Moving With The Inner Fire/Glow Cultivated Through Lion’s Gate

by Kasha Rokshana

This Lion’s Gate birth canal has been real… it’s been a ride of moving through fogginess and opening up again to clarity on the other side of that. It’s been a time of feeling set aglow and even on fire… the burning away of what was false but also the lighting UP of the renewed heart and healing soul. The fire needed in order to set healthy boundaries with passion and compassion too. The fire needed in order to make changes from the inside out that have been baking and shaking things up from within in response to our outer worlds too.

When I took this selfie, I had just been feeling my own timeline transition, inside and out. Saying ‘goodbye’ to a beloved geography and letting in where I’m physically going (finally) after months of delay. The sobriety and the excitement are both real, in their full range of inner experiences. There’s uncertainty but there’s desire. There’s a new glow and flow yet too, there is always powerful process to be with.

I can feel how everyone on this planet has had their ‘pot stirred’ by the energies coming in… how at times there are few words to really describe this experience but it’s all very real and visceral too. Sometimes the emotional waves move through and it’s hard to trace or track it (parts of me have tried) but we can all trust that they’re leading us somewhere good. We’re in mourning and shock too collectively and individually as more truths get unearthed and in that experience we are feeling all sorts of reactions and responses. There’s also new waves of bliss that we can access in support of feeling through these reactions, which are necessary to give air to.

I feel the ‘Lion Pride’ we all share and are part of as sacred humans, agreeing to these experiences we’re walking out together in unity at times and in ‘separation’ too when necessary. We’re all here for reasons we can’t always track or understand, but at the end of the day, as long as we are cultivating the flowers of love, even and especially in the dark hours and phases, we are doing just fine… ❤

Much love!
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Shifting From ‘Fighting’ For Your Desires/Needs Into Advocating With Self-Love

by Kalayna Solais

You’re hard-wired to seek out a life that has more ease to it, more deep fulfillment. You’re conditioned, however, to ‘fight’ for it outside of you, to ‘make’ it happen, instead of feeling and healing the fight within you, respond to life on the outside as needed, and to allow this desired life to reveal itself to you from the inside out.

Amazing things happen as the ‘warriors’ that 3D and Lower 4D consciousness have co-created within you start to heal. You start to see and experience a life with less turmoil and tension. And, you recognize that when you do feel these things in your field, you have all the power you need to choose appropriate boundaries and other shifts in your circumstances or relationships that are led by self-love.

The ‘warriors’ inside of you are the parts of you that have HAD to push away at the toxicity they were born into, in one way or another. They’ve HAD to be in their own sacred processes of awakening to the rumbles of the collective, to the systems in place that yes, need to and are collapsing, even without parts of you holding the blowtorch (though I get that in some cases, boy do they want to!). Healing the warrior energy inside of you is not about moving into passivity or transcending any difficulties you witness or experience until they go away on their own.

Actually, it’s quite an active process of feeling the inner battlegrounds and going THERE. Going into your Metasoul to feel the personal connection you hold to ‘race wars’ within other lifetimes, let alone this one. Going inward to feel what the people in power represent, how your own soul has participated willingly in the creation of the collapsing ‘Cabal’. Your sacred soul journey is playing out now and always and within is the place where you have any real jurisdiction to ‘do your part’ to change the world at large.

Any actions you need to take on the outside of you, then spring naturally from these places and parts within you that are healing. You’ll naturally feel the need for more space from others who don’t resonate with the inner work you’ve undertaken. You won’t necessarily find even a ‘battle’ in that advocation, even if there are moments of needing to push back against an energy to set a much-needed boundary. This experience is temporary though and you’ll find it comes from a new place within you and with new energy too, that isn’t looking for a battle but responding instead to dissonant energies and moving them out of your heart space and personal space with LOVE.

This process is a sacred re-wiring of your life from the inside-out. It holds the fulfillment you’re ultimately seeking and wanting and deeply desiring. It unlocks the door to you, your parts, your ever-deepening soul journey and shifts you into the space of being a Love Ambassador, a unique energy that this world, and your inner world, need now more than ever before.

Gabriel, Raphael, and I offer FREE 30-45min consultation calls if you’re interested in the SoulFullHeart Experience healing process and what I’m offering here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

MUCH love! ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Navigating Relationships Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen on Sunday, January 26th & Receive Recording

By Jelelle Awen

Relationships are a crucial growth ground in your awakening as you explore into-me-I-see through sacred & healthy intimacy with others. They can also offer the most challenging and painful experiences as you shift and change from the inside out and your relationships are impacted by that.

Intimacy with others is possible as we experience intimacy from within, from one part of us to another. We can then see and feel how so much of what we experience with others is a mirror of inner dynamics going on!

This is a very passionate and important topic to me and I love teaching about it and opening up inner spaces for women to explore it with depth, realness, and emotional digestion, plus growing soul clarities for what they most want and deserve in relationships too! It is probably the most pressing area of life for which women seek support and help with navigating it as there can be much to feel and see on the this-life and other lifetime levels!

Join me for my monthly women’s group call this Sunday, January 26th at 10:00am PDT (or receive the recording) as we dive into the terrain of navigating relationships during awakening into your sacred femininity. I’ll share my personal experiences of 12+ years in sacred union relationship and experience of deep resonant friendship in soul family bonds, plus the challenges I went through in previous relationships! I’ll also talk about how/why/when to set boundaries or let go & why it can be challenging, harm/abuse patterns & how they also exist inside, narcissist/empath relationships, birth family boundaries, and more!

I will also guide you in a meditative space with Magdalene and Mother Mary in which you will connect to the current relationships in your life and how parts of you feel about them, especially your Inner Protector and Inner Teenager. You will also tune into what your deepest heart desires are to experience in relationships.

More info here! https://www.facebook.com/events/1064404573895702/

This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/5-sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-call-jelelle-awen

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the January 26 women’s group and check that your email is current.

We recommend watching and engaging in this video with teachings and a guided meditation with Jelelle about 3D/4D/5D relationships: https://youtu.be/Xm_oHafTnq8

Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions. This is a series that is offered once a month with Jelelle, although you do not need to attend all of them to receive benefits from them.

You can purchase the recording of the other women’s groups here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-calls-jelelle-awen

More info here about future women’s group calls with Jelelle: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/womengroupcalls

Jelelle is also available for powerful, personalized 1:1 sessions with her for women for 90 minutes over Zoom. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

“Deepest gratitude for the gifts shared in our Women’s Call today! This call is now part of a growing experience of togetherness and sisterhood – TO BE TAKEN IN MANY TIMES, ANYTIME. If you did not have a chance to participate, I would strongly recommend that you take in the recording – As all that we experience, the energy of this one is alive! Incredibly rich to all my parts! Much gratitude for the beautiful shift that it allowed for me today! Namaste!” Isabela Gasparini, group participant

“I feel so much gratitude and Love. These calls are so healing and revealing so much as is this whole process. So glad I am here. I wanted to express deep appreciation for the shares too”. Deva, Group participant

“Such a wonderful call and I feel so grateful to have finally been able to attend one of these women’s calls! The meditation and teaching was so moving and epic, each face of mother feeling so important for each aspect of me and my life. The sharings were beautiful and vulnerable as well, so real in what was true for each person’s process. Can’t wait for the next one!” Raianna Shai, Group participant

Energy Update: 2019 Death/Rebirth Passage Opens Up To A 2020 New Dawn

By Jelelle Awen

Death and rebirth. Letting go in order to let in. Releasing the old to experience and become the NEW. These were the energies that we had been baking in since the 11:11 portal as the seven year cycle of initial awakening for many souls starting in 2012 completed….along with the ten-year decade-long cycle as well. The ‘end of an era’ passage of 2019 invited us to feel what needed to complete in our lives too, especially in personal relationships.

There was a sense of ‘ash in the air’, separations, declarations, break ups and breakdowns, peaking conflicts, difficult situations, etc. as 2019 came to a close. This was heightened by being in social settings that you aren’t your normal ones, in addition to the collective 3D ‘pressures’ of obligation, duty and conforming to others’ expectations of you rather than following your own heart.

The old grounds, previous agreements, and ‘grandfather clauses’ in relationships have been dissolving and finishing…having served their purpose for what was previously needed for all the souls involved. The ‘running out of ground’ sense of what was originally signed up for is heightened so that you can advocate, set boundaries, make choices, say ‘no’ if necessary. Patterns of behaviors and especially ANY settling/shrinking with others is being revealed, sometimes painfully, yet also necessarily.

Three days into 2020 already and it does feel like we are on moving to the ‘other side’ of this intense pressurization and death/rebirth passage. The other side is not completely free of angst, hurt, growth, and feeling necessary darkness/shadow. Yet, there is a sense of this ‘New Dawn of A New Decade’ energy holding the bigger space for it.

There is more connection possible to YOUR bigger picture soul purpose for being here at this time. There is more connection to your Higher Self clarities and visions. Receiving messages is deepening through dreams and meditative states. This more and more becomes the FUEL for your life and gives every moment more sense of purpose and meaning.

A New Dawn offers infinite possibilities of experiencing love within yourself to all parts of you….and with others in relationship as well. A New Dawn offers a beacon of hope to the parts of you who need some light in their skies. It is the ‘other side’ of the difficulty where you discover the WHY of what you’ve been advocating for…the experience of more love and yourself AS love.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for our monthly group transmission call to bring in the 1:11 codes and set INtentions for 2020 on Saturday, January 11th at 10:00am PDT. Should be a powerful day to connect in an elevated group consciousness! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/777180949450667/

1:1 sessions available for me with women to go ‘next level’ in a gentle yet powerful way using the SoulFullHeart way of life and healing process! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

3D/4D/5D Relationships Guided Meditation – DAY 14: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/JELELLE AWEN (VIDEO)

 

DAY FOURTEEN: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – 3D/4D/5D Birth Family/Friends/Romantic Relationships Guided Meditation

This is day fourteen of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. Today, I talk about relationships of all kinds and how they ultimately offer a mirror of the inner relationships between one part of us to another. Relationships are the most challenging ground to navigate during awakening and the one offering the most gifts too. I talk today about what relationships look and feel like that are based more in 3D consciousness frequencies, 4D bliss mess ones, and 5D unity consciousness ones.

In the meditation today, Yeshua and Magdalene join us to explore your relationships that are based in an agreement to experience 3D frequencies together. I invite you to feel the heart cord binds that may be going on in those relationships as well. You then invite in the souls who are exploring 4D consciousness frequencies together with more soul resonance and karmic lessons, along with fewer heart cord binds and more heart chord resonance. You then raise your frequency to explore 5D relationships that may currently be in your life as potential capacity to experience or are coming in a future timeline.

This exploration should help you identify and feel which consciousness frequency your relationships are based in and which you would like them to be and what boundary setting/letting go/completing may need to occur in a self loving way.

Here is more about 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness states: https://youtu.be/3Ai-3RbeO5E

Thank you for joining me on this fourteenth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Lemurian, and other precious parts/aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Challenges Of Moving Into A Higher Timeline

By Jelelle Awen

It is NOT easy to move into a higher timeline. To extract from 3D life, from so much conditioning and expectation, from well worn habits and patterns and reactions……It is NOT easy and, at times, it can be very painful and even feel hugely challenging.

Moving into your higher timeline is saying more ‘No’s’ to what isn’t your higher timeline than it is saying, ‘Yes.’ It can feel like all you are saying is, ‘No’ as you help parts of you separate from what is no longer what you want as you embody your higher self into your body.

It can be saying, ‘No’ to relationships that were once beloved yet are no longer supporting your highest expression and intimacy desires. It can be saying, ‘No’ to previously beloved habits that you now realize are self harming or destructive. This ‘no’ saying is held with increasing trust that it will open up more ‘yes’ and more possibilities of love as you are willing to claim and advocate for what you really want and most serves the love that you ARE.

It can be so challenging not to fall into victim, finger pointing toward others………and yet to feel the harm that has occurred for parts of you AS you hold that you chose it all as a soul. This is where parts work process can be so helpful as you identify the parts of you (such as your Inner Child) that feel victimized and WHY they do and help them move into more mature adulthood. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You set higher standards for yourself, with your parts, and raise your maturity level through this process. THIS moves you into your higher timeline taking your emotional body along with you. Without this self propulsion, it is easier to stagnant, ceiling out, remain flat and attached to 3D life and relationships.

Yes, the current love and light energy influxes are here to help us out in this very challenging ascension process. These energies are here to provide a sense of ease and grace infusion in the moments that we most need it. But, the degree that we can actually let them in is up to each of us and the self negotiation with the parts of us that block, stall, and are anchored in fear.

Letting IN these love and light high frequencies is where your self sovereignty and choice comes in, either deflecting or receiving….either changing or resisting. The universe lets you choose and THIS is what makes the process both very magical and also seemingly very challenging at times.

Jelelle Awen
Experience the empowering and magical connections that can happen between you and parts of you during 1:1 bridging sessions with me (for women) and with Raphael Awen or Gabriel Heartman (for women and men.) More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Photo by Ian Froome on Unsplash

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Relationship Shiftings/Openings/Completions Q&A W/Raphael and Jelelle Awen (Video)

This is a livestream on June 26th with SoulFullHeart Teachers, Ascension Guides, and sacred union mates with Raphael and Jelelle Awen talking about relationship shiftings, coming togethers, and completions of all kinds during awakening/ascension. They answered questions and responded to comments about sacred union, transactilibity and resonance in relationships of all kinds, parent-child transition into adulthood, soul family, and more.

You are welcome to ask a question or leave a comment on the recording of the broadcast and they will respond to it! They were also streaming onto Facebook so if you want to see the comments they were responding to, please go to: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

For information about a bridging session with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and ongoing individual and group sessions, visit
http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women over 35 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Saying “Yes” To Love

By Jelelle Awen

 

Whatever you are saying, “yes” to in your life….you are saying “no” to something else. What is getting your yes? What is getting your no?

When you (and parts of you) are saying “yes” to less and lack and struggle and settling….this is what you will continue to draw and be drawn to. When you are saying “yes” to suffering, the patterns of suffering over suffering continue.

How conscious are you of what you are saying, “yes” to? How aware are you of what you have allowed to BE in your life? Sometimes parts of you are in a push-pull around this too….part of you saying, “yes” while another part is saying, “no”. This, too, continues to bring this push-pull dynamic over and over as a mirror. Until you are more unified from within, until you are conscious of parts of you, their divergent and polarized feelings, and begin to bring more unity within, then you can see a NEW reflection.

A consistent, boundary setting “no” to what ISN’T you, to what is based in fear, to what continues suffering becomes possible as you align with your authentic self and separate from all the differing parts inside of you. This “no” is necessary as a phase of the 3D going into 4D experiment as you differentiate what is your soul expression and what is not.

A consistent ‘yes” to what supports your HIGHEST expression here, to what is based in love, to what completes and heals suffering becomes your reality as you FEEL love with the Divine coming into your BEing.

The Divine ultimately wants you to BE your highest timeline of service of love and that can mean a crucial phase of serving love to yourself and ALL parts of you (in shadow too). Saying YES to yourself and your own needs, health, above others. Your healthiest YES is revealed in this exploration. Your healthiest (and temporary) NO is uncovered in this exploration too.

You BEcome more and more YES to love in human form serving this YES to love with others too!  

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Solar Eclipse Offers Joy Again And Setting Boundaries

By Jelelle Awen

Partial solar eclipse today…visible with our third eyes mostly, felt in our hearts, registered by our souls and Higher Selves as the codes come streaming in. This eclipse offers that your SKIES can open up again….that the sun of love is meant to come in and arise again after you’ve been in shadow, in some craziness timelines, feeling parts of you in distrust and anxiety (as I’ve written about recently.)

The beaming joy of after birth; the relief of catharsis; and the exhale as tensions relax ARE needed and available in this Now. Without this experience of peace too, then parts of you are ‘suffering over your suffering’ and remaining in loops of reactivity to crisis leading to more reactivity leading to more crisis, etc. etc. Parts of you may be drawn to the comfort of the dark without balance of light and love to HOLD the next necessary exploration into shadow integration.

The eclipse also offers a showing of edges that are sometimes necessary; to see and claim boundaries that sometimes need to be set with others so that you can feel like YOU again, so that you can find inner peace again, so that you can cease the suffering loops that they produce and reflect of you to you.

You can see the overlap between your sun and their moon and feel if it still serves you and if you still want it in your galaxy or not.

Conscious choices in ALL areas of life are so important right now as so many timelines shift, collapse, and new ones, higher ones want to birth and emerge. The fear-based timelines can tug hard to keep you anchored into the old. Are you choosing from love or from habit of suffering? Are you choosing from love of yourself or from a place of self hatred and fear? Are you choosing from the newest and highest or from the known and the safe?

The planetary bodies eclipse and merge and overlap in moments such as this….and so offer us mirrors to see our own movements too. This is a time to fill up again with LOVE as the momentous journey of ascension continues on, along with the Divine align…..

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life and offers space holding sessions with women. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension. Visitsoulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Parts Process, Setting Boundaries – Day 25: 33 Days Metamorphosis W/Jelelle Awen & Raianna Shai (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

In today’s video, Day 25 of this 33 Day Metamorphosis series, I talk with my daughter Raianna, how has been engaging with the SoulFullHeart parts process for more than a year. She brings the perspective of her generation at 22 years old and how it feels to incorporate the parts perspective (and SoulFullHeart way of life) into her life.

Raianna shares about the first Protector part that she met and how she digested a process of punisher/protector-shame reaction that happened in reaction to a social setting. She talks about how hard it was to get ‘away’ from the shame reactions in order to feel why she felt that way until she could feel them as separate parts and energies and sort them through with her SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Colibri.

She also talks about how as you feel more of your own parts, you can feel more of these energies in others, especially as an empath. She shares about her experiences in boundary setting with others and her process around that.

She shares too about living in community near us, engaging in the SoulFullHeart process, and relating with me as her ‘mother’ and more and more on a soul level rather than the ‘roles’ of mother and daughter.

Thank you for joining us on this twenty fifth day of 33….as we move into Metamorphosis energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

You are invited to share comments on your experiences connected to this series and questions too on facebook, the blog athttps://soulfullheartblog.com, and on the SFH Experience Youtube channel for which I will respond and offer reflections/guidance.

Donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange in the offering of this series for free through paypal: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations or the SoulFullHeart Patreon Page: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

 

Go here to view the playlist listing all of the videos: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7Pj3hPLsv0&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvIkhNtLWKs-osheX1SoBFpI

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, Divine Feminine and Masculine, emotional body integration through parts work, quantum healing through Metasoul Aspect connection, sacred union, light body transformation, and much more!

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.