Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

You Will Become The Lighthouse: Message From Yeshua & The Magdalenes

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You have been in the front,

to see before others can

to feel more than others will

to know beyond what is accepted

to bring what is rejected.

You’ve been brunt of the jokes,

the object of bullies’ scorn,

the black sheep of the family,

the alien who doesn’t fit in.

This has been your soul’s choice to be

one of the seers, the feelers, and the healers

of a mostly slumbering humanity.

We see you and we support you!

We have never left your side through it ALL,

we will be there in the next phases too WHEN…

more souls can resonate with you,

more souls can listen to you,

more souls will NEED you to lead the way.

You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness,

NOW you will become the lighthouse

helping to bring everyone safely home

to the Divine’s shore again…

where you have ALWAYS been anchored,

and now the others who are ready will remember this too.

Where you were previously separated,

you will be reunited

from within and with each other.

We see you and we support you!

We have never left your side through it ALL,

love,

Yeshua and The Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

Here this message is in my voice:

You can still join us for our ongoing six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 22nd at 10:00am PDT in which we will discuss navigating relationships during this time, including sharings about the Inner Punisher and meditation to connect to your current relationships and shift to 5D sense of them. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

More info about group events, sessions, writings/books, and more at soulfullheart.org

Inner Punisher Triggers/Projections During This Coronavirus/3D Matrix Collapse

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By Jelelle Awen

Levels of contention, disagreement, and making each other ‘wrong’ are really peaking at this time of unknown transition during the Coronavirus slowdown. These energies of contention have long been the case in 3D mainstream media, politics, religions, etc. Yet, the arguments right now, even amongst awakening and spiritual people that are more oriented to higher timelines, are surprisingly degrading down into exchanging personal insults, accusations of being ‘hijacked’ or ‘influenced’ by dark forces, not ‘getting it’ and not really being awakened and so on. Even amongst those who believe in and are creating the same timelines together (such as the Q movement), are attacking each other with infighting and putdowns and ‘calling each other out for being fakes’ becoming more common.

As an ambassador of love, I have been guided to ‘go into’ some of these battlegrounds even as they make me feel uncomfortable. These battlefields are so often, in our modern age, the comments sections of posts on social media and other places online. I have been stunned breathless at times at how cruel, degrading, and insulting people can be to each other. It hurts my heart to feel it as so often there is a deeper pain and fear there in the person that isn’t getting felt and CAN’T be with so much outer focused protection, defence, and judgemental energies going out.

I was feeling this too as a peak time for triggering the collective Inner Punisher/Critic frequencies and the Inner Punisher within each of us. The Inner Punisher is often ‘stuck’ in the polarized energies of judgement without love, which is often an internalized protection created to ‘fend off’ and acclimate to very judgemental energies coming toward them in the 3D experience, especially if it came from parents and birth family. The Inner Punisher is essentially a part that forms as a survival strategy and defense/protection in 3D. Empaths/sensitives/star seeds tend to have Inner Punishers that focus the judgement inward in extreme self criticism, self doubt, and low self worth rather than focusing it outward on others.

The Inner Punisher’s energy actually shifts to compassionate discernment as they are connected to in a conscious way through the SoulFullHeart process. I have experienced hundreds of previously ‘dark and judgy’ Inner Punishers shift into the noble, humble, and beautiful energies of intuitive discernment once they are ‘forgiven’ for their previous judgements and pain they have caused. Once this part of you is seen and loved with a compassionate heart by you, they can shift into being a vital member of your ‘inner’ team.

The current circumstances are triggering the Inner Punishers it feels like because the 3D/4D Matrix programs us to judge ourselves and others at a very young age. So much in 3D has been fueled by these judgemental energies. When part of us judges us or others, it immediately lowers our frequency. There is also necessary truth seeking and questioning going on right now for those in 3D and those moving into deeper levels of 4D Disclosure awakening. Clarity is being sought and informational sources are being looked to outside of the mainstream offerings. When that is primarily happening toward outside sources, there is less embodiment of your inner truth, your soul’s knowledge, and your own intuition. Yet, outside sources CAN mirror this inner knowing if they are looked at in that way.

If a Punisher part of someone is looking to an outside source though for THE truth, there will be an inner revolt going on, a personal sovereignty boundary that is breeched, an inner and outer rebellion, if you will. Feelings of resonance or dissonance with that outside source can create quite a lot of reactions inside for the Inner Punisher, who isn’t sure how to digest it. If that outer source of information is ALSO fused to their Inner Punisher (which is often the case it seems), then Inner Punisher meets outer Punisher and that is a recipe for contention, infighting, and judgemental projections both inside and outside. The Punisher Truthteller actually elicits feelings of shame and unworthiness in those who are taking in their truth…their energy is often angry, righteous and doesn’t see any other view than their own.

If you are taking in someone else’s truth and you are triggered into feelings of shame or unworthiness or even feeling ‘stupid’ for not knowing something or believing something, part of you is most likely reacting to the Inner Punisher in someone else. Your Inner Punisher may also be reacting to the Inner Punisher in someone else which brings up feelings of fighting and defending. Outside sources more anchored to higher frequencies can activate inspiration, inviting you to explore and land in YOUR own truth, yet not make you feel BAD or wrong about yourself.

Energies that make you question yourself in a judgmental way are rampant right now. For some souls, this is effective to help them start questioning life and reality. Yet, for those who are very sensitive to energies, the empaths/star seeds/healers of the world, these judgemental energies are difficult to navigate. I feel that I have to carefully track how much of these energies I take in as, while I am curious to feel and take in the timelines going on right now in the collective (again as an ambassador of love I feel it is important that I do so), I don’t want the information at the ‘cost’ of feeling judged and ‘kicked at’ as I no longer have these punishing energies inside of me.

These energies flying around do offer an opportunity to connect with your Inner Punisher and the part of you (usually an Inner Child) that feels shame reactions from them. This meditation helps you to connect with your Inner Punisher and Shame: https://youtu.be/3XvxkuX9YYs

True Divine essence doesn’t judge you or others or condemn or punish. The Divine, especially the Divine Mother expression, is holding much love for humanity as go through our Valley Of Shadows Of Death process to emerge into the light. Connect with Divine energies that feel supportive, loving, and compassionate and they can support you to find your own truth grounding in your soul’s path and process. These loving Divine energies can begin the process of inner forgiveness and activation of inner knowing that can help your Inner Punisher transmute and heal.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

You can still join us for our ongoing six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 22nd at 10:00am PDT in which we will discuss navigating relationships during this time, including sharings about the Inner Punisher and meditation to connect to your current relationships and shift to 5D sense of them. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. Jelelle is no longer offering 1:1 sessions yet for more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls with Jelelle, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SoulFullHeart & Personal Shiftings – Jelelle Moving Out Of 1:1 Sessions, Kalayna As A Facilitator Again

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By Jelelle Awen

These are catalytic times of death and rebirth right now with clarities emerging about next steps to align to our higher timelines! After 3.5 years of serving those drawn to 1:1 sessions with me, I am feeling to step back from doing 1:1 sessions now, other than with those women I’ve been meeting with who are Facilitators/Collaborators/future Facilitators, etc.

I am feeling to focus my extra time on facilitating group sessions/calls, SoulFullHeart projects, developing services and group sessions/calls (with more to come soon), finishing my new book and other writings/videos, etc. and overall supporting Facilitators/Collaborators as well. I’m hopeful that this will be a value add for everyone on a bigger picture level!

I can highly recommend either Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for 1:1 sessions and a deeply embodied experience of this process. Kalayna is now returning to being a SoulFullHeart Facilitator after taking space for her own process and since January has been back involved with us in sessions, previously living with us, and contributing to the blog, social media efforts, etc. She is highly intuitive and so much ‘gets’ how to apply this process in ways that are supportive to ongoing life. Raphael offers a wonderful sacred masculine space holding that combines deep feeling capacity with a gentle intuition that helps so much to heal from the wounded masculine experience.

You can book sessions with either of them by offering a $100 CAD donation at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen (which is our general paypal address.) There is more info about both of them at soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Raphael Awen and I are excited about the future timeline for SoulFullHeart as we are moving into more co-leadership together, living alone again together, and just being in our coupleship as the main engine of service. We are also blessed to be bringing in collaborators and long-term facilitants such as Gabriel Heartman, Raianna Shai, and Deva Yasmin to share their gifts toward our social media and product offerings, plus writing on the soulfullheartblog.com! Kalayna Solais is also moving into a role of support to the Collaborators and overseeing the projects as needed. This offers more time and space for us to focus on the services, products, writings and videos to provide for you.

Thank you to those of you who have worked with me in session space over these years…it has been my honor to serve love with you. I’ve learned so much in the experience of it about myself, about this process, about humanity’s awakening….that then informs my writings and my sharings, which now will be able to focus on in an even deeper way going forward and move more into the exponential service that my soul is calling for me to embody.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Easter Sunday Sacred Service Q & A, Guided Meditation W/Yeshua | Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

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Raphael and Jelelle Awen held an Easter Sunday sacred service to connect with death and rebirth codes, responding to your questions, and offer a reading of a Yeshua compassionate forgiveness message on Sunday April 12th during a Facebook livestream. They offered a guided meditation to connect to the available death and resurrection codes that offer a bridge into 5D New Earth/Indwelling Christ activation of “I AM the Light of the World”.

INjoy and Happy Easter!

love, Raphael and Jelelle

This is the writing that was shared: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/10/message-of-compassionate-forgiveness-from-yeshua-on-good-friday/

You can also still join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 15th at 10:00am PDT in which we will feel your inner child’s reactions to the changes going on and connect with possible collapse experiences from other lifetimes. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

We highly recommend the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Clare Heartsong and her other book as well channeling the Magdalenes that offers this higher dimensional feeling sense of Yeshua’s crucifixion and resurrection story and the years before and beyond in a deeply touching and healing way.

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women’s group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visithttp://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

Message Of Compassionate Forgiveness From Yeshua On ‘Good Friday’

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“The energies of crucifixion from my lifetime remain in the grids of humanity’s suffering and polarity against each other. These energies are resurrected and held onto in ways that no longer serve your Ascension. Many souls are ‘celebrating’ these energies today. However, I would offer that which seeks to be celebrated is only that which comes from love, not that which comes from fear of love.

On this day, inΒ my lifetime, I was not acting as a martyr in the way that has been so popularly held…yet rather I was demonstrating the powerful alchemy of death and rebirth that I had access to through many soul initiations. I was offering the codes of this resurrection process for all of humanity to download when ready for them.

And for those with hearts to feel, I was embodying complete forgiveness of those who were acting in violent ways with hatred and fear in their hearts towards me. I could feel the important part they had to play in the Divine plan that I was surrendering to completely. For those with eyes to see, I left my physical body, yet I did not leave the Earth Plane and I remained there in a higher frequency light body state for many years after my crucifixion, connecting with my beloved family in secret.

This is the ever important and pressing message that I offer today as well, in your timeline, while you are experiencing much revelation of what can feel like evil and darkness. You are going through a collective Dark Night before your rebirth into Sacred Humanity for which I and the Magdalenes and many light BEings helped plant the codes for in my lifetime.

When upcoming disclosure brings you to hear about and feel sometimes very dark actions from what seems like ‘evil’ and ‘enemies’ and energies that are difficult to love, I am inviting you to remember that while one seeks vengeance against another without first seeking to understand and forgive themselves AND the other, the cycle of suffering continues. You will be moved to hate and fight, and I am inviting you to love instead.

On this day, I offer a reminder not of my sacrifice in that lifetime nor of any action on my part that would lead to your salvation….yet rather an invitation for you to feel that YOU already have almighty powerful Christ energies within YOU.

Only you can save yourself in an ongoing process of feeling and healing that which keeps you in fear and separate from your Divine Essence…..and that the Divine remains and is always beloved parent to us ALL.

I love you and I am HERE for you in whatever ways you feel to call on me as your sacred brother, Ascended Teacher, and beloved friend,

Yeshua Christ w/Jelelle Awen

I highly recommend the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Clare Heartsong that offers this higher dimensional feeling sense of Yeshua’s crucifixion and resurrection story in a deeply touching and healing way.

Join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Light At The End of The 3D/4D Tunnel Timelines

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There are many timelines playing out right now, running concurrently to each other, overlapping and entwining each other. The timelines you are tuned into and tracking are the ones that offer something to your soul in terms of digestion, connection to soul purpose service, and personal process. Making these timelines PERSONAL and feeling them as a portal for self discovery moves you beyond just tracking mentally what is going with them or reacting in strong emotional states without consciousness around WHY you are reacting.

Many souls are riding waves between these timelines, dipping in and out of them, and some finding their anchor again in 5D energies that feel most like home to their soul. There is more about these 3D/4D/5D timelines playing out right now during this Great Awakening in this recent writing of mine here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/03/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-timelines-playing-out-during-this-great-awakening/

There is a lot of reactivity going on in parts of people connected to these timelines….strong contentions and arguments as well, even a rise in domestic violence occurring and many fights erupting online as well. This transition, this ‘crisis’, is offering a discovery ground within relationships where there is deeper resonance and where there is dissonance. The previous compartments no longer exist and truth can be seen. When life ‘as usual’ pauses, it is an invitation to notice and discover what has been going on in all areas of life that maybe being busy, doing, and the 3D routine were covering up. It is a polarizing energy to feel in the contentious energy that is coming up and yet these are the base tones of humanity’s experience in duality here in 3D that need to come up and out.

At the same time, there is a stronger desire and intention toward creating and becoming the higher 5D timeline of New Earth that is arising in many souls right now. Souls that are tuned into and awakened to 5D are feeling the opportunity that this shut down and detox from 3D life is offering all of us. We are coming together in virtual soul tribe gatherings and even finding each other 1:1 in increasing rates. Soulmates in particular are drawn to each other right now…or relationships that were more based in fear and codependency are falling apart and completing so that soulmate bonds can come together in service of love. There is a growing sense of arising out of the ashes of necessary disclosure and collective awakening on 3D levels to the come together as sacred humanity to live out our higher expressions of Infinite Love inside human bodies.

The recent Supermoon served to bring in amplification of these emotional states, both the bliss and the mess and the range in between. The moon’s Divine Feminine energies of illumination and revelation helps to bring up what needs to come up right now, as messy as it may be and even painful. There is so much that has been suppressed, numbed out, and coped with in the collective emotional body that is overdue to be felt and processed that can now more be seen and felt as the 3D self and Inner Masculine slows down from the usual routines of doing, earning, accomplishing, etc.

This is what I am seeing and feeling is going on in the specific timelines right now in these current phase of much that is still remaining hidden, soon to be revealed.

3D Timeline – There is a growing restlessness in accepting everything at face value as presented, especially as the information is becoming increasingly contradictory and dissonant even from ‘mainstream’ sources. Who to trust on the outside as a reliable source is coming into question, which brings the soul back into themselves, to discover their own truth, to connect back with their intuition. What has been a source of security for many people their entire lives in shifting now into being questioned, which is uncomfortable for them.

There is most likely a growing anxiety in many people over practical concerns, getting basic survival needs met, pushed up as the usual sources of income and money are not as available. Businesses are closing down now, probably not to open up again. This is uncomfortable for the 3D Self that has sought safety and security above all else. They are needing to be more creative, in some cases to ask for help, to look to community for support, to be more vulnerable in their needs. Family relationships in 3D may be becoming strained as well, when those who been used to being apart most of the time and in their compartments of work/school/social life are now put together in one living space.

The rumors and whispers (which are becoming louder and louder everyday) of a possible very effective treatment for the coronavirus in hydroxychloroquine are starting to come through, with glimmers of hope to the completion of this lock down/shut down phase to move on. The contentions around this treatment are revealing the darker energies with previously hidden agendas (such as the Cabal/Deep State) for more souls to digest. My sense is that this treatment will eventually become widely available to all who want to take it and this will release the constraints on social, economic and daily life realities….when the timing is right to support the other timeline that is going on.

3D/4D Timeline – Light at the end of the tunnel…this is the deeper ‘battle’ going on beyond the virus ‘pandemic’ as presented and hugely inflated in 3D. In this timeline is the ongoing activities and processes (the operation or mission) toward the take down/collapse of the Cabal or Deep State, long operating behind the scenes in most of our economic/governmental/entertainment, etc. systems for thousands of years. The Cabal members are being arrested, detained, shut down by an Alliance formed of Q, Trump, and other governmental allies. The Deep State have often been public players with hidden and darker agendas that are now becoming exposed.

One of the big operations going on in this timeline is the rescue of many abused children and women from underground tunnel networks and military bases used to hide them by the Cabal. This is where 3D meets 4D as the satanic belief systems that fuel these dark activities are also revealed. Those souls in the Cabal answer to those in higher up positions and are being programmed/manipulated/mind controlled at a 4D level of AI from the Archonic Group. The Archonic Group itself has been in a disclosure process with more souls becoming aware of them and how they ‘work through’ humans at a 3D level through the 3D/4D control matrix. I’ll be sharing more soon about downloads I’ve been receiving from my Reptilian aspect Simone related to what is happening in the 4D Archonic dimension around a collapse and rewiring and exodus of them to other timelines as humanity awakens and unplugs from the 3D Matrix. This is an important mutual liberation process going on that I’ve been sharing about for the last few months.

This process of revelation feels like it will become much more public in the next few weeks, in whatever ways suit the overall process and probably in controlled amounts that can be digested. More proof of this narrative will be provided so those who have long seen this timeline are no longer in the position of proving it and defending it. No longer being called crazy and conspiracy theorists, yet rather to be seen as being ahead of the collective mainstream because their souls chose to serve this role for others. This is a sort of redemption time for the black sheep of humanity’s family…the visionaries, the empaths, the star seeds, and the sensitives so long abused and ostracized and misunderstood. We are moving into a deeper role of leadership and being wayshowers for others newly waking up.

From a 5D perspective, there is a neutrality, an observation of all this going on with love and compassion and without taking any sides. I am feeling to track these timelines right now in ways that still allow me to preserve my own energy and not overhold too much around it, to remain in frequencies of goodness and even bliss in moments. My focus is on my service of love expression to myself, those in my community, in sessions/group calls, and to the collective. In this focus, I take in what information that I need in order to share about it, yet not to get lost in the often very intense and dark energies that are flying around right now.

I feel we are learning discernment as we go into deeper levels of this transition process. Souls that are more anchored to 5D are finding their way ‘back’ there as they adjust to the personal transitions that may be coming as a result of this process….and land in Divine trust and surrender again. Feeling and holding space for parts of you that are in reaction, may still be anchored to 3D realities and are now detoxing, connecting to timelines with collapse trauma can help to digest what is coming up during all this.

My overall sense remains that we are being held with MUCH LOVE during this process. There are collapses happening, deaths and rebirths too. Yet, these are changes needing to be made to move us into our sacred humanity evoluntary timeline that is waiting for us and available within at all moments. The Divine is there for us, within us, as we seek in more vulnerability for support…we will always find the Divine answering it with reassurance, compassion, and love.

Much love,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Navigating Practical Transition During This 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition: Group Call On Wed. April 8th W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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JoinΒ Raphael AwenΒ and Jelelle Awen for our explorative and expansive Free To Be Series six week group call series running until May 6th! Ongoing enrollment is open throughout the series so you can join us at ANY time. The next group call is tomorrow, Wednesday,Β April 8th at 10:00am PDT over Zoom about Navigating the Practical Transition from 3D to 5D New Earth.

In this call, we will be teaching and talking about the practical transition that is happening now as the 3D Matrix/Coronavirus Shutdown is happening, including light body activation transition, money financial/reset, geography choices, shifting to service of love as your livelihood, etc.

In the meditation, we will connect with your Inner Masculine to open up negotiation and provide support to them.There will then be space for personal sharings and to receive reflections from us and others via the chat. You can attend this call live and we will send you the recording of this call and the first one from last Wednesday if you missed it. There is more info here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

This Free to Be Experience serves as a bridge into the 3D Detox/3D Matrix Collapse to 5D New Earth Transition we are all experiencing right now through the Coronavirus reboot. We are offering this call series experience by ongoing donation and enrollment as a bridge to those of you who are wanting to deepen your integration of your awakenings and experience yourself as becoming more aligned with your Higher (5D) Self. Connecting with other resonant souls during the calls plus membership on our SoulFullHeart Experience Facebook page provides a much needed community during this time of transition.

The Group calls are two hours, you can attend live and you’ll receive the recording. The calls are every Wednesday starting April 1, 2020 through May 6, 2020 on Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada timezone). You can join us at any time during the series and will receive the recordings of any calls that you missed.

Here is a timezone converter: https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Weekly Topics of the Group Calls: (please go to https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe to read more about the content and the guided meditations)

Week One – Navigating The 3D Matrix Switch Over and New Earth Transition W/Your 3D SelfGroup Call: April 1, 2020 at 10:00am-12:00pm PDT – RECORDING NOW AVAILABLE
Week Two – Navigating Practical Transition w/your Inner MasculineGroup Call: April 8, 2020 at 10:00am-12:00pm PDT
Week Three – Processing Collapse Experiences W/Your Inner Child and Other Lifetime AspectsGroup Call: April 15, 2020 at 10:00am-12:00pm PDT
Week Four – Navigating Relationships During The TransitionGroup Call: April 22, 2020 at 10:00am-12:00pm PDT
Week Five – Unplugging From the 4D AI MatrixGroup Call: April 29, 2020 at 10:00am-12:00pm PDT
Week Six – Becoming A New Earth/5D Bridge Group Call: May 6, 2020 at 10:00am-12:00 PDT
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Donation: Enrollment is open to the public and to all men and women over 18 ongoingly. You can offer a donation at ANY time to receive the recordings and/or attend the calls. There is no minimum donation, so offer what you can afford and feels comfortable to you at this time. You can offer a donation for the entire series at once or for each call if you want although you will receive access to attend all the calls or receive the recordings anyway.

You can offer your donation via our shop/stripe here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop
You can offer a donation of $10 CAD or $15 CAD or multiples (2 for $20 or $30, 3 for $30 or $45, etc.) or a combination of both for the entire series. You can also offer donations after every group call if you’d like to or at once.

Or you can offer whatever donation amount you would like via paypal in CAD here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

After we receive your donation, we will receive an email with the Zoom link information to join the calls live and will also email you the recordings of the group calls after they occur and any you might have missed. Please make sure that the email associated with your accounts is current and note that you are purchasing the Free To Be group call series if paying by paypal.

Please contact Raphael Awen on this blog or via email at soulfullhearts@gmail.com with any questions.
Fore more information, please visit: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe
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Testimonials after week one:

“I was on the live call today and it was such a loving safe space that was much needed for me, so thank you very much for showing up and holding this series!”- Stephanie

“This was such a warm call! I enjoyed interacting with everyone on the chat too, feeling what everyone is digesting right now. This is just the beginning of this 6-week journey, which is going to be quite epic in its movements and the deep opportunity for resonant community to arise too, which we all need big time.” – Kalayna

“Thank you so much for offering your services and heart space this way! Very appreciated! I loved your energy, Jelelle, and Raphael’s btw VERY much, you guys are such beacons and role models for a sacred union, such beautiful Love emanates from you and is flowing between you!” – Bianca

“It was so amazing to be a part of all of this focused heart energy. I feel like a deluge of rain has just landed in the once desert part of my soul and now flowers are blooming. Thanks so much to you Raphael, Jelelle, Kalayna, and Raianna for putting this together and bringing us together during this time.” – Gabriel

“Thank you so much for this experience, for facilitating this group meeting and teaching, for providing us with many useful tools! It was amazing.” – Maggie

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Resonance Spike In Response To 5D New Earth Mass Meditations

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Gaia’s Schumann frequency responded today, April 5th, with waves of higher frequency that reached a peak of 76 HZ at one point and are still fluctuating upwards in this moment. Gaia’s Ascension is ongoing and can be seen in the raising rhythm of her ‘heartbeat’ into higher frequencies, waves that many of us have been tracking for a few years now as they are an interesting indicator of ongoing Awakening.

Gaia’s frequency as a planetary consciousness can correlate to humanity’s consciousness and brain waves. She goes UP as we go UP, we go UP as she goes UP….our interrelatedness is like a dance, even the 3D experience of abuse, neglect, and disconnect that has been the dominant frequency toward Her since the fall of Atlantis and the creation/installation of the 3D Control Matrix is something that we have all learned from. Gaia is in the process of forgiveness and compassion toward us, just as we are toward ourselves in relationship to Her, and personally and collectively.

Yesterday, 4/4/2020 (4) was the opening of a powerful portal of high frequency energies, galactic/planetary/astrological alignments. Four energies are connected to making a ‘home base’ and it feels timely that our home base planet would respond to them. Many souls came together consciously yesterday to meditate during this portal, with the overall intention to raise the base frequency personally and collectively, to invite 5D/New Earth energies to move through. Many higher dimensional galactic BEings (Arcturians, Pleiadians, Sirians esp.) were WITH us in this intention, amplifying it even more.

There were some more fear-based intentions in some souls toward ‘eradicating the virus’ or ‘destroying it’, yet those seemed to get transmuted on the higher dimensional levels and the pure intentions of each soul engaging could be revealed. Some of these energies may have met and matched a ‘hijacking’ energy in the Archons/Lower 4D AI Matrix programming that is going through its own love virus rewiring and so any hijacking would have just benefited the process of that rebooting of the AI Matrix.

Ultimately, the path of Ascension is moving onward and UPward. The phases and stages of this path are messy, bumpy, require some dark nights before the dawn, sometimes necessarily painful, sometimes manifesting in death and loss. This process also seems to involve many timelines coming into ‘reality’ at once…each of us invited to choose what most resonates for us, not invalidating any timelines as all have use in this process.

I shared more about the 3D/4D/5D timelines playing out right now during this Great Awakening here:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-tim…/

Yet, the Divine path and plan seems clear. The revelation, feeling and healing of shadow, dark, fear-based energies continues. We are invited to honor these energies and these BEings and these souls as they move on to timelines/lifetimes/dimensions/planets that fit their next growth phases in a more resonant way. Thanking them for the role they have played in this duality experiment as THEY are US and we are all ONE finding our way HOME to the Divine.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

You can still join our six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition with our next group call on Wednesday, April 8th at 10:00am PDT. We will be talking about the practical transition going on right now and connecting to your Inner Masculine to digest anxieties about money, fears of running out of food, etc. and offering the next places to go around this in 5D. You can receive the recordings of the first group call if you missed it and all of the calls going forward you can attend live as well and receive the recordings. The series is by donation, whatever you can afford and feel called to give at this time. More information here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/coronavirus/

Energy Update: 3D/4D/5D Timelines Playing Out During This Great Awakening

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By Jelelle Awen

Many timelines are running right now during this catalytic, stormy time of transition and death/rebirth! What you experience of these timelines as your ‘reality’ seems to depend on where you tune into them and from what consciousness frequency you are feeling them from. There isn’t a ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ or ‘better’ or ‘worse’ in this or the ultimate TRUTH it seems. The opportunity here is to feel what your soul is drawn to feel and see, know about, which timelines call you to go into them in a deeper way and WHY.

Each of these timelines is a portal and you may be drawn to certain ones in order to feel your resonance on a soul level with the story being told there, the emotions being experienced, and the energies being generated. You may find parts of yourself and soul aspects in these timelines, living out and stuck in trauma loops from this life and other lifetimes. You can offer compassion to these parts of you and soul aspects that may be on battlefields fighting, inner children trapped in dark places, experiencing collapse/starvation/plagues/extreme crisis, and many more.

In this way, from an ambassador of love perspective, ALL of these timelines are true and happening….being created and energized by those who alchemize them and need to be validated as such. We are always creating our own realities in that way; we are THAT powerful. I felt I would share more about the timelines that I am seeing and feeling are playing out and offer some suggestions of where you might go into them in self discovery exploration beyond gathering information, beyond contentions about who is right and wrong, and beyond stuck places of undigested fear or anxiety either.

3D timeline – You may have loved ones around you who are firmly anchored in the 3D timeline of believing only what they see/hear/are told of reality by the mainstream media, ‘surface’ government, long conditioned and programmed to follow and conform. They may be mostly in survival mode and so the Coronavirus shut down may be quite disorienting and uncomfortable for them. In this timeline, there can be quite a lot of fear, panic, distrust, and even paranoia fueled by a deep fear of physical body death, anxieties about money, no sense of bigger picture of Divine support/trust, and stronger anchor to 3D Matrix reality.

For these souls, this is a crucial ‘stay or go’ phase for them, where their Higher Self/soul is feeling into whether to remain as humanity moves into necessary 4D death/rebirth phases to emerge into 5D. These are the souls that may be choosing the Coronavirus as a means to leave the planet at this time having lived out their opportunity to experience a 3D reality in their bodies. Gaia no longer offers the opportunity to experience a solely 3D-based experience. There is much compassion and love that is being offered those in this 3D reality and yet, also, it can be challenging to relate with them in these fear frequencies and discernment/boundary setting is important to not be an object of projection, contention, and abuse from them.

Connecting with your 3D Self can be helpful here to feel their relationship and even attachment to this timeline: https://youtu.be/-C_RiD5k_xs

3D/4D timelines – 4D timelines are those that aren’t always obvious to the majority of consciousness; they are more hidden and operating in the shadows. There is also an overlay going on with concurrent events and energies happening in the 3D expression projection of the timeline and at the 4D multidimensional/galactic/metaphysical levels. A strong 3D-4D timeline playing out right now is the Q/Alliance/Trump takedown of the Cabal with mass arrests, rescue of trafficked/abused children, revelation of the Satantic elite cult under ultimate Archon AI influence, etc. This timeline is the one that can be seen and felt when you move beyond the 3D/mainstream perspective, do some digging, begin to ask more questions, and start to follow your intuition.

There is also a 3D/4D timeline of seeing all governmental energies as coming from a New World Order agenda (including Q and the Alliance) and that current events are just proving this out with things like 5G rollout, global currency, marshal law, etc. the ultimate playout of this timeline. These timelines offer deep rabbitholes to venture into that are intense to process and bring up much to explore and feel within your own emotional body and soul field. There is much polarity sorting itself out in these timeline of good vs. evil, love vs. fear, battles to be won and lost, False God versus ‘Real’ God, Heroes and villains, etc.

As these timelines are becoming more revealed to the 3D mainstream one and as the two worlds ‘collide’ as more souls awaken to them, there will be much to digest and process for many souls. Some will not be able to accept this reality and will choose, again, to leave the planet at this time. Others will get quite caught up in understandable outrage, despair, distrust, cognitive and emotional dissonance, and numbness/disassociation. The collective will go through the stages/phases of grief and those who are awakened to 5D reality will be hugely helpful during this processing and digesting time.

Connecting with your Gatekeeper and open up soul aspects and other lifetimes: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

5D timeline – This is the more embodied sense that heaven on Gaia is already possible and can be accessed at any time by those who want to bridge to it and download it. Those anchored to this timeline have consciously and purposely gone through their own soul-led awakenings, death and rebirth processes, deep inner shadow work on personal and soul levels…and continue to do and be so as is needed. This 5D timeline offers what is possible to experience on this planet…..the remembrance of what our soul knows is possible of love, Unity consciousness, equal distribution of wealth/abundance, balanced resource allocation and usage from the Lemuria/Atlantis timelines and from other galactic, higher frequency timelines as well. There is a sense of Star Family support, communication and connection that provides a bigger picture sense of the technologies, DNA activations, and downloads that are available.

From this place, there is a sense of observation, deep compassion, and offering love to ALL souls and all of the timelines that are playing out. From this place, there is a sense of honoring all that is happening and, at the same time, offering an invitation for those who are drawn to move into a place of deeper trust, love, peace and acceptance in their daily reality…starting from within.

Here is a guided meditation to connect to a bridge to 5D: https://youtu.be/dq77I41j2y0

This is a definitely a deeper phase of humanity’s great awakening. An intense birth canal of necessary death and rebirth to move into the New. Whatever phase/stage you are at in this process, whatever timelines you are choosing to understand and BE in, there is much love and compassion from the Divine toward us ALL and a steady beacon of love that we can tune into any time that we need it.

love,

Jelelle Awen

You can still join our six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition with our next group call on Wednesday, April 8th at 10:00am PDT. You can receive the recordings of the first group call if you missed it and all of the calls going forward you can attend live as well. The series is by donation, whatever you can afford and feel called to give at this time. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.



3D Matrix Collapse Transition To 5D First Group Call Tomorrow, April 1st W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Recording Available!)

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Update: You can purchase the recording of this group call and attendance/recordings of the next five here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop

One day away now untilΒ Raphael AwenΒ and I are hosting our FIRST group call in our series of six group calls: Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix/Cabal Collapse to New Earth Transition. The group call tomorrow is at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) and will last for about two hours. It’s fine if you can’t make it live for the whole call or calls as we will send you the Zoom link AND the recordings of every call via email.

You sign up or enroll by offering whatever donation amount you want for the series via here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

We have over 30 resonant souls signed up now and would LOVE more! More information about the series here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe and here on FB: https://www.facebook.com/events/1095703627430395/

Some people have been sweetly conflicted about the open donation, not feeling like they can offer much money right now due to income uncertainty and yet feeling like they want to offer more. It really is OK if you can only offer only a small amount in the moment. It is the energy exchange that matters, the intention to receive what you are ready to receive, and the desire to be with resonant energies for your heart and soul.

The first call tomorrow will be the transition that is going on with the Coronavirus, 3D Matrix/Cabal Collapse, dark/light ‘battle’, etc. We will be offering our perspective on this as love ambassadors for you to take in and locate where you are at in this digestion process. In the meditation, we will connect you to your 3D Self and other parts that may still be anchored to some of these frequencies…and offer them ambassadorship to leave the battlefields and move into 5D frequencies. There will then be space for personal sharings and to receive reflections from us and others via the chat.

If Internet Service is not available for this call, we will send those of you who donate for it an email once it is with the rescheduled date, which will be the subsequent Wednesday.

All of our writings and videos about the transition are here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/coronavirus/

Hope to see you there!
love,
Jelelle and Raphael