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From Victim To Ambassador Amidst An Apocalypse

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By  Raphael Awen

Seeing stories more and more of what only looks like concentration camps 2.0 in the name of protecting people, it strikes a fear chord inside of me.

How far is this thing going to escalate? How prepared is prepared?

What shall I do? How will I know what to do and when?

I gave these feelings and questions some heart space inside of a Divine Mother and Divine Father womb space this morning and was invited to feel some larger awareness around it all.

When we see the polarity increasing between two sides of any conflict, we are antsy to find the right side, and once we feel we’ve achieved that, we tend to expound the virtues of our side over the enemy’s side. We become virtuous warriors regardless of the side we’ve chosen.

Regardless of the conflict, if you feel into the energy of both sides, a quite surprising common denominator is seen. Both the designated perpetrator and victim are feeling and acting out of a place of fear of losing something precious to them. Though they are at polar opposites as to the solution of the crisis at hand, they are totally cut from the same cloth when it comes to what is motivating them.

If that’s true, then I need only look at myself to get a window on what’s going on deep in the heart of my enemy’s camp.

Deep at core, I don’t want to lose my life. I may feel I’m higher consciousness about this than I was before, even realizing that my true being can’t actually die, but only change forms, but still I’m not outside of this deep core motivation to preserve something precious and avoid something feared in the here and now. And in those somethings, is where I was told this morning, that we find resolution, both personally and collectively.

Now, I can only possess these kinds of fears if there is still ground in me of distrust towards my outcome, without which, I could be rest assured of a good and pleasurable future.

Is this the exact same world that my enemy lives in, regardless of our perceived and chosen oppositeness?

It feels to me to be the case.

This whole polarity world is maybe no better pictured than in our relationship with money. I must have money to survive, or I can’t be of use to anyone, let alone myself, unless I survive, so getting and obtaining money comes first. Period. Me first, you second, in a world of scarcity and separation, that is in the domain of money as we know it.

This perception of the world skews our relationship so deeply with all of life, and really gets backlit when there’s a perceived active threat.

Then this week, as I’m seeing the ugliness getting uglier, I can’t help but ask, ‘who are the real lords above all this conflict’? It takes one into the science fiction realm of off-planet realities and beings who would appear to possess a consciousness level higher than ours, able to pull strings and levers to get their way.

But if these beings are not science fiction, then what might really be motivating them?

Well, what motivated all of us to create factory farms, the concentration or containment camps for the animals? I say ‘we’ because if you’ve ever eaten an animal, you have a share in the whole endeavor. That includes me and you and that’s a ‘we’. We perceived ourselves to be of a higher consciousness than animals, so we felt and found a way to obscure any arising pang of guilt towards the whole operation.

But when the Nazi’s did the same thing with humans, that was ‘wrong’?. Well, not to them it wasn’t. Then there were the people’s countrymen who turned on their neighbors turning in the lessers to the new superiors, amidst all the chaos of the deeply polarized traumas. People were forced to take a side.

But what forced them? It seems to me that what really ‘forced’ them was not any outside authorities, but rather this shared common denominator of unconscious need to preserve oneself.

When you feel that both victim and perpetrator, (regardless of which side you perceive yourself to be on), both share this identical motive ground, you step up to the table of resolution and true ambassadorship.

First owning how deeply it lives in you to survive, and where your own fears of death lay, or fears of a diminished future, live inside of you, you are now able to see your enemy for who they really are.

They are you.

Now, the judgments and polarities are able to be resolved, because the sacred purpose of those judgments and polarities are completing. Their purpose was to bring us back into remembrance with ourselves, which is one and the same with bringing us back into being re-membered with one another, and putting behind us our necessary dismembered phase of consciousness.

The whole point of the polarity that we all signed off on was to leave oneness, so we could return to it, and expand it in the process, to give love a chance to see itself that it didn’t have before. Time was needed. Space was needed. Drama and trauma was needed. But we never lost this essence of being love, and that’s what haunts our fears of loss.

We know way beyond any kind of mental knowing a deep knowledge of being divinity, and when parts of us feel like they’re stuck in anything less than divinity, it strikes this chord of fear and anxiety. Will I ever get to return to really knowing and feeling what I truly am? This is the shared ground and it is called vulnerability. No matter how protected or powerful, no matter our chosen and championed side, we can’t escape this vulnerability.

These vulnerabilities are the portal doors back to full rememberance that we all must journey through in our glorious and awaiting experience of being re-membered with love.

Love really is this big of a deal and it needed dramas this freaking large to come to know itself.

If you remember, we all remember, as we are all inextricably connected, even as we journey through a necessary phase of perceiving ourselves as a separate self.

Love this separate self, get to know it and love it, find out how and why it ticks, toks and talks. It is your personal path of full discovery, full disclosure, complete reconciliation and total revelation.

My guidance circle said to me this morning, ‘Though it contains some needful apocalypse, I assure you that nothing could be more rewarding, fulfilling, fun, than this homecoming. It is the future that is filled with good things and you are well programmed for it, quite beyond any imposed ‘enemy’ programming’ or highjacked matrix reality.

Much love, I hope this helps you in some deeply inner way, but also helps to answer the many practicalities and choice points you are feeling, just like the rest of us.

If you feel I could be a resource to you, I offer 1:1 session space and would love to hear from you. There’s also 3 more of us facilitators here at SoulFullHeart who might also be a better fit for you. More info here: SoulFullHeart.org/sessions.

Also, Jelelle and I are embarking on a daily video series release come January 1 for 31 days, that I invite you to bookmark if you’d like to get acclimated to us a bit more. You’ll find that in the new year at https://youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience and a lot more is there in the meantime.

Much Love,

Raphael (and Jelelle )

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

The Lenses Through Which We See The World

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By Raphael Awen

The lenses through which we see the world become our filters on life and love and create our familiar personal and collective world.

The creative power is only rivalled by the degree of our denial of this passive creative power. There is no one responsible and response-able but you.

When you can own that without self judgment and without blame shifting to others or to the divine, you are truly entering the sovereign territory of your infinitely powerful being. It doesn’t matter how far you’ve sunk in denying this creative power, if you are willing to awaken to what was previously denied.

The depths of the hell you created mirrors the heights of heaven and the new creation awaiting you, if you’ll just embrace YOU! Each and every one of us are fractals of the divine, reflecting both this creative power and this free will. Where these 2 come together is where your going on place lies in terms of your souls awakening, embodiment and growth. Growth requires real time friction and grist – some ‘skin in the game’ as they say.

When you choose this for yourself – you move from being a SCARED, SCARRED and helpless victim and instead become a most interesting and enlivened SACRED human – where curiosity and wonder is the only fitting looking glass through which you seek life and love.

This photo below came to me while walking in a Mexican village 4 years ago. This boy, 4 years older now, the images he has taken in, seen through the windows he has looked through form the life he is living now. So it is with each of us. I believe we chose to be limited by our innocent ignorance of these deeper truths, and stunted in this way by a veil of our choosing, so that we could awaken, press back on our limitations, being re-membered to our true being and to the vastness of our creative power.

That makes you amazing, interesting and alive, and fun to be around, wouldn’t you agree?

Raphael AwenSoulFullHeart.org/sessions🙂🏄🏻‍♂️🙏🏻💚

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

The Biggest Conspiracy Theory Of Them All

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By Raphael Awen

There’s a lot of growing conspiracy theories floating around lately.

I’d like to float an even bigger one – that the biggest conspirator was and is love, as in The Divine, as in you and me.

Love became narcissistically and hopelessly focused on itself, as it was all there was. ‘All one’ became ‘alone’, landing in the antithesis of itself, it entered through its dis-ease and unease, a death, knowing that a rebirth would follow. It saw no other choice. In dying to itself, it gave birth to a firstborn, a perceived other, something seemingly enough outside of itself, to open a new playground, with a necessary game of good and evil, a game of masculine and feminine, a mind boggling game of epic duals and duality.

A game that would involve much hardship and pain, all of which could only be justified by the paling comparison to the stunning grandeur it would, if successful, bring about in the process – a perfect marriage of masculine achievement and feminine beauty.

You and I, Jeffery Epstein, Ghislaine, Bill and Hillary are all part of it. We’re ‘all one’ and ‘alone’ in it together. There isn’t actually two of us in the game and that’s why none of us are off the hook. We’re all responsible to the price tag on this endeavor. We all have great remorse to bear and great beauty and forgiveness to let in.

My reconciliation to the Divine is your reconciliation. None of us arrive fully home until the last one of us arrives fully home. The experiment isn’t over until it’s over.

The greatest of evildoers, those seemingly the furthest removed from the light, are actually souls with the deepest trust to take on the darkest parts of love’s mission. To see this any other way, to see an evildoer as an ‘evildoer’ is to leave ourselves excluded from reconciliation, from completing the circle of love’s mission. For if I’m not as bad as Jeffery Epstein or Hitler, then I can only lay claim to that claim by measuring myself on the yardstick of good and evil. My claim can only be a claim of not being that evil.

Perfect? No, but not ‘that’ evil. Sorry, but perfect only accepts perfect.

This leaves the judged and the judge both outside of perfection, and for the duration of that sentence, both in the same jail. This leaves the All One, you and I, alone, somewhere on the same yardstick that measures separation from perfection. Here we are, in our two track reality, perfect beings, in our perceived imperfection, reconciled, but yet, for all intents and purposes, awaiting reconciliation.

This state of relationship between us and other, between us and The Divine, is also mirrored exactly inside of us where parts of ourselves are left in 4D hell of separation, awaiting the love ambassador that you are to show up, and begin a magical reconciliation process.

Love changed everything and love keeps on changing everything. We are that change. Love is just having its own fun, and we are all invited into it, where no pain is denied, no level of hell on earth, but is instead felt profoundly in the minutest detail of hurt and separation for the portal that it is, for what it restores in us and to us, even expanding on the perfect love that originally undertook such a quest, as only infinite love can do.

We are perfection, improving on perfection.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Matrix Collapse, Ascension Energies & Process, Light Body Activation Free To Be 5D Group Call July 15 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

I can feel the deeper layers of collapse happening in the 3D Matrix now, in the collective consciousness, as a result of the Covid-19 outbreak, which actually caused an ‘inbreak’ as so many souls finally paused from their usual eat-work-sleep-repeat routines. In this pause, there was more time and space for re-evaluation, for going inward, for asking questions/researching, for awakening to next stages and phases…whatever that meant for each soul.

When tuning into the collective consciousness with my third eye now, I can see many more soul lights consciously turned ‘on’ as the 3D layers of dimming/masking/blocking are shed. There are also continuous waves of high frequency light from the Divine, the Great Cosmic Sun, Star Family, and Ascended BEings flooding in violet/rainbow waves to support/encourage this individual illumination.

These deeper layers of Matrix collapse allow for shadow revelation, what had been a ‘hidden agenda’ is now being exposed. This exposure is a painful process, yet just like a wound needs air and sunlight to heal…this shadow wound in the collective needs to be seen and felt in order to heal to light again. We are at the collective ‘ripping off the band-aid’ phase of our awakening and healing. Painful, yet temporary, and necessary.

In the bigger sense of the ongoing Ascension process, this event has been a much welcome phase, even if it has caused temporary difficulties, inconveniences, suffering, contention, and exposure of dissonance. Those of us connecting to our higher timelines, ultimately surrendered to the support and the activations that came as a result of it and moved into our Lighthouse/Beacon of Love frequency to help stir ourselves and others through it.

The more rumbly and often difficult to process collapse is the one occurring on the 4D levels, beyond the veil. This one brings up intensity of soul bleed-throughs from other lifetimes/timelines. Many karmic soul themes as connected to the Matrix are coming up to be felt and explored. I have offered for a while now that the original programmers/architects of this Matrix have abandoned it. This allows the Reptilian Self to be freed at whatever level they have been enslaved/conditioned and for us at the human level as well. This releases a lot of karma to be healed and completed at the Quantum Level.

Next level soul activations, consciousness states, and integrations are becoming possible NOW with this 3D/4D Matrix collapse, especially as the Sirian Stargate is open and peaks on Lion’s Gate 8/8.

We have always been free and are now able to feel more deeply in whatever ways the ‘prison’ remains within us even as the prison door is NOW wide open!

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Raphael and I will share MUCH more about the ongoing Ascension process, the cycle of Fragmentation/original split off from the Divine, the 3D/4D Matrixes, Ascension Energies, light body activation and more in our group call tomorrow Wednesday July 15th at 10:00am PDT. We will also provide a guided meditation to connect to these energies in a personal way for you and create a bridge to your Divine Self.

It is the first call in our Free To Be 5D series that runs every Wednesday until August 19th. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings of ALL calls for whatever donation/energy exchange you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information about the group call series at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

I also go into much more detail and explanation about the Ascension process and the 3D/4D Matrix, the Reptilian Self and other 3D/4D/5D parts and trauma/sacred wound healing in my new book Free To Be 5D which you get as a PDF, ebook or print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

LightShips/UFOs In Gaia’s Orbit (Video)

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By Jelelle Awen

I’ve been sharing lately about the MANY light ships from this and other galaxies that are hovering in Gaia’s orbit during this global awakening event for Humanity. They are here to support us in the next messy phase of our Ascension. They are here to help with a non-violent outcome and resolution as more truths are revealed, including the reality of their existence. They have been our peaceful interventionists since we first used the H-Bomb and ‘unknown’ lights and ships kept dissembling our missiles and bombs in the years since then (as many military officials have shared about witnessing). I feel fairly sure that we would have blown ourselves up in a nuclear war if not for their intervention.

This video above shows a large group of ships heading toward Gaia, filmed from the International Space Station. There is also footage of two on the ground sightings in Chile and in Mexico. The formations that the ships created in the sky to get our attention brought a smile to my face!

I am so glad they are here to witness, to assist (when we finally ask with peace in our hearts) and to show us the new way. Galactic technologies will be KEY to our transition out of the destructive industrial age and into the NEW age of resource sustainability that is foundational to New Earth living.

Here is my post from yesterday, a conversation with my Arcturian aspect Binkh about Humanity’s current situation and how the galactics are supporting us through healing chamber treatments as we ask to receive them: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/we-are-here-to-support-you…/

Here is an energy update about the recodings going on as the Matrix programming collapses: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-recodings-up…/

If you’d like to see more footage and photos of star BEing contact, I recommend the documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind with Steven Greer, available to purchase on YouTube.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event in our next Free To Be 2 group call series, which starts on May 20th. More information here if you’d like to join us: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Energy Update: Light At The End of The 3D/4D Tunnel Timelines

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By Jelelle Awen

There are many timelines playing out right now, running concurrently to each other, overlapping and entwining each other. The timelines you are tuned into and tracking are the ones that offer something to your soul in terms of digestion, connection to soul purpose service, and personal process. Making these timelines PERSONAL and feeling them as a portal for self discovery moves you beyond just tracking mentally what is going with them or reacting in strong emotional states without consciousness around WHY you are reacting.

Many souls are riding waves between these timelines, dipping in and out of them, and some finding their anchor again in 5D energies that feel most like home to their soul. There is more about these 3D/4D/5D timelines playing out right now during this Great Awakening in this recent writing of mine here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/03/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-timelines-playing-out-during-this-great-awakening/

There is a lot of reactivity going on in parts of people connected to these timelines….strong contentions and arguments as well, even a rise in domestic violence occurring and many fights erupting online as well. This transition, this ‘crisis’, is offering a discovery ground within relationships where there is deeper resonance and where there is dissonance. The previous compartments no longer exist and truth can be seen. When life ‘as usual’ pauses, it is an invitation to notice and discover what has been going on in all areas of life that maybe being busy, doing, and the 3D routine were covering up. It is a polarizing energy to feel in the contentious energy that is coming up and yet these are the base tones of humanity’s experience in duality here in 3D that need to come up and out.

At the same time, there is a stronger desire and intention toward creating and becoming the higher 5D timeline of New Earth that is arising in many souls right now. Souls that are tuned into and awakened to 5D are feeling the opportunity that this shut down and detox from 3D life is offering all of us. We are coming together in virtual soul tribe gatherings and even finding each other 1:1 in increasing rates. Soulmates in particular are drawn to each other right now…or relationships that were more based in fear and codependency are falling apart and completing so that soulmate bonds can come together in service of love. There is a growing sense of arising out of the ashes of necessary disclosure and collective awakening on 3D levels to the come together as sacred humanity to live out our higher expressions of Infinite Love inside human bodies.

The recent Supermoon served to bring in amplification of these emotional states, both the bliss and the mess and the range in between. The moon’s Divine Feminine energies of illumination and revelation helps to bring up what needs to come up right now, as messy as it may be and even painful. There is so much that has been suppressed, numbed out, and coped with in the collective emotional body that is overdue to be felt and processed that can now more be seen and felt as the 3D self and Inner Masculine slows down from the usual routines of doing, earning, accomplishing, etc.

This is what I am seeing and feeling is going on in the specific timelines right now in these current phase of much that is still remaining hidden, soon to be revealed.

3D Timeline – There is a growing restlessness in accepting everything at face value as presented, especially as the information is becoming increasingly contradictory and dissonant even from ‘mainstream’ sources. Who to trust on the outside as a reliable source is coming into question, which brings the soul back into themselves, to discover their own truth, to connect back with their intuition. What has been a source of security for many people their entire lives in shifting now into being questioned, which is uncomfortable for them.

There is most likely a growing anxiety in many people over practical concerns, getting basic survival needs met, pushed up as the usual sources of income and money are not as available. Businesses are closing down now, probably not to open up again. This is uncomfortable for the 3D Self that has sought safety and security above all else. They are needing to be more creative, in some cases to ask for help, to look to community for support, to be more vulnerable in their needs. Family relationships in 3D may be becoming strained as well, when those who been used to being apart most of the time and in their compartments of work/school/social life are now put together in one living space.

The rumors and whispers (which are becoming louder and louder everyday) of a possible very effective treatment for the coronavirus in hydroxychloroquine are starting to come through, with glimmers of hope to the completion of this lock down/shut down phase to move on. The contentions around this treatment are revealing the darker energies with previously hidden agendas (such as the Cabal/Deep State) for more souls to digest. My sense is that this treatment will eventually become widely available to all who want to take it and this will release the constraints on social, economic and daily life realities….when the timing is right to support the other timeline that is going on.

3D/4D Timeline – Light at the end of the tunnel…this is the deeper ‘battle’ going on beyond the virus ‘pandemic’ as presented and hugely inflated in 3D. In this timeline is the ongoing activities and processes (the operation or mission) toward the take down/collapse of the Cabal or Deep State, long operating behind the scenes in most of our economic/governmental/entertainment, etc. systems for thousands of years. The Cabal members are being arrested, detained, shut down by an Alliance formed of Q, Trump, and other governmental allies. The Deep State have often been public players with hidden and darker agendas that are now becoming exposed.

One of the big operations going on in this timeline is the rescue of many abused children and women from underground tunnel networks and military bases used to hide them by the Cabal. This is where 3D meets 4D as the satanic belief systems that fuel these dark activities are also revealed. Those souls in the Cabal answer to those in higher up positions and are being programmed/manipulated/mind controlled at a 4D level of AI from the Archonic Group. The Archonic Group itself has been in a disclosure process with more souls becoming aware of them and how they ‘work through’ humans at a 3D level through the 3D/4D control matrix. I’ll be sharing more soon about downloads I’ve been receiving from my Reptilian aspect Simone related to what is happening in the 4D Archonic dimension around a collapse and rewiring and exodus of them to other timelines as humanity awakens and unplugs from the 3D Matrix. This is an important mutual liberation process going on that I’ve been sharing about for the last few months.

This process of revelation feels like it will become much more public in the next few weeks, in whatever ways suit the overall process and probably in controlled amounts that can be digested. More proof of this narrative will be provided so those who have long seen this timeline are no longer in the position of proving it and defending it. No longer being called crazy and conspiracy theorists, yet rather to be seen as being ahead of the collective mainstream because their souls chose to serve this role for others. This is a sort of redemption time for the black sheep of humanity’s family…the visionaries, the empaths, the star seeds, and the sensitives so long abused and ostracized and misunderstood. We are moving into a deeper role of leadership and being wayshowers for others newly waking up.

From a 5D perspective, there is a neutrality, an observation of all this going on with love and compassion and without taking any sides. I am feeling to track these timelines right now in ways that still allow me to preserve my own energy and not overhold too much around it, to remain in frequencies of goodness and even bliss in moments. My focus is on my service of love expression to myself, those in my community, in sessions/group calls, and to the collective. In this focus, I take in what information that I need in order to share about it, yet not to get lost in the often very intense and dark energies that are flying around right now.

I feel we are learning discernment as we go into deeper levels of this transition process. Souls that are more anchored to 5D are finding their way ‘back’ there as they adjust to the personal transitions that may be coming as a result of this process….and land in Divine trust and surrender again. Feeling and holding space for parts of you that are in reaction, may still be anchored to 3D realities and are now detoxing, connecting to timelines with collapse trauma can help to digest what is coming up during all this.

My overall sense remains that we are being held with MUCH LOVE during this process. There are collapses happening, deaths and rebirths too. Yet, these are changes needing to be made to move us into our sacred humanity evoluntary timeline that is waiting for us and available within at all moments. The Divine is there for us, within us, as we seek in more vulnerability for support…we will always find the Divine answering it with reassurance, compassion, and love.

Much love,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Feeling What You REALLY Want And Need During These Turbulent Times

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by Raphael Awen

When the rumble of the collective fear of death goes viral through the collective by the aid of a media-hyped and created event, we do well to feel each and every part of us that resonates with that rumble.

Trying instead to stay ‘high-vibe and positive’ invariably proves to be an exercise in denial and lying to oneself and others if we are not willing to be honest about the parts of us that actually are freaked out if they in fact are. You can’t stay high-vibe if you aren’t there already, and you can’t get to high-vibe if you’ve denied yourself a way to feel the parts of you who are low-vibe at the moment.

You were given a range of vibes for a divine creator reason and as a divine creator. That reason becomes very obscured and flattened when you are only permitting one polarity to live in you. What good is a piano with only the high notes?

What this Coronavirus actually is in terms of any real threat and in what scale is something that will only be known in hindsight. What is real is the fear that you feel that is kicked up by the story that is being spread far and wide. Our collective is so long overdue for a collective bowel movement and this one may well be one big dump, one that relieves so much. We’ve all had a hand in creating this need.

Because we are all one in a higher level of reality, we also do well to feel what this collective shift in consciousness is opportuning us to feel personally.

When I feel parts of myself, I feel aspects of me that want the future to be safe and bright and exciting and alive. I feel the parts of me that want purpose and engagement, as well as creature comforts. All of these goodies are threatened by the looming Coronavirus story – asking me to pare down my desires and settle for the story of the goal of survival. I feel the parts of me that aren’t yet assured of a bright and exciting future and wonder if we shouldn’t just settle for an outlook of mitigating disaster rather than full-on thrival.
Now grounded in what’s real in the inside, I get to actually process and create movement inside of myself from fear to love. I couldn’t actually get to the love were it not for the fear as my starting place.

And I also can’t get to the love I’m needing when I’m spending all my time staying up on the agenda of the Dark Illuminati/Cabal/Black Hats versus the Alliance/Q-anon picture of things as a way to distract myself from what’s really going on inside of me to me.

And when I don’t actually get to the love I’m needing and wanting, my vibe is invariably lower, I’m broadcasting that vibe as a reality generator to those around me before I utter a word or take an action. In other words, your and my greatest service to others begins and ends with the greatest service to self. ‘Selfishness’ isn’t a bad word at all in 5D.

Whoever gave us the ‘service to self’ versus ‘service to other’ dichotomy was still living in the reality that there is actually any separation between self and other. This is the old picture of separation of spirit and matter, the separation of good and evil, the battle for supremacy that is being found more and more to be the root of all conflict inside and outside. There isn’t actually a ‘whoever’ to blame here; we gave that picture to ourselves as a way to live our way to and through a movement of our reality.

We are this big, and our lessons are this epic! We get to do this and we get to do it as a collective and as individuals at the same time.

Allow what you really want, feel, and need, without denial, to guide you through these waters.

I’d be delighted to help you through your personal rumbles if what I’m sharing resonates for you. More here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo courtesy of https://unsplash.com/@renebbernal

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Seeing How Quickly Fear Can Spread, Imagine If It Was Love Instead

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By Jelelle Awen

Seeing how quickly fear can spread, Imagine if it was love instead.

Still digesting the IMMENSE (for me) response to this status update yesterday on my facebook feed….563 likes and 786 shares at this moment and climbing! 11 words that seemed to hit home for so many during this transition time. This is ‘going viral’ I believe, in a good way. I’m sharing about this as it really shows that people WANT to feel love as the answer and can see what humanity can generate as a whole when focused on something. So, yes, imagining love motivating ALL this action and response offers us a template of how New Earth can form out of the ashes of the previous forms.

I will be sharing an energy update soon in the next couple of days with my sense of what is occurring with this virus from the 3D/4D Matrix level and in terms of ongoing Ascension as I tune into it more with the Magdalenes and other guides/Metasoul aspects. The virus seems to be mostly being used as a smokescreen to cover for some pretty big and ultimately good shakeups in the 3D matrix systems. And also seeming to allow a very necessary financial reboot to occur in phases and stages. The virus itself is of the Divine (as all of them are) and serves its purpose in that way. Ultimately it feels like the sign of collapse into rebirth that so many of us have been waiting for to go to the ‘next level’.

Kalayna Solais wrote a beautiful writing this morning about her digestions too and invitation to use this ‘world pause time’ to go inward and to also offer your light to others. “My heart knows that this is all leading us to deeper connections to each other and ourselves as well as our beloved Gaia, as what is rebooting completes its reset cycle, bringing the collective into many different strands and strata of awakening.” https://www.facebook.com/kalaynasolais/posts/1340972592778041

We are feeling a personal impact of course in the sense of how our travel plans to Europe to leave at the end of April may be impacted. Yet we are also landing in trust and flow around it, riding the wave, and also trusting Divine timing around moving there. This collapse is important (the financial collapse occurring is even more important) so we are surrendered to waiting it out in whatever ways are needed and serving love in the meantime.

There is an opportunity during this time to be a beacon of light to others, to step into what you have learned and cultivated and remembered from your soul….to BECOME a way forward for those in fear and panic into love.

Much love to you all,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions for support and healing available during this time over Zoom with me for women and for men/women with Raphael Awen. More info at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Digesting Epic Changes During Disclosure: SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast #3 (Video & Audio)

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Here it is! Our third SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast. In this one, Raphael Awen flies solo to discuss and share about what he calls, ‘Digesting Disclosure’. Disclosure is all about what’s now being revealed in an epic way about our world that was previously hidden, such as shadow-based activities of governments/corporations, etc., knowledge about the existence of Star BEings and their technologies, and more.

Disclosure, however, needs to extend inside of you for it to be digested, as the things hidden in your shadow press up into your awareness and life experience asking to be felt and healed. This involves no longer suppressing, therapizing, transcending, spiritualizing over, or medicating over, our shadow playouts, but rather getting intimate with them in a whole new way – that almost no one is talking about. Raphael offers a feeling sense of what a true alternative could look and feel like. Your wounding is actually a portal to your higher timeline ascension!

You can listen and download the audio only version of this Podcast at our SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel: https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart and SoulFullHeart iTunes channel: https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/soulfullheart-experience/id1299364686

David Wilcock’s recent Disclosure update article: https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/23357-declas-incoming/

Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman’s ‘Digesting Disclosure’ Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvKErXMSXqou0Z5TnuYT8s9T

Find out more about SoulFullHeart Sessions and Free Intro’s here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Here’s more about upcoming events including the Dec 14/2019 virtual group transmission: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

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Digesting Disclosure: Love, Shadow, & Disclosure

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In this episode of Digesting Disclosure, Raphael and Gabriel talk about the deeper shadow that lurks in the disclosure world and how we are meant to feel how our reactions to it reflect our own relationship to exploring the Shadow within ourselves. If Love is the source of All then how does that reconcile with all the evil practices that are waiting to be exposed on a greater scale?

This is meant to get to a wider context of deeper feeling and exploration for each of us individually and as a collective. An upcoming meditation in our next episode will help to begin this connection within to help bridge to this suppressed and hidden part of each of us. With Love by our side, we can offer something new into the space in our rage and/or despair.

Here is a past guided mediation to meet your shadow self previously created by Jelelle Awen. https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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