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A Reminder Of Magic And Home: My First Visit To A Crop Circle!

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By Jelelle Awen

I’m still digesting my first visit to a crop circle formation yesterday after connecting to them etherically and sharing about them for many years! I’ve been here in Glastonbury, UK since September, near the areas of Wiltshire and Hampshire, where most of the crop circles appear, and just missed the crop circle season in 2020 due to covid related flight delays. After patiently waiting through lockdown and winter/spring, the crop circle season seemed to be off to a slower start than previous ones, most likely due to heavy rains in May delaying crop growth. There was growing concern that we might not be able to visit one before leaving the UK for Portugal on July 1st.

This is the one we visited!


On my birthday June 1st, I prayed and asked specifically for a crop circle to visit that was near us. My deepest connection and guidance lately has been coming from Ruma, my Lemurian aspect living in Inner Earth at this time. Ruma reassured me that the ‘perfect’ crop circle would be coming and I would know it when I saw it, with life then supporting an easy visit to go see and feel it. My life is aligned to Divine soul guidance such as this, so I did feel a trust and surrender about it.


And finally on June 8th (appearing within the passage of my birthday and Raphael’s on the 13th) a beautiful formation was reported only 90 minutes drive away from us! This crop circle drew me in right away…the 12 lotus-petal looking ridges on the outside, the circle of circles on the inside. My whole being lit up as I took in the aerial footage of it and that familiar sense of Divinely guided knowing moved through me. We also felt guided to go visit on June 10th, the day of the solar eclipse, to also receive amplification from it.


On our drive there (after getting the GPS coordinates from a crop circle FB group I belong to), I mentioned to Raphael how wonderful it would be to have a drone to take some aerial footage of the formation that we could include in our videos within it too. And, right there seemingly waiting for us, was a very sweet family from Brazil and the father Rodrigo had a drone! He helped us locate the actual crop circle by flying his drone over it, which was very hard to find when wading through 4 feet tall barley walking on the tractor tire trails. He also shared his drone footage with us! We will share our videos edited in with his tomorrow once Gabriel has put it together.


Once we were actually in the formation itself, I could feel immediately an energy difference from the area around it. The energy within it was more charged and activating. It was challenging to put thoughts together or think logically. I felt a deep sense of peace and rest. So much so that I wanted to just curl up and pass out within it and felt sleepy the rest of the day. I really felt it like a ‘nest’ where our inner star lemurian seeds can come to rest and be held by something bigger.


The barley within the circle somehow felt transformed as well. It was not crushed or pressed down and didn’t feel manipulated in any way. Yet rather seemed to be bent over in response to another energy. Like it had CHOSEN to go into a design programmed into it. There was a sense of freedom and aliveness about the crop within the circle, as if it had been awakened!


We filmed a lot of video as we were walking around it, sharing our impressions, and also took a moment to sit in meditation in the center of one of the circles. The message that came through for me was one of validation to always follow my dreams as connected to Divine guidance and the ‘realization’ of own happening in that very moment. Also, there was a reminder that even though the 3D Matrix can FEEL like the ultimate reality, magical possibilities are available to us and we can connect to higher consciousness in every moment…in that sense ‘creating the reality that we most want to live and be in, regardless of what is around us’.


It was very clear to us that this formation could not have been made by man. It was challenging even walking to it and the pure scope, size, and precision of it is not something that man is currently capable of. We estimated it was over 200 feet wide! When I ask Ruma specifically about how they are formed, I get a vague answer about the crops themselves are ‘programmed’ into formation through an outside remote activation. The closest I could get to understanding the technology was comparing it to using sound waves like radar to change the molecular structure of the stalks themselves temporarily into something new. Ruma simply concluded that the technology was currently beyond my understanding, which felt fine. I got the sense that this crop circle technology was activated from Inner Earth and not from above such as in the form of orbs or space ships, although maybe others are. And that it is a quite ‘common’ technology to the Lemurians and other Star Beings, even as it appears ‘magical’ to us on the surface. They will not directly interfere with our ways of living, yet the crop circles are like a talisman they can offer to those of us needing one.


The question of how they are formed was not very pressing when I was actually standing in one. Then, I was only aware of how much MORE there is beyond what we experience in our limited perspectives within the Matrix. I felt humbly surrendered to how much I don’t know and don’t actually NEED to know. Being in the unknown and in awe of the Divine is the most self empowered way to relate to life, whether in response to the ordinary OR the sublime.


I felt a sense of deep longing within my being activated by the formation and also some dissonance of contrast being ‘back’ in the 3D world again. That led today (as I digest the experience more) to feelings of wanting to ‘return home’ again to that higher frequency. An ache of homesickness to be in a higher consciousness bubble of reality again.


Yet, also, the crop circles are such a powerful reminder that our soul’s remembrance IS in ongoing process of becoming manifest in our physical reality. And that we are here to assist with that process by our every choice toward it. They are also a reminder that Gaia is ascending in every moment to a higher frequency in which these formations provide a sometimes necessary proof of that transition.


I am so grateful in my heart and soul to have experienced this magic in the physical! I hope you too can feel the transmission through these words, the photos and the videos to come. And, of course, by connecting within yourself to the aspects that can provide the bridges to these energies.


You can also join us live or receive the recording to a Living in 5D group call with Raphael and I on this Sunday, June 13th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EDT. We will be sharing more about our experience in the crop circle and how it supports ‘living in 5D’ consciousness to whatever degree we can while the Matrix reality continues too. We will also be playing our quartz crystal bowls and offering a guided meditation transmission. Offer whatever donation you’d like via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen to receive the recording.


Love from Crop Circle country!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings, online community portal and more at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circle Update: Slow 2021 Season Picks Up With A 12 Petal Beauty

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Finally!!! This 2021 crop circle season has been off to a slow start compared to the last few years, yet this beauty appeared today June 8th in Barton Stacey Belt, Nr South Wonston, Hampshire! I asked for one on my birthday on June 1st yet this one has appeared in the passage between my birthday and Raphael Awen’s which is on the 13th….that feels even like a bigger gift.

This is about 90 minutes away from us here in Glastonbury so we are planning to visit and take video/pics from it on Thursday as that is the soonest that we can and it’s the solar eclipse day so the energies will be HIGH! It’s good to hear about if the farmer is open to visits or not as well, so do let me know if you go, and if you hear that it gets plowed over (let’s pray not!)

I had the familiar rush of excitement, joy and magic move through me when taking in this one. I have come to recognize this frequency as coming from those with truly higher dimensional (both from the Inner Earth and the Pleiadian) origins and intentions.

There are more and more β€˜commercial and man made’ crop circles appearing now yet the precision and energy of the authentic ones can be felt quite clearly.

I love the larger circles in a linked and joined circle with four smaller ones…surrounding another on in the middle. And the 12 petals look like a lotus shape surrounding the circles. I feel something related to the Ascension chakras with this one and light body activation connected to them.

What do you feel and see when taking it in?

More info and aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2021/barton/barton2021a.html

Love from crop circle country!

Jelelle Awen

Forgive Me, Father, As I Forgive You

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“Forgive me, Father, as I forgive you…” This prayer came to me today as I was tuning into Divine Father frequencies in preparation for our women’s group call with Kasha this Sunday where we will share about healing the false father wound to let in Divine Father.

The religious version, “Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” is what originally came through today, feeling like a relic from many lifetimes of confessional, shame-based worship and self inquiry rooted in unworthiness.

Feeling sinful and asking a punitive Father God for forgiveness/to be deemed worthy enough for ‘Heaven’ is a program that can be challenging to deprogram from, as wired up as we are from the Matrix to believe that we are bad, wrong, and sinful. This programming actually blocks us from receiving TRUE and pure forgiveness frequencies from the Divine Father that empower us to experience Heaven within us.

As we unplug from this False Father programming, we are able to have and embody growing autonomy, self love, self worth, and our own goodness…and experience of our OWN Divinity. Yet, this programming runs deep. Beyond the religious programming, it has also been showing itself in the rampant abuses on all levels between mostly male gurus/spiritual teachers and their followers. This abuse is being exposed more, yet still so many vulnerable wounded daughters especially are drawn into the seduction of a holy father in the flesh that finally accepts, sees, and wants them (even if in very inappropriate ways at times.)

I am still digesting, even years later, my own experience of this kind of false father/teacher relationship with a former teacher of mine. I will share more about this in the women’s call… how I recovered, what I learned from it, and my process of forgiving him and myself.

While connecting with Divine Mother is very natural and fluid for me, it has been more challenging for me to commune with Divine Father. The blocks have also come from the woundings/traumas from an absentee birth father and series of mixed step-father experiences. I’ve also had some lifetimes as a nun in devotion to the Holy Father and as a devotee to male gurus/teachers that I have needed to heal and reconcile.

Letting in Divine Father has deepened for me over the years as I clear and feel these blocks/fears/resistances within parts of me and soul aspects. Divine Mother has been a bridge to this as She shows me how to love Him again and receive His love. As my Divine Daughter arises to accept love and embrace from the Divine Father, I often find there is more forgiveness to be exchanged from my heart to His and to then receive from Him.

So, today it was, “Forgive me Father as I forgive you,” and my Inner Daughter is still in process of this, for which He readily forgives….and offers His ever ongoing love to allow the healing process to deepen and continue.

Join us on Sunday, March 30th at 5:00pm BST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for the two hour women’s group call to explore the false father wound through teachings, a guided meditation journey, and sharings. You can offer whatever donation amount you would like to (usual is around $10 CAD) at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at soulfullheart.org/events.

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

Blood Supermoon Eclipse Bridge To Sacred Lunar Energies

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I really took in previous lunar eclipses…watching the footage in a meditative way with music playing in the background. There was something so fascinating about watching such a known and familiar object in our nightly sky becoming transformed right before my eyes.

I can feel how strange and probably frightening this event would seem in timelines where technologies weren’t available to share what exactly was going on. Especially with the eclipses where the moon is so close to Gaia, passing into her shadow, and turns an ever deepening red color (like the one today), it could feel as if the world was ending and the moon a startling affirmation of it.

While I do have the sense that the lunar energies have been largely hijacked by the Matrix control system for thousands of years and some of the lunar worshiping spiritualities as well, there is still an authentic sacred feminine frequency that can be received from the moon.

The cellular memory of our Lemurian roots can be accessed to tap into the ‘original moon in our skies’ for millions of years and we can connect to these codes within us. Especially during an eclipse this bridge is possible, as the Matrix broadcast may be more interrupted during it.

The Supermoon eclipse happens today May 26 at 10:30am UK time (BST), 5:30am EDT, 2:30am PDT with recording available to watch anytime.

There was an intense clearing/preparation in our wombs/haras especially leading up to this Supermoon with intense exhaustion/aches/pains in many cases as well.

Here is a supermoon eclipse guided meditation that I offered in 2019 in which you connect with the eclipse codes and energies and bring them into all of your chakras. You create a flow then with these energies that helps with body symptoms related to them. Dark Mother holds the space for this process as you invite revelation of any ‘bleeding’ in your life (and from other timelines) that is not serving you and identification of what needs to be shed (like during the monthly moon menstrual cycles for women.) You also gaze into a pool of water infused with eclipse codes to receive visions and images of your highest timeline.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kasha Rokshana shares this insightful and powerful energy update about how the lunar eclipse energies may be impacting you: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2021/05/23/blood-supermoon-lunar-eclipse-energy-waves-connect-all-wombs-darkness-moving-through/

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Arise, Sacred Human, Arise: Message From Your Divine Self

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It is a time for burning and churning of what just isn’t going to come along with you into the new. If you’ve been ‘tempting’ fate and living in energies that are overly ripe for and needing change, now is when destiny reaches out Her hands to you and invites you to step UP.

Sometimes this feels like a shove and a push. Sometimes this feels like an irresistible embrace and you fall right into the lap of love.

You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline.

You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life.

You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small.

You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.

You are so needed to come into your full bloom in the service of love. This is why you are here after all….during this time of so much shifting and changing, during this grand transition of humanity into new forms of expression! You are needed here….for the inner healing that extends to the collective. For the collective healing that benefits the individual.

These are Ashes In The Air kind of life phases. These are deep mournings, forgivings, and moving ons. These are dark nights of the soul that open out into more awakenings. These are completions that make new openings more possible.

These are funerals to celebrate what is now gone. These are ceremonies that celebrate what feels to be lost arising again in new forms. These are bifurcations that call you to make difficult choices.

SOULar energies of healthy masculine/Divine Father activation serve you to make the choices that are resisted by parts of you. These geomagnetic winds blow in new possibilities of shiftings and changes. The Matrix peaking brings life as you’ve known it to its edge/end so that you can reboot again and unattach from the previous forms.

The Divine Mother is here in whatever form you most need Her. She will hold the match and she will be the balm to soothe the burns and the swelter too. Call Her to you and She will come. Yet, you have to make room for Her and room for yourself too to let in the form of you that She represents.

To arise….sacred human…..to arise!

MUCH love to you and with you as we arise, ashes in our air, and the NEW a steady reminder of what we can become!Your Divine Self w/Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, books/writings, online community, group call events and more at soulfullheart.org.

From Self-Created Smallness To Embodying Your Vastness

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The pain can come from being small. From learning to act small and conform to the smallness around you. The suffering comes from their projection of smallness onto you and the acceptance of this that then becomes your reality….and theirs too. It is a co-created agreement to be and remain in smallness.

The smallness is the 3D agreement of filtering. It makes up the veil of amnesia and the belief in it keeps the veil in place. The pain comes from the long term fusion to this sense of smallness as the truth of who you are. It comes from the forgetting of the truth of your VASTNESS.

Parts of you form to support this smallness picture. These parts of you repeat the message of it over and over in self punishing tones and voices. The unworthiness message battles your body, your emotions, your spirituality, your choices….whatever can be picked on or is vulnerable to attack.

This punishing frequency forms layers of protection and guardedness over your innocence. Your innocence becomes covered over with shame and feelings of wrongness. Your trust in life and yourself gets layered over with distrust. Your sense of goodness about yourself becomes buried over with unworthiness and self hate.

These parts of you feel then that they ARE unworthy, are shameful, are wrong by their very nature. So much suffering in this usually unconscious looping of the punisher part and the corresponding reactions of shame in the younger parts of you. This is a well oiled and fuelled system inside designed to keep you small, created to cap your growth, and reinforced to maintain itself. It is designed to keep you protected, even if it is limiting.

There is not some evil force of aliens or demons or negative entities or abusive spiritual teacher that keep this personal hell in manifest form from within you. This is not being done to you BY others, even as it can very much feel that way. The others in your life that reflect and reinforce this smallness picture are there only to offer you a reflection of this inner polarized state for it continue to come into your awareness….over and over again if necessary until you wake to it as being sourced from INSIDE of you.

This is a self created smallness that your soul chose for good reason….until it is the time and phase to complete it. Only you can realize when that time is and only you can end it.

You end it by bringing love to all the parts of you that have felt so unworthy, including the parts of you that punish, judge, attack, and shame you and others. You separate from these parts in order to have a relationship with them and not just become them in their routinized reactions.

This creates an increasing sense of your goodness, of your worthiness and….of your vastness. This inner ambassadorship to all frequencies inside of your BEing connects you to the truth of your bigness again. To your innate goodness again. To your innocence again.

Who ARE you? You ARE Infinite Love in human form….arising into your bigness expression for the service of and because of love. Any picture less than that is ripe to be loved into this infinite love realized manifestation state again.

Welcome back to the VASTNESS of you….love can show the way!! ~

Message from the Divine, Star Family Guides/Aspects, Angelic Aspects, ALL of your parts that ache for something NEW that is based in love……..

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Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org

Moving Through The Lunar False Mother Matrix Energies

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By Jelelle Awen

The Supermoon energies are FINALLY easing up a bit feels like. These energies have been intense…bringing many of us into catalytic initiations, timeline collapses, relationship challenges/completions, and more. Everything has been heightened and amplified by these frequencies, every reaction and trigger and response….as if you can’t take a breath or slow the ride…yet need to surrender to wherever it wants to take you.

These energies (and those of Ascension ongoingly) have seemed to want us to get REAL with ourselves and with others. Popping whatever inauthenticity is there, moving us into being genuine, not back pressuring our truth to caretake others (I am still working that one for sure), bringing up sudden and sometimes painful confrontations…all necessary for each to find their own way as efficiently as possible while this great bifurcation happens as we move from 3D to 4D to 5D.

There are the genuine lunar energies of Divine Feminine illumination that are accessible, yet, also, these energies have been hijacked in many ways by the Matrix AI system for a long time since the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria. The moon worshipping/Goddess spirituality practices from other lifetimes/timelines didn’t get this bigger picture that we have now, not realizing they were living inside of a Matrix system. This is part of the False Mother Matrix that is quite insidious and entangled in often deeply personal ways within us and in our collective too.

The immediate choice points of requiring high frequencies of resonance in our lives on ALL levels are happening now. Infiltration by the Matrix energies is becoming much more obvious now as the veil lifts around it, it goes into its death throes and last grasps. You can more clearly see someone’s or something’s previously hidden motives or agendas or Matrix influenced realities/perception filters. These are being revealed so that they can see them too for possible healing and reconciliation.

Divine surrender and landing in forgiveness within the heart of Divine Mother has been my safe shelter during this current storm over and over again. She waits for you too, with open arms and heart…as you extract and unplug from the False Mother matrix (which includes the hijacked moon energies) to let her in more and more.

The reminder of returning to love is always there within the true Divine Mother’s heart…..to receive ready forgiveness, and to embody our sacred humanity again. She will also challenge us when we are being false or not real with ourselves, even if it causes us temporary pain or discomfort. She does not coddle or caretake us so that we avoid the necessary initiations that we need to go through, even as she provides GREAT compassion for us all along the way.

We are invited to RISE even as we need to move through some necessary ups and downs as we go, stumbles and falls, before we DO.

We are in the process of reclaiming our sacred humanity. Reclaiming our wombs and haras. Reclaiming our moon. Reclaiming love…which has been holding all of us all along.

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

In our next women’s group meditation call, Kasha and I will explore and offer a guided meditation to heal the false mother wound to let in Divine Mother on this Sunday at 5:00pm BST/12:00pm EST. Feels like it will offer a significant unplugging process from the False Mother Matrix. You can join us by donation with more info at soulfullheart.org/events or https://www.facebook.com/events/452075722533275

Art by Freydon Rassouli

The Stanton Drew Standing Stones & New Earth/New Lemuria Codes

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It is truly an honor to go to these sacred sites here in this magical Somerset region of the UK, to feel the soul frequencies that are activated by the geography, and the unique opportunity that it brings up as a portal to more Divine Self embodiment. Yesterday, we went to visit Staton Drew stone circle…the 3rd largest stone circle in the UK…dated to 4,500 years ago yet of course it could be much older when you go beyond 3D archaeological timeframes.


The stones were immediately greeting and ‘chatting’ at us, like they did at the Avebury stone circle (which we will return to soon.) The stones here seem to form a communication network grid for inner Earth and for galactic communication, linked to North America through the root system of the old trees there (such as the Redwoods, Douglas Firs, and the Cedars) and energetic vortexes such as Sedona and Mt. Shasta.

There are still 26 stones at Staton Drew in various stages of being intact, some chipped away at or knocked down by farmers over the years. I am noticing that there is a definitive masculine or feminine tonal frequency to each stone….the ones you want to cuddle and hug are usually feminine providing support and grounding. The ones that you lay palms on or want to climb are often masculine, with strong activations.


The biggest treasure at Stanton Drew is the still-intact smaller circle of about a dozen stones, which we were all drawn to sit in the middle of together. We sat in meditation and could immediately feel the connection to Inner Earth and the Lemurians living beneath it. The inner earth Lemurians are those who survived the fall/floods/earthquakes and went into Inner Earth to create 5D communities there. They have provided us on the surface with superfood seeds, quartz and andara crystals, various other technologies and more to be released when we are ready. Raphael and I have connected with them before and their template of what how we could live in sustainable, high frequency community on the surface is very inspiring.

We channeled their personal and community messages to us through some Lemurian ambassadors and then passed out for awhile laying in the sun. It was quite activating and rejuvenating! I look forward to going back there again to hear/feel/see whatever is ripe to come up.


The 800 year old St. Mary’s Christian Church we visited afterwards was not quite as clean energectically, yet it was still amazing to feel a church that old still intact and hosting Sunday services.

Love from Avalon (and surrounding areas),

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Signs Of Soul Aspects/Other Lifetimes Bleeding Through To Your Current Reality

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The veils are thinning and lifting BIG time in response to these ongoing, strong cosmic energies. These are the veils of amnesia that we chose, each of us, to place over our access to remembering and connecting to all of the timeline expressions of our Higher Self. These veils were always meant to be temporary, until our individual choice in this timeline to dissolve them. There is not a punishment in this being veiled, yet rather a complete dedication from our soul to really experience and immerse in the 3D experience.


The picture that I have been offered is that from your Metasoul source, there are many fractals or fragments projected out into many different timelines, eras, and dimensions. We each have our own individual Metasoul source (so this is a reality β€˜underneath’ the Soul Family Monad/Oversoul groups) and do not share them with another soul. These fractal projections off of the same Metasoul is what we call, β€˜Metasoul aspects or Metasoul Brothers and Sisters.’ These are what have been commonly called, β€˜past lives.’


However, there is not anything β€˜past’ about these aspects as time is not actually linear in the way it has been presented to us in 3D reality. All of your Metasoul aspects are alive and active in the Now, which means that they are currently experiencing all the intensities of whatever timeline they are in.


With the veils thinning so much on your consciousness, these Metasoul timelines are no longer patiently waiting for you to go see a past-life regression therapist or to just engage with them once in a while for remembering. The scenes and themes and often intense emotions from these timelines are coming through in the Now and basically demanding to be seen/felt, and connected with.


These timelines are overlaying onto your current reality and can amplify whatever is going on there. This can be intense! These timeline bleed-throughs can activate undigested emotional wounds and traumas in your 3D Self. These 3D wounded experiences are actually Metasoul recapitulations and patterns that were chosen to be triggered so that they could be felt and healed.


What I have been noticing in recent sessions with women is that with all of the chakra vortex activations through solar energies, they are more able to see, hear, and feel these other timelines. They are experiencing this as sometimes disturbing, intense, and very uncomfortable body pain, emotional pain, and relationship pain/difficulties. They aren’t recognizing or connecting these pains to a Metasoul timeline, so they often suffer in these states without understanding what is going on.


In session space, we are able to bridge to these timelines together and connect with the Metasoul Sister or Brother who needs them, starting with a connection to their Gatekeeper (who has access to all the lifetimes). This is the beginning of a connection between them that eventually leads to a soul gift exchange and quantum healing of karma, as I have experienced myself over and over again. You can actually change and collapse the timelines of your Metasoul through loving intervention and β€˜rescue’ of your Metasoul aspects when needed. This is quantum healing that also impacts the collective experience of these timelines. More about 1:1 sessions with me or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator here: soulfullheart.org/sessions


Here are some signs that a Metasoul Aspect timeline is bleeding through to your current reality:


– Intense dreams that feel very real and like they are happening in the Now. This can be the experience of nightmares that are actually scenes fixed or stuck in your Metasoul due to undigested trauma.


– Seeing scenes of intense circumstances that overlay onto your reality, such as being hanged, persecuted, desire for suicide (or actually committing it.) This may feel more like you are watching a movie rather than actually feeling like something you have experienced.


– Being drawn to particular timelines in a strong way, such as studying intensely about Ancient Greece, Ancient Egypt, Atlantis, etc. Or being deeply interested in learning about different Star BEings and galactic energies. Synchronicities may connect you to this particular timeline as well, such as meeting people who are also drawn to them, seeing random images that pop up on the internet connected to them and receiving names for parts of yourself or soul aspects with origins and connections to these timelines.


– Big waves of emotional reactions and triggers that you wouldn’t normally react to so strongly. The tendency can be to want to shut down these emotions or raise your frequency above them, yet, actually, these emotions are a portal that can be felt and digested if you connect to your Metasoul Aspect who is experiencing them.


– Frequent or chronic body pain, especially in the muscles and joints, that isn’t relieved by traditional or even alternative means. This is increasing as our bodies go through the transformational process from carbon to becoming crystalline. Yet, also, intense body pain can be a manifestation of unfelt Metasoul overlays into your energy field and body, especially your Reptilian Self. Traumatic experiences in other timelines (such as being hanged or burned at the stake) can actually manifest as body pain this life. The more traumatic the experience is on the Metasoul Aspect’s body, the more possible this is.


– Activation of childhood memories of abuse and feeling like you are there again. The Metasoul trauma amplifies any unfelt and undigested trauma in your 3D-based parts too. Parts of you can loop in these traumatic scenes so you may be reliving them again in this way.


– Visiting a physical geography or sacred site where a you have another lifetime and seeing/feeling/sensing this other lifetime overlaid onto the present. Being drawn to particular places (especially common sacred sites) very often activates Metasoul aspects yet being able to feel and digest them can be challenging.

– Experiencing ‘attacks’ by negative or fear-based entities or beings on a regular or accelerating basis. Discovery of implants in your energy field and chakras. This experience of attacks can actually be a sign that Metasoul Aspects (particularly your Reptilian Self) is reaching out for you and wants to connect. It can be a scary experience when it happens, so most people resist it and become very fearful and want to ‘battle’ and protect themselves. Ambassadorship to these energies reveals that they are wanting to be felt, loved, and seen yet need a bridge to be able to do so.


All of this activation and lifting of the veil is happening to accelerate the process of feeling and transmuting karma trauma. This is a very self-loving decision and choice by your Metasoul to have this process consciously awaken to you and with you in this Now. The opportunities for truly healing karma are huge right now, which is an essential aspect of the Ascension process. Navigating this opportunity through connection with your Metasoul Aspects directly and the timelines that they are living in allows for an expedited, often miraculous level of transformation! And, it just seems to keep getting more ripe, clear, and ready for transmuting.


~ This is partly an excerpt from my book “Free To Be 5D”, and there is much more in it about the Metasoul aspects reality, both in 4D and 5D energies, which you can purchase in PDF, ebook, print and audio with links at soulfullheart.org/books


Love from Avalon (a place where LOTS of Metasoul activation occurs!),

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Amara/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

You Are Seeding Light In The Darkness: Message From The Magdalenes/The Divine

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By Jelelle Awen

“You are seeding light IN the darkness.

As this is your soul purpose here, you need to be in the darkness at times in order to do and BE this. You need to experience the darkness and the suffering it can cause and STILL find light again. You need to experience pain and traumas and STILL heal your heart and soul, in order to offer this possibility to others as well.

Recognizing the darkness and how it manifests is key here at this time when it is so pervasive, so programmed, and has been ‘in control’ for so long. Seeing how darkness offers temptations through various ‘drugs’ that lead to addictions; how darkness can offer diversions and distractions in so many forms; how darkness can offer poisons for the body and claim they are medications and ‘food’; how darkness can turn beloveds ‘against’ each other; how darkness wants to possess and own, etc.

Yet, always, the darkness is seeking for the light, its opposite…it wants to return home to the light for which it was cast out.

This is why it is being shown in the more obvious ways that it is now. This is why everyone is now being exposed to it, being impacted by it, needing to make daily life choice decisions in reference to it. Not because the darkness is THE TRUTH of reality, not because there is no hope for the light, not because the darkness will ultimately ‘win’. Yet because it is FINALLY time for the darkness to heal from fear to love.

The only way it can heal is to be exposed, to be seen….and to be loved, to be forgiven, and to be offered UP to the light. This seeding of light in the darkness always begins from within you. Rather than focus so much on what is happening of this process on the outside, turn inward and you will find the truth of your own progress around this.

Find with loving curiosity where darkness still has ‘work to do’ and why. Discover where you are still unconsciously being plugged into the darkness matrix through toxicity, suffering, fear, and distrust. Connect to the aspects of darkness within you and in your soul who most need your love in order to move into the light. Become your Divine Self that can hold the space for this exploration with love and compassion.You are here to seed light in the darkness.

Turn love’s light to yourself in this way and it will beacon out to others to embrace this journey within themselves as well.

We are here to support you always. Especially when you need a reminder of WHY you are here to do this. And of what is possible as the light becomes the consciousness for which ALL of Gaia is anchored once again. Returning to wholeness.

Returning to Oneness. Returning to Love.”

Love,The Magdalenes & The Divine……w/Jelelle Awen

We offer 1:1 sessions to explore into your inner darkness at the personal and soul level in a safe container and with a process that allows for deeper integration and embodiment….more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Join Raphael and I for our next group meditation call One Year Later – Navigating The Covid Narrative on Sunday, April 18th at 5:00pm BST by donation. More info at soulfullheart.org/events