Energy Update: Intense Energies Reveal To Heal The Lower 4D Matrix For Lion’s Gate

Energy UPdate: The energies really have been so intense during the last 48 hours! Waves of higher frequency light are being delivered/offered through star family connections…..Sirian and Arcturian especially. Activations during this week of Lion’s Gate opening (light language, contact through dreams, and star DNA too) are preparing us for what we are calling, ‘Cosmic Christmas’ on Thursday, August 8th.

The Gaia/Schumann resonance has been spiking too, reaching up to 67 HZ on August 2nd and already 41 HZ today, August 3rd. It feels as if Gaia is responding to the alignment that is happening between Her, the sun, and Sirius…will be interesting to see what happens with the Gaia resonance as we get even closer to Lion’s Gate.

These energies are sort of pressing down and in on 3D reality in order to move it out. This ‘pressing down’ may be creating a heaviness in the body that can lead to indigestion and just intolerance to denser foods right now, as I wrote about in my last energy update. A sense of being ‘very sleepy’ or just ‘out of it’ can also come up during high energies like this. And, we are ‘out of it’ in terms of 3D reality and it can really be felt during energy flux UP phases like now.

There is also a revelation of the Lower 4D matrix reality that has been underground and underbelly of our 3D mainstream culture since the fall of Lemuria/Atlantis. The Lower 4D Matrix LIVES in our Metasouls too, in many timelines and aspects that are still plugged into it and entangled in the archetypal projections from it. The Lower 4D Matrix is being disclosed as uncomfortable realities about abuses, exploitation and persecution are exposed for us to feel and digest as a collective.

There can be an ‘out-of-it’ feeling as this happen as these 4D timelines bleed through, which may extend to your emotional body too with the purges and surges of lower frequencies of traumas (especially persecution and abuse) from this life and other lifetimes/timelines coming up.

As these come up for processing and you move more into your higher timeline, you may draw fear-based frequencies from others in the form of conflicts, tensions, passive aggressiveness, and even outright attacks. Trust that anything that comes is a mirror for you and not ‘against you’ even if you don’t want it in your field and life anymore.

Trust with love and set boundaries with an open heart when you feel that you need to. It can be important to have a healthy self protection around the energies you will take in from others when the photonic/plasma light is this high. The rumbles of this 4D Matrix being revealed can esp be felt by those of us tuned into collective energies. It can be helpful not to be dragged into and down into these energies, other then as a conscious process to connect with your soul aspects around it.

I feel a heartline extending to ALL of us from our higher selves and galactic/angelic aspects/guides, who are RIGHT THERE surrounding us and offering help. There is an opportunity for quantum healing right now during this powerful energy gateway.

The degree that you can feel this support, help and opportunity is related to how ‘fused’ to your lower frequency aspects that you may be still. A fusion with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper creates a sort of defensive energetic shield that their love can’t penetrate and a fogginess about your soul’s expression in other lifetimes/timelines. Allowing control to run or anxiety or rage without holding it and BEing with it can push your support team away from you and even into the ‘other room.’ or even farther away.

Bring ALL of you in closer and what you are feeling and your loving guides/aspects can come closer too and HELP you hold it with you. Your higher self and galactic/angelic guides/aspects are amazing heart healers and want to help you with this important work of upgrading your physical, chakral, and emotional bodies.

Anchoring into your heart line even as you surrender to the ‘out of it’ reality can allow a flow UP and in and out with what is coming in to support our continual global/collective awakening/disclosure and your continual personal awakening too.

Allow into your reality the timelines into the New that want to unfurl before you….riding them ‘out’ even as you detach from them. BE with all that is coming UP and coming in and coming out with LOVE………as it is offered in so much love!

Join Raphael Awen and I on Lion’s Gate at 10:00am PDT over zoom for a powerful group transmission event! We will connect to the 4D matrix to unplug from it and bridge to the higher frequency Lion’s Gate codes themselves. You can join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD: more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2168911176740089/

I highly recommend my 33 Day video series called Deepen, offering teachings and guided meditations to deepen your inner connections: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

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Energy Update: Big Gaia/Schumann Spikes, Earthquakes Connection To Fall Of Lemuria, 7/7 Codes

By Jelelle Awen
Energy UPdate: Big spike in the Schumann/Gaia resonance today….reaching 110 HZ about four hours ago! WOW! The elevated frequency is still going on at this moment….and it’s 7/7 so more amplified codes/energies are coming IN to be received too.
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The last three days have been higher Gaia/Schumann frequencies which you may have felt in your body….I experienced tightness and some pain in my head, neck and shoulders yesterday. I’m going to the ‘next level’ in my yoga practice so that was some of it, but I also wasn’t surprised to see that the Gaia resonance was elevated too as I have experienced it this way before. It’s as if the body is responding to Gaia’s shifts too….living them out in every cell and muscle.
 
I feel there is a correlation between the Gaia spikes and recent earthquakes in California and here in Vancouver Island. There is much energy released when these fault lines shift. I was offered by my Inner Earth Lemurian sister/guide Trista yesterday that the earthquakes are remnants from when the continent of Lemuria fell and collapsed about 12,000 years ago. The tension and even trauma from this collapse (which was caused by misuse of powers, energies, and conflict between Lemuria and Atlantis) live in these fault lines, which need to expand and stretch at times to relieve the pressure.
 
She said there is sometimes intervention from Inner Earth communities (for which there are hundreds of cities in Inner Earth including Telos, a city under Mt. Shasta, California) to create these earthquakes. Yet it is not for malevolent reasons, but rather to release some of the pressure on the tectonic plates. They choose areas of less surface population whenever possible to do this. It is like a controlled burn in that way. She offered that sometimes what we call “Cabal” or “Illuminati” forces are responsible for a quake, but usually they are either natural or facilitated by benevolent beings.
 
Earthquakes offer an opportunity to feel your Lemurian and Atlantian Metasoul aspects that lived during the fall and collapse of these civilizations. There is a trauma from this experience that I feel underlies much of what expresses as this-life reactivity, conditioned response, and even life choices. There can be a lingering distrust in the Divine and in life, and ongoing tensions about personal safety (usually expressing as anxiety about money) caused by this trauma. Experiencing an earthquake can trigger this trauma in your soul and BEing with it, connecting to your soul fragment that is living it out (usually in a repeated loop) can help to digest it.
 
There is also today, 7/7, offered a sense of your higher timeline self and life can be more easily accessed, providing a bigger context to the current shifts and transitions. This is a guided meditation I did to connect to your higher timeline: https://youtu.be/T0K7Ti68gNo
 
Take care of YOU during these shiftings and changes,
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators available to create bridges to heal traumas from this life and other lifetimes! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: July Is ALREADY Offering Rumbling, Strong Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Even though July is just beginning, you may already be feeling the intensity of energies that are available and ramping up since the eclipse on the 2nd…..maybe in your stomach, in your head, in your spine/back, maybe in ‘every living cell’ that is being activated right now. The chakras connected to these regions of your body are coming more in synch with the physical and whatever is clogged, plugged, and congested in both is moving out for healing and releasing. You may be feeling sleepiness that is not explainable or addressed by hours of ‘usual’ sleep time.

You may really be feeling these higher energies particularly in your stomach/solar plexus chakra. Your stomach rumbles and even bloats when the not quite right frequency of food/energy is offered. The more sensitive this process of digestion is on the physical level for you, the more likely that the energies are HIGH. More photonic light is available in these moments to download and let IN with less 3D food source needed. What calls to provide fuel is no longer based on cravings or comfort, yet rather about the purest energy available….superfoods, organic in-season fruits and vegetables, purified water.

The surges of energy are going to be and have already been HIGH in July leading into the peak energy of Lion’s Gate 8/8. These come in what is probably best described as ‘waves’, as there is a sense of crest/peak and then some receding/resting before it starts over again. These energies are working directly on and with Gaia…..and Her every tectonic plate and inner crest rumbles with the receiving of them. Fairly strong Earthquakes in California and here on Vancouver Island were shaking in response on July 4th…..with an elevated Schumann/Gaia spike coming through for about 12 hours today, July 5th.

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If you are used to grounding with Gaia to a certain, reliable OM frequency, this is transitioning and variable now. What you ‘get’ when connecting with Gaia is the same sense of metamorphosis that you feel in yourself and your own process. It is the frequency of SHIFT that She is broadcasting now.

We are in an eclipse window, which always brings in stronger energies…..the first eclipse on July 2nd was a total eclipse of the sun in which STRONG energies of death and rebirth could be felt. We were offered our NOW timeline to fully feel into WHILE getting a feeling sense of our higher timeline emerging out just as the sun did again behind the shadow of the moon. The 3D self is experiencing sometimes profound shiftings inside of relationship to the 3D world they have created. Feelings of unhappiness, suffering, flatness, loss of purpose are being amplified…all 3D frequencies, are coming UP now to be felt so that ACTION can be taken.

Here is a guided meditation I offered yesterday to connect you to your 3D self, the world they live in, and create a bridge to your higher timeline for them. Divine guides join us for supportive love. Creating this bridge inside is what allows for the lifestyle changes on the OUTSIDE.

Our next eclipse happens on July 16th, a partial lunar eclipse. The Moon should be about half-covered by the Gaia’s umbral shadow at maximum eclipse. This will be the last umbral lunar eclipse until May 2021. This feels like the Divine Feminine offering an influx of lunar energies to support Gaia in Her ongoing transition into 5D frequencies that includes a necessary phase of shadow revelation.

The ongoingly INtense energies in July will invite all of us to go deeper than we have before……into our 3D self, into our shadows, into our emotional bodies, into connection with our physical bodies, into our Metasouls/other lifetimes/timelines. This exploration will be held with MUCH love and support by Divine Mother, in whatever planetary, etheric/Divine, and even human vessel forms you most need/want to experience Her.

The Divine is turning the heat up……and She is there with Her steady heart to embrace the tender aftermath of this ongoing transformation into the NEW.

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Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging sessions available to navigate/integrate these intense energies into ALL of your bodies and aspects with compassion and love. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Photo by Jim Strasma on Unsplash

Energy Update: Gaia/SOULar Wind Surges As Prep For Upcoming Activation Gateway

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: Energies are accumulating and accelerating as we move into what feels like a powerful gateway of activations in the next couple of months. A minor stream of solar wind is buffeting Earth’s magnetic field today, causing geomagnetic activity just below the level of a G1-class storm, according to spaceweather.com. SOULar wind speeds are hovering in the high 400 km/secs in the moment. Solar winds always offer the opportunity for heightened awakenings, veil lifting, and extrasensory perceiving (activating the clairs).
The Gaia/Schumann resonance has been spiking the last few days continuing into right now. There was a significant surge upwards yesterday, June 13th, for about seven hours. You may have felt a heightened sense of frequency shift, a buzz, a lift….and sometimes a full body tiredness can accompany these modulations too. I’ve been in nature the last few days connecting with ancient trees and ocean shorelines, just deeply immersing in Gaia…. which can really help to acclimate to the frequency surges. I’m noticing more tiredness, need for rest/pace, and body aches in doing this, as Gaia’s shifts move into every cell in a deeper way.
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It feels like the SOULar winds and Gaia’s frequency waves are preparing us for a power pack of energy ‘events’ coming our way. There is a full moon in a few days offering (as it always does) illumination of WHATEVER needs to be seen and felt. Next is the seasonal SOULstice on June 21st with transitional, transformational energies provided as a bridge to the new season. After that is a total SOULar eclipse on July 2nd and wrapping up with the Lion’s Gate (Ascension Christmas) on 8/8.
Raphael Awen and I will be offering group transmissions during these events to connect you to and bridge whatever codes you are ready to receive from them. This provides a deeper personal experience for you and parts of you during what can be a highly transformational time. Our next group transmission is on the SOULstice, June 21st with one after that on the eclipse day, July 2nd. You can join any of our group transmissions over zoom or receive the recording for a $15 CAD (about $11 USD) donation/energy exchange. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
This is a time/phase of Next Level actions that connect to the inner activations and soul awakenings. These energies support these shiftings in your EVERYDAY reality into a higher timeline experience of love, service of love, and JOY!
love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to create bridges to feel your self and soul in a deeper way! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: Elevated SOULar Winds & Gaia Upticks

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: They are calling them ‘weak’ and ‘minor’ but that is really relative to how sensitive you are to cosmic energies. ‘Minor’ SOULar winds have been hovering around 400 km/sec the last two days, blowing into Gaia’s atmosphere, enough to cause auroras in places that can still host them at this point in the season, according to spaceweather.com.

The Schumann/Gaia resonance has had some fluctuations as well….spiking upwards in what looks like half hour intervals at a time today. Gaia upticks along with higher geomagnetics can be felt on the body and chaka and emotional body levels esp for those awakened to their cosmic DNA connections and the ongoing upgrading that is going on.

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Interrupted/shifted sleeping patterns….staying up WAY later than usual, sleeping more hours in a day, not sleeping very well or deeply, intense dream states…all these can be experienced during these energy waves. An overall feeling of being tired or worn out can accompany them too. I feel also an impact on hormonal levels with extended PMS symptoms too.

I feel an overall sense of more heightened activation after what seemed a quieter period of digestion and even highly refined bliss states (especially after the intensity of March’s death/rebirth gateway). This is more a general feeling sense rather than being connected to anything specific going on….a continuing escalation as we move deeper into the shift from 3D/lower 4D matrix living and into upper 4D/5D and higher New Gaia experience of yourselves and life.

As always, with any kind of elevated energies, self love and care goes a long way toward BEing with them. My general suggestions are salt baths (YES! Every day for me!), favorite crystals and stones (whatever you are drawn to), high frequency music, super foods/vegetables/fruits, rest, going inward, connecting to your ascension chakras/star family/guides, grounding with Gaia.

I’m excited to be offering what I feel will be helpful too…..two group transmissions in May for anyone to attend as the energies accelerate and galactic consciousness awakening goes into the next phase. These will provide a bridge to your specific process for unplugging from the matrix in order to receive next level galactic activations too. You can attend live with me or receive the transmission through the recording for $11 USD donation. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

This is a guided meditation to connection with your light body from my Deepen series, day 8: https://youtu.be/jM3_zPm1XAY

love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and energy healing sessions available remotely! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

photo is Arctic Alaska. Last night, Ayumi Bakken photographed the display from Fairbanks

Energy Update: Gaia/Schumann Spike Pattern On The 17th Continues

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: Continuing the pattern of Gaia/Schumann resonance spikes around the 17th of the month, we’ve been experiencing that today April 17th (at least in this hemisphere) with spikes up to 84 HZ for eight hours and counting…..

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This is the third month in a row that we’ve had significant surges in Gaia’s base frequency around this date from the norm of 7.83 HZ. Last month, it went up to 150 HZ at one point! The one on February 17th lasted 24 hours and went up to 67 HZ.

Some have connected this Gaia activity around the 17th with the Q-anon consciousness (17th letter of the alphabet) and the disclosure process that is going on in 3D/lower 4D of some very dark realities and timelines. It definitely feels possible as this political matrix is very ripe for ongoingly moving out of secrecy, distortion, and manipulation…and into more love, compassion, acceptance, forgiveness. Increasing vibrational frequencies support the revealing of all that is in shadow that needs healing and love.

You probably felt this frequency increase in your physical body today such as in a tiredness and sleepiness you can’t quite explain. And also increased intuition/clarity even with some brain fogginess. I didn’t notice it for a little while as I got such a deep transmission of very grounding tree codes yesterday. Being in Gaia yesterday feels like it really helped ride this wave and calibrate to the NEW vibe of Gaia. It feels like the trees transmit this new signal as the magnetic poles continue to shift and change too in response to it. Trees feel like they help anchor the new grids.

Whatever ways you can ground with Gaia is helpful to calibrate to the new baseline here….plus raising your frequency through ongoing trauma processing from this life and other lifetimes to keep unanchoring from those stuck fear frequency places rooted in 3D woundings.

Be curious how long this one lasts!

Here is a guided meditation to activate your ascension chakras, which includes the Gaia root system one, very helpful during this Gaia spikes: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw

You can read all of my previous and ongoing energy updates here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to connect to the parts of you that most need your love and attention! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Energy Update: Schumann Spike Supporting Ongoing 3D/4D Matrix Unplugging

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: We are a couple hours into a Schumann/Gaia frequency spike wave….heading up above 50 HZ, as it did yesterday as well for about an hour. I experienced my usual head/neck tension this morning and more difficulty going into deeper sleep states last couple of days, which sent me to check the Schumann graphs to see what was going on.

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I feel this head/neck/shoulder tension still as an activation in the causal chakra (back of the head) that is connected to galactic consciousness activation, galactic DNA waking up, star family lineage reconnections. Gaia’s raising vibration supports this realization and waking up to our Star BEing entwinement and how deep it goes into our ‘history’ here on Gaia.

This galactic activation connects to the significant next level unplugging that is going on from the 3D and lower 4D matrix structures of control that have long been in place, as I’ve been sharing about this week. We’ve been connected/attached to these structures by our own soul’s CHOICES to really drop into the 3D experiment here.

Your 3D self may be MORE than ready to completely unplug from these, as is true for many souls that have been awakening for awhile. This ‘next level’ unplugging is really also identifying what areas of your life are still anchoring to more 3D frequencies of fear (undigested trauma from this life and other lifetimes), anxiety (lack of trust in Divine will), depression (block in expressing your soul purpose creativity/service), etc. I offered this guided meditation to unplug your 3D self to the next level here:

This catalytic time offers a ripeness for personally exploring where parts of you are anchored still to 3D conditioning/patterning in this life in the seven areas of life (emotional, spiritual, mental, physical, financial, social, and environmental) and ALSO other lifetimes/timelines too. This exploration and discovery (as we offer in sessions) leads then to choice points and actions that align more with your higher consciousness experience of beyond lower 4D control and into more trust and love.

Take care of YOU during these catalytic times and specifically with these Gaia fluctuations. These are new frequencies to ground into that are increasingly reflecting your soul bigness BACK to you with deeper opportunities for embodiment of your higher self aspects!

love,
Jelelle Awen
Catalytic and empowering 1:1 sessions available with me and Gabriel Solaisand Kalayna Solais. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group sessions (virtual and in person), events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Springing Into The Service Of Love Self

This has been a March for the memory banks. Shuman spikes, supermoons, retrogrades, and the like all swirling the pot of our emotions and soul trajectories. High highs and low lows came in and out like spiritual weather fronts. One of the themes that came out for me this month was “the only constant is change”.

We are changing. You are changing. Gaia is changing. It is a big global birth pang I feel we are going through. As sensitives to this growing shift in consciousness, we are becoming aware of all of it in one gestalt. This can be a LOT to be with, let alone digest. Feeling what is yours to be with as separate from others and the collective feels like a vital part of April.

Going into your own emotional body, feeling where the rumbles lie is an essential part of this continuing wave we are all riding. Self-love is more than just what you feed yourself, the exercise you do, and the rest and relaxation you take. All of that is essential too. It is also about feeling and loving all the energies/parts of you that are in this reaction to all that is occurring in this ascension of your Service of Love Self.

As this higher ‘version’ of you arises with the tide of Gaia’s path, the hidden, rejected, guilty, pained, and shamed parts are coming up for healthy and loving integration. How we are with those parts matter. I don’t feel that they can be just seen and integrated in one fail swoop. They need tender and constant caressing and compassionate feeling. Holding court for their needs and stories to unwind and be felt in the deepest wells of our loving human heart.

This includes so many ‘this life’ parts as well as ‘other life’ aspects that live in other dimensional frequencies. If you can reframe these from ‘negative’ and feel them as they are, a trauma in need of being felt, then you take a whole new direction in the journey of what you came here to do and BE. Serving love to your selves first IS the first step to serving love to others.

I encourage us all to make April be about this invitation to cultivating this inner garden of your heart and soul. There are things to unearth in that soil that become the seeds of your highest and most treasured timeline. The one you already exist on yet have needed to forget in order to learn and remember. The support is here. The energy is there. The time is always Now. The courage of choice and feeling are what can take you there.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Energy Update: Intense Catalytic Month Completes As We Move Into Digestion & Integration

Energy Update: As March is close to completing and this is our final 333 code day today, there is probably much to digest and integrate for you of the HUGE energy month that all of us experienced. This month of March offered three 333 days, strong geomagnetic storms, the Equinox passage during the Supermoon, CMEs and even SOULar flares, striking auroras, and a huge Schumann/Gaia spike wave up to 150 HZ.

These energies from Mother Gaia, from Father Sun, from Mother Moon…..they are working on us at the cellular level, at the emotional body/psyche/subconscious levels, at the galactic consciousness levels, at the Metasoul levels. These energies are inviting us to go in DEEP as needed to these places that were previously shrouded and cloaked in order to see them and digest and integrate them. In order to unanchor and let go of the denser trauma and karma energies that keep us in loop patterns in this life and other timelines/lifetimes too.

There can be very specific connections made from within in all of these areas as you allow your Protector/Gatekeeper to become the guide rather than the guard. I have seen so much more readiness in sessions lately for souls to lift their veils of amnesia to a deeper degree and go into a fuller state of remembrance from both this life (especially early infancy and childhood) and other lifetimes/timelines as well. To remember is to be empowered….to move from ‘I don’t know’ to curious self discovery that leads to receiving answers allows you to put more pieces together of your own soul’s puzzle.

All these energies seemed to have a purpose to them also of collapsing our denser timelines anchored still to 3D/lower 4D realities and moving us into our higher frequency timelines of serving love. This was in dramatic ways at times with very significant relationships completing and geographic shifts becoming obvious or happening as well. Sometimes this was in more subtle ways for which a light shifting supports a bigger transition and transformation to come. Sometimes this is mostly internal as a deeper movement emotionally and spiritually allows for outer action and choice points to become clearer.

For me, this has been an incredible catalytic month in which the most significant relationship in my life, my sacred union with Raphael, has shifted hugely, as I share about here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/03/24/honoring-and-grieving-as-we-complete-our-sacred-union-relationship/

I am letting this timeline collapse transmute whatever needs to that was rooted in fear or wounding from inside of me…..just being with parts of me in the grieving, letting go, and even waves of resentment and new dawning clarities of stuckness and shrinking. I am dissolving with love the karmic binds in the Metasoul too, in the pair bonds that are changing too as we do.

The interesting thing about this month’s energies are that while this has been going on for me, I also had my busiest and fullest month EVER in service for sessions, in person and remote. It has been a mystery at times HOW I could be going through so much loss and yet also feel my heart and soul so present to serve others. I feel that actually these timeline collapses can open you up hugely, break open your heart to another degree and you are actually MORE sensitive to others. And more intuitive as well, is what I am experiencing. This service has actually helped with the integration of all these energies and the letting go process. To experience my service of love self is a reminder of WHY these shifts are happening.

As you surrender to these timeline collapses as they appear in your life, as you go into them…..you discover NEW layers of trust and surrender in the Divine. You basically have to, in a way, as the alternative of feeling like the Divine is punishing you or making you ‘pay’ just doesn’t last long and doesn’t feel supportive to the shift that is going on.

This is now a phase of integration and digestion as the cosmic energies look to calm down for the next couple of weeks (although it is unknown what the Gaia resonance might do!) The integration process can be supported by bringing these codes/energies into all of your Ascension chakras. Salt baths, yoga, eating superfoods, anything that supports the body in vital health allows for more integration. Digestion of the emotions that come up can be facilitated by connecting with parts of yourself in a conscious way.

Here is the playlist to my 33 day video series called Deepen offering guided meditations to do this: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

HUGE support from our star family, Divine guides, and Higher Self aspects is available to us as we so bravely continue to align with our higher timelines in order to serve the ongoing transition into the NEW. Connecting to this support allows for these energies to integrate and not just discombobulate.

Thank you to the month of March for providing such a powerful mirror to me and to all of us of what needs to shift and what is possible as we continue to choose and align with love!!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group sessions (virtual and in person), events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Equinox Passage Illuminates Shadow/4D Cycle Of Fear To Heal And Integrate With Love

It is like a snowball rolling downhill. With each act of violence, each word of divisiveness, the fear increases. The chasm widens. The news cycle continues to validate the fear cycle that lives in the collective. In each of us. The current equinox passage we are currently in is like a light bath that is exposing a lot of shadow on the outside as it is on the inside.

It cannot be suppressed. It can only be felt. All the physical symptoms, the relationship rumbles, or the wild influx of dreams and energy are all a part of this continued birthing process. The distance between our managed reality and our emotional/spiritual reality is thinning. The dam has cracks in it and Love is on the other side. To our shadow and fear that holds a lot of power.

When the energies do this surge like it has lately, there is a consequential purge. The reaction to this dynamic is myriad. Some feel it energizing and uplifting. Validating the path they are currently on. It may be bringing clarities that you are being invited to step into and move through with courage and trust. They may also be shaking the foundations of your inner world that still has some healing and feeling to do.

The Fourth Dimension is this vast alchemical terrain that is making its way into our ´waking´ world. It can consist of very enlightened and celebrated experiences that are achieved at the price of some deep feeling and difficult choices. It also consists of the rumble and tumble of the fear and despair that still cycles at its lower frequencies. This can be a very difficult place to leave the gravitational pull of.

These are the places that seek your courageous heart’s attention. The traumas, the experiences, the timelines that have been held in a frozen state until such time they are ready to be felt. If you are experiencing these rumbles the time has found you. It can be processed with support and self-love or create explosions in the physical that can be a bit more difficult to clean up but still serve a purpose in the scope of a soul’s learning and growth.

The Schuman numbers are showing us that we are each making great strides in our healing as we are opening up to more light, but that also invites more shadow. More fear to be felt. You can ask yourself if this a good thing or not, but what is clear is that it needs to happen for real change and love to be embodied on this planet. It is a sober realization that we can go into it with grace if we take the steps to feel all the places that we are still hiding our truth, our fear, and ultimately our love, passion, and gifts to the world.

My wife Kalayna and I will be hosting a Facebook Live Stream event on the Equinox this Wednesday at 11:11am Pacific Time. We will be discussing our relationship to the Equinox through the SoulFullHeart lens and how this 4D surge and purge may be showing up in your life and the collective. We will offer a meditation to access this realm inside of you via your Protector/Guides and connect with a 4D aspect of you that may give you some clarities about what you are experiencing and what some possible steps you can take to embody more of your higher 5D timeline.

We are looking forward to having you join us for questions, digestions, and sharing of the meditation. Much love to you all during this very illuminating time of our journeys.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.