Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Free consult calls leading to powerful 1:1 sessions with amazing SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana are available now! Go to soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

Read more about the 3D/4D Matrix with Covid event updates as well in my new book Free To Be 5D with links to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

Guided meditations and teaching videos to support your Divine Self at https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

Energy Update: Eclipses, Solstice, and Gaia Waves Provide Unity During 3D/4D Polarity Passage

By Jelelle Awen

In a way, there is so much going on with the energies, on collective levels especially, that it is interesting to sum it all up in one energy update. Yet, I feel the support to try from an elevated perspective above the fray and intensity going on at 3D/4D levels right now, just to get some ‘air’ above it. Moving into a 5D perspective, we can witness without judgement, feel compassion for ALL involved, and connect to a Divine trust and surrender around it all.

Let’s go to the orbit of Gaia, shall we? From there, we can look down at our big blue beautiful planet and feel surrounded by stars, the Moon, the vastness of space. Its infinite nature reminds us of OUR infinite nature. There are many lightships in the orbit of Gaia that have been there through these recent global awakening events and long before that. Can you see them with your third eye? Or sense them there?

These are friendly skies with ships from the Pleiades, Arcturus, Andromeda, and more. They’ve been reminding us of their presence lately with a series of crop circle formations with messages of Unity, completion, moving in flow, and more. I share about each of the formations here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/crop-circles/

There is quite a lot of energy beaming from these ships; energies that are supportive, higher frequency, and meant to aid in our awakening. These energies are received within our bodies, energy fields, and minds as we are ready for them. We can receive them into our 12 Ascension Chakras as well. These are the main seven, plus the Stellar Gateway, the Soul Star, the Causal, the earth chakra, and I felt one above the Stellar Gateway this morning, calling it the Higher Self/I AM Chakra for now.

These galactic energies make ‘contact’ with us in dreams, in meditation, in visions, in synchronicities and sometimes in the physical. These energies are the codes to awaken our sleepy DNA, activate our glands to only life sustaining frequencies, support our light bodies to transition, heal our emotional bodies from traumas, and more.

As you connect to these energies in a personal way through your inner Star Seed as a bridge to your Star Family, you receive these activations and upgrades directly into your BEing. This personal way allows you to feel whatever blocks of fear, abduction programs, resistances due to 3D conditioning exist inside parts of you and in your soul aspects as well. This allows for more open access and integration into your body, the densest aspect of your BEing.

The cosmic energies, such as the ones offered in the upcoming eclipses and Solstice, are meant to be received in a personal way, as well as being collective activations too. Eclipses and Solstices/Equinoxes are Unity Consciousness events, sparking our soul’s lineage. They offer moments that unite rather than divide. There is so much division, contention, and polarity peaking right now in the 3D/4D narrative timelines as the Matrix collapses that these cosmic events can help to remind us of the ultimate reality of our essence as One.

Recent Schumann/Gaia resonance waves have been moving through the last few days to reflect ongoing planetary and humanity consciousness shifts. You may feel these waves (along with the energies leading up to the upcoming Solar Eclipse on June 20 and the Solstice on June 21) within your body and auric field. Deeper levels of meditation, eating light/more on prana, being in JOY with those you love, serving love as your passion expression, connecting in nature can all be supportive during this time.

There can be quite a lot of reaction coming up in the emotional body to all these events (both cosmic and in 3D/4D), yet it can be helpful to feel into what is actually yours and to land back in your own consciousness and heart space. It may feel like a messy time, even a frustrating time for parts of you as polarity is revealed, yet MASS awakening is happening….at whatever level and means for each soul.

Awakening looks and feels different for every soul, as uniquely orchestrated by each of us and our soul family before incarnation. We follow on the soul level a special ‘recipe’ of events, experiences, and circumstances to move the soul from asleep to awake; from forgetting to remembering; from enslavement to liberation. Even though many souls may appear to be deeply entrenched in whatever current narrative in whatever timeline they are following, there is still much movement happening within their own bandwidth frequency.

From Gaia’s orbit, we receive the sense of how much bigger the FULL picture is of our ongoing Ascension than what current events would reflect. We can feel the multidimensional support that is there for us from all these Star BEings and yet, also, from the realms of the Ascended Masters, the Angels, and the Divine. We can feel then that this is a temporary (and, yes, at times painful) passage that ultimately accelerates our movement toward a new world based on love, unity, and peace. A passage that ultimately serves to birth us into the New.

love,

Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the ongoing Ascension process, Ascension energies, and even writings on this current global awakening process in my new book Free To Be 5D. More info here: soulfullheart.org/books

Here is a recent meditation I did to heal the inner/outer cries of the world with St. Germain and Kuan Yin: https://youtu.be/EsKv4XwV7ME

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We Are Here To Support You: Message From Binkh & The Arcturians

By Jelelle Awen

She stands beside me as we gaze out into space. Binkh, the Arcturian aspect of my soul, and I are at the edge of Gaia’s atmosphere in a light ship with a view so open that it feels like we are IN space. The ‘floor’ is also see through and transparent. We are surrounded by the landscapes of Gaia from an off planet perspective that most of us never get to take in. I have been offered this perspective many times by my Star Family over the years, as it immediately brings in a larger context to the dramas, play outs and timelines happening on the surface.

She shows me that there are many light ships hovered in Gaia’s orbit, which I have also seen for a couple of years now. Some of them disappear, zipping out, even as others appear/zip in to take their place. They feel to be both from nearby planets and also some from far away galaxies. These ships are not visible with 3D vision, yet rather become quite clear when viewed with the third eye from a higher, multidimensional frequency. Binkh is showing me all these ships even as she is vibing to me that they are all here to SUPPORT humanity during our collective awakening process.

“This is not an invasion. We are here to support you,” she ‘says’ to me telepathically as I take in the various sizes and shapes of the ships all around us. I can FEEL the support from these ships and my heart opens wider to let it in. I have immediately that familiar expanded sense of NOT being alone in the Universe as the 3D picture has so often offered.

The Global Elite/Cabal/Deep State have programmed us to believe that we are alone and dominant in our Universe to keep us from the awakenings that occur when we connect to our galactic consciousness and Star Family DNA/Genetics. They have also programmed us through mainstream entertainment to be afraid of aliens attacking us, invading us, and dominating us. Aliens are almost always portrayed as violent, manipulative, largely unconscious beings with no compassion that humanity has to fight off for our very survival.

“They are done on your planet now,” Binkh says as she hears me thinking about the Cabal. “Their agenda has run its course. Their programmers have left to be reconciled. Their players and controllers are being reconciled too. Reconciliation allows for digestion of the impact on others of their actions, to feel and own the suffering they have caused and to genuinely want and receive forgiveness from the Divine. Much of this process is already happening and now more of humanity will learn and discover this too, in order to go through their own reconciliation process.”

She is sharing things that I have felt and digested already, yet the energy of complete love and acceptance with NO judgement is what lands in my heart in the moment. No judgement toward the Cabal. No judgement toward them as the ‘evil ones’, the ‘dark ones’, or the ‘sick ones’. No judgement toward the Architects and the Programmers who enslaved humanity and many Reptilians as well to run their Matrix programs. No judgement toward humanity itself for all of our battling tendencies, yet rather deep compassion for our journey and the experience of it.

I can feel how her non-duality, her consciousness of total non-judgement is LONG (millions of years) in the development for her species and that humanity has quite a ways to go to match that. Yet, there is a template in her and the Arcturians for us to take in and follow that helps to accelerate the advancement of our consciousness. As we connect with the part of us that judges self and others, our Inner Punisher is able to shift into humble discernment with love energies. I have experienced that myself over the years and in serving others.

“There is so much judgement going on during this time of Global Awakening,” I tell her (which of course she already knows). “So much contention, clashing opinions, making others wrong, proving points, so much divisiveness and splitting. We have so long been a battling species….battling ourselves, battling each other, battling other species, battling our own planet! The violence has been programmed in us for so long now. I know it is not our essence. I know our essence is Infinite Love as children of the Divine. It is challenging to feel love in this process sometimes, even as I trust that is what we are moving toward.”

She grins at me in her unique way and a wave of love comes from her heart to mine. “You see divisiveness, yet we see Unity happening. Humanity is united now in response to this event. And, remember that parts of you were once afraid of me. Parts of you tried to battle me and other Star BEings as you felt you were being ‘attacked’ by us. You were programmed to believe that you should be and you hadn’t reconciled and healed the traumas of your experiences of visits with me on the light ships during childhood. Now that you have and for many years now, you have stopped battling yourself and others, stopped battling Star BEings like me and other ‘aliens’. Your fear has moved to love. Your warrior has moved to ambassador. If this can happen for you, it can happen for any human as you ALL share the same potential and capacity as One.”

The rallying cry for the Q-Anon movement flashes through my mind, “Where We Go One, We Go All” as an example of what she is offering here. This is being used currently in a way to unite those who are awakening to the Deep State timeline ‘against’ those and to exclude those that the movement is ‘fighting against’. The ‘All’ does not actually include the ‘All’ in this case.

Binkh agrees with me on this and adds, “The ‘All’ ultimately DOES indeed include all of humanity and all of us as Star BEings as well. This is a Unity Consciousness code that has been offered to humanity by the Divine, filtered down through to land in the Q movement. You will eventually be able to accept and embody more and more of the All as you move beyond the current disclosure phase that brings up your anger, your sense of injustice, your desires to be sovereign, your need to be free. Your emotional digestion process as a species is very important. You have shown me that, Jelelle, through our work together and your work with SoulFullHeart. We are here to support you in the phases and stages that you need to go through to reach that All place of acceptance of each other.”

As I feel that supportive energy from her again, I can feel the sacredness of humanity’s journey….even in our messiness, our hatred, our judgement, and our fear. I can feel the support from the Arcturians and other Star BEings gathered from around our galaxy and beyond for the WHOLE process of it. There to witness as we find our way through the deaths to emerge out into the rebirth that they KNOW we are going through to emerge out as sacred humanity.

Then, she shows me a vast room filled with their sound and light healing chambers. Swirling disks and vortices of light surround many humans laying on the treatment beds within the chambers. I get the sense that these humans have each chosen to be there through their own individual awakenings and activations of galactic consciousness. She vibes to me that these healing chambers help us detox from 3D and 4D energies/programs on many levels and activate our 5D Indwelling Christ/Sacred Humanity frequencies. As I have experienced myself many times, these chambers offer a powerful healing to our minds, bodies, energy fields, emotional bodies, and souls.

“We are HERE to support you,” she says again and it goes in deeper as I can feel how many of us are starting to accept and receive this support. And my ALL is ignited in a happy and hopeful response to feel it already happening in the NOW.

Love,

Jelelle Awen w/Binkh

You can read more of my beginning awakenings to galactic consciousness and my relationship with Binkh in my book Keep Waking Up, available at soulfullheart.org/books.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Punisher: https://youtu.be/SXlufQ_WBUU

I recommend the recently released documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind: Contact Has Begun with Dr. Stephen Greer to activate your galactic consciousness connection inside and out with amazing video footage and photos of contact experiences with E.T.s. It is available to rent on YouTube.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event and providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call meditation series, which starts on May 20th through June 24. More information here if you’d like to join us live and/or receive the recordings: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Experience Soul Family Connection!: Upcoming SoulFullHeart Group Sessions -Local And Virtual (over zoom)

By Jelelle Awen
This house is getting ready to host. 🙂 I can feel the energy shifting to include more, to host more, to allow more souls to settle in and experience the way of life that we get to blessedly transact with each other every day. In less than two weeks, we’ll be joined by a sweet group of 3-4 women flying in to spend four days with us during the Equinox, to engage in personal and collective emotional/spiritual/energy/sound/physical healing. They are all staying here at the house so we are affectionately calling this the “SoulFullHeart Slumber Party”. ❤
You could still join us if you feel drawn to! The gathering starts on Friday, September 19th at 10:00am PDT until 5pm…each day until Monday, September 23rd. Cost for the gathering itself is $250 CAD (about $200 USD). We could fit you somewhere in the house too if you are ok sleeping on an air mattress or there are wonderful airbnbs around here. Food costs will be lower as communal meals can be planned using our kitchen. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gatherings
You need to have one session with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator before the Gathering to make sure that you are resonant with what we are offering. We also have a gathering coming up for the Winter SOULstice! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1654802484653131/ or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gatherings
We are also hosting a free meditation circle next Tuesday at 6pm PDT for those that might be local to Victoria, BC. There is more info here about that: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events
Our next monthly group transmission is next Saturday, September 14th at 10:00am PDT to explore 4D Matrix karmic healing with your gatekeeper….a BIG part of the deeper process going on. There is more info here about joining us for $15 CAD to join live or receive the recording: https://www.facebook.com/events/1340021326164133/
or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
AND, my first sacred feminine exploration women’s group over zoom is scheduled now for Sunday, September 29th at 10:00am PDT. We will explore the aspects of self and soul that need healing to arise our sacred femininity and I’ll provide bridges to the Divine Mother as well. This is open to ALL women over 18 for $15 CAD to attend live or to receive the recording. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/933962383622792/ or https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/womengroupcalls
Thank you for joining us on this exploration into the SoulFullHeart Experience through group sessions!
Love,
Jelelle Awen
All events listed here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Activations Of Your Multidimensionality and Metasoul

By Jelelle Awen

Activations of our multidimensional nature/REALity have been increasing lately with all these geomagnetics, plasma, SOULar light codes, spikes in Gaia’s frequencies, weather storms, ongoing disclosure, etc. These higher frequencies of light illuminate the multidimensional, non-linear, beyond the five senses REALity of existence that reveals itself as you awaken beyond 3D. What 3D has taught of flatness, polarization, one linear reality bound by the illusion of time…..this 3D conditioning collapses and dissolves as the multidimensional SOUL’s consciousness awakens.

How conscious you are of the overlapping realities, experiencing 4D and 5D frequencies and higher, seeing/feeling the parallel timelines that are bleeding through in ALL moments….relates to how unanchored you’ve become from 3D reality, whose primary expression of anchoring comes in the form of undigested traumas in the emotional body and soul. These traumas bind and bound parts of you to repeat out traumatic scenes from this life and other lifetimes over and over (like a kind of suffering loop Ground Hog’s Day).

It doesn’t matter how much linear time has ‘passed’ since these events as these parts of you are ‘frozen’ in time, ageless in that way, and usually completed ‘fused’ to the trauma. Consciously connecting to these parts of yourself (such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Teenager, etc.) and moving them out of these scenes with love allows for an unanchoring from them and a transmutation of these energies from wounded to healthy.

You can experience your multidimensionality MUCH MORE as well if the relationships around you support this, resonate with it, and aren’t energizing judgement, fear, and misunderstanding. If your closest relationships (esp. with your mate), don’t acknowledge your multidimensionality and are fused to 3D filtering, it becomes increasingly challenging for YOU to move into your multidimensional self. Parts of you can ‘bubble off’ to awaken it ‘away’ from others, yet relationships that SUPPORT and MIRROR your multidimensionality provide a wonderful fuel of love for your growth (which often the Inner Protector can be afraid of you moving into your bigness (usually lots of reasons for this)…hence the need in phases for relationships that judge/challenge your awakening.)

You can experience your multidimensionality even more as you connect to your star family and also Metasoul aspects/fractals from the same soul source….fractals that are living out their lives in other timelines. These are not ‘past lives’, yet rather distinct BEings existing in the Now. These Metasoul sisters and brothers live in the NOW of so-called ‘Ancient’ Egypt/Rome/Greece…..they are living in Atlantis BEFORE the fall and Lemuria too. They are galactic….Arcturian, Pleiadian, Vegan, Syran, Reptilian/Orion and from beyond this Galaxy too.

Connecting consciously with your Metasoul aspects allows for karmic healing, ‘rescue’ from traumatic scenes playing out over and over for them, and soul gift exchange as you unify your consciousness with theirs. This is a process of sacred integration of parts of yourself previously anchored to 3D AND unification of Metasoul aspects freed up from karma trauma that goes into the realms of quantum healing and transmutation.

To read more about parts/Metasoul aspects and the SoulFullHeart process that we offer through 1:1 and group sessions, go here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Now is a time/phase to embrace your multidimensionality….to validate and water it as you LET GO of any lesser, lacking, and reductive pictures and energies. Now is the time to unify and integrate all the pieces and parts of your self and soul….inviting them into the love of your heart and to experience the INFINITE bigness of your Divine self.

Photo by Eugenia Maximova on Unsplash

Jelelle Awen
More info about empowering 1:1 bridging sessions with me for women to create bridges to these aspects of self and soul here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Relationships Are A Mirror

By Jelelle Awen

The push and pulls, the mixed feelings, the uncertainties and doubts…..These feelings can SEEM to be so often about circumstances and situations that are outside of you. That person, that relationship, that dynamic….it is easier to focus outside than it is to go inward.

3D life has conditioned you to look outward. 3D reality supports you to project yourself onto others, onto cultures, onto self image-based ‘ideas’ of who you ‘should’ be. This conditioning creates a feeling of not knowing who you are unless it connects to other people. This produces a malleable sense of self represented by a shifting cast of characters/parts covering over core wounds of unworthiness, separation/abandonment, and disconnect.

You may have a Phd in understanding and analyzing other people….your mother, your father, your romantic partner, your friends, your siblings, your teachers, your clients. You may empath other people’s feelings to such a high degree that you BEcome and fuse to their emotional states as if they are your own. You may fixate on other people as the ways and means to obtain happiness and deepen your awakening as if how they are relating with you holds the KEY to how you can be. You may be focused on changing THEM as the way to receive the love you want.

It is challenging to decondition from this 3D focus on the OUTside and other people, yet, during awakening, your soul starts to move your attention INward. With this inward movement, you start to naturally retract away from the previous 3D-based social networks that served to define who you were. Your soul supports you to wake up to see, heal, and feel the traumas that bond you to other people. Your self awareness collaborates with self compassion, self love, and curiosity as you go into a deeper dive into your heart and soul.

You realize, then, that EVERY relationship in your life is a reflection of relationships going on inside of you….from one part of you to another. The polarization with other people represents polarized realities inside of you….the inner child and the inner mother/father, the Punisher and the inner child/inner teenager, the inner feminine and the inner masculine. These parts of you seem to be ‘against’ each other in some way due to not being connected with, seen, and felt. The inner conflicts rage on unfelt and, so, draw the same dynamic on the outside. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You realize that the outward relationship would not be there if you didn’t need to SEE this inner relationship. Every relationship with another person serves as a mirror in this way. As you become more aware of your inner world and the parts in it, your soul self/5D self coming into your body and waking consciousness can then choose WHAT mirrors it wants to see of itself.

As you heal the inner relationships between parts of yourself, the mirrors represented by others begin to show you ONLY resonance, soul connection, and non-polarized frequencies of love. Then, a healthy sense of unity consciousness can start to transact…love flowing from your open and healing heart/soul/mind to and with the other person’s open and healing heart/soul/mind. You are becoming whole INside and don’t need them to define you in any way. You complement each other rather than compete with each other. Your consciousness can merge together in moments, yet you can still remain individual, sovereign soul sparks.

This is emotionally mature relationality INside and with others. It happens as you connect with each part of you that so needs you and heal the polarized frequencies inside of you. It happens as the integration and unification happening inside of you is able to overflow out to all those you chose to be in relationship with. It happens as you let go of any mirrors and reflections of you that are LESS than the love that you ARE.

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We support you to bridge in self love to parts of yourself during powerful, illuminating 1:1 bridging sessions with me for women or Raphael Awen for men and women. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-sessions

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Drawing Your Soul Tribe Reunions

By Jelelle Awen

What was once lonely….what was once isolated…..what was once feeling abandoned feeling inside of you finds communion again in resonant hearts and souls. You start drawing these souls as you awaken, as your Higher Self frequencies start coming into your consciousness, as you remember who and what you really ARE. As you activate more of your Unity consciousness from within and experience it with others.

These are resonant others that don’t feel so separate, yet more like BELONG with you somehow. They feel like fingers from the same hand as you. Pages from the same book. Rays from the same rainbow. Tones from the same song. They just ‘get you’ without being told much or offered explanations or needing justifications.

Even the conflicts feel like a sorting out in order to go back in, in order to find even MORE connection and relational ground together. The ceiling of good will doesn’t collapse during these probably rare disagreements…no insults, nothing said that leaves a permanent mark, no purposefully harmful attacks. Hurting in this way feels like hurting yourself.

Yet, you are able to be REAL with each other about what you are feeling. There isn’t any emotional hiding, or at least, not for long. You are transparent with each other because you feel soul safe together…..connected in many timeline realities through Metasoul aspects bonds that unify rather than divide.

Your tribe. Your soul family. Your counterpart sacred union mate. Your common vibrations are already in the blueprint of your DNA. Waiting for activation to move into synchronization. Waiting to find each other again. Waiting to experience reunion again.

To clear out room in your life to experience these soul family reunions is to say NO to what ISN’T this frequency. To let go of relationships that are less than this and based in old agreements of who you used to be rather than who you are becoming. To create love within your inner family and create a soul tribe feeling inside in order to draw it on the outside.

I am SO blessed to experience these kinds of soul family and sacred union mate connections on a daily basis and for several years now. This is not just being lucky though…I have drawn this to myself as I have made choices in relationships that reflect and deepen this frequency. I have let go of relationships that were less than this, as truly painful as that was at times. I have focused on my inner family and inner soul tribe above ALL too…and this has drawn this experience on the outside.

These soul family reunions are happening more and more in these times of accelerated and powerful ascension energies. The synchs and connections are moving into place as those with common soul missions find each other and move into service of love energies together. THIS coming together in bigness after so long being conditioned to be alone and to settle and to shrink in our relationships is a BIG piece of how New Golden Earth Gaia reality is coming into BEing in the Now. We NEED each other in order to create this reality together!!

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Is it time to move out of your lone wolf phase? Join us tomorrow for an experience of soul family, community, sharing, and UNITY of resonant values and tones during our FREE Unity Meditation Activation call on April 4th (4:4!) at 2:00pm CDT. The energies in our last one on the Equinox in March were quite powerful and unifying!!

RSVP on Eventbrite and you will be sent the Zoom Link automatically:https://www.eventbrite.com/…/april-4th-new-earth-now
– PM us on Facebook at SoulFullHeart Way Of Life’s page or Raphael Awen, Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Colibri, or Gabriel Heartman
– Email us at soulfullhearts@gmail.com. We will send you the zoom link when we get your email.

We also offer group sessions and online group community connection along with individual sessions as part of our DEEP program offering! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Forgiving Yourself, Opening Up Your Higher Heart W/Divine Mother

By Jelelle Awen

“You are already forgiven. You are forgiven at the level of your essence as it can only BE love. You are forgiven for your motives as they can only return to purity. You are forgiven what has been judged by you as dark or sinful or destructive or harmful as ALL of it has served a purpose in your journey back to Love. You are forgiven for your distrust and your push aways as it is a necessary phase in the process. You are already forgiven…..NOW, begin to forgive yourself.” ~ Divine Mother

To forgive yourself is to feel the parts of you that struggle to feel these tones of forgiveness from and with the Divine. To become a bridge of forgiving compassion to ALL aspects of you, even the ones in shadow or the ones that have done and been ‘dark’ things; even the aspects in other timelines that have led wars or started battles or killed many people or been persecutors; even the ones that bring up initial fear and resistance to you to acknowledge or BE with.

Going onto your inner battlegrounds and forgiving all the players that you find on the field. Offering the reflection that there are always ‘good’ reasons for the choices in the bigger picture, in the higher sense, from the perspective of the Higher Self, and related to your soul’s growth. Showing these parts of you and Metasoul Aspects/Other Timeline Selves that they in their Divine essence are NOT dark at all and NOT evil either. Being curious about what their actual essence is beyond what they have done or been involved in. Inviting them to be vulnerable and share with you their deeper hurts, pains, and fears.

The Inner Punisher may be the part of you that is leading the charge of ‘wrongness’ message about you. This part of you may judge harshly and without love what you have done, what you have been engaged with, what your soul karmic patterns have been. The Inner Punisher TOO can be offered forgiveness for its judging as it has just been the product of a 3D environment that supports inner contention, distrust, and polarization in this way. Often, the Punisher is the one that needs forgiveness the most, yet most resists it. This Inner Punisher eventually becomes humble discernment, heart-based intuition, and wisdom. With the love or your forgiveness, your harshest critic can become one of your biggest allies.

This is the self forgiveness process that opens up and continues to expand the Higher Heart. The Higher Heart connects us to Unity Consciousness, which becomes challenging if you can’t feel Unity within. It opens up the flow and capacity to forgive others, which is actually often easier than to forgive yourself. You may extend to others a forgiveness that you cannot to yourself. This flow can be turned inward and needs to be in order for the transactable love that comes from self worth and overflows out to others inviting them into compassion, understanding, and forgiveness together.

Divine Mother frequencies are so helpful to support your self forgiveness process. “Forgive me Divine Mother for I feel sinful and like I have sinned, like I am unforgivable somehow” and you will discover that She already HAS forgiven you and all parts of you. You let in that She never sees you as sinful or as a sinner at all, yet a magnificent BEing that is learning, growing, transforming, and BEcoming love once again. Warmed up by this connection, you can offer this forgiveness to all parts of you in a flow that heals and soothes and acts as a blessed balm.

This music offers beautiful frequencies to connect with Sophia, a wise and compassionate form of Divine Mother: https://youtu.be/tFTlr0wGdWw

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, Divine Feminine and Masculine, emotional body integration through parts work, quantum healing through Metasoul Aspect connection, sacred union, light body transformation, and much more!

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Experiencing More Resonant Relationships As Your Inner Reality Transforms

By Jelelle Awen
I am still digesting on this day after Christmas…a good kind of hangover, not caused from too much alcohol or eating unhealthy food or being in denser energies…yet from being a bit backed up from the GOODNESS and gifts that arose yesterday during our SoulFullHeart christmas together.
 
We spent lots of time, taking hours to open gifts and read cards from each other……….we went into every moment to FEEL what there was to feel; we digested every gift and the intention and place it came from, which was always given and received with much love and goodness. Every gift was as if we could have picked it out ourselves. And because we share money as a community, it kind of WAS as if we were gifting to ourselves.
 
We savored every bite of the vegan food that we lovingly prepared, requiring no digestion of any killing frequencies (which can greatly lower vibration). Parts of us popped in (our Inner Child, our Star Seeds) who so enjoy the moments of Unity on Christmas, the goodness, the feeling of soul family where resonance forms the common ground.
 
We dreamed a lot too…talking about our increasing desires and clarities to relocate to Europe in 2018, landing first in the U.K. where some of our SoulFullHeart facilitants live and also where our souls are drawn…especially to Glastonbury/Avalon. We teleported together to Europe, energizing this new timeline with our growing excitement for the service of love WITH others and to ourselves.
 
This may feel and sound like a ‘dream life’, to be surrounded by so much love and goodness with others on a day that can be very challenging and difficult to navigate within non-resonant relationships. I spent many, many holidays in these dissonant energies in the past. I spent many holidays feeling like an outcast, stranger, and seeking anything that would give parts of me comfort (usually alcohol, cigarettes, and food) within the dissonance.
 
Shifting to this goodness experience on the outside and with others has come from shifting on the INSIDE, feeling and healing and BEing with each part of me conditioned to less, to lack, to suffering, and to shrinking. This also comes from letting go of so much of 3D conditioning around materialism, disconnected gift giving as a compensation, 3D birth family duty and obligation.
 
This transition on the inside to self love and goodness leads to boundary setting with others. It leads to WANTING more, craving more with others based in them also being in self love and goodness as their souls awaken. It leads to being willing to let go of anything that doesn’t serve love, create a sense of growth. To let go of anything that distracts from the inner transformation and relationships forming inside with each precious part of you.
 
This is not ‘luck’ or ‘being blessed’ that draws this kind of resonant family experience I experienced yesterday and ALL my days, yet it comes from REAL heart and soul healing parts/Metasoul process work that has asked for many years of devotion and dedication to. Process that is sometimes heart breaking to parts of us, sometimes with timelines collapsing HUGE around us, sometimes with many fights, contentions, and conflicts to sort through until arriving at more and more resonance and peace. And yet, this transformation leads to feeling love from within that is reflected back to you in EVERY relationship that you are then choosing to engage with….or not. Every relationship shifts to reflect the goodness that you ARE and the love that you ARE too. And, eventually, you cannot imagine settling for less than this as it doesn’t serve you OR the other person to do so.
 
I feel this is such a key aspect of 5D and New Earth living and loving…to BE in Unity Consciousness community together in this respectful and nourishing way. Starting from within….and so it overflows to the outer experience too!
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, Divine Feminine and Masculine, emotional body integration through parts work, quantum healing through Metasoul Aspect connection, sacred union, light body transformation, and much more! 

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Lion’s Gate Offering Unity Abundance Activation With Archangel Metatron

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What a week this has been!  A huge opening into a new phase of support and guidance into a glorious time for humanity.  The Lion’s Gate portal is open and two huge eclipses have sent many of us into a plethora of emotions.  Jelelle Awen received a major download from Metatron around the invitation of this new timeline.

“As I tuned into the energy of this gateway and asked Archangel Metatron about it, the main piece I received was that it offers a ‘Unity Abundance activation.’ The Unity activation is from within primarily…an invitation to unity between each of our aspects and parts WITH each other. The unity within of masculine and feminine healthy frequencies to move out of wounded and congested expressions of the wounded matriarch and patriarch that have played out for so long. The unity offered as we become conscious of our Metasoul/other lifetime aspects and bridge to them ourselves and WITH each other. This bridging is what heals the polarity within our soul field and our emotional body. Polarity exists between opposing energies that have not yet found or discovered the unifying energy of LOVE that unites all things together.”

So much happening for all of us personally in SoulFullHeart that is reflected in the collective.  A birth of new writing to digest all that has been moving individually but with a universal context.  Included are more recordings of this week’s writings as well as information on this Saturday’s group call that is certain to be a big one as Jelelle and Raphael will be focusing on this Abundance Unity Activation.

http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/groupcalls

Enjoy all of this and more in this week’s trove of love.  So much love and support from our hearts to yours.

To access museletter click on link below:

http://mailchi.mp/e799c3477056/soulfullheart-weekly-museletter-lions-gate-offering-unity-abundance-activation-with-archangel-metatron?e=f7a2bef770