Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Energy Update: Big Gaia/Schumann Spikes, Earthquakes Connection To Fall Of Lemuria, 7/7 Codes

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Energy UPdate: Big spike in the Schumann/Gaia resonance today….reaching 110 HZ about four hours ago! WOW! The elevated frequency is still going on at this moment….and it’s 7/7 so more amplified codes/energies are coming IN to be received too.
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The last three days have been higher Gaia/Schumann frequencies which you may have felt in your body….I experienced tightness and some pain in my head, neck and shoulders yesterday. I’m going to the ‘next level’ in my yoga practice so that was some of it, but I also wasn’t surprised to see that the Gaia resonance was elevated too as I have experienced it this way before. It’s as if the body is responding to Gaia’s shifts too….living them out in every cell and muscle.
 
I feel there is a correlation between the Gaia spikes and recent earthquakes in California and here in Vancouver Island. There is much energy released when these fault lines shift. I was offered by my Inner Earth Lemurian sister/guide Trista yesterday that the earthquakes are remnants from when the continent of Lemuria fell and collapsed about 12,000 years ago. The tension and even trauma from this collapse (which was caused by misuse of powers, energies, and conflict between Lemuria and Atlantis) live in these fault lines, which need to expand and stretch at times to relieve the pressure.
 
She said there is sometimes intervention from Inner Earth communities (for which there are hundreds of cities in Inner Earth including Telos, a city under Mt. Shasta, California) to create these earthquakes. Yet it is not for malevolent reasons, but rather to release some of the pressure on the tectonic plates. They choose areas of less surface population whenever possible to do this. It is like a controlled burn in that way. She offered that sometimes what we call “Cabal” or “Illuminati” forces are responsible for a quake, but usually they are either natural or facilitated by benevolent beings.
 
Earthquakes offer an opportunity to feel your Lemurian and Atlantian Metasoul aspects that lived during the fall and collapse of these civilizations. There is a trauma from this experience that I feel underlies much of what expresses as this-life reactivity, conditioned response, and even life choices. There can be a lingering distrust in the Divine and in life, and ongoing tensions about personal safety (usually expressing as anxiety about money) caused by this trauma. Experiencing an earthquake can trigger this trauma in your soul and BEing with it, connecting to your soul fragment that is living it out (usually in a repeated loop) can help to digest it.
 
There is also today, 7/7, offered a sense of your higher timeline self and life can be more easily accessed, providing a bigger context to the current shifts and transitions. This is a guided meditation I did to connect to your higher timeline: https://youtu.be/T0K7Ti68gNo
 
Take care of YOU during these shiftings and changes,
Love,
Jelelle Awen
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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: July Is ALREADY Offering Rumbling, Strong Energies

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Even though July is just beginning, you may already be feeling the intensity of energies that are available and ramping up since the eclipse on the 2nd…..maybe in your stomach, in your head, in your spine/back, maybe in ‘every living cell’ that is being activated right now. The chakras connected to these regions of your body are coming more in synch with the physical and whatever is clogged, plugged, and congested in both is moving out for healing and releasing. You may be feeling sleepiness that is not explainable or addressed by hours of ‘usual’ sleep time.

You may really be feeling these higher energies particularly in your stomach/solar plexus chakra. Your stomach rumbles and even bloats when the not quite right frequency of food/energy is offered. The more sensitive this process of digestion is on the physical level for you, the more likely that the energies are HIGH. More photonic light is available in these moments to download and let IN with less 3D food source needed. What calls to provide fuel is no longer based on cravings or comfort, yet rather about the purest energy available….superfoods, organic in-season fruits and vegetables, purified water.

The surges of energy are going to be and have already been HIGH in July leading into the peak energy of Lion’s Gate 8/8. These come in what is probably best described as ‘waves’, as there is a sense of crest/peak and then some receding/resting before it starts over again. These energies are working directly on and with Gaia…..and Her every tectonic plate and inner crest rumbles with the receiving of them. Fairly strong Earthquakes in California and here on Vancouver Island were shaking in response on July 4th…..with an elevated Schumann/Gaia spike coming through for about 12 hours today, July 5th.

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If you are used to grounding with Gaia to a certain, reliable OM frequency, this is transitioning and variable now. What you ‘get’ when connecting with Gaia is the same sense of metamorphosis that you feel in yourself and your own process. It is the frequency of SHIFT that She is broadcasting now.

We are in an eclipse window, which always brings in stronger energies…..the first eclipse on July 2nd was a total eclipse of the sun in which STRONG energies of death and rebirth could be felt. We were offered our NOW timeline to fully feel into WHILE getting a feeling sense of our higher timeline emerging out just as the sun did again behind the shadow of the moon. The 3D self is experiencing sometimes profound shiftings inside of relationship to the 3D world they have created. Feelings of unhappiness, suffering, flatness, loss of purpose are being amplified…all 3D frequencies, are coming UP now to be felt so that ACTION can be taken.

Here is a guided meditation I offered yesterday to connect you to your 3D self, the world they live in, and create a bridge to your higher timeline for them. Divine guides join us for supportive love. Creating this bridge inside is what allows for the lifestyle changes on the OUTSIDE.

Our next eclipse happens on July 16th, a partial lunar eclipse. The Moon should be about half-covered by the Gaia’s umbral shadow at maximum eclipse. This will be the last umbral lunar eclipse until May 2021. This feels like the Divine Feminine offering an influx of lunar energies to support Gaia in Her ongoing transition into 5D frequencies that includes a necessary phase of shadow revelation.

The ongoingly INtense energies in July will invite all of us to go deeper than we have before……into our 3D self, into our shadows, into our emotional bodies, into connection with our physical bodies, into our Metasouls/other lifetimes/timelines. This exploration will be held with MUCH love and support by Divine Mother, in whatever planetary, etheric/Divine, and even human vessel forms you most need/want to experience Her.

The Divine is turning the heat up……and She is there with Her steady heart to embrace the tender aftermath of this ongoing transformation into the NEW.

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Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging sessions available to navigate/integrate these intense energies into ALL of your bodies and aspects with compassion and love. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

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Post Eclipse Digestion Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

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Post Eclipse Digestion W/Your 3D Self & Bridge To Your Higher Timeline Guided Meditation – Many souls are experiencing major life changes right now or thinking about making them, especially during this eclipse passage. I felt to offer this video with teachings about the process of deconstruction/collapse with big clearings/purgings that may be happening for your 3D self (and I talk about what a 3D self/ego even IS) as a support during this time.

This process of life change seems to be accelerating with this current eclipse passageway going also into Lion’s Gate 8/8. I offer explanation in the video too about how the 3D self formed and what the 4D/5D self (your awakening self) can offer to help support the emotional digestion that is needed during this time of so much transition.

At ten minutes into the video, I take us on a guided meditation journey to tune into the codes of the eclipse and connect them to the world/timeline of your 3D self…what it looks and feels like right in this now. Mother Mary and Yeshua join us to provide Divine support, illumination and love. We then journey along a bridge to your Higher Timeline that is also being energized by these eclipse energies. You connect WITH your 3D self to this higher timeline, providing a much needed to bridge to future possibilities and opportunities.

INjoy this video and I hope it helps with the ongoing digestion and integration of ALL these activating light codes! Please do share what you experienced during this meditation in the comments below!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: Yin-Yang Unification Message During Eclipse

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Crop Circle UPdate: There have been so many crop circles in the last few weeks that I haven’t been sharing about most of them because it is quite a lot to keep UP with. This is a powerful gateway/passageway we are going through in the moment, starting 5/5 and taking us through to 8/8 Lion’s Gate and our star families seem to be stepping up their efforts to communicate and transmit to us during it. During this passageway, connection with Star Family and Lemurian frequencies becomes MORE possible as veils thin more on the amnesia that has been necessary around their existence.

And, today, the day of the first total SOULar eclipse in two years in which the masculine sun and the feminine moon unify in a temporary moment, we get this……a yin/yang symbol appearing in a field in Poland! This is THE symbol I’ve been shown so many times to represent the balance and unification of light/dark and masculine/feminine. So timely to be offered today!

There is ongoing and increasingly heated debate in 3D about how ‘real’ these circles are with human teams creating some of them with planks and measurements. The way that the crops themselves look and feel seems to give away when Star Family tech has been used versus purely human efforts. It is as if the crops have been swayed into perfectly concise swirls rather than flattened and bent by planks. Plus you can feel the energy of the ‘real’ ones.

Here is my energy update for today’s total eclipse, how and where to view it online, and suggestions for how to let in the codes that are coming in from it: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/801584413575494

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Here are other crop circle updates/channelings I have done: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

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Energy Update: Total SOULar Eclipse Codes Are A Powerful Bridge To Your Higher Timeline

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Energy UPdate: Eclipse energies have been ramping up!! I felt the momentum of the eclipse in my body yesterday as some tiredness moved through, out, and I had a deep pass-out nap that seemed to be starting the process of letting in the codes. With these major and rare celestial events, we can feel and see them in the Now moment, before they actually occur, without need to physically take them in with our five senses.

This one seems to be offering a bridge to multidimensional access to our Metasoul and bleed through of the timelines/lifetimes that most need our care and attention. As these timelines and our Metasoul sisters/brothers that live in them are felt and connected to, the traumatic timelines can be shifted and healed into a higher frequency. Just as we have that choice in our current timeline in every moment, we also can extend that possibility to our own soul’s experience in other timelines as it all happening in the Now.

This is our first total SOULar eclipse since the ‘Great American’ eclipse in August, 2017. I can still see and tune into that eclipse in my third eye space, available in the Now and ongoingly to be received and let in. Many souls felt a significant, Next Level shift in their lives after that eclipse. They felt new clarities of choice points and actions to take toward their higher timelines.

Although this eclipse today is only visible in its totality in about a 70 mile stretch in South America, its impact is just as catalytic as the last one. Maybe even MORE so as we are that much further in our Ascension process collectively than we were two years ago. Ascension isn’t happening in linear time anyway; it is occurring in each soul’s Now consciousness to be let in and received.

Here is a website to view the eclipse from the National Science Foundation’s Cerro Tololo Observatory in Chile. I highly recommend taking in the whole eclipse while listening to high frequency/solfeggio music as the transmission can be quite powerful. Transmission starts around 1:00pm PDT. https://www.exploratorium.edu/eclipse

Bring the eclipse codes into your Ascension chakras as you watch it, starting with your Personal Sun/Stellar Gateway chakra (about two feet above your head) and flowing down to the others. Tune into personal messages/visions/images that you receive from it. You may get a very clear feeling sense and visual of your higher timeline as you BE with the eclipse.

This is a guided meditation I did this week to connect to your Ascension Chakras (I go through all of them) and your 5D self: https://youtu.be/1KRmab44IBA

Feel the powerful unification energies as the Masculine Sun and the Feminine moon eclipse each other in this Now…..mirroring our ongoing process of inner unification and balancing of Feminine/Masculine as we move into 5D together! 

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Balancing Light Activations With Love For Ongoing Digestion And Integration

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You may be seeking MORE light, more activations, more awakening and altering experiences from and with others. For moments, these activations feel GOOD. These activations remind you of your soul essence AS light. 

These experiences jolt and bolt. They vibrate and activate. Their energy is of the churning and burning kind. 

There can be a kind of ‘mode’ in this activation seeking. The mode looks like finding the next thing to join and belong to. The next thing to ‘take’ that will heighten and lift. The next thing that will spark the fire that will light up existence to feel more worthwhile. It is like the thrill seeker wanting ever greater heights to fling themselves off of. 

The afterglow of these profound activations can be temporary. They last as long as the retreat/seminary/workshop/session lasts. They are somehow ‘outside of your life’; they are also, somehow, outside of your body. And, usually, outside of your heart. 

So often there is cost to your well BEing afterwards. There can be intense symptoms felt in the body of this over saturation of activations. There can be undigested traumas that have been pushed up from the lifetimes where this light was called in and then used in an abusive way toward others or yourself. There can be acute frustration for parts of you about WHY the suffering and pain continues in your life even after intense activating experiences…….as if they are in the aftermath of these experiences, rather than being healed and transmuted by them. 

The NEW and NEXT invitation for our Ascension into our sacred humanity is for the focus to be on the digestion of all these activations, not just the seeking out for more of them. It is for us to be aware of how important the INtegration of these light codes IS to our ongoing sense of well being.

Integration happens as LOVE comes in. Love allows for the light to digest into every cell. Love allows for the light to integrate into daily life. Love makes the space for the feeling and healing of the traumas previously in the shadows that also get pushed up by so much light. 

Love comes from the heart and womb of the Feminine and the embracing energy of the Divine Mother. Love is provided by Her compassion, her forgiveness, her NURTURING, her acceptance of wherever you are in your awakening process and journey.

Embodiment (or ‘in-the-body-meant’ as I recently saw it wonderfully called) is about the balance of the light and of the feminine. The balance creates a fireplace so that there isn’t harm as the fire of light sparks up, yet provides place for it to bake into MORE revelations of love. This balance becomes possible as the Protector/Gatekeeper aspects of your soul can be negotiated with to allow more love to come into your BEing. 

Your Gatekeeper aspect may have learned to distrust love in favor of the light even as they resist the light too in some ways. The Gatekeeper may feel that love has been scarce, whereas light has been more bountiful. The feelings of this part of you can often connect very directly to the wound of your mother experience from this life and other lifetimes as well. They connect to the original pain of separation from the Divine during this life and other lifetime incarnations and, therefore, feelings of being ‘kicked out of’ and dispelled from the Divine Feminine womb space.

I wrote more here about healing from the original separation wound from the Divine to return to wholeness: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/06/27/healing-from-divine-separation-3d-experience-to-return-to-wholeness/

You may recognize and resonate with what I am offering here as an up/down indigestion experience that you are repeating for yourself in your awakening journey. To cultivate a space from within that can hold and digest and integrate the light WITH love is what we are being invited to BEcome. A balance of the Divine Feminine and Divine masculine aspects of your being that doesn’t sacrifice your well being for enlightenment (even and esp. to serve others).

The Divine wants us to experience this balance, where joy/magic/alchemy are sustaining in EVERY moment for us. And, we are experiencing the increasing sense that we ARE the light of love finding its way home inside every cell of our very human bodies.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Gatekeeper aspect, who allows access to other lifetime/timelines and also seems to regulate flow of light/love into your BEing: 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

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5D Self Activation Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

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In this video with SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator Jelelle Awen, you explore and connect to your your Ascension chakras during a guided meditation (which starts at about 10 minutes in), bringing light codes into them to activate your 5D sacred human ‘tree’ or violetprint.

Jelelle also explains about the 5D self and the differentiation between the 3D/4D/5D selves and how she (and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators) work with them in the SoulFullHeart healing process. This meditation is intended as a boost to your 5D self, your ‘service-of-love self’.

Your 5D self becomes more embodied as you connect to these chakras, heal your emotional traumas from this life and other lifetimes, raise your frequency in ALL areas of life, and separate from your 3D self. With all the intense energies coming in lately through the recent SOULstice and upcoming through the eclipses/Lion’s Gate, visceral and meaningful connection with your 5D self can be VERY helpful. This meditation also helps with integration and digestion of Ascension energies/photonic light/DNA activations.

INjoy and do share with us in the comments what you experience during the meditation!

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

I Wish You Could See Yourself As I Do: Message From Archangel Metatron

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Two years ago this touching message came through Archangel Metatron to me and I typed it out with tears streaming down my face…. I’m resharing now as it still rings so true in the heart space…..so much love for us and AS us and with us!

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I wish you could SEE yourself as I do.

I wish that you could SEE your light that wants to glow, show, come through every living cell. A star in human form, walking around star shine BEAMING, and star dust stuff in your every molecule of DNA.

I wish you could FEEL yourself as I can.

I wish that you could feel your precious human heart that is the JEWEL of your species, that which makes you a beacon in all the Universes. Every tear containing the codes to unlock compassion, gratitude, forgiveness, and empathy. So many levels and layers to each feeling!

I wish you could BE yourself as I perceive you to BE.

I wish that you could be authentic without hiding, conforming, shrinking, or denying to anyone or anything. Your self consciousness or self judgement held by parts of you could be released and healed and your TRUE self FREE to BE in all moments.

I wish you could REMEMBER yourself as I remember you.

I wish that you could remember you are a reflection of Divine Source, that you ARE Infinite Love in human form. Your reclaiming of your birthright around this embodiment providing waves of trust and support as you undergo your journey of awakening and remembering.

I wish you could SERVE yourself as I serve you.

I wish that you could serve love TO yourself and all the parts of you that need your compassion, care, and re-parenting. That you could serve love to all the soul aspects from your Metasoul that are hurting, in trauma, suffering, all alone, existing in many timelines.

These wishes are what the Divine holds for you, every individual human, in Its heart for you. These wishes are what the Angels, your Star Family and love-based Ethereal BEings hold for you. To ARISE into the seeing, feeling, serving, and being of what is the BEST of who and what you all ARE.

These are desires from an Infinite Love source for which there are no conditions to qualify to BE with Its love. The Divine holds this potential and capacity for EVERY soul incarnate with Gaia. The Divine lets go of attaching to your outcomes or your choices. The Divine invites you into experiencing the Infinite potential of yourself even as it respects your sovereignty.

Many more of you are LIVING into this. Many more of you are seeing, feeling, being, remembering AND serving your sacred humanity. Many more of you are asking for the love from Angels, Spirit Guides, Star Family…….whatever forms of the Divine that you can more feel and BE with and BEcome too.

Many more of you are claiming your soul purpose here, serving love to yourself and with others, and offering a WAY for others to come WITH you.

Many more of you are so bravely feeling and healing your way forward. You are letting go of what does not come from love in order to let in MORE love. You are aligning your lives to Divine purpose and Infinite Love source.

I hold my wishes for Humanity, as do so many BEings across the Planets/Galaxies/Dimensions/Universes. The Divine holds these wishes for you. We meet and match any NEW and higher vibrational expressions and realities that you are open to receiving.

We are Birthing sacred humanity together with YOU and the gifts on both sides hold Infinite Possibilities of LOVE! And, So It Is and So we ARE! ~

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Love,
Metatron and Jelelle Awen
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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Healing From Divine Separation 3D Experience To Return To Wholeness

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3D reality has been the ‘worst case scenario’ in many ways for parts of you. It can feel like the worst of pain. The worst of fear. The worst of suffering. The worst of density. And this current lifetime is just one of MANY 3D timeline experiences that your soul is moving through in this Now.

The ‘worst’ experience for parts of you is the pain of experiencing the original separation from Divine source and Divine love. This separation severs you at the existential level in a DEEP way that impacts how parts of you then react to and respond to EVERYTHING in your life.

This ‘worst’ experience of Divine separation creates a fragmenting of the self that seems to happen right at the moment of birth. The ‘light’ is separated from the ‘dark’. The experience of this-life birth triggers the original separation wound trauma out of the Divine. Protective parts of you are created to guard against the amplification of this pain, out of survival, out of response to the sudden SHOCK of density.

Your innocence/purity/love essence is preserved and often ‘put away’ by these protective parts of you. They don’t really have any other choice but to do this as it is the only means to survive 3D reality. These protective energies form shields/blocks/barriers to interfacing with reality in a more porous way. They are looking out for the next sources and causes of pain with often acute levels of anxiety/distrust and control.

As I’ve explored the healing of this Divine separation wound within myself for many years and with others in session space, it is about taking a purposeful healing journey to the ‘core’ source rather than trying to solve or fix or medicate the triggering reactions to current situations and circumstances. Journeying to the moment of separation in this life (usually right at our physical birth) with LOTS of light and love with your Higher Self energies coming into your body allows a bridging to heal the trauma created there. Journeying even to the moment of the your individuated soul consciousness birthed out of the Divine allows for profound healing on the quantum level too (which I have also done in sessions and with myself.) 

Protective parts of us can begin to rest on projecting things as the worst case scenario as they feel more connection to Divine trust again. As they connect to your soul’s bigger REASON for choosing 3D reality and the explorations that it offers. As they remember how it was the Divine’s curiosity of experiencing an ‘other’ that led to the separation and not because you are ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’ or ‘evil.’ They can rest from guarding the precious inner child so that the inner child can transform into the magical, star seed essence again, bringing many multidimensional gifts in that transmutation.

Your perspective and experience of life can transition to the BEST case scenario in ALL moments, in which everything you are experiencing feels like it is offered for and by love. It can feel like whatever crucible of growth you are given through the current situation or circumstance (however challenging) is held with Divine support and guidance. It can feel like YOU are the essence of love returning to that expression again within your human body as all parts of you unify again…..which is the best scenario of them all. 

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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It Has Taken Necessary Work To Make 3D Work

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To make life work here in 3D has taken WORK. It has needed parts of you to become the anchoring frequencies; to become the guarding and protecting energies; to become the very means and ways to SURVIVE such a drop into density that 3D is compared to the light air porosity of 5D consciousness and higher that your soul breathes and is used to.

All this efforting by all these parts of you is not a pathology. It is not a disorder. It hasn’t been done as a mistake or any kind of failure. The conforming, the shrinking, the fitting in….these were all NECESSITIES to survive here. The monitoring, the distrusting, the resisting…..these were all the textures of responding to a highly polarized, dualistic reality.

These have been the energies needed for THIS to push against THAT over and over until balance can be found again.

The fear has been a very natural consequence of this pushing against. It has been necessary too as without it, all would be love……which it already was and is in its Divine state. Parts of you have fear and hold fear and return to fear because they have had to go there in order to survive.

Through the awakening process… love comes more into your BEing; wakeness comes into your soul consciousness; openness comes into your heart. The remaining frictions and tensions become more obvious. The fear becomes backlit by all that love. The parts that have been working so hard allow you to actual feel how tired they are. The tears fall from the remembering and reliving of traumas that have long been suppressed and managed.

The MORE you awaken, the MORE the pain comes UP to be felt and released, and, eventually, healed. The 3D way was about suffering over suffering in loops that never seem to end. The awakening way is to be with the pain, create space to relate to the pain and the part of you that feels it, and to love that pain into a higher frequency.

Life becomes less work and more play…..even the temporary pain is related to with more curiosity and even play. Your soul can feel the purpose behind it all and honors the necessity of it and the growth that it offers. Parts of you ongoingly need that bridge from your soul to experience the trauma/fears/pain in new ways.

Parts of you need your soul/Higher Self to start putting pieces together, see the bigger picture, and connect to Divine source timing around it all. Parts of you need to relate to the choice that it all was on the Higher Self level.

Life becomes, more and more, about love. For love and with love. Starting from INside of you and all the parts of you that remain in fear frequencies out of habit.

These parts of you are just waiting for the words, connections, and bridges from you to step out of their dark places and into the light of love again AS their essence.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitator help to create these bridge to parts of yourself that are waiting for your love. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Here is a 33 Day Video series called Deepen to meet parts of yourself and soul: