SoulFullHeart Museletter: June 12, 2021

The recent solar eclipse brought Raphael and Jelelle Awen their very first experience of visiting a crop circle in person! This visit offered a transmission of connectedness to Star/Mu family along with a sense of being held and taken care of. Jelelle shares more about their experience in this week’s featured article.

The crop circle represents something powerful about 5D consciousness and living in 5D, which is an ongoing process for all of us on Gaia. Tomorrow, June 13th @ 5pm BST, Raphael and Jelelle will be offering a group transmission/meditation call over Zoom about this very topic. They’ll even play the singing bowls for us as an additional transmission of 5D energy and a way to ‘tune in’. More info on that here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana have made a couple of brand new videos about the SoulFullHeart process, why you may wish to have sessions someday, and what may experience as a result of them. You can find these videos in this Museletter.

Also found in this Museletter, is a new guided meditation from Jelelle, featuring her three quartz crystal singing bowls… a powerful and grounding way to activate and clear your chakras!

We have new articles and audio blogs for you as well, featuring digestions of incoming energies and some different perspectives on how to process current events, the ongoing Ascension/awakening journey for humanity, and what you may be experiencing.

You can find the latest Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/cc2991468de1/soulfullheart-muselettera-reminder-of-magic-and-home?e=e10cd5f26e

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Love,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

We Are Waiting For You: Message From Lemuria On 5/5 Gateway

Blessings during this 5/5 gateway to 5D! This message came through from the Lemurians today as a bridge to 5D opens up:

Oh, humanity…..Your journey has been so long,

Your fall so complete,

Your pain and suffering so real.

You landed in your forgetfulness,

your soul went to sleep,

you closed down your heart,

you disconnected from your intuition.

So, your mind did its work

and it got busy making a life

fed by a matrix mother

that could provide only

limits, programs, conditions, and rules.

Some of us Lemurians survived the Great Fall

and were forced away from the surface

choking on the ashes in the air,

heavy with the burden of grieving the loss of so many of our brothers, sisters,

and our mightily cherished Motherland.

We have lived beneath you

for all these thousands of years.

We’ve been birthing and raising UP

our golden world of 5D consciousness

within this protected womb of Gaia’s deepest depths.

We are waiting here for you to unplug from the false matrix

and cord into your Divine Mother….

to reclaim your higher heart,

to reactivate your DNA,

to expand your consciousness,

to remember WHO YOU REALLY ARE…

We are waiting for you to truly CARE again,

for all creatures,

for all of Gaia,

and, most of all, for yourself and for each other.

Some of you are growing, sprouting, expanding…

You are the precious offspring of Lemuria

that we sent to the surface

in a human form, born into and of their Matrix

in order be a beaconing seed of

New Lemuria there.

We are here to remind you,

to help you remember,

and to water you with support from afar

and from within you

whenever you are in need.

We’ve provided you with saints and sages over the years…

seeds of us in humanly form

to offer templates for what

New Humanity could be again

and always truly WAS.

When enough of you are ready,

we will return to the surface.

We will collaborate together,

we will re-create the Motherland,

we will get to live Heaven on Gaia…

And we will become a loving humanity

reunited, as a living human reflection of our Divine parents

once again.

Love to you always from your Lemurian soul aspects/guides w/Jelelle Awen~

Join Raphael and I for our next group call Bridge To New Lemuria, offering teachings, channeled messages from Lemuria and a powerful transmission/meditation 5D bridge. More info at soulfullheart.org/events coming soon! More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, community and more at soulfullheart.org.

From Star Family: Invitation To Move From Self-Righteousness To Humility

by Kasha Rokshana

“Starseed… you’re not here to ‘change the world’.

You’re here to discover a template for a renewed, rebirthed, and gentler one from deep within you.

Beloved soul… you’re not here to force a new perspective on anyone.

You’re here to lead through the example of your courage to feel any and ALL perspectives that live inside of you… those that are based in fear, those that are founded in love. You are to become a sacred Love Ambassador to all parts of you that hold these different perspectives, to bring them through their traumas and pain and open up your heart ever deeper.

You’re here to seed the shifts, as a gardener does when tending to baby plants, to seedlings. Your entire species is learning, unlearning, relearning; finding and discovering humility with self-worth intact; seeking and finding the courage to own what is yours to own and acknowledge the impact of it all.

You’re here to propagate the New Earth. The one that you dream of, that you remained connected to as a reality inside of you when you first entered this planet and this density. This propagation, this replanting and reseeding, comes from remembering and a responsibility individually held and personally expressed.

Starseed, you’re not here to be or become ‘perfect’… but to humbly remember that just as all others are, you too are in a constant state of recalling what has always lived inside of you. You yourself are a seed, planted in Gaian soil. You yourself are here to discover, to claim responsibility for that which harms or hurts, to heal self-righteous patterns, to remember that there is a greater purpose and context accessible through stillness and feeling. The bigger picture is a portal, accessible through the heart… to enter it through any other means, will give it fear-colours.

May this transmission from our hearts to yours provide a gentle HIGHway for the learning of the truth of your path. An individually offered message, landing differently in each and every Starseed heart, is this. A path it is, with many curves and sudden turns, chosen each day you remain either small or courageously enter your truest bigness.

With so much love,

Your Star Family”

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Becoming A 5D Bridge During Ascension (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Becoming a 5D Bridge during Ascension is about the bridging of love and healing primarily INSIDE to the parts of you and Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes who need you and who you need as well, deepening into mutual gift exchange as the transmutation from trauma to love occurs.

This video is excerpts of teachings from our final Free To Be group call in the series on May 6 with Raphael Awen and I about how to become a 5D Bridge through parts connection and embodiment in ALL areas of your life. We talk about the seven areas of life and what Ascension from 3D to transitional 4D into 5D looks and feels like from the SoulFullHeart perspective.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and SoulFullHeart Collaborator Gabriel Heartman share in the video about their process of becoming a 5D bridge. We also all speak in light language to each other, which you are welcome to JOIN IN from wherever you are too to babble along with us.

You can purchase the full recording of this group call recorded on May 6 (which includes 40 MORE minutes of teachings, two guided meditations and full sharings from Gabriel and Kalayna) and receive the recordings of all the calls in the series through offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen

Here is a writing about the 3D/4D/5D Self and the 7 Areas Of Life: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/3d4d5dselvesquestions

Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our next six week group call series Free To Be 2: Navigating The Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition starting on May 20th!: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart sessions, community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org

What We Heal In Ourselves We Heal In The World

by Monica Devi Bhakti

Today I found myself deep in a spin of the fear control matrix. I was feeling the intensity of my emotions, as well as the emotions of the collective. I reached out and got wise words from this beautiful SoulFullHeart community. Many thanks especially to Gabriel Heartman.

I also remembered back with gratitude to a session with Jelelle Awen, recognizing the need to disconnect from the collective, to find myself and my truth.

I went in and checked in with my parts. I found a Young One deep in fear, and my Inner Punisher running rampant – or so I thought. What I realized then, was that my Punisher was my Inner Masculine, actually trying to help the Young One. He was in a frenzy trying to find what would help this little one’s fear and help her feel safe. He felt so helpless and was lashing out, demanding that I make a plan and take action, even if I don’t know where I am going, or what is next for me. This sent me down endless rabbit holes of possibilities as if just taking just any action would assuage the fear. And I did take some actions and explore some possibilities. This helped for a bit. What helped more was to engage the deep well of the Inner Sacred Feminine – to allow the feelings, to allow that they are not wrong, not something that I need to make go away, but to listen to and honor deeply. These feelings do not need to be forcefully “shifted” into a ”higher consciousness” – that in fact to try to do so, was an act of aggression towards myself and spiritual bypass. Not to mention a judgment of what is good and what is not, what is “light” and what is not. As I have said – What part of All That Is, am I trying to make not a part of All That Is? What part of knowing that everything is the light, am I denying?

I find if we want to “fix” something, it’s because it makes us uncomfortable, and we are judging it. We want it to go away.

I realized that this is also part of what is happening in the collective. Theories and opinions about the actions of others, and who will stay in 3D and who will move into higher planes of consciousness, are so prevalent. I also notice how many are full of spiritual judgment and bypass. I’m speaking here of the conversations that do not include the essential ingredient of compassion. The bridging needed in the world – that this SoulFullHeart work helps do so beautifully within ourselves.

When we see the darkness, the actions that others have taken that seem so heinous, of course we have emotion and recoil. It scares us. It scares us that there is pain out there so deep, that it would turn on others in such awful ways. It shows us that Inner Punishers, unchecked and unloved, can become outer Tyrants and Abusers.

I know the truth that actions such as those only come from deep, unfelt pain and wounding. I know it because I have seen it, over and over. I have experienced it, over and over. One in self-love simply does not take those actions.

Love does not harm.

So what will help that deep wounding? Will ostracizing others and making them wrong – even in subtle spiritual ways – bring healing? If it doesn’t work inside, why would it work outside?

My experience today is that compassion, love will always be the one true answer.

I can so easily allow and witness the shadow in the world and others with non-judgment and compassion. Hold sacred space. My challenge currently is to witness and allow my deep shadow. Hold sacred space, and be, as Jelelle says, ‘the Love Ambassador’ – to myself.

What we heal in ourselves, we heal in the world.

May peace and love be mine, and yours, today and always.


***Monica Devi Bhakti is a SoulFullHeart Facilitatant, Collaborator, holder of sacred space, love generator, healer and writer.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

‘Sacred Sisterhood’ Is Emerging More As Part Of ‘New/5D Earth’ Transition

by Kalayna Solais

I wrote down some feelings of Sacred Sisterhood a few months ago when a new wave of ‘sacred sisters’ was just emerging onto my shores, in my heart and soul field, and in the flesh no less! This was not just about my growing INNER sisterhood, though that is always deepening and being felt more and more… this was about feeling the resonance of other women around my age and beyond that too, feeling us coming together more in realness, uniqueness, yet also a desire to heal and be healed and not leave any part of us or Metasoul aspect behind in the process.

I’m feeling something today about women learning to actually see each other and love each other deeply and how this seems to be happening within my beloved SoulFullHeart community and possibly elsewhere too. There is something to be said for the ‘restriction’ of not being able to go outward and do many outward things right now and feeling, then, the new portals to going inward – going YINward – that I feel is helping us all go to our next levels of feeling why we’ve had a hard time holding deeper friendships and being with other women as women. We’ve been invited to continue the journey of looking within and seeing each other as sacred mirrors of the continued inner work. We’ve been invited to feel the triggers yet actually find some stillness around them too, feeling the parts and Metasoul aspects in other timelines where they could be coming from, which then leads to a more open heart towards each other.

I hear women claiming ‘realness’ when they’re being harsh and even abusive, fusing to their Inner Punishers or other energies in their soul timelines and lashing out as a way to off-gas what actually isn’t about the other person at all. I hear women claim ‘Well, I am just direct and blunt’ when I can’t feel how this directness has heart or care in it for the other person. When I hear words like these, I can feel their Inner Matriarch who is in pain about never being met with actual realness, vulnerability, and care themselves and quite often they’ve also taken in these abusive frequencies, even from the maternal line in their birth families. Underneath this is often a pain of being the biggest soul in the room, who hasn’t ever felt truly initiated into their soul gifts or deeply seen for them either. It’s also an energy that covers over the more vulnerable energies and parts inside that just want to love and want the battles to be over so they can play and connect more with others, like with the Inner Child or even the Teenager once she has finally had some air.

In my deepening relationships with women in my life who have been very consciously working and feeling all this and more within themselves, what becomes new is the way in which it can all be shared… all the nuances of feelings and reactions. These parts don’t have to be any less ‘real’ or even more vulnerable and open than they’re ready for yet, yet they do get to be held now and seen in a new way, acknowledging that these energies they hold that often feel competitive and push away at the deeper love and intimacy that’s possible are NOT their whole story or all that they have within them.

I’ve been so pleasantly surprised (and not!) to feel how much deeper my relationships with these other women can go once we have done the work to be able to hold realness, feel reactions, share them, and also acknowledge the impact of this in every moment. The result of these exchanges is more love, not less, that gets to be shared; more seeing of each other and each other’s uniqueness and gifts; more compassion than was transactable between us before, for now we know more about each other’s backgrounds, stories, and ongoing processes.

This, to me, is a sacred template emerging for Sacred Sisterhood. It’s always in exploration. There are no rules and sometimes messes are made. Abuse is a thing of the past, though sometimes exchanges are intense if necessary. There’s a personal sense of accountability for your own energies and process and there’s a desire to be transparent and deepen the intimacy ground.

This all feels to me like the new ground going forward that’s possible in ALL relationships of all kinds if the time and space are taken to go inward, to lean into work such as this, to dig into those deeper wounds and find gold, and to begin, ultimately, to seed the ground of what New Earth/Golden Earth/5D Earth relationships get to look and feel like! There can only be BLISS as this moves and deepens our healing and the yield of 5D Earth/Sacred Human consciousness within you and in your relationships makes it all worth it. The practice ground for this is always within, yet when these sacred friendships emerge on your radar, this is a chance to really apply all you’ve realized and seek out all you’ve most wanted to experience but were afraid to ask for with another.

Much love!

Kalayna ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

 

Feeling What You REALLY Want And Need During These Turbulent Times

by Raphael Awen

When the rumble of the collective fear of death goes viral through the collective by the aid of a media-hyped and created event, we do well to feel each and every part of us that resonates with that rumble.

Trying instead to stay ‘high-vibe and positive’ invariably proves to be an exercise in denial and lying to oneself and others if we are not willing to be honest about the parts of us that actually are freaked out if they in fact are. You can’t stay high-vibe if you aren’t there already, and you can’t get to high-vibe if you’ve denied yourself a way to feel the parts of you who are low-vibe at the moment.

You were given a range of vibes for a divine creator reason and as a divine creator. That reason becomes very obscured and flattened when you are only permitting one polarity to live in you. What good is a piano with only the high notes?

What this Coronavirus actually is in terms of any real threat and in what scale is something that will only be known in hindsight. What is real is the fear that you feel that is kicked up by the story that is being spread far and wide. Our collective is so long overdue for a collective bowel movement and this one may well be one big dump, one that relieves so much. We’ve all had a hand in creating this need.

Because we are all one in a higher level of reality, we also do well to feel what this collective shift in consciousness is opportuning us to feel personally.

When I feel parts of myself, I feel aspects of me that want the future to be safe and bright and exciting and alive. I feel the parts of me that want purpose and engagement, as well as creature comforts. All of these goodies are threatened by the looming Coronavirus story – asking me to pare down my desires and settle for the story of the goal of survival. I feel the parts of me that aren’t yet assured of a bright and exciting future and wonder if we shouldn’t just settle for an outlook of mitigating disaster rather than full-on thrival.
Now grounded in what’s real in the inside, I get to actually process and create movement inside of myself from fear to love. I couldn’t actually get to the love were it not for the fear as my starting place.

And I also can’t get to the love I’m needing when I’m spending all my time staying up on the agenda of the Dark Illuminati/Cabal/Black Hats versus the Alliance/Q-anon picture of things as a way to distract myself from what’s really going on inside of me to me.

And when I don’t actually get to the love I’m needing and wanting, my vibe is invariably lower, I’m broadcasting that vibe as a reality generator to those around me before I utter a word or take an action. In other words, your and my greatest service to others begins and ends with the greatest service to self. ‘Selfishness’ isn’t a bad word at all in 5D.

Whoever gave us the ‘service to self’ versus ‘service to other’ dichotomy was still living in the reality that there is actually any separation between self and other. This is the old picture of separation of spirit and matter, the separation of good and evil, the battle for supremacy that is being found more and more to be the root of all conflict inside and outside. There isn’t actually a ‘whoever’ to blame here; we gave that picture to ourselves as a way to live our way to and through a movement of our reality.

We are this big, and our lessons are this epic! We get to do this and we get to do it as a collective and as individuals at the same time.

Allow what you really want, feel, and need, without denial, to guide you through these waters.

I’d be delighted to help you through your personal rumbles if what I’m sharing resonates for you. More here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo courtesy of https://unsplash.com/@renebbernal

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Being In 5D Now

By Jelelle Awen
In 5D NOW…every moment that love is chosen over fear. When the resistances are moved through and out of to experience the openings afterwards….forgiveness replaces grudges and hurts. Compassion transmutes anger and judgement to passionate truth telling.
 
In 5D NOW….in relationships with others. When the conflicts are moved beyond to experience the resonance that can arise. Vulnerability allows the sharing of the fear of intimacy and what it pushes up for you on a soul level, for parts of you from this life too.
 
In 5D NOW…as activations from Divine Masculine Sun and the Divine Feminine Moon…..held in the womb space to gestate with Gaia Mother. As those previously sleepy 10 DNA strands wake you up again to what feels like your super hero sacred human energies.
 
In 5D NOW……you are and can be whenever you chose to. And when you can’t feel it or are in fear or in pain or in turmoil or in conflict…..allowing those feelings to be a portal and to go into them with as much willingness and openness as you embraced the joy and the bliss and the magic.
 
I took this photo yesterday when I was with Raphael in the woods of the in 5D NOW energies creating rainbow crystals around the sun, streaming down to us constantly, as much as we can let them in!
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to experience more in 5D NOW as you feel/bridge to the energies that are still vibrating in fear, etc. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Feeling & Being Felt Clears The Way To Your New Reality

By Kalayna Solais

The heart space clears as tears fill the chambers that were once closed off and sealed.

Sometimes giving yourself space to cry, to just let out what’s been pent up or buried for so long, is the deepest gift.

Frustrations need space to come out from parts of you who feel they’ve been used and neglected, who’ve needed to be incredibly walled-off and protected from a world that has seemed quite heartless and cruel in their experience of it.

To be able to trust another with these tears as they hold space for you to have them is powerful… to be felt deeply and tenderly by another who is qualified to hold this space by their capacity to hold space for themselves and who hold a NEW legacy from their own space-holders who have felt them deeply too.

It can take a long time to trust this shared heart space and there are so many very good reasons why this has been true.

The new sense of what it means to be empathic and to feel another, walking with them on their way to healing as they become more and more empowered to hold that space for themselves too… and eventually others… this is what makes the journey of refining who you are as a ‘healer’ in this world worth it and the journey of serving love that constantly challenges you to keep serving and receiving love from yourself, from the Divine, to yourself, worth it.

I’ve been moved so many times by those I’ve held space for and it always helps me find movements within too. To me, the part of serving love that fills me up the most is to hold and offer the energies I give myself and also receive from those I love and trust. Feeling the love move through and from me to someone in a session, helping their cup fill back up again, is not only rewarding but always clears my heart space out too, making room for me to feel whatever is next for me to feel for myself and my own parts/Metasoul.

And so is the new INvitation to heart-led, vulnerable leadership and healership too… so is the journey into 5D/Golden Earth reality. Though the road can seem long and winding, we ARE in this together, and we are moving upward with every sober yet alive step inward…

And every vulnerable, aching tear our parts are willing to feel as what hasn’t been that reality moves more and more out of our fields and current reality.

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I would love to serve you in session space if what I’m describing resonates for you! My beloveds are available as well… http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: SOULar Codes Invite You To Process Lower 4D Timelines To Anchor Into 5D Love

by Kalayna Solais

This is a photo I took of the sun yesterday! Wow!! Lots of codes downloading that want us all to really feel ourselves, really feel the parts/Metasoul aspects that struggle and react to the process of re-anchoring into higher timelines and more self-loving and compassionate frequencies.

It was nice on a high energy day yesterday to “log-off” and unplug for a while! When I came back online to check up on everything yesterday evening, it felt like so much intensity was moving through, almost more than usual in some ways. I highly recommend that if you are feeling especially reactive that you unplug for a while. Even in service of love there is a need to sometimes take a step back and not be on the “frontlines” (not always an easy one to learn or follow through with, I know).

This could be the peak (or one of the peaks) we are feeling in the 3D and lower 4D rumble… Where there is much to react to at every turn yet always an invitation to respond with LOVE and genuine compassion instead. Especially when it feels almost impossible to do so. If this is difficult at this time, the reactions need to be pulled back inward and parts of you felt in their pain and the chaos of their personal worlds.

It feels especially important right now to feel battle timelines in your Metasoul. To meet the Warriors and soldiers where they ARE and to be with what is moving through them instead of placing it all outside of you in YOUR life as you know it right now. This is key to anchoring more into 5D frequencies of peace and a flow of love and compassion that is genuine and integrative.

Personally, I’m feeling much more freed up from my own lower 4D process these past weeks. The energies of the Metasoul timelines I accessed and felt through are shifting more into hope, freedom, love, understanding, compassion… especially for themselves and what they’ve “done”, or in some cases, “not done”.

There are numerous timelines we all need to feel regarding these energies that keep us anchored ultimately into lower frequencies that can make us quite sick in body, heart, mind, and especially soul. They anchor us into hopelessness, fear, feeling like there is always something to push against, feeling as everything and everyone is ultimately against us, and in many cases this may have been true for a phase of your life, yet if it is STILL true, then why are you staying in these circumstances?

The answer to that question may seem complicated to parts of you, yet fear is the one that seems to anchor us all the most into feeling as if these frequencies are realer than the love that wants to come in and light us up, help us move through and heal each of these timelines, and help those Metasoul aspects of us from those timelines move into a new frequency where they can find the healing they need and yes, DESERVE.

This and other meditations from Jelelle may be helpful for you to begin your deep-dive into YOU, to discover what Metasoul aspect(s) could be pulsing through your life and your BEing at this time:

Much love as you navigate your own version of letting in and integrating these codes coming through. ❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.