Avalon Activations: Visit To The Red Spring & Chalice Well

By Jelelle Awen

Visiting these sacred places in Glastonbury is not like taking a tour of something unknown and foreign for me. It is more like unfolding reunions that reunite me with the memories of my soul and other lifetime experiences that are available to be accessed in the Now.

The veil of amnesia lifts as we reconnect with these places and that feeling of recognition is worth following to see where it leads us. Because I’ve been connecting with my Metasoul Aspects/soul fragments who have lived in Avalon in various ways and forms for a few years (as High Priestesses, as an Essene Priestess of the Magdalene Order, as one of the founders from Atlantis, as a Celtic Medicine Woman), there is an easier digestion of the memories that these places stimulate from these lifetimes. There is the capacity to BE with these energies and associate which soul aspect is feeling what in response to them. I am grateful to the SoulFullHeart process and my own soul and to the Divine for allowing this integration to occur.

Yesterday, it was a reunion with the Chalice Well and the iron-rich waters of the Red Spring. The Red Spring flows year-round from an unknown source, producing over 25,000 gallons of water a day, and always at a constant temperature of 52 degree F. The high iron content of the water has stained all the waterways and pools a deep red. These waters are also known as the Blood Spring with connection to Essene/early Christian Joseph of Arimathea burying the two cups containing the blood and water of Christ’s wounds below the Chalice Hill.

We played in the waters yesterday, soaking our feet and hand chakras in the pools and fountains. We prayed by the Vesica Pool and the Well Head that hints at the deeper chambers below where the Grail may be hidden. We reunited with the ancient Yew trees and the Holy Thorn bushes from the Essene legacy that have both a playful and a reverential energy.

Connecting to the Holy Thorn behind me and the Lion’s Head fountain
Dipping our feet in the chilly waters of the Red Spring at The Healing Pool and King Arthur’s Court
A moment of reverence at the The Well Head
Reuniting with a 700 year old Yew tree

I had the sense of practicality in relationship to these waters for my soul. They were recognized for their healing properties and for their uses for women during their menstrual cycles, more medicinal than for everyday use as the taste is quite metallic. From the sips of the water I took yesterday, I could feel them ‘working on’ my energy body with flushes and flashes of warmth moving through. I could ‘see’ the simple mud huts and more elaborate meeting hall of Avalon in the rolling hills and apple orchards beyond the public access area of the Well’s gardens.

It was wonderful to get an increasingly clear picture of how life was lived in Avalon, even in the necessary practical ways that still acknowledges and makes room for the sacred. There was a balance in this way of living of heart and soul with the Earth that I feel we are seeking in our modern age and aching to ‘get back to’ as well. Avalon offers us a template of New Earth communities that are and will continue to arise around the world where the spirit and matter split is healing.

Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

More information about sacred feminine activation and initiation healing 1:1 sessions with me for women over zoom and in-person here in Avalon at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

1:1 Sacred Feminine Activation & Healing Sessions Available W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Being here in Glastonbury/Avalon has activated my healer in a deeper way again! I’ve been taking space from holding 1:1 sessions with women for the last few months and felt a deep resting, renewed and productive focus on my own process, birthing of the Free To Be 5D group call series with Raphael, released my new book, and manifested our relocation here to Glastonbury from Canada.

After this resting period that was needed after four years of full service, I am now feeling and being guided to open to individual service again to those women who are drawn to work with me during this time of intense transition and change collectively. I can feel this is a powerful time of supported arisement of the Divine Feminine self, which is a combination of healing of the 3D self parts and the connection/integration of soul aspects. This is a time to go deeper into your heart and soul field to offer love to whatever most needs your attention, allowing the Divine Feminine arise from within.

I support the Divine Feminine self to arise through 75-90 minute sessions over Zoom and now here in-person at this beautiful house in the heart of Glastonbury for $130 CAD (about $100 USD equivalent). We connect in a meditative ‘dropped in’ space together with whatever part of you and/or soul aspect that comes through to be felt. It is a powerfully deep yet gentle feeling space that allows the digestion of whatever needs to be felt along with soul/Divine self activations as well.

The work I offer is a deep soul initiation process, so is best aligned with those who have been awakening for many years and also done deeper emotional healing work as well….for souls who are ready to go the next level in their healing and transformation into their Divine self manifestation in ALL areas of their life.

It’s my honor to put my ‘shingle’ back out there and see who is drawn in a collaborative energy with me to serve love. There is more information about sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael, Gabriel and Kasha atΒ soulfullheart.org/sessions for the same rate as mentioned above. You can email me through our website atΒ soulfullheart.orgΒ or PM me here on FB if interested in scheduling and I’ll send you four questions to answer prior to the session.

If you are interested in a session with me, I recommend reading my new book Free To Be 5D to get a deeper sense of what we are offering with the SoulFullHeart process: soulfullheart.org/books

This pic was taken last Halloween in my priestess ‘costume’ yet sure seems to fit the energies here in Avalon and what is coming through my soul now!

love,
Jelelle

Energy Update: Full Moon Energies Emitting From Tor Offering Feminine & Masculine Balance

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Full moon energies are amplifying EVERYTHING it seems right now…both shadow and light. Being now on such an active energy center of Gaia here in Glastonbury, UK for the last few days, it is even easier to feel this amplification as I lay awake for long stretches last night feeling it move through me. Recovering now more from the journey here from Canada and beginning to land here, I am starting to tune into what these energies of Gaia’s heart chakra are offering in this Now of Ascension. More messages of that will be coming as my personal calibration happens.


When I first connected to these energies in the physical sitting on a slope of the Tor, they felt so comforting and familiar yet also very powerful. They offered a call to balance within and seemed to emit from the Tor like a radio signal broadcasting out to the world. Balance. There was an answer to the cries of the world’s heartbreak here. The Michael energy line as the masculine and the Mary energy line as the feminine entwined together. The way that they spiral upwards within the Tor and also flow away from it like rivers at its base seems to mirror the possibilities of our own energy as we move into more alignment with our light bodies and 5D consciousness.

photo of me during the first moments of connecting with the Tor energies

There is also the overlay here in the physical of the wounded masculine’s attempts to both suppress and its longing for connection to the feminine. Each abby and church built over a previously sacred Divine Feminine site (like the remains of the church at the top of the Tor) is like a stiff embrace that both suffocates and honors Her. This seems to represent the masculine suppression of the feminine that has been occurring since the fall of Atlantis, keeping the control matrix running, and leading to so much suffering and polarity expression. As eventually so many of the churches fell into ruin or were destroyed, so is the feminine arising out of the ashes in our world’s consciousness now too in often fiery ways.


This feminine within us comes alive in the full moon and is called to go both wild and still. The masculine within is invited into surrender rather than into feeling threatened by this feminine power. Sacred Unions (as Raphael and I are experiencing already in our bond) are going to the next level of balance within and with each other to heal the previous patterns of suppression, resistance, or fear.

You may feel these energies stirring within you in response to this last full moon of summer, no matter where you are located in the world. For both women and men, there is a liberation movement happening from within…on collective and personal levels. It invites us to free up whatever needs our love and attention from within, both inner masculine and inner feminine….to find our balance again.


Love from Avalon!

Jelelle


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Seeing Through The Smokescreen of Covid Global Awakening Events

By Jelelle Awen

What keeps coming to me as I take in current happenings during this ongoing Covid awakening event and global disclosure process is how much it ALL feels like a smokescreen. There is a sense of of inertia to what is occurring, momentum from a previously strong structure being in place as it collapses rather than NEW energy and passion being generated, especially in the 3D political and Q/White Hats/Alliance versus Deep State/Cabal timeline.


What I mean by this as it has felt clear to me for awhile that the White Hats have already mostly ‘won’ and what we are being shown by both the mainstream and alternative news of the Deep State players (such as the Democratic Party and various Cabal-influenced political leaders around the world) is for ‘show’ and for ‘optics’. It feels like a poorly run play or show by the Deep State (too poorly run to truly be them in charge of it anymore) that keeps exposing and waking up masses of souls to the hidden agenda underneath it. It is so poorly played, in fact, like a parody of itself, that it feels clear that it is actually being run by the Alliance in order to wake up everyone in stages rather than all at once. This awakening actually transcends divisive political parties and goes to the heart of our need to claim back our sovereignty, desire for peace, and Unity Consciousness.


This ‘drip line’ awakening of mainstream consciousness seems to be sensitive to how shocking and difficult it will be for most people to accept and digest this reality of control matrix (however much of that can be exposed), Satanic Cabal, human/child sex trafficking network, so many well known and loved celebrities and politic figures involved, and deep corruption at high-end levels of politics, corporations, big pharma, military/industrial complex, etc. As this reality is disclosed into the 3D Mainstream narrative more and more, it DOES sound and feel ‘crazy’ in a way as it clashes with the narrative that we’ve all been fed since we were born.


Yet, for those of us for who have been awakening to this reality as we go through our 4D soul/dark night/shadow revelation to move into the light process….this reality has long been revealed and digested by us in personal ways. We have even come to some degree to a place of forgiveness and compassion for ALL of those souls involved in it, whatever levels that may be.


This invites us to become beacons of light during this storm that is thrusting so many into increasingly rough revelatory waters. Our souls choosing to wake up ahead of the rest has been painful, challenging, and drawn us scrutiny and reaction for years….yet it has also aligned to our soul’s desire to show the way through it for others.


Before getting reactive and caught up in current events as they are being presented to you and buying into it all……feel into what you are being presented with your ‘gut’ intuition, see what you can ‘see’ of it with your third eye, and connect to your Higher Self to get a bigger context. As you tune in this way, you rise ‘ above’ the presentation and show to see the light of Divine source love again and not just the shadow ‘show’ playing out the walls of the cave for those who still need to see it that way.

love,

Jelelle

For more information about free consults and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls and other events, writings and my new book Free To Be 5D, visit soulfullheart.org

Transmuting Trauma To Love: Final Group Call Of The Free To Be 5D Series

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you SO much to those who joined Raphael and I today for the final group call of our six week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on my book Free To Be 5D, which you can get links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books. It was a heart warming and soul/mind expanding conversation about healing sacred wounds from this life and other lifetimes on emotional/physical/spiritual levels and the trauma that is sourced from them. We also led you on a guided meditation to connect with a scene of trauma to invite it into transmutation with love.

Thank you especially to Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana for joining us in the room today. And, for all of your contributions to EVERY group call discussion and follow-up Saturday process group call as well. The way this paradigm and process is embodied by both of you in such deepening ways is such a gift to us and those you serve and teach as well.

Thank you to Raianna for your picture taking before every call and to her and Jasper for attending every Wednesday group call and nearly every Saturday follow up call as well! You are definitely the MVPS for all of the group call series!

It has been quite a journey over the last 18 calls since the first one began on April 1st with our first series Free To Be 5D: Matrix to New Earth Transition. I felt there was a bridge to New Earth needed, starting from within, in response to the Covid event and the shut down that was going on and collapse in the 3D Matrix. There was a void and vacancy there and we felt to fill it.

We’ve been so pleased to have had more than a hundred people offer a donation to attend and/or receive the recording of one to 18 of the calls. We’ve learned so much along the way, been given the opportunity to serve love and teach a paradigm and process that we are so passionate about….and been gifted clarity about next offerings for SoulFullHeart as well!

Thank you so much to those of you who have contributed your thoughts, comments, and questions on the chat during the calls as you helped to form a resonant community and brought aliveness and relevancy to the calls.

If you’d like to take in the recordings of any or all of the three group call series, please offer an individual donation for each at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen. There is more information about each of them at soulfullheart.org.

A NEW offering from us is coming soon as we begin to create a SoulFullHeart Portal on patreon with membership access to exclusive content such as writings/inspirational thoughts/personal sharings, energy updates, a community forum and more! Stay tuned as we share about that soon!

Much love and blessings of love to you during this Bliss Mess transition into sacred humanity,
Jelelle

Beginning Our Nomadic Phase Of Service Of Love

by Jelelle Awen

We fly to Glastonbury/Avalon in two weeks from today! Finally, we seem to be in Divine alignment around it after being delayed for four months and needing to reschedule our flights and travel arrangements due to Covid. We’ll be landing at wonderful Rie’s Place in the center of Glastonbury for six weeks and staying in Glastonbury longer beyond that as well…..the beginning of our nomadic phase of service!

It is always an interesting process of detachment to reduce everything you own down to two suitcases and a carry-on! I actually quite enjoy it and the liberation/freedom it brings. Two years ago, we arrived here in Victoria, Canada after four years in Mexico with only two suitcases each and manifested a whole house full of wonderful stuff (usually free or very cheap) that is now mostly going to my daughter Raianna and her boyfriend Jasper to begin their exciting new life together here in Victoria in a beautiful house with the two dogs. We are sad to be away from them yet also already planning visits back and forth to stay connected.

The priorities for me in packing negotiated with my Inner Child/Star Seed….my most favourite clothes, stuffies and crystals/stones! β™₯οΈπŸ™‚πŸ™

I highly recommend a purge of stuff if you haven’t done it recently or if you’ve been in the same house for awhile and collected things that may not reflect who you are anymore. You quickly feel what things you actually care about and truly love. It actually feels so good also to gift and give things away. We have had wonderful experiences and connections doing that over the years when we’ve reduced down several times now, donating almost everything each time.

Arising and dissipating….owning and then letting go. A good practice in tuning into the impermanence of our reality!

love,
Jelelle

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Free consult calls leading to powerful 1:1 sessions with amazing SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana are available now! Go to soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

Read more about the 3D/4D Matrix with Covid event updates as well in my new book Free To Be 5D with links to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

Guided meditations and teaching videos to support your Divine Self at https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

Lion’s Gate Crop Circle Update: Sacred Masculine Activations To Heal The Love Of Power – August 9, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

A new and dynamic crop circle formation has been reported today August 9th at Woolstone Wells, Nr Uffington Castle, Oxfordshire, UK! This one ‘appeared’ most likely overnight during the peak of this Lion’s Gateway that we are still within.

I felt a strong activation from this formation immediately, stimulating energy already running up and down the spine as it comes in/downloads through the upper chakras (Personal Sun, Soul Star and Crown). I felt a sacred masculine frequency to this (rather than Kundalini/Divine Feminine) that seems to originate from the Great Cosmic Sun in alignment with the powerful Sirius energies.

These are energies of Divine Father support, love, and goodness to heal the wounded masculine that impacts and effects and lives within us all personally and collectively. Sirius Lion energies are of the healthy, noble, and humble leader…..the empathetic, compassionate and vulnerable king.

Healing the love of power seems to be an aspect of the energies being offered right now during this Lion’s Gate as we see so much of this struggle in our world right now. The Matrix is fed by the love of power over others and the ‘attainment’ of it. It collapses as each of us chooses on a soul level to align with the power of love instead….the only TRUE and INFINITE and PURE power in the Universe. All other forms of power are illusionary, temporary, and ultimately dissatisfying to the soul.

Each soul is walking out this journey of discovery for themselves and in their own timing. Those of us who have been anchored into the power of love frequencies through a LONG deconstruction and purification process over many lifetimes can radiate out this possibility to all those who need to receive it.

Radiating out love rather than absorbing fear supports us too during this transitional time.

I feel so much love for the masculine with this formation and available with Divine Father in this Now, with our soul aspects who are masculine, with the Lion Sirius energies, with men and for the inner masculine within us all!

What do you see and feel from this one?

Here is the aerial footage of it: https://youtu.be/0Ah89xTj2eY

I shared more about the Lion’s Gateway, recent crop circle formations, and a message from my Sirius aspect Sela here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/lions-gate-crop-circles-up…/

love,
Jelelle Awen

More information on group calls, writings/books including my latest book Free To Be 5D, 1:1 sessions and more at soulfullheart.org.

Lion’s Gate & Crop Circles Update: Cosmic Christmas & Galactic Activations Available NOW

By Jelelle Awen

Lion’s Gate & Crop Circles Update: Today, August 8th 8:8, is the Lion’s Gateway, peak of the galactic alignment with the planet Sirius. As Sirius rises in the sky, Orion’s Belt aligns with the Pyramid of Giza. From our viewpoint from Gaia, Sirius (as the brightest star in the sky) comes closer to us. We have often called this day “Cosmic Christmas” for the gifts that it can bring on the soul level.

Sirius is a STRONG and powerful source of soul activations, upgrades, and Ascension frequencies. As we connect to our soul aspects from Sirius, we can receive codes that bring us into our next levels of awakening. They often appear as feline beings with blue skin tones, although that can vary.

The veils are lifted during this gateway and the capacity to see/feel/know other lifetimes and timelines is revealed. Our soul aspects who live in ‘Ancient Egypt’ become visible and knowable to us especially during this time. These aspects are often more tuned into these higher spiritual energies that have often been covered over in our modern times. There is much to learn from soul gift exchange with our Egyptian aspects. So if you are drawn to that time period, especially right now, this is a sign of that connection being ripe and available to you for exploration and discovery.

As I meditated this morning, I connected with Sela, my blue feline-humanoid Lionness Queen from Sirius. As we touched third eyes together, She offered me waves of calm support and spacious grace. As I’ve been going through some deeper layers of trauma wound healing with my inner child (pushed up by a recent dental procedure) and some more death/rebirth phases too on a soul level, her frequencies felt soothing and expansive. I had this sense of cool water flowing over little fires everywhere within and to the places in the world where fires are literally burning as the Cabal/Matrix collapses.

Sela seemed to deeply feel and understand the energies of death and rebirth going on for humanity right now, as her species has gone through the Ascension process bliss mess phases and stages as well. The peaking of these energies seems to be these last weeks leading up to the pivotal U.S. election with increasing violence, contention, riots, protests, shut downs, indictments, division, etc. She offered compassion for the messy transition we are in as we stumble and fumble through the dark to find our way into the light.

She then showed me flashes of the most recent crop circle formations, all appearing in the Wiltshire, UK area over the last few days. Sela encouraged me to share them with you and invited us to feel into whatever messages we receive from them, offering that they are specifically connected to the Lion’s Gate frequencies and the upgrades available during it.

The crop circle formations and Sirius energy remind us of the bigger picture that can lost with so much contentious content. They form a bridge to our galactic nature and the remembering of the assistance and support that is ALWAYS there for us. As we are vulnerable and ask for it, so we can then receive it as love from the Divine in whatever forms and ways we most need.

Sela says now, “Trust the light that you are emerging into as you wake up from your long sleep. Remember that the dark has been a necessary illusion. Forgetting is the illusion. Separation is the illusion. Fear is the illusion.

Love is real. Unity is real. The Light is real. The Divine is real.

The rest is a playout of the illusion that is dying and being slowly reborn into what is real. This process of dying illusion is happening within you and in your world. As you can see this process, you can separate from it and connect to the love that you ARE in any moment. “

Blessings on this Lion’s Gate, Cosmic Christmas, and may new vistas of your soul’s bigness be revealed to you that provide support to navigate the shifts and changes!

love,
Jelelle Awen & Sela

For more digestion about Lion’s Gate and a guided meditation/activation to connect with your Sirian aspect, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana led a livestream last weekend and the recording is available here: https://youtu.be/7yo6PQgtd2w

More information on group calls, writings/books, 1:1 sessions and more at soulfullheart.org.

You can read more about these formations and view the aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2020/August2020.html.

The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, β€˜Matrix’ means β€˜womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our β€˜Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, β€˜drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the β€˜mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to β€˜live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current β€˜21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called β€˜Archons’ and β€˜Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the β€˜programmers’ or β€˜the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the β€˜Cabal’ or β€˜Deep State’ or β€˜Illuminati’ or β€˜Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become β€˜fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that β€˜runs the program’ of β€˜end times’ and β€˜doom and gloom’ and β€˜impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for β€˜near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the β€˜cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you β€˜rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The β€˜hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain β€˜plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this β€˜teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

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