Crop Circle UPdate: Merkabah Formation Offers Reminder Of Multidimensional Flight

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: Merkabah! Oh I felt the motion of this one right away….it didn’t appear ‘flat’ to me at all yet immediately moved into motion and rotation. This one was reported yesterday, July 28th, near Hampshire, UK. It so feels like a Merkabah to me or light body vehicle….a reminder of our inner capacities for teleporation and multidimensional flight. And an invitation to eventually experience in the physical space flights with Star Family in their light ships and through wormholes, etc. being used in Inner Earth and in Gaia’s orbit. Perfect timing for this reminder of our galactic travel capacities while we are in the Lion’s Gate portal as well!

Here is a video of the crop circle from the air: https://youtu.be/kEwKmf2F2YA
Here are more photos of it: http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/20…/cocum/cocum2019a.html

This is a message that I’ve previously offered about the Merkabah, inspired to share it again today…..off we GO!

“Your light body vehicle is waiting for you. It is shining, glimmering, vibrating with energy, and pulsing with life. It is a reflection of YOUR life force and essence at a high frequency. In this now, our light bodies are ‘in the shop’ getting upgraded, getting ready for the many multidimensional journeys to come.

The fuel for your Merkabah is LOVE. It is light. It is the joy, magic, and innocence that comes forward and through as you heal the trauma from and with your 3D Inner Child. This Inner Child transforms to your Star Seed through this conscious connection with you, revealing your Star Seed essence, as the experience of abductions (which were actually visits with your Star Family) come up and are healed. Your Star Seed’s energy is what powers your Merkabah and their freed-up curiosity to FLY and to journey.

You BEcome your Merkabah as your emotional body unanchors from 3D reality through the healing of the aspects/parts/energies that still live and resonate there.

Your light vehicle looks and feels like what is right and best for you. There are no rules about what it looks like, specific forms and shapes that it needs to take. You may see and feel it as the usual sacred geometric form such as in the picture I shared. You may see it as a space ship. You may see it as a many petaled lotus flower.

It is as intimate as your fingernails, your hair, your skin. It is not actually outside of you, yet generated from WITHIN your higher heart especially and projected from there. The higher heart vibrates at this place to generate it with the more love that can be received and let in, the more parts of you can let in love, the faster it can then ‘spin’.

The places you journey….the galaxies, the dimensions, the timelines, all exist from INSIDE of you and originate from this place as well. They are states of consciousness. Your inner space program and process launches from this ground!

You are BEcoming your Merkabah. It is becoming constructed and formed as your sacred humanity is arising. One part at a time becoming integrated and unified into the wholeness of my Arising ISness and I Amness. This is a beautiful process. And, it awaits us ALL at whatever level and ways we can let it in!”

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Seed aspect: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

Love,
Star Mu Family Alliance and Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions to connect with your star family, more info via soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Crop Circe Photos by Nick Bull copyright 2019

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Energy Update: Galactic New Year Completes 7 Year Cycle, Resets For The NEW

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate:

Happy Galactic New Year! Today, July 26th, is the Galactic New Year as offered by the Mayans/Star BEing elders/founders. It marks the completion of an intense 7 year cycle of preparation that has been about truly becoming your service of love self. This transition to the New Year seems to offer feelings of being in the void, assessing your life, feeling in-between timelines new and old. A time of reset & renewal as the Ascension process offers ongoingly.

There is a feeling sense as we enter this new cycle of more ease going forward to embrace what resonates with serving love and letting go of what doesn’t serve love. These last seven years have often felt like trudging through mud while your house is burning down. Massive amounts of bush whacking as we go, laying a new trail down on sometimes unfriendly ground and offering our growing truths about a possible New way of living and loving to often silent and unresponsive (and even sometimes hostile) rooms filled with people we used to resonate with.

2012 launched the accelerated Ascension timeline that so many of us started to orient our lives to. In ways both big and small, we shifted our priorities and our choices toward this New Earth timeline. We dove into our emotional wounds, no longer ok with ‘being traumatized’ vibrating in fear, and the patterns of behavior that come from that. We swam into our soul’s waters, wanting to experience the depths there, emerge out of the murkiness beyond the veil and into the light.

These seven years have sometimes been spent in a closet in terms of outed expression during this exploration. Undergoing the process of awakening in secret as ‘regular life’ went on. You may have maintained relationships that didn’t fit your awakening self in order to provide the safety and space in 3D to dive into the deeper soul waters. There are always soul agreements on the Higher Self level around this…..both in terms of when to stay in relationship with others and when to complete and split apart for the growth of all. You may have had more tastes of your service of love self during these last seven years than full embodiment of this energy at all times yet. Tastes of experiences of offering your soul gifts ‘when it was safe’ and when you felt supported to do so.

So many people have lived in ‘two worlds’ during this last 7 year cycle: one where they are awakening and the other attached to 3D still. As we move into the new cycle, you may now really be experiencing that you can no longer do this. You can no longer ‘span’ dissonant energies with resonant ones. You can no longer hide. You can no longer keep your ‘crazy’ back and away from others that would judge it as such. You can no longer live life in secret….nor do you want to.

This next cycle moving into 2020 and beyond is about becoming the outed, powerful expression of your authentic essence in ALL areas of your life. This current passageway between the solar eclipse in July and the Lion’s Gate on 8/8 seems to be providing a ‘reset’ to this new cycle. This allows for more clarity about next steps, completions that are necessary to be made, and bigger picture sense from your soul to support you in these movements. 

It is interesting to feel into and remember on this New Year Galactic day what you were doing 7 years ago and, also, who you were at that time, how you related to your awakening (if you were consciously then), etc. What awareness and alignment did you have then to your soul purpose? You could connect to your self from seven years ago too during meditation, creating a bridge to them in order to connect your ‘past’ to your Now and feel what might need to be digested and felt from the last seven years.

Seven years ago, Raphael and I were living part-time on a magical Gulf Island here called Gabriola Island. I was connecting deeply with my Gatekeeper aspect/guide to my Metasoul at that time and this is when I received the name ‘SoulFullHeart’ to call the spiritual and emotional healing work that we were doing with a few people in the Vancouver area. ‘SoulFullHeart’ came forward to me in its exact spelling, representing the fullness that we experience when the soul is filled up/made full by the heart and the heart is filled up/made full by the soul. It speaks to the ways that the healing of our heart (emotions) is so essential to our soul’s awakening and vice versa.

I was getting a sense of beginning seeds of what SoulFullHeart would eventually become and bloom into back then. Seven years later, I am currently writing my fourth book called, ‘Embrace Your Humanity, Embody Your Divinity.’ It offers a grand overview and bigger context of the SoulFullHeart Process and how it fits into the collective Ascension process. This book is based on and inspired by these last seven years of serving love in hundreds of sessions with others, within myself on the self and soul levels firstly, and in our community too. It is the perfect timing I am realizing now to be downloading and offering as this cycle completes and a new one begins!

MUCH love to you as we move into the embodiment of our sacred humanity together, through all the important and necessary cycles that the Divine guides us through!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Gatekeeper, an energy in your soul that offers next level guidance/clarity/opening to other lifetimes/timelines:

MUCH love to you as we move into the embodiment of our sacred humanity together, through all the important and necessary cycles that the Divine guides us through!

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to connect to your Gatekeeper and other important aspects as you move into new cycles of higher timeline embodiment. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Free Falling Into The Abyss Of Shifting Self Identities During Awakening: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (July 22, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

With Lion’s Gate swiftly approaching, we’re in some ways even more intensely in a corridor of alchemy and changes that are rocking our worlds, inner and outer. This week, SoulFullHeart Co-Creator/Teacher/Healer, Jelelle Awen, illuminates some of the ways in which your personal identities in different ‘worlds’ you may be a part of are becoming more obvious, starting to shift, and moving more into healing and integration.

She writes,

“There are no straight lines to follow or linear directional paths to navigate this shifting and sorting out of your worlds. Increasing LOVE for yourself and with others and with the Divine provides heartlines that you can use to navigate in the lost moments. The heartlines disappear at times too, as they are meant to as these are the moments where you inner strength truly grows.

You are free falling into the abyss of lost self identity as the roles fall away, along with the attachments and the rules and expectations too. Yet, you begin to trust more and more that you will land on the soft soil of your own soul’s kNOWing and into the arms of the Divine.

You begin to find your home.”

The next virtual event will be an online Group Transmission on August 8th with Raphael and Jelelle Awen.

The focus of this group on Thursday, August 8, 2019 at 10:00am PDT is to connect to the Lion’s Gate passageway. Lion’s Gate is also known as “Ascension Christmas” as it offers highly activating, next level gifts of activations and codes to support you to move into your higher timeline. Lion’s Gate creates a bridge to the codes that you’ve been receiving during the last months of Eclipses, SOULstice, and other cosmic/Gaia/SOULar energy fluctuations.

The next in-person event will be a guided meditation and sharing circle held at the SoulFullHeart Community House in Victoria, BC, Canada. This event will be held on August 6th from 6-8pm PDT and will be led by SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators, Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman. The focus of this event will be on meeting your Inner Protector part of you.

Come join us in the beautiful New Lemurian grids of Victoria, BC for a four-day SoulFullHeart community gathering this September, 2019…..Gathering starts at 10:00am on Friday the 20th of September and goes through 5pm on Monday the 23rd. This four day gathering offers the opportunity to immerse into your soul and heart realities in a deep, powerful, and transmutational way.

For more information on these events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

There is a new video this week from Raphael and Gabriel in their ongoing ‘Digesting Disclosure’ series.

In this third video, they deepen the discussion they had in the previous video. They touch upon the ideas of worth and forgiveness when it comes to how to move into a higher frequency when it comes to Disclosure.

The reactions that we have are invariably centered inside of us as a reflection of our own relationship to worth and forgiveness. How we respond externally is how we feel about parts of us internally. This Inner Disclosure is where the power and healing reside.

There are many new articles and several new audio blogs this week from Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna. They offer energy updates, crop circle updates, digestions of personal process, and new ways to feel into your own process from some different perspectives than perhaps you’re used to!

Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities.

Sessions with Jelelle are $100 CAD minimum donation while sessions with Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna are $77 CAD minimum donation. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Our online shop is NOW OPEN! You can visit it to pay for individual sessions or to attend any of our gatherings, purchase the recording of past group transmissions or pay to attend an upcoming one, or to purchase books. Keep an eye out and your heart open for other offerings in the near future! https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy receiving whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offerings. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these Museletters directly and automatically in your email every week, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Check out the latest Museletter here.

Finding Love In The Darkness

By Gabriel Heartman

In the Darkness, the Light of Love can be found when you choose to let it in despite the pain. It is actually the pain itself that cracks open the heart from where the river of Love and Understanding flow.

The resistance to feeling the darkest places is a sacred negotiation. It is there as a gestation period for when the time is right and ripe. When it presents itself, you are being offered an opportunity to go deeper into your Being and come out with the experience that All is held in Love no matter the circumstance. This is the Holy moment of returning to Wholeness.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Your Heaven Exists In The NOW

By Raphael Awen

In my lifetime this life, I’ve gone from fearing I wouldn’t go to heaven when I die, to being assured I’d go to heaven when I die, to now coming to a place of realizing that I no longer am that interested in going to heaven when I die.

Placing our desire for heaven or golden earth in a future hope serves to veil the very real existence of our higher self’s reality in the Now.

Everything you want, you already have. The very real seeming perception of something lacking or missing is a guidepost to help you return to the realization that what you seek was actually never lost, but only veiled from your awareness for a specific purpose of growth – growth for you and growth for love itself.

Laments about the past, and desires for your future are things that occur in your present, that obscure you from the larger Now, wherein exists all you can imagine and infinitely more.

If this is all true, or real, then what’s left is to bridge to the parts of you who are understandably not so convinced of this Now of golden earth. What’s left is to bridge to the Gatekeeper aspect of us who has worked hard to maintain the needed veil between our conscious self (and selves) and our awakening self (and selves). The need for the veil is changing every day. We’re entering a new order of things, internally and externally.

You are awakening from a dream. There’s a ton to adjust and acclimate to, but this is where the fun comes in. This is where purpose and reward comes in.

This is where fulfilling your plan ‘A’ comes in. Plan ‘B’ can take its place in our keepsake box, a sacred reminder that it’s all sacred.

Your and my heaven can only and ever exist in the Now. It’s only through the Now that you can access it. Past, present and future (and time itself) are only emanations from this deeper substance of all things reality called love.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Leaving The Prickly Nest For Love

By Raphael Awen

I’m learning what feels like a kindergartners lesson on one hand, and feels like the most advanced stuff I’ve ever heard on the other:

When I’m (a part of me) living in fear of someone, or something, or the government, I’ve given away my power to that someone, that something, that authority, and it feels scary because I’m seeing my own power turned on me. It’s a me to me internal war being projected out.

In these profoundly changing times, YOU are also profoundly changing. What’s worked in the past, socially, financially, what you can and can’t eat, isn’t working the same way. New workings are trying to get in the door as old ones are completing.

These upheavals to your well-being are not signs that you are lacking in any spiritual attainment, but rather an invitation into a new attainment and ground of being.

The universe knows you’re ready to fly, and so, like the mama eagle makes the nest prickly when it’s time to get her eaglets to attempt their first launch, so the universe and love itself is bringing new and surprising challenges, cause it’s getting very close to your time to fly.

You home is the skies and the nest! You are meant to be nestled in a love you haven’t known in a very long while.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

What You Really Want Is Love

By Raphael Awen

What you really want is love.

Things we call ‘attachments’ are only placeholders that parts of us hold onto as love until something better shows up. Who can blame parts of us for doing that. We are made for love.

A child being only willing to eat french fries and chicken nuggets is because he found love and comfort in them and they landed in a place that only feels like the absence of love.

As adults, so much of our routines in habit, diet, feeling states, relationships that we keep or don’t keep, are all so full of these ‘attachments’. Another part of us that we all have until they are felt and healed is an Inner Punisher, and this part is connected to another part of us that holds deep shame. This sets up a punishment-shame cycle dynamic that is meant to protect us and keep us safe which is hard to grasp at first begging the question of ‘why would we do such barbaric things to ourselves in the name of safety?’ The simple answer is that in our subconscious we hold deep memory of feeling love’s absence and a deep culture shock from when we first landed here in the human domain, and felt how non-heart-resonant the hearts of our caregivers were.

Now, it’s up to us to feel how so much self-improvement and problem fixing energy in our lives is actually the problem, not any kind of solution. You are not a broken person needing fixing. You are a profoundly beautiful being made of love and by love and are coming to terms with the love that you are. Part of this acclimatization to love is your willingness as a soul to come to a place that feels like ‘not-love’ in order to afford you an awakening process to the love that you are as a profound soul growth. Your existence and the essence of your being is so much more than than what you and I know and feel in the 3rd dimensional reality of time and space here on Gaia.

So, instead of running yourself through the ringer with feeling and trying to change a persistent negative and harmful pattern or behaviour, what about instead feeling the part of you who needs that pattern or behaviour and why they do? What about getting to know this magical part of you stuck in their french fry and mcnuggett world? They are your portal into the more that you are and are longing to feel and be. They are ‘attached’ to what they know and feel as love. It’s up to you and I to lead with something more, rather than substituting one attachment for another.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

The Flow Of Joy

By Raphael Awen

Joy isn’t a state of being as much as it is a state of flow.

Flow is about what you are letting in and what you are letting out of your life.

Increased joy will mean a sped up sense of how fast you are able to be with the hello’s and goodbye’s in your life, whether that be to people, places, things, foods, etc. – life as you know it.

Being with all this means holding space for the parts of you that have very understandable reactions to the changes. They want changes just as much as you, but they each have different valid concerns about the how and what and why, as well as the timing of those changes.

It’s up to you to show up as an ambassador to these distinct parts of yourself with an open heart ready and willing to feel through their eyes, hear with their ears, and be changed in the process.

This is the process of returning to the flow state of joy.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

July Crop Circles UPdate: Bridge To Galactic New Year & Lion’s Gate

By Jelelle Awen

Photo is of circle at Pepperbox Hill, Windwhistle Lane, nr West Grimstead, Wiltshire. Reported 23rd July. Image by Nick Bull Copyright 2019

July Crop Circles UPdate: There have been 35 crop circles offered to us during this very busy 2019 summer season. You can see them all at cropcircleconnector.com, where they generously share them all. I have taken them in as they are offered to us, some by our Star Mu family and some by humans….feeling/receiving the deeper meanings.

I’ve decided to share pictures of 11 of the crop circles offered in July as it is such a powerfully activating month for us. You can see them here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/815539955513273

July has brought us two eclipses this month already and tomorrow is the ‘Day out of time’ as recognized by the Galactic calendar and July 26th is the start of the The Galactic New Year. All this is preparing us for the upcoming Lion’s Gate on 8/8 when the energies of Lyra/Sirius are so potent. The Lion’s Gateway opens tomorrow, offering Next Level 5D experiences and activations, connection with your Sirian aspects….interesting too that the movie Lion King is coming out during this time!

As you take in these images, feel what they are offering YOU in this moment about next steps in your Ascension and galactic awakening specifically.

Is ‘Star Family’ still feeling like something remote/more obscure for you? Are you remembering and healing your experiences this life of visits/abductions with your Star Family and others? Is your Star Seed child still vibrating at fear frequencies, suppressed, and in mostly 3D inner child form?

Most importantly, do you experience a visceral and deep sense of SUPPORT that comes from star family connection and galactic DNA activations?

I have discovered during sessions with people that there can be a deep longing and ache for the feeling sense of this galactic support. Yet, it can often be blocked/obscured by a dutiful and vigilant Inner Protector/Gatekeeper who doesn’t feel you are ready to remember and open out this access. Usually this is related to how the inner child is in undigested fear and even terror around the this-life galactic experiences (which are usually hidden behind a deep veil.) This veil has also been reinforced by 3D conditioning that denies the existence of galactic beings and Inner Earth BEings.

A bridge can be created to the remembering of and healing of these experiences, leading to activation of your Star Seed child as your Inner Child is able to unanchor from 3D childhood wounding experiences. So often, star families are just WAITING for reconnection and are leaving so many hints/clues/activations for you to follow and let in. You may be connecting with them now even, just not made put that together yet or seen how specifically that relates to you and your soul’s journey/purpose here. Reunions with star family can be so powerful, emotional, and essential to our ongoing embodiment of our sacred humanity here and experience of 5D in the now.

Crop circles are activations in that way as you take them in and let them ‘work on you’, revealing what needs to be felt/seen, etc. Your star family is talking through them….what do you hear and feel?

Here is a guided meditation to meet your star family:

 

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to create bridges to your star family! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Being In 5D Now

By Jelelle Awen
In 5D NOW…every moment that love is chosen over fear. When the resistances are moved through and out of to experience the openings afterwards….forgiveness replaces grudges and hurts. Compassion transmutes anger and judgement to passionate truth telling.
 
In 5D NOW….in relationships with others. When the conflicts are moved beyond to experience the resonance that can arise. Vulnerability allows the sharing of the fear of intimacy and what it pushes up for you on a soul level, for parts of you from this life too.
 
In 5D NOW…as activations from Divine Masculine Sun and the Divine Feminine Moon…..held in the womb space to gestate with Gaia Mother. As those previously sleepy 10 DNA strands wake you up again to what feels like your super hero sacred human energies.
 
In 5D NOW……you are and can be whenever you chose to. And when you can’t feel it or are in fear or in pain or in turmoil or in conflict…..allowing those feelings to be a portal and to go into them with as much willingness and openness as you embraced the joy and the bliss and the magic.
 
I took this photo yesterday when I was with Raphael in the woods of the in 5D NOW energies creating rainbow crystals around the sun, streaming down to us constantly, as much as we can let them in!
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to experience more in 5D NOW as you feel/bridge to the energies that are still vibrating in fear, etc. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions