Transmuting Trauma To Love: Final Group Call Of The Free To Be 5D Series

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you SO much to those who joined Raphael and I today for the final group call of our six week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on my book Free To Be 5D, which you can get links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books. It was a heart warming and soul/mind expanding conversation about healing sacred wounds from this life and other lifetimes on emotional/physical/spiritual levels and the trauma that is sourced from them. We also led you on a guided meditation to connect with a scene of trauma to invite it into transmutation with love.

Thank you especially to Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana for joining us in the room today. And, for all of your contributions to EVERY group call discussion and follow-up Saturday process group call as well. The way this paradigm and process is embodied by both of you in such deepening ways is such a gift to us and those you serve and teach as well.

Thank you to Raianna for your picture taking before every call and to her and Jasper for attending every Wednesday group call and nearly every Saturday follow up call as well! You are definitely the MVPS for all of the group call series!

It has been quite a journey over the last 18 calls since the first one began on April 1st with our first series Free To Be 5D: Matrix to New Earth Transition. I felt there was a bridge to New Earth needed, starting from within, in response to the Covid event and the shut down that was going on and collapse in the 3D Matrix. There was a void and vacancy there and we felt to fill it.

We’ve been so pleased to have had more than a hundred people offer a donation to attend and/or receive the recording of one to 18 of the calls. We’ve learned so much along the way, been given the opportunity to serve love and teach a paradigm and process that we are so passionate about….and been gifted clarity about next offerings for SoulFullHeart as well!

Thank you so much to those of you who have contributed your thoughts, comments, and questions on the chat during the calls as you helped to form a resonant community and brought aliveness and relevancy to the calls.

If you’d like to take in the recordings of any or all of the three group call series, please offer an individual donation for each at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen. There is more information about each of them at soulfullheart.org.

A NEW offering from us is coming soon as we begin to create a SoulFullHeart Portal on patreon with membership access to exclusive content such as writings/inspirational thoughts/personal sharings, energy updates, a community forum and more! Stay tuned as we share about that soon!

Much love and blessings of love to you during this Bliss Mess transition into sacred humanity,
Jelelle

Beginning Our Nomadic Phase Of Service Of Love

by Jelelle Awen

We fly to Glastonbury/Avalon in two weeks from today! Finally, we seem to be in Divine alignment around it after being delayed for four months and needing to reschedule our flights and travel arrangements due to Covid. We’ll be landing at wonderful Rie’s Place in the center of Glastonbury for six weeks and staying in Glastonbury longer beyond that as well…..the beginning of our nomadic phase of service!

It is always an interesting process of detachment to reduce everything you own down to two suitcases and a carry-on! I actually quite enjoy it and the liberation/freedom it brings. Two years ago, we arrived here in Victoria, Canada after four years in Mexico with only two suitcases each and manifested a whole house full of wonderful stuff (usually free or very cheap) that is now mostly going to my daughter Raianna and her boyfriend Jasper to begin their exciting new life together here in Victoria in a beautiful house with the two dogs. We are sad to be away from them yet also already planning visits back and forth to stay connected.

The priorities for me in packing negotiated with my Inner Child/Star Seed….my most favourite clothes, stuffies and crystals/stones! ♥️🙂🙏

I highly recommend a purge of stuff if you haven’t done it recently or if you’ve been in the same house for awhile and collected things that may not reflect who you are anymore. You quickly feel what things you actually care about and truly love. It actually feels so good also to gift and give things away. We have had wonderful experiences and connections doing that over the years when we’ve reduced down several times now, donating almost everything each time.

Arising and dissipating….owning and then letting go. A good practice in tuning into the impermanence of our reality!

love,
Jelelle

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Free consult calls leading to powerful 1:1 sessions with amazing SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana are available now! Go to soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

Read more about the 3D/4D Matrix with Covid event updates as well in my new book Free To Be 5D with links to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

Guided meditations and teaching videos to support your Divine Self at https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

Lion’s Gate Crop Circle Update: Sacred Masculine Activations To Heal The Love Of Power – August 9, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

A new and dynamic crop circle formation has been reported today August 9th at Woolstone Wells, Nr Uffington Castle, Oxfordshire, UK! This one ‘appeared’ most likely overnight during the peak of this Lion’s Gateway that we are still within.

I felt a strong activation from this formation immediately, stimulating energy already running up and down the spine as it comes in/downloads through the upper chakras (Personal Sun, Soul Star and Crown). I felt a sacred masculine frequency to this (rather than Kundalini/Divine Feminine) that seems to originate from the Great Cosmic Sun in alignment with the powerful Sirius energies.

These are energies of Divine Father support, love, and goodness to heal the wounded masculine that impacts and effects and lives within us all personally and collectively. Sirius Lion energies are of the healthy, noble, and humble leader…..the empathetic, compassionate and vulnerable king.

Healing the love of power seems to be an aspect of the energies being offered right now during this Lion’s Gate as we see so much of this struggle in our world right now. The Matrix is fed by the love of power over others and the ‘attainment’ of it. It collapses as each of us chooses on a soul level to align with the power of love instead….the only TRUE and INFINITE and PURE power in the Universe. All other forms of power are illusionary, temporary, and ultimately dissatisfying to the soul.

Each soul is walking out this journey of discovery for themselves and in their own timing. Those of us who have been anchored into the power of love frequencies through a LONG deconstruction and purification process over many lifetimes can radiate out this possibility to all those who need to receive it.

Radiating out love rather than absorbing fear supports us too during this transitional time.

I feel so much love for the masculine with this formation and available with Divine Father in this Now, with our soul aspects who are masculine, with the Lion Sirius energies, with men and for the inner masculine within us all!

What do you see and feel from this one?

Here is the aerial footage of it: https://youtu.be/0Ah89xTj2eY

I shared more about the Lion’s Gateway, recent crop circle formations, and a message from my Sirius aspect Sela here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/lions-gate-crop-circles-up…/

love,
Jelelle Awen

More information on group calls, writings/books including my latest book Free To Be 5D, 1:1 sessions and more at soulfullheart.org.

Lion’s Gate & Crop Circles Update: Cosmic Christmas & Galactic Activations Available NOW

By Jelelle Awen

Lion’s Gate & Crop Circles Update: Today, August 8th 8:8, is the Lion’s Gateway, peak of the galactic alignment with the planet Sirius. As Sirius rises in the sky, Orion’s Belt aligns with the Pyramid of Giza. From our viewpoint from Gaia, Sirius (as the brightest star in the sky) comes closer to us. We have often called this day “Cosmic Christmas” for the gifts that it can bring on the soul level.

Sirius is a STRONG and powerful source of soul activations, upgrades, and Ascension frequencies. As we connect to our soul aspects from Sirius, we can receive codes that bring us into our next levels of awakening. They often appear as feline beings with blue skin tones, although that can vary.

The veils are lifted during this gateway and the capacity to see/feel/know other lifetimes and timelines is revealed. Our soul aspects who live in ‘Ancient Egypt’ become visible and knowable to us especially during this time. These aspects are often more tuned into these higher spiritual energies that have often been covered over in our modern times. There is much to learn from soul gift exchange with our Egyptian aspects. So if you are drawn to that time period, especially right now, this is a sign of that connection being ripe and available to you for exploration and discovery.

As I meditated this morning, I connected with Sela, my blue feline-humanoid Lionness Queen from Sirius. As we touched third eyes together, She offered me waves of calm support and spacious grace. As I’ve been going through some deeper layers of trauma wound healing with my inner child (pushed up by a recent dental procedure) and some more death/rebirth phases too on a soul level, her frequencies felt soothing and expansive. I had this sense of cool water flowing over little fires everywhere within and to the places in the world where fires are literally burning as the Cabal/Matrix collapses.

Sela seemed to deeply feel and understand the energies of death and rebirth going on for humanity right now, as her species has gone through the Ascension process bliss mess phases and stages as well. The peaking of these energies seems to be these last weeks leading up to the pivotal U.S. election with increasing violence, contention, riots, protests, shut downs, indictments, division, etc. She offered compassion for the messy transition we are in as we stumble and fumble through the dark to find our way into the light.

She then showed me flashes of the most recent crop circle formations, all appearing in the Wiltshire, UK area over the last few days. Sela encouraged me to share them with you and invited us to feel into whatever messages we receive from them, offering that they are specifically connected to the Lion’s Gate frequencies and the upgrades available during it.

The crop circle formations and Sirius energy remind us of the bigger picture that can lost with so much contentious content. They form a bridge to our galactic nature and the remembering of the assistance and support that is ALWAYS there for us. As we are vulnerable and ask for it, so we can then receive it as love from the Divine in whatever forms and ways we most need.

Sela says now, “Trust the light that you are emerging into as you wake up from your long sleep. Remember that the dark has been a necessary illusion. Forgetting is the illusion. Separation is the illusion. Fear is the illusion.

Love is real. Unity is real. The Light is real. The Divine is real.

The rest is a playout of the illusion that is dying and being slowly reborn into what is real. This process of dying illusion is happening within you and in your world. As you can see this process, you can separate from it and connect to the love that you ARE in any moment. “

Blessings on this Lion’s Gate, Cosmic Christmas, and may new vistas of your soul’s bigness be revealed to you that provide support to navigate the shifts and changes!

love,
Jelelle Awen & Sela

For more digestion about Lion’s Gate and a guided meditation/activation to connect with your Sirian aspect, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana led a livestream last weekend and the recording is available here: https://youtu.be/7yo6PQgtd2w

More information on group calls, writings/books, 1:1 sessions and more at soulfullheart.org.

You can read more about these formations and view the aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2020/August2020.html.

The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, ‘Matrix’ means ‘womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our ‘Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the ‘mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to ‘live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current ‘21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called ‘Archons’ and ‘Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the ‘programmers’ or ‘the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the ‘Cabal’ or ‘Deep State’ or ‘Illuminati’ or ‘Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become ‘fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that ‘runs the program’ of ‘end times’ and ‘doom and gloom’ and ‘impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for ‘near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the ‘cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you ‘rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The ‘hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain ‘plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this ‘teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Abundance of Five-Pointed Stars In Beautiful New Formation – July 23, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: This stunning new crop circle formation was reported today, July 23rd, at The Ridgeway, Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK. It appeared near the white horse/dragon formation. I was struck by how detailed, intricate and precise this formation is and was once again reminded that something BIGGER beyond our known technologies and human means created this art! An instant bridge to the galactic and cosmic energies supporting us!

There are so many five pointed stars in this formation or pentagrams. Ten points on the two overlapping stars and ten five-pointed stars supporting the center one is a powerful activation! 12 stars in total…

The pentagram’s use, which commonly represents the five elements of earth, water, fire, air, and spirit, has been distorted and misused in some ways by the 3D Matrix control system and 4D Matrix False Light/Satanic programs. Yet in its pure essence, this shape connects us to our ‘ancient’ roots and Metasoul lifetimes/timelines of balanced elementals within, with others, and with Gaia. Many use this shape to manifest beauty, protection, balance and connect to the Divine Feminine.

I feel there is a reclaiming of this symbol and its powerfully high frequency activations in this formation from the darker energies and their agenda that is now being disclosed and revealed during this necessary shadow illumination phase of our Ascension.

Here is the aerial view to take this beauty in: https://youtu.be/5kWApsdarHc

What do you feel/see from this one?

Read all my crop circles updates from the 2020 season at: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

love,
Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Oh, Divine: A Love Poem To The Divine

My love letter to the Divine…within me, within you, with the beloved ascended guides/teachers that show us the way~

Oh Divine,
I am lost in all this maya
only real again
In your arms, in your gaze, in your attention
And in your claim.
Then I arise out of a smaller i
And into a bigger I
That finds a home only in your name.

Oh Divine,
Your love melts away my mind,
My thoughts, my scattered ideas
And purifies them ALL into a
Rarified reflection of your Consciousness.
Your love dissolves motives
Based in greed, based in fear,
Based in need or lesser desire
And reveals the only true motive
to serve your love
In all ways, in all moments,
And in all expressions of my BEing.

Oh Divine,
I had been lost in a fog
Of illusions, amnesia, and false memories
That led to so much suffering….
And you are always my truth serum, my cure,
And my wake up call…
To remember our union,
To remember that I belong to you,
To remember that you can never leave me,
To remember that as
the false me dies away,
I am reborn into my Divine Self
As a reflection of YOU again.

Love,
your daughter
Jelelle Awen

More information about becoming your Divine Self with INspiration in writing, videos, sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group events at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circles Update: Bridge To Your Galactic & Soul Activations During Sirius Gateway, July 5-17, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdates: Been floating/activated/expanded in my own inner cosmic spaces lately so I haven’t been keeping up with the crop circle formations coming through the last couple of weeks….yet, felt like a nudge or tap today from Binkh (Arcturian aspect) to share them. I am sharing the ones that I got the stronger vibrational frequency from and there is a certain perfection to the ones from our star family as well that is distinctive.

Always, they offer a bridge to your inner cosmos and your Star Family, as personal as your DNA and genetics. Whatever you feel and see and receive from each one of them is UNIQUE to you and MEANT for you. There is no right or wrong interpretation of them….just what arises from your heart and soul space (beyond the mind).

As we deepen into this Sirius gateway with the peaking of energies at Lion’s Gate 8/8, you may be experiencing some deeper soul initiations going on. Maybe they are galactic. Maybe they are soul lineages coming through such as the Essenes, the Himalayan Sages (that is mine right now coming through VERY strongly), the Egyptians…so many possibilities and so unique to each soul. Being as OPEN as possible to receive the inspirations, resources (all kinds in all forms) to make the inner connections is really bringing in lots of goodness right now.

Just as these formations are so much more than just bent over or twisted grasses, you are so much more than your body, your name, your identity, your mind. These formations offer us a reminder of the mystical and cosmic and just plain magical nature of our BEINGNESS.

And, it is all held with Divine Love through your Divine Self…that fragment of your BEing that still resides in and abides in the Divine Infinite Love…whatever form and shape it chooses to show up in.

You can see all my previous crop circle UPdates at soulfullheartblog.com.

Love,
Jelelle (and Binkh)

You can see more photos and aerial footage of these and others at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2020/July2020.html

Matrix Collapse, Ascension Energies & Process, Light Body Activation Free To Be 5D Group Call July 15 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I can feel the deeper layers of collapse happening in the 3D Matrix now, in the collective consciousness, as a result of the Covid-19 outbreak, which actually caused an ‘inbreak’ as so many souls finally paused from their usual eat-work-sleep-repeat routines. In this pause, there was more time and space for re-evaluation, for going inward, for asking questions/researching, for awakening to next stages and phases…whatever that meant for each soul.

When tuning into the collective consciousness with my third eye now, I can see many more soul lights consciously turned ‘on’ as the 3D layers of dimming/masking/blocking are shed. There are also continuous waves of high frequency light from the Divine, the Great Cosmic Sun, Star Family, and Ascended BEings flooding in violet/rainbow waves to support/encourage this individual illumination.

These deeper layers of Matrix collapse allow for shadow revelation, what had been a ‘hidden agenda’ is now being exposed. This exposure is a painful process, yet just like a wound needs air and sunlight to heal…this shadow wound in the collective needs to be seen and felt in order to heal to light again. We are at the collective ‘ripping off the band-aid’ phase of our awakening and healing. Painful, yet temporary, and necessary.

In the bigger sense of the ongoing Ascension process, this event has been a much welcome phase, even if it has caused temporary difficulties, inconveniences, suffering, contention, and exposure of dissonance. Those of us connecting to our higher timelines, ultimately surrendered to the support and the activations that came as a result of it and moved into our Lighthouse/Beacon of Love frequency to help stir ourselves and others through it.

The more rumbly and often difficult to process collapse is the one occurring on the 4D levels, beyond the veil. This one brings up intensity of soul bleed-throughs from other lifetimes/timelines. Many karmic soul themes as connected to the Matrix are coming up to be felt and explored. I have offered for a while now that the original programmers/architects of this Matrix have abandoned it. This allows the Reptilian Self to be freed at whatever level they have been enslaved/conditioned and for us at the human level as well. This releases a lot of karma to be healed and completed at the Quantum Level.

Next level soul activations, consciousness states, and integrations are becoming possible NOW with this 3D/4D Matrix collapse, especially as the Sirian Stargate is open and peaks on Lion’s Gate 8/8.

We have always been free and are now able to feel more deeply in whatever ways the ‘prison’ remains within us even as the prison door is NOW wide open!

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Raphael and I will share MUCH more about the ongoing Ascension process, the cycle of Fragmentation/original split off from the Divine, the 3D/4D Matrixes, Ascension Energies, light body activation and more in our group call tomorrow Wednesday July 15th at 10:00am PDT. We will also provide a guided meditation to connect to these energies in a personal way for you and create a bridge to your Divine Self.

It is the first call in our Free To Be 5D series that runs every Wednesday until August 19th. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings of ALL calls for whatever donation/energy exchange you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information about the group call series at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

I also go into much more detail and explanation about the Ascension process and the 3D/4D Matrix, the Reptilian Self and other 3D/4D/5D parts and trauma/sacred wound healing in my new book Free To Be 5D which you get as a PDF, ebook or print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love,
Jelelle Awen