Category: Ascension

Chakra Clearing Crystal Singing Bowls & Guided Meditation | Jelelle Awen (Video

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In this video, I play my quartz crystal singing bowls tuned to 432HZ that I happily have back in my life after needing to sell them when we came to the UK. I love them as they offer such an instant boost, energy clearing, light body activation, and chakra opening!

These specific bowls resonant at frequencies/tones/notes for the root, heart, and third eye chakras. I also offer a guided meditation to connect you to your chakras in a cleansing and balanced way as you tune into the frequencies of the bowls.

Join Raphael Awen and I for a Living in 5D group call transmission on Sunday, June 10th at 5:00pm BST (UK time)/noon EDT/9:00am PDT over zoom where they will provide 5D teachings, a crystal bowl sound healing transmission, and guided meditation. You can offer a donation to attend and receive the recording (usual is around $10 CAD) at https://www.soulfullheart.org with more info there too.

Injoy!
Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Forgive Me, Father, As I Forgive You

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By Jelelle Awen

“Forgive me, Father, as I forgive you…” This prayer came to me today as I was tuning into Divine Father frequencies in preparation for our women’s group call with Kasha this Sunday where we will share about healing the false father wound to let in Divine Father.

The religious version, “Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” is what originally came through today, feeling like a relic from many lifetimes of confessional, shame-based worship and self inquiry rooted in unworthiness.

Feeling sinful and asking a punitive Father God for forgiveness/to be deemed worthy enough for ‘Heaven’ is a program that can be challenging to deprogram from, as wired up as we are from the Matrix to believe that we are bad, wrong, and sinful. This programming actually blocks us from receiving TRUE and pure forgiveness frequencies from the Divine Father that empower us to experience Heaven within us.

As we unplug from this False Father programming, we are able to have and embody growing autonomy, self love, self worth, and our own goodness…and experience of our OWN Divinity. Yet, this programming runs deep. Beyond the religious programming, it has also been showing itself in the rampant abuses on all levels between mostly male gurus/spiritual teachers and their followers. This abuse is being exposed more, yet still so many vulnerable wounded daughters especially are drawn into the seduction of a holy father in the flesh that finally accepts, sees, and wants them (even if in very inappropriate ways at times.)

I am still digesting, even years later, my own experience of this kind of false father/teacher relationship with a former teacher of mine. I will share more about this in the women’s call… how I recovered, what I learned from it, and my process of forgiving him and myself.

While connecting with Divine Mother is very natural and fluid for me, it has been more challenging for me to commune with Divine Father. The blocks have also come from the woundings/traumas from an absentee birth father and series of mixed step-father experiences. I’ve also had some lifetimes as a nun in devotion to the Holy Father and as a devotee to male gurus/teachers that I have needed to heal and reconcile.

Letting in Divine Father has deepened for me over the years as I clear and feel these blocks/fears/resistances within parts of me and soul aspects. Divine Mother has been a bridge to this as She shows me how to love Him again and receive His love. As my Divine Daughter arises to accept love and embrace from the Divine Father, I often find there is more forgiveness to be exchanged from my heart to His and to then receive from Him.

So, today it was, “Forgive me Father as I forgive you,” and my Inner Daughter is still in process of this, for which He readily forgives….and offers His ever ongoing love to allow the healing process to deepen and continue.

Join us on Sunday, March 30th at 5:00pm BST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for the two hour women’s group call to explore the false father wound through teachings, a guided meditation journey, and sharings. You can offer whatever donation amount you would like to (usual is around $10 CAD) at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at soulfullheart.org/events.

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

Blood Supermoon Eclipse Bridge To Sacred Lunar Energies

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By Jelelle Awen

I really took in previous lunar eclipses…watching the footage in a meditative way with music playing in the background. There was something so fascinating about watching such a known and familiar object in our nightly sky becoming transformed right before my eyes.

I can feel how strange and probably frightening this event would seem in timelines where technologies weren’t available to share what exactly was going on. Especially with the eclipses where the moon is so close to Gaia, passing into her shadow, and turns an ever deepening red color (like the one today), it could feel as if the world was ending and the moon a startling affirmation of it.

While I do have the sense that the lunar energies have been largely hijacked by the Matrix control system for thousands of years and some of the lunar worshiping spiritualities as well, there is still an authentic sacred feminine frequency that can be received from the moon.

The cellular memory of our Lemurian roots can be accessed to tap into the ‘original moon in our skies’ for millions of years and we can connect to these codes within us. Especially during an eclipse this bridge is possible, as the Matrix broadcast may be more interrupted during it.

The Supermoon eclipse happens today May 26 at 10:30am UK time (BST), 5:30am EDT, 2:30am PDT with recording available to watch anytime.

There was an intense clearing/preparation in our wombs/haras especially leading up to this Supermoon with intense exhaustion/aches/pains in many cases as well.

Here is a supermoon eclipse guided meditation that I offered in 2019 in which you connect with the eclipse codes and energies and bring them into all of your chakras. You create a flow then with these energies that helps with body symptoms related to them. Dark Mother holds the space for this process as you invite revelation of any ‘bleeding’ in your life (and from other timelines) that is not serving you and identification of what needs to be shed (like during the monthly moon menstrual cycles for women.) You also gaze into a pool of water infused with eclipse codes to receive visions and images of your highest timeline.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kasha Rokshana shares this insightful and powerful energy update about how the lunar eclipse energies may be impacting you: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2021/05/23/blood-supermoon-lunar-eclipse-energy-waves-connect-all-wombs-darkness-moving-through/

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Blood Supermoon, Lunar Eclipse Energy Waves Impacting Womb Healing & Clearing

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This week’s Blood Supermoon is also a lunar eclipse and is already bringing with it waves of energies to digest and move through even though it’s still a few days away…

It’s been a few days for me now of womb discomfort and other physical symptoms I associate with PMS, yet the intensity of these physical symptoms has had an uptick… focus is challenging, fatigue sets in quickly and then can move just as quickly, digestive difficulties that are growing in intensity along with intense bloating, and physical pain in many parts of the body yet especially the head/third eye and crown chakras. This is aside from the emotional pieces too, which have also been amplified and difficult to track in moments, though I’ve found that being with parts of me and soul aspects as well has been so helpful!

I get the sense that this is not only about how my own womb is being impacted by collective energies and the dark night we’re all wading through together… It’s also about how we are all connected in it through our wombs/haras and how we can’t help but be impacted by what’s moving (or not) in each of our womb spaces.

We’re trying to birth a new world through all of our wombs and yet we also have to detox and move the energies that live in her first. There are energies that we’ve consciously and unconsciously allowed to be stored in her; like fear, disempowerment, and over-holding/transmuting of others’ traumas and pains which we were never meant to do.

There are also parts of us that cling to her with shame and guilt and other parts that have been protective of her for good reason. There are Matrix plug-ins to her that also need to be looked and felt, that connect us all to the unfelt/unhealed pain passed down through many generations of women.

Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop

Our wombs carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy in service of love and co-creativity with the Divine, and its suppression has felt like being β€˜womb-punched’ at times. The plight of the collective womb for women is real and always has been in this dimension.

This suffering ground is being backlit now especially by the β€˜shots’ of poison and nanotechnology that are being chosen out of fear of a loss of freedom… something that pings in our wombs because of the Matrix plugins there that have already bound our wombs’ energies and sense of true freedom. These β€˜shots’ include a direct attack on the womb itself and in turn, all those around it.

Here’s a video you can watch where several doctors talk about this very thing:

https://vaccineimpact.com/2021/urgent-5-doctors-agree-that-covid-19-injections-are-bioweapons-and-discuss-what-to-do-about-it/

The reality of this is tragic and sad… and is being amplified by this Supermoon lunar eclipse that happens to be the β€˜Blood Moon’, especially as the fears don’t seem to be ebbing and are instead being stirred up more. There is no doubt that these energies are powerful, yet there’s a reality to this β€˜moon’ that feels dark, especially in what it is showing us all. Whether you feel that the moon is purely divine or hijacked by the Matrix (or both, for nothing can be separate from the Divine itself) the energetic impact of it has many sides to it.

At this time of a profound Dark Night of the Soul collectively, we’re being invited to truly see what’s being offered through the lens of our very sensitive bodies that are both physical and ethereal.

It feels important to cleanse the womb/hara on a physical and energetic level, to move light through yet also to offer a space for her to feel with you what she is feeling and moving within her. If you are especially feeling a lot of physical/emotional pieces and symptoms at this time, I recommend this meditation from Jelelle Awen to help ease what you’re feeling and also to help you go deeper into what’s moving for you/parts of you:

As the collective β€˜womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.

The reality of many wombs being in pain now is real, yet her power is also just as real and there’s so much we are invited to put together around this, to truly take care of ourselves and thus everyone around us in an authentic, non-self-sacrificing way.

I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never β€˜bad’ or β€˜wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all.

For more information on 1:1 sessions with me or one of my beloveds, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Healing The Father False Wound To Let In Divine Father Women’s Group Call May 30 | Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

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By Jelelle Awen

Hope you can join Kasha Rokshana and I for our last women’s group call here in Avalon before we leave for Portugal! The focus of this group in one week on Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm BST (London, UK time zone/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT) will be healing the False Father wound to open up connection more to the Divine Father.

Healing the father wound to let in Divine Father is a new ground for us to cover in a group call and was requested by recent participants. This call will complement the powerfully tender women’s call we did recently on healing the mother wound to let in Divine Mother. This feels like a timely place to go as the sacred masculine becomes more available within and with the Divine as the False Masculine/wounded patriarchal Matrix continues to be exposed and collapse.

For most women, our fatherly experience has been either one of domineering, judgement, outright abuse, possessiveness, etc.…..or disconnected, absent, and vacant. Our daughter inside (especially our Inner Teenager) is often left uninitiated and invalidated by an outer masculine father figure, which impacts our sense of our own worthiness, sexuality, desirability as women and our romantic relationships as parts of us may be seeking a replacement father figure or pushing away from the masculine due to our father wounding. This can leave traumas and wounds within parts of us that block our receiving and letting in of the Divine Father energies that keep us plugged into the Matrix as well.

We will also talk about how the punitive False Father God of mainstream religions and the False Teacher/Guru (with hidden abusive patterns) of many spiritualities has also been traumatizing on a soul level and left a deep void and unknown around the experience of pure frequencies of a Divine Father. We will share our personal journeys around healing the false father experiences from this life and other lifetimes in order to let in Divine Father and also be in deepening sacred union grounds with our beloved masculine partners.

During this call, we will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call.You will connect with the part of you that has most experienced the fatherhood wound (your inner daughter or whatever soul aspect that wants to come through) and invite them to move into the higher-dimensional God chamber to experience unconditional love with Divine Father. We will be joined by various Divine Father faces/forms such as Yeshua, Joseph of Arimathea, Father Sky, etc. We will also repeat “I Am” mantras that recode the Father experience.

You can receive the link/recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop.

Or you can purchase it here through paypal and we will send you the zoom link via email. paypal.me/jelelleawen

Please make a note that you are purchasing the May 30th women’s group and check that your email is current.​

Love,

Jelelle and Kasha

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Arise, Sacred Human, Arise: Message From Your Divine Self

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It is a time for burning and churning of what just isn’t going to come along with you into the new. If you’ve been ‘tempting’ fate and living in energies that are overly ripe for and needing change, now is when destiny reaches out Her hands to you and invites you to step UP.

Sometimes this feels like a shove and a push. Sometimes this feels like an irresistible embrace and you fall right into the lap of love.

You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline.

You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life.

You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small.

You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.

You are so needed to come into your full bloom in the service of love. This is why you are here after all….during this time of so much shifting and changing, during this grand transition of humanity into new forms of expression! You are needed here….for the inner healing that extends to the collective. For the collective healing that benefits the individual.

These are Ashes In The Air kind of life phases. These are deep mournings, forgivings, and moving ons. These are dark nights of the soul that open out into more awakenings. These are completions that make new openings more possible.

These are funerals to celebrate what is now gone. These are ceremonies that celebrate what feels to be lost arising again in new forms. These are bifurcations that call you to make difficult choices.

SOULar energies of healthy masculine/Divine Father activation serve you to make the choices that are resisted by parts of you. These geomagnetic winds blow in new possibilities of shiftings and changes. The Matrix peaking brings life as you’ve known it to its edge/end so that you can reboot again and unattach from the previous forms.

The Divine Mother is here in whatever form you most need Her. She will hold the match and she will be the balm to soothe the burns and the swelter too. Call Her to you and She will come. Yet, you have to make room for Her and room for yourself too to let in the form of you that She represents.

To arise….sacred human…..to arise!

MUCH love to you and with you as we arise, ashes in our air, and the NEW a steady reminder of what we can become!Your Divine Self w/Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, books/writings, online community, group call events and more at soulfullheart.org.

Inner Earth Lemuria Transmission: Navigating The Edges Between Your World And Ours

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by Kasha Rokshana

These edges…
Not neat and clean
Sometimes jagged and difficult
Surround the transition back
To the Motherland, our Mu
That we knew and cherished
Loved and held
As it held all of us.

All needs provided
The needs of all.
All desires provided
The desires of all.
Symbiosis ruled as a rule
And the letting go of our ends
Of tug-of-war attempts from others
Was of utmost importance.

In this harrowing time
On this globe of Gaia,
In this time of trepidation
To even leave your homes
To even let in your rightful intuitions
To even remember what you are truly worth…
You’ve forgotten what it’s like
To truly
Breathe.

You’ve been told you need
Poisons
Provided by β€˜leaders’
Who care even less for themselves
Than they care about you
Or The Whole of who you are
And the The Whole they actually are part of
With you…

You’ve been told by β€˜caregivers’
Who have often not truly cared,
For they themselves have not known care,
That you need them,
Need what they give you,
Need what they tell you,
Only…
Without acknowledgement
Of your ability to learn and discern
For fear they will be unseated
And their false power coming from
False senses of love
Will overturn.

Yes…
Child of Mu…
These edges between what is now
What has been
And the world you have the power to create,
Are terrain that needs preparation
To traverse and overcome.

Yet…
If these edges,
Sharp and real as they are,
Are met with the love of your being
The being that resides in you…
The being that is alive in every cell,
In every inch of skin,
In every divot and dimple,
In every corner of your soul
And its infinite edges of growth,
Dissolve they will
Back to the source from which they came…
That same source and great river mouth
Of infinite universal love flow and creatorship,
From which all of who
And what
You are,
Was created.

Despair not
For hope is key
And trust more important.

We of Mu
Await you.
We support your consciousness blooming
Your Love Self remembering
And your divinity aligned once again
With all that you’ve always truly been
That β€˜they’ can never
Ever
Take away from you.

Love,
Inner Earth Lemuria

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Museletter: May 15, 2021

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This issue of our Museletter offers many messages and transmissions from Lemuria, especially the Inner Earth Lemurians who have been waiting for us to feel through and sort out things here on the surface. Featured this week is a poetic transmission that moved through Jelelle, inviting us all to feel the love the Lemurians continue to have for us and the many ways in which they support us during this and every phase of our Ascension.

On Sunday, May 16th @ 5pm BST, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a group transmission and guided meditation experience on Zoom which will bridge these Lemurian energies to you and invite you to feel and embody New Lemuria in whatever ways feel authentic to you at this time. More info on this. and other upcoming group calls for men and women here: soulfullheart.org/events

There is also a recording of a recent livestream with Raphael and Jelelle where they talk about the upcoming call.

A few new articles wait you this week, including more transmissions from Lemuria, connections with Divine Mother, and a digestion of a recent crop circle spotted here in England!

For more information on 1:1 sessions, group calls, and our community, visit soulfullheart.org.

You can read the latest Museletter here.

Much love!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Realigning Ourselves With Lemurian Energies

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by Kasha Rokshana

As I feel the energy and invitation of Lemuria/Mu, the Motherland, I feel the beacon it truly is for those souls meant to realign with it. It reminds us of our essence as Sacred Humans arising, of the fact that we have immense pain yet are not our pain, and of our incredible potential as a human family, even if we can’t always see the forest for the trees especially at this time.

It seems we really could use/cultivate the reawakening to Lemuria and reconnection to those who survived the fall and have been living in Inner Earth, now more than ever. The energies of peace and harmony that create a powerful frequency of healing are available to us, yet we have to choose individually when we are ready to do the inner work that makes room for receiving them.

We’ve strayed, gone off-kilter, and yet our souls remain connected to Mu, always. We have our continual journey of reconnection, and we get to choose the paths we take to get there.

I feel the awakening journey happening for me personally in this and how this is a clarion call I’m feeling to answer. I feel too though, how each individual soul has their own landscape to traverse here, and how Lemuria wouldn’t have it any other way…

There are many pieces that have been offered to me from my own Lemurian soul connection and I felt to share some here, as they may call to you/resonate with you.

When I feel Lemuria, this is what comes:

~ Heart-centered power that is power WITH and not power OVER

~ Willingness to lean in… to go towards intimacy, recognizing the need for it and the growth and goodness that comes of it, rather than move away from it in the many ways parts of us have learned how…

~ Movement toward a life flow based in growing trust of the Divine and your own divinity

~ Less emphasis on mainstream influences being a center point of focus – whether to validate and cling to them, or to negate/argue against them

~ More emphasis on individual choices while searching for, finding, and cultivating resonant relationships and soul tribe/family that won’t ask you to merge, but will ask you instead to contribute with everything you are to the whole you are a part of 

~ More recognition of all individual soul choices happening all of the time, without a need to grab and tug and use force of any kind to pull or push anyone in any direction at all β€” we are invited to invite, not incite, interrogate, or incinerate 

~ More consciousness around the Great Geometry, the infinite interconnected-ness of all of life, of all souls, of all things and beings

~ More recognition of synchronicities and trust in the flow and sequence of them, no matter if they lead to more ease or more challenge in moments of initiation and growth

~ Healing and eventual releasing of the trauma body and energies, leading to a greater sense of hum and harmony within and a truly centered self that understands what it has been through and why… you are not the trauma you’ve experienced and indeed are meant to one day let it GO

~ Understanding, with gradual increases of knowledge and intuition, that when something happens to you, it needn’t stick in your field, as long as you glean what you need to from each experience, and move into your next phase with more wisdom as well as compassion for self and others

~ More access to higher frequencies in a seamless way that moves you through the pain that remains, not above it, until all parts of you are ready to let in their own worthiness in receiving these frequencies that are meant for them and their healing too

~ Understanding that while you may always be in some way β€˜healing’ due to the impact of life in 3D and 4D consciousness and reality, that this can and does come to you eventually with less trauma needed in order to open the pathways and portals to your deepest healing experiences

~ To be vulnerable, to be open-hearted, to remember that you are more than what you’ve been told and molded into; to remember that your soul spark is truly yours to claim, that you needn’t look like anyone else to be in your unique unfolding, that you are here to anchor a frequency and beacon of health and vitality on this planet that is truly unique to you… all of these are traits, opportunities, invitations to begin the process of embodying your individual Lemurian energy and soul. 

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be co-leading a group guided meditation call over Zoom on Sunday May 16th at 5pm BST that will focus on bridging to New Lemuria and what your soul may be ready or preparing to access of your own Lemurian connection within. The call will be by donation and you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later. More info here: soulfullheart.org/events

Love,

Kasha ❀️

**artwork by Tuco Amalfi**

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Crop Circle Update: First of the 2021 Season!

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By Jelelle Awen

And so it begins!! Crop circle season for 2021! This first one appeared in Stanton St Bernard, Near Alton Barnes in Wiltshire, UK yesterday May 10th. What struck me most about this formation was the bright yellow hues of the Oilseed-Rape flowers! That is a BIG activation of third chakra I AM frequencies! I get a sense of movement about this one…it will be interesting to see how future ones may connect to this one.

There is something mysterious about this formation and also looks almost ‘pieced together’…reminds me somehow of stain glass window. Personally, I always feel comforted when these crop circles start appearing, feeling the activations and transmissions that occur beyond the mind’s understanding.

I am so excited to actually be here in this area of the UK where the majority of these crop circles appear, which I missed last year as we came here in September when the season was over. I feel a sense of certainty and reassurance from my Star/Lemurian family that we will be able to get over to share/transmit from at least one of them while we are here in the area through the end of June.

Some of you have asked what we are drawn to next after being here in Avalon/Glastonbury. We are feeling guided to relocate and settle in Portugal, most likely the central or Northern areas. We are wanting to eventually own/steward land with restorable buildings and create a sustainable community with the SoulFullHeart work/way of life as our foundations there that we are calling NuMu (New Lemuria). This has been our ultimate vision for many years, including an attempt at off-grid living in rural Mexico for a couple of years.

I’ve been offered that the crop circles are actually mostly a collaboration from the skies and from within the Earth with the Inner Earth Lemurians ‘seeding’ them from below and a combo of tech used by star beings from above. They seem to appear in fields as a bridge to us on the surface, to remind us of the higher dimensional support that we have from above and from below as we go through our Ascension.

Raphael and I will be sharing more about the frequencies of New Lemuria and how to bridge to them in our group meditation call this Sunday May 16th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EST. More info to join us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events. Love from Avalon,Jelelle Awen