Category: By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: High Solar Winds & Schumann/Gaia Spike Heightening Energy Levels/Feeling States
By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: High SOULar winds continue into today with an official geomagnetic storm in progress. Wind speeds reached up beyond 600 km/sec as geomagnetics flowing from a hole in the sun’s atmosphere created Auroras across the Northern skies. October had been quiet geomagnetically after a very active September due to cracks that form in Gaia’s magnetic field during the Equinox.
We are in deep solar minimum phase right now with no active sunspots for 221 days, according toΒ spaceweather.com.Β That means no SOULar flares during that time too. Flares can be a lot to digest on our emotional/physical/chakral bodies even as they can be highly activating too, so this feels like a good thing to be in a quieter period around them as we continue to upgrade at a race/pace that works for us individually and as a collective.
Also relatively quiet has been the Gaia/Schumann resonance…until today when there was a spike up to 58HZ! Elevated Gaia frequencies can bring up feelings of not being grounded, amplified then by the high solar winds.

Head/neck/shoulder pains are common during these energies. You may be feeling heightened anxiety and difficulty sleeping. An ampy feeling moving through. Yet, also, a sense of excitement, renewed passion, and increasing clarity/vision about your higher timeline life/self. The solar winds can activate your inner masculine, in whatever ways you experience that. While the Gaia spikes offer a flush of feminine energies….they can often balance themselves out in this way.
Veils can be thinner too with more bleed-through of other lifetimes and galactic activations too!
Much love to you as we adjust to, integrate and ride these waves of energies!
Jelelle Awen
Join me for a women’s call on Sunday at 10:00am PDT exploring sacred femininity and working with the inner masculine! More info here:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Experiencing Anxiety And Depression As Portals To Your Parts Of Self And Soul
The two emotional experiences that are so often brought to be βfixedβ or βsolvedβ in sessions (often by the Inner Protector) are that of anxiety and depression. The answer in 3D is to suppress them, to medicate them with βanti-feelingβ drugs. The answer in 3D is to fight them, to not let them βwinβ, to be stronger than they are. The answer in 3D is to see these emotional states as enemies that must be conquered and controlled, especially if they are interrupting or disrupting your ability to work hard and βkeep up appearancesβ (which is the number one priority in 3D life.)
The experience of anxiety can be so difficult. The worry that practically chews at your third chakra. The βpanic attacksβ seeming to come from nowhere that can be embarrassing, inconvenient, and just plain scary. The inability to feel at ease, at rest, and in goodness inside of your own skin and life.
Depression can hang like a thick fog over everything. Life feels meaningless, especially 3D life routines of work, eat, sleep patterns that go on and on. The sense of flatness is punctuated by moments of wanting to die and neither feels comfortable with each other.
In 3D, the emotional states themselves are treated and fixated onβ¦.rather than the actual parts of the self (and soul) that are feeling them and WHY they are feeling them. In my over 15 years of working with parts of myself and with others in spaceholding, I have discovered that there is always VERY GOOD reason for these feeling states. Rather than suppressing them, we relate with them as a PORTAL.
Seeing them as a portal allows you to shift from fighting them and into loving curiosity about them. The experience of extreme emotional states is so often the result of backed up, undigested traumas. Anxiety is the downstream, byproduct of parts of you (usually the inner child) not experiencing that life was safe energectically/emotionally/ and very often physically. Your inner child cannot actually trust life to be loving, so they move into an anxious state of distrust near constantly. This is fuelled by the Inner Protector and Inner Punisherβs lack of trust in the world to be a safe one for your Inner Child to be in. The two anxious states fuel each other rather than either able to provide trusting and loving frequencies to the other.
Here is a meditation with me to meet your Inner Child, as a place to start:Β https://youtu.be/L_bpgyIuYds
This is just ONE possibility for the existence of anxiety, as it can also stem from the Metasoul and be a result of very traumatic soul experiences (especially those that involve killing or being killed) that havenβt been digested. The existential anxiety is very often underneath the this-life triggered anxiety. In 3D, the veil of amnesia is thick and the very influential emotional bleeding-through reality of other lifetimes (especially for those awakening) is not acknowledged.
Depression is very often the struggle of the soul to accept and integrate into 3D life. Awakening souls arenβt meant to actually assimilate into 3D life, yet they arenβt very often supported and initiated into their true soul purpose and galactic essence. If this initiation had happened during our formative teenage years instead of invalidation, we would have bloomed into passionate expression of our soul gifts and service of love. Instead, we were conditioned in 3D deadness cyclesβ¦.and depression is often a result of that conditioning and programming that goes against the grain of souls and hearts.
Connecting with your Inner Teenager can help to ease the depression as their creativity is released and discovered with you as loving and supportive soul mentor that they never had. Depression is also connected to soul themes and other lifetimes, especially for those souls who are highly creative and connected to and are a channel for Divine inspiration. Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Teenager:Β https://youtu.be/sLDoA7UXVFk
Connecting with emotional states such as anxiety and depression AS portals of self discovery to these parts of you allows for a BIG shift in your experience of them. Instead of battling them, you come to see them as a precious gift that opens up access to these parts of yourself and soul that need you. Over time, the expression of them lessens and eventually fades away altogether (as has been my experience)β¦.with no drugs needed.
Only love can heal the trauma and the downstream emotional expression of it. As you embrace all parts of yourself and their expressions, you are offering the medicine of love to heal whatever inside of you most needs it.
Love,
Jelelle Awen
30-45 minute free intro calls over Zoom are available now with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Raphael Awen for you to see if this journey into your self and soul through the SoulFullHeart process is for you. You can contact them through this blog to schedule one or go here for more information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Energy Update: Moving From Afraid To Brave Into Your Higher Timeline Self/Life
Energy Update: These are Ascension love energies coming in now through this 10/10 into 11/11 (and into 12/12 too) portal that call us to discover our own inner courage. They invite us to tap into the bravery of our soul essence. They urge us as a collective to go to our next level together into the New Dawn of a New Age of Unity Consciousness Love. These energies are projecting the higher timeline versions of each of us coming more into our conscious awareness through the receiving of codes and upgrades to our physical/emotional/auric-chakra bodies.
The energies now and moving into 2020 ARE about your higher timeline self and life, what it looks and feels like, who you feel like as you live itβ¦.very specific details sometimes and more like vague visions at other times of this higher timeline. There isnβt just one possibility here. It certainly isnβt βset in stoneβ as every choice you make (whether based in fear or love) moves you closer toward one or another. These timelines are a spectrum, like rays radiating out from your central sun of this Now moment and your current expression of BEing.
Which ray/timeline you will follow is a matter of flowing with life, with love, and with your own joy. It is about choosing the new instead of the known. Risking the safe for that sparkling possibility of the New. Feeling the parts of you that are afraid and resistant to go into the new timeline and WHY they are.
Inner Protectors/Gatekeepers are coming UP stronger right now, along with Inner Punisher energies too. This is usually the more wounded masculine that is feeling its ground of operation being threatened so it is βputting up a last fightβ in certain ways. Closing up the heart space, blocking codes from coming in, pulling away from known and previously trusted resources of community and space holders to be alone and isolated. Increasing the voice of judgement that creates cycles of shame and guilt and unworthiness in your Inner Child to keep it βsafe and small.β
These are denser, trailing edge energies in parts of you that need to come up to be felt and cleared in order to move into your higher timeline self/life. They need lots of love and supportive self space holding to receive forgiveness, compassion, and negotiation to ease their fears. This is their impulse, their fight and flight reactivity born and bred in 3D lifeβ¦to bring up defenses that slow down and block and pauseβ¦.rather than move forward.
Yet, these Ascension energies are meant to provide a boost to these parts of you that most need them. They are meant to be a balm to the edges, the pains, the sufferings of the wounded masculine within you so that it can transition to the clear, the brave, and the penetrating energy that it needs to be right now. These energies also support the inner feminine, who is so often buried and layered over by this masculine. The Divine Mother offers a template of an intuitive, sensitive, passionate, and trusting feminine to arise within you.
This is a guided meditation with me to bring in Ascension Codes (Infinite Love codes) into every chakraβ¦powerful, courage building energies for your inner masculine and your inner feminine: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU
Your Higher Timeline life/self is waiting for youβ¦.trust and surrender to the Divine to lead you on the way there as you become Infinite Love in human form!
Love,
Jelelle Awen
Join me this Sunday at 10:00am PDT for a sacred feminine womenβs group call exploring the process of connecting with your inner masculine in order to arise your sacred feminine essence. More information about joining us live or to receive the recording for $15 CAD here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/
or here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/womengroupcalls
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Ascension Codes Chakra Activation Guided Meditation W/Music – W/Jelelle Awen (Video)
By Jelelle Awen
This guided meditation video has been in my heart to do for quite awhile and is per request from people who wanted a longer meditation with me set to music. It is over 40 minutes of pure guided meditation, just my voice and high frequency music in the background. Like taking a sound bath for the chakras, heart, and soul!
One of the important aspects of navigating the ongoing Ascension process can be to actually bring in the codes that are becoming available to you through Solar, Great Cosmic Sun, Lunar, and Galactic sources. Bringing them into your chakral and auric fields allows for smoother experience for your body and fewer Ascension body symptoms.
All codes contain frequencies of Infinite Love from Divine Source. You are more able to receive these codes when your vibrational frequency is higher, unanchored from the 3D matrix, and your emotional body is healing and transmuting out of undigested trauma and pain frequencies. These codes are personal to you and meant to facilitate your ‘next level’ embodiment of higher vibrational frequencies. Codes can be in the form of sacred geometry, number sequences, keys, infinity and yin/yang symbols, and many other visual shapes. They can also appear as colorful rays of energy.
In this guided meditation, I lead you through connection to each of your Ascension Chakras, including your Personal Sun Chakra (two feet above your head), Soul Star Chakra (one foot above your head) and your Causal Chakra (behind your head.) Connecting with your Ascension Chakras can facilitate next level activations and upgrades as much of that is ‘going on’ in these upper, upper chakras. We then move to each of the seven main chakras (Crown, Third Eye, Solar Plexus, Sacral, and Root).
You bring in the Ascension codes ready and waiting for you into each of these chakras. You also activate these codes with declarations and affirmations with ‘I want’, ‘I am’, and ‘I desire’ statements. These statements are made to your Higher Self, the Divine, and Your Star Family as confirmation that you are ‘ready’ to receive, let in, and integrate. These statements are intentional waveforms that activate your Metasoul’s Quantum Field.
The musical track in this meditation is called Awaken The Power Of Love/Manifest Miracles With Gratitude/444HZ Vibration Of the Fifth Dimension. It is used here with much gratitude from me! It is from the Lovemotives Meditation Music You Tube Channel, my favorite for high frequency sound healing!Β https://youtu.be/StiGAEl_RV4
INJOY and may you experience yourself as Infinite Love!
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Celebrating Thanks-Giving In Resonant Energies


Healing Karmic Soul Patterns W/Your Metasoul In The Quantum Field
By Jelelle Awen
Processes have been going DEEP lately, much more into the quantum space beyond where traditional therapies and spiritual practices have been able to go before. Deeper, previously more subconscious layers of wounding and traumas, layers beyond the veil, are being accessed for healingβ¦.both personally and collectively.
The quantum love field is expanding all the time to support this next level healing in response to our evolving sacred humanity. This is healing that is possible not just in your current lifetime timeline, yet in ALL of the timelines/lifetimes that your soul has been fractured into as well from the original, individuated soul source of your Metasoul/Monad.
This depth, this deep dive, becomes more possible as the trust in your soul/Higher Self grows to hold the space for it. Your soul βtakes overβ from your analytical mind and the parts of you that may want to control and manage the process. You more and more unanchor from 3D and even lower 4D matrix reality and into the higher dimensional, quantum frequency field of your Metasoul.
Connected to this field, you donβt have to access every lifetime/timeline in order to heal it.Β You donβt have to βrelive and feelβ every trauma that your soul has ever experienced in every lifetime. You donβt have to βregressβ into βpast livesβ right into the most traumatic moments, which often leads to MORE trauma to process (this happens often in past life regressions & soul retrieval as well). You donβt actually need anyone else to put you in a hypnotic state either or any kind of drug or plant to access these other lifetimes.Β
Quantum connection happens as you negotiate with your Gatekeeper aspect, who is guarding your veil of amnesia and the timelines/lifetimes of your Metasoul that are happening in the Now. Negotiation and connection with your Gatekeeper allows you to become conscious of the lifetimes that MOST need your attentionβ¦..the lifetimes that youβll get the most βbang for your buckβ if you access them. The lifetimes that are most vibrating in fear, pain and trauma (usually associated with killing frequencies). The lifetimes that offer the most reward and gifts if you heal them.Β
As you βdrop intoβ and travel to those lifetimes with your Gatekeeper, you are meeting/connecting with your Metasoul sister/brother that is living in them. You form an ongoing relationship with the Metas sister/brother, just like having a bond with a sibling. In this ongoing connection, you exchange soul gifts with each other, you help them heal from traumas experienced in their lifetime, you are able to identify and see karmic soul patterns too. You support them to make more self loving and empowered choices that actually CHANGE the outcome of their timeline from tragic to redemptive. This then changes YOUR lifetime too as you gain access to more of your Metasoulβs pure frequencies.
As you engage in this work with your Metasoul brother/sisters in other lifetimes, you are actually able to identify and then complete karmic soul patterns and themes. This means that you NO LONGER need to incarnate as a soul into 3D and lower 4D timelines to play them out in order to heal them. Iβve been offered that many of us choose to come into this current timeline during Ascension in order to have this opportunity to no longer incarnate into denser realties. In this way, it may be our βlastβ time of choosing this.
I am seeing this capacity to identify, dive into, and heal karmic patterns in sessions with women that Iβve been working with for longer term now and on a regular basis (weekly or bi-weekly). In the consistent space holding for the SoulFullHeart process, the Inner Protector and Gatekeeper is able to start relaxing and resting more. I feel the SoulFullHeart process and approach to karmic healing is completely unique, powerful, and held with a loving and collaborative energy WITH you.
I highly recommend beginning 1:1 sessions on a regular basis with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator if you are drawn to the kind of quantum healing opportunity that I am sharing about here. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais all have space in their schedules and a deep desire to work with new clients. They are currently offering a free 30-45 minute intro call over Zoom to answer any of your questions about the process, etc. More info here about that: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Love is holding the space for the completion of karmic, suffering cycles. Now is the time to experience the power of what love can heal!
There is more in this video about Metasoul timeline portal access and healing with teaching and guided meditation with me: https://youtu.be/9jWgpQbXTZo
Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
10/10 Gateway Portal Opening!
By Jelelle Awen
Happy 10/10 portal opening to YOU! This one is powerful and seems to extend until 11/11…the ‘markers’ of these repeating number sequence days allowing for the bridge to be set and created between them. A calibration going on as ‘prep’ before we move into 2020 Next Level codes.
This also seems to be a transitional energy that is inviting us to feel what our current transition is…from which place to another inside ourselves, in life situations, in career/soul vocation, in relationships. Residues of previous traumas and conflicts are coming up during this energy too….from this life and other lifetimes.
These residues are ‘moving out’ even as they can feel, in the moment of being triggered by them, like the ‘same old thing’ that you are looping around. If you feel into it though, you’ll probably be able to sense the difference this time and that you are more anchored in your heart, your trust, and your objectivity than before. This is often now energy moving out to clear rather than energy coming up from a deeper place of unconscious unwounding.
I shared yesterday in my energy update how this can be an uneasy, odd, and even strange energy to be in as it acknowledges the awkward phases of change. The awkwardness of the in-between phases. The clearing the old to choose the New energies. Here is the energy update:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/β¦/energy-update-odd-strange-β¦/
Much love to you as we journey into and through this 10/10 gateway wherever it wants to take us, ultimately into more hope, desire, love, and feeling sense of ourselves AS love!
Hope you can join us on Saturday at 10:00am PDT for our monthly group transmission to feel into these 10/10 codes and offer our light bodies some support to make this journey into the New! More info here:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/467546737430726/
Jelelle Awen
This photo was taken yesterday here in Victoria, BC of the 10/10 energies, you can see/feel the gateway opening!
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
10/10 Portal & Light Body Activation Group Transmission Call On 10/12
By Jelelle Awen
A GOOD time to gather together as this powerful 10/10 gateway opens and extends until 11/11…..Raphael AwenΒ and I are hosting our monthly group transmission over Zoom to bring you into our high vibrational space/home this Saturday, October 12th at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver Canada time). We’ll be teaching and sharing about the 10/10 gateway, what we are experiencing of it, and also our ongoing Light Body Activation process that has included much cellular clearing, fasting/livingΒ on more prana, sound healing, sacred sexuality exchange (which can be with self and with a sacred partner), etc.
I will be playing my 432HZ tuned crystal bowls for a bit as well, which provide an atunement and clearing for each chakra in the body. AND Raphael and I will be co-leading a guided meditation together as well for you to ‘meet’ your 5D Light Body and feel where you are at in the process of becoming it more.
You can experience this for an energy exchange of $15 CAD ($11 USD)! You can also receive the recording afterwards and all of the benefits if you can’t make it live with us.
You can purchase it here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/group-transmission-1
Or via paypal here:Β paypal.me/jelelleawen
More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/467546737430726/
Love,
Jelelle and Raphael









