Of Love And Limitations: Freedom Is In The Healing

There were many times in my life I just wanted to feel Free. Free to say what I wanted. Free to do what I wanted. Free to have what I wanted.

Yet I couldn’t feel this so-called “freedom”. I only felt ‘limited’. Which eventually turned into ‘imprisoned’. I turned that outward as the fault of my situational circumstances, of capitalism, the Powers That Be, and then eventually the totality of the 3rd Dimension.

Then as I turned my gaze inward I saw the warden WAS me. I was the one that created this reality that validated this imprisonment. This containment. I was choosing stasis, not death and rebirth. It’s not that I was dying, it was that parts of me were just too damn afraid to live!

There are still times I feel this lack of freedom. I know in my essence it is an illusion. A construct. A protection. A veil. It is there for a reason. A message. A place to go to heal and expand the gates a bit more.

You see, I have learned that we all have this limitation. We were gifted with it so that we could learn about ourselves. Learn about what Love can truly do. What it is capable of in the most horrendous of circumstances. That feels a bit insane to a part of me but when you experience that moment when Love finds its way into the Dark, it somehow all makes the most unimaginable sense.

It just IS. Right there waiting for us to let go of the trauma and the fear of what it means to be the Greatness Of Being Divine that we ARE. The power of love is so intense that we need this limitation so that we take it in like the most beautiful sunset ever-imagined after a very long night.

This is the process of our healing and our opening. One part, one soul aspect, one galactic being at a time.

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Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Liberation From 3D/4D Timelines Possible NOW

By Jelelle Awen

Rumbles in lower 4D are really increasing in the last week. These rumbles look like rebellion and liberation, each individual soul and Metasoul aspects/soul fragments choosing what that liberation will look like. There is an opportunity to ‘unplug’ from the matrixes that have been created out of fear and resistance during this phase of polarized experimentation. This unplugging leads to more experience of resonance, love, soul purpose fueled bigness and trust in Divine Source.

The unplugging is unique to each soul aspect, yet, too, there are collective elements that are in place. For many years, I have seen in myself and in others various ways that we have plugged into these matrixes. The Matrix movie was right on about the back of the head plug that is put into the causal chakra. The causal chakra connects us to our star family, galactic consciousness, light language, activation of our star DNA. This causal plug specifically seems to connect to the 3D matrix that we’ve all chosen (on a soul level) as our playground….and yes at times feels like a prison for our multidimensional expression.

The unplugging from this 3D matrix can be done in meditation. As you walk into a room with others plugged in and ‘find’ your 3D self. You can see if your 3D self feels ready and negotiate the dissolving of the plug with much love. If you are reading this, you are probably unplugged already. All this is a soul’s choice when the time is right. In that way, it is not a ‘trap’ or a ‘punishment.’ I’ll be sharing a meditation to do this tomorrow during a live stream at 10:00am PST here on Facebook. You can join me live or take in the recording.

Another hookup to the lower 4D seems to be to a dark, swirling energy of AI (artificial intelligence) connected to the Archon/Reptilian/Draco consciousness of One Mind. In sessions, we have dissolved this One Mind fusion through connecting with the soul aspects within it. Not all Reptilians are connected to this, many are liberating themselves, including aspects of my Metasoul, that are leading the way for others to choose love. One Mind (hive mind) is deep programming and conditioning that feels almost impossible to release from as it just IS. This is different than Unity Consciousness, which is the higher vibrational 5D and higher feeling of being all part of Divine Source Essence.

Unplugging from One Mind happens as you connect with your Metasoul aspects that are plugged into it in their timelines. Each Metasoul aspect has to choose to sovereignly disconnect from it, which is a huge choice for them as it is all they have ever known. Many of these Draco/Archon aspects illicit fear and animosity in people, so approaching them with much love and compassion in your heart allows them to free themselves.

This liberation is happening on many timelines right now such as Egyptian, ‘Ancient’ Greece/Roman, Essenes/Early Christianity, Lower 4D Atlantis, Avalon/Camelot. You may be dreaming of these timelines and finding yourself drawn to research them. These are not in the ancient past, yet have a strong vibration in the Now (energy is always in the Now) which is why you can feel them and are drawn to them.

There is huge support from higher vibe Star BEings (such as Arcturians, Pleaidians, Sirians, Andromedans, Avians) to help those that are still in transition out of this 3D/lower 4D reality (us, Orions, Grays, Zetas, Vegans).

Going within your own soul to liberate your soul fragments with MUCH care and love to form a relationship with them allows them to ascend and awaken out of these 3D/lower 4D timelines. This is not just about regressing into their trauma points and scenes as a ‘past life’, which is so much the common approach. You can BE this ambassador of love, reuniting your soul again, with HUGE rewards and gifts in this exchange as you commit to actually forming lasting relationships with these aspects of your soul.

NOW is a time of accelerating transition and choice points of love. Choose your higher timeline and it will choose YOU. No one else can do this work for you. It becomes more and more of an honor.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This is the work we support you to engage with in 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, me and Gabriel Solais and Kalayna Solais. This is much deeper and more effective an approach than any other process I have heard of or seen to truly heal and transmute on a quantum level the emotional body, energy field, and soul itself. I am honored to be experiencing the gifts of it myself for many years and offering it to others with amazing results. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Here is a guided meditation about the Metasoul and connecting to your akashic records, a good place to start: https://youtu.be/QOlBc-3-TEg

Photo by Greg Rakozy on Unsplash

The Road To Lion’s Gate: The Departure From The Third Dimension

I feel like I have been in a parallel dimension that past couple of days. Feeling very tired and heavy in my body, not so much in my heart. There has been a feeling that I of moving in a field of density that made it hard to really feel motivated to do much. And that was actually a good thing. It gave me an opporTUNEity to tune into what is moving inside me and the collective as we are moving through this gateway.

I could feel how the 3rd dimension is in progress of a deep and immense purging from our spiritual and physical bodies that reverberate through our emotional bodies. It is like our emotions are the bridge between the two. Our own personal dowsing rod to access the direction of our True North.

As we continue to receive the invite from ‘above’ to move UP, to shift into timelines that most reflect our deepest gifts and authentic hearts, we begin to feel all that we have held as 3D energy inside the cells of our bodies and hidden places in our hearts. To the parts of us still with 3D anchors and emotional woundings, this can feel like a prying apart at times and that can manifest in so many varied ways in our bodies and our emotions.

As a sensitive to this purging and shedding, you may feel the collective response as well that adds to or amplifies your own. It can make you a bit mad at times wondering what the hell is really going on with you! There is a lot filtering through the Metasoul as well, as part of the ascension process is to heal that which remains in the karmic holding tanks of your soul.

The third dimension is in the rearview and if we still have energy there it is going to feel intense and draining at times. This is where going IN and doing the deep dive to feel all those anchors that may be spinning you in circles or giving your physical self some fits. This is an exciting yet intense time! It is not all candy corn and rose petals for many. Yet it doesn’t have to be suffering either.

There is a pathway. It is you consciously entering the domain of your heart and soul to navigate the beings inside you we call parts and aspects. They hold the keys, the answers, and more questions. They are ones that have been protected and the ones who have been doing their damnedest to make sure that you don’t get hurt this life, and yet ironically there is a pain in that as well. (More about parts/Metasoul here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts)

Finding, honoring, and feeling these parts of you are what help to release those anchors and help Love find its way into your heart again. To help the process of Ascension take you to your forgotten 5th-dimensional realms of passion, joy, and creation. There is a field of dreams awaiting you, me, and all of us. It is Now and it is Here….on the inside.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Road To Lion’s Gate: Enlightening The Metasoul, Embodying Humanity

Enlightenment is not an achievement.

It is a process of a series of profound and sacred realizations none of which is meant to be an ending place. It is an unfolding of remembrance. A story that we are reading backward and at times you reach the beginning of a chapter. Then there is the space between the beginning and the end of the next one.

You are a process of being, not a state of being. Each state is merely a stepping stone to the next. Whether the state you find yourself in is bliss or despair. The over-attachment to bliss is very similar to an over-attachment to despair. There is a fear of what lies beyond or underneath each. How could an over-attachment to bliss possibly be a ‘bad’ thing?

Any state of bliss is really a deep experience of Self beyond the plot of our karma. This is a state where we are outside the story and if there is a lot of trauma it feels oh so damn good. Why would we ever go back into the story?! We go back because we have a free-willed destiny to bring that very bliss into the story. To recreate the pages with the love that we experience in those bliss moments.

Right now we are walking among the ‘dead’ and unborn. What we have previously thought of as the ‘past’ and ‘future’ is always ever Now. Our story lines, our Time Lines, are converging and merging. This is what we call our Metasoul. Our special story, both individually and collectively. We are in a time of Divine Opportunity to reconcile and bring love to the karma we created as a result of our forgetting. These timelines effect all of our parts whether 3D, 4D, or 5D. Your ‘this life’ wounding is intimately connected to ‘other life’ wounding and vice versa.

This healing is meant to bring more bliss and joy back into our grounded humanity as a fuel to lead us to the next unfolding and deepening. Love is on a joy ride and that doesn’t always mean things are in constant bliss or despair. It is just constantly real and sacred. There is a lot happening underneath our created veils, the protection we needed until it was time to let go, move on, and go IN.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Dissolving Of The 3D-4D Trauma Emotional Body Grid

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!

This week’s Museletter starts off with a piece from Jelelle Awen about the 3D-4D trauma emotional body grid that is laid over Gaia, reflecting the wounding and also healing of the collective emotional body. She invites you to feel your contribution to it through the parts of you that are stuck in traumas, especially abuse playouts and feelings of being stuck in victimhood energy:

“Ultimately, you CHOOSE ALL traumatic experiences for soul growth reasons on a Higher Self/Metasoul level and this actually brings much empowerment as you accept this, understand more about the reasons WHY, and own/feel/heal your Metasoul’s role in it.

Freedom and release from these emotionally dense feelings of despair, suicide, victimization, extreme negativity, battling, being attacked……freedom comes as you FEEL how this lives in parts of yourself and in your Metasoul. As you are willing to compassionately feel it and LOVE it and embrace these parts and aspects, so then do you offer them a way out of this grid. You compassionately validate their emotional reality even as you are separating your consciousness from it.”

Next, we have a brand NEW guided meditation offered by Kalayna Colibri, for meeting your Inner Teenager. In this meditation, you will connect with a Divine Feminine and a Divine Masculine guide before approaching your Inner Teenager in a place that is familiar to them.

Kalayna also held a live stream event this week on connecting with and feeling your Inner Masculine, especially as a woman (though men can connect with this too). In this live stream, she shares about her ongoing personal process with her own Inner Masculine and why she feels this process is important on a collective level. She also answers many questions and offers a quick guided meditation for connecting with your own Inner Masculine, in whatever form or energy they choose to show you. You can catch the recording of this live stream in this week’s Museletter.

There are many new writings and audio recordings from Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Kalayna Colibri, and Gabriel Heartman to take in this week, addressing some profound topics such as healing in order to fuel your dreams and desires and realizing them too, giving yourself permission to feel, and finding freedom from the loops of wounding parts of you are in. There are also some energy updates offered to give you a picture of the current waves of energies incoming.

Kalayna, Gabriel, Raphael, and Jelelle all offer 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. They are available for $55 min. donation per session and more information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Millennial Digest: Self Image

by Kalayna Colibri & Raianna Shai

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teacher and Facilitator, Kalayna Colibri, and SoulFullHeart Facilitant and ‘Social Media Maven’, Raianna Shai, share about their experiences with construction and also ongoing healing of their self-image as Millennials – a process that has been very vulnerable to feel and live into. They chose to do this video with minimal makeup, a simple wardrobe, and a fuller frame of their bodies as they give you a more visceral sense of what their processes have been like.

Different parts of you attach to the ideals of what it means to be ‘attractive’ or a ‘good person/sister/friend/employee/etc’. Feeling these parts is a process of feeling the many layers of reactions to your body, your relationships, your career or job, etc that these parts have had, very often in an intensely self-punishing way that lowers your frequency significantly. It often takes a lot of loving mirrors held up by people who have worked these pieces inside of themselves and their own parts in order to truly see how this has played out inside of you. There are many reasons why Millennials in particular may seem to be attached to constructing a self-image that can compromise their physical, mental, spiritual, and emotional health. However, this process of feeling what conditioning and self-led practices or habits have led you to become the face that you present to the world around you is a deep one for people of any age!

As Ascension ramps up and intensifies, we are all being challenged to face and feel these parts that have associated ideals of physical and emotional attractiveness with real love. Our relationships all reflect these parts and these frequencies to us as do our jobs/careers, even our choice of spiritual practice. There is an invitation to become more real, to ourselves and to each other, and to realize that what truly makes us beautiful IS our inner ‘mess’ that has so much to tell us as we step deeper into the process of loving it UP.

If you feel moved to ask questions or leave comments, you can do so here on the blog, on Youtube, on Facebook, or you can email soulfullhearts@gmail.com

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.

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Practical Ascension: 7 Key Areas Of Life – Financial Area Intro

by Gabriel & Kalayna

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teachers, Facilitators and Sacred Union mates, Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Colibri, discuss the financial area of life and the different ways in which we relate to it from the perspective of our 3D, 4D, and 5D Selves. There is so much projected onto money by parts of us that relate to it in many different ways, often with a lot of charge, fear-polarization, and unworthiness.

There are many different ways in which this area of life is related to and for each generation, the approach is a bit different. For Kalayna and Gabriel, their processes around money and the financial area of life have been very different yet have had some common threads. They share some pieces of their personal processes in this video, though they will share much more in the next video in this area.

How parts of us feel about and relate to money is also how parts of us feel about and relate to love. If it doesn’t feel as if it is in flow and if it feels like a tighter budget means less happiness, then there is likely an over-attachment to money representing love, self-worth, and overall abundance capacity. There is so much self-punishment in this area and acute unhappiness. To genuinely feel the true abundance of life, which encompasses and flows into all areas including the financial area, is a process of really feeling with parts of you where the focus on “lack” is rooted in your templating from birth family, friends and culture, and overall 3D conditioning. Moving more into 4D can mean more financial “crises” arising, as you choose to transition away from jobs/careers that do not match your emerging sense of soul purpose, or as life presses you into moving away from these jobs, sometimes without the open negotiation between you and your parts happening first. Ascending into more of a 5D consciousness in this area means that you are drawing abundance in all forms and do not feel an over-attachment to money as love or an expression of your self-worth. If you are in 5D consciousness while money is still necessary in your life and where you are living, there is an inherent trust that it will work itself out, that you have everything you need, and that you are willing to be with the parts of you that don’t feel this, that aren’t with you in 5D just yet, recognizing how the dips and valleys and layers of this feeling space are what offer you deeper and deeper healing and a deeper conscious connection to abundance of love at the heart of it, once the other side of the process is reached. Actually, this applies to all areas of life from the 5D Self’s perspective!

If you’re curious to learn more about how we feel about this area of life in SoulFullHeart, there are many writings on our blog: www.soulfullheartblog.com and there are other videos on our YouTube channel where we discuss and digest this topic as well.

If you have any questions or comments, you can leave them in the comment thread here on Youtube or find us on Facebook (just look for Kalayna Colibri and/or Gabriel Heartman and/or SoulFullHeart Way Of Life!). You can also email soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

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In Utero: Current Ascension Pangs Of 3D/4D Consciousness

There is a current we are riding. A trajectory. It has a direct connection to the source of our Being. It is like those geometry proofs we got in high school where you were given the damn answer but you had to work your way there.

“What the hell? If we have the answer what is all the fuss about?” This was a very mental exercise. I feel that same part of us trying to do the same thing with Ascension. It is a mystery. An unknown set of variables that are seeking to be discovered and made known in the puzzle.

But coming from the Heart, Ascension is not a problem to solve. It is something to be embraced, surrendered to, and lived through. It is getting to the core of our fear of the unknown, unknowable, and forgotten. It is coming to terms with what you truly ARE and walking that out in real time with the courage of your compassionate conviction.

We are truly being transformed in ways that our minds and our 3D reasoning/conditioning cannot understand in the old way. You are being invited to ask questions of the current state of ALL areas of your life.

How do your relationships serve your growth and intuition?
How does your livelihood or lack/abundance of financial consistency serve your highest timeline?
If you have a difficult physical condition, what is that trying to offer you in seeking a deeper understanding of the energy underneath it?
If you experience timeline bleed-throughs and/or fluxes in energy, what are they offering you in the way you relate to them?

The fog of our collective amnesia continues to lift the more that others seek these answers and align themselves with the greatest service of Love. Our Star Being ancestry is coming into full view through Disclosure and our own personal remembrance timelines. I feel we are collectively ‘in utero’ even as some are becoming born into their purpose and galactic awareness. Even these birthings are up for rebirthing as there is no real end to the growth of our infincy (infinite infancy).

What many are experiencing are birth pangs. Energy shifts and external circumstances that are meant to make our internal nest a bit uncomfortable and unbearable at times. Your external circumstances and the way parts of you relate to them, usually through reasonable fear, are up for reevaluation. They are midwifed into a new felt reality of your Glory as a sacred human star being. This midwifery is held process that is held in negotiation with the protective layer within, we call your Protector. They hold the key to deep embracing and embodiment of this New Earth/ Service of Love/ Galactic You.

Whew! That is a big ol’ Soul Sub we are trying to integrate into our BEing! It is about feeling all that we need to feel, as wonderful and as difficult as they are. There is a soft determination that is being asked of you as well as a sense of playful seriousness. You are ready to make the next steps. The support is here. The energies are paving the way. It is your time….to be born again.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Great Alchemy Of REALizing Our Selves

There is a moment in life when a realization occurs. Almost a realization of a realization. All that you have experienced has been a grand set up for a shift. A propulsion pack that is filled with charged emotional energy that is meant to rumble and crumble the ground upon which you currently walk. Really it is the ground a part of you has created in order to survive the trauma and the drama.

Your voice may feel as if it has been cut off, your lungs constricted, your truest heart and spirit kept in another room, another dimension for safe-keeping. You have known this to be true. It was always a niggle, but now it is becoming an unignorable knock on the door. Your soul, your Service of Love Self, is asking to come home. Home to your heart, your mind, and your body.

Your galactic family is reaching out. Sending dispatches in your dreams, your intuition, your activating DNA. Switches and levers are in a ready-state for you to say YES to. YES to the New. YES to the clearing. YES to firewalk of healing and remembering. You ARE that YES. An open-hearted, passion-filled, star-bound lover of light and truth. Not just truth of mind, but truth of being.

To get to the YES, there needs to be a time of NO. NO to the lying to yourself. NO to the relationships that no longer serve the YES. NO to the inner punishment and fear. It is saying YES to the parts of you that hold the fear, the protection, and the pain. It is saying YES to claiming your own power back, claiming your scattered selves back. This is not a battle to be waged but a felt-through process of sober reflection and compassion for self and others. There may need to be raised voice, a charged response, an outward stretched palm to hold the boundary.

You are reconstituting what it means to be alive and real. No more will you accept what had been acceptable. No more will you hold the needs of others more than the needs of your own. No more will you forget what was always meant to be re-membered back into your sacred human consciousness. Your feminine and masculine heart.

This is the journey of the Inner Work. The Great Alchemy. There is a family within to bring back to your heart. A family in the heavens to seek connection with as integrated equals. You are far from alone but the choices you make are yours alone. Each one held in deep sacredness with the courage of your deepest truth, even when those truths can hurt like hell. It is trusting and feeling that Love is always waiting on the other side.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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A Peek Into The SoulFullHeart Process: Gatekeeper Edition

By Raianna Shai

I recently felt the desire within myself to write and share more often. I felt into what it is that my heart could offer in order to serve with passion and curiosity and not out of duty or obligation. Then I came to the conclusion that closest to my heart is my personal process. In some moments I feel that I can teach and offer clarities, but what’s most prominent for me in this moment is my parts process. I’m sure there are many who are curious about what the SoulFullHeart process entails, how it is unique to each person, and how it can shift and change your reality, so I wanted to provide some answers for those questions.

I’m not at the very beginning of this process as I’ve been doing about a year and a half of sessions now, but the beautiful thing about it is that we’re kind of all beginners, all the time. Our souls are so vast and deep that it seems would could be discovering more about it for the rest of our lives. But the biggest shifts seem to happen in the beginning, when 3D is being let go of and we begin to know our parts and gain trust with them and the Divine.

I’ve let go of a lot of 3D. Relationships, jobs, certain ways of living. I’m at the point in my process now where I’m breaking more and more into 4D and 5D. Discovering more of my soul and metasoul rather than this-life experiences. The beginning of that journey has been connecting with what we call a Gatekeeper. You can read more about them here and more about 3D/4D/5D here.

My Gatekeeper’s name is Pandora. I connected with her many months ago, thinking of her as a Protector rather than something more multidimensional. Feeling her now, she has revealed herself to be the guardian of my soul – particularly the darker and more somber metasoul timelines.

In my last session, Kalayna and I visited her where she lives etherically. She was open to the visit and showed us the “bunker” that she lived in. It was dark, dreary and had a feeling of deep sadness that made the air seem thicker. To me it felt like a tombstone, full of death and sorrow and pain. She had a separate room for her Pandora’s Box where it felt like she kept my metasoul connections. I felt martyrdom in her – this feeling of protecting me from any shadow in my soul by holding and feeling it all herself. Like jumping on a bomb to save me.

But I didn’t wish her to hold onto that at all! In fact, it kept me from feeling and healing those parts of my soul so that they could transmute into love. But I understood how she couldn’t trust me to be big enough to hold all of that quite yet. I still had some healing to do with my parts and maybe I still have a bit more left. Kalayna asked if there was anywhere else we could take her, somewhere lighter, somewhere she enjoyed and we could breathe.

So we left the bunker and right outside was hill with a giant and ancient tree sitting on top. I felt her familiarity with this tree as a place of sanctuary for when she was feeling more open. I could feel then how much she suffered over her own suffering, which inspired to be the soul big enough to heal this shadow for the both of us.

My Inner Teenager Ariana and Inner Child Raia were waiting excitedly for us at the top of the hill under the great tree. I felt a relief in Pandora after many tears and feeling the joy and purity of Ariana and Raia. She finally allowed herself to be felt and understood, and we finally had the trust between us to support the process with love.

What felt like something so small – just simply listening to and feeling this aspect of myself – opened out a whole new world of potential soul and emotional healing. I can’t give enough testimonials to this work which dives so deeply into YOU like so little else can. There’s so much left for me to feel, heal, discover, and love up so I hope you’ve enjoyed letting this in and my parts and I look forward to sharing more!

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, retreats, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.