Energy Update: Recodings/Upgrades As The Matrix Deprogramming Process Accelerates

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: MAJOR recodings going on right now on chakral/emotional/mental/physical/cellular/DNA levels…really these are NEW codes of Ascension, of Sacred Humanity, and of our New 5D Golden Earth. These codes are often ‘waiting’ in your soul field to come in, usually hanging out in the Personal Sun chakra (about two feet above your head.) I am getting from my Star Family that these codes are universal/collective upgrades for humanity, even as they offer personal recodings as well for those who are ready to receive them at that level.

These codes can come in when space/vacancy has been made in your consciousness from deprogramming at the 3D/4D levels, which is going on bigtime right now during this Coronavirus event. Deprogramming goes on as you awaken from the programs that have been ‘fed’ to you via the Matrix control systems. On the 3D level, programming is primarily offered through the birth family codependency structure, 3D school system indoctrination, mainstream (another word for ‘3D’) media, mainstream entertainment, mainstream medicine…mainstream EVERYTHING really. What has been experienced as ‘mainstream’ is actually what the Matrix has wanted you to believe SHOULD be how you live your life, how you think and feel about your life, and to influence how you make choices about your life.

There is a massive deprogramming and unplugging going on right now from this 3D Mainstream Matrix. ‘Conspiracy theories’ are being shared and taken in online in ever increasing numbers (even as they are being heavily censored by the Cabal/Deep State). They are opening up new options, viewpoints, truths, and realities beyond this 3D narrative. Critical thinking, following intuitions, questioning mainstream narratives, awakening your consciousness…..these are all threatening to the 3D Matrix ‘power players and controllers’ because then you are becoming deprogrammed, freeing yourself from them.

The dark, hidden agenda of these power players is being revealed and seen in major ways right now, especially driven by Qanon. Qanon feels like a necessary sovereignty movement birthed from the leader in the ‘pursuit’ of personal liberty against tyranny, the United States. It is still within the polarized frequency bandwidth of 4D spiritual battle and warfare, yet moves the collective closer toward the ultimate timelines of more freedom in expression and living for all sentient beings.

On the 4D level, programming is much more subtle and often largely subconscious. It operates on archetypes, unconscious projections/triggers, collective consciousness/unconsciousness, primal impulses, etc. Programming is mostly ‘landing’ in our Reptilian Self at this level, who then projects it out to us as its human counterpart. The Reptilian Self also goes through a necessary questioning, awakening, deprogramming, and liberation phase as we do as humans. We go through this process together it seems, whether conscious or not.

I share more about the Reptilian Self mutual liberation process in this video with guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

As I’ve mentioned before, there are MANY light ships in Gaia’s orbit right now, witnessing and offering support to us during this global awakening/Matrix collapse EVENT. I see them every time I tune in with my third eye. Galactic disclosure is a very important aspect of global awakening and Ascension. As we connect with our Star Family, we can receive the DNA upgrades and recodings that are waiting for us in an even deeper way. Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

I’ve been going into a quiet, receiving mode as I have taken a week off from doing sessions and our group call series. In this receiving space, I have been connecting a few times on a light ship with Star Family members that I have a long-standing relationship with, my Arcturian Aspect Binkh, my Pleiadian Aspect Lezza, my Mantid Aspect/Cosmic Mother Ingrit, my Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect Trista especially. I can see myself Jelelle (a more coming into 5D version), Jillian (my 4D self), and Ranca (my Reptilian Self) all laying on treatment tables.

They are in healing chambers, which are spinning vortexes of light and sound technology that is hugely supportive to our upgrading process. Each of them/me is going through a sort of centrifuge process in these chambers (which feel mostly like Arcturian tech) where the lower frequencies and 3D/4D programs are spun out and ‘off’. Then, the NEW higher frequency codes can be downloaded through energy transmissions, which often seem to be carried through Kundalini surges. Kundalini is an energy system that I feel now is connected closely to our Reptilian Selves, which is why it can be very intense for our human systems to take in, especially if 3D fear programs are still running. I have had powerful, quantum movements in short amounts of ‘time’ connecting in this way to parts of myself/Metasoul Aspects while allowing energy flows/movements to happen beyond what my mind can track.

Sound healing, energy healing, laying in the sun to let in the codes, connecting in nature, speaking light language, healing emotional traumas from this life with parts of yourself, healing karma/fear loops from other lifetimes with Metasoul Aspects, connecting in Unity Consciousness frequencies with your soul family….are all ways to prepare and receive recodings/upgrades.

I have been listening to this powerful Kundalini activation music to provide a transmission for these movements, which you might find useful as well. I recommend laying down with headphones and listening for about 15 minutes the first time, gradually increasing the amount as you get used to it: https://youtu.be/Uofw9UeQ2Ss

Our galactic consciousness can arise as we let go of what we’ve known of our unified humanity ‘mainstream’ consciousness. We can receive the codes we most NEED right now to let go, let in love, and become Infinite Love within our human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event in our next Free To Be 2 group call series, which starts on May 20th. More information here if you’d like to join us: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Consciously Becoming A ‘Love Ambassador’

In this issue of our weekly museletter, we continue to highlight the collapse of the 3D/4D matrix, connecting and healing the Reptilian Self, and becoming an ambassador of Love to all that is rumbling and shaking within the collective. Read the full Museletter here.

Featured this week is a piece from Kalayna Solais. In it, she invites us to open our hearts to the Love Ambassador within. She encourages us to feel all the parts and aspects of us in resistance, reaction, and pain while simultaneously healing and anchoring into a bigger picture around all that is being disclosed about what is occurring on this planet at this time:

To become an ‘ambassador’ is to see and feel your next steps become clearer for this embodiment picture… to be willing to see, feel, experience, and come to know your own shadow so that you can support others in their own explorations. To this same depth, the steps of being able to go higher, to see the bigger, meta-picture of what’s REALLY going on and the Divine glue that’s holding it all together, are just as alive and deeply necessary.

The ‘Free To Be’ group call series continues this Wednesday, May 6th @ 10am PDT. It’s already week six and the last one of this first series! It has been an amazing journey for us all. If you’ve missed the previous calls, you can offer a donation at any time and receive the recording and also the link to attend any of the future calls live if you can or want to. There was such a big response that we are now offering Free To Be 2 beginning on May 20th. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 

During this week’s call we will offer New Earth/5D energies from within your soul and its experiences of it from other lifetimes in order to integrate these into your current expression/essence in a deeper way. The guided meditation will connect you to your 5D Self as a lighthouse to tune into a bigger picture guidance system that is also in ongoing surrender to the Divine Mother and Divine Father.

For more information about this series and the upcoming group call, visit soulfullheart.org/freetobe

There is a video of sample clips from the last Free To Be series with Raphael and Jelelle Awen to give you a sense of what those groups are like and the teachings that are included.

There are many new articles and audio blogs this week from SoulFullHeart Facilitators/teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen, as well as SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and facilitants/collaborators Gabriel Heartman and Deva Yasmin. There are energy updates, personal process digestions, and ways to look at and feel what is happening on the 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness levels.

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Kalayna works with women. More info here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

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Choosing A Sovereign New Earth Domain

In my last session with my facilitator and mentor, Raphael Awen, I found myself at the gates of what parts of me refer to as ‘The System’. In its basic form it is the Institution of Authority (administered by the captive reptilian race that is inextricably entwined with us). The rules, norms, and programs set in place by alleged ‘experts’ and ‘elected’ officials to manage, manipulate, control, and confine our innate, co-creative God self. 

I realized in the juxtaposition of my God self, my reptilian, and this System, that we have been, and still are, willing participants in this arrangement. If I truly feel myself as a spark of Universal Creation, then I have to be willing to accept that I have been in cahoots with this dynamic. Otherwise, I am just a disempowered victim and my only freedom exists from either joining the System or battling It (and thus, my reptilian self), or choosing to suffer in it. Neither of which feels appealing or at all a reflection of my desire to be truly free, sovereign, and in Love. 

In the process, I realized how much I, and parts of me, have accepted the ‘rules’ as such. What if I choose not to lend my energy to the Institutionalized Consciousness, but to give it thanks for what it did offer me, like a parent who raised me for a certain portion of my life, and now choosing emancipation and sovereignty? Can I do that? 

Well, energetically, why the hell not? I can transport myself and my conditioned parts into a new world where there is no virus, no fiat currency, no taxes, lawyers, licensure, registrations, or documents to be signed, sealed, and delivered. I can freely travel there without a ‘valid form of identification’. I can seed that into my consciousness and let it find its way into this ‘physical’ reality the more I feel the parts of me that are skeptical and in doubt. 

The biggest thing to feel is what the hell would I do without those constraints? Is that the biggest fear? Of actually being so damn free that I could actually live and love in abundance and not just ‘dream’ about it? Fuck yeah, man! I choose to believe in that. Matter of fact, science is proving that to be the very case! So while that world is not staring at me square in the face, it does in my heart and my soul. That energy of feeling free is the seed of BEing free. I am under no illusion it will take time to manifest. But the more I continue to say “thanks, but no thanks” to the outer authority, institution, and systems, then I continue to break those chains that keep me and It locked in this dance. 

So, I face the System within. I look square at it. I give it gratitude and appreciation for all that it offered and taught me about myself. Now it is time to do this thing MY way. One felt, conscious step at a time.

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Gabriel Heartman is a Facilitant and Collaborator with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Meet Your Reptilian Self/Unplug From The 4D Matrix Guided Meditation: Video 5 Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this fifth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the reboot process that is going on a multidimensional level specifically with the Reptilian timelines and the 3D/4D Matrix control systems that have been established. I share about your Reptilian Self, which is a lower 4D soul fragment of yours that lives in a close overlay dimension to yours.

Our Reptilian selves are plugged into their own Matrix, which uses a One Mind controlled by Artificial Intelligence. I share about the mutual liberation that can occur in connecting with and helping your Reptilian Self unplug from this One Mind matrix. I share more about this process in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01…

The guided meditation has us joined by Archangel Michael and my Reptilian Self Sheryl. You are taken to the Reptilian ‘home’ dimension that has been shown to me in session space connecting with them and in my own process. You are offered a bridge then to your Reptilian Self and support to help them unplug from the One Mind Matrix if they are ready to do that. You are then invited to move them to a new higher dimensional space where they feel safe and free, where you can connect with them more there.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Unplugging & Liberation of the 3D/4D Matrix & Reptilian Timelines

By Jelelle Awen

Major multidimensional reboots going on…leading to much need for sleeping, drifting in meditation space and intentional healing through visualization journeys. You may be feeling disorientation, that ‘here not here’ feeling of being in two timelines at once. The reboot seems to be mostly focused on the Reptilian timeline overlay through the 3D/4D Matrix that most people experience as their ‘lives’ without questioning it.

There is also an activation of the causal chakra too at the back of the head and upper spine, where our Reptilian brain stem and plug to the 4D Matrix exists. This can cause head/neck/shoulder pain as the revelation of the ‘block’ or ‘plug’ is revealed.

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. The design of it by these Reptilian BEings was to ‘help’ us control ourselves, to bring us into balance, and also to experience through our emotional outbursts especially what it is like to have individual will and feeling reactions. In the bigger soul picture, this Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

Yet, this 3D Matrix is ultimately limiting and limited. And we are awakening beyond it in increasing numbers. As this happens, the Reptilian (which are also called Archons and Dracos) are also feeling a rumble of rebellion in THEIR Matrix, which is a One Mind Artificial Intelligence program that exists at the Lower 4D level. This AI program keeps the Archons in an obedient fog where they don’t have any individual thoughts or feelings….until they start too as we, their human counterparts, start to wake up too. . As each of them wakes up with the help of their human counterpart, it creates a ripple effect in the One Mind/AI/4D Matrix that is like a good kind of virus. 

I’ve been in the process the last several years of consciously waking up my Reptilian aspects from the AI programming, along with soul fragments (Metasoul aspects) of mine who had been plugged into the 3D Matrix (this is what the parts work connection and trauma healing with your Inner Child, Inner Protector, etc. does). I’ve also been doing this work in sessions with women who are ready for it as well.

I connected with my Reptilian soul sisters today, along with my other 5D and higher Metasoul sisters in a healing circle. It was so touching as they are leading rebellion for their species, similar to what I feel called to offer for mine. I feel much love in my heart for the Reptilians and their journey and have felt compassion from them toward humanity as well. This is the deeper healing between our species that is so needed right now and frees us both up! Being outraged at the Reptilians and seeing them as ‘evil’ doesn’t serve the purpose of ultimate forgiveness and anchoring into a 5D frequency for BOTH of us.

My Reptilian sisters told me that there is a dissolving happening of their One Mind Matrix and many more of their species is choosing to disconnect from humanity and Earth, to let us go….and go to the planet that has been offered to them that fits their make up better. This is significant movement for them and, therefore, for humanity as well. This process of the Matrices of control dissolving on all levels is a significant aspect of our ongoing Ascension process. In 5D, there is no need for control matrices any longer.

There is more opportunity now for you to fully unplug from the 3D Matrix (which you have to some degree or you wouldn’t be reading these words) and to connect with your Reptilian ‘counterpart’ to help them unplug from the One Mind AI Matrix.

Here is a guided meditation to Connect with your Reptilian Self and Unplug from the 4D Matrix: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

This is also the work that we do and bridge for you in 1:1 sessions, with more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

Here is a guided meditation to unplug from the Matrix during a FB live with a new one coming soon from me in my Deepen 2020 series! https://youtu.be/QAs0htM3lw0

Now is the time for liberation through love; freedom through compassion; and independence through connection!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

May Group Transmissions W/Jelelle Awen

SoulFullHeart Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator Jelelle Awen talks about two group transmission events that are coming up on Saturday, May 11th and Wednesday, May 22nd over zoom at 10:00am PDT. These group transmissions are to support your Next Level activation and transition to more experience of your 5D self coming into your body. You can receive these frequencies live with her (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards.

If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with Jelelle what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from her.

The focus of the May 11 group is to assist you in the ongoing process of unplugging from the 3D and Lower 4D matrix control systems that have been in place as part of the polarized experimentation that we all signed up for as souls. This is especially powerful and available after the 5/5 gateway. Jelelle will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your 3D self consciousness to tune into how the unplugging process is progressing. And she provides guidance and support to go to the next level in that process.

Unplugging from the matrix and AI control systems allows for our sovereignty, soul bigness and gift expression, lifting of the veil of amnesia, access to shadow aspects in this life and other timelines that need your love ambassadorship in order to unanchor and heal. During this transmission, you will receive high vibrational frequencies of embodied sacred humanity through Jelelle’s heart space and Divine love from Divine Mother and Father as well. Your higher self coming into your body will receive a template for what embodiment can look and feel like….even with your process being completely unique for YOU!

Jelelle will be joined by SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais and SoulFullHeart Community member Raianna Shai. This group transmission is open to the public.

You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $11 USD/$15 CAD minimum donation. You can offer your donation here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your payment. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

Contact us at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information. More information at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

We recommend watching and engaging in this matrix unplugging live stream and guided meditation with Jelelle from April prior to the transmission: https://youtu.be/QAs0htM3lw0

Here are writings Jelelle has done about the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix: https://soulfullheartblog.com/?s=matrix

The next group transmission is on May 22nd at 10:00am PDT and will offer galactic activation codes. Here is more information: https://www.facebook.com/events/2179591842350874/

Here is more information about a bridging or Ascension Energy Healing session with Jelelle for women over 30 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators for ALL: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Removing An ‘Implant’ With Love

By Kalayna Colibri

I laid on the table my beloveds had set up for our energy healing practice, feeling in my heart that something was getting ready to move. Something emotional and spiritual too that was impacting my physical body as just the day before I was laid up in a deep self care space nursing intense head pain on the right side of my skull. I felt in moments like my skull was being split down the middle or like I had just been bludgeoned in the head. I could feel now that the pain had mostly subsided, some of the more emotional reasons for it could surface and I knew I had the sacred space to let that surface and be felt.

Gabriel saw the object first. He was holding his hands behind my head, giving me his soothing energy that I know so well now… and as he felt into my head pain, through his 3rd eye he saw an object sitting on it. Jelelle contributed then, offering that she saw a visor of some kind. I immediately could see it too and felt the weight of it on my temples. We felt together that it had become somehow more activated on the right side, my masculine side, but was shorting out, hence the pain. I felt how this visor was made of steel, was kind of rusty, had served its original purpose of filtering incoming Ascension codes when I needed it to but that it wasn’t needed any longer and I was now big enough to hold and integrate what wanted to come in.

We invited my Gatekeeper, Seerah, to come forward then. She immediately offered insight, validation, and was fully ready to help remove it, agreeing that it was time to move on without it. Together, Gabriel, Jelelle, Seerah, and I, unlatched it from behind my head and took it off. In that same moment, all of my head pressure was gone. I felt much clearer, lighter, and ready to let in — whatever that could mean going forward.

This object, some would say, was an ‘implant’. We could call it that, because that is essentially what it was, but I don’t relate to implants or objects in our fields or bodies as bad… they have had their purpose and have been there for a reason. Your own 4D Gatekeeper aspect or 3D Inner Protector part of you has kept these objects in place because it was the most loving thing to do. I needed for some reason to temper my own capacity to download the many light and love codes that wanted to come in and integrate, to help me embody them not just know about them in a mental way. I had to be in a place when my Gatekeeper felt it was time and that I was ready for that visor to come off. And so it did… with love and appreciation.

During phases of 4D awakenings and realizing what has been lurking and operating behind the curtain of 3D life (or the ‘Matrix’) often so much fear is understandably stirred up. This fear breeds judgements, a feeling of something being done TO you or parts of you, without consent or freewill choices or even your awareness at all most of the time. It’s intense to wake up to the reality that there are these objects or ‘implants’ in your field that have been influencing or impeding your awakening and in some cases your deepest capacity to heal. Yet the timing of even awakening to them is sacred and comes when it comes, as does the time to remove them. Every time I have removed an object from my field or body, I have felt first the reason it was there… felt the parts of me that have an aversion to it, and still found a way to love it for what it once offered even while loving myself into the next going on phase without it. I’ve found that doing this sort of process this way keeps me from feeling kickback physically or emotionally, as every step to removing the object is felt and held with love, not anguish, anxiety, or fear.

Becoming an ambassador of love even to these things that arise as you continue to heal is practice for the bigger picture of being a love ambassador to the many shadowy pieces inside and in the collective. It’s part of the bigger invitation to keep shifting from fear into love and to continue to feel the release and surrender into love as the bigger container and reason for everything you’ve walked out and been through… even and especially during those times when this feels like the hardest thing to do. ❤️

Much love. ❤️

This photo is of Gabriel and me removing the object, starting from behind my head.

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Feeling And Healing The System Within

The past couple of weeks has been sprinkled with interfacing with “The System”. The legal matrix that requires each of us to have our T’s crossed and our I’s dotted in order to go about our lives in a state of unencumbered “freedom”. There was a time where I felt myself to be a warrior out to slay the dragon of said System. I found myself on a mission to free myself and shine the light for others to do the same.

At the time it felt like my purpose. Energetically I felt myself in states of rage, fear, and anxiety. I would get pretzled into so many knots around what I could and couldn’t get away with in regards to taxes, travel, social expectations, and debt just to name a few. When I began my own journey of feeling myself as a hub of fractured selves, I could then see and feel a picture of this System inside of myself. There were multiple metasoul lives that were reacting to this feeling of imprisonment and control. It was happening from me to me first. The outer was just reflecting the inner.

At the core it comes to “I can’t have what I want”. Even underneath that is “I am not worthy to have what I want” so I create the matrix outside to validate the one on the inside. I have been getting guidance from a Reptilian aspect of mine that I have connecting with recently. He has been helping me to see how the matrix is energized and co-created within the collective. It starts with a whisper, a meme, that builds its strength on the wings of our fear and unworth. That which was created when we found ourselves separate from Source.

When we find ourselves in moments where we are in the belly or on the radar of this system, there is an internal reaction. An energetic frequency that builds upon the largess of the collective. It feeds it and helps to make manifest the very thing we are afraid of. As I have experienced in my own process, as well as this guidance from my reptilian aspect, it is the inner work of transforming our own fear places, our own control centers, our own inner matrix that begins the process of a wholesale transformation of a system that actually no longer exists on the outside.

If that is the case, then it becomes clear that we are the heroes that we have been looking for. We are the leaders that can take our selves to new places of freedom and joy that we could only previously dream of. A new layer of trust comes when we start to unanchor ourselves from the collective conscious paradigm we actually co-created. To fight the System is to really only continue the struggle within. Going IN and bringing love to all of your shadow places, including your inner Reptilian, is what helps clear a path to a new economy of gift, passion, and true personal empowerment.

I will be continuing this exploration in further writing and live streams as the arise.

What do you feel is preventing you from fully living the life that you can see and feel within?

*****

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Owning And Transmuting The Prison That Lies Within

When one has been denied freedom, whether in the form of prison or being captured, for a very long time, there is something that happens in the mind and heart of said soul. It is like a form of The Stockholm Syndrome where you have identified with the captor/imprisoner in the name of survival. Only, in this case, the bars are no longer in front of you but they continue to exist energetically anyway. They were all that was ever known.

I have been digesting this inside of myself the last couple of days, where I can feel aspects of me that have been used to a particular consciousness, or way of relating to the world both inner and outer. There are goggles that are placed on them that were not put on them against their will, but so that they could ‘deal’ with the very real reality of True Freedom that stands right in front of them. They are not oblivious to this reality. It has been a necessary part of a healing process.

If there is no matrix, or if there was never one to begin with, we are left to address our own ownership of that which we feel like is imprisoning us. We are left to reconcile that we are the captor and the captured both. We are highly efficient and powerful creators that can manifest more than we are able to let in so we can use the power of our projection to devise all sorts of excuses that can buffer us from that reality, that I hold as my personal truth.

As the dawn of the New Era is shining is a powerful Divine light upon us, the shadow of those prison bars is becoming increasingly clear. The truth behind their existence needs to be taken responsibility for or else they will continue to stand right where they are at. I hold that these limitations, these projections, these fears have all been necessary but no longer serviceable. They are held inside by parts of you that have a long and varied history with both persecution and being persecuted. Captor and being captured. Find, feel, and release the chains of these heart and soul beings so that they can be transmuted into the grandeur of love they truly ARE.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Energy Update: Collective And Personal Disclosure Process Underway Offering Important Mirror To Us All

By Jelelle Awen

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The disclosure process is underway. All of what seems like a BIG mess happening on the global stage, world events, and even weather patterns is all an important aspect of ascension. This disclosure process is happening on both the collective level (conscious and unconscious, awakening souls and NOT awakened yet) and the very personal, intimate level too. What has previously been hidden in any way becomes exposed as Gaia continues Her climb, transition, moving into New Earth, New And Improved Gaia-ness. Higher vibration frequencies and energies can’t cover over….they are like the sun seeking out the shadows. They shine their love light bright to illuminate what has been in the dark and reveal what has been shrouded.

So many awakening souls have been looking for signs of disclosure beginning. They have been waiting for the curtain of the 3D matrix ‘out there’ to be pulled back and the ‘real’ to be exposed and shown. Maybe you have claimed your role in this collective disclosure process too…as an advocate, truth teller, and waySHOWer. The corruption, manipulation, power games of the wounded masculine in both men and women have found roots of expression, serving as a mostly invisible ungirding for much of the 3D world. These roots are starting to be dug up now, names being named as the reigns of the false kings and queens and their empires start to fall, and those who were previously ‘kept’ quiet finding their voice.

The collective disclosure process has much to run out and through, many layers to reveal and heal. It will be a shocking and traumatic experience for those souls connected and attached to the 3D matrix as it begins to crumble, dissolve, and collapse in front of them. The ‘world’ that their 3D self has invested in will be declaring bankruptcy in the currencies that matter the most in New Earth: transparency, integrity, and authenticity. It feels unfortunately likely that some souls will leave their bodies, unable to handle and adjust to the shifts and changes. Some will go this way and perhaps they will be offered an alternative timeline and planet to play out the rest of the growth experience needed in 3D reality. I don’t get a sense of a definitive split happening here into two parts or bifurcation, as others have offered. It just feels like there are too many variables here with so many individual free will choices to be made by so many souls. The ultimate choices of love over fear in every moment lead to the highest timeline playouts is what I have been offered around this. ‘Highest timeline’ is both different for each of us AND unity consciousness draws us like magnets to each other to form soul family communities based on 5D or New Earth frequencies.

As collective disclosure happens, you can gauge your own inner disclosure off of it. What reactions come up in parts of you to what is exposed and revealed ‘out there’? What needs your compassion, and feeling of it? What has been formed in your shadow out of necessity that is difficult to see and be with, yet deserves your attention? Because we are ultimately ALL connected to each other, it may be surprising to you the reactions that come up in your emotional body to what happens collectively, even if you have known and been awakened to the 3D matrix for awhile. The disclosure process is MEANT to be both collective and personal. It is meant to shake UP and shake out. You might need to track the news (finding sources that work for you at an energetic level) so that you have some sense of what is happening as it offers a mirror for what is happening within you too. Many of us stopped connecting to ‘mainstream’ news as a necessary choice to unplug and to pull out of the false presentation there. However, now, mainstream is shifting into a transitional stream and some connection with it may serve you in feeling yourself and feeling others too.

Holding space for the inner reactions, feeling where they come from and why, seeking out support and guidance when needed….these things can help navigate the rumbles that come from your deepest inner grounds becoming exposed. As we become more porous and attuned to higher vibrational frequencies, we actually become much MORE sensitive to collective energies. This means we feel more compassion in a personal way related to what others are going through as we feel it more for ourselves at the same time. Feeling compassion at this level (beyond empathy….we need a new word for this) is a sort-of merging sense. Merging with other to feel what they are feeling WHILE still remaining an individual consciousness.

I have come to call this, ‘conscious duality’. I experience this deepening as I gain more access to my multidimensional, higher frequency aspects and their access to unity consciousness downloads to me…..and through many years of working with my emotional body through integration of my 3D self and 4D self aspects too such as Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, Inner Child, Soul Guardian, Metasoul/other lifetime aspects, etc. As I know myself at such deeper levels can I then FEEL and know others at these deeper levels. This is the process that we offer in SoulFullHeart through sessions and it offers deep healing, transformation and necessary navigational support through these intense times of disclosure. More information about a free intro session here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

We are meant to FEEL what is happening here with the disclosure process, especially as it relates to our own. There is so much opportunity for growth and learning in this, which is why we are here on Gaia…even as this can be difficult to remember for the parts of you that experience suffering to be here. Leaning into Divine support, we are invited to feel trust and surrender in the overall process that is happening and that it is ALL leading to the disclosure of what is real and for which ALL is actually made: Love.

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond .

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