SoulFullHeart Museletter: Oct 1, 2022

Blessed Autumn Equinox to you!

We just held our first official SoulFullHeart Gathering in several years over the Autumn Equinox, with beloved souls who have been in the community and/or regular sessions with us for some time. It was a true reunion of soul family and we look forward to welcoming more souls in the future as we gather together every Equinox and Solstice.

Featured this week is a touching piece by Long-term Facilitant, Community Member, and newly-minted Apprentice Facilitator, Bey Magdalene. In her writing, Bey shares about her experience during the gathering as well as a glimpse of the inner work she’s been doing that has led her to let in such a deep soul family reunion.

There are many new writings from us this week where we also share what we got from the gathering experience overall and what it meant to us personally. We also have some energy updates which you may find helpful as we all navigate the ongoing energy waves and invitations from the Divine.

Also, we’ve announced our next group call led by Raphael and Jelelle, and this month we will focus on the ‘homecoming codes’ that we could all feel during our recent gathering and would love to transmit to you as well. This group call will take place on Sunday, Oct 16th, and will be by donation, as always.

Go here if you’d like more information on any of our upcoming group calls.

Go here to find our current Museletter.

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Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Sept 17, 2022

Feeling your Inner Masculine as a woman is a powerful, multi-faceted experience! Tomorrow, Sept 18th at 5pm WEST (Lisbon/London)/ 12pm EDT/ 9am PDT, Jelelle and Kasha will be leading a women’s call focused on connecting with your inner masculine in any expression he currently has. You can donate to attend live and/or receive the recording via our shop or PayPal and we will email you the Zoom link and recording after the call.

If you’d like more information on any of our upcoming group calls, visit our Events page.

There are a few new writings to take in this week, featuring some messages from the Divine and star family too, poetry, and other heartfelt sharings.

There is also a brand new guided meditation video from Kasha, focused on creating a ‘Safe Haven’ within you where you/parts of you can return to whenever they want to, yet especially during those times when life on the outside seems unsafe or unstable in any way.

You can find our current Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

Feeling & Honouring The ‘Inner Masculine/King’ Within The Feminine

by Kasha Rokshana

Kings on the outside are returning to themselves. Men are awakening to their masculine core essences. They’re playing in the polarities they need to in order to discover themselves anew and reclaim their Kingship. There’s a lot to this process for the masculine that we as feminines can’t totally understand, except we ARE afforded a portal of some understanding through feeling our own inner masculine aspects/parts, who are in a similar process at times. 

Actually, the feminine equivalent of this process for men is a reclaiming of our Queen. She is an energy of benevolence but also has deep pain and often quite the missing of an authentic masculine counterpart – a King – in order to truly experience herself AS a Queen. Yes, I AM saying that as women we do need the masculine in our lives, in our hearts, in our bodies… as beautiful and necessary as our independence also is. 

Enter now the process of feeling your inner masculine, or you could say, your inner King. This process now offers a way for your Queen to show up in relationship to a King energy, even if it’s polarized for a while as the aches and pains of want, desire, and deep hurt now surface more so than they could have before. 

Having recently been in a long term Sacred Union bond, I can say without hesitation that my Queen got to blossom because of relating to the masculine on the outside. Also though, I couldn’t have drawn this opportunity without first having had a lot of process ground with masculine energies inside of me. I’ve experienced and felt the polarized reactions in the inner world… the hesitations and hang-ups, the love and the fighting for more love. Even today I feel there’s some tension in moments between my masculine and feminine energies, yet most of the time it feels like there’s more harmony and understanding there, more feeling of each other, and more overall unity/oneness.

I so deeply welcome you to join me and Jelelle Awen as we co-lead an upcoming women’s call focused on this process of feeling your inner masculine! It’s by donation and if you can’t attend live you’ll receive the recording, though I highly recommend coming live if you can as the womb room we create together as a group is always warm and inviting!

You can donate by visiting our shop here: soulfullheart.org/shop or via PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

I’ll include the call description below so you can take in some more details about where we’re going with this one.

Love,

Kasha ♥️

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Description: 

The Inner Masculine within a woman has many different expressions as a very sacred part/energy of our inner worlds. This range of expression can move from highly protective, fatherly energies that can be punishing to more of an ‘ideal masculine mate’ in pursuit of the feminine. The inner masculine is an aspect/part that helps women navigate the patriarchal frequencies of the Matrix in whatever ways he feels are necessary. This can sometimes bring out something overbearing in him, though he can also feel quite defeated and deflated too, especially if he hasn’t been able to help or offer support in the way he’d most like to, or helped you/parts of you avoid difficult or dark situations.

Having an intimate relationship with your Inner Masculine as a woman, whether you are single or in union with a mate, helps to illuminate your relationship to the Divine Masculine/Father expressions of the Divine. You can get a sense then of why you may feel blocked to letting them in as well as why there may be a pattern of difficult or even non-existent relationships with men on the outside. Connecting deeply with the Inner Masculine offers us (and them) so many layers of healing from the impact of other men, whether mates, fathers or other authority figures, which eventually and ideally leads to a deep forgiveness that makes room for a whole NEW experience of the masculine inside and out.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, September 18th at 5:00/17:00pm WEST (Lisbon/London)/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT, SoulFullHeart Sacred Feminine Teachers and Facilitators Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will explore connecting with the Inner Masculine through sharing our personal journeys and also experiences in supporting women through our SoulFullHeart quantum healing process. We will share about how through a personal relationship with your Inner Masculine, you will also come to know your feminine parts/aspects in a whole new way and on a new ground of beginning or deepening your Inner Sacred Union, which moves between your masculine and feminine parts, as well.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Masculine with the support of Divine Masculine guides, who will help hold space for this exploration and invite your masculine part(s) into a nourishing and empowering energy where they can be real and even vulnerable. You will meet with your Inner Masculine however he is expressing at this time, and feel into the relationship he currently has with your feminine parts. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode our relationships between us and our Inner Masculine individually and together as women.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Bliss-Mess Path Of Reconciling Our Soul’s Love For The Divine

by Kasha Rokshana

I don’t know if there’s anything more complicated than our souls’ love for the Divine. It leads us to such intense places within and outside of us. It brings us to new highs and unfathomable lows… 

It inspires us to pick up where ‘we’ left off in other lifetimes, pursuing justice, pursuing love, pursuing some validation of our faith that’s maybe been lost or buried, for the sake of our soul aspects who just want the world to feel safe again… safe enough to actually feel the Divine again, to reclaim our Divine son or daughter-ship fully without fear of being persecuted for that devotion, love, and need of the Divine. 

I feel the truth of this for my own soul and what it’s taken in this lifetime alone to really reclaim my Divine Daughter essence who is so deeply devoted to the Divine within her and in the world around her. I feel how much my essence, my very soul, loves the Divine and lives to serve this love in a world that doesn’t always seem to want it, be ready for it, feel worthy of it, and will do anything at times but let itself feel held and loved. 

Maybe you recognize this for yourself, this sense of your own essence being so connected even in the midst of this vast and often intense experiment of duality that has led to so much painful polarity. Maybe you’ve felt this even in the ache for Diviner reunion within and in your outer world too that all parts of you feel on some level in this lifetime, let alone how your many soul aspects have perhaps suffered for this in other lifetimes. 

Last night we had a SoulFullHeart group call focused on the persecution wound and I realized that for myself, a huge aspect of this persecution experience has been this sense of always feeling so devoted and committed to the Divine and to love, that it’s led to some very dark timelines of ridicule and backlash… and, I realize I’m not alone in that. Those of us who have chosen to awaken to this desire for deep Divine alignment, even at the cost of anything that could possibly resemble a ‘normal’ life to most, have all experienced this and continue to endure it. 

The invitation, of course, is to continue to feel where this backlash lives within us from part to part and reconcile it there, while also validating our souls’ ongoing experiences of this theme on the outside. It’s only inside of us where we can always cultivate an inner Safe Haven, and inner Divine Temple, that can never ever leave us or be taken away from us. We can only make choices that either continue to cultivate this inner world of safety or that dismantle it instead.

After the call, Raianna and I went on a walk a little walk to get some air. On the walk, we came across fields of sunflowers which inspired mixed reactions in us both. So many of these sunflowers were scorched and had died from the severe lack of rain and extremely high temperatures here in central Portugal the last couple of months, yet even amongst the dead, there were a few that were vibrant and very much alive. 

You can see one of the living sunflowers in the photo I’m posting with this writing. I feel it as a symbol of how we’re invited to continue our own path of growth and devotion and Divine embodiment of love, even if/when the others around us in our outer worlds are choosing to experience the opposite. We are ALL in the middle of a field of ‘dying’ flowers, waiting to be reborn. We also all have this field inside of us, where our essence is waiting to shine through anew, growing, flowing, and facing towards the ‘sun’ of Divine love and support, despite all the death and darkness we’ve experienced on so many levels.

Your love for the Divine is an undying seed within you. Living into alignment with this is often a bliss-mess experience, yet we are all walking this out together at varying stages of readiness to be truly devoted to this path, wherever it’s meant to lead YOUR soul. I know nothing more fulfilling and enlivening, however challenging the path, than fully going into it, embracing that this is what you came here to experience and embody, and allowing the Divine surrender you actually know so well to bring up all that it’s meant to for the sake of your healing and deep, deep, DEEP self and soul rediscovery. 

Let me know if I can support you in any way through 1:1 sessions (with women): soulfullheart.org/sessions

With so much love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Womb Healing During Heartbreak: Sacred Feminine Arising Guided Meditation Series

by Kasha Rokshana

As women, our wombs hold so many energies: parts of us, parts of other people, codes for us to download and integrate, soul purpose alchemy, grounding into life, and so much more. After being in intimate relationship with another soul or letting go of anything in particular in our lives, there is usually something deep to feel within our wombs as we come back home to ourselves and reclaim the space she has held for others within her.

Sacred Feminine SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator, Kasha Rokshana, leads you to connect deeply with your womb during this guided meditation/transmission. During the meditation, you’ll connect with Divine Feminine guides as you step into the depths of your womb and begin your journey of feeling and deepening your relationship with the parts/aspects of you who hold the heartbreak you may be experiencing at this time.

1:1 sessions/free intro calls with Kasha for women are available if you feel drawn to deepen your healing and self-discovery journey. More info here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Kasha co-leads monthly women’s calls with Jelelle Awen by donation and on Zoom. For more information on upcoming and past women’s calls, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Aug 28, 2022

It’s always perfect timing to work with your chakras, feel them deeper, continue to clear them, and tap into what they have to offer you about your personal process and the integration of Ascension codes.

Featured this week is a chakra meditation and sound healing video from Jelelle Awen, featuring her beloved sound bowls. This video is a compilation of ALL the individual chakra meditation and sound healing videos she released during this past week. It’s a powerful transmission and attunement to let in!

Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a group call over Zoom on September 11th, focused on healing the persecution wound inside and out. If you’d like more information on this and other upcoming group calls, visit soulfullheart.org/events.

There are many new writings and audio blogs to take in this week, featuring personal sharings, digestions of current energies, poetry, and more.

There are also some brand new videos from Jelelle, featuring sound healing meditations to open up your chakras individually. These are some of the videos that were put together for the longer video featured this week. There’s also a new video from Gabriel where he digests some pieces about connecting to your Root Chakra and the importance of doing so in nature.

You can find our current Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

Custom-Made Spirit Animal Transmission Portraits by Kasha

Animal guides offer us so much support in our lives here on Gaia. They feel like Star Family as well as Soul Family. So often it seems to be the case with our ‘pets’ and personal animal companions that they have a deep soul connection with us from many lifetimes and aren’t with us by accident or even coincidence. Our animal companions are just as essential to our lives and our expression of service of love, as anything else we hold as important for they offer us so many reminders of unconditional Divine love, remind us how to show up for and care for something outside of ourselves, and can help us open out our soul gifts as well.

An essential aspect of our Ascension and reunion process with the Divine within and without is our connection to our Gaian animal beloveds. They represent and remind us of so much within our hearts and souls and it’s never random which animal it is that we feel most drawn to, whether it’s physically or energetically. They all give us so many gifts and messages to draw from and they also offer portals into our essence and our soul’s lifetimes too!

I began making Spirit Animal Transmission Portraits as a way to offer a portal of connection to the animal companion(s) that reflect and offer something to you at this time. I create high-resolution images that can be used virtually or printed and framed/mounted. I can create your image with any dimension you prefer and we can talk openly about all the details as well as anything you’d like changed or altered once it’s been created.

I ask for an exchange of at least €20 as a donation in exchange for your portrait, yet I’m open to receiving any amount you feel is accessible to you and is a reflection of what you feel it’s worth to you personally. I create these as a way to serve love besides the 1:1 sessions I do with women, and they are a way for me to keep transitioning from my online English teaching job and into more full-time soul purpose-based work, so your generosity will be met in kind and with a heart full of deep gratitude!

I can create a portrait for you of your spirit animal(s) or any pets you’ve had that you’d like to honour as well!

Email me if you’re interested at kasharokshana@gmail.com and we can talk some more about details as well as how you can offer your donation to receive one.

Looking forward to creating one (or several) for you or as a gift for someone special!

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Unbroken You: A Divine Love Transmission

by Kasha Rokshana

The shaken-up ground 

Hasn’t broken you.

It was never meant to sever you

From the heart of the Divine

And nor could anything ever do so.

The uncertainty and unknowns

Are there FOR you,

To enliven you again,

To breathe life into the embers

Of your heart’s fervent passions

Hidden below what has now become flattened

Out of fear of losing

And never finding or drawing

What it is you truly want.

Your soul is quaking with truth

While judgements of right and wrong

Are on your tongue

Having held your mind’s way 

Of filtering life’s experiences

And experiences of love too,

Preventing an openness 

That could lead to more heartbreak.

Your heart flutters with a knowing

Of what’s possible

Even when the Divine extends a hand

And asks you to trust

As you take that next leap 

beyond the known

And out of what has been for so long.

Every sacred ending is temporary.

Every blessed beginning is extraordinary.

And each are celebrations of who you were,

Who you are now,

And who you’re about to become

In the eyes and heart of the Divine

Who mourns with you,

Let’s go with you,

Breathes in and out with you

Walks with you,

Holds you,

In all of your many waves of life,

Death,

And letting in more love

Than you ever could have before…

You are finding your way into

And through

All of your quaking, shaking

Fear, longing,

And opening UP to what’s real

Along with what’s really possible,

As you reach the destination of your soul

Through the feeling textures of your heart

And reunite with resonance

And declarations of being seen, heard, and oh, so felt

Loved

And cared for…

Starting, 

And moving deeper, always, 

Within.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Aug 4, 2022

Blessed Lion’s Gate to you! There’s so much to digest with all of the incoming energies and activations happening at this time and the integration process may be very challenging. It can also be challenging to understand what’s moving for you and what the deeper invitation could be from Star Family.

This coming Monday on 8/8, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a guided meditation group call for Lion’s Gate. It will be an opportunity to learn some more about what these energies could mean for you personally and the guided meditation will serve to help you let in the codes and feel into your own personal next steps at this time. Featured this week is an article from Jelelle about Lion’s Gate and how this one in particular seems to be centred on the completion of a 10-year cycle that started in 2012.

Jelelle, along with Kasha Rokshana, will be hosting a women’s call this month on August 21st which will focus on womb healing and activation.

You can find out more information about their upcoming Lion’s Gate Activation Group Call and our upcoming Womb Healing & Activation Women’s Call, here: soulfullheart.org/events

There are many new writings and audio blogs to take in this week, featuring energy updates and more! 

There are also several new videos this week, including two from Raphael where he shares about where we’re living in Portugal and also an invitation specifically to men. Kasha also has a video this week where she shares a favourite song that also serves as a Divine transmission of love and support. 

You can find our current Museletter here:https://mailchi.mp/f4738321e7b9/soulfullheart-museletter-lions-gate-activation-group-meditation-call-aug-8

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”. 

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

The Gifts Of Self-Validation & Immersion In Your Own World

by Kasha Rokshana

You know… sometimes it’s truly in your self-permission to imagine, to just be in play or even in pain, to immerse yourself in a world that feels ‘made up’ to others around you… that you find your deepest growth and most profound healing.

Dive into those waters of what could be real to find what IS real for you. And finding playmates on the outside in the form of soul family who also feel the depth and realness of everything inside of you as if it’s theirs too is a gift that keeps on giving.

Maybe it’s the pursuit of facts and cold, hard evidence that brings in the most confusion when your purest heart and parts of you just want to experience love unfolding… especially within you, and especially in response to all things in life whether hard or easy, challenging or simple.

Maybe all it really takes is recognizing the beauty of the self-permission to immerse in your own reality and make it the realest thing imaginable.
There’s no way to go halfway in that, unless you feel obliged to comply with whatever realities are around you and possibly invading your own in ways less than loving and much less than empathic or compassionate.

And maybe, just maybe, that’s all there is to it when it comes to your deepest, realest Divine reunion experiences – play pretend until it feels real enough to become embodied, find ways into and through your deepest pains, and remember that the ways in which your shadow may come out through these experiences is all a part of the same sacred thing of truly owning your own reality and finding your growth path within that.

…just some notes from the road as I step even deeper into this myself!

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.