By Raphael and Jelelle Awen
This writing continues on from the first post in this Holy Week transmissions about Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Mind & Heart
Yeshua offers:
“Thank you, Raphael for asking my truth about speaking your truth. You are all clearly able to receive my frequency because we are all attuned to, and sourced in, at source level, the same highest frequency.
As you attune more and more to that frequency, by your choices and your soul’s evolution, expressing in your life, you will feel this, you will know this, and you will confirm this more and more.
This is where it gets fun. This is where so much tension gets answered.
You get to be you. You donโt need to conform to any other pattern unless you want to, unless itโs fun.
Iโm toying with this word ‘fun’ today, because it gets at the seriousness, tediousness and boredom overlay that I know you, Raphael, have journeyed through and continue to find your way out the other side.
Letโs have some fun, okay? You did religion long enough. So did I. You did spirituality boredom long enough, so did I. Letโs return to play.
โฆYes, my take on the waveform of speaking your truth as I did in that life spoken of in the texts of oldโฆ
Letโs go there in heart and mind, soul and body now as One. Letโs feel this truth together with all of our capacities in alignment, tuning into the higher heart and mindโto Love itselfโฆ
Your truth, my truth and even the Divineโs truth is in change, growth and evolution. If God or Source knew all truth, thereโd be no reason for it to exist. IT exists to know more while knowing it can never come to know ALL.
If you subscribe to a God who has the final word on all truth, itโs a clear sign you are still afraid of your own truth.
This is because admitting your truth to yourself and in turn to your world around you changes everything. You will walk through fires of separation. The sword of your truth will cut and pierce.
You will suffer loss. It will hurt. That wound however is the portal opening to so much more.
It begins by making your truth known. But becoming an angry advocate and parking there is no longer where Iโm at. It was a necessary phase, one that I entered for a time and needed to go through in order to go on to my next discoveries and courageous choices about my truth.
Remaining in contention with opposers is another evidence of the fear of your truth.
I offer you this personally, Raphael and to all those souls taking this in now who resonate.
You have left so much behind by the simple act of making your truth known and allowing the landscape to reconfigure. Naturally you carry these losses as a trauma fear of more loss. Even in the refined life you live now, you are not excused from feeling and negotiating this fear. Gain and loss are part of this frequency reality. Becoming higher frequency doesnโt exempt you, me, or anyone from that.
Living out this negotiation however, is like the most grounded and empowering and alive proposition.
If you will truly do you, without apology, yet with tenderness of heart and soul, with care for yourself and the other…at times with a ferocity, never with intent to destroy, and at other times with the gentleness of a kitten…all only to rearrange, realign, then you will continue to unfold in this magic.
Every breath, every thought, every movement and exchange of energy gets to BE you.
Admitting that you see through a personal lens and an ever changing lens at that, puts you in your God class. The God class of never-ending learning, feeling, experiencing, exponentially growing.
One who wonโt admit that they have a personal lens has a longer way to go at remembering who and what they are and are still serving the forgetting. But even this forgetting is all sacred and part of the Divine’s own evolution.
I had to, over and over again, come to forgive myself and receive not only the Divineโs forgiveness but its appreciation for my entire awakening journey. All the time and even lifetimes spent in lesser things and places are equally treasured by the Divine.
No place was this more attuned and precious to me than in my relationship with Mary Magdalene. We each danced, both in step and out of step, with our own truth. Yet, we kept and keep finding our way. Without her, I still canโt begin to see where I could be where I am now.
I honour you and all souls for your willingness to be in all of this. I feel for you all in the sorting of all the reactions, the forwards and backwards, the triumphs and the recoils.
Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Donโt seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change.
You are in my class, and I am in your class. We are in the God class together.”
Love,
Yeshua with Raphael
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Mary Magdalene offers:
“I feel dressed today, beloveds, and more ready to share with you from my fuller self. Through the cleansing of the healing waters and allowing the fears of the vulnerable and scared part of me in our first meeting to come through, I show up now not in armour yet in a healthy sense of self affirmation earned from a deep reconciliation within.
I have settled in quickly to my connection with you, Jelelle, as we have cultivated it for many years now…when I first showed my face through yours in the early days of your soul’s remembrance awakening to the Feminine Christ within you. At the time, you were in a False God group led by a mostly shadow-based teacher, who also saw and validated your deep connection and love of the Divine. In doing so, he timestamped your ability to be under his controlling and often abusive authority system for very long. My face came through yours and also my energies catalyzed your need to tell your truth, even as it eventually cost you your relationship with him, your livelihood as a facilitator of his work, and your soul family community at the time who all rejected you.
I fuelled your ‘No!” and your choice to leave this teacher as you responded to the first blooms of new love with your beloved Raphael in a true Divine Union frequency of equality instead.
Sharing our truth that comes from deep within, especially as women, has often come with a cost. In my primary lifetime for which you know of me, it would have cost me my life to be at my beloved Yeshua’s side in my full expression of truth with him. And I wasn’t meant to die in that way, yet to continue to hold the seeds of our soul family lineage and ascension codes on, even as threat of persecution followed us always in that life.
From the shadows of our bridal chamber and with the few beloveds in our Magdalene family that we could truly trust, I was able to unfold all of my feminine gifts, bridging heaven to earth and infusing Yeshua with the Creatrix codes of death and rebirth. This helped give him the courage to face his body’s ‘death’ and trust his spirit’s resurrection on the other side.
And, to the ‘public’, I became the whore seeking redemption from him for so long. The truth of my equal status with Yeshua began to emerge, to be unearthed, when the collective finally became more ready for it. The truth of how he held me as much a teacher of his as he did student as he did beloved. The apostle of the apostles, as I truly considered myself even though very few could honor me as such.
And the truth emerging still of my deep Divine union with Yeshua, the sacred sexuality grounds that we explored, the children we had together eventually, the live we shared after the resurrection with him in a lighter form of body.
Thank you for letting me come through all those years ago, Jelelle, and many since then, allowing me to be a bridge to your Magdalene sister aspect from that life and feel her grief and pain so deeply. Thank you for sharing my message and my truth now out to this public forum that is so far reaching, forming a truly world wide web. I am still getting used to having such a vast pulpit and receptive audience now for those who feel called to share my energies and messages…..when I have, as all Divine Feminine energies, been waiting for so long and just now starting to wake up and be welcomed.
And I offer to you all who hear me now…..the truth that rises from within you is not rebellionโit is resurrection. Each time you speak what is real, you roll away the stone.
Honor your wisdoms that come from your precious life and soul’s experience and direct communion with the Divine as sacred and valid. Seek not permission from others, yet feel freed up within your own sense of self worth and self love to play, to create, to share, to envision, and to advocate.
When you speak from that place of deep bubbling well of Divine Essence within, you might be questioned, doubted, and misunderstood. Yet, I am here to assist you in remembering your soul’s truth as held in the heart of Divine Mother. I am here to create safety for the parts of you who feel protective; to forgive the parts who judge as they have been judged, and to inspire your Divine inspiration to flow.
You are already worthy. You are already chosen. Your truth IS the authority.
Let me walk beside you today, let me come through you as you speak whatโs real for you, not for validation, but for remembrance.
I leave you now with this blessing:
Beloved soul,
May your voice remember its origin in Love.
May the tremble in your truth be held as holy.
May every word you speak from your depths
be met by angels in flesh who echo,
โYes, this is the way.โ
Until tomorrow, with all of our love,
Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle
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