Back To The Natural Self

Being out in the city the last couple of days has made me acutely aware of an obvious fact. There is a hijacked, conditioned/constructed world and a natural, organic one. This is what the bifurcation feels like to me. A delineation between two (and also infinite) worlds.

As I have been digesting my own inner world the past few days, I can feel where I have had conditioned fears/reactions as well as natural ones. It is interesting to get a sense of the difference as it can lead to a deeper understanding of ourselves and the worlds we are a part of.

This whole pandemic is rooted in the conditioned/constructed domain. It was created. There is no doubt about that anymore in my heart, mind, and soul. Had we (as a collective) been more rooted in our Natural consciousness, there would be no issue here. We would not be playing ‘God’, but rather being Love.

I feel more aligned than ever to what my nature is messaging to me, not what the Construct is trying to convince me of through fear, smoke, and mirrors. To be able to function in some ways, I do participate in the charade as needed to the degree that I must to get a particular need met (such as a flight or to get some food.)

This participation is always under review and change as I continue to detach from the Old World and transition into the New. What is important to me is my own awareness of my internal emotional and spiritual guidance. Where is it feeling okay and where is it not? Am I in a conditioned response or in the seat of my own love power? It is an ongoing process and evolution.

I want to lead myself, and others, back into this forgotten natural world. The world of instinct and intuition that my beloved Kasha wrote about yesterday. I want to keep unplugging from the delusion we have found ourselves seduced by, not with spite or malice but with Love. Anger is necessary in the waking up process, but only keeps us looping in the long-term.

By connecting and feeling the parts of us that are still in the Construct through trauma, conditioning, and fear, we get to love them back into their natural states of compassion, discernment, courage, trust, and innocence. We each are The One. The Neo of The Matrix. We are Divinity incarnate.

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Thank You, Mother Gaia

Thank you Mother for all you have held
All you hold, and all you will hold
As you take us into the Mystic
Thank you for you never-ending love
Your relentless passion for our evolution
Your undying forgiveness for our trespasses
Thank you Mother for the magical creatures,
The majestic views,
The places you have created
So we may enter into our eternal sanctuary
Thank you for the medicine
The wisdom
The trails and tribulations
I am in awe of your Might
Your Breath
And your Beauty
I am your son, your servant, and your steward of Love
Amen

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Gabriel Heartman is a facilitant, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Tree Energies/Message: Anchor Into Your Compassionate Heart

by Kalayna Solais

To be with him, to be with me, to be among them… my human beloveds and the TREES. It is magical to let in all moments of goodness and feeling alive, especially in love, especially immersed in nature. ❤️

G and K in forest

I don’t think I’ve ever hugged a tree quite like I felt to yesterday. My heart chakra needed the nourishment, the cleansing, the feeling of giving and receiving love and healing energy with a tree… Several trees, actually! They all felt quite chatty and happy to have us with them.

I somehow felt them feeling the ripple of the Notre Dame burning too. They were reminding me/us that they deeply feel us, have compassion for every part of us, even though it’s not their process to feel through all that we do.

Trees see us and feel us, want to nurture and love us as much as we are willing and able to love them too. I’ve never felt this as strongly as I did yesterday. It’s like their consciousness and ability to communicate with us is upgrading just as ours is upgrading to communicate with them too.

I’m feeling in the moment that as trees continue to shake off their winter slumber, they are very much wanting to connect with each of us more.

They have much to impart to us about grounding into our beings, being who and where we are now even though this is bound to shift and change.

They offer messages of solidity in compassion and the potential of humanity to hold this compassionate flow consistently. They remind us that we have to be filled up first and that they are here to help with their clean energy flow and infinite connection to Mama Gaia Herself.

Maybe it’s a good moment to take in some tree love today or any day you choose… To let in non-judgement, infinite love, and an exquisite connection to the Divine in all Its forms and energies.

Much love!

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

INside Starts The “Day”

by Kalayna Colibri

ying yang beach

THIS is the Yin-in time

before the penetrative sun

blazes high and hot

giving heat and depth to activations

of all who keep from blocking it

out.
 

This is the “time”,

the phase of a “day”,

when waves are gentler along the beach.

As we rise from sleep

We feel our first rumblings

of a day blessed

and starting from withIN.
 

How will we choose

to begin our inner “day”

“today”?
 

Sand love, ocean love, pigeon love,

SELF love…

ALL surrounding as I enfold myself

in me and in Gaia.

BEing in quiet…

except for the writhing and steady ocean waves

(the Yang needs to be here somehow

and so does the more penetrating aspect of Yin).
 

Words float in

on the wings of fluttering feelings.

An opening out of heart

after a few “days”

of cave-IN process,

BEing and FEELing some buried-ness

inside.

Providing a Yin nest for thrashings

wailings

tiring, running-out-of-ground

life strategies,

old, beating, relationship to self

that must be burned away now

to let in the balm

that was always waiting

with soft, warm blankets

and silk pillows.
 

I feel MY love.

I feel HER love

and HIS…

and I dream of a “his” love

that’s on its way

as he continues to find love

in himself

and me

in myself.
 

We wake up every “morning”

yet we wake throughout each “day” too…

in triggers

joys

ups, downs, flatness, no-thing-ness…

sleepiness, weariness, nappy-ness,

LOVE-ness…

ALL BEing-ness!
 

Invitation and love and ness

and THRIVAL beyond SURVIVAL,

sharing intimacy THROUGH self

WITH others.

No victims,

only powerful choices

with outcomes

and INcomes…

welcome and not

yet always, ALL ways

frought

with all we need

to enter a new birth

of renewed life

and rediscovered

recovered

LOVE! ❤
 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge and healer, writer, and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com