and processes they have to offer you.

The repeated attempts to have ‘someone else clear your field of negative energy’ or ‘give you upgrades/remove implants/etc.’ probably won’t work anymore as you are meant to step into and arise into the seat of your OWN healing capacities. While you are outsourcing your own access in this way to someone else, you can’t respond in enough soul bigness for these ‘negative’ energies to actually respect you and lean in.

Many love ambassador souls are being activated right now, as you are deeply needed during this Matrix collapse/dark force interference completion point. In this activation, there can be a ‘moth to the flame’ experience of these energies/parts/aspects in increasing intensity. This has probably been the case since you were a child and your inner child holds that intensity of experience usually in some amount of trauma.

You are here to seed light in the darkness (as true in many lifetimes), and it can be easy to get lost in the darkness too with 3D density and matrix hijacked reality. Parts of you start feeling like they ARE the darkness (fusing to it), rather than here to serve love WITH it.

So many souls are at a tipping point to truly anchoring up and out of the karmic/false light/false god field as their access point to higher consciousness, yet still being a bridge to it…and into the higher dimensional 5D metasoul field which is ‘above’ it and vibrates in love, not fear.

Rather than feel overwhelmed by these energies/parts/aspects that have been polarized to darker frequencies (in order to grow and to learn), I feel curious, my heart opens up wide with Divine love and I can assist you to feel the same way, no matter the intensity of experience you have had with them (if you are truly ready and meant at the soul level to make this shift). I also assist you to separate from these energies/parts/aspects so that you can have a relationship with them rather than just be ‘dropped into’ their suffering (very important for aspects from other lifetimes/timelines).

I don’t see people in terms of what they suffer from…so not as victims in that way who need me to save them or ‘help them clear something that they can’t’. Yet rather in terms of what their capacity is on their leading edge of being to provide their own healing. I see you as the Divine sees you and help you see/feel/relate with yourself (and ALL parts of you) that way too. As the Divine has offered to all parts of me too!

This doesn’t invalidate the very real experience of suffering loops of pain/heaviness/fear that many parts/aspects are in right now and some for many years. It truly hurts my heart sometimes to feel what esp. deeply gifted and empathic women have signed up to endure this life, often without any support or reflection of their bigness.

We can validate the parts who are afraid and why, tuck them into your heart, and also bridge as a Divine self to the energies who most need it.

I am here to assist with this soul turn, to provide a support/mentoring/model ongoingly for those in my soul family who need it and a mirror of your Divine Self/Love ambassador essence to come in so that you can embody it more. I trust that we signed up to be in this together, in energetic exchange, and often important karmic clearings occur for me as I am always growing and learning too.

It is about putting down the swords, and opening our hearts to bridge to all that wants to be seen and felt with love. Illuminate, rather than fight. Feeling compassion, rather than fear.

I offer a free intro/calibration call over zoom and 1:1 sessions over zoom or in person for 55 euros minimum donation. Raphael and Kasha are also amazing love ambassadors and available for sessions too. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This is a testimonial from a woman after a session. She came to me as a referral after many years of intense suffering from heavy energies moving through in which we were able to open up many timelines/connection to aspects/parts and information for her. More testimonials at link above.

“It was great to start understanding what’s going on! It’s hard to heal and sort out something if you don’t know what’s happening. To be honest, I have been dragging this energy along with me, not knowing what to do! Thank you!” Teresa

Divine Self Embodiment Chakra Healing Video Series Starts Tomorrow, Jan 1st | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I are excited to offer a new video series together starting tomorrow, January 1st. In this Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, we will offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body.

This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

Raphael and I will play our 432HZ (Divine frequency) crystal sound bowls, plus toning/light language/singing/chanting that comes through from our Divine selves to yours. We will also offer a brief guided meditation and I AM Divine Self code affirmation specific to each chakra.

A new video will be released on our Facebook feeds and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube channel every Monday for eight weeks through February:

January 1 release date – Root Chakra – I am Divine Surrender

January 8 release date – Second Chakra – I am Divine Desire

January 15 release date – Third Chakra – I am Divine Will

January 22 release date – Heart Chakra – I am Divine Love

January 29 release date – Throat Chakra – I am Divine Truth

Feb 5 release date – Third Eye Chakra – I am Divine intuition

Feb 12 release date – Crown Chakra – I am Divine Connection

Feb 19 release date – All Chakras – I am A Divine Self Embodied

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Here are other sound healing transmissions with us:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nzvxut5HC4&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvIB4KbRnnqNSZ20DgfN1Jdh

Love,

Jelelle Awen