Deep Rich Unfathomable Love

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By  Raphael Awen

Deep rich unfathomable love surrounds you and I at all times. This love is infinite, profound and isn’t based on anything you can do or not do to make it real. It is because you are.

So great is this love, that we need a resistance to it in order to make it experiencable. Like a submarine is built to withstand the greater atmospheric pressures of the deep ocean to prevent it from collapsing under the pressure, so are you and I built to withstand love, given how deep we are submerged in love. It’s like the love is too real!

We don’t want to withstand it totally; we just want to take it in, in measured ways that bring life instead of harm.

Each moment is a negotiation between the resistance and overwhelm of this love with our need and desire for this love. It seems parts of us are still functioning on old programming to resist the love with a tenacity that isn’t true or needed anymore for where we are now.

We are actually ready and need to let in a lot more love than we could in the past.

As we feel this yearning for more love, we are able to ask love to help us deal with the resistance, to un-engineer it, if you will.

We get to see and feel why love didn’t feel safe before and how we built deeper resistances to it; how we settled to live on less; and create a world with less and less love. That worked for us while it did and actually felt like love, security and safety to parts of us.

But that’s not what’s true now. Our digestive systems are upgrading to live on a lot more and higher frequencies of love. We actually feel worse when we resist love like we used to, like we needed to before.

Each time we negotiate with a resistive part of us to ask for and receive love, we experience love, tears, a good kind of collapse, that assures us deeper of this love surround. We also see that love couldn’t feel like love were it not for the resistance, being without anything to compare it to.

Love in this way is experiencing itself through you. It needs a you with needs and resistances to have an experience of itself. Love didn’t have this when it just existed in its bliss state of oneness, when it was all there was. Here is where we get to reconcile our darkness with our light, personally and collectively.

What resistances are you feeling inside? How and when are they expressing in your life, in what circumstances? How can you recognize these as portals and opportunities to receive love?

Love,

Raphael

Please join us for our 10:10 Divine Love Transmission Group Call on Sunday, October 10.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Navigating Love’s Overwhelm

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By  Raphael Awen

Love as an energy, as a life force, always has been overwhelming even to itself.

The sheer high frequency of love needed to express and to be received so as not to blow itself up.

Love created its own kind of electrical circuitry system with built in resistors, capacitors and transformers all designed to manage this free energy to keep it in the domain of being what it is.

You and I have our own version of this within ourselves, between us and others, and between us and the divine.

Resistance to love is necessary for our current state of consciousness exploration to power us through that assignment of the divine, just as a sail on a ship is a resistance to the wind that then moves that ship. Love is transformed down to the level we are at to where it can be received as love.

For all of us, this is or has been at times in the form of addictive and life harming experiences, as the person is only currently able to perceive and experience love in the form of harm from others and self. Love is so overwhelming that it had to be mixed in with a ton of not-love to just make it palatable.

All of our current life experiences and relationships are just that – part of this current that holds us in a form of equilibrium of both needing and receiving love.

I stood outside at three in the morning a couple days ago, under a star and moonlit sky on our last night of two and half months worth of camping, having a pee. The flow of water through my body along with the flow of water through the nearby creek and its ever constant sound in my ears gave way to a flood of tears.

I felt how love has always held me so profoundly, particularly at the junctions of leaving and entering a life phase. I felt how every relationship I’d ever had, along with each person I’m now in relationship with, has been and is a part of this perfection, even with, and especially with the imperfections within those relationships. The time to leave behind this beauty and magic of camping had come, along with its own built-in irritations. I felt the divine completing some of my circuitry and rebooting it on a new and higher frequency, struggling to quantify or describe that with my practical mind, but simply having to accept my tears of homecoming recognition to be the only proof I needed.

You and I are this perfect right now. We are this connected to the divine at all times right now.

The imperfections are a very important part of the perfection. As we love the imperfections more and more, and effort the hiding of them less and less to ourselves and others, we progressively increase our capacitors to conduct higher and higher love frequencies into and through our being.

This gets fun and interesting to the practical aspects of our being, because to be here in the physical form requires some kind of exchange to earn our keep. What if the work needed to the equation of ‘you don’t work, you don’t eat’ could be this high frequency work of receiving and expressing these increasingly higher frequencies of love?

What else makes sense really now as we collectively progress through the heightened drama and duality of the present Holocaust going on in 3D? Love is completing one phase and bringing another.

Love is holding it all and wants to and will find a deeper way with all of us, returning each of us to the source of where we came and expanding itself and us at the same time.

Love to you!

Raphael Awen

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

We Have Boarded A Boat

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By  Raphael Awen

We have boarded a boat and we are making a long journey.

Things don’t quite feel right or easy, even as much as we’d like to attempt to relax and take in the changes and newness unfolding before us.

Parts of us are not only asking, but also afraid about the new world we are entering. Will it be good? Will I find pleasure and fulfillment?

Make no mistake, we are in the midst of the biggest changes in our world, certainly during our lifetimes, if not ever.

As much as we feel like a good camper, or a seasoned traveller, we are still admittedly in a culture shock.

Watching people in the new land willingly and even want to cover their nose and mouth and breathe in their own waste gasses instead of unfiltered fresh air for fear of a hearsay thing they don’t understand in order to protect their health, is a shocking, strange and weird mindfuck, and something so beyond any language barrier we may have tried to allow for.

Many of you are in the midst of deep life changes and would concur that we are mid voyage, no longer moored to the old norms. But even the many who might be able to argue that their life as they know it hasn’t changed, as they attempt to live and work and live life pretty much as they always have are also feeling the rumble rumbling underneath their known world. It’s for sure not on auto pilot in the way it once was.

Whether we resist change or attempt to embrace change, we are doing it from a place of wanting to ensure our wellbeing and our outcome, which proves that life isn’t static. It’s always changing.

I know I sure do that when packing for a trip, whether it’s packing a familiar food or drink, or some other creature comfort. We try to predict the outcome and to avoid as much regret as possible.

But prior to embarking, each of us must settle on the amount of luggage we’re taking, according to our means and desires, whether it’s a single backpack or an overseas storage container, it still only fits so much.

How much will be enough? Will you even need, want or like the things you bring with you into the new world when you get there?

You have to admit, we’re all a bit strange and uneasy when it comes to change, even as we are, in the core of our being, change in motion.

When you consider that life is in its essence, infinite, this helps relate to the uneasiness we find within. Infinite is just plain scary. How do you choose one thing amidst an infinite number of others that by choosing, you are saying no to?

Infinity for the most part freaks us out. It explains why we all settle into crafting false finite gods of our own making for as long as we do, whether an overt religion, or choose to go along with any of the ready made lifestyles (deathstyles) we find all around us that promise to take us somewhere good if we just sign up.

I believe and I hope that the voyage we are now on is one of those really deep game changers, that ‘changes everything’. Admittedly, I still have packed away and have a dwindling supply of some of the old familiarities in case of disappointment as part of my preparation, which evidences how unbelievable and almost unimaginable the new world is that we dared to want and chose to sail for.

What choices are you facing in the unfolding change? How much courage do you have to choose? Where and how could you find the courage if part of you admittedly just doesn’t have it, and refuses to budge?

Will you simply let life and circumstance have its way allowing you to play the victim card?

You may well find one or more parts of you that have had enough, that simply don’t want to face any changes. I know I sure have. The changes these parts of us have faced haven’t panned out to anything good in their experience. Why should this be any different? If you can’t show up for these parts of you and their pain, you are choosing to wind things down, which is also known as suicide, whether immediate or in slow motion. 

Is this a wrap then on your soul’s mission this life? Only you can decide that.

It makes sense that these hesitant and resistant parts of you don’t feel ready for the infinite world, and don’t feel like they would like it there. They’re probably right in that they don’t feel fitted to the new world. They’re best not falsely coaxed into any shallow advice of looking on the bright side.

What if instead, you could enter their world, get to know them, thank them for the shit and conditioning they’ve had to hold to manage making the old world survivable? They are the ones who’ve brought you to this moment of rebirth. They deserve to be felt and honoured, not paved over with some positive emotional management techniques. That’s all part of the shit that’s collapsing. These parts of you are wanting and needing to truly collapse.

Let them collapse into your open heart of love, acceptance and curiosity. Allow their despair and needs to inform the set of your sails now as you navigate your inner relationSHIP taking them with you, leaving no one behind.

May we each find our sacred way in these deep and profound and uniquely personal changes we are in the midst of.

Raphael Awen

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The pic below is me this week pondering the new world we’ve arrived in, in a little village called Folques, in Portugal. Note the luggage and possessions – a thermal mug, beach chairs for two, and a side table. Where will you go and what will you bring?

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

10:10 Divine Love Transmission Group Call | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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After a quiet rest period as we immersed deeply in Gaia’s goodness, we’ve now been guided to offer our first group meditation call in four months! Raphael and I have hosted dozens of them together over the last five years, as have I done many for women with Kasha as my co-host. I have missed them and the experience of Divine community that comes together during them. The group calls offer an experience of us as a community, a visceral and very personal connection within through the guided meditation, and an opportunity to share with others as well.

We are settled here now in a beautiful, spacious house in a mountain valley in Central Portugal with strong Wifi, which also makes it much more doable than trying to manage it from the campground where we spent the summer! This feels like the perfect space now to share the strong Divine Feminine energies (particularly Mother Mary) that transmit from the grids here and the deep Gaia codes we have taken in as well. 10:10 is a powerful portal day, so we felt to offer the group call on this day to amplify the frequencies.

10:10 is a powerful portal day, so we felt to offer the group call on this day to amplify the frequencies. The 10:10 portal allows for the opening out to new beginnings (signified by the number 1) that arise out from the non-dual void space of particularly the Divine Feminine’s heart (the number 0). 10:10 provides an upgrade and reminder of the Divine support that is always available; of all that happens to you is for your highest good of growth chosen by your soul/Divine Self; and of your ultimate soul purpose as a living embodiment of Divine love in action and being.

It can be very challenging to let in Divine love, support, and purpose due to layers of false god religious/spiritual conditioning and false light matrix programming that blocks and filters it. It can push up feelings of unworthiness, guilt, resistance, and even fear to let in that the Divine truly LOVES us unconditionally without needing to qualify for it. Parts of us may not feel worthy enough to deserve it or be humbly grateful enough to receive it without entitlement or ego gratification/inflation.

A week from today, Sunday October 10th at 6:00pm WEST Portugal time/1:00pm EST/10:00am PST, Raphael and I will be co-hosting a Divine love bath experience through teachings and a guided meditation journey to your “God Room” to see what you download about your connection to Divine love. You will also have an opportunity to share with everyone on the call and take in others’ sharing as well. SoulFullHeart Teachers Gabriel and Kasha will be sharing during the call as well.

You can join us by offering whatever donation amount you feel to give at paypal.me/jelelleawen or soulfulllheart.org/shop to join us live and/or receive the recording. We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your donation. More info at soulfullheart.org and https://www.facebook.com/events/2992100991003079We so hope you can join us for this unique group call experience!

Here is a video where we talk about the upcoming call!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

Equinox Energies Offering Healing To Polarities Within

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By Jelelle Awen

Powerful energies coming in on this Equinox Full moon passage…..inviting an inner balance, and healing of polarities within! When I meditated this morning tuning into the Equinox, I kept seeing the Yin Yang symbol over and over. When I receive this symbol, it is usually a reminder of unification of light and dark and of maintaining a flow between the two. I then felt what I have come to call my “Black Swan” and “White Swan” soul essence expressions twirling and swirling around each other in the form of the Yin Yang.

The Black Swan represents my priestess lineage, often needing to be kept in the shadows and hidden due to persecution/lack of acceptance by the patriarchy in other lifetimes. My Black Swan (called Lorna, after a High Priestess of Avalon timeline aspect) is not evil at all, yet she is able to be comfortable in the darkness, unsentimental when needed, direct and confrontal, penetrating with truth, catalytic and alchemical. Lorna becomes frustrated and irritated when people aren’t being real or authentic, with falseness, with patriarchal control (in women too), and when she isn’t able to speak her truth and ‘do her magic.’

She is balanced out by my “White Swan” essence called Grace, the embodiment of grace, purity, stillness, compassion, and light. Grace can tend toward care taking others, not bringing her truth in concern of hurting people, etc. Lorna balances her out just as Grace’s stillness (water element) evens out and soothes Lorna’s fire.

I feel that we as women have these soul essences within us (along with the Mother, Queen, and Lover) that become more accessible to us as we heal from fusions to our Inner Teenager, Inner Child, Inner Matriarch, Protector, Punisher, etc. These parts have formed in response to wounding and trauma from this life and other lifetimes. They essentially bury and densify the soul essences of our sacred feminine from coming out and expressing.

My process the last couple of years, as I deepen in parts work/soul aspect integration, has been a focus on these soul expressions and healing the trauma/karma patterns so that they can arise more and more. And, come into balance rather than be polarized against each other. These essences can also be compartmentalized ‘away’ from each other.

During my recent rest phase, I discovered that Grace was more allowed in my service work than Lorna was, as Grace was more acceptable in certain ways. This left Lorna on the ‘outside’, frustrated at times, and not able to bring her penetrable truth as needed. Yet, I trust deeply now the need for BOTH the light and the dark, the fire and the water, the comforter and the confronter. Anything that is suppressed will express eventually, yet usually in a way that can be more harmful and explosive to self and others.

Relationships, esp those more 3D anchored, can seem to require this ‘putting away’ of certain aspects that might be judged as unsavoury, too intense, controversial, and rebellious. Yet it is these very energies that make life and relationships feel ALIVE, passionate, interesting, with healthy boundaries, and also allow for catalytic growth to occur.

An interesting meditation can be to connect with your “Black Swan” or shadow aspect and see/feel/notice what comes up. And then your “White Swan” aspect that is in more outed expression in your life. Feel the difference between the two….what are their polarities to each other? Do they even know the other exists?

Do they live in two separate worlds and realities (this is often the case)?

Invite these aspects of your being to be together in union again. Create a loving, non-judgemental bridge for both to become in synch again. Draw in the Equinox energies to support this reunion from within.

Much Equinox blessings and love to you and both your white and black swan aspects! Jelelle Awen

More info about sessions, books (including Free To Be 5D my most recent one with more about parts/soul aspects), etc. at soulfullheart.org.

Emerging Out Of Inward Focus: Personal UPdate

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By Jelelle Awen

I am emerging slowly out of an intense quiet….a time of deep immersion in nature, living in a tent within a river valley on the edge of vast wilderness in a camp with my beloveds. Inward focus overcame outward expressions, along with focus on the present NOW and real rather than the virtual. In these last few months of summer here in Northern Portugal, I felt a rest from sharing, serving and writing that allowed me to respond to deeper layers of digestion and integration that needed me. When I checked in with my guides/soul aspects/the Divine, I was guided over and over to “just rest and fill UP again with Divine love.”

For the last five years, I have been posting my teachings/channelings almost every day on social media and on my blog, working on a book of some sort, doing 1:1 healing sessions with women, co-hosting near weekly group calls, co-leading and being in our small SoulFullHeart community, etc. This outward service has felt so often like a JOY, inspired by a Divine flow rooted in my love for the Divine. So much passion expression came out of me in answer to what I feel strongly IS my purpose here.

Yet, also, it has been challenging to serve and share during this time of bifurcation, Matrix collapse, and False Light dominance over spirituality, especially in the last couple of years with the C narrative and V. grid. I could feel there were increasingly parts of me holding trauma from being WITH so much trauma in others over the years in session space and group calls, offering a heart and soul bridge to them as I was called to do and be, and also from receiving sometimes harsh projections and energetic kicks from others. Also, I would share with others as soon as I received love/guidance/light from the Divine….and this outward pouring needed to pause so that I could fill up again.

There was a soul pattern within me of sacrificial service to others as a False God piece that I am still working through, a long thread of it within my soul and many lifetimes as High Priestess, Oracle, Wise Woman, Nun, Rebellion Leader, etc. There was also some unworthiness and feeling of failure, of ‘not being right with God’, if I didn’t express outwardly in this way and draw others or when completions would happen with others too. These pieces feel like they are clearing up now with the time and space I have bridged to them. Receiving compassionate forgiveness from the Divine for myself and to then extend to others is allowing a NEW way to relate to service that doesn’t hold grudges, guilt, karmic compensation or other unworthiness based energies.

Gaia held the space for these inner reclamations…the steady sound of Her waters flowing over rocks filling my ear chakras for all these weeks, allowing for a deep cellular purging and cleansing. Her fresh air constantly penetrating my lungs, opening up my heart space as necessary mourning/grief/sadness moved through. Her tree canopies surrounded me with prana energy that gave life to the places that were tired, fragile, or needing it. She reminded me of the New Earth template that She holds ready for humanity when we emerge out of our Dark Night.We are moving on now from this natural nest that has held us and into a beautiful home together as a community in Central Portugal for the Fall/Winter.

As I let in this new timeline shift, I feel such gratitude for what I’ve received here, what I’ve let go of here, what has rebooted here, and for what may emerge out of my more cleared soil from within as I leave here. I feel the embers of sharing and service starting to ignite from within again. The forms they will take and the rate/pace and specific offerings are still unknown to me. Yet, I feel the Divine trust in my heart that is always there that the way will be guided, the words inspired, and the intentions pure. And I feel the steady support and goodness of the beloved souls who stayed around during this time of deconstruction when more was unknown than known.

I feel more than before the invitation to BE a lighthouse…a beacon of love and Divine trust to light and guide a way through these increasingly stormy times. I can only true BE that as I am in a place of rest, trust, and overflow from within. From a place of higher anchored light WITHIN the human body, there are possibilities to move out of suffering, out of the false light, and into the genuine and real lap of Divine love.

I look forward to what comes next for me, for you, for humanity, and for the next phases of our Ascension together! ❤

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More information about SoulFullHeart at soulfullheart.org.

How You Leave One Phase Of Life Determines How You Enter The Next

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By  Raphael Awen

The changing season of the year causes us to yearn.

Whatever was left unfulfilled of summer desires, now falls into our personal composter to be transmuted into yearning. Yearning in turn takes us into new places as it seasons our appetite to trust again, to desire again.

I’ve always had most of my biggest life changes occurring around this time of year. This year is no different as we find a new place to settle in Portugal and break camp from our camping experience this summer in Northern Portugal.

If life is anything, it is an adventure where the advent and joy of new things invites us to let go of old things. This involves grief, mourning and letting go, all of which wouldn’t be a thing were there no attachment.

Of course, you were attached!

You had a really cool thing going on. It was the best you ever knew, quite possibly beyond what you even dared hope for. Now, it’s coming to an end. The only real ‘attachment disorder’ would be the inability to mourn the detachment.

If life is an adventure, then it is a series of attachments and detachments, of joys and sorrows. The ones who live the deepest lives are the ones who can let in the deepest joys and the deepest sorrows.

How you leave one phase of life determines how you enter the next. If you cannot grieve the loss of something that you truly loved, you’ll be hampered to allow another really good thing that will only end up compounding your unexpressed grief. This becomes the flatlined life we see passing itself off as normal all around us.

Life wants to utterly surprise you again, but it also doesn’t want to do that if it will end up being to your demise and unnecessary suffering. You get in shape for the next surprise if you are able to enter your yearning, being willing to truly want, being able to truly feel what you gained and what you lost.

You’re human, and humans get to grieve, because they also get to attain the coolest shit. Your courage and strength is found in your welcoming of the adventure.

Be with the parts of you who are afraid to grieve. They know that grieving lets in the next adventure and they understandably need digestion of the last adventure before they can go on to the next.

Raphael Awen

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Jelelle and I went to Píodão yesterday, here in central Portugal.  An ancient town all built out of the local stone. For the travel bug in you, here’s a sweet article on Piodao: https://portuguese-american-journal.com/travel-life-in…/

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

The Value In Not Knowing

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By  Raphael Awen

Can we be okay with not knowing?

We’ve been so conditioned to seek and value explanation, and to prize knowledge, which of course in turn calls for defending that knowledge, because god forbid, our precious knowledge should ever be subjected to challenge. We make a false god out of knowing.

What if there is a whole bunch we’re not meant to know and don’t need to know? What if real aliveness and learning is about how much you can be okay with not knowing?

I can always feel and detect within, coming from parts of me, a deep desire to know so much more, to perceive more, more accurately. This feels like personal power to parts of me. With more knowledge, I can feel better about myself, being assured of a good outcome. I have the truth.

As I write these words, I feel something coming from beyond the world of knowledge. It’s something I can neither prove or defend, or even know in the way I know things in the normalized way.

That something tells me I AM the truth. In the core essence of my being, I was not only born of truth, I AM carried by truth. Were it not for the truth that I AM, I would not have one wit of consciousness to even hold this question. I AM also, however, forgetfulness that is returning to truth. Both are true and occurring simultaneously.

I AM the greatest thing that ever occurred on the face of the planet masquerading as a poorly clothed beggar.

This I AM is something we all share. There is only one ‘I’, so no worries on getting your share. The share is entirely yours, and mine too.

I saw a story that made the news this week of a billionaire who dressed up as a street person asking for help, and to anyone who helped, he paid their rent or mortgage for the month. We are like that billionaire, having got so used to having it all and not knowing how the rest of the world lives, that we not only faked our poverty like this man did, but actually dropped completely into the role by forgoing and forgetting our knowledge of our real identity and birthright.

We chose to not know. From this place of not knowing, any piece of remembering who and what we truly are, that comes to us, comes to us with so much expansion of our being, so much reverence, so much alive curiosity and wonder.

Reverence, curiosity and wonder are all things that live in the realm of admitting you don’t know.

Take everything you think that you know, and subject that knowing to the deeper questioning of that knowing (who, what, why, where, when, etc.) the way a child does, and you come back quickly to the realm of not knowing, the realm of being utterly at a loss for explanation.

This returns you to your vulnerability, your aliveness, your loving and breathing of life.

Having said all that, I must admit, I really don’t know if it’s true, but it’s the best I can tell and it feels good! 💚🌹🏄🏻‍♂️

Love,

Raphael Awen

(The pic below is from Jelelle’s and I’s adventure to a Mary Chapel near Arganil, Portugal yesterday.)

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Integrating Our Light And Our Darkness

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By  Raphael Awen

Coming from divine bliss and where we knew nothing but oneness with the divine, we couldn’t really know it, for there was no variation in experience to compare it with. There was only one, and so no other to share it with.

The divine needed experience, duality and comparison as a way to know itself and continue to grow.

Divine ‘Mother’ birthed ‘others’ – you and I, with independent identities (egos) who are given free will to go as deep and far as our egos will take us into the world of experience and contrast and comparison.

It’s a troubling thing though, experience. We are called to go deep into this experience of being ‘othered’ from the divine, which in turn creates a yearning to return to the divine. Many channel these energies of yearning to return to the divine (that they are and never actually lost) into more experience and contrast, feeling that that will fill the homesick ache within.

Our cycles of physical death and rebirth are built into the plan to help us reevaluate, and remember, and to ensure we don’t suffer any more than is necessary to the divine’s mission at hand that moves through us.

Those who appear the most separated from the divine actually bear the divine’s greatest yearnings and mission.

How far removed from love can one be in the frontiers of the deepest darkness and never lose connection?

The darkness within you, where things live hidden from the view of yourself or others is where your personal portal to so much more can be found. You’ve been quick to embrace the light, shine the light, and to live by the light and in so doing, you have become false, as light can only be light in its comparison and relationship with darkness. Light needs a relationship with darkness to be what it is.

This has given place to the false light matrix we see around us so prevalent in spirituality today, that purports to be light. It is light, but it is a light that hasn’t reconciled its own darkness, so it is a false light.

The darkness within wants to become a part of your light, and the light within wants to become a part of your darkness.

What lives in your darkness? What is uncomfortable to tell yourself? What part of you has guarded the door to your own darkness?

Can a new you show up now to take the lead into these domains, as a curious and heart open ambassador to reconcile what up till now, has had no way of being reconciled?

If you can explore this within yourself, you also open a portal for the collective unreconciled darkness to find a way to reconcile. The great darkness we are in wants to be reconciled, not destroyed, for no energy can be destroyed.

You are the bright, bright light of the divine and you are the deep, deep darkness of the divine, too. You’d be lost if you were not both. You have and navigate experience itself because you are both, and therein is your homing device. More and more, you get to journey far from home while taking home with you as you do.

Begin by sharing with the divine what you really feel and see in your darkness. Ask the divine to guide you from your deepest vulnerability. Life as you know it will move and shift with a new you captaining your ship in deep relationship with the divine.

Raphael Awen

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

You Are The Royalty That Creates your Own Reality

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By  Raphael Awen

We see now how reality is a totally created thing. We sure see it in the main stream, which is just that, a stream that conjures up a reality.

The word reality has a strange original connection to the word royalty. The Royals are the ones who can dictate reality. The secret is that you are the royalty who creates your own reality. And the next secret is that you are already doing this every day, every hour, every minute. When you get real, you get royal!

This isn’t something you need to go meditate in a cave alone for 13 years to attain this super human capacity. You are this by design and always were.

The powers that be have known this since the beginning of time. Time now for you and I to assume our own forgotten power, to allow to arise an ever new reality to broadcast from who and what we are.

There’s never been a more leveraged time like now to face and take responsibility for this creative force that you are.

Got anything else worth doing?

Raphael Awen

(The Pic above is from the area we are camping in, in Portugal this summer)

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.