Feeling What You REALLY Want And Need During These Turbulent Times

by Raphael Awen

When the rumble of the collective fear of death goes viral through the collective by the aid of a media-hyped and created event, we do well to feel each and every part of us that resonates with that rumble.

Trying instead to stay ‘high-vibe and positive’ invariably proves to be an exercise in denial and lying to oneself and others if we are not willing to be honest about the parts of us that actually are freaked out if they in fact are. You can’t stay high-vibe if you aren’t there already, and you can’t get to high-vibe if you’ve denied yourself a way to feel the parts of you who are low-vibe at the moment.

You were given a range of vibes for a divine creator reason and as a divine creator. That reason becomes very obscured and flattened when you are only permitting one polarity to live in you. What good is a piano with only the high notes?

What this Coronavirus actually is in terms of any real threat and in what scale is something that will only be known in hindsight. What is real is the fear that you feel that is kicked up by the story that is being spread far and wide. Our collective is so long overdue for a collective bowel movement and this one may well be one big dump, one that relieves so much. We’ve all had a hand in creating this need.

Because we are all one in a higher level of reality, we also do well to feel what this collective shift in consciousness is opportuning us to feel personally.

When I feel parts of myself, I feel aspects of me that want the future to be safe and bright and exciting and alive. I feel the parts of me that want purpose and engagement, as well as creature comforts. All of these goodies are threatened by the looming Coronavirus story – asking me to pare down my desires and settle for the story of the goal of survival. I feel the parts of me that aren’t yet assured of a bright and exciting future and wonder if we shouldn’t just settle for an outlook of mitigating disaster rather than full-on thrival.
Now grounded in what’s real in the inside, I get to actually process and create movement inside of myself from fear to love. I couldn’t actually get to the love were it not for the fear as my starting place.

And I also can’t get to the love I’m needing when I’m spending all my time staying up on the agenda of the Dark Illuminati/Cabal/Black Hats versus the Alliance/Q-anon picture of things as a way to distract myself from what’s really going on inside of me to me.

And when I don’t actually get to the love I’m needing and wanting, my vibe is invariably lower, I’m broadcasting that vibe as a reality generator to those around me before I utter a word or take an action. In other words, your and my greatest service to others begins and ends with the greatest service to self. ‘Selfishness’ isn’t a bad word at all in 5D.

Whoever gave us the ‘service to self’ versus ‘service to other’ dichotomy was still living in the reality that there is actually any separation between self and other. This is the old picture of separation of spirit and matter, the separation of good and evil, the battle for supremacy that is being found more and more to be the root of all conflict inside and outside. There isn’t actually a ‘whoever’ to blame here; we gave that picture to ourselves as a way to live our way to and through a movement of our reality.

We are this big, and our lessons are this epic! We get to do this and we get to do it as a collective and as individuals at the same time.

Allow what you really want, feel, and need, without denial, to guide you through these waters.

I’d be delighted to help you through your personal rumbles if what I’m sharing resonates for you. More here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo courtesy of https://unsplash.com/@renebbernal

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Seeing How Quickly Fear Can Spread, Imagine If It Was Love Instead

By Jelelle Awen

Seeing how quickly fear can spread, Imagine if it was love instead.

Still digesting the IMMENSE (for me) response to this status update yesterday on my facebook feed….563 likes and 786 shares at this moment and climbing! 11 words that seemed to hit home for so many during this transition time. This is ‘going viral’ I believe, in a good way. I’m sharing about this as it really shows that people WANT to feel love as the answer and can see what humanity can generate as a whole when focused on something. So, yes, imagining love motivating ALL this action and response offers us a template of how New Earth can form out of the ashes of the previous forms.

I will be sharing an energy update soon in the next couple of days with my sense of what is occurring with this virus from the 3D/4D Matrix level and in terms of ongoing Ascension as I tune into it more with the Magdalenes and other guides/Metasoul aspects. The virus seems to be mostly being used as a smokescreen to cover for some pretty big and ultimately good shakeups in the 3D matrix systems. And also seeming to allow a very necessary financial reboot to occur in phases and stages. The virus itself is of the Divine (as all of them are) and serves its purpose in that way. Ultimately it feels like the sign of collapse into rebirth that so many of us have been waiting for to go to the ‘next level’.

Kalayna Solais wrote a beautiful writing this morning about her digestions too and invitation to use this ‘world pause time’ to go inward and to also offer your light to others. “My heart knows that this is all leading us to deeper connections to each other and ourselves as well as our beloved Gaia, as what is rebooting completes its reset cycle, bringing the collective into many different strands and strata of awakening.” https://www.facebook.com/kalaynasolais/posts/1340972592778041

We are feeling a personal impact of course in the sense of how our travel plans to Europe to leave at the end of April may be impacted. Yet we are also landing in trust and flow around it, riding the wave, and also trusting Divine timing around moving there. This collapse is important (the financial collapse occurring is even more important) so we are surrendered to waiting it out in whatever ways are needed and serving love in the meantime.

There is an opportunity during this time to be a beacon of light to others, to step into what you have learned and cultivated and remembered from your soul….to BECOME a way forward for those in fear and panic into love.

Much love to you all,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions for support and healing available during this time over Zoom with me for women and for men/women with Raphael Awen. More info at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Digesting Epic Changes During Disclosure: SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast #3 (Video & Audio)

Here it is! Our third SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast. In this one, Raphael Awen flies solo to discuss and share about what he calls, ‘Digesting Disclosure’. Disclosure is all about what’s now being revealed in an epic way about our world that was previously hidden, such as shadow-based activities of governments/corporations, etc., knowledge about the existence of Star BEings and their technologies, and more.

Disclosure, however, needs to extend inside of you for it to be digested, as the things hidden in your shadow press up into your awareness and life experience asking to be felt and healed. This involves no longer suppressing, therapizing, transcending, spiritualizing over, or medicating over, our shadow playouts, but rather getting intimate with them in a whole new way – that almost no one is talking about. Raphael offers a feeling sense of what a true alternative could look and feel like. Your wounding is actually a portal to your higher timeline ascension!

You can listen and download the audio only version of this Podcast at our SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel: https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart and SoulFullHeart iTunes channel: https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/soulfullheart-experience/id1299364686

David Wilcock’s recent Disclosure update article: https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/23357-declas-incoming/

Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman’s ‘Digesting Disclosure’ Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvKErXMSXqou0Z5TnuYT8s9T

Find out more about SoulFullHeart Sessions and Free Intro’s here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Here’s more about upcoming events including the Dec 14/2019 virtual group transmission: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

And here’s our Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart to mingle your energy, love and money with ours on a monthly basis.

 

Digesting Disclosure: Love, Shadow, & Disclosure

In this episode of Digesting Disclosure, Raphael and Gabriel talk about the deeper shadow that lurks in the disclosure world and how we are meant to feel how our reactions to it reflect our own relationship to exploring the Shadow within ourselves. If Love is the source of All then how does that reconcile with all the evil practices that are waiting to be exposed on a greater scale?

This is meant to get to a wider context of deeper feeling and exploration for each of us individually and as a collective. An upcoming meditation in our next episode will help to begin this connection within to help bridge to this suppressed and hidden part of each of us. With Love by our side, we can offer something new into the space in our rage and/or despair.

Here is a past guided mediation to meet your shadow self previously created by Jelelle Awen. https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

For more information on SoulFullHeart Bridging Sessions visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Crop Circle Update: The Wheels Of “Time” Never Need To Stop

By Jelelle Awen
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Crop circle UPdate/Channeling: The latest crop circle of the 2019 activation season is here! This one was reported yesterday, June 11th near Owslebury, Hampshire, UK. There is wonderful drone overhead footage of here, a wonderful way to receive the strongest activation/message/codes from it:
This season, even more than previous ones, I am feeling the energy of communication in these ‘symbols’. They feel fluid, as if they are excerpts from a conversation that is already in mid-flow. Feeling into this ‘excerpt’ of dialogue between us and our Star Mu (Lemurian/Inner Earth) families in alliance with some humans, this is what I receive….and do feel into it for yourself too!
“It seems to you, always, as if the wheels of time are moving against you. That you are getting older. That you are aging. That you are ‘wasting’ your time in so many ways. So much suffering is created for you in this belief in time and in aging and in death. It has so much become your belief system that you actually manifest the reality of it in so many ways!
Our feeling experience is very different. We live in the moment beyond any counting of ‘time’. We live in ongoing existence. We live in Infinity. We do not experience aging as happening TO US yet rather we are in negotiation with the aging process and we CHOOSE how and in what ways we will mature, when we will pass from our bodies, how long we will live.
The belief of a ‘life span’ is one of THE most limiting ones that you current phase of humanity has adopted. While it could perhaps be empowering to live so briefly and create a constant ‘seize the moment’ feeling sense in you….instead so many of you live in deadness, flatness, and very unhappy. You then draw illness (another very limiting belief system) to manifest the ‘end’ of your life rather than move into your Infinite BEingness.
This symbol that we offer in your crops today is a reminder of the Infinite nature of reality. It is a reminder of YOU infinite nature. It represents the turning rotation of moments that never end; the momentum of existence that you can experience in EVERY moment that you want.

 

You have the choice to become like a wheel that never loses its flow and movement. You have the choice to live and experience reality BEYOND time. We remind you of this today and we are honored to do so.

This circle offers an energy of Infinity Codes….take them into your BEing, take them into your cells, take them in your DNA and remember your Infinite Nature.”

Love to you and with us!
Star Mu Family Alliance with Jelelle Awen
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Photos and video by Nick Bull

 

Energy Update: Gaia/Schumann Spike Pattern On The 17th Continues

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: Continuing the pattern of Gaia/Schumann resonance spikes around the 17th of the month, we’ve been experiencing that today April 17th (at least in this hemisphere) with spikes up to 84 HZ for eight hours and counting…..

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This is the third month in a row that we’ve had significant surges in Gaia’s base frequency around this date from the norm of 7.83 HZ. Last month, it went up to 150 HZ at one point! The one on February 17th lasted 24 hours and went up to 67 HZ.

Some have connected this Gaia activity around the 17th with the Q-anon consciousness (17th letter of the alphabet) and the disclosure process that is going on in 3D/lower 4D of some very dark realities and timelines. It definitely feels possible as this political matrix is very ripe for ongoingly moving out of secrecy, distortion, and manipulation…and into more love, compassion, acceptance, forgiveness. Increasing vibrational frequencies support the revealing of all that is in shadow that needs healing and love.

You probably felt this frequency increase in your physical body today such as in a tiredness and sleepiness you can’t quite explain. And also increased intuition/clarity even with some brain fogginess. I didn’t notice it for a little while as I got such a deep transmission of very grounding tree codes yesterday. Being in Gaia yesterday feels like it really helped ride this wave and calibrate to the NEW vibe of Gaia. It feels like the trees transmit this new signal as the magnetic poles continue to shift and change too in response to it. Trees feel like they help anchor the new grids.

Whatever ways you can ground with Gaia is helpful to calibrate to the new baseline here….plus raising your frequency through ongoing trauma processing from this life and other lifetimes to keep unanchoring from those stuck fear frequency places rooted in 3D woundings.

Be curious how long this one lasts!

Here is a guided meditation to activate your ascension chakras, which includes the Gaia root system one, very helpful during this Gaia spikes: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw

You can read all of my previous and ongoing energy updates here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to connect to the parts of you that most need your love and attention! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

ALL Energies Want To Return To Love Again

By Jelelle Awen

ALL energies, ALL BEings, want to return back to love again ultimately. When responded to with love and not fear; with compassion, not judgement; with curiosity, not knowing; with forgiveness; not condemnation…..ANY energy can transmute to love again as that is what it actually IS.

This message came through the other day when I was writing about how to respond to energies around and inside of you that feel dark/negative/’evil’, etc. There was quite an outpouring on FB and on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel and when I shared it on Higher Self YouTube Channel. The response was overwhelmingly one of gratitude for the new and compassionate perspective. Many souls were grateful for the reminder that ALL BEings are love in their essence, no matter how they present themselves, and just want/need love in order to return to that original state of Divine essence. I think it was a ‘breath of fresh air’ in contrast to what can be a strongly confrontative energy about ‘exposing’ these dark energies.

This is the writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/responding-to-negative-evi…/
This is the audio blog of it recorded in my voice:

I feel touched at the response and I also feel grateful for Divine Mother (esp. Mother Mary) for energizing these forgiving and compassionate tones to me, over and over again, for the parts of me that felt unforgivable, sinful, dark, evil, etc. to take in and receive and transmute into love again. As I received this from Her, it served as an activation of MY soul’s capacity to feel these ambassador of love frequencies to myself and then offer them to others too. I feel we ALL have this capacity to be an ambassador of love. It is a critical aspect of activation of our sacred human DNA as we move into embodiment of 5D frequencies inside of our bodies.

AND, it will be needed as much information continues to roll out from the lower 4D disclosure realities that have been playing out, unconscious to so many people anchored to 3D. Many souls could become polarized in hate, in fear, and in disgust/outrage over what is revealed.

Our capacity as ambassadors of love to provide the bigger picture of dualistic experiment that ALL of it has been and to compassionately understand the playouts……the ability to accept genuine remorse from those souls who need to offer it…..the lived in feeling sense that ALL of it has been chosen by each sovereign being on the soul level while feeling compassion for the suffering experienced by many…..these will be such important energies to provide others, starting from the embodiment of them from within.

There are those souls that feel a call to expose all of the lower 4D goings on…the Cabal, the Draco, the shadow that has been necessary. HOW they/you do that is so important. The energy with which they/you offer it….is it with fear or is it with love? Is it polarized (good vs. evil) or is it in recognition that we ALL come from Divine Source? Are there unintegrated shadow parts of they/you that still need love and attention?

Being aware of the energy behind the information that is offered becomes so important going forward. That which opens your heart (even if it is difficult to digest) is in the frequencies of Divine alignment. That which creates and brings up MORE fear and leads you to feel ‘against’ other energies (from others or inside yourself) is still coming from undigested fear and more polarized consciousness.

Much love to you as we navigate these shifting, dynamic times together!

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to connect to the parts of you that most need your love and attention! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group sessions (virtual and in person), events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

3D Matrix & A.I. Dissolving W/4D Shiftings

By Jelelle Awen

Movements and activities going on BIG time in the lower 4D timelines in this Now and the last couple of days. When I check in, I see light ships moving out of Gaia’s orbit in an exodus kind of energy…..these feel like the fear polarized star BEings (usually Reptilian) commonly called the Archons/Draco, etc. Those that are not ready to reform and to move into collaboration with humans are leaving. Those that want to lead an ascension into 5D for their species have relocated in the physical to a new planet. Many of these awakened ones are also serving a function as galactic ambassadors to the transition for us (as YOUR Metasoul Reptilian aspect may be doing, esp. if you are leading ascension here).

Also, their A.I. mind control system has been dissolved….this means they are all now given the ‘choice’ of what they want to do or not. The A.I dissolving also impacts us on Gaia….depending on how ‘plugged in’ your consciousness still was to the 3D matrix/conditioning/mainstream thinking. If you are reading this, probably not much at all any more. You can check in during meditation to see how ‘plugged’ in you still are and if your reptilian brainstem has dissolved or not. I’ll offer a guided meditation for doing this soon too.

For those that still were, the A.I. dissolving allows them a fresh breeze of ‘free thinking’. Radical, rebellious and curious questions may start coming to them seemingly out of ‘nowhere’. You may start to get asked lots of questions from loved ones who have previously not been interested in awakening. This is where stepping into your purpose as a wayshower becomes more clearer and activated. It is not (just) about identifying as a ‘healer’ and making your livelihood for it. It is opening your heart to those who are newly getting it and serving love for their transition.

All this activity in the lower 4D seems to be in preparation for more disclosure to the ‘mainstream’ collective very soon. I’ve been offered by my star family that it won’t be so much an immediate disclosure of their existence (as so many souls aren’t ready for that), yet rather drips and drabs of information that become more difficult for the linear/rational selves to deny. Some SOULar observatories have been temporarily shut down while all this is going on….although light emmissions, SOULar winds, and geomagnetics from the sun continue on, with another wave coming on the 17th….plus the Equinox next week already opening fissures/cracks to let more plasma light through.

This is a momentous time! Connecting to your multidimensional self and Metasoul aspects (including your Reptilian to see/feel which side of the fence they are on and helping them choose love) is very important right now. Your body may be feeling like it is in two worlds at once with dizziness, chakra rumbles (esp. in the third/solar plexus), sleepiness, inability to focus on details/life in this timeline….3D anything is just being more and more difficult to respond to. Contact with star family is acclerating, esp. through dream states, and they appear often as animals, angels, loved ones, etc. It can be very helpful to feel their energy of support and love for you….a reunion as you remember your galactic self!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Jelelle Awen
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Storms Moving Through

By Jelelle Awen

So much stormy activity in this NOW….a stronger geomagnetic storm with SOULar winds beyond 555 km/sec (normal is around 200 km/sec) is moving through today and tomorrow……sparking Auroras, and bringing in energy from what spaceweather.com is now calling a ‘canyon-shaped hole’ in the sun’s atmosphere. And storms in the form of hurricanes….. in different bodies of water in different parts of the world…all pressing in on land and life at the same time. The most intense being Florence and her movement toward the East Coast.

Disclosure storm gathering too as over 51,000 sealed indictments wait to be issued with arrests and trials to follow. You can read more about the building intensity of this necessary collapsing of a very fear based 3D reality in David Wilcock’s latest update here: https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/22005-stunning-new-briefings-spy-satellites-down-deep-state-arrests-finally-imminent/

Inner storms are gathering too. Inner fires are lighting UP from the receiving of eclipse and Lion’s Gate and 9/9 energies. Inner soul suns are pulsing. It seems there is no real bypassing of the inner storms (personally OR collectively) that can come up in response to these outer ones. Parts of you can delay and suppress and numb and divert (the Inner Protector esp.) Parts of you can TRY to use the usual spiritual methods or practices to avoid for a bit longer that which just needs your heart and your attention.

How long can you ignore the crying child within? How long can you transcend with bliss the soul struggles and patterns that vibrate with unfelt trauma and karma? For awhile. Yet, eventually, that which needs to be felt catches UP and shows itself in your life as loops of pain and suffering, unhappiness, toxic and push-pull patterns in relationships, sense of lack and poverty, feelings of despair and lostness. The ‘highest’ invites up the ‘lowest’ as there becomes more soul self to hold loving space for the going in.

This is the fierce side of Divine Mama love. This is the spiritual process. This is awakening. This is Ascension. All this churning on the outside reflecting what has been suppressed on the inside and in our collective consciousness. This is the BLISS MESS storm that we are being invited to move through and out and eventually….BEyond.

To enter and go into our inner storms with trust in our hearts that going through WILL lead to MORE love of self and with others….and more experience of the highest timeline life that is ALREADY ours that we get to claim a bit more with every clearing.

Here is a recent energy update I wrote about this VERY geomagnetically active month of September: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/09/08/energy-update-geomagnetically-very-active-month-of-september-begins-w-soular-wind-streams-auroras/

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging sessions over a navigation of inner and outer storms. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Photo by Josep Castells on Unsplash

Activations From Crop Circles Increasing As Eclipse Approaches

By Jelelle Awen

The last three days of crop circle communications from our Star Family/BEings have been AMAZING! The message of a Divine Feminine portal opening opportUNITY seems clear as we head into the lunar eclipse on Friday and Lion’s Gate on 8/8.

Galactic consciousness and Star DNA activation is happening on ALL levels…..yet especially in the physical body. The body is super sensitive right now, with an inclination toward colds, flus, that aren’t really about bacteria as much as detoxing and clearing to make ROOM for more light in every living cell. Now is a time for eating very lightly if possible….raw fruit and vegetables, and superfoods as I talked about in this article: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/ten-superfoods-for-ascensi…/

This portal is inviting us to realize and actualize, again on ALL levels, our Divine selves in our human form. To live our highest timeline realities in EVERY day and in EVERY moment. Your cells are getting ready for this. Your emotional body is getting ready for this. Your mind is getting ready for this. Your DNA is getting ready for this. Every part of you is getting ready for this. And resistance that still exists is being flushed UP with these love/light energies to receive love.

I’ll be sharing more in the days leading up to the eclipse about the connection to Sirius and to the Lyrans as well, plus what I am experiencing as activation of the ‘Ancient Egyptian’ timeline for massive karmic healing….you may be feeling that one bleeding through already!

What do you see/feel with these recent crop circles?

MUCH love to you as we navigate this MEGA opportunity for upgrading ~

 

Jelelle Awen
We offer 1:1 bridging sessions to connect to your readiness and resistances parts of you may have to the next steps/highest timeline. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Join Raphael and I for a live stream Q & A and guided meditation on the eclipse day, July 27th, at 12:00 pm CDT on my Jelelle Awen facebook page and our SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel!