Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Pair Bonds/Twin Flames/Counterpart Reunions As A Bridge To The Beloved

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Love is IN the air leading up to Valentine’s Day! Reunions of pair bonds/counterparts are happening at increasingly accelerated rates as the previous veils are lifted and you can see/feel and CLAIM each other again. What once felt like very real and valid reasons to not be together; to be together yet not fully and completely; to not ‘find’ or draw each other in the physical; to have push/pull patterns with each other….these barriers are now being dissolved by the Divine’s all consuming desire to experience reunion again.

The separations ARE as sacred as the reunions. The separations offer a full landing in self. What is learned and accessed within during this alone time is so precious and important to the transactability of the bond on heart/body/soul/mind levels once you do come together. The deepening of the sacred union within you; the cultivation of connection between your inner masculine and inner feminine; this union within as a temporary experience of an internal ‘opposite’ provides a template for your beloved when they return to you.

If you are currently single, you can trust that the process you are undergoing to heal yourself on all levels, be with the Beloved within, and connect to the Divine AS your Beloved is the most important ground you can navigate in readiness for sacred union with your counterpart. Surrendering the timing of that reunion to the Divine allows for an experience of joy, goodness, and even bliss in that singleness rather than suffering, angst, and pain.

This is the ongoing journey of sacred union…..being invited to LET GO of fear, distrust, wounding, and separation-based relationship templates from 3D. To feel and heal the deep pain of separation within you that we ALL have……the shock that reverberates within our very DNA and at a collective level from that original separation moment from your pair bond, your ‘twin’ and counterpart. The reeling feeling of being ‘cast out’ away from your Beloved at the soul family monad level before you individuate into your Metasoul and the veil of amnesia comes down so that you can truly be an individuated consciousness.

The masculine torn away from his beloved feminine and she from him….seemingly severed in an abrupt way that was so unnatural in the moment…..shocking……and yet completely necessary to the ongoing unfolding of the Divine duality experiment. And then, always seeming to be reaching again for each other with an active ache to BE in that union again….Reeling and reaching in repeated patterns, over and over, lifetime after lifetime….until the ONE lifetime where you choose to truly be together in full conscious commitment and finally complete the cycle of reeling and reaching.

THIS lifetime is the one that many pair bonds are choosing to come back together in the physical again. The ultimate reason is always for the service of love and to/with the Divine. It is not for ego reasons at the 3D level or even for the gratification of the individuals, although it is very nourishing to both. It is during this time of Humanity’s Ascension, during this Dark Night moving into the Light of Day, during this time of Matrix collapse to finally be free again…..this is the NOW for which pair bonds are most needed to be again in union.

If you have chosen for this reunion experience as deeply connected to your service of love here and the primary WAY for which you will serve the Divine, you have probably felt the call to sacred union reunion for most of your life and felt your counterpart ‘with’ you in a deep way, even if you have not met yet in this life. You may experience this as a deep sense of missing something and that you are not quite ‘complete’ even as you may experience great fulfillment and self love/worth in being by yourself.

Please join us for a special group call event in one week on Valentine’s Day to explore these sacred union grounds, counterpart reunion, and provide a Bridge to The Beloved. Raphael/Taliesin and I will offer teachings and sharings about our recent necessary separation from each other and what we are discovering about our own counterpart bond in coming back together. Gabriel and Kasha will also share from their newly reunited union, which Gabriel shares about today on his FB feed.During the call, we will provide a sacred union transmission to you with support from Yeshua and Mary Magdalene’s Divine union template.

We will guide you in a meditation to bridge to the Beloved (in whatever ways you are currently meant to experience that whether to support the inner sacred union, the reunion with your counterpart, or deepening with the Divine AS Beloved). There will then be space for personal sharings for whomever would like to.The two hour group call is by whatever donation you feel to give (average is $15 CAD) via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link. The call is at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. If you can’t attend live, you will also receive the recording. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/1061373757681405/ and https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Love from Avalon…..where the Divine Masculine Michael and Divine Feminine Mary ley lines entwine in ever abundant union,
Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

Bridge To The Beloved: Sacred Union Transmission Group Call On Valentine’s Day February 14th | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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The Beloved is the energy of the Divine in a specific frequency as lover and mate that brings you into personal states of gratitude, rapture, and forgiveness as you receive this grace. The Beloved activates your longing for reunion with your counterpart soulmate, which also happens within you between your inner masculine and feminine if you are currently single. And it is all yours freely by birthright, something you never actually lost, only reawaken to as your soul is ready!

Raphael and I are excited to share from the overflow of a deeper embodiment experience of the Beloved within, with each other and with the Divine during this group call over Zoom on Valentine’s Day Sunday, February 14th at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone….9:00am PST/10:00am MST/11:00am CST/12:00pm EST)!

During the call, we will share about our recent personal experience of death and rebirth within our long-term union that brought us to a place of renewed awareness of the Beloved as the third energy in a coupleship into which we can lean, from which we can draw all the support we need, and unto which the relationship is in service to. We will share about healing the False God projections that block experience of the Divine in this very personal and embodied Beloved frequency, along with feeling and healing the trauma from this life and karma from other lifetimes related to your capacity to let in and embody this frequency.

During this call, we will co-lead a meditation with Yeshua and Mary Magdalene/Magda to bridge to and energize the Beloved through devotional frequencies that come from the heart and soul of our renewed bond and twin pair soul connection (we’ll share more about that too.) and our soul family.Whether you are connecting primarily to your inner sacred union, have a partnership or ache for one, and/or just want to deepen your experience of the Divine AS your beloved, this transmission offers a needed bridge in the moment to support that exploration and invites you into visceral experience of the Beloved!
More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/1061373757681405 or https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

This group is open to the public and to all women and men over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. The average amount is $15 CAD. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the February 14th group call and check that your email is current.

This group call is also available free to those who are members of our SoulFullHeart Portal, an online community for personal sharings, community connection, and receiving guidance/asking questions with us….I feel it may be the warmest place on the Internet!

You can join the Portal for $14.99 USD exchange per month: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

Love,
Raphael and Jelelle Awen

Imbolc Codes Offering A Bridge To Inner Realms & Womb Space

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Blessings during this sacred passage of Imbolc!

We are honoring today the beginnings of Spring and also of being in the halfway, which can feel like a void space to many of us….like a pregnant pause before the next is revealed. We are between the Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox….with the Divine Feminine face and form known as Brigid holding the space to feel this with us.

The energies of Brigid to me when I connect to Her are always about bridging…..the higher realms to the inner ones; the shifting seasons to each other; the deaths to the rebirths; the passages of the past to the ones upcoming. She offers this in ever transmuting ways, yet her fire element is honored on this day as a powerful alchemical force of transformation as you surrender to it.

I also feel Brigid offering a bridge to our wombs and second/third chakras on this day as Imbolc means, “In the belly”. Connecting with our womb space for women offers so much…..a transmission of stillness, depth, power, creativity, and aliveness. We can connect here to future birthings and water the seeds of them.

I experienced these transforming and bridging energies last night during our AMAZING monthly women’s group call in which we journeyed into the tender realm of the inner masculine and inner feminine dance within us. Twenty women joined Kasha and I live for this experience, with others signing up to receive the recording later on. Kasha and I shared about our personal journeys into this exploration through the SoulFullHeart process and also offered teachings around how we have seen and experienced the inner masculine and inner feminine show up for this often very polarized relationship within (due in large part to the templating we received on the outside of relationships.)

We also went into a meditative journey to invite your inner masculine and inner feminine to attend a Ball with Yeshua and Mary Magdalene in which they were the honored guests….bridging a unity consciousness frequency to them to whatever degree they could experience that. There were then many beautiful and vulnerable sharings from four women on the call for us all to learn from and take in!

We also have a lively conversation going on as follow up in our private women’s group on our SoulFullHeart Portal if you’d like to join us there: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

You can purchase the recording of the call for women by offering a donation at paypal.me/jelelleawen or via the shop at soulfullheart.org/shop and we will email it to you.

Our next group call will be on Sunday, February 14th, Valentine’s Day at 5:00pm GMT….a transmission of Sacred Union codes with me and my newly reconciled beloved Taliesin! More info on that coming soon….

Love and blessings on Imbolc from Avalon!
We are getting together as a community to honor this day, whatever wants to be shared of our inner processes, and to move into the New!

More information about 1:1 sessions, future group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org.

Reunion and Reconciliation in Our Sacred Union (Personal Update)

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Oh, the dance of sacred union with a beloved counterpart is not a known, set, or predictable thing! It is full of surprises, challenges, initiations, deaths, and renewals. It can continually reinvent itself yet often the old grounds have to be completely let go of…a painful death process for which what is no longer serving the love is completely burnt up.

I am so grateful in this moment and celebrating to be re-emerging into romantic exploration again with Taliesin/Raphael after almost two months of separation from each other! After connecting more together and as a group in the last week, our new ground began to reveal itself and desire to explore it as well…surprising us both and yet not at the same time!I had some places of fear and resistance to navigate in my own inner sacred union for which the space from the intensity of our bond and connection really served me in that.

I was able to see and feel patterns of defensive reactivity at times from my inner masculine and feminine sourced in a deep fear of rejection/hurt/abandonment wound that I feel originates in the original separation from masculine and feminine twin pair bonds at the soul family monad level…much more about that to come as I am still in so much learning mode in the moment!

The sister connection and space living with Kasha has been so nourishing as well to my feminine expression for which I can feel more able to come out with Taliesin now. I am so grateful for her support and ongoing processing with me, including holding space for me to drop into some places that I needed to go with parts of me and on the Metasoul level as well.

Gabriel has also been a key support to us both, and esp to Taliesin, as their brotherhood bond deepens and their alchemy together and desire to serve men sparks and ignites in a beautiful show of SoulFire. I am grateful to both of them and to Deya as well for the support, witnessing, and trust they have in our souls to find our way through this. It has not been easy at times for them to be involved in this initiation process with us yet I do feel it has offered its own gifts for them as well based on their sharings with us about it.

I am taking it one moment at a time in terms of responding to this new calling into union with Taliesin (who feels like a NEW being in many ways yet so familiar too)….with waves of emotions coming in….a cascade of relief from the grief, some fear or distrust, and deep desire for the next level connection we are feeling is possible as we move out of the karmic room and into the bridal chamber of the Beloved. I do feel this was the invitation offered to us the entire time, an upgrade into more embodiment of our twin flame consciousness connection at the soul family monad level to bring it into more real life and yet we had to go through some solo initiations first to get ready for it.

I truly do feel this kind of resurrection out of so deeply letting a previous ground die and let go is so much more possible through this SoulFullHeart process!

Thank you for your support and love to and with us during our blissy and messy phases both….I hope it has all been template and inspiration to activate your own desires for inner and outer sacred union. There is NOTHING like the experience of it to move your personal growth and embodiment of your Divine Self to the next level!

love from Avalon (whose energies greatly supported us to let go and to come back together again), Jelelle

Pic is of us giving rose offerings at the Chalice Well (a lifeline) and declaring our intentions as we move into our next phase together…which we will also be doing today in connection with Imbolc or the beginnings of Spring.

Shadow Work That Isn’t ‘Work’ Or A Battle

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So much is said in spiritual circles about ‘shadow work’ and ‘shadow integration’…there is even some offer of how to do that, yet most of it feels quite vague, insistent, urgent, and even critical if it isn’t done somehow. My sense is that shadow work is not ‘work’ at all….yet rather is naturally occurring as we surrender to the Ascension process. It just organically happens within us and in the collective as more love comes on the scene. The Ascension process itself and the cosmic/galactic/Divine energies that support it induce and invite whatever is in shadow previously to reveal itself.

There is also a sense sometimes that ‘shadow’ equals bad, evil, dark or monstrous. This can be a fear projection and also protection from parts of us to divert from going into what has ACTUALLY been placed in shadow or simply what has been veiled to us. I have found so many times in deeper explorations with people during sessions that what is in their shadow (or just ‘off their radar’) is often the most precious parts of themselves such as the Inner Child or the Divine Orphan or the Star Seed Child, who has been tucked away into ‘dungeons’ and other such 4D spaces for safe keeping.

Many times what is in shadow is actually your BIGNESS as well and your power, as it was deemed too scary or not supported or just downright dangerous or life threatening to come out for some usually very good reasons, such as causing harm to others in previous lifetimes or due to being persecuted for sharing it. Soul gifts are also placed in shadow, where they wait until the proper timing and initiation for them to be shared and expressed.

There is ALWAYS a good reason that something has been placed in the shadows. To discover what that reason is requires negotiation directly with the part or soul aspect that put it there, WHY they did, and to feel the ‘shadow’ part/aspect directly as well with tons of love and compassion to digest their reality. This is the journey that we go on in SoulFullHeart…to access the Inner Protector or Gatekeeper or other aspect that has parked whatever it is and whoever it is in the shadows, under the veils, and often tightly under guard. We don’t just barrel ‘in there’ to retrieve or rescue or just do a one-time regression. Your Divine Self leads this relationship building exploration with patience and gentleness over time so that any parts of you that are afraid of what has been put in shadow or are protective or ‘fused to it’ are able to be held and supported.

Yes, it is organic for the shadow to be revealed during Ascension, yet how you ARE in that process makes all the difference to being integrated into your Divine Self expression in an empowered and embodied way. There is much support, especially from the Divine Feminine, for us to approach our own heart and souls healing this way instead of doing any kind of battling with it or to become some kind of shadow warrior. Battling always leads to more battling, with a cost on both sides. Courage to go into these previously veiled places now can come from our hearts rather from our swords.

We can become love ambassadors to ANYTHING within us and, as we do, true and last transmutation can happen from something being in the shadows to suddenly thriving in the light of our Divine Self love.

Love from Avalon (with its strong activations of heart chakra LOVE to transmute anything!)

Jelelle Awen

More information about shadow revelation and shadow integration 1:1 sessions and group calls (including a women’s call this Sunday to reveal your inner sacred union ‘in the shadows’!) at soulfullheart.org

And by far my most popular guided meditation to meet your shadow: https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

Sacred Union Within: Women’s Group Call Jan. 31 W/Jelelle Awen & Kasha (Video)

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It was the first snow for us here in Avalon so Kasha and I went out to walk the Tor, take in the magic, and film this quick video sharing about our upcoming women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday January 31st at 5:00pm UK/noon EST/9:00am PST offering Inner Sacred Union codes!

Discovering and deepening the Sacred Union between your own inner masculine and feminine is a process that calls you to new depths within and in your outer relationships as well. We have both felt immense benefits from connecting with these parts of themselves while in romantic relationships, completing them, or staying sacredly single. To explore the connection between our inner feminine and inner masculine provides a powerful growth ground within that can then overflow to our relationships with others. The inner union can be in much more of polarized state…with parts of you ‘against’ each other or suppressing each other or just not in alignment with each other, which then impacts all relationship experience.

We will talk about how to explore your sacred union within grounds through working parts of the self and the soul as well, identifying the ways that parental templates, Matrix conditioning, soul themes/patterns etc. have all influenced this crucial inner ground. We will share about our personal journeys of exploring sacred union within us over many years engaged in working with our inner masculine and feminine aspects to bring more union and heal polarities that leads to an empowered, vulnerable and open, and receptive experience of life and relationships.

During this call, we will guide you in a meditative space into a safe healing space where you can bridge to whatever wants to show up as representing your inner masculine and inner feminine right now, inviting them into more connection with each other. You will receive a template from the Magdalenes around an embodiment of this inner union frequency. We will also tap into and transmit from the powerful Mary and Michael ley line/energy flows that runs through Avalon and that we take in daily living here.

You can attend the women’s call live and/or receive the recording by offering a donation of any amount to paypal.me/jelelleawen or purchasing the Zoom link through our website at soulfullheart.org/shop.If you become a member of the SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for $14.99 USD/month, you can attend the call and/or receive the recording as part of your membership. Visit https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co to find out more about this online community space and to join too.

For more information on this upcoming women’s call and previous calls as well, visit soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls or https://www.facebook.com/events/1717486821744173

Energy Update: Kundalini Surges As Timelines Collapse & Arise

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Energy Update: I have wanted to offer a full energy update sooner yet there is so much moving that it has been challenging to ‘find time’ to share even as there is lots of time and no such thing as time! lol Perhaps that best sums up all that is shifting right now as timelines collapse, veils thin, linear time dissolves…..WHILE, at the same ‘time’, new realities and possibilities on infinite levels are being born and arising!

There are surges of Kundalini energies available now to bring up the column of your spine….lighting up especially your heart, sacral, and solar plexus chakras. Empowerment. Kundalini is connected to the Divine Union frequencies of our I AM, especially to the powerful feminine as she rises out of suppression and darkness and hiding. Yet Kundalini is also sourced in and provided by the Reptilian Self aspect that vibrates in 4D and has often been ‘with us’ our whole lives as witness to our journeys. Once we become aware of that connection, we can access more of our alchemy, service, power, and more.

I share more about the Reptilian Self in this video and guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I have seen in sessions that the Reptilian selves are being freed up from their enslavement in the Matrix system as well, which allows them to reunite with their families again. This is such a tender movement and really opens up an ambassadorship to them rather than the polarized ‘us against them’ reality. They are liberated with the Matrix AI signal collapse on the 4D level and more humans waking up. This collapse hasn’t fully shown itself in 3D yet as it seems like a dark night with the U.S. presidential inauguration tomorrow….yet as I’ve been sharing my sense for awhile, there is no ‘there there’ and it is mostly an empty show.

I have been guided so many times to just ‘be in the NOW and let in the NEW’….which is often only possible as we LET GO of the old, LET GO of attachments and expectations….. and let the mourning and grief move through us. I feel the collective going through this; our Reptilian selves going through this; our parts going through this; and our parallel selves in other timelines created by making different life choices going through this process too.

Connection within feels so important right now to navigate the shifts. With parts of yourself for which a rich inner family bond can develop. With soul family in the physical and in the higher realms for which reunion and support can deepen. With the Divine, especially Her feminine essence, for which guidance and clarity can flow.

We are at a tipping point into the New for which the kundalini energies serve to push us through, like the painful yet necessary contractions that happen during ANY birth. There are many BEings supporting us through this birth of sacred humanity and our RISE into New Earth and 5D in the physical.

We are rising!!

Much love to you from Avalon!!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions to support, activate, and bridge for your Ascension process at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Time To Rise! 1:1 Sacred Feminine Initiation Sessions For Women W/Jelelle Awen

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I am feeling lately that the sessions I am doing with women are really even more like initiations than ever before. Initiations into the depths of the emotional body and all that it offers when no longer suppressed. Initiations into the soul field beyond the veil and the integration, soul gifts, and karmic healing it allows. Initiations into the heart of the Divine Feminine in whatever ways She shows up to respond to that soul’s needs and desires.

As I am being initiated right now into deeper embodiment of my Divine Feminine essence on so many levels through these death and rebirth grounds I am moving through in completion of my beloved relationship, so I can offer the space for you to experience this for yourself in whatever ways come through. As my heart breaks open and new joy and love floods in, I feel even more sensitive and empathic to where the places of pain and fear are in others that just need a loving bridge to them.

As I surrender to the growth that comes from letting something go, I can be a template for how you may need to go into that initiation for yourself in your life and the gifts that it brings. It is a poignant and potent combination; an alchemy that flows between us that allows for a truly self-led and soul-led bigness to grow.

Just this last week in sessions, I have celebrated a big life change movement for a long-term facilitant/client into her much deserved higher timeline; plunged into the depths of the inner feminine polarized dynamics of the fierce feminine/inner child/inner mother to bring in a template of a unified feminine; supported a loving mother to connect to her Inner Punisher and offer them compassion; processed deep sexual and physical abuse trauma with the parts that experienced it so they could move into healing and love; connected with a Reptilian Self with timely and interesting new downloads about unplugging from the Matrix; connected to a twin flame consciousness potential mate to open up the heart readiness for it; created a bridge to beings in other dimensions that had been ‘attacking’ and opened up the inner child’s gifts as love ambassador toward them; and much more! And this was just in the last week!

I feel so blessed that I get to do this on a daily basis, that I am trusted to go into this sacred and very vulnerable grounds with women, and that I am seen as a resource to them as a guide, teacher, and perpetual student of this process myself. I feel so grateful that I can earn a livelihood in fair exchange to support myself through sharing my soul gifts, especially in my new phase of being single. I feel honored to serve the Divine Mother through this specific expression of love that I feel offers such direct, immediate, and catalytic access to the places that need love and healing.

I still have a few openings coming up the rest of this month if you’d like to experience a 1:1 initiatory session with me for women for $100 USD/$130 CAD/77 pounds for 90 minutes over Zoom. Sessions with me are best served to women who are over 30, have previously done a depth of emotional and spiritual healing work, and are open to going into their emotional bodies and shadows to really FEEL themselves without bypassing anything. You can pre pay for one at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen

More information about sessions with me and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators including Kasha Rokshana who also meets with women and especially young women and she also offers a free 30-45 minute intro call with her at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Here is a video that I did recently describing what happens in sessions: https://youtu.be/D0bkr16aNjE

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Free To Be 5D Audio Book Read By Jelelle Awen Now Available

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I’m excited to announce that the audio book version of my latest book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out is now available on Audible/Amazon and on iTunes! It is over 14+ hours of me sharing about the Ascension process from my unique and cutting edge SoulFullHeart perspective.

It took a couple of months to record it…sitting and reading out loud for a couple of hours at a time before my voice would get tired, sequestered in my makeshift soundproof audio booth created out of my closet in the heat of summer! I had a goal to record it before we left Canada for the UK at the end of August and I did it! It has taken the months since then to get the sound engineering on it professionally done and formatted to pass their quality control standards. Yet, finally it is available now!

I had immediate requests from people when I released this book in print and ebook editions back in July to provide an audio version of it as they wanted to drive while listening, lay in the bath while listening, just listen when they wanted to and take it in like a meditation. I do feel that my voice has a certain way of transmitting what I am teaching about that reading it as written words just doesn’t come through in the same way. I felt activated myself many times while recording it, the concepts coming alive for me again as they moved through my throat chakra.

It’s actually been out for a couple of weeks on Audible and I got this sweet comment on my IG about it, “I’m almost at the end of the book and I love it. Thank you for all your effort and time you put into it including your soul. I can’t wait to listen to it again.”

Special thanks to Gabriel Heartman for his tech assistance, research, and coordination with the sound engineer!

I do hope you enjoy it and please leave a review if you feel drawn to!

It is available here on Amazon (free as an Audible member and $24.95 USD if not) https://www.amazon.com/Free-Be-5D…/dp/B08QZY69GV and on iTunes at $17 USD https://books.apple.com/…/free-to-be-5d…/id1547632484

This is also a short documentary we filmed offering more sense of the motivation and inspiration behind the book, including interviews with me, Raphael, and Kasha: https://youtu.be/9m6fJl2HwLk

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

All links to purchase as PDF, ebook, print and audio book at soulfullheart.org/books

1:11 Codes Offer New Dawn During Darkest Hour

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Blessings and love to you on this 1:11 portal day! These 1:11 codes feel to me like they are inviting us into deeper Divine and sacred union within. The inner masculine and feminine are waiting to be reunited again…the inner queen and king coming into their reign together!

These 1:11 codes are really just LOVE coming from our soul and Higher/Divine Self and Star/Soul family. This love is inviting us to let go of beliefs/agreements/karmic compensations/fears that block or limit this deeper embodiment of Divine union within.

With this deeper union and healing of polarities on so many levels, the veils lift and we can see/feel/be with the dark, shadow, edges, fear and pain that was previously being engaged in the tense friction and charge of duality. This seems to last as long as we need it to until we are complete with it. Having chosen the duality experience, we also choose when to move out of it and how/when/why that will happen.

This is happening on deeply personal levels, as I am experiencing right now myself in the completion of my relationship, yet also for the collective as the Matrix disclosure process really heats up. These control measures/restrictions/censorship/vax is all an aspect of the veil lifting on what was previously a hidden agenda.

How far into duality does it need to go? How restrictive does it need to get before the vast majority finally says, ‘no’ and declares their sovereignty and moves into the New Earth timeline? This we will find out….even as those of us already awakened have said our no’s and our yes’s to our own souls.

It does feel like the ‘darkest hour before Dawn’ in a sense….yet this is when the heart can break open, the soul can more deeply awaken, and normal can no longer be sustained. I feel the 1:11 codes hold that possibility beyond the darkness…and give us tastes of the New dawn. This NEW dawn is our sacred humanity arising finally to reclaim what was always ours. We gave it away as part of a very long Divinely held experiment that is finally coming to its completion.

I feel so much support from Divine Mother…and great waves of compassion coming to me from Her as needed, in sessions, and for all who ask for it. I kept seeing Her pouring 1:11 codes from her heart chakra to yours and mine and ours….in whatever form you see and feel that. Kasha saw them as rose petals when I shared that with her….I saw and felt them as the peachy and pink tones of yesterday’s soft sunrise here in Avalon.

Tune in for a moment to Her energy in whatever ways you do and she’ll gift you with these codes pouring out from Her heart chakra to yours as well.

Her compassion is the balm that soothes the heart, lights up the soul, and shines the way forward into sacred humanity’s New dawn finally arising!

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

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