I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field.
I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com
I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.
Here it is! The first video in our 31 Day Video Series Deepen 2022 to connect you to your INtentions for the New Year!
In this first video, Raphael and I connect to the number β2β with its feminine frequencies offering union and balance. We share with you about the difference we feel between tuning into intentions for the new year and the standard New Year Resolutions, which can have a self punishing and will power/forceful energy to them. Intentions arise from within and then manifest outwardly.
During the guided meditation, we offer some cleansing energies to your field and body. You then pull in memories from 2021 that come up in the moment for you to respond to and clear. You may have feelings come up as you digest 2021 and what you experienced during it as it was a challenging and catalytic year (unprecedented!) for so many souls. You are invited to feel and energize INtentions that you have for the next year 2022 in the areas of service of love, relationships, geography, and whatever else comes UP. Divine Mother and Divine Father join us as Divine Feminine/Masculine guides (in whatever forms you experience them in), offering frequencies of wisdom and clarity on the soul and heart levels.
INjoy the experience of just feeling whatever this new year means for you and to you as you move into it.
Thank you for joining us on this first day of 31….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! We’d love to have you share here in the comments the experience you have during this video and also any questions that come up during the video.
For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over the 31 videos and information about our two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit http:/www.soulfullheart.org/Deepen2022.
For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.
For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions
We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop
The day after Solstice and I still feel the VERY catalytic energies of the shortest day/longest night moving through. I was deep in a painful period cycle yesterday, which sometimes can be a gift of access to other dimensions. I felt myself and my womb naturally tuning into the death and rebirth process going on right now.
There is an importance during this death and rebirth phase of Ascension to let the darkness ‘do its work’ in a surrendered way. This includes not resisting feelings of grief and mourning especially, which can be powerful teachers as we embrace them rather than resist.Humanity and many awakening souls have been going through a ‘Dark Night’ process in order to emerge in even more embodied ways out of the false light of the Matrix and into the TRUE light of our Divine Self essence. Others are choosing to leave their bodies and Gaia as she ascends. This is always a choice on the soul level, even as it can seem like a forced one in 3D reality.
The Dark Night process has been expressed in the C. and V. narrative over the last almost two years. The experience of ongoing restriction of personal sovereignty and choices; the ‘dark medicine’ being offered as cure; the ‘scariants’ being using to amp up fear through mainstream media propaganda; the censorship of free expression; and the division this is all illuminating in many relationships/families and from within.
It feels as if the next group of souls to awaken and unplug are those who reluctantly took the V. with serious doubts and under extreme pressure from others. They may now be in remorse and regret about getting the V. as they realize that the control restrictions to daily life continue and more people become seriously ill/perish from it.
As each soul is confronted with this Dark Night reality, they are invited to move out of the false light of the Matrix mainstream culture and False Light Spirituality/False God through a self forgiveness process offered by the Divine. They are invited into the Dark Night of the real/waking up/taking the red pill and then into the embodiment of their Divine Self and 5D reality from within. This is a painful process to be sure, yet a necessary one to emerge into New Earth reality with the Divine Self sovereignly seated in our expression and experience of daily life.
I feel that what the Winter Solstice especially offers is an invitation into the inner spaces to feel this process of Dark Night transformational process into the True Light. Sometimes those spaces are in shadow that can only be explored when outside life is more quiet and the being goes still. There are always gifts in the shadow when we no longer resist it and instead move through it, embracing with love whatever we experience.
Raphael and I will be offering many inner journeys into the depths of your emotional body, soul field, shadow, Gatekeeper/Metasoul realms, Star Being, and I Am Divine Presence during our upcoming Deepen 2022 video series. It will start on January 1st with a free daily video release each day and two group calls by donation on the 16th and 30th.
We are feeling that engaging in this Deepen 2022 series and where it takes you will assist with your ongoing unplugging process from the False Matrix into embodiment of your essence as the Divine in human form. This feels like the most valuable gift we can offer at this time. There is more info about the series and group calls at soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.
The darkness has long reigned in the shadows of the control matrix and NOW it is becoming visible and obvious to more and more souls. This revelation allows for the light to come in, for love to transmute, and each soul to be freed if ready.
Much love to you from the Winter Solstice gateway as we move into Christ-Mas,
More info about 1:1 sessions with me and other Facilitators, group call events, writings/books, joining our free online community Portal…..at soulfullheart.org.
OH this is exciting! This is a video with Raphael and I sharing an introduction and overview of our upcoming 31 day video series called Deepen 2022!
We are offering this Deepen 2022 video series experience as a bridge to those of you who are wanting to deepen your integration of your awakenings and experience yourself as becoming more aligned with your Higher (5D) Self. We invite you to join us as we guide you on an arising, spontaneous, and life-shifting journey of deepening and transformation. For 31 days starting on January 1, 2022 until January 31, 2022 we will release a daily video that arose in the moment of filming it here in our living room in Central Portugal from the spontaneous flows of our heart and soul passion for this process.
We will lead you into inner spaces with our powerful, catalytic, yet gentle and compassionate energy in guided meditations EVERY DAY for 31 days. These meditations have been fine-tuned by us over the years to get access quickly and are an opportunity to experience higher-vibrational frequencies while opening out to whatever needs to be felt, digested, and processed. We provide a bridge to you for a more visceral connection with your emotional body, Star Family, parts of yourself, Metasoul aspects, other timelines, the Divine Feminine and Masculine (especially the Magdalenes) and MUCH more. Energy healing meditations while playing our quartz crystal sound bowls allow for activation, clearing, and connection with your Ascension Chakras, which can be a huge boost to your process.
Teachings about the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life process and community that we have lived in and co-led will provide NEW and radical points of view about the awakening and ascension process. We have structured the series content to cover Emotional Body Awakening; then Navigating the Matrix & Unplugging process; followed by the Metasoul and I AM Divine Self Awakening; Sacred Masculine and Sacred Feminine Awakening; and finishing up with Sacred Relationships Awakening. SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Amara will join Raphael for a series of videos about Sacred Masculine embodiment and Kasha Rokshana will join Jelelle for a series about Sacred Feminine embodiment, plus SoulFullHeart facilitants/community members Raianna Shai and Bey Magdalene will join us for the final video of the series!
We encourage you to let in the videos at your own rate and pace… and in whatever order you feel called to follow. The meditations are designed and offered to open up deep space within you that may ask for time and self-spaceholding digestion between them.
Also, we invite you to join us for two group calls during the Deepen 2022 series on Sunday, January 16th and Sunday, January 30th at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST where we will provide teachings, digestion and sharing space connected to the Deepen series. You can join us live and receive the recordings of the group calls by offering a donation for both at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen.
For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.
We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed
For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, writings, videos, and community events, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.
We are offering this series for free to you, yet would be so grateful if you felt to offer an energy exchange/donation to us in exchange for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop
Iβve needed a couple of days to digest our recent visit to the sacred sites in nearby Fatima, Portugal as quite a bit was activated within my soul by going there. Nearby the town of Fatima is where one of the most famous Marian apparition visits occurred in 1917 when three rural children Lucia Santos and her cousins Francisco and Jacinta Marto experienced several visits with Mother Mary.
Many pilgrims flocked to Fatima and Aljustrel (the nearby village where they lived) to witness the visits as word of them spread, which occurred for six months on the 13th of the month. They culminated with the Miracle of the Sun event on October 13th, 1917, in which over 70,000 people reported significant shifts in the location, light quality, and intensity of the sun during this visit.
Only the three children could actually see Mother Mary and only the two girls could see AND hear her, yet many people reported being able to feel a sacred presence during her visits. Some pilgrims reported healings of disease and disabilities as well.
You can feel from the photos Iβve shared the massive scale and size of the group of Catholic religious buildings and structures in Cova da Iria that honors these visits. These sacred sites, including the nearby preserved houses of the children, draws several million pilgrims/tourists every year and thousands during the main processional days on the 13th of May and October.
The Basilica of Our Lady of the Rosary built in the 1950s is a massive church with beautiful marble columns and tombs containing the remains of the childrenβs bodies, stunning stain glass images depicting the stations of the cross, and vivid paintings and exquisitely detailed sculptures of the Marian visits.
While we were standing in the main area near the Chapel of the Apparitions, a tiny chapel that Mother Mary commissioned for them to build to honor the site of the visits, a processional began at noon with a long line of pilgrims following behind priests holding up a rose laden platform with a statue of Our Lady. As a priest with a beautiful voice sang a song to honor the Fatima visits, the whole group walked right past us and through the church area. This was a special surprise as we did not plan to see it, although it was the 13th of the month. Witnessing this processional was a moving experience for all of us as we felt devotional energies move through toward Mother Mary and the Divine Feminine. We also lit candles in honor of Divine Mother and offered prayers/blessings as well (I lit one in honor of Jacinta.)
I was previously aware somewhat of the Marian apparitions in Fatima and definitely the ones in Lourdes and Guadalupe, Mexico, yet had not connected to any in an exploratory way that could open up deeper healing. This exploration is served by being able to actually visit and take in the sacred site, as I repeatedly discovered when we were in Avalon/Glastonbury, UK and also when we went to the stone circles in the UK. I am now understanding more about why we were guided to settle here in Central Portugal where so much devout Marian energies are centered.
I started connecting in my Metasoul to a lifetime as the youngest seer and supposedly the most fervently devout child, Jacinta, a few weeks ago. Iβve been in healing spaces with her and Mother Mary, first visiting with her in the hospital where she died alone of the Spanish Flu in 1920 while in great pain and personal sacrifice (as did her brother Francisco in 1919). Mother Mary bridged to Jacinta patiently, repeatedly offering a reframe of the self condemning message of sacrificial suffering for all sinners that Jacinta had internalized during the visits.
Mother Mary shared with us that while the first visit with the children was genuine as it was only the three of them (which was Jacintaβs favorite one), the visits after that were somewhat hijacked by the Matrix False Light frequencies. The purity of Maryβs message of peace, an end to wars, and hope/love/support for ALL of humanity was distorted by this hijack and used to convert even more souls into the religious trap of self condemnation, seeking salvation outside of themselves, and False God Worship of the Papal ‘corporation’. Mother Mary offered that the Miracle of the Sun event witnessed by so many souls was also a Matrix hijack and tweak of the Matrix hologram in that moment.
Even with this hijacking and the eventual amusement park spectacle made of the events by the Catholic Church, there was still a genuine and sacred purpose to Mary coming to deliver messages to the children at this time. These children are Magdalene souls with high levels of mastery related to psychic access to higher realms. Before incarnation, there was an agreement between them and Mary Anna (as she is known as a Magdalene) for her to return and seed into them a message of peace just as the first world war was ending and before the second one. The hope was that these messages would usher in a new paradigm of peaceful resolution and diplomacy that might help avoid the second world war.
These seeds of peaceful resolution were planted by the Magdalenes into Gaiaβs grids during their most important incarnational lifetime of Yeshuaβs crucifixion and ascension. This seeding is beautifully and viscerally described in the Anna, Grandmother of Jesus book by Claire Heartsong that I highly recommend if you are drawn to connect to the Yeshua-Magdalene soul family lineage.
As Mother Maryβs TRUE message landed in the heart of Jacinta, her childlike innocence could return and transmute the self punishing shame that had led her to sacrifice herself. Jacinta became like the sun then, vibrantly curious and wanting to connect to other aspects of our Metasoul from other timelines and learn from themβ¦..such as Lorna my high priestess of Avalon, and Ingrit, my witch/medicine woman. Jacinta didnβt like the βrulesβ of the Church, so much emphasis on Hell and being condemned, the patriarchal energies of the Church, so she was fairly able to let the programming go when offered another option that was more resonant to her soul.
As with all modern visits to sacred sites and especially those so blatantly and commercially leveraged by the Church, there is a mix of both inspiration and frustration when you visit them. By going inward after the visit there in the physical, I was able to discover the core purity of the message and help free it from the hijack of the churchβ¦.at least within my own soul and in whatever ways that could ripple out to the Collective.
I am so grateful for the SoulFullHeart process that I have leaned into myself for so many years as a means to lift the veils, transmute karma with love, end the suffering/self sacrificial energies within my relationship to the Divine Mother, and connect directly with these soul aspects so deeply on an ongoing basis. The richness of what our soul has experienced becomes once again accessible and also purified.
This morning, I got to host a reunion between soul sisters and cousins Jacinta and Louisa, who died in 2005 after devoting her life to being a nun in devout worship to Mother Mary. Their reunion was touching and we could connect to their bond together in Yeshuaβs lifetime as two of his beloved Marys. Louisaβs healing digestion of the apparition visits was more integrated over her long lifetime, yet, also she tended to move into much self recrimination and unworthiness around being a chosen messenger of Maryβs. Connection with Jacinta now and with the TRUE frequencies of Mary Anna feel like they will offer her deep healing around this.
I am honored to be an ambassador of love to help heal and free up the message offered by the Divine Mother. All of us have a Divine Child within us that is pure, innocent, and a spark from the heart of the Divine. As our Divine Child heals from their separation wound and pain and reunites with our Divine Mother and Father, they arise into their embodiment as the bright, bright light of the Divine.
As Mother Mary keeps offering, βYou cannot be unworthy of my love as it is always yours. You cannot be outside of my grace as it is always within you. You cannot be condemned by me as my acceptance of you is always there.β
If you feel a soul resonance with these events, I recommend watching the recent film Fatima as it recaptures a lot of the sacred experiences that the children went through yet also the challenges for them in facing the fear and skepticism it brought up in others.
I am continuing to digest the ongoing V. reactions/injuries/deaths and the stories that are increasingly coming out as more people are impacted by them. I spent some time taking in the FB hashtags #protectmyfamily #protectyourfamilies, #stopthemandate which now have a flow of sharings that are deeply compelling and convincing as to the true story of what is going on during this V. narrative, especially from the nurses who are quitting their long-term beloved positions rather than give in to the pressure/mandate of getting a bioweapon shot that they are seeing first hand can be lethal.
I feel alarm at times with the mounting restrictions and mandates that are taking away basic human βrightsβ and body sovereignty choices that we have so long assumed would always be respected. There is a sense of sadness at the seeming deeper separations happening between one ‘side’ and the other as people are divided in often polarizing ways.
My heart and womb so heavily feels the cries of the world in these moments. Sometimes all I can do is weep for the suffering of so many right now, both those who know what is going on and those who remain needing to be veiled. A sense of helplessness can move through my soul in those moments, triggered by so long choosing incarnations during this Matrix phase of humanityβs process. I am leaning into my beloved SoulFullHeart process to access the soul aspects (including a wise woman/witch, priestess, Divine Orphan, etc.) and the karmic healing that is needing feeling, negotiating and BEing with in order to feel worthy to let in MORE Divine love and support. Not eating food/fasting for the last two weeks is deepening that access, lifting the veils, activating more light body, allowing for detox/unplugging from Matrix foods.
As I tune into what I call the βGracelandβ or the Frequency Field of Divine Mother Love, I can access a trust around the sorting through process that is happening for each soul during this grand drama. I can feel the soul choice that all of us have signed up for with this unique experience and the pressure cooker that it offers of growth.
I understand that we needed the false womb AI Matrix and this βfall from Graceβ to experience another aspect of ourselvesβ¦only to return inevitably back to the Divine womb again. I feel support on ALL levels from the Divine and my soul/higher self to be here during this time, to continue to find an inner sanctuary within, and keep surrendering to Divine Trust around it ALL.
I AM a beacon of hope, possibility, and light on the other side of this darkness for all of humanity, yet, also, that is available in any moment from within. And, so Divine Mother would offer, so are YOU.
I feel then the TRUTH of our unity and infinity, both of which are being temporarily obscured by division and limitation.
Divine Mother has repeatedly offered to me this message and I share it with you now,
βBe the light.
Be the love.
Be the infinite source of the Divine that you ARE.
This is your greatest service to humanity in this moment.
This is your greatest service WITH me during this temporary darkness and death/rebirth process.
Return to me whenever you need toβ¦..into my womb and into my unconditional embrace. Return to regroup and re-energize. Return to cry and mourn. Return to FEEL whatever you need to feel within your soul.
Remember that you are NEVER truly alone as I am always with you and I have NEVER abandoned you even when you choose to turn away from me.
Remember that separation is always a temporary illusion CHOSEN by the soul to experience.
Remember that you ARE a powerful creator of a higher timeline reality that is not victim to the current external circumstances.
And in this remembering, may you embody your essence of the Divine within you. I love you always and in ALL ways,
Your Divine Mother
Please join us this Sunday, December 12th at 5:00pm Portugal time/12:00pm EST for a two hour group call transmission for community support, Divine love, and inner access to whatever is needed for you in this Now. You can join us live and receive the recording for whatever donation you can give.
This has been a transformational passage weβve been in between the lunar eclipse two weeks ago and the total solar eclipse tomorrow as eclipse passages ALWAYS are! The churny and intense, sometimes uncomfortable and painful, energies of the lunar eclipse offered a pause/unplugging from the Matrix that worked at clearing out our wombs/haras/power centers. Clarities about our soul purpose, what to let go of in our lives that would serve them, and what possible next steps to take arose during this cycle.
As I’ve been connecting with the solar codes during the last couple of days of blessed winter sunshine, Iβm experiencing them as more supportive, empowering, and overall easier to integrate and BE with. These sacred masculine codes offer important activations that allow you to take the next steps/make choices toward your higher timeline, perhaps revealed to you during the 11:11 portal.
The solar energies canβt be and have never been hijacked. The purity of the higher consciousness frequencies that stream in from our Physical Sun to the Cosmic/Quantum Great Central Sun and then into our Personal Sun/Stellar Gateway chakra (about two feet above our crown chakra) are undiluted, potent, and raw.
This is powerful FOOD for our soul, reminding us of our connection to the Divine, the TRUE Source of ALL life. As we receive this solar food, you may need less physical food in order to more deeply let it in. You may be finding that your appetite is just falling away and foods you previously wanted are falling away and a craving for more whole, real, pure plants/fruits is coming in. You may be feeling guided towards transitioning to vegetarian/vegan if you haven’t already as the killing frequencies are less tolerable to your system now.
Iβve been liquid fasting for the last week and I feel my consciousness rise as my cells empty out of any toxicities theyβve taken in during the last year of eating solid food (and some processed foods) to make more room for the good love food. Iβve done extended fasts before, up to 30 days last year, yet this current one has had the most ease to it and the most grace in terms of feeling into each moment what my body truly wants as nourishment. Supported by the beautiful nature, stillness, Mother Mary codes here in the mountains in Central Portugal, by my beloved community, by increasing service/sessions with beautiful souls, and deeply, so deeply, held by the Divineβ¦.I am finding that ANY hungers are quickly, readily answered by love.
There arenβt any feelings of deprivation or missing anything or not being allowed to have something. There is a deeper sense of infinite abundance being available to be βfedβ from whenever I want to access and digest it. This is supported by a few hours a day of doing yoga, deep pranayama/breathing, meditation/drop in with aspects/parts, prayer with the Divine.
Iβve mentioned before that I have been guided to eventually transition this life to living on love/prana/light and off physical food. Iβve remembered and connected in my Metasoul to soul aspects who lived like this for many years in bliss and ease. There have also been other aspects who died of starvation so this has been important to feel and heal as well. This feels like another phase of that transition to living on light for which I get to experience an alternative to the plugged in/programmed in way we have been enslaved by meal cycles, manufactured food buying/preparing, and all that.
Whatever phase you are in your transition to the embodiment of your Divine Self, the solar eclipse offers an opportunity to receive whatever you need in the Now. Your inner masculine may especially want/need support to take next steps, be felt in their stress and their overprotection, relieve any tensions, answer any distrust. Our inner sacred unions are being illuminated with this eclipse passage as the false feminine hijack (which we call the βUrsula Consciousnessβ) heals to reveal the sacred feminine. The sacred masculine is roused by her arising, wanting to show up for her, claim her, and care for her. The polarities within you come up as you feel what has been more scared relating than sacred between these energies within.
This is a guided meditation to connect with your inner masculine/feminine:
Here is also a guided meditation that I did last summer during the solstice solar eclipse in which I talk more about transitioning to living on prana/light (I was undergoing an extended fast at the time of filming this video) and a bridge to the solstice eclipse energies, which could even be helpful in this now:
Much LOVE to you during this eclipse passage and wishes for you to receive ALL that you most need in the form of the deepest heart and soul nourishment,Jelelle AwenDo reach out if you would like a bridge to whatever in your emotional body/souls wants to connect with you! Info about 1:1 sessions with me & other facilitators, writings/books, group call events (including one on 12:12) and more about soulfullheart.org.
Feels like this video has been 12 years in the making! In it, Raphael and Jelelle share about what inspired us to co-create the SoulFullHeart process that we offer through 1:1 sessions, group calls, books/writings, videos, and community living/immersion. We talk about how our life together and as a community, plus our own processes of soul awakening and parts integrating, and what is happening in the world, lead to an embodied and practical way of integrating this process.
We also share about our awakening journeys prior to SoulFullHeart with Raphael talking about being in and eventually leaving Christianity, and about the parts work/spiritual healing process group where we first met each other in 2005. Jelelle talks about how she was always drawn to being a healer and working with people and on herself in some form and how self conscious and self judgemental she used to be before the parts work helped her open up her healer’s heart even more.
We discuss what happens in a 90 minute session over Zoom in which we ‘drop into’ a relaxing and mild hypnotic/meditative state with you to feel whatever part/aspect comes forward. It is always an unknown journey held with an open hand that draws out your Divine Self to respond and lead with your deepest defenses (your Inner Protector/Gatekeepers) able to open up the space in a way that feels safe to them!
There is more information about a free intro with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Amara or Kasha Rokshana and about 1:1 sessions with Raphael (for men and women), with Jelelle (for women over 35), with Kasha (for women), and with Gabriel (for women and men) https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions 1:1 sessions for 90 minutes are $130 CAD or about $100 USD.
For more information about the process, we recommend reading/listening to Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D which provides an in-depth overview of it based on her own process and years of sessions with others. Links to purchase ebook, audio, print and audio here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/books
For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.
This will be a powerful group call ON 12:12 as we will be coming out of the Lunar and SOULar eclipse passage too! December 12 (12:12) is a powerful number sequence that offers an upgrade experience into your higher consciousness of growth, abundance, and joy!
The 12:12 portal allows for the manifestation/alchemy of our desires/dreams (symbolized by the 1) coming into harmony with our intuition (symbolized by 2). 12:12 opens up an intuitive bridge for us to really FEEL what our deepest desires are as connected to our soul purpose here and expression of our Divine Self. It allows you to feel what parts of you or your soul aspects are stuck in suffering loops from undigested this-life trauma or karma from other lifetimes. You can then invite these parts/aspects into the light of your love and heart space.
12:12 also provides a strong influx of Christ and Magdalene Consciousness codes throughout all of December (which also includes a total solar eclipse on December 4th), the Winter Solstice and Christmas. Christ Magdalene codes offer sacred union, Divine embodiment, peace/love ambassador activations and more at a phase in humanityβs ascension when they are very needed! The seeding of our 5D New Earth timeline occurred during the Christ/Magdalene lifetime and we can water these seeds from within in a more powerful way during this time.
SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators/Ascension Bridges, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, will co-host a 12:12 group call over Zoom to provide a transmission during this powerful portal. The focus of this group on Sunday, December 12th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm WET Lisbon, Portugal timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up your access to receive Divine codes through the transmission of these frequencies on the magical 12:12 day. SoulFullHeart Teachers Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana also join us to share their experience of the meditation, along with their own personal deepenings with Christ Consciousness Embodiment.
We will talk about the transition we are going through collectively as we move through this Dark Night and into the Light of New Earth and how the 12:12 codes can support this transition. Weβll share our personal spiritual journeys and recent tender experiences with experiencing Divine Motherβs Grace and Divine Fatherβs supportive frequencies during this time.
During this group call, we will provide a guided meditation journey to the 12:12 portal and you can feel what your deeper desires are as connected to your intuition. You may feel a specific soul aspect from another lifetime or a part such as an Inner Child, Inner Teenager, etc. that is in resistance or fear. Magdalene and Yeshua will join us to hold the space and provide an infusion of Christ Consciousness. We will also repeat βrecodingβ affirmations as mantras, together as a group, that assist in this healing.~
You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($15 CAD is the usual amount). You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shopOr you can purchase it here through PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the Zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the December 12th group and check that your email associated with PayPal is current.
The group call will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.Here is a timezone converter (call is at 5:00pm Lisbon, Portugal time): https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html
Being a part of this call would also help you decide if you feel drawn to be a deeper part of SoulFullHeart in experiencing ongoing deeper transformation through regular sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, or Kasha.
Mass protests are happening in Vienna to the most recent highly discriminatory V. Mandates against those who are choosing sovereignty over conformity and not getting jabbed with gene altering bioweapons. As these mandates (a wounded masculine hijack!) becoming increasingly and sneakily common, it is also becoming more and more clear that this is NOT about controlling a virus, yet about controlling humanity.
The ancient Matrix agenda seeded during the fall of Atlantis is peaking now with the C. narrative. The dark polarized star beings who first created it have shared that they have abandoned it and Earth as She ascends into 5D. They cannot ascend with her consciousness and are not meant to….yet we as sacred humans and children of Gaia ARE meant to rise with her.
The polarizing programs and conditionings continue to run on the steam of inertia and all the humans who are still plugged into them. That is the play out we are seeing now. This great bifurcation, as painful as it is, allows humanity the opportunity to choose what timeline we will manifest next.
With the recent lunar eclipse, which was the longest in centuries, we were given a pause from the hijacked moon matrix broadcast. During this pause, we were offered the opportunity to unplug to another degree our womb or hara (power center for men) from the Matrix and to feel our umbilical cord to the Divine. Many of us experienced this process in heightened period cycles, digestion issues, dizziness, headaches, crazy dreams, and other symptoms. These are all signs of clearing and upgrading.
The unplugging process is truly a sovereign one…every soul must choose if they undergo it and how. Some of us are going through it in a very conscious and peaceful way over many years in order to show others the way. Others are needing to protest loudly and advocate for themselves and humanity. Others are stuck between the two sides in an uncomfortable tornness. And others will remain plugged in until they leave their bodies, choosing to awaken outside the body. All options are sacred for that soul. All are chosen for the most growth and healing opportunity.
Tuning into your light body, you can see/feel if there are any plugs into the Matrix that are ready to come undone. It is a lengthy process that works on emotional, spiritual, physical, energy, and mental levels. If youβd like space holding and support in the Matrix unplugging process, please do contact us for a 1:1 session over Zoom with more info at Soulfullheart.org.
This is a guided meditation with me to facilitate matrix unplugging through meeting your Reptilian Self with more coming in January when we launch a 30 day video series Deepen 2022:
Now is the time for humanity to arise! Now is the time for humanity to become Infinite Love as a reflection of the Divine once again!
Powerful lunar eclipse codes coming IN the last couple of days and now peaking as this celestial event begins in which the moon, the sun, and Gaia are in alignment. This blood moon eclipse is the longest in 100 years, over three hours from start to finish. Taking in a livestream of the lunar eclipse as it is happening creates a bridge to these codes and whatever they offer you.
Link to view broadcast here:
Intense clearings of the sacral chakra going on with impacted period cycles (delayed, early, intensified). And indigestion/stomach issues as well…..This feels like an important clearing after all that was activated and amplified in the 11:11 portal so that desire, sexual creative life force and womb/hara empowerment can come through.
I feel that there is quite an activation of the universal and personal womb space going on…the hijack of the lunar connection to our wombs gets both amplified during full moons yet also gets a ‘pause/reboot’ during lunar eclipses. It can be a confusing energy! The ongoing V. battleground/narrative and Matrix peaking are an intense timeline to be aware of and living through as well.
You may indeed be feeling an intensity of your period cycles or disruption/pause in them..as I am experiencing PMS about 10 days earlier than usual and going through a synching womb process with my daughter who lives with us again. The synching of wombs is definitely REAL, even if mainstream medicine doesn’t acknowledge it. And the mother/daughter bond that lives in the cellular memory of my womb is being reactivated as well.
Veils are thinning too in a visceral way causing sometimes intense bleed through from other lifetimes. If you are having unexplained reactions/triggers/ emotions that donβt really connect to your life circumstances, it could be a lifetime/soul aspect coming through. The wise woman/witch lifetimes are esp coming up for feeling and healing, as Iβve been connecting with for the last week myself.
I am in a rehab/healing process with a beautiful black cat that we have come to call Raven who essentially ‘came with’ the house we are renting here in Central Portugal. Raven is basically a stray cat (although she may have owners, they are not bonded with her in a significant way) who came around at first at mealtime to be fed and now stays the night, sleeps on my bed, and is allowing me increasingly to pet and cuddle with her.
We have a soul history together (as seems to be the case with any animals that are drawn to us and us to them!)….a lifetime where my Metasoul aspect Ingrit was a wise woman/medicine woman in medieval Ireland and was ostracized socially and feared by the townspeople she was serving even as she was ‘used’ for her medicines/herbals/energy healing. Raven was cast out too for being a bad omen/bad luck as a black cat and they bonded through the feelings of being different from others, being outcast, being vilified, etc. This is a soul theme that MANY of us can relate to and I feel we came here this life to heal and ascend beyond this victimized experience of being a persecuted healer.
In this life, Raven and I have reunited to heal this experience together and it is requiring a deep patience yet is very worth it. Healing with animals is not all that different from space holding with people actually…building trust by showing up consistently in a non-judgemental way that invites more love to flow.
There is great opportunity here during the lunar eclipse passage to digest what came through as your higher timeline during the 11:11 portal. This is particularly a powerful time for karmic healing, such as what I am remembering and healing with the wise woman/black cat as familiar bond.
Take the time to meditate on the lunar eclipse and invite the codes into your field, plus any soul aspects that want to reveal themselves to you.
This is a guided meditation that I did during a past lunar eclipse to connect with the codes:
Please do reach out if you’d like support during a 1:1 session with me or my beloveds offering a bridge to access these other lifetimes/soul aspects and/or parts of yourself that need you….and to deep dive into your womb space as well. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions
Love,
Jelelle Awen
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