In this video, Ascension Guides and SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen share with you our impressions as we visit our first crop circle after wanting to for many years! This crop circle appeared in Hampshire, UK on June 8th and we were guided to visit it and share the energies of it with you in real time as we were taking it in. We walk around the perimeter of the circle (which is over 200 feet wide!) and sit for a moment in one of the circles to share messages we receive from it.
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I’m still digesting my first visit to a crop circle formation yesterday after connecting to them etherically and sharing about them for many years! I’ve been here in Glastonbury, UK since September, near the areas of Wiltshire and Hampshire, where most of the crop circles appear, and just missed the crop circle season in 2020 due to covid related flight delays. After patiently waiting through lockdown and winter/spring, the crop circle season seemed to be off to a slower start than previous ones, most likely due to heavy rains in May delaying crop growth. There was growing concern that we might not be able to visit one before leaving the UK for Portugal on July 1st.
This is the one we visited!
On my birthday June 1st, I prayed and asked specifically for a crop circle to visit that was near us. My deepest connection and guidance lately has been coming from Ruma, my Lemurian aspect living in Inner Earth at this time. Ruma reassured me that the ‘perfect’ crop circle would be coming and I would know it when I saw it, with life then supporting an easy visit to go see and feel it. My life is aligned to Divine soul guidance such as this, so I did feel a trust and surrender about it.
And finally on June 8th (appearing within the passage of my birthday and Raphael’s on the 13th) a beautiful formation was reported only 90 minutes drive away from us! This crop circle drew me in right away…the 12 lotus-petal looking ridges on the outside, the circle of circles on the inside. My whole being lit up as I took in the aerial footage of it and that familiar sense of Divinely guided knowing moved through me. We also felt guided to go visit on June 10th, the day of the solar eclipse, to also receive amplification from it.
On our drive there (after getting the GPS coordinates from a crop circle FB group I belong to), I mentioned to Raphael how wonderful it would be to have a drone to take some aerial footage of the formation that we could include in our videos within it too. And, right there seemingly waiting for us, was a very sweet family from Brazil and the father Rodrigo had a drone! He helped us locate the actual crop circle by flying his drone over it, which was very hard to find when wading through 4 feet tall barley walking on the tractor tire trails. He also shared his drone footage with us! We will share our videos edited in with his tomorrow once Gabriel has put it together.
Once we were actually in the formation itself, I could feel immediately an energy difference from the area around it. The energy within it was more charged and activating. It was challenging to put thoughts together or think logically. I felt a deep sense of peace and rest. So much so that I wanted to just curl up and pass out within it and felt sleepy the rest of the day. I really felt it like a ‘nest’ where our inner star lemurian seeds can come to rest and be held by something bigger.
The barley within the circle somehow felt transformed as well. It was not crushed or pressed down and didn’t feel manipulated in any way. Yet rather seemed to be bent over in response to another energy. Like it had CHOSEN to go into a design programmed into it. There was a sense of freedom and aliveness about the crop within the circle, as if it had been awakened!
We filmed a lot of video as we were walking around it, sharing our impressions, and also took a moment to sit in meditation in the center of one of the circles. The message that came through for me was one of validation to always follow my dreams as connected to Divine guidance and the ‘realization’ of own happening in that very moment. Also, there was a reminder that even though the 3D Matrix can FEEL like the ultimate reality, magical possibilities are available to us and we can connect to higher consciousness in every moment…in that sense ‘creating the reality that we most want to live and be in, regardless of what is around us’.
It was very clear to us that this formation could not have been made by man. It was challenging even walking to it and the pure scope, size, and precision of it is not something that man is currently capable of. We estimated it was over 200 feet wide! When I ask Ruma specifically about how they are formed, I get a vague answer about the crops themselves are ‘programmed’ into formation through an outside remote activation. The closest I could get to understanding the technology was comparing it to using sound waves like radar to change the molecular structure of the stalks themselves temporarily into something new. Ruma simply concluded that the technology was currently beyond my understanding, which felt fine. I got the sense that this crop circle technology was activated from Inner Earth and not from above such as in the form of orbs or space ships, although maybe others are. And that it is a quite ‘common’ technology to the Lemurians and other Star Beings, even as it appears ‘magical’ to us on the surface. They will not directly interfere with our ways of living, yet the crop circles are like a talisman they can offer to those of us needing one.
The question of how they are formed was not very pressing when I was actually standing in one. Then, I was only aware of how much MORE there is beyond what we experience in our limited perspectives within the Matrix. I felt humbly surrendered to how much I don’t know and don’t actually NEED to know. Being in the unknown and in awe of the Divine is the most self empowered way to relate to life, whether in response to the ordinary OR the sublime.
I felt a sense of deep longing within my being activated by the formation and also some dissonance of contrast being ‘back’ in the 3D world again. That led today (as I digest the experience more) to feelings of wanting to ‘return home’ again to that higher frequency. An ache of homesickness to be in a higher consciousness bubble of reality again.
Yet, also, the crop circles are such a powerful reminder that our soul’s remembrance IS in ongoing process of becoming manifest in our physical reality. And that we are here to assist with that process by our every choice toward it. They are also a reminder that Gaia is ascending in every moment to a higher frequency in which these formations provide a sometimes necessary proof of that transition.
I am so grateful in my heart and soul to have experienced this magic in the physical! I hope you too can feel the transmission through these words, the photos and the videos to come. And, of course, by connecting within yourself to the aspects that can provide the bridges to these energies.
You can also join us live or receive the recording to a Living in 5D group call with Raphael and I on this Sunday, June 13th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EDT. We will be sharing more about our experience in the crop circle and how it supports ‘living in 5D’ consciousness to whatever degree we can while the Matrix reality continues too. We will also be playing our quartz crystal bowls and offering a guided meditation transmission. Offer whatever donation you’d like via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen to receive the recording.
Love from Crop Circle country!
Jelelle Awen
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Finally!!! This 2021 crop circle season has been off to a slow start compared to the last few years, yet this beauty appeared today June 8th in Barton Stacey Belt, Nr South Wonston, Hampshire! I asked for one on my birthday on June 1st yet this one has appeared in the passage between my birthday and Raphael Awen’s which is on the 13th….that feels even like a bigger gift.
This is about 90 minutes away from us here in Glastonbury so we are planning to visit and take video/pics from it on Thursday as that is the soonest that we can and it’s the solar eclipse day so the energies will be HIGH! It’s good to hear about if the farmer is open to visits or not as well, so do let me know if you go, and if you hear that it gets plowed over (let’s pray not!)
I had the familiar rush of excitement, joy and magic move through me when taking in this one. I have come to recognize this frequency as coming from those with truly higher dimensional (both from the Inner Earth and the Pleiadian) origins and intentions.
There are more and more ‘commercial and man made’ crop circles appearing now yet the precision and energy of the authentic ones can be felt quite clearly.
I love the larger circles in a linked and joined circle with four smaller ones…surrounding another on in the middle. And the 12 petals look like a lotus shape surrounding the circles. I feel something related to the Ascension chakras with this one and light body activation connected to them.
Tension is a sacred part of our awakening experiences as we shift out of trusting a narrative of who and what we’ve been told and taught to trust (government, medical systems, etc) and move into trusting our intuitions, our Divinity, and the urgency and realness we feel around what’s shaking out in the Matrix. Tension sometimes has to move through our bodies in this process as a sacred aspect of our learning how to tune into ourselves again, freed up from the static of Matrix voices and energies.
I’ve been in pain for a few days now in my trapezius, an enormous muscle of the back, especially in my right shoulder. It’s feels like a deep-seated tension trying to move that has lived in my body for a very long time… the depths of emotional processing and responding to myself and my parts has now led me to this deeper layer of feeling core tension that wants to ultimately shift into trust… Trust of the Divine within and outside of me and trust in the Divine energies unfolding that can only be tapped into if you reach your consciousness well beyond the mainstream/Matrix.
This last year or so of the C-VID narrative has planted even more tension inside us all, especially for alternative thinking, feeling, and intuition. Even if you do decide to go with what the mainstream tells you is THE truth, that is ‘not to be argued with or against’, there’s still tension around who to trust as the bifurcation of once-trusted relationships continues. This was always a part of the Ascension process and it’s only been amplified since this C-VID timeline began in 2020.
Our bodies signal to us so much that we need to listen to. They tell us when something is not right, when we are suffering, when we have been implanted and impacted by the emoto-psycho-drama around us. So much of our intuition comes through the instrument of our bodies as one expression of it. Yet, our bodies have been suppressed, criticized, bullied, and we have not been taught how to properly honour and respect them. This continues with the injected poisons which are an assault on our immune systems as we’ve known them. If the body is in a bind, so will we be, until we love them UP enough to bring them with us into much higher consciousness.
I feel my own body in its upgrades as I share this… the ongoing journey of its own Ascension process and the integration of Light Body. It wants to be realigned with and lived in differently. It wants to be thanked. It wants to have its balance of deep relaxation and physical activity. It wants to be made love to and to make love as a house of my soul and home for my heart. It craves the textures of sand, water, grass, and the feeling of sunshine landing on its many chakral petals. It craves the love of Gaia from which it was created and my own love too as I feel its consciousness and needs, just as I’ve felt soul aspects and parts of me in need and in pain…
This is the invitation for us all; To feel a new relationship with the body, with what moves through it every time we take in anything energetically or physically. The tension of the reality of moving out of the Matrix is real and our bodies invite us to be self-loving, highly discerning, and to begin to tune into it in new ways. It truly is our instrument, our vehicle, our temple, and needs to be tuned into to be tuned UP, making the whole journey of living within it and the density and tension we have to help it move through, worth it.
Love, Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
In this video, I play my quartz crystal singing bowls tuned to 432HZ that I happily have back in my life after needing to sell them when we came to the UK. I love them as they offer such an instant boost, energy clearing, light body activation, and chakra opening!
These specific bowls resonant at frequencies/tones/notes for the root, heart, and third eye chakras. I also offer a guided meditation to connect you to your chakras in a cleansing and balanced way as you tune into the frequencies of the bowls.
Join Raphael Awen and I for a Living in 5D group call transmission on Sunday, June 10th at 5:00pm BST (UK time)/noon EDT/9:00am PDT over zoom where they will provide 5D teachings, a crystal bowl sound healing transmission, and guided meditation. You can offer a donation to attend and receive the recording (usual is around $10 CAD) at https://www.soulfullheart.org with more info there too.
Lots of intense energy waves, awakenings, and more have moved through in these last two weeks, compounded by the energies of the recent Supermoon and Lunar Eclipse! There is much to digest around our personal empowerment, access to the Divine within and without, and our relationship to the world at large as the collective awakening continues…
In this issue of our Museletter we feature a piece from Kasha Rokshana about Divine Father and the process of differentiating His genuine energies from those that are often taught about or experienced through our own birth fathers. Connection with Divine Father supports us all at this time, along with opening out our connection to Divine Mother.
Divine Father and healing the inner father wound is the focus for the next women’s call with Kasha and Jelelle this Sunday, May 30th at 5pm BST. More info on this call and how to donate to join live and/or receive the recording here: soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls
Our writings and audio blogs this week offer energy updates and digestion of the energies moving through with the Supermoon, bridging to New Lemuria consciousness, and connection with the Divine and the Divine Self within.
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“Forgive me, Father, as I forgive you…” This prayer came to me today as I was tuning into Divine Father frequencies in preparation for our women’s group call with Kasha this Sunday where we will share about healing the false father wound to let in Divine Father.
The religious version, “Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” is what originally came through today, feeling like a relic from many lifetimes of confessional, shame-based worship and self inquiry rooted in unworthiness.
Feeling sinful and asking a punitive Father God for forgiveness/to be deemed worthy enough for ‘Heaven’ is a program that can be challenging to deprogram from, as wired up as we are from the Matrix to believe that we are bad, wrong, and sinful. This programming actually blocks us from receiving TRUE and pure forgiveness frequencies from the Divine Father that empower us to experience Heaven within us.
As we unplug from this False Father programming, we are able to have and embody growing autonomy, self love, self worth, and our own goodness…and experience of our OWN Divinity. Yet, this programming runs deep. Beyond the religious programming, it has also been showing itself in the rampant abuses on all levels between mostly male gurus/spiritual teachers and their followers. This abuse is being exposed more, yet still so many vulnerable wounded daughters especially are drawn into the seduction of a holy father in the flesh that finally accepts, sees, and wants them (even if in very inappropriate ways at times.)
I am still digesting, even years later, my own experience of this kind of false father/teacher relationship with a former teacher of mine. I will share more about this in the women’s call… how I recovered, what I learned from it, and my process of forgiving him and myself.
While connecting with Divine Mother is very natural and fluid for me, it has been more challenging for me to commune with Divine Father. The blocks have also come from the woundings/traumas from an absentee birth father and series of mixed step-father experiences. I’ve also had some lifetimes as a nun in devotion to the Holy Father and as a devotee to male gurus/teachers that I have needed to heal and reconcile.
Letting in Divine Father has deepened for me over the years as I clear and feel these blocks/fears/resistances within parts of me and soul aspects. Divine Mother has been a bridge to this as She shows me how to love Him again and receive His love. As my Divine Daughter arises to accept love and embrace from the Divine Father, I often find there is more forgiveness to be exchanged from my heart to His and to then receive from Him.
So, today it was, “Forgive me Father as I forgive you,” and my Inner Daughter is still in process of this, for which He readily forgives….and offers His ever ongoing love to allow the healing process to deepen and continue.
Join us on Sunday, March 30th at 5:00pm BST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for the two hour women’s group call to explore the false father wound through teachings, a guided meditation journey, and sharings. You can offer whatever donation amount you would like to (usual is around $10 CAD) at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at soulfullheart.org/events.
His sacred ROAR clears the room. His bright beacon of Truth shines our way through all darkness. His compassion holds us, infinitely, though we feel challenged to hold ourselves.
Divine Father is an energy that, in its purity, is MUCH different than the punitive he-god of religions. When He appears in different forms and faces, our projections place lightning bolts or swords in His hands, yet when you feel His tender heart, you realize that He could never and would never weaponize his love for all of us.
I experience Divine Father through the energy of my heart and soul’s connection to Yeshua most often, yet sometimes I also feel Him just as Fatherly energy without form that simply does not caretake or want to coddle me. Instead, I feel how He challenges me to grow, to arise, and to lean-in to Him.
He is much different than my experience of my birth father in this lifetime, who was seldom fully present to me, barely ever watered me as a young and budding woman, and didn’t know how to offer affection and direct love without the runaround of ‘providing’ and having that be his only ‘love language’. When my father passed away, I know he helped me see some of the patterns he passed down to me. I deeply got that he wanted me to heal from them while also overcoming them as behaviors inside myself.
In some ways this relationship with him blocked my true relationship with the heart of Divine Father, yet also, it offered me something to differentiate it from.
As woman, Divine Father can be especially challenging to let in and feel. It’s as challenging as letting in a true soulmate. It’s as challenging as understanding that indeed, some men are deeply GOOD, even if they choose not to caretake or coddle you. Men who are on their own paths to wanting to see and feel themselves, to recognize with humility their own imperfections and need for healing may be rare in a way yet they are emerging. They represent the love of Divine Father who also feels humility and who infinitely supports our ongoing Ascension as Sacred Humanity arising… as a humanity that is learning to love itself again just as the Divine loves us and longs to feel our love return to them as well.
The healing that is possible for men and women through genuine connection with Divine Father from within is immense… His light shines so brightly and his love even brighter. He holds with tenderness our experiences in His heart. He feels us all deeply in his infinite capacity for feeling. He is a guide, in whatever form you’re ready to let in, and He will not push or force his way into your life and your own heart… patiently, he waits for your attention, intention, and desire, with such an embrace that spans the whole world. Even your own whole world inside, as complex and complicated as it’s become.
Jelelle Awen and I will be offering a women’s group meditation call this coming Sunday May 30th at 5pm BST on Zoom, focused on healing the father wound inside to let in Divine Father. It’s by donation and you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later.
You can find more information on this upcoming call here: soulfullheart.org/events
Love,
Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
I really took in previous lunar eclipses…watching the footage in a meditative way with music playing in the background. There was something so fascinating about watching such a known and familiar object in our nightly sky becoming transformed right before my eyes.
I can feel how strange and probably frightening this event would seem in timelines where technologies weren’t available to share what exactly was going on. Especially with the eclipses where the moon is so close to Gaia, passing into her shadow, and turns an ever deepening red color (like the one today), it could feel as if the world was ending and the moon a startling affirmation of it.
While I do have the sense that the lunar energies have been largely hijacked by the Matrix control system for thousands of years and some of the lunar worshiping spiritualities as well, there is still an authentic sacred feminine frequency that can be received from the moon.
The cellular memory of our Lemurian roots can be accessed to tap into the ‘original moon in our skies’ for millions of years and we can connect to these codes within us. Especially during an eclipse this bridge is possible, as the Matrix broadcast may be more interrupted during it.
The Supermoon eclipse happens today May 26 at 10:30am UK time (BST), 5:30am EDT, 2:30am PDT with recording available to watch anytime.
There was an intense clearing/preparation in our wombs/haras especially leading up to this Supermoon with intense exhaustion/aches/pains in many cases as well.
Here is a supermoon eclipse guided meditation that I offered in 2019 in which you connect with the eclipse codes and energies and bring them into all of your chakras. You create a flow then with these energies that helps with body symptoms related to them. Dark Mother holds the space for this process as you invite revelation of any ‘bleeding’ in your life (and from other timelines) that is not serving you and identification of what needs to be shed (like during the monthly moon menstrual cycles for women.) You also gaze into a pool of water infused with eclipse codes to receive visions and images of your highest timeline.
This week’s Blood Supermoon is also a lunar eclipse and is already bringing with it waves of energies to digest and move through even though it’s still a few days away…
It’s been a few days for me now of womb discomfort and other physical symptoms I associate with PMS, yet the intensity of these physical symptoms has had an uptick… focus is challenging, fatigue sets in quickly and then can move just as quickly, digestive difficulties that are growing in intensity along with intense bloating, and physical pain in many parts of the body yet especially the head/third eye and crown chakras. This is aside from the emotional pieces too, which have also been amplified and difficult to track in moments, though I’ve found that being with parts of me and soul aspects as well has been so helpful!
I get the sense that this is not only about how my own womb is being impacted by collective energies and the dark night we’re all wading through together… It’s also about how we are all connected in it through our wombs/haras and how we can’t help but be impacted by what’s moving (or not) in each of our womb spaces.
We’re trying to birth a new world through all of our wombs and yet we also have to detox and move the energies that live in her first. There are energies that we’ve consciously and unconsciously allowed to be stored in her; like fear, disempowerment, and over-holding/transmuting of others’ traumas and pains which we were never meant to do.
There are also parts of us that cling to her with shame and guilt and other parts that have been protective of her for good reason. There are Matrix plug-ins to her that also need to be looked and felt, that connect us all to the unfelt/unhealed pain passed down through many generations of women.
Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop
Our wombs carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy in service of love and co-creativity with the Divine, and its suppression has felt like being ‘womb-punched’ at times. The plight of the collective womb for women is real and always has been in this dimension.
This suffering ground is being backlit now especially by the ‘shots’ of poison and nanotechnology that are being chosen out of fear of a loss of freedom… something that pings in our wombs because of the Matrix plugins there that have already bound our wombs’ energies and sense of true freedom. These ‘shots’ include a direct attack on the womb itself and in turn, all those around it.
Here’s a video you can watch where several doctors talk about this very thing:
The reality of this is tragic and sad… and is being amplified by this Supermoon lunar eclipse that happens to be the ‘Blood Moon’, especially as the fears don’t seem to be ebbing and are instead being stirred up more. There is no doubt that these energies are powerful, yet there’s a reality to this ‘moon’ that feels dark, especially in what it is showing us all. Whether you feel that the moon is purely divine or hijacked by the Matrix (or both, for nothing can be separate from the Divine itself) the energetic impact of it has many sides to it.
At this time of a profound Dark Night of the Soul collectively, we’re being invited to truly see what’s being offered through the lens of our very sensitive bodies that are both physical and ethereal.
It feels important to cleanse the womb/hara on a physical and energetic level, to move light through yet also to offer a space for her to feel with you what she is feeling and moving within her. If you are especially feeling a lot of physical/emotional pieces and symptoms at this time, I recommend this meditation from Jelelle Awen to help ease what you’re feeling and also to help you go deeper into what’s moving for you/parts of you:
As the collective ‘womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.
The reality of many wombs being in pain now is real, yet her power is also just as real and there’s so much we are invited to put together around this, to truly take care of ourselves and thus everyone around us in an authentic, non-self-sacrificing way.
I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all.
Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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