Category: Ascension

Rebooting Human Instincts During This Matrix Peak & Collapse

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By Kasha Rokshana

Every time I shift my geography or a life phase itself, I’m doing so with a whole lot in my heart and awareness. I’m choosing what I’m choosing because it feels like a calling. It feels like being true to why my soul has chosen to be here on this planet at this time and it feels like the best and closest Divine alignment I can choose in order to truly live into that.

I feel a shedding of identities and ways of seeing and feeling the world that no longer fit where I’m headed and where I most need to go in my consciousness.

I feel, in every shift really but especially this latest one, that I’m returning to an instinctual way of living. I’m removing, piece by piece and layer by layer, the ‘padding’, if you will, of a life where I could afford to be told what was true, told what I needed, and encouraged strongly to lean into the structures and authorities in place without question or at least not SO many questions and especially ones that are actually about life and death.

What I mean by that, is that I was afforded a luxurious life being born into a country where corruption was well hidden yet also always in open view, more or less, if you knew where to look. I was groomed to be a part of a system that never sat right to me and that parts of me formed in order to interact with and survive in.

I’m not the only one.

The Great Awakening is a peeling back of these layers for all of us, even at different rates. There’s so much to reckon with and recognize. There’s also still SO much to question, perhaps now more than ever, and it’s actually our instinctive selves that are the ones who sniff this out.

It’s our instinct to question and to seek out answers beyond the sleepiness we’ve been accustomed to. The sleepiness of the daily grind, of occasional holidays, of living to work, of saving for the promise of ‘freedom one day’ through ‘retirement’. And now that sleepiness is being counted on by government and medical systems everywhere to bring us to an even deeper slumber through their poisonous means which have actually always been inherently poisonous with many ‘wolves in sheep’s clothing’ running the show.

If you pause for even a moment and turn off the voices all around and inside of you while simply feeling what’s rumbling through you… you may just begin to tune into that instinct you’ve been told to stuff down since childhood, that you’ve been taught to tame through the education system, and maim as you medicate in the various ways that advertising and Netflix films have taught you to embrace.

‘Fight or flight’ has either been overly active in you through the anxiety parts of you have felt for many years or non-existent because you’ve believed your caregivers/authority figures when they’ve told you that everything is ‘fine’ as long as you ‘follow the rules, pay your taxes, do what you’re told is right by those who should know better than you what that even IS’.

This instinct to question, to run away, to push away, is not wrong now nor has it ever been wrong… it was just trained to go dormant, same as it is for those who have been a part of any ‘high-control cult’ where questioning is out of the question or you will suffer greatly and be gaslighted endlessly.

To return to our instinct and let it be real again is to return to the sacredness of our humanity and to heal the suffering of many years of deep and even dark indoctrination. There’s been goodness too of course and much has been learned, for you wouldn’t be who you are now without these lessons and growth points and now you and we ALL have even more potent ones to walk out.

What I feel in all of this is a mourning and a sobriety but also a lot of hope and trust. If the way things were is falling apart at the seams as we all cast off our heavy blankets and shake off our slumber, we’ll no doubt start seeing the shifts we’ve been craving. If we can let it all fall apart and hold onto to our inner Ark, we have more than just hope… we have the promise of a new day and a new Golden Age which we will usher in together.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: July 3, 2021

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The energies of the ongoing C*VID narrative continue to bring through lots of leverage for our individual awakening experiences. These experiences of realigning with the Divine, letting in our guidance, and following through with what we feel to be true and real, is a monumental task in some ways and so very important. In this issue’s featured article, Jelelle Awen offers a bigger picture view of why it’s so important, perhaps more so now than ever before, to truly live into our Divine guidance as we navigate everything that we’re facing in this ongoing Matrix peak and collapse.

In this issue you’ll also find some new articles from all of us, digesting our experiences of visiting Avebury Stone Circle and a crop circle too in the UK a few weeks before we all left for Portugal. A few articles also share about what we’ve been feeling and letting in as we land in Portugal and things heat up considerably around C*VID and the j@b.

We created a couple of new videos for you from our time in Avebury and the nearby crop circle that showed up while we were in that area too.

You can subscribe to our Museletter by visiting our website: soulfullheart.org or taking a look at this issue via this link and clicking the ‘subscribe’ button at the bottom of the page: https://mailchi.mp/91f946ab5af9/soulfullheart-museletter-an-important-time-to-tune-into-divine-guidance?e=e10cd5f26e

Much love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Trusting Where Your Personal Truth & Guidance Is Leading You

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by Kasha Rokshana

The journey back to instinct and intuition is messy at best. It means going against the grain of your culture, being told things on the outside and then having to discern, constantly, whether it’s actually true or not.
There’s a very real tension in that process and it’s worth every moment for the maturity it offers as you move through it.

This whole process of coming to Portugal and starting to find out ways to bridge our inner sanctuaries to the manifestation/draw of an outer one, has been messy but instinctual. It’s called both Gabriel and I to a LOT of trust and to feel where the issues still lie in aspects of us who have a hard time trusting.

And the journey of trusting and intuiting continues as we still hold more questions than answers but are learning to somehow live into that flow.

We not only arrived here unscathed (despite all tensions we had to feel along the way) but we also feel the deep warmth of this country opening its arms to us. I’m even feeling this morning the Divine Mother/Father frequencies of this land and what lies beneath the 3D ‘history’ of it. I feel the embrace that comforts and challenges too as we get used to living in a different culture and country yet again with a different spoken language and also a different heart and soul language in some ways. I feel humbled by the process it’s been to even get here (mostly internally, as the external did have a grace and flow to it actually) and the process that we are stepping into to be here physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

I feel that since the Solstice, we’ve all been invited to make a choice. A choice to commit to something that we instinctually and intuitively feel we need to make. We have the right to make a call on what we feel we need most, for that reflects what our souls have signed up to do and be here at this time. When all outside sources tell us to go one way, we really should consider all ways and feel what it is that is right for us and our path. The Solstice invited us to feel a renewed conviction around our own choices and to bravely step into them. The energies have been so supportive of that and we are very grateful for the learning experience this has been…

I feel all of this with all my heart this morning. I feel how sobering and yet alive it is to truly live into what you feel aligned with, no matter what ‘truth’ you feel to subscribe to. For us, we feel it’s a growing necessity to make sure you are living where you feel you want and NEED to be, to have a supportive sanctuary inside and out that can help you through these times that are only growing in intensity.
Sidebar: it feels SO good to be able to relax enough into myself after the journey here that I can feel enough context to write like this again!

Thank you for following along with our own journey and I do hope it inspires your own somehow, whatever you feel committed to choosing and however things play out for you as you go.

We’ll both be back with more alchemy around the work/process we embody and offer very soon as we get more settled. We will keep you posted on that as it flows!

So much love,
Kasha ♥️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Never Been More Important To Tune Into Divine Guidance Than During This Time Of Matrix Peaking

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By Jelelle Awen

As I sit here in Northern Portugal in a beautiful house overlooking a river valley that came to us in a synchronistic way, I am so grateful for the Divine guidance (through my Lemurian aspects/guides) that came through a couple of months ago that led us here from the UK and pressed us to adjust our plans to get here a week earlier. Raphael and I took a 32 hour ferry from Portsmouth, UK to Santander, Spain last Thursday without needing to take a c@vid test or have the v@x, which seems like a miracle now.

It turns out that if we had delayed by even one day, we would have had to take a c@vid test to get into Spain. Gabriel and Kasha (who did a spit test for their C@vid test rather using any questionable swabs) would have had a 14 day quarantine to deal with now, which they avoided as they flew in by plane to Porto a day before it became a requirement. We all felt the Divine guided us toward a sense that the window of ease was closing as the c@vid delta narrative heats up all over Europe as a strategy to get unfortunately more people to take the v@cc@ne/bi@weapon shots or their second dose.


Following your intuition and Divine guidance has NEVER been more important than it is right now. It can literally mean life or death during this collective dark night stage of humanity’s awakening. As the control matrix tightens its grip in closer fulfillment of its depopulation agenda that will most likely and tragically lead to much loss of life, connecting to a bigger and deeper guidance has truly NEVER been more vital.


I have felt a deep sadness and compassion move through my womb and heart space with Divine Mother many times around this dark reality that we’ve collectively been living in as personal freedoms and rights are violated/taken away and human bodies are made into walking toxicity transmissions and infused with nanobots and AI tech. As an oracle soul with some gift of visionary seeing, I have felt there would be some sort of significant collapse of 3D lifestyle and reality for more than 10 years. I have long felt the urge and need for a safe sanctuary both within through connection with the Divine, parts of the self, and deep intimacy…..and on the outside, preferably living out of cities, mostly off-grid and with resonant community. This even led to us living at an off-grid ranch in remote Mexico practicing organic gardening and natural building in a much deconstructed lifestyle for nearly two years.


A virus/pandemic was definitely one of the scenarios that felt possible along with a ‘silent war with a silent enemy and silent weapons’ such as what we are experiencing now with these v@cc@nes/bi@weapons and the C@vid narrative. Being more with people more in this last week using public transportation, I felt the compliance within the mainstream consciousness and the willingness to go along with and enforce ‘the rules’ even at great personal expense and inconvenience. One of the most tragic aspects of this situation may really end up being the good intentions that people are convinced they are doing in getting the v@x then being used against them in a way that is actually harming themselves and others. The reality of toxicity transmission (much beyond common ‘shedding’ of a v@ccine) is becoming alarmingly clear as more and more people share about experiences of side effects such as reproduction/womb issues/abortions, severe illness, and even psychotic states from being around those who have received it.


This is when tuning into Divine guidance can allow for navigation of choice points around all of this. Divinely guided intuition is led by love, trust, compassion, and self care that is connected to ultimate love for ALL beings. It is a guidance system that is innate to us as sacred humans when we are in our FULL capacities, when all of our DNA is activated, when our deepest traumas have healed, and when we live beyond a 3D/Lower 4D consciousness reality.


Within the 3D/Lower 4D fear Matrix, you are inherently disconnected from your Divinely guided intuition. You are instead influenced by outside sources of ‘knowledge’; you and parts of you are programmable by whatever the Matrix narrative wants and needs you to believe. You are then ‘fused’ to parts of you that remain in states of confusion, self doubt, trauma reactions, lack of clarity, and questioning of yourself. You may give away your power in this dynamic to others as you aren’t in touch with your own self empowered expression and what that looks and feels like. There are consequences to living this ‘outside of self’ way in the world….and when you face them, parts of you may then go into painful loops of suffering, extreme self judgement/comparison/criticism that brings up often debilitating shame.


And so the cycle starts all over again. When you settle for conforming to others’ expectations (especially those anchored to 3D  fear energies yet also those who push a transcendent spirituality) you are literally risking your life and embodiment of your soul bigness and your soul purpose expression. Taking actions can also mean letting go of things that don’t serve your Divine Self expression and serving love. 


Following Divine guidance means not just accessing the guidance, yet actually taking actions and making choices in your life that support its manifestation. This can especially mean making some very difficult choices that potentially hurt and upset other people and lead them to judge you (such as choosing not to get the v@x and perhaps not even being around those intimately who have), which can be very challenging for highly sensitive and empathic people to accept. They will often avoid confrontation, anything ‘messy’ and difficult especially their own anger (which is suppressed truth and passion)…instead seeking to avoid all that by attaining states of supposed blissful transcendence beyond any ‘I’ that might make life difficult. They can use non-dualistic ‘truths to invalidate any difficult emotional realities as part of the ‘ego’ and ‘not real’ or illusionary. This becomes yet another avoidance strategy from actually FEEL WHAT IS REAL. 


Making space to feel what is real with the part of you who is feeling it, validating those feelings, actually opens out your heart space and soul to access Divine guidance. Parts of you can then rest and trust into that heart space, feeling your compassionate love for them open up all the previously tense and stuck places. As that inner trust grows, your Divine essence opens up that can then ground into self love, clarity, guided life, and ability to advocate/set boundaries with others. You are able to trust the death and rebirth cycles that life brings to you, even when it means the painful completion of relationships or draws judgements from others.
To access these parts of yourself and separate from their reactions is the tricky and challenging aspect of the process. It takes courage to go into this ground without avoiding, bypassing, numbing, especially during this time of such turmoil and transition. To truly look at, question, and lean into the ‘awkward’ mirrored angle that is offered there.


The Divine is available to support us through this challenging navigation as ALL of it is an aspect of the Divine and also sacred. We can tune into this frequency to clear the path, both inside and out, leading us to love again. This is so especially important during a time where darkness seems to prevail and we are called to be beacons of hope and possibility for others.

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From Stone Circle To Crop Circle: Messages & Seeds Of Divine trust & Ongoing Support

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by Kasha Rokshana

On Monday, Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and I set out for our second visit to Avebury Henge, the largest ancient stone circle in the EU, which we had been planning for a while. We had planned an overnight trip together so that we could take our time at Avebury and then see what arose for the next day. None of us were very clear on what we wanted to do or were being guided to see, we just felt that Avebury had more magic to offer us since our very first trip there at the beginning of our time in the UK.

Avebury

Well, it turned out to be a major gateway into the new for us… the deepening invitation into Divine alignment and trust as we make our way into our next phase in Portugal. It was sweet, tender, comforting, and grounding to touch the stones… not so activating as it was the very first time we visited. We are more calibrated to these lands now, it seems, and we’ve definitely gotten the soul discoveries, awakenings, and healing experiences that we came here for and to serve love from.

On Tuesday we were on our way to what we thought would be our next destination visiting Uffington and the White Horse etched into the hill there… but then came an intuition from Jelelle to check out Crop Circle Connector. We had been hoping and praying that since we were staying where crop circles usually show up this time of year, we would be able to go to one while in the area… well, as soon as I checked online, there was a crop circle waiting for us about 34min from where we were! It felt surreal at first, yet the reality of the adventure, the brand new experience, set in quickly and everything inside of me felt excited and ready.

Shaw Hill Crop Circle – the one we visited

Finding the coordinates for the circle took a bit of effort, and when I did finally find them, there was a tiny ache of doubt in my heart that they would work out in the end. Even though they seemed ‘verified’, there was a small fear that for us, for some reason, they wouldn’t work, and the magical experience that we all wanted to claim wouldn’t come true.

Well, that’s sort of been my experience of life lately, even though I’ve had such deep trust in the Divine and in life that has truly led me through many challenges and into very new experiences, synchronicities, and a magical rediscovery of my very own soul. So much tension has had to move through my physical body, manifesting in pain that had me in tears. Completely locked up were my muscles, fascia, joints. I’ve very consciously been holding this process of moving from tension into trust… a trust that has to go deeper than ever, as the unknowns of living in the growing intensity of peaking global fear and reactivity as the Matrix continues its collapse needs to be navigated.

I felt my Star Seed all lit up though as we entered the field, and I knew she knew that our connection to Star/Inner Earth Mu family would lead us to it, even when doubts would creep in.

I eventually started walking directly behind Raphael who I could feel had a strong intuition he was following on where to go. I could feel my god-baby self toddling along behind his, ready to discover magic. Sure enough and soon enough, we arrived… and that feeling was like a WOOSH of energy passing over the body! Relief, validation, and a reminder that trust and intuition are key, all waved through and over me at once.

The gently lain crop looked like ocean waves and rivulets rolling through in perfect harmony. They were bent but not broken. An outer will had been applied to them, but they had collaborated and not fought against it. Harmony, yes, that’s a great way to describe their energy.

When we entered the centre point, there was a toroidal, spiraling pattern created by the gently bent crop. It culminated in the absolute centre where the energy was strongest. We all paused to sit in a circle around it and feel what we were being offered in the moment. My Inner Earth Lemurian aspect, Myren, came forward with a message to share about the sweetness and innocence of desire for magic and the trust that actually can feel quite natural. Trusting the guidance while also taking care of yourself, feeling yourself, along the way.

Crop Circle glow!

I felt her and my Star Family, especially the Pleaidians who it feels like helped create this circle, validating the experience of doubt and tension along this ongoing journey of unplugging from the Matrix we were born into and are meant to help collapse with love. I felt them honouring the leap-of-faith that is required to remain here on this planet while also reaching for the higher-dimensional experiences we also need to continually let in. I felt how much love and support we are all being offered, always, and how they leave these works of art as a transmission and reminder of that ongoing support.

It’s comforting to feel that, isn’t it?

I feel all of this and so much more still integrating from the experience… the codes offered by such a creation are both subtle and obvious, as they go into us on so many levels at once! It feels as if they offer us all such personal messages that we need to hear and feel, yet also they offer such global and collective ones that can be interpreted in many different ways.

We have access to such healing and love, and we have only to ask for the support to help us let it in as it seeds something new from deep within us that can only grow, bloom, and spread with proper care.

Love to you, with you, always…
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Museletter: June 12, 2021

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The recent solar eclipse brought Raphael and Jelelle Awen their very first experience of visiting a crop circle in person! This visit offered a transmission of connectedness to Star/Mu family along with a sense of being held and taken care of. Jelelle shares more about their experience in this week’s featured article.

The crop circle represents something powerful about 5D consciousness and living in 5D, which is an ongoing process for all of us on Gaia. Tomorrow, June 13th @ 5pm BST, Raphael and Jelelle will be offering a group transmission/meditation call over Zoom about this very topic. They’ll even play the singing bowls for us as an additional transmission of 5D energy and a way to ‘tune in’. More info on that here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana have made a couple of brand new videos about the SoulFullHeart process, why you may wish to have sessions someday, and what may experience as a result of them. You can find these videos in this Museletter.

Also found in this Museletter, is a new guided meditation from Jelelle, featuring her three quartz crystal singing bowls… a powerful and grounding way to activate and clear your chakras!

We have new articles and audio blogs for you as well, featuring digestions of incoming energies and some different perspectives on how to process current events, the ongoing Ascension/awakening journey for humanity, and what you may be experiencing.

You can find the latest Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/cc2991468de1/soulfullheart-muselettera-reminder-of-magic-and-home?e=e10cd5f26e

Visit soulfullheart.org if you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletter in your email every two weeks!

Love,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Our First Visit To A Crop Circle (Video) |Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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In this video, Ascension Guides and SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen share with you our impressions as we visit our first crop circle after wanting to for many years! This crop circle appeared in Hampshire, UK on June 8th and we were guided to visit it and share the energies of it with you in real time as we were taking it in. We walk around the perimeter of the circle (which is over 200 feet wide!) and sit for a moment in one of the circles to share messages we receive from it.

Jelelle shares more about the experience of being in the crop circle here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2021/06/11/a-reminder-of-magic-and-home-my-first-visit-to-a-crop-circle/

Thank you to Rodrigo for the use of his drone footage! You can see more of his amazing nomadic travel adventures with his family at their IG: https://instagram.com/nossacasamundo

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A Reminder Of Magic And Home: My First Visit To A Crop Circle!

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By Jelelle Awen

I’m still digesting my first visit to a crop circle formation yesterday after connecting to them etherically and sharing about them for many years! I’ve been here in Glastonbury, UK since September, near the areas of Wiltshire and Hampshire, where most of the crop circles appear, and just missed the crop circle season in 2020 due to covid related flight delays. After patiently waiting through lockdown and winter/spring, the crop circle season seemed to be off to a slower start than previous ones, most likely due to heavy rains in May delaying crop growth. There was growing concern that we might not be able to visit one before leaving the UK for Portugal on July 1st.

This is the one we visited!


On my birthday June 1st, I prayed and asked specifically for a crop circle to visit that was near us. My deepest connection and guidance lately has been coming from Ruma, my Lemurian aspect living in Inner Earth at this time. Ruma reassured me that the ‘perfect’ crop circle would be coming and I would know it when I saw it, with life then supporting an easy visit to go see and feel it. My life is aligned to Divine soul guidance such as this, so I did feel a trust and surrender about it.


And finally on June 8th (appearing within the passage of my birthday and Raphael’s on the 13th) a beautiful formation was reported only 90 minutes drive away from us! This crop circle drew me in right away…the 12 lotus-petal looking ridges on the outside, the circle of circles on the inside. My whole being lit up as I took in the aerial footage of it and that familiar sense of Divinely guided knowing moved through me. We also felt guided to go visit on June 10th, the day of the solar eclipse, to also receive amplification from it.


On our drive there (after getting the GPS coordinates from a crop circle FB group I belong to), I mentioned to Raphael how wonderful it would be to have a drone to take some aerial footage of the formation that we could include in our videos within it too. And, right there seemingly waiting for us, was a very sweet family from Brazil and the father Rodrigo had a drone! He helped us locate the actual crop circle by flying his drone over it, which was very hard to find when wading through 4 feet tall barley walking on the tractor tire trails. He also shared his drone footage with us! We will share our videos edited in with his tomorrow once Gabriel has put it together.


Once we were actually in the formation itself, I could feel immediately an energy difference from the area around it. The energy within it was more charged and activating. It was challenging to put thoughts together or think logically. I felt a deep sense of peace and rest. So much so that I wanted to just curl up and pass out within it and felt sleepy the rest of the day. I really felt it like a ‘nest’ where our inner star lemurian seeds can come to rest and be held by something bigger.


The barley within the circle somehow felt transformed as well. It was not crushed or pressed down and didn’t feel manipulated in any way. Yet rather seemed to be bent over in response to another energy. Like it had CHOSEN to go into a design programmed into it. There was a sense of freedom and aliveness about the crop within the circle, as if it had been awakened!


We filmed a lot of video as we were walking around it, sharing our impressions, and also took a moment to sit in meditation in the center of one of the circles. The message that came through for me was one of validation to always follow my dreams as connected to Divine guidance and the ‘realization’ of own happening in that very moment. Also, there was a reminder that even though the 3D Matrix can FEEL like the ultimate reality, magical possibilities are available to us and we can connect to higher consciousness in every moment…in that sense ‘creating the reality that we most want to live and be in, regardless of what is around us’.


It was very clear to us that this formation could not have been made by man. It was challenging even walking to it and the pure scope, size, and precision of it is not something that man is currently capable of. We estimated it was over 200 feet wide! When I ask Ruma specifically about how they are formed, I get a vague answer about the crops themselves are ‘programmed’ into formation through an outside remote activation. The closest I could get to understanding the technology was comparing it to using sound waves like radar to change the molecular structure of the stalks themselves temporarily into something new. Ruma simply concluded that the technology was currently beyond my understanding, which felt fine. I got the sense that this crop circle technology was activated from Inner Earth and not from above such as in the form of orbs or space ships, although maybe others are. And that it is a quite ‘common’ technology to the Lemurians and other Star Beings, even as it appears ‘magical’ to us on the surface. They will not directly interfere with our ways of living, yet the crop circles are like a talisman they can offer to those of us needing one.


The question of how they are formed was not very pressing when I was actually standing in one. Then, I was only aware of how much MORE there is beyond what we experience in our limited perspectives within the Matrix. I felt humbly surrendered to how much I don’t know and don’t actually NEED to know. Being in the unknown and in awe of the Divine is the most self empowered way to relate to life, whether in response to the ordinary OR the sublime.


I felt a sense of deep longing within my being activated by the formation and also some dissonance of contrast being ‘back’ in the 3D world again. That led today (as I digest the experience more) to feelings of wanting to ‘return home’ again to that higher frequency. An ache of homesickness to be in a higher consciousness bubble of reality again.


Yet, also, the crop circles are such a powerful reminder that our soul’s remembrance IS in ongoing process of becoming manifest in our physical reality. And that we are here to assist with that process by our every choice toward it. They are also a reminder that Gaia is ascending in every moment to a higher frequency in which these formations provide a sometimes necessary proof of that transition.


I am so grateful in my heart and soul to have experienced this magic in the physical! I hope you too can feel the transmission through these words, the photos and the videos to come. And, of course, by connecting within yourself to the aspects that can provide the bridges to these energies.


You can also join us live or receive the recording to a Living in 5D group call with Raphael and I on this Sunday, June 13th at 5:00pm UK time/12:00pm EDT. We will be sharing more about our experience in the crop circle and how it supports ‘living in 5D’ consciousness to whatever degree we can while the Matrix reality continues too. We will also be playing our quartz crystal bowls and offering a guided meditation transmission. Offer whatever donation you’d like via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen to receive the recording.


Love from Crop Circle country!

Jelelle Awen

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Crop Circle Update: Slow 2021 Season Picks Up With A 12 Petal Beauty

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Finally!!! This 2021 crop circle season has been off to a slow start compared to the last few years, yet this beauty appeared today June 8th in Barton Stacey Belt, Nr South Wonston, Hampshire! I asked for one on my birthday on June 1st yet this one has appeared in the passage between my birthday and Raphael Awen’s which is on the 13th….that feels even like a bigger gift.

This is about 90 minutes away from us here in Glastonbury so we are planning to visit and take video/pics from it on Thursday as that is the soonest that we can and it’s the solar eclipse day so the energies will be HIGH! It’s good to hear about if the farmer is open to visits or not as well, so do let me know if you go, and if you hear that it gets plowed over (let’s pray not!)

I had the familiar rush of excitement, joy and magic move through me when taking in this one. I have come to recognize this frequency as coming from those with truly higher dimensional (both from the Inner Earth and the Pleiadian) origins and intentions.

There are more and more ‘commercial and man made’ crop circles appearing now yet the precision and energy of the authentic ones can be felt quite clearly.

I love the larger circles in a linked and joined circle with four smaller ones…surrounding another on in the middle. And the 12 petals look like a lotus shape surrounding the circles. I feel something related to the Ascension chakras with this one and light body activation connected to them.

What do you feel and see when taking it in?

More info and aerial footage at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2021/barton/barton2021a.html

Love from crop circle country!

Jelelle Awen

Honouring The Physical Body During Awakenings

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by Kasha Rokshana

Tension is a sacred part of our awakening experiences as we shift out of trusting a narrative of who and what we’ve been told and taught to trust (government, medical systems, etc) and move into trusting our intuitions, our Divinity, and the urgency and realness we feel around what’s shaking out in the Matrix. Tension sometimes has to move through our bodies in this process as a sacred aspect of our learning how to tune into ourselves again, freed up from the static of Matrix voices and energies.

I’ve been in pain for a few days now in my trapezius, an enormous muscle of the back, especially in my right shoulder. It’s feels like a deep-seated tension trying to move that has lived in my body for a very long time… the depths of emotional processing and responding to myself and my parts has now led me to this deeper layer of feeling core tension that wants to ultimately shift into trust… Trust of the Divine within and outside of me and trust in the Divine energies unfolding that can only be tapped into if you reach your consciousness well beyond the mainstream/Matrix.

This last year or so of the C-VID narrative has planted even more tension inside us all, especially for alternative thinking, feeling, and intuition. Even if you do decide to go with what the mainstream tells you is THE truth, that is ‘not to be argued with or against’, there’s still tension around who to trust as the bifurcation of once-trusted relationships continues. This was always a part of the Ascension process and it’s only been amplified since this C-VID timeline began in 2020.

Our bodies signal to us so much that we need to listen to. They tell us when something is not right, when we are suffering, when we have been implanted and impacted by the emoto-psycho-drama around us. So much of our intuition comes through the instrument of our bodies as one expression of it. Yet, our bodies have been suppressed, criticized, bullied, and we have not been taught how to properly honour and respect them. This continues with the injected poisons which are an assault on our immune systems as we’ve known them. If the body is in a bind, so will we be, until we love them UP enough to bring them with us into much higher consciousness.

I feel my own body in its upgrades as I share this… the ongoing journey of its own Ascension process and the integration of Light Body. It wants to be realigned with and lived in differently. It wants to be thanked. It wants to have its balance of deep relaxation and physical activity. It wants to be made love to and to make love as a house of my soul and home for my heart. It craves the textures of sand, water, grass, and the feeling of sunshine landing on its many chakral petals. It craves the love of Gaia from which it was created and my own love too as I feel its consciousness and needs, just as I’ve felt soul aspects and parts of me in need and in pain…

This is the invitation for us all; To feel a new relationship with the body, with what moves through it every time we take in anything energetically or physically. The tension of the reality of moving out of the Matrix is real and our bodies invite us to be self-loving, highly discerning, and to begin to tune into it in new ways. It truly is our instrument, our vehicle, our temple, and needs to be tuned into to be tuned UP, making the whole journey of living within it and the density and tension we have to help it move through, worth it.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.