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Pleiadian Portal Portal Open For Connection & Remembrance

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The Pleiadian Portal is open for the next week until May 24th, peaking on May 20th-21st when the sun is aligned with Alcyone, the brightest of the seven sister stars in the constellation. The Pleiadian energy frequencies are a high vibration of pure love, unity consciousness, and crystalline-coded light.

Having gone through their own descension to ascension process, Pleiadians are both supportive of humanity’s journey and compassionate about the challenges we are going through during this transition. Connecting with them brings forward the energy of the Founders (Lyra) and reminder of the DNA seeding within us (in our every cell) that is ‘the best’ of what humanity can be when our hearts are open, our souls are awake and our bodies are light filled.

I began to connect yesterday with a Pleiadian guide named Alona that came forward during meditation. Tuning into dolphins and whales opens up a bridge to them easily as they are descendants of the Pleiadian DNA in its more pure and higher frequency form. What a blessing to connect with Alona, backlit in bright blue with light blond hair and blue eyes, all regal and queenly, pure heart and flooding me with soul rememberance and love.

She supported me to feel remaining places of separation consciousness (which manifests as fear or pain), especially related to my physical body transition to living on more light/prana/into menopause, ongoing service inhabitations (including trust in alchemy/money flow), and deeper co-creation with Raphael.

Filled up with her love, it was not surprising to me that the session I had later in the day with a beautiful soul opened up a bridge to her Pleiadian aspect as well…who felt similar and perhaps the same as Alona. Her Pleiadian opened up a field of unity consciousness remembrance by inviting her to swim with dolphins in the most crystal charged waters.

During this journey, I played my heart sound bowl and offered tones/light language, as she received the messages, codes, downloads that her Pleiadian aspect moved through her. The struggles and challenges of 3D life came through represented in her 3D self in a swimming pool, treading water with all her clothes on.

The contrast between the easy, flowing energies of Oneness with the dolphins and the heavy, effort of the swimming pool felt like the perfect representation of what it is like to BE human within a human body.

Treading water with all of your clothes on. All that effort and not really going anywhere. Stuck in a confined space with no ‘escape’ seeming possible.

This also felt like what it is like to be anchored to the karmic field of 4D as her Gatekeeper (soul guardian/keeper of the veil of amnesia) showed himself as a ‘giant’ and yet he has been reduced to despairing witness, unable to assist, save, or intervene for many human 3D lifetimes.

I felt her Pleidian aspect honoring both the human experience and the Gatekeeper’s reality though…even as there is now an ongoing invitation (as there is to ALL of us) to transition out of the confining pools of 3D consciousness and 4D karmic field to remember and embody more of her soul essence in everyday life.

Connecting to your Pleiadian aspect during this portal can bring you into places of homecoming, remembering your soul’s essence, creating a bigger space within you to hold the emotional, spiritual and physical healing/upgrades that occur during awakening. This can be a deeply personal experience, not just taking in someone else’s channeled messages, yet feeling flow through you these energies AS you. Bridging to your Gatekeeper can open up this access in a deeper, more visceral way.

Raphael and I will be offering a sound healing/guided meditation transmission Pleiadian journey video soon (probably on Sunday) and here is some whale/dolphin music to assist in the journey: https://youtu.be/GOsfvjwwe2E?si=OeuQsrcWh1up4WmG

Here’s a guided meditation to connect with your Gatekeeper: https://youtu.be/bGqTeeaYpwc?si=WZccIp8jPyZLnjop

More info about 1:1 sessions with me (and other Facilitators) to open up the bridge to empower, support, and amplify YOUR acc to Divine, self or embodiment healing at divineselfembodiment.com/sessions

Love during this magical portal,

Jelelle Awen

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3D Personal Will-based souls, 4D Awakening/False God Will-based souls, and 5D Divine love Surrendered-based souls: Where are you on the spectrum?

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This download is coming through in more clarity recently and is being illuminated/backlit by community experience, my personal process and in ongoing service sessions too. I thought I would share for you to see/feel what resonance you may feel with this and sense of where you may be on this spectrum in this moment.

Gifted with personal will by the Divine as we incarnate into deeper densities of expression, esp in 3D, we have certain phases of relating to and expressing this personal will. ALL phases are truly sacred and needed for our soul growth and learning.

3D Personal Will Domination base – In more 3D orientation, personal will is about ego gratification and surface level/material/five senses filtering. There is more wounded masculine expression (for men and women) with drive and motivation connected to personal gain/focus/achievement. There can be a battling and fighting frequency, a competitive edge, a sense that forces/energies/people are ‘against’ you in some way. Actions are done for the purpose of personal gain and there is a doing, results-based orientation to life.

Relationships are codependent, birth family hooks remain based in 3D frequencies (and wounded ancestral lineages) of obligation, duty, rebellion, manipulative, judgement, etc. Intimacy with self is absent along with truly vulnerable and authentic intimacy with others.

Connecting with parts of your fragmented 3D self (such as Inner Child, Protector/Controller, Inner Teen, Inner Punisher) can facilitate the awakening out of and unanchoring from this base of 3D personal will with bridging to your soul, guides and Divine Self.

4D Awakening/False God Submission Will base – As you awaken, there is a shifting in consciousness from all about the ego self to being about something much bigger. Your soul’s consciousness attainments and soul gifts from other timelines/lifetimes start bleeding through, yet so do persecution wounds, separation from the Divine wounds, embodiment struggles/illnesses, existential fears and more. There can be a strong resistance in this phase to giving up the 3D ego Personal Will to the Divine and tendency to polarize into good versus evil viewpoints and ways of seeing the world (a Matrix hijack).

There can be a fusion to the Gatekeeper (soul guardian/Divine bridge/karmic field bridge) in which this energy becomes the self, a sort of take over or possession in that way as the 3D ego self vacates and is deconstructed. Previous careers and means of earning money are let go of, yet can be replaced by suffering loops of scarcity, poverty and lack.

There is an increasing desire to surrender your personal will focus to the Divine and yet a strong likelihood that this will be hijacked by a False God/False Light energy, coming usually in the form of teachers, groups/cults, abusive or codependent soul mate relationships and karmic soul family configurations. Many souls are currently in this phase and learning a lot from it, even while experiencing some intense suffering during it (dark night of the soul phases, lone wolf isolated phases, etc.)

Differentiation from your Gatekeeper and conscious karmic healing connections with soul aspects being a big piece to opening up true Divine love access.

Divine love surrender base – In this phase, you are increasingly surrendering your self concepts, perceptions, motivations from this life and other lifetimes to and with the Divine. You feel supported by the Divine in all moments, even those that bring difficulty and feel genuinely grateful for them. Your focus is on being an instrument of Divine service love peace expression without ego attachment or false constructions to fuel or try to control outcomes in life.

Your intimate relationships with yourself, your Divine Counterpart Soul Mate (pair bond reunion) and soul family is truly nourishing and affirming, offering karmic and emotional healing completion from this life and many lifetimes. While there are still lessons and learning to explore together, the codependent grist and suffering grounds have shifted to goodness, joy, deepening, and growth together.

This Divine love base is supported by continual connection with your Divine Self (which is hardly a self at all compared to the 3D self), upgrading your body to light body vessel to live on light and love, giving up and letting go of 3D and even 4D based constructs, prayer and connection with the Divine, healing of False Gods/Gatekeeper fusions/soul aspect karmic playouts, setting boundaries and letting go in relationships as needed.

I am personally blessed to be experiencing more and more of my daily reality in Divine love surrender and service of love embodiment. It is an ever ongoing journey and I feel honored to support and mentor those who are drawn to it and to me/us as a community in this phase. It’s a tall order for sure and a gifted opportunity in this Ascension lifetime!

Hopefully this was helpful…..1:1 sessions available to connect/locate where you (and parts of you) are at on this spectrum are available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions and more about the Ascension process facilitating through us in my book Free To Be 5D at soulfullheart.org/books

Love,

Jelelle Awen

3D/4D/5D Body Layers, Codes & Clearings

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Intense cellular clearing/upgrades going on post equinox and with the last supermoon of 2023 as well. I shared yesterday about this and many of you seemed to resonate with the experience of detox symptoms such as fever, headaches, tiredness, loss of appetite/indigestion, etc. I experienced this myself a couple days of ago and needed to respond with extra rest, fasting (still in process of this on some level), and just allowing whatever density needs to move out of my 3D body in order to receive the soul upgrades that are ready.

I wanted to share this download and framing that came through me during our recent gathering retreat, doing multiple quantum energy sessions on souls who have been doing our work for awhile, and seems to be mirrored in my own experience as well of the ongoing upgrading process for the body ‘vessel’ from 3D to 5D. When I felt each person’s body, it came through as layers or fields stronger than ever before. I’ll describe them here, it’s a bit long but I think helpful in locating as/if it resonates for you:

3D Body Layer – The densest level of physical manifestation that has been programmed to reality and filter through the five senses. Cells are carbon-based, often filled with constant influx of toxicities from our hijacked water, air, soil, and food. 3D Body holds the 3D self trauma from this life, parts of us such as Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Protector, Inner Mother/Father can be ‘stuck’ in this body layer, looping in suffering.

3D Body manifests illness, injury, addictions, emotional/mental ‘disorders’, and aging. It needs constant detoxification and purification in order to upgrade, which it can receive through ongoing phases of fasting, urotherapy, clean eating, pure spring water, deep emotional/shadow work with 3D self parts/ego to clear trauma and dominance, sound healing, daily grounding on Gaia with bare feet, yoga/other body movement, breathwork/pranayama, meditation.

3D programs/fear thought forms have been: I am fear. I am separate. I am dying. I am only what I can see/hear/smell/taste/touch.

New codes are: I am love. I am whole. I am alive. I am connected. I am beyond my senses.

4D Body layer: The 4D body is the next level up from the physical manifestation or the astral body, usually only accessed in dream states by most people. 4D body is our bridge to the karmic consciousness field and is often anchored or stuck there, looping on the same trauma/karmic patterns and lessons from lifetime after lifetime, stuck in the denser soul family lineage field as well. The Matrix plugs originate here, sourced from the Reptilian self entwinement, False God programs and there is a hijack of the true chords to the 5D body.

4D Body manifests what feels like or is experienced as entity/psychic attacks, chakra plugs/blocks, implants, dark night of the soul, deep suffering loops, scarcity/lack, etc. The 4D body holds aspects such as the Gatekeeper (who holds access to all the bodies), archetypal aspects from many lifetimes playing out ‘roles’ such as Priestess, Monk/Nun, Queen/King, karmic mate, and Lower D Star seed/galactic aspects, Reptilian Self, and more.

It needs quantum energy healing that works with the Gatekeeper directly, sound healing, chakra clearing of all fields, matrix unplugging/deprogramming with the Reptilian Self, Conscious connection and shadow work with your Gatekeeper/soul aspects, meditative/shamanic/astral healing journeys and bridges/retrievals.

4D programs have been: I am unknown. I am alone. I am trapped. I am attacked. I am fear.

New codes are: I am known. I am connected to the ALL. I am free. I am safe. I am love.

5D Body layer: Previously not accessed unless leaving the body in a Near Death Experience or at death, now able to be brought in and embodied as 3D/4D bodies are healing. 5D body is the light body, and your merkabah for multidimensional travel while in the body. Lives on light/prana/energy with no need for physical food or for sleep, can teleport, levitate, bi-locate and more. It doesn’t age, feel hot or cold, have injuries or illness.

5D Body is chorded to the Cosmic/Divine Mother womb for the feminine and the Cosmic/Divine Father Hara for men. The 5D body is our bridge to the Ascended Masters (who become us through the 5D body), soul family monad, counterpart/twin flame soul mate, and our Metasoul consciousness (above the karmic field) and I AM Love Divine source essence. 5D Body needs us to ongoingly detox/purify the 3D body and consciously lift the veil and heal the 4D body in ALL lifetime incarnations so that it can come more into our consciousness on a cellular level (not just conceptual.)

5D codes are: I am love. I am home. I am Divine. I am ALL THAT IS. I am beloved. I am whole.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 energy upgrade sessions to offer support to your body vessel, connect to your energy field and locate your body’s ascension process are available with me now. PM me or contact at soulfullheart.org for more info.

More about the Ascension process and our SoulFullHeart work in my book Free To Be 5D with links to get as audio, print, ebook and PDF at soulfullheart.org/books.

Darkest Before The Dawn Collectively and Individually

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We are moving through the darkest before the dawn phase, peak fear and peak sense of separation before love can finally be let IN by more souls. As the Matrix agenda/programs of control and restriction start up again in more obvious ways, the chaos of the great bifurcation of choosing love or fear for humanity continues.

Soul choices also continue to peak now and over the last three years…choosing to awaken and ascend into the unknown of a liberated and love-based future on Gaia…….or to leave the body/Earth Plane now……..or to consciously conform to the Great Reset agenda (esp as it becomes more and more obvious).

Those anchored to the 3D consciousness Matrix can still be motivated by fear, to make choices that at their core are about a abandonment of self wisdom and Divine guidance…..connected to a deep fear of physical body death or of being rejected by others or of ‘getting in trouble.’ Fear is ultimately an unstable energy to serve as ongoing motivation and has to be constantly energized in a punitive way. And the cost is stress, ongoing anxiety, distrust, depression, body illness/injury, relationship issues/abuse, scarcity/lack, etc. that doesn’t get resolved or answered by conforming to the fear.

The parts of the 3D self that are still hookable to this peak fear/separation programming on the outside have also internalized these energies. The Inner Punisher voice and energy is represented by the outer authority’s overreach and control. The younger aspects are caught in a shame reaction that separates them from their innate innocence and goodness.

You may feel this dynamic as an awakening soul in a much deeper and more subtle way. It is such a celebration truly if you are no longer swayed by the outer authorities and their control/fear manipulation agendas. Yet, even if you say ‘no’ to this 3D fear motivation, parts of you may still be energizing these inner judgement/shame loops of ongoing suffering.

The karmic knots and Matrix plugs/binds from many lifetimes vibrate, wanting to be loved and to be resolved. The soul aspects bleed through with their persecution wounds, their unresolved guilt, their survival modes & fight or flight realities. Roles as both persecutor and victim come up to be completed.

All this bleeding through of the soul may drop you into what feels like quite a dark night or ‘rock bottom.’ Suicidal feelings come up as there is no more 3D to ‘go back to’ or egoic things to construct and the new hasn’t quite taken deeper root within you yet to be drawn. Despair is a heavy and constant companion, even when the light of goodness comes in.

For you, then, there is nowhere to go BUT UP.

You are starting to feel that it is time to let your soul take over with its momentum to feel and heal. To connect consciously to higher dimensional soul aspects and guides who can provide support. To seek mentoring/guidance from those unplugged from the false light teachers/way showers who have walked through this shadow of the valley of death and emerged out into the light of a new day within themselves. To be with soul family who can reflect the resonant values that your soul is reminding you that can form into the deepest of intimacies and bonds.

Love becomes your primary motivation as you unhook, dissolve, and unplug from these fear agendas on the outside and the inside.

Love motivates you to respond to all parts of you and soul aspects (even those anchored to 3D consciousness still) who need to feel hope, trust, and bridging to new realities beyond fear.

Love motivates you to serve, to be a beacon of light/hope/love for others who are in their dark nights and shadow valleys.

Love motivates you to be in union with the Divine, with yourself AND with others….leading the way to a new dawn within yourself and for others too.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Free Intros and negotiable rates for 1:1 quantum soul/heart healing transmission/sessions with me, Kasha or Raphael and ongoing mentoring and soul family reunion are available with more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

I share much more about ascension, matrix, the 3D/4D/5D self in my book Free To Be 5D available as PDF, print, ebook and audio with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Sirius Gateway Energies and Importance Of Connecting To Your Gatekeeper

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We are beginning our alignment with our β€˜Spiritual Sun’ Sirius as we continue in the Sirius gateway this week and bridge to the Lion’s Gate 8/8 activations through this month. This is a powerful time of soul awakenings, insights, clarities, visions, lifted veils, inspired thinking and more.

With these soul awakenings also comes an intensity of karmic frequencies moving into our auric fields, chakras, physical bodies and emotional bodies. It’s important to feel how we ARE with these frequencies, how we relate with them and accept them and allow them and what our relationship is to them.

These energies can β€˜blow out’ the body in the sense of big detox reactions as some people are sharing about feeling lots of dizziness and vertigo, unable to sleep or feeling very fatigued, and even more extreme β€˜illness’ that really wipes them out for quite awhile. This detox process for the β€˜transitioning body’ is greatly served by a very clean diet or even fasting and a daily celery juice cleanse. I share more about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/light-body-body…/

Your soul field can become backed up with the codes that are trying to come in right now. I see this in energy healing work where the space above the crown chakra (where the Ascension chakras of soul star, Personal Sun and casual are located) is just pulsing and full with light codes that aren’t being brought into the field. This can cause more body pain, especially head/neck pain and even severe migraines. Along with emotional pain and ongoing suffering as many awakening souls are experiencing…intense feelings of heaviness, hopelessness, and not wanting to β€˜be here’ in the Earth Plane anymore.

Connecting with your Gatekeeper, a soul aspect that we bridge to in our SoulFullHeart work, allows for much more flow and integration of these energies. As you consciously feel your Gatekeeper, this allows them to share with you their experience of guarding your soul and keeping the veil down on your awareness of other lifetimes/soul β€˜history’, etc. They are holding back often deep persecution wound experiences as they fear it would harm your β€˜human’ and be too much for you to bear.

I was connecting to my Gatekeeper this morning and I could feel a resolution to her ongoing push/pull about opening up these places for me and flowing into service with them. She has admittedly given me access to many places of remembrance and to service over the years, yet not as much to connect with her as directly, until the last year or so. She was in teary confession this morning about this and deep gratitude for my human heart and Divine Mother’s heart that has opened up HER heart and not given up on her. It is not easy for these eternal beings to let in love and care and warmth as they have not known any of that usually, choosing to be cut off from it to large degree.

Gatekeepers live in complete isolation, by choice, as they are the only conscious entity aware of the Metasoul’s (as I’ve been guided to call it) many projected versions into different lifetimes/timelines/eras. They are acutely aware of the karmic energies, the trauma and the pain being worked and experienced by EVERY lifetime, yet they are unable to do anything to relieve it. These β€˜keepers of the veil’ within our soul have taken on the often thankless task of remaining awake to track and protect us while we go into necessary sleep states to fully experience what each lifetime wants to teach us.

I have met and connected with many Gatekeepers in sessions over the years and they are universally lonely, often heavy and sad, skeptical and distrusting….at least in their β€˜trailing edge’ of expression. In their β€˜leading edge’ expression, they are wise, compassionate, and open up access to Divine channels, other lifetime access, integration of light codes and upgrades, and much more. Yet, they are often anchored to lower frequencies, especially of lower 4D β€˜False Light’ which they can get lost in for many ions (no time really.)

It feels like the Sirius frequencies are inviting the Gatekeepers to consciously come forward and make themselves known to you. I cannot describe to you how much relief and goodness can come into your life through connecting to yours and feeling them…and clair activations, access to other lifetimes, emotional healing, completion of karmic cycles FOR GOOD, openness and draw of your sacred union mate and soul family community, etc. Often what we feel as β€˜guides’ is actually the wisdom of our Gatekeeper coming through channeling our soul yet not in a direct way.

And ALL of this is opened from inside of you, not from an outside source reading you out or providing activations for you. We can only be a mirror for another, lighting the way and shining the light based on what we have journeyed. And this is my light illuminating this path of connection to soul aspects such as the Gatekeeper and parts of the self too and all the gifts it offers!

love,

Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation and more teaching about the Gatekeeper, really good timing to connect with yours during this Sirius gateway: https://youtu.be/bGqTeeaYpwc

I offer free intros and 1:1 sessions with women to open up access to your Gatekeeper and deepen this bond to allow much more of your soul consciousness to flow and move through. I am experiencing Gatekeepers coming forward in someone even during the intro recently, wanting to be seen and felt! They are def waking up now! More info about sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions or PM me.

I share much more about the Gatekeeper as well in my book Free To Be 5D, with links to purchase audio book, ebook, PDF, print editions at soulfullheart.org/books

Solar Flare Ascension Energy Update & Video | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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β€œIn the last 24 hours alone, the sun has produced more than 19 solar flares. The tally includes five M-class explosions and a powerful X2.2-class flare. The fusillade is likely to continue as colossal sunspot complex AR2993-94 turns toward Earth in the days ahead,” according to spaceweather.com.

19 flares in the last day, including the most powerful type of X class……..and more are expected from this very active sunspot region, including CMEs triggering auroras! There is a definite acceleration now in the sun’s activity since the Equinox and as we move into a more active solar cycle.

This morning, Raphael and I were talking together about the many ancient prophecies about solar flares leading to mass transition/death of the old and change for Humanity as we move out of the Kali Yuga phase (dark ages since Atlantis fell along with humanity’s consciousness into 3D.) It does feel as if the sun’s transmissions as downloaded from the Great Cosmic sun directly support our awakening, even as the magnetics and photonic light can impact our auric/soul/physical/emotional/bodies in sometimes intense ways.

In this video recorded live on April 20th on FB, we share about the recent increase in solar flares, how they connect to the bigger picture of Ascension and how you might be experiencing them. We also talk about how solar flares and solar activity relates to healing the patriarchal wounded masculine control matrix through transmission of sacred masculine potency combined with care.

https://youtu.be/aGfWnF-Mn7E

We share ways that you can bring these sun codes into your field consciously negiotated with parts of you (including your soul guardian aspect that we call the Gatekeeper) that allows for more upgrades and less negative/challenging impact. And we will offer our bigger picture sense of Divine trust and surrender around these solar activations.

The sun is helping humanity to awaken and rise!!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Image is of the X2 flare as it burst out of the sun (lower right corner)

More info about 1:1 healing/activation sessions, writings/books and online community at Soulfullheart.org

Ascension Update: Intense Clearing Energies As Lower 4D Becomes The “Mainstream” Consciousness

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Ascension Update: Intense clearing energies as 3D β€˜mainstream’ collapses, 4D Karmic healing intensifies & 5D upgrades come in. This is such a truly unique time to be alive here now with ALL that is happening on physical/emotional/spiritual levels for humanity both in terms of what is releasing, collapsing and what is upgrading.

You may be feeling these intense energies on the physical body level, prompting a need for fasting or eating very lightly. It can be of great assistance to put all of your energy toward this clearing/upgrading process rather than toward digestion of physical food. Eating just fruit (with high light/water content) can also be helpful. Being very sleepy, need for rest and long naps, passing out and going β€˜off line’ are also happening now along with various aches and pains occurring too.

Chronic illness and deep toxicity may be coming up now too…feeling β€˜worse before better’ as the cells clear it out and there is no longer need for it. Our immune systems are also being upgraded to β€˜survive’ whatever is coming next.

What we are experiencing now since the C and V narrative began to accelerate two years ago feels to me like it is the 3D mainstream collapse that so many of us have been feeling will happen, yet in a different form than perhaps we imagined it would. I’ve been seeing β€˜collapse’ scenarios for over ten years now. I was attached to the Lower 4D picture/program of industrial collapse for awhile… we even relocated to Mexico for a time to create a sustainable sanctuary to live on an off-grid ranch in community. We were motivated then by the sense that it would all fall down and wasn’t sustainable, sensing that it was being fuelled by energies that were more about control and dominance than they were about balance and love in tune with Mother Gaia.

Then, during my time on the ranch, I awakened to the false AI-generated Matrix reality that has created our 3D β€˜mainstream’ culture for so long. I felt that it would collapse, yet I didn’t initially see the bigger and darker agenda going on around it at first that was actually controlling THROUGH the technologies and dependency on energy grids. Understanding more now about the motivations of the Cabal and how it connects to the overall Ascension process for humanity, I could β€˜place’ it more into that picture with trust in the Divine plan around it all….and include support/technologies being released eventually from Star Beings as part of the solution to what seemed like insurmountable problems otherwise.

3D culture has created a numbed and drugged sense of false safety, where self preservation and material attainment are the number one goals. Social media, mainstream media, education, and easy streaming entertainment 24/7 lulls us into compliance, easily programmable by all that we watch and take in. It was hard to imagine how it would collapse without β€˜pulling the plug’ of the electrical and technology grids that fuelled it.

Yet, C has been a mercy in that it has woken us up out of this slumber. It has interrupted the routines of eat/sleep/work repeat; threatened financial security (as the money systems need to collapse too); and put physical β€˜safety’ and the fear of body death as the most pressing motivation for ALL personal choice and governmental decisions so we could reconcile and heal our fear of it. C and the ways that it has been created, used and leveraged by the Cabal has brought us into the Lower 4D, collapsing the 3D world that was an addictive dream one in comparison. The β€˜true’ dark Lower 4D agenda of depopulation, AI-control, transhumanism and genetic/DNA modification is being revealed now…aided hugely by poisonous mass Vs bioweapons being pushed on us all.

Being in the Lower 4D reality now AS our collective consciousness for the last two years has dropped many awakening souls into deeper states of depression/suicidal temptation, ego death, dissonance with their families/friends, chronic illness/body toxicity, soul karmic bleed throughs, difficulties/separations in relationships, and overall despair over how it will all resolve. This has been so challenging to navigate.

Yet also there is a sense of liberation going on here as the Dark timeline gets β€˜so bad and so obvious’ it finally motivates many more to change. Being tuned into the Divine Mother, I always felt it would be an intense death/rebirth process that would be necessary for us to wake up and choose New Earth realities. It would take A LOT of collapse and deconstruction for us to choose something that is unknown to us, unsupported by the mainstream, and draws so much resistance/fear projection from others. It felt important to stay soberly grounded in this, even as I experienced a lot of joy and bliss on an ongoing basis as I embraced this process.

Yet, also, in this willingness to die and let go of something old in order to experience something new….we are met with so much love and support from the Divine that it is always ultimately worth it. We are increasingly coming to trust that loss is part of the process of being reborn. We are able to grief and mourn as needed, celebrating the new as it arises.

This is then what the death of 3D culture, our rebirth out of the Lower 4D transitional grounds and into 5D New Earth realities from WITHIN us looks and feels like. The densities of 3D toxic living and eating need to clear out and be released; the karmic soul patterns and traumas need to be consciously connected with and integrated; the 5D and higher energies that most support our light bodies, our Divine Self to embody and our heart open/expand need to be brought in and allow for upgrading.

It is challenging right now not to get stuck in the sticky web of the Lower 4D as it moves into mainstream collective experience. This can lead to over focus on the β€˜outside’ and what is happening or not happening. This can lead to engaging in battles over the old rather than focus on creating the new. This can lead to ongoing suffering over being rejected, misunderstood, and vilified by others.

Most souls are not yet able in this moment to be conscious of how this shift into the Lower 4D is impacting them; the timelines that are opened out and now bleeding through: the karmic patterns that their soul has engaged with life after life. They have gone to others, such as mediums/psychics/spiritual teachers/channelers for this β€˜information’ about themselves with mixed results and sometimes abuses occurring as they hand over their sovereignty to others with more β€˜awareness’ than them.

We are meant now to go within for this information about ourselves. We can lift our own veils. We can channel our own Divine guidance. We can connect to any lifetime and timeline that is relevant for us to know and feel. We can hold the space for our own healing. These awarenesses and this access is becoming more available to us through the activations that are happening on DNA/cellular/body/heart/chakra levels that move us into deeper embodiment of our sacred humanity.

Awareness of how our β€˜base reality’ as a collective is shifting can help with navigating this. Finding resonance within yourself and with your soul family provides a support bubble (of the truly best kind) to buffer you as needed from the intensities going on while you access this information for yourself. Discovering β€˜outside’ help that is in integrity and empowers your sovereignty can assist in reconnecting to your higher knowledge. Seek out temporary bridges as needed and models in human and etheric form as you are guided by your higher heart to.

Surrender to the overall process that is happening here and Divine love can flood into your being…offering the sense that love is holding it ALL and always has.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We provide in our 1:1 sessions a bridging to and opening out of these awarenesses and consciousness states to allow a navigation of soul frequencies AS they come through, healing of traumatic patterns from this life and other lives, and integrate/reunion of previously very shattered/fragmented energies into wholeness. This space is held in collaboration with you, supporting your Divine Self to lead the way here on all levels. More info on a free intro and the sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Pic is of 5D upgrades through sun codes coming through in a powerful New Earth grid here in Portugal

Solstice Offers Digestion Of The Dark Night Phase Into Light That We Are In During The V. Narrative

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By Jelelle Awen

The day after Solstice and I still feel the VERY catalytic energies of the shortest day/longest night moving through. I was deep in a painful period cycle yesterday, which sometimes can be a gift of access to other dimensions. I felt myself and my womb naturally tuning into the death and rebirth process going on right now.

There is an importance during this death and rebirth phase of Ascension to let the darkness ‘do its work’ in a surrendered way. This includes not resisting feelings of grief and mourning especially, which can be powerful teachers as we embrace them rather than resist.Humanity and many awakening souls have been going through a ‘Dark Night’ process in order to emerge in even more embodied ways out of the false light of the Matrix and into the TRUE light of our Divine Self essence. Others are choosing to leave their bodies and Gaia as she ascends. This is always a choice on the soul level, even as it can seem like a forced one in 3D reality.

The Dark Night process has been expressed in the C. and V. narrative over the last almost two years. The experience of ongoing restriction of personal sovereignty and choices; the ‘dark medicine’ being offered as cure; the ‘scariants’ being using to amp up fear through mainstream media propaganda; the censorship of free expression; and the division this is all illuminating in many relationships/families and from within.

It feels as if the next group of souls to awaken and unplug are those who reluctantly took the V. with serious doubts and under extreme pressure from others. They may now be in remorse and regret about getting the V. as they realize that the control restrictions to daily life continue and more people become seriously ill/perish from it.

As each soul is confronted with this Dark Night reality, they are invited to move out of the false light of the Matrix mainstream culture and False Light Spirituality/False God through a self forgiveness process offered by the Divine. They are invited into the Dark Night of the real/waking up/taking the red pill and then into the embodiment of their Divine Self and 5D reality from within. This is a painful process to be sure, yet a necessary one to emerge into New Earth reality with the Divine Self sovereignly seated in our expression and experience of daily life.

I feel that what the Winter Solstice especially offers is an invitation into the inner spaces to feel this process of Dark Night transformational process into the True Light. Sometimes those spaces are in shadow that can only be explored when outside life is more quiet and the being goes still. There are always gifts in the shadow when we no longer resist it and instead move through it, embracing with love whatever we experience.

Raphael and I will be offering many inner journeys into the depths of your emotional body, soul field, shadow, Gatekeeper/Metasoul realms, Star Being, and I Am Divine Presence during our upcoming Deepen 2022 video series. It will start on January 1st with a free daily video release each day and two group calls by donation on the 16th and 30th.

We are feeling that engaging in this Deepen 2022 series and where it takes you will assist with your ongoing unplugging process from the False Matrix into embodiment of your essence as the Divine in human form. This feels like the most valuable gift we can offer at this time. There is more info about the series and group calls at soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.

The darkness has long reigned in the shadows of the control matrix and NOW it is becoming visible and obvious to more and more souls. This revelation allows for the light to come in, for love to transmute, and each soul to be freed if ready.

Much love to you from the Winter Solstice gateway as we move into Christ-Mas,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions with me and other Facilitators, group call events, writings/books, joining our free online community Portal…..at soulfullheart.org.

“The Dark Has Been A Necessary Illusion” : Lion’s Gate Update & Message From Sirius

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Today, August 8th 8:8, is the Lion’s Gateway, peak of the galactic alignment with the planet Sirius. As Sirius rises in the sky, Orion’s Belt aligns with the Pyramid of Giza. From our viewpoint from Gaia, Sirius (as the brightest star in the sky) comes closer to us. We have often called this day “Cosmic Christmas” for the gifts that it can bring on the soul level.

Sirius is a STRONG and powerful source of soul activations, upgrades, and Ascension frequencies. As we connect to our soul aspects from Sirius, we can receive codes that bring us into our next levels of awakening. They often appear as feline beings with blue skin tones, although that can vary.

The veils are lifted during this gateway and the capacity to see/feel/know other lifetimes and timelines is revealed. Our soul aspects who live in ‘Ancient Egypt’ become visible and knowable to us especially during this time. These aspects are often more tuned into these higher spiritual energies that have often been covered over in our modern times. There is much to learn from soul gift exchange with our Egyptian aspects yet, also, the False Light Matrix was very powerful during this time so you may feel a karmic unplugging in that as well. If you are drawn to that time period, especially right now, this is a sign of that connection being ripe and available to you for exploration and discovery.

As I meditated this morning, I connected with Sela, my blue feline-humanoid Lionness Queen from Sirius. As we touched third eyes together, She offered me waves of calm support and spacious grace. As I’ve been going through some deeper layers of digestion around this shift in lifestyle to being with Gaia and living more naturally and some more death/rebirth/deconstruction phases for me in that, her frequencies felt soothing and expansive. I had this sense of cool water flowing over little fires everywhere within and to the places in the world where fires are literally burning as the Cabal/Matrix tightens its grip post-collapse. This feeling was deeply supported by the sounds of the nearby river which has been a steady backdrop sound transmission for the last month.

Sela seemed to deeply feel and understand the energies of death and rebirth going on for humanity right now, as her species has gone through the Ascension process bliss mess phases and stages as well. The peaking of these energies seems to be these last weeks of increasing push for the V. as the Dark Ones shift from enticing to punishing in order to get more compliance. She offered compassion for the messy transition we are in as we stumble and fumble through the dark to find our way into the light.

Sela encouraged you to feel into whatever messages you receive from your Sirius aspects on this day, offering that they are specifically connected to the Lion’s Gate frequencies and the upgrades available during it. I could sense too how in tune we were with them during the Lemurian age, precious allies and friends of ours from the stars.

The Sirius energy reminds us of the bigger picture that can be lost with so much contentious content and polarization. They form a bridge to our galactic nature and the remembering of the assistance and support that is ALWAYS there for us. As we are vulnerable and ask for it, so we can then receive it as love from the Divine in whatever forms and ways we most need.

Sela says now, “Trust the light that you are emerging into as you wake up from your long sleep. Remember that the dark has been a necessary illusion. Forgetting is the illusion. Separation is the illusion. Fear is the illusion.

Love is real. Unity is real. The Light is real. The Divine is real.

The rest is a play out of the illusion that is dying and being slowly reborn into what is real.Β This process of dying illusion is happening within you and in your world. As you can see this process, you can separate from it and connect to the love that you ARE in any moment. “

Blessings on this Lion’s Gate, Cosmic Christmas, and may new vistas of your soul’s bigness be revealed to you that provide support to navigate the shifts and changes!

love,

Jelelle Awen & Sela

For more digestion about Lion’s Gate and a guided meditation/activation to connect with your Sirian aspect, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana led a livestream last year and the recording is available below:

More information on 1:1 sessions, books/writings, and more at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: The V. Bioweapons Agenda & The Lemurian Invitation Into Soul Initiations

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Message from Ruma, Inner Earth Lemurian:

A grid generated by the V. Bioweapons is very real. This grid is energized by every soul who has chosen the V. at this time of bifurcation. The electromagnetic field of those who receive it is altered and their broadcast frequency becomes an amplified one of the Matrix. DNA and RNA is altered as well and, in many cases, permanently distorted to serve the programming agenda of the dark ones or the Cabal or the New World Order, as you call it.

These V. Bioweapons have been very specifically designed using galactic technologies that your 3D doctors do not understand yet or know how to counteract. Even those who designed them do not fully understand how they will alter the human anatomy at the cellular level.

Many souls who came here karmically to serve during this time are trying to explore and discover what herbs and plants could reverse the damage created by these bioweapons. They are on the right track yet the soul must very much WANT to live on emotional and soul levels that requires a consciousness that most likely wouldn’t choose the shot in the first place.

Many souls are now in the process of dying, their cells turning on each other in a heightened auto immune. Understand that this truly is something they have chosen on a soul level. To be part of this dark experimentation in order to wake up humanity. Although they are not usually conscious of this, their Higher Self holds this truth for when they leave the body and the Earth Plane and can remember again.

Much compassion can be felt for these souls whose ego and 3D selves are having an acute experience of suffering and also of being β€˜betrayed’ by those they put their trust in. The lesson of not trusting external sources of power is a challenging one. Yet, rather than pity these souls, you can also hold how they are serving humanity’s ascension and their own soul growth by going through this experience….as painful as it is for parts of them.

We cannot directly intervene in what is happening nor prevent it from running its course. This is very challenging for us at times as we do vibrate at a higher frequency than the dark ones that have possessed the surface of Gaia and hijacked humanity since the fall of Atlantis. This frequency offers for us to love and forgive even these Dark ones and see them as a sacred part of the Divine’s plan.

Yet, we are also always rooting for and in support of you on the surface. You are a projection and reflection of us…children and offspring of us and of the Atlantians. We hold the remembrance of the Golden Age of humanity that we lived for million of years on the surface of Gaia.

Remember that the Dark Ones have been in control for only a small amount of time compared to your sacred human legacy. They are temporary, a test, and a challenge that we have all trust humanity will overcome.
Ask us for support and we will be there. Seek our guidance and we will advise you. Connect with our energies in the purest and wildest forms of nature that you can find. We have activated many 5D girds around the surface, especially near the vortexes of mountains, that activate the 5D template within you.

As you accept our initiation, this will require you to give up and let go of what does not support your 5D seeds from being watered. At this time of heightened bifurcation, this is more important than ever. It may become not safe for you to be around those who have received the V. Or be around those who are still under the spell of the Dark Ones. Cities will be very challenging as the V. Grid amplification increases…cities are the battlegrounds of this covert war.

We offer you both sobriety and hope today. Understand that life as you have known it no longer exists, which is ultimately a good thing for humanity. It will feel very harsh at times yet this transition is held with much love by your Divine Mother and Father. Go within to receive love even as you make outer choices that lead to your self preservation.

You hold humanity’s hope within you. This is a responsibility that you accepted before this life. This is an honor and requires self responsibility and much courage. Move into the unknown in new ways and your soul will answer you, as will the Divine, as will we your Lemurian family.

Sending you love from within Gaia,
One of The Inner Earth Lemurians ambassadors Ruma with Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Amara/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.