12:12 Portal Codes Offer New Possibilities And Death/Rebirth: Activations at the Tor, Avalon UK

By Jelelle Awen

12:12 energy update: I was guided a couple of days ago to go out today, a rare sunny day here in Glastonbury UK in December, and to take in the codes at the sacred hill/Tor both at sunrise and sunset. It wasn’t until this morning that I realized it was also the 12:12 portal today!

Kasha and I headed up to the Tor for sunrise in the early morning today, moving sometimes in silence, feeling the processional energies heading up to the Tor from other lifetimes in Avalon. Once at the top, the energies of the sunrise were subtle, slow and soft with the sun revealing itself at the very ‘end’. The codes offered New Beginnings….I felt it as “a new dawn for humanity”….a bridge to the Age of Aquarius coming in with the upcoming Winter Solstice Conjunction.

The wind whipping around us as the sun rose and even pushing hard against our backs, we both grounded into the center of the Tor itself, feeling the kundalini energies and the two dragon ley lines (masculine and feminine) wrapping around each other from within the spine of the Tor and flowing out the top. It is not really comfortable to be at the top of the Tor, especially without the stone circle that used to be there which would help to settle and ground the energies. These precious stones (4D beings) were like friends and it is a bit sad to be up there without them.

After I had a much needed salt bath and nap for integration, we went back out to take in the sunset walking along the paths at the base of the Tor and sitting in the Avalon Orchards. There was a sense of magic and of, again, new possibilities.

12:12 is the beginning of what feels like a preparatory initiation phase before the Ascension acceleration happening during the solstice. If you surrender to your Divine Self, you will hear/feel/know what those initiations are for you and what life is asking you to respond to. Timelines are collapsing even as the new ones are overlapping in.

It is also a death/rebirth portal, so what is needing to be let go of and die in your life will become illuminated to you with soul courage to hold the process of mourning with love and grace. I am going through this myself right now and discovering how much we can be held in the grief, using it as a portal of soul growth, and opportunity to surrender. There is excitement even in the sadness, hope in the releasing.

Much love to you on 12:12 and here’s to both the necessary completions and the NEW beginnings….Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I live and/or get the recording for a winter solstice transmission group call for the great conjunction on Monday, December 21 at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST! It is a powerful time to be in group meditation space! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/204407741239050 or soulfullheart.org

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Ascension As A Long-Term Process Rather Than A Sudden, One-Time Salvation Experience

By Jelelle Awen

I’m not seeing the Ascension picture of a big burst of solar flare event and we are all ‘saved’, ‘raised’, and ‘redeemed’ in that instant without pain, adjustment, or a process at all. What I keep being shown and living out myself as Ascension is the process of it, the loops and the curves, and the cyclical patterns of it. The growing from within hellish transmuting into heavenly reality of it…

The Divine Feminine particularly offers this as She knows about gestation. She knows about the patience that it takes to surrender to a process of birthing long-term rather than wanting to be saved/born/arrive/redeemed in an instant. She knows that the labor pains make the rewards that much more worth it. She knows about the death process where much is given up so that the new can arise out of the ashes.

This seems to be Ascension then….the process of being born in 3D….the choosing, the conditioning, the programming, the conforming, the adjusting, the living it out because it was what we needed and wanted to experience. We became turtles in shells, needing that safe home container and the occasional moments to stretch our limbs.

The process of our soul coming in as our consciousness transitions to 4D….the awakening, the blood coming back to these limbs, the ups, the down, the Dark Nights, the Light Days, the blisses, the messes because it is the alchemical process for which all of life is created and arises. We start remembering then that we are actually Angels and of/from the Divine and experiencing reunion with our beloved soul family monad experience of complete Unity.

Ascension is this process of feeling and healing all that 3D experience and soul experiences in other lifetimes of pain, suffering, isolation, separation AND the grounded and good stuff too of 3D living….both. BEing with the parts of us that have done their duty, been on guard, formed the necessary armor for our ‘tour of duty’ here in 3D. This process of unmasking, putting down ‘arms’, dropping the previously necessary weapons, discarding the shells, letting our wings unfurl and have some room.

So, we arise in all this letting go. We rebirth and are reborn as the layers of what we no longer need and never actually WERE fall away. The feminine within us and the Divine Mother too hold the space for this process, even the masculine impatience at times to just ‘get it over with it’ or ‘have it done.’

She smiles; She comforts; and, sometimes, She lights the match on what needs to burn.

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(with Anna & The Magdalenes, voice of Divine Feminine Wisdom)

Jelelle Awen

THIS is such an intense time…there is no need to ‘go’ it alone anymore. We offer support through 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, videos, and our online portal for resonant community connection….. very unique heart and soul empowering support for the arising of YOUR bigness into your BEing and into your life! more info at soulfullheart.org

Join Our SoulFullHeart Online Community Portal | Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Cofounders/Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle share about our online SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks. We share about wanting to offer an online community space away from social media platforms with more privacy and functionality for all and finding that in the Might Networks offering. The Portal offers this save, private, online space for members who have been drawn to and resonant with the SoulFullHeart process and paradigm.

We share about the exclusive content offerings available on the Portal now and upcoming in the future, such as personal process sharings, writings (including excerpts from future books), guided meditation videos and more. The Portal also offers a nourishing and already lively! community experience with resonant souls through contributing to a main activity thread, topic threads, and private/group chat functions. There are also private groups for women and men on the Portal for sharing related to those gender embodiment processes.

To join the Portal for $14.99 USD membership fee per month for ALL this and for more information, visit https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

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Here are some comments we’ve received from members about being on the Portal with us: 

“Lovely to be here and I agree it’s great to be in a safer, more peaceful, online space.”

“Your meditations, teachings, and what you share as a community – it always feels like touching base with my soul – so much resonance in what you offer. I also appreciate that this is away from the social platforms and offers a more peaceful and clear place to come away from the noise of the world.”

“I have been following your group for the past year or so. I relate well to your topics, your love for the planet, and each other. Each of you seem so refreshingly sincere, it’s a privilege to be in your company here on the Portal!”

“Good to be here. It may take me a while to get used to navigating another new format. My tech skills are getting stretched! LOL. It does feel like a safe port though in the sometimes stormy online sea.”

“How exciting! I’m an ‘existing fan’ of the SoulFullHeart process and this deep healing work. I’m grateful to be reconnected this way for more of SoulFullHeart and our deep diving on this Portal. “

“Feels clean, safe and easy to navigate here. I felt to join after clarity that the process is my core work. Parts of me have wanted a breadth of experience and exploration. I’ve been finding that this is possible whilst still committing to parts work. Happy to join this safe space to explore and connect  I feel to share and connect with others in the process and also I’m interested in others’ process.”

“I am so grateful to be a part of this beautiful portal. Even though not in person, we are all connected at the heart and spirit and I am so grateful for this soul family I have found here.”

“I’m looking forward to exploring this Portal here! I’ve always said I’m only really on Facebook for you guys and even then I rarely go on. SO, I’m glad to have a space separate from the many and part of the few that have resonance and a focus on intimacy and love.”


For more information about 1:1 sessions, writings/books, group call events, and more visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

Dark Agenda Exposure Necessitates Making VERY Conscious, Self Loving Body/Heart/Mind Choices: Message From Anna & The Magdalenes

By Jelelle Awen

As I have been doing nearly every morning since coming here to Avalon, I felt to check in with Anna, High Priestess of Isis/Magdalenes-Essenes/the brotherhood-sisterhood of Light, etc., and my soul family monad group around the Ascension process as it continues to unfold in ever increasing ways:

Anna says now, “The Ascension timeline into New Earth 5D reality is accelerating. This acceleration is supported by Ascension codes being provided by strong solar activity, the eclipse window, the conjunction of two strong masculine energy planets Jupiter and Saturn during the Winter Solstice, and the completion energies of this 2020 year.

This process seeds FIRST and primarily within your own heart and soul as New Earth reality lives within you. The outside manifestation of this 5D New Earth reality is lagging fairly far behind in the moment, as so many souls in 3D consciousness are still plugged into its Matrix generated reality. If you look only to the outside, parts of you will perhaps feel little hope and even despair for the manifestation of New Earth in your lifetime. Instead, you will ‘see’ polarization, division, hate and fear, and very dark agendas being exposed that have long been hidden..

Just as we lived with the Roman Empire and many dark emperors/dictators in our timelines pressing their dominance and fear-based agendas in constant persecution of those awakening and threatening these agendas, so are you living through this now with increasing censorship and shunning/shaming of those who are awakening and sharing the truth. We had to find and maintain forgiveness for those who would and did do us harm. This was very challenging in moments! Yet as we connected to the heart of the Divine Mother within us and to Yeshua’s Christ Consciousness embodiment, we accessed this forgiveness as tender balm to the places within us that needed it. And, we could then extend this forgiveness (genuinely!) toward those with ‘ill will’ toward us!

We would be reminded, as I remind you now, of the ultimate purpose of this Cabal of humans and some other ‘Lizard Ones from Draco (not all!) ‘. It has been, always, to represent the darkness that is also in the light of the Divine. Yet, their purpose of doing this, holding this shadow for humanity so that it could be reconciled, is running out of necessity now and has already collapsed on the 4D levels.

For you dear awakening ones who see the light in ALL BEings and hold the New Earth reality of love and peace for ALL, this is a challenging phase for you. Again, you may see and feel little evidence on the ‘outside’ of what your soul KNOWS is possible for humanity on a higher timeline. You may receive little support and resonance from others, until you start too as you draw them to you…as will be happening for more and more of you as you heal your lone wolf inside and let in/join with your soul family to begin to live more in New Earth communities together.

During this phase of accelerated disclosure and collapse of the Matrix, you are invited to make VERY conscious choices in all areas of your life that best support your heart opening and your soul awakening. Choices that best support your Ascension rather than those that would hinder it or delay it or block it. This is especially the case with anything that the dark ones would offer that you put into your body that has not come from Gaia herself in an organic way as medicine.

This is important as the latest ‘medicine’ they are pushing as a ‘savior for humanity’ is actually more like a death and body illness doula for those souls who choose not to ascend into New Earth and to unplug from the Matrix. It serves a purpose in this, even as that can be very hard to see and feel. Yet, you, beloved awakening ones….it is NOT meant for you and could do great damage to your DNA, your RNA, your cells, your physical body and your subtle energy bodies if you accept a ‘jab’ or ‘shot’ of it.

You will always be presented with the choice to choose love over fear, even if it feels to parts of you as if you have ‘no choice.’ Your Divine Self choice would always be for love of self, body, and others. Align to this Divine Self choice and it will guide you through this time and to the other side where New Earth awaits.

It is time now for humanity to arise! You can lead this arising with your choices grounded in trust and surrender with the Divine and with your heart/eyes/soul/mind open in all moments.

We have so much love for you…reach out and we will be there to guide you as you carry/water/harvest the Ascension seeds that we planted in our lifetimes and timelines into the Now.”

Anna and the Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

More information about Ascension support/upgrades/trauma processing through 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings and online community at soulfullheart.org.pic is the recent full moon corona with halo in Manitoba by B Mckean

You Keep Opening Up To Love: Invitation To Heal Your Inner Child And Other Parts Of You

By Jelelle Awen

You keep opening your heart to love. You do, because it is WHY you are here. To open, to share, to risk….even, sometimes, to break. So it feels like…..your heart is breaking into pieces and the parts that seem shattered speak to you then, saying, ‘This is me, all broken up. Will I ever come together again?’

These parts of you speak of hurt and loss that runs deep, much beyond this moment and even this present timeline and this current situation or circumstance. They flash you the slideshow scenes of previously forgotten pain that is now acutely aching again so you can understand it better, feel it, BE with it…..eventually help them be FREE from these frozen in fear moments.

These parts of you cry with you their tears that often weren’t allowed, permitted, or felt in the moment the pain was caused and harm received by others. These parts of you…..sometimes so, so young, precious, and innocent….can then be held by your and the Divine Mother’s forgiveness and compassion. They can become pure again until the light of your loving sun.

You keep holding the space for this process….BEing with what is real, allowing space to feel it ALL with ALL parts of you. You keep feeling because, on the other side of this pain, is the joy that is contained in every part of you.

On the other side of the fear, is the love that is the essence of every part of you.

On the other side of the shame, is the sense of innate goodness in every part of you.

Your Divine Self keeps finding support to trust this transmutational process. You trust it because it always moves to the other side eventually. Every movement offers the opportunity and possibility of moving on….even if it looks like ‘going in’ or looks like mourning. You hear ‘it’s time to move on now and let it go’ and so parts of you do, your previously occupied heart now empty, vacated, and ready to be filled up again by love…

You keep feeling the love that life is bringing, holding, offering you and these parts do too until they become more and more whole and integrated. You keep listening as Life says, “Keep opening UP, BEing with what is real and trusting the process. All that you desire and deserve is here, waiting until you are ready to receive it.”
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Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

This ground of feeling, healing, and being with parts of you and soul aspects is what we explore with much tender and deep initiation in 1:1 sessions. For more information, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

This is my Deepen meditation series that I recommend for opening up access to many parts of self and soul aspects: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, our online community Portal and more at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Galactic Activations Through HUGE Sun Spot/Possible Flares, Eclipse Window & Winter Solstice Conjunction

Energy Update: My attention is being turned toward the cosmic in the last couple of days, which I haven’t been tracking as much in the last months due to so much going on in my own soul family activation process since coming to Avalon and what has been happening collectively in current events as well. This draw toward the galactic usually signals there may be more activity going on, including a next round of activations and upgrades through the usual sources.


There are most likely some strong solar flares coming as an ‘awakening boost’ for humanity’s consciousness as we currently go through the deepest densities of the disclosure process. These may be provided by AR2786–the biggest sunspot in years! This sunspot is now forming light bridges that are bright fissures ~15,000 km long, about as wide as Earth (pictured). These light bridges may be preparing to erupt into solar flares as they are highly explosive or they may disintegrate, according to spaceweather.com.


It feels like cosmic support is coming too in the upcoming full moon lunar eclipse happening on Monday, November 30th and the subsequent total solar eclipse on December 14, 2020. An eclipse window is usually a powerful time of clarities, galactic consciousness openings, and revelation of our next timeline manifestations. Both eclipses won’t be visible to very many of us physically, yet can be tuned into virtually to experience a powerful download!

I can already feel the energies building toward the winter solstice as well, December 21, 2020, with a sense of anticipation/importance about this date growing in the Ascension community. This winter solstice offers a powerful conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn, which happens once every 20 years. I’ll be feeling into this winter solstice event more with my guides around what it specifically offers us in terms of our ongoing embodiment of our Divine Self process during Ascension. We are already planning to hold a group transmission call by donation on that date with more information coming soon!

These cosmic activities feel like they can be a huge support right now during this dynamic and catalytic time! Parts of you may be feeling quite a range of emotions during all the ups and downs post-Election and with Covid restrictions/lockdowns becoming more intense again. There can be moments of huge excitement about FINALLY things being revealed and more souls waking up from the Matrix of mainstream conditioned reality. And, then, frustration at the controls being put even tighter in place as a ‘last gasp/last stand fight’ by these Matrix/Cabal energies. There can be hopelessness and even despair connected to that as well, that you may be feeling as a collective empath that have been vibrating within humanity’s collective emotional body since the fall of Atlantis/Matrix takeover.

Hold space for yourself as first priority….feeling what support and loving heart response parts of you need as navigation (not to transcend yet rather to FEEL it ALL). These cosmic sources from ‘outside’ also provide DNA and code activations from inside that allow access to a bigger perspective. Connect to the quantum field of Unity Consciousness within yourself as a new ‘anchor’ rather than 3D polarized reality.

Much love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

More information about group call events (including a Magdalene consciousness activation call with Kasha and I on Sunday), 1:1 sessions, our community online portal, and books/writings, at soulfullheart.org.

Magdalene Consciousness Transmission Women’s Group Call November 29th (Video) | Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

By Jelelle Awen

Fellow SoulFullHeart Teacher and Magdalene bridge Kasha Rokshana and I, Jelelle Awen, recorded this quick eight minute video this morning to talk about Magdalene Consciousness and our women’s group call broadcasting from here in Avalon/Glastonbury exploring it this Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST…..also during the full moon/eclipse corridor! It’ll be our third women’s group call broadcasting here from Avalon, a beloved place for the Magdalenes for many years and multiple timelines/lifetimes.

We share in this video about how Magdalene consciousness arises as you connect to your Inner Masculine protection, negotiate consciously to allow the purity frequencies to come forward from your soul as connected to this soul lineage. You receive more and more initiations from Magdalenes led by your soul as you bridge your consciousness through your emotional body and heart space. This can be so hugely supportive and helpful during this time of so much collective transition and Matrix collapse as well.
We hope you can join us live to share on the chat and over video if you’d like to…and also to experience a guided meditation during the call with transmissions/channelings from the core Magdalene ascended teachers of Grandmother Anna, Mother Mary, and ‘three Marys’ as well!

You can offer a donation of whatever amount you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and join us live and/or receive the recording afterwards as well!

More info about the call at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls and https://www.facebook.com/events/194463912230161

I Cannot Make You Grow With Me, Only Invite You To Come Along: Navigating Relationships During Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

I cannot make you grow with me, only invite you to come along………’Shrinking to fit’ in relationships with others is one of the biggest ways that we can cap our soul bigness and keep our hearts more closed related to transacting intimate love with ourselves, others, and the Divine. These shrinking dynamics happen when parts of us conform to others expectations, ideas, and roles about who we are rather than being who we really are.

Instead of shrinking to fit to maintain the ‘old’ and comfortable ground of transaction, we begin to stretch and challenge that ground as we awaken and heal into more expression of our authentic self. I am seeing in sessions lately that this realization of shrinking to fit is especially happening during this time of Covid, political polarization, Matrix disclosure/collapse etc. as souls wake up to a deeper truth beyond what they have been programmed to believe.

As you share this dawning truth with your family, mate, and friends, there can be quite a backlash, vilification, and even completion of relationships as the dissonance of consciousness can’t find ground to transact any longer. The previous contracts/agreements of you holding the ‘black sheep’ or ‘healer for the family line’ or ‘mate that is awakening ahead of the other’ etc. have now been outgrown and run out of ground.

This can be a very painful process of loss and completion for parts of you, especially the Inner Teenager and Inner Child, with much opportunity to feel the deeper aspects of ourselves that were being mirrored and projected in the relationship onto the other person or people. Much shame can come up in parts when they are judged harshly by previous beloveds. Sometimes parts of you may feel like convincing, proving, and tugging on them to get them to ‘see’ what you do as a form of protection and fear to loss the bond.

Inviting the souls in your life to ‘come along with you’ as your soul awakens comes from an energy of self love and trust. You are trusting that whatever happens will be held by love for both of you. You are moving beyond previous contracts and agreements and into new arising grounds of love beyond them. You are leading with what your soul desires for yourself while letting go of that you know what that choice should be for another person. You are setting a clear boundary about how you want to be seen and treated and advocating that you ultimately require resonance in your relationships.

This can be very challenging to inhabit until you have negotiated with the parts of you inside that struggle to let go of control, fear, and attachment in relationships. You can only invite others into and with a loving, clean, and pure energy if you are inviting yourself and all your aspects into this ground of exploration. So as you experience it inside, so then can you naturally then invite others into it as well.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We go into these grounds of inner discovery around relationships to feel what mirrors are being offered by them from within you and possible soul themes/patterns/karmic compensations going on as well during 1:1 sessions over zoom. This ‘inside out’ approach and way of feeling it allows for more authentic arising self worth and self containment and digestion of previous trauma from relationship experiences as well, creating more ‘room’ and breathing from within. More information about sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Navigating The Ongoing U.S. Election Aftermath, Increasing Covid Restrictions, & Matrix Exposure

By Jelelle Awen

The intensity of the Matrix exposure and collapse reality in 3D timelines continues on as this pivotal year of 2020 comes to a close. The aftermath of the U.S. Election serves to show how it wasn’t about an easy result and conclusive winner or ‘business as usual’. Yet rather the election has served a process of ongoing exposure of fraud and corruption…revelation of the dark energies and their ‘dominion’ that have been underneath and fueling our political systems for so long. It is serving to wake up yet even more souls to a new reality.

Trump is once again serving as a poultice to draw out what needs to be seen while taking the brunt of the blame/hate/backlash on himself. As I’ve offered before, he doesn’t feel like a New Earth leader, yet the one needed at this time for what is required. This is NOT an easy soul choice to hold this mantle (perhaps there is karma there he is making up for) and he has needed some denser personality traits to steer him through it. I still feel that he will ultimately be the next President (as he was clearly energectially elected by a ‘landslide’ even if not validating yet in the 3D ‘mainstream’), yet he will be one within a system that will be forever changed by what is happening now.

I have also felt the collapse of the democratic party is happening, to be more seen in the future. This coincides with the collapse of the Cabal and the control Matrix itself as well that has been humanity’s projected ‘mainstream’ reality since the fall of Atlantis. This collapse and abandonment of the 4D source level of AI is something I have shared about before. This is just the beginning of the shift that needs to happen out of the old systems of politics of ANY kind and into the New Earth reality of self sovereignty, small yet aligned communities ‘governing’ themselves, and unity consciousness as the prevailing one.

The peaking of the Covid narrative during this ‘second wave’ of restrictions, lockdowns, vaccine development and roll out, and more freedoms being ‘taken away’ is also serving to expose the hidden agenda of the Cabal, Global Elite and their plan for a ‘Great Reset’. Increasing protests to these restrictions and giving away of human rights is allowing a push back that leads to freedom and ultimately more unplugging from the Matrix for those souls ready for that. Here in Europe, the Cabal energies feel more entrenched still with so many generations of formation and feeding into it, with perhaps a longer journey to go toward emancipation than in the more overtly rebellious U.S. from its inception. Yet, rebellion is happening and spreading here, and it feels like it will grow continuing into 2021.

Ultimately, it feels like the heart and soul of humanity will claim itself again and rise into our non-suppressed form, our sacred humanity….as has already happened in the higher realms for those souls choosing it. For those of us already in an ongoing Matrix and 3D unplugging process starting within for many years, it can feel as if most of this disclosure is not being offered for us yet rather for those that need to see and feel it in a more distinctive way. They (and their 3D selves) need it to be ‘proven’ to them in the way that is starting to happen now in order for them to wake up to it.

During all this peaking of intense Matrix disclosure and collapse energies, I have found it even more important to create an inner shelter for parts of me and soul aspects too during lengthly morning meditation/check in space. This is my bridge to 5D Golden New Earth as the seeds of it live in me and I can water them in my own space, as can we all. I’ve been leaning into my soul family lineage of the Magdalenes to provide guidance and openings from their experience dealing with the Roman Empire, plus soul supporting activations from energies and places here in Glastonbury/Avalon. Tears of reunion, joy, and healing flow easily right now for me as soon as I tune inward both to my own heart chakra and to/from the heart chakra of Gaia.

Going inward and particularly to connect with parts of you and what they are feeling can be very nourishing right now. These peaking energies are also offering an opportunity of thinner veils and more clarities (coming from clair activations) about karmic soul patterns connected to the Cabal frequencies in other lifetimes that you may have been part of in some way.

I offer a Deepen meditation series for this exploration with a new, ongoing one Deepen 2021 coming soon: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Claiming space for yourself, finding support in Nature, taking a break from tracking current events as needed, connecting with beloveds and focusing on your own service of love can help to navigate this time. Feeling the Divine support that is available in EVERY moment connects you to the bigger picture of Ascension and deepening trust in what is unfolding and how it is.

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Here is a recent shelter in the storm livestream with Raphael and I offering more teachings on this and a guided meditation: https://youtu.be/k-s8mFItdmE

More information on 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Claiming Your Heaven Within: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Jesus

By Jelelle Awen

I feel Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and Master Essene/Magdalene/Avalon/Isis priestess, wanting to share a message with you as we continue to traverse through this 11:11 powerful manifestation portal that is bringing in powerful New Earth frequencies with it. I have been connecting with her in her final resting place at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. This has been a sacred process that has brought many tears yet a deeper integration of my soul family lineage as well….

“Thank you, beloved souls, for taking in my message to you!
This is what comes through the Divine’s heart to be expressed to you through mine:


Heaven is not outside of you.

Heaven is not available only when you leave your body and your current lifetime.

The most golden heaven of Earth experiences lives within you.

The heaven of your potential and your capacity.

The heaven of your DNA that is waking up.

The heaven of your sacred humanity that is ready to rise.

This heaven is available in every Now.

As you feel it from within, you can become it.

As you let go of what is not a reflection of this heavenly essence.

As you no longer hold on to ANYTHING that doesn’t feel like this heaven to you.

As you no longer settle or shrink below this heavenly frequency.

As you no longer choose suffering in any form.

As you no longer participate in the Matrix system of enslavement.

As you no longer compensate for karma from other lifetimes.

As you instead LET IN LOVE in all the ways it wants to come to you…

This heaven waits for your claiming within you.

It is time to make this claim of heaven within in every moment by choosing love over fear;

By choosing goodness over suffering;

By choosing light over darkness;

By choosing soul family over being alone;

By choosing to FEEL all that suffers in fear and darkness within you,

By offering a lifeline of Divine love to these places, aspects and parts,

By releasing the karmic binds and contracts that keep them stuck,

you are claiming the healing that wants and needs to happen.

You are claiming the healing that opens up heaven within

with every tear you are willing to shed

and every shadow you are willing to illuminate

and every pain you are so bravely willing to feel.

I hold you with so much love in my heart as does the Divine Mother and Divine Father

as you look no longer upward for Heaven, yet courageously turn inward and discover it THERE.

Ask to experience your Heaven within AND whatever needs your love and attention that may block this experience…and it will be so,

love from my beloved Avalon,

Grandmother Anna with Jelelle Awen

Anna wants to invite you as well to our monthly women’s group transmission call next Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST which feels like it will be a powerful one! Anna and other Magdalenes with Kasha and I will offer a bridge to Magdalene Consciousness. You can offer a donation of any amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org