Inner Feminine Guided Meditation/Intro To Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

This is a brief video that I recorded this morning to offer a guided meditation to connect with your inner feminine. This is a taste of what will be a deeper exploration into the sacred feminine during my Sacred Arising Feminine Exploration (SAFE) women’s group call over zoom on Sunday, September 29 at 10:00am PDT. Women over 18 can attend this call live or receive the recording.

The exploration of the sacred feminine is very often feeling the layers of the false, the wounded, and the inherited that have covered over the authentic essence of her. This meditation offers a locating of what energy your inner feminine is most presenting as right now….whether wounded inner child, angry inner teenager, etc. or if she is quite protected by your Inner Protector too. This serves as a good prep to the deeper waters that we will explore during the call.

More information about joining us for a $15 CAD energy exchange via our website shop or paypal here: https://www.facebook.com/events/93396…

or here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.co…

I also offer many guided meditations to connect with parts of yourself in this 33 Day video series called Deepen: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

The time for the arising of the Sacred Feminine is NOW…leading to a deeper embodiment of the Divine Mother within us all to offer profound healing and balancing to the Sacred Masculine.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

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Honouring And Loving Your Personal Journey

By Kalayna Solais

Holding your own beauty

your own worth

your own sexiness

your own aliveness…

…means no one can take it away from you.

Not that they ever could without parts of you letting them, and in some cases, asking for them to.

Not that anyone ever could… unless they themselves felt less about themselves too.

To hold yourself with humility

sensing where you have left to grow

is the most beautiful thing imaginable

and the highest place you can then look inward from.

No one can take you away from you

unless you lean into their void

instead of the you that’s filling UP…

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Experiencing Soul Resonant Community During Our Equinox Gathering

By Jelelle Awen

Feeling so full in the moment, still digesting SO much goodness, love and connection that happened during these six days of connection with the beautiful and brave souls who joined us during our first Equinox gathering here in Victoria, BC. Being in so much in-person heart space and in-the-moment service after three years of offering mostly virtually was so fulfilling!

I felt so lit up to be able to offer our unique ‘brand’ of SoulFullHeart energy healing in person to support the work we had been doing in 1:1 online sessions. Our energy work combines some reiki, pranic healing, ascension energy healing/light body upgrades/code retrieval, parts work/metasoul timeline connection, and MUCH more. I call it ‘reiki on love steroids’.

I will be sharing more about the transformations that occurred for ALL of us during these blessed and magical days as they continue to digest for me. The fears that transmuted to love, the old patterns that found new grounds, the connections within community that were nourishing rather than damaging. All of this sets a new template within each of us that goes out to the collective and brings in a template for New Lemuria in the Now.

It was so meaningful for all five of us living in SoulFullHeart community with each other for so long now to share with others the blessings of living in authenticity, emotional realness, compassionate truth telling, self awareness, and surrender to the Divine. We were backed up and NEEDED to share with others the gifts of living this way in order to embody it more for ourselves too.

Each soul that joined in our circle added their own unique flavor, tone, and energy to the lovely mix that we created each day through personal process in group circle, sound healing, and energy healing. Our SoulFullHeart field trip to Salt Spring Island was a magical exploration with a circle and altar space, taking in the Lemurian and Faerie codes, working with the five elements, and shopping at the market.

I just feel so honored that these amazing souls would come here to stay in our home, trusting the energy they have previously experienced in sessions to create a meaningful and worthwhile experience for themselves. The Inner Protectors/Gatekeepers in us all increasingly grew in trust as their fears and resistances, their protections of the precious little ones inside, any projections lifted and eased as love flowed instead of fear.

I feel grateful to the Divine for holding the space for us to come together….and personally holding me too as I worked with and connected with a new aspect of myself and she grew in trust inside of my own heart and in connection with others as the days went on.

We would SO love you to join us for our next gathering at the winter SOULstice in December if you feel called to come! We’ll be connecting to the magical energies of solstice, Christ Consciousness, Christmas, and winter. There is more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1654802484653131/

And for women who would like a taste of a SoulFullHeart group online over zoom, I am hosting my first SAFE (sacred arising feminine exploration group) on Sunday September 29 at 10:00am PDT. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/933962383622792/

 

And you can take in all of our event listings here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Love,
Jelelle Awen

The Equinox New Life Phase Flow

By Kalayna Solais

Whether you’re experiencing Fall Equinox or Spring Equinox, depending on where you are in the world, these transitional seasons bring powerful energies of inner transitions and also shed new light on your next pieces to address inside.

It can feel like you’re tumbling down a hill as you enter your next phase… like life is moving faster than you are. Your parts can be having reactions to this, understandably, as even in this next phase you could be feeling the crazy-making journey of letting go of something that has already been SO good, in search of MORE goodness. Trying to trust that you’re headed only into more love and not less, even though the letting go can feel like you’re giving up love.

But we cannot hold onto what needs to flow and move. Though parts of us may try, they cannot grasp onto love or a source of love (e.g. a relationship, food, sex, other ‘addictions’ or dependencies), control it, and manipulate to keep it forever even when it’s time to let it go, let it move on, and be with the pain of doing that while also letting in ALL of the Divine support you ALWAYS have to be with this process and move with life, not try to fight against it.

I get the picture of all of us sitting on the banks of a steadily moving river at this time. Our Inner Protectors and other parts of us know very well the momentum of changes and so on that this river represents. It feels like this current is super-activated right now during this Equinox, asking us to take the risk to step into it, to be with the unknowns that arise, and yet find our trust that we will, always, be led to a place where more love, more abundance, more self-love and appreciation is as possible to let in as we are ready for it to be.

Much love to you as you feel for yourself what it means to be exiting one beloved (or challenging) phase and entering another. ❤

~

Art by Wang Fine Art

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

To The Inner Child/Orphan Inside

By Jelelle Awen

To the little one inside,

The lost one that wants to be found,

The sad one that wants to be happy,

The hurt one that wants to forgive,

The earth bound one that wants to be in the stars,

The sensitive one that feels EVERYONE and EVERYTHING around them,

The overwhelmed one surrounded by energies they don’t understand,

The merging one that doesn’t understand boundaries,

The receptive one that accepts whatever truth offered to them.

To this precious one inside of you….

You are feeling their fears, easing their anxieties, and becoming a reassuring presence that they’ve always wanted.

You are shining the light on all the monsters under the bed to reveal the friends waiting there in the shadows.

You are offering the softest embraces, the kindest words, and the deepest unconditional love.

To the orphan inside of you…

You are becoming a healthy, consistent, and supportive parent.

You are healing from the wounded mother/father energies that were passed down to you through your family line. 

You are becoming the comforting authority that they most deserve and desire.

You are offering a home inside of your own heart where they can finally feel claimed.

 ~

This is inspired by the beautiful and vulnerable inner children receiving love, attention and care (sometimes for the first time) that I’ve been blessed to provide a bridge to connect with in sessions, here during our Equinox gathering/retreat that is going on now, and inside of myself.

Another aspect of my inner orphan child is coming up for attention and love during the gathering in response to the goodness of serving more in the physical with a group of ten souls moving into deeper healing waters. She is tucking more into my heart each day as she feels the resonance in others who have the same lost children inside of them that are now receiving love. I am so glad to feel her, to discover another layer of her in myself, and to love her. I feel the trust, softness, and preciousness she holds and that I then get to express with others.

As we feel the innocent and tender energies that the inner Protector, the Inner Mother/Father, the Inner Punisher are all guarding and protecting…..as they can interface more with our reality and with others, these parts of us can heal and integrate. They become our crystal children….free, magical, curious, and deeply compassionate. They sit in the seat of our higher heart and power our merkabahs.

As they find a home inside of us that they have never known, they become a bridge to our star family ‘home’ frequencies that we’ve been missing and longing for. Their bravery is able to lead us forward on many multidimensional journeys and discoveries!

Here is guided meditation to connect to your inner child:

https://youtu.be/L_bpgyIuYds

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join me for a women’s group on Sunday, September 29th at 10:00am PDT over zoom where we will explore sacred arising feminine energies which definitely include healing of our inner wounded daughters and relationship with our inner mothers too. You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email – https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-calls-jelelle-awen

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link via email.

 

 

The Consciousness Express

Something is shifting significantly at some pretty core depths. We may or may not consciously be feeling it or picking up on it, but it is there. It is like putting your ear to the train track and hearing the rumble and then when you lift up it is gone.

The Consciousness Express is on its way. It doesn’t save us from the work. Without the deep inner work and bodily upgrades, the Express could knock you on your keister, not that it isn’t doing so already, but in a much more chaotic way. Having a connection to all of our inner sensitive instruments can help navigate, integrate, and even enjoy what is coming.

The Consciousness Express comes to set fire and to reorganize and align to a higher dimension. This is all fueled by Love, but can feel like a bully if the resistance and fear is not felt in relationship to it.

It will illuminate that which has been hidden more and more. We have been seeing markers of this for some time now. The rate and pace picks up as we all do our part in The Great Awakening through all of the work that is being done on an individual level.

I got a felt sense of this today during our Equinox Gathering. I could see and feel the shifts happening in the collective as each individual with us is sharing, feeling, and changing. It is an honor and a blessing to be a witness to and a part of.

This is quantum goodness going on, and it can’t help to shake, rattle, and roll what is needed to be let go of in order to get on with the getting on. We have a train to catch if we are ready to jump on it when it arrives. The beauty is that no one gets left behind. You just have to want it and it will find you.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

A Gathering Of Clarity As The Equinox Approaches

Today we are all getting ready for our Autumn Equinox Gathering here in Victoria, BC with 4 of our facilitants coming to join us in an intimate communal experience. Lots of excitement brewing as well as nerves for those on their way. One of our incoming souls crafted the word ‘nervocited’ to express the feeling. It has officially been adopted in our SFH lexicon. 😊

I took out our dogs this morning to be great with a most amazing and sensual sunset. It had ‘clarity’ written all over it. For me that felt significant as I am coming out of a very thick process with my Gatekeeper. I can feel him ‘cautiously optimistic’ about our deepening connection and future. 

One thing thing I do feel clear in me is that I want to keep up with this inner arising sense of self-love and desire to keep my heart open to my shadow and its core issues. There is a humility that has come over a part of me and it is helping to be as present to each moment as possible until it is clear that I am not. Then I go back in again and take Love with me wherever it needs to go. 

The clarity is that I am here to Love, be loved, and to serve that Love to whomever or whatever the Divine sees fit for me to serve and Love. Right now that is both an inner and outer service to self and other. 

I am blessed. 

I am grateful. 

I am loved. 

I am becoming. 

I am here, now. 

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Today I Choose To Rise

Today

Today I choose differently

I choose to give back all that I have held

In the name of my unworth

I choose to give in to all that I am being invited to feel

In the name of my freedom from the Darkness

I choose to serve the Dark but not Be it

In the name of my arising leadership and purpose

I choose to no longer fear real love

But to open my heart to the One that is meant to spark its fire

Today I rise

I rise to the possibilities and the destinies

The clarities and vulnerabilities

Today I rise knowing that there is always more on its way

But this time I will be ready

To face it all with Love and the need to say No More

To the things that no longer serve me

Today I choose to rise

*****

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

 

Surrogacy W/Kuan Yin Offers Compassion, Forgiveness, And Stillness

By Jelelle Awen

For the last month, I have been experiencing a surrogacy with Kuan Yin (or Quan Yin), an aspect of the Divine Mother that holds a non-dualistic space and bodhisattva energy. A surrogacy with the Divine Mother is a visceral, daily connection space for a phase of time where you are letting in the specific tones that She is offering through whatever ‘form’ of Her that you will be most responsive to in the moment.
 
Kuan Yin is a beloved teacher for me, yet She is also a mirror for me. Her repeated mantra to me is often, “I am you and you are me.” This is an invitation to move beyond comparison, beyond feeling that I am ‘less’ than Her, beyond separation and into Unity. It also serves as a reminder that I am a Divine Spark in human form (as we ALL are.)
 
This latest round of surrogacy began as I started fasting and wanted to bring more prana/chi/life force energy into my body. I showed up in Kuan Yin’s etheric space, which is a beautiful oriental garden temple in the mountains of Japan. Kuan Yin connected me to a helpful mantra of “OM” (on the inhale) and “Ma” (on the exhale), which allows my mind and body to fill up with prana and then release it into my own energy field and the space around me. Om Ma is letting in the Divine in its Universal Form and exhaling Divine Mother’s expression.
 
I have also been connecting with a Metasoul aspect of mine named Lau, who is a disciple of Kuan Yin’s. As I have calibrated to the soft, gentle, delicate, and still nature of both Kuan Yin and Lau, tears have come up in moments. The tears have been about a mourning for a soft and compassionate feminine energy that I did not have or know with my own birth mother. There has also been hurt coming up for Lau in her relationship with her mother in her timeline that mirrors mine around not being seen for my soul gifts, my Divine presence, or my essence by my birth mother nor any of these gifts watered or initiated in me by her.
 
What I experienced of the feminine (as true for so many of us) was a matriarchal energy from my birth family line that had tones of control, manipulation, fear, and anxiety in it. There was little stillness, little love transacting, yet rather much frenetic energy that ‘filled the space’ and left no room for the authentic feminine to arise.
 
Over many years of processing this reality with parts of myself and having a very necessary phase of no contact with my birth mother, much of this wounding has healed. A healing that has been deep enough to allow a genuine flow of love and compassion from my heart to other women, especially those I serve in session space.
 
Yet, also this love transacts between me and my own daughter Raianna Shai at a rich and meaningful way, free from the angst, competition and controlling energies that I experienced as a daughter. When I started my healing journey many years ago, I knew that I could not authentically serve the arising of the sacred feminine in others nor be the kind of mother I wanted to be if I did not focus deeply and with complete intention on healing the difficult and painful experience I had myself this life and other lifetimes with the wounded feminine.
 
Kuan Yin’s energy offers a template for a feminine that is still, that is oriented first to BEing, that can feel the cries of the world without becoming them. I am so grateful for the Divine Mother and the many faces of Her that have been such a loving balm to all the parts of me that have needed them. And, it is Her energy that overflows to others in service of love so often when parts of them most need to feel forgiving, nurturing, and non-judgemental energies.
 
Kuan Yin reminds us that we are deeply loved for our essence….always and in all ways. We are Her and She is us.

~

Here is a guided meditation to connect with Kuan Yin and other faces of Divine Mother with Kalayna and me: 

 

I am also offering a new women’s group starting on Sunday, September 29th at 10:00am PDT over zoom for women over 18. I am honored to dive into the depths of sacred arising feminine exploration based on my experiences in my own process and serving other women for over 15 years. I am sure that Kuan Yin and other faces of Divine Mother will be joining us to hold the space for this sacred work! There is more information here if you’d like to join me live or to receive the recording for a $15 CAD donation: https://www.facebook.com/events/933962383622792/

or here; https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/womengroupcalls

 Love, Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

The Bliss Mess/Push Pull Moments Of Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

Push and pull….wanting to love and then resisting love. Wanting to change and then resisting change. Opening UP WIDE and then closing in again. These bliss moments are of heart doors swinging open and your heart pouring out to touch ALL of life. These mess moments are the heart doors shutting and your heart retracting again in pain.

These bliss mess moments of push and pull ARE your awakening process of heart and soul. Why would it be JUST bliss when this is not what you have known here in 3D living? Why would it be JUST about the highs when this has not been the reality you’ve experienced here? And, what is really learned from only UPs with no downs?

It is during the climbs and the crawls for which you learn the most about the substance for which you are made….in contrast to that which you are NOT. 3D reality doesn’t honor the climb, the process, the journey….yet wants the results and the gifts immediately. It wants the quick fixes rather than the long term gains that come from unfolding process.

A patience for the process allows that with UPs there will come downs too and wants BOTH. Your soul can hold space for the part of you formed in 3D life to learn, to sort it out, to open up and then close down. Your soul has access to Infinite Patience in this process and understands that it ‘takes the time that it takes’ to heal and clear the ground of your deepest densities.

These deepest densities are valued by your soul, not seen as ‘lesser’ at all, but rather a precious aspect of your journey here with Gaia. Not judged by the soul, yet rather held with curiousity and much love so that the required densities, traumas, and toxicities needed to fit into a dualistic 3D world can be let go.

The soul helps your 3D self unanchor from what it has needed to become attached to. Your higher heart allows this process to be held with much love rather than inner battle and resistance loops that lead to suffering.

With a consistent heart and soul response from you to the deepest densities of your 3D self, it can let go of the push-pull it has known so often in your life and begin to let in LOVE more and more with less and less contraction away.

Here is a transmute any trauma with a loving response and energy teaching and guided meditation with me: https://youtu.be/H20_fT-tKYg

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

This writing is an excerpt from my book Bliss Mess: The Wonders and Challenges of Ascension, which you can purchase here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.