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Sacred Union Activation Women’s Group Call Sunday, July 17th W/Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

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Kasha and I are excited to host our first women’s group call over zoom in awhile on Sunday, July 17th! And, this one couldn’t be closer to our hearts/wombs/souls then exploring the bliss mess sacred union/counterpart/twin experience as a feminine mate. And, I have been seeing in sessions lately so much of the experience I describe below for women whether in mateship, in separation, or single.

Info below:

The desire and ache for union lies deep within the feminine womb and heart space. She holds the codes for partnership, for merging, and for birthing a ripe Usness exploration space with a mate. She is often the keeper of the memory of sacred union and particularly of her Pair Bond Counterpart/Twin union and separation, which exists in the higher dimensions of the soul family monad.

Her pain comes when her partner is not available to transact with her in this union as she can easily feel the capacity that is possible between them if they have met in this life. She can then go into suffering loops related to him, allowing push-pull dynamics and struggling to set boundaries as her idealized sense of the union hits the ‘reality’ of what isn’t transacting between them.

This can lead to frustration, anger, etc. that she doesn’t know how to be with as the soul karmic frequencies of the relationship flood her field. Also, often, her soul has also chosen to awaken ahead and ‘lead’ the soul openings whereas he may be more anchored to 3D, adding to her feelings of being isolated from him.

The capacity for true and authentic sacred union exploring deep grounds of intimacy on ALL levels of physical, mental, spiritual and emotional connection is now more possible than ever before. For many souls, it is the MAIN ground of exploration for which they grow, learn, and serve, so it isn’t just a desire fueled by fantasy, yet a soul’s knowing coming in that sacred union is the WAY for which it can continue to ascend.

This growth happens both in phases of being single and during times of being claimed and claiming a mateship, as the inner sacred union ground is a powerful place of discovery, healing, and preparation for the outer experience of sacred union.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, July 17th at 5:00/17:00pm GMT/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT, Kasha and I will explore sacred union from the feminine experience. We will share our own personal journeys and process of being in sacred union with our mates for several years now, both the bliss and mess of that experience. We will also offer how the SoulFullHeart healing process of conscious access to this-life parts and other lifetime aspects/soul dynamics allows for a deeper transaction ground of intimacy starting from within you so that you can digest your experience of sacred union.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to your inner feminine mate so that you can feel, sense, and be with her desires and any pains she has about sacred union. We will also open up a bridge for you to connect with your mate (known or not) in the moment in their higher dimensional frequency. Divine Feminine guides will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of sacred union experience within you and with your mate.

If you are currently in a relationship sacred union, this transmission will support you to deepen the intimacy within you and with your partner. It will also bridge you to a new way to process your experience and get more space from any reactive patterns that are occurring.

If you are currently single or experiencing a pairbond in conscious separation (meaning you have met your mate yet aren’t in relationship right now), this group call will give you a bigger context for which to digest sacred union. You will also bring in new codes to help any suffering grounds that have been occurring around it.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 CAD is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

More info about the call at https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls and https://www.facebook.com/events/1017406959143968

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into sacred union grounds from the feminine heart!

Love,

Jelelle and Kasha

Note: This call is a wonderful preparation for our group call on Sunday, July 24th offering a sacred union activation ground for both women AND men that will be hosted and transmitted by Raphael and I. More info to join us for that one coming soon!

One Year Living In Portugal: New Earth Codes, Community & Soul Remebrances

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One year ago, we arrived here in Portugal with very little sense of how it would be here or even much orientation to this country at all before then. We had received guidance in April last year that it was time to move on from Glastonbury, UK and yet to stay in Europe to serve here, especially to connect to the soul grids and soul family here. Portugal came up as the ‘doorway to the grail’, more sustainable/affordable living, better weather, and to connect to it as a beloved coastal and mountain landing space for the Magdalenes.

We followed this guidance as we always do when major life changes come through from the Divine….(ten major moving shifts in 14 years and five different countries!) with a sense of surrender and a bit of tension/fear in parts of us too that we needed to be with and respond to. Raphael and I had envisioned that we would spend the summer moving throughout the country, camping and staying in places as we were guided until the fall when we would settle somewhere as a community.

Instead the strong frequencies of Gaia here along with a deep need to digest our karmic healing and soul activation experiences in Glastonbury/Avalon guided us to spend the entire summer in one campground in Northern Portugal and to live there as a community. We humbled to living in tents for three months, letting Nature teach and guide us. The purity and high frequency of the river; the sheer beauty of the mountains; the warmth of the people…all of it worked on us at deep levels of clearing and healing.

We did very few sessions during this time and took pretty much a full break from posting online as well. Bey joined us in August at the campground after doing remote sessions with us off and on for a few years. She has become a beloved member of our core community since then.

After summer was over, we moved into the two beautiful spaces in this village in remote central Portugal that we live in now…Raphael and I are about a five minute walk up the narrow village road to Gabriel and Kasha’s place with Bey and Raianna living in a nearby town together. Settling into this mountain valley has felt like being held in Divine Mother’s nest as the deep Marian frequencies here invited us to go more monk like and inward. We’ve held several two-day long healing groups here as a community exploring emotional, soul, and energy healing together.

As soon as we moved into our ‘yellow light ship’ house, we experienced a deep reunion experience with a local stray black cat who claimed us immediately and we named Ravyn. We were taken on deep soul remembrance journeys with her as we invested in her health (and a bit costly vet bill) and committed to caring for her the rest of her life. She has become our beloved temple cat, offering so much loving to us, activating our heart chakras, and in sessions now too. We couldn’t imagine our life without her! And recently, Gabriel and Kasha welcomed a black cat of their own named Kaia.

In the last month there has been a shift inside us and as a community to more outbound activity, sharing, and timeline shifts of deeper service again to those souls who are drawn. Raphael and I get another honeymoon living together alone phase as Raianna has moved to live with Bey in the town of Coja. We will be moving to Coja in October, along with Gabriel and Kasha, where there are more opportunities to connect with others and it is a bit less isolated and remote.

In this moment, I feel a deep appreciation for Portugal and how it has embraced us, supported us, and held us through a necessary digestion and retraction phase. The culture shock has been real at times plus the challenge of the language. Yet, the energies here are both ancient and progressive.

New Earth is seeding here too, which is why it draws so many ‘ego-immigrants’ to come here and live off-grid. I have the sense that this country really is planting the possibilities of New Earth/New Lemuria in a way that is unique in all of the world.

We are blessed to have been guided here as it has been ‘easy’ to be here and I look forward to the deepenings to come here as a community and within myself! Many more sharings to come from here!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal, and writings/books at soulfullheart.org.

Karmic Persecution and Obligation Coming Up For Healing

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Karmic persecution and the flip side, karmic obligation, are coming up for healing right now! The experience of being persecuted is very familiar to those of who have spent many lifetimes awakening, being healers/teachers, leading new edges of consciousness forward and been ‘ahead of our time.’

We trip the Matrix programming, we create anomalies, we offer new codings. The response to this from the ‘mainstream Matrix’ can be fierce, unkind, painful, and even life threatening. Reconciling and healing this soul wounding can cause us to draw more of these persecution experiences this life. This usually manifests in relationship struggles and conflicts, particularly with birth family members, in romances, and in friendships where they are more anchored to 3D consciousness still.

Parts of us can feel quite hurt, rejected, abandoned by these repeated experiences of condemnation and judgement from those who claim to love us. I have felt how deep this wounding can go so many times in sessions and within myself too. The heart of our inner child is blocked by the Inner Protector in response to this, shielding them for future hurts (or so they hope.) The light of our soul bigness shining can be dimmed too, hidden ‘under a bushel’ for a time that feels safer.

Karmic obligation is another side of this dynamic where your soul aspects and parts have taken on responsibility for these family members, friends and mates even when you no longer resonate with each other and even when there is judgement and harm/abuse from them toward you. Instead of feeling the pain of this, parts of you feel responsible for them, you take care of them, you become the ‘holder’ of their pain at the cost of your own growth. Parts of you feel guilt if you experience joy and love because they cannot in the same way.

These karmic binds are important to feel and be with as there is a healing opportunity to complete them…now more than ever! To go deeper than the triggers and reactions to how people are treating you (or not treating you) and into the emotional body and soul field. To explore the dynamics going on within you from one part to another that mirrors this same persecution/victim dynamic (such as between the Inner Punisher and parts that feel shame.) To go into your soul field to discover the soul themes playing out there lifetime after lifetime with these same souls.

In these explorations lead by curiosity and an open heart, you discover forgiveness and compassion…for yourself, for your soul aspects, and for them. This is what allows for completion of these karmic binds as the polarity they create is no longer needing to be experienced for your growth. Only authentic, felt out and emotionally digested compassion allows for this completion…not affirmations or mental analysis or spiritual beliefs.

You (and parts of you) may be giving still much focus and energy to the reactive experience you have during these relationships….rather than turning inward to explore WHY these dynamics are happening. Going directly to the source of them within your soul field and emotional body is possible now, rather than just looping over and over. Gratitude for the gift these other souls have provided you in this experience arises as well from this ground.

Going into these deeper grounds is, yes, now more possible than ever. The veils are so thin, the walls around our hearts are weakening, and our defenses are getting so tired of holding up any more blocks. The ache to move back into Oneness again is getting stronger and stronger! Any frequencies within us of separation are being illuminated, brought up, and amplified….seeking wholeness by receiving and becoming LOVE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More information about a free intro over zoom with me for women to talk about 1:1 sessions to explore these karmic grounds for healing and completion at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Solstice 2022 & Crop Circle Update: Full Body/Ascension Chakra Activations

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Solstice Energy Update: Blessings to you on Solstice, celebrating both the first day of summer and the longest day/shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere! There is always something magical about the summer solstice as all of the sunlight/photonic light codes flood into us on this day.

And for those of you in the southern hemisphere, there is the beginning of winter and the shortest day of the year to usher in a phase of more self reflection, going inward, and grounding from within.

When I connected to the solstice energies in meditation today, I was taken to the Stonehenge circle in the UK at sunrise to join the souls gathering there in the Now. You can join in this gathering at ANY time and don’t need to go in the physical, which offers an even more pure experience of the energies to experience it etherically. We drove by Stonehenge many times when we lived in the UK last year and even from the freeway, you can feel the transmissions from it.

This Solstice has an energy of WIDE, OPEN skies seeming to represent the great awakening of expanded consciousness going on for so many souls. This great awakening has had many dark night moments along with intense soul activations; contentions and polarizations within and with others to feel and heal as separations open out into powerful reunions.

I could see streams of light from the Great Cosmic Sun anchoring into the stones, which always appear as an intact circle when connected to in a higher dimension as they still are there. The streams of light are then anchored into Inner Earth (for which there is a strong portal at Stonehenge). The Inner Earth Lemurians receive these streams of light codes and ground them into the heart of Gaia, who beams them out for ALL souls/beings/animals on Gaia to experience.

All souls connected to this Stonehenge portal today are able to receive these light activations that offer a full body, auric/Ascension Chakra/DNA activation. This is a reminder of both our galactic/cosmic/higher dimensional essence AND our Lemurian/Inner Earth roots as well.

As we receive these codes, our hearts expand open, our souls’ veils of amnesia lift and we move into MORE remembering of our bigness, our light, our Divine essence. There is also a unification frequency to these Solstice codes as we come into soul family community and twin/pair bond reunion.

The recent (and now rare) crop circle that appeared on June 19th above the White Horse at Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK (a favored spot) also feels connected to the Solstice energies. There is a sense of movement with this formation and also of opening cycles even as they are closing as well.

What do you feel/sense with one?

Here is the video footage of it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyVhkeJY8A4&t=54s

As you connect to the Solstice energies in whatever ways you are guided to, allow your whole being to receive them….letting in the love that is available as a reminder of the Divine love that YOU ARE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

All images are taken by Nick Bull’s Stonehenge dronescapes.

For more information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal and books/writings, visit soulfullheart.org.

Healing The Inner Punisher-Shame Dynamic Within You

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In sessions with women recently, the Punisher-shame dynamic has been coming up for feeling and healing as it is illuminated in the loving and safe healing field that we create together. It can be SUCH an ingrained and deep dynamic that is largely unconscious and ‘off the radar’ for most people, even those awakening for quite awhile. It can create an ongoing sense that life is hopeless, heavy, confusing, bleak, and without consistent inner/outer movement.

There is ongoing suffering looping that happens when the Inner Punisher part of you is continually criticizing/putting down/creating doubt in other parts of you that respond in shame reactions, usually the Inner Child and Inner Teenager. This punishment/shame loop is an effective way of keeping you safe from moving into your soul bigness, risking hurt/rejection, and is a way to ‘match’ the punishing frequencies around you so that they do less harm. Many Inner Punishers over the years have confessed to me that creating this inner punishment/shame dynamic is the only way to survive it happening on the outside with others (usually caregivers/parents.)

I have discovered that it is one of the MAIN ways that Protector and Punisher parts keep us safe and is actually done out of an intense love for you (even though it can feel anything but loving). It is also a necessary acclimation to the Matrix reality, which runs hugely on polarized energies of judgement of self and others. The Matrix is about division, separation, and push-pull frequencies, so we are programmed and conditioned to them from birth, in addition to our social, educational, and family systems often energizing these frequencies as well.

In the SoulFullHeart process during sessions, we connect with your Inner Protector and eventually your Inner Punisher to create a feeling-based compassionate bridge to them. As you more deeply embody your Divine Self through the process, you are able to truly come to love this part of yourself and understand/feel WHY it has been creating this punishment-shame cycles within you. This allows the Punisher to relax into its TRUE essence of humble discernment and truth telling with love. Also, your Divine Self becomes loving parent to your inner child/teenager, and the Inner Punisher can relax into that as well and stop shaming them, allowing their natural joy, magic, and innocence to express more.

Many healers/teachers also operate from an unconscious ‘fusion’ with their Inner Punisher, which can create ongoing shame loops in their clients/followers. They are sharing truths yet there is a shaming frequency in them that leaves a residue for those receiving them. Usually they have not worked with and connected to the punisher/shame energies within them in a conscious way or unplugged from the judgement Matrix either. This is part of the False Light Matrix in spirituality that can keep it ‘capped’ in polarized energies and abuse cycles between teachers and followers.

I had a very strong Punisher-shame dynamic within me that took a conscious focus over the years to heal, including working with an Inner Mother/Punisher aspect for awhile. I was very self conscious with large amounts of self doubt and ‘drew’ Punishers on the outside to be in relationship with and as my teachers. I now experience little to no self judgement of myself and others in the charged frequencies that I once did, can share my truth/gifts without self consciousness, plus I am surrounded by others and in relationship with a mate who lovingly accept/see/get me. It can be challenging to love these Punishing parts of ourselves, yet with support and some necessary separation/differientation, they can transform to become very beloved aspects of ourselves.

Another Punisher/Shame dynamic can be from the False feminine punisher aspect that we call “Ursula”, named after the evil sea witch character in the Little Mermaid movie. Ursula is hugely plugged into the Matrix, energizing hijacked false feminine/evil queen energies, competitive, jealous, possessive, and very difficult to separate from unless consciously connected to. Through more Divine Self embodiment and connection with Divine Mother, she is able to unplug from the Matrix and express her unique and powerful energies of the Divine Feminine, plus open up more soul access/activation for you.

If you’d like to dive into these grounds in a deep yet gentle way, 1:1 sessions with me or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator are 90 minutes over zoom and start at $77 USD, yet we are open to negotiation around that rate, especially if you are wanting to meet more regularly (which we recommend.) We offer a free 30-45 minute intro session beforehand to discuss with you about the process, answer any questions you may have, and give you a sense of who to meet with and where we would go in a session. I meet with women, as does Kasha….Gabriel and Raphael meet with women and men. There is more info about sessions and each of us at soulfullheart.org/sessions. PM me if interested or email through soulfullfullheart.org.

Here is a meditation to connect with the Punisher-Shame dynamic within you:

Here is a meditation and more teaching about your Inner Ursula with Kasha and I:

I share much more about the False Light Matrix and Inner Punisher in my book Free To Be 5D, available as an audio, ebook, print and PDF editions with links at soulfullheart.org/books

With much love and direct/conscious connection with these aspects, you can experience much more love and compassion for yourself and others….along with healthy discernment, passionate truth telling, soul gift embodiment/expression and loving boundary setting.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Light Body Detox/Activation Group Meditation Call On June 26| Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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I am excited for our first public group call since March! Our recent extended fasting and deep juice cleansing experiences have brought many insights and activations that we would love to share with you! Hope you can join us live and/or take in the recording.

Details below:

As you awaken and bring in more soul consciousness, your body needs to upgrade as well to be able to hold the higher levels of photonic light and energy. Your 3D-based body vehicle runs on denser fuel sources of processed/refined foods, medications/drugs, adrenaline/stress, emotional and soul trauma reactions, toxins, etc. Your 4D and higher body vehicle runs on purer fuel sources of clean foods, Divine love, prana, breath, joy, ease, flow, a healing emotional body and soul field.

In order for your 3D body to upgrade to your light body, an intensive detoxification process needs to occur in many stages and phases to release and clear the toxic overload you are exposed to ongoingly here in the 3D matrix such as pesticides, heavy metals, viruses/bacteria, steroids, chemicals in the water/air/soil, and much more. This detox process is one that cannot be transcended as the toxins will just be stored in the organs, glands, and cells of your body and released slowly over time in manifestation of diseases, long-term ‘mystery illnesses’ and more. This also caps or creates a ceiling in your awakening and Ascension process as the body literally cannot hold any more light within it unless the toxins are released.

Holding this detox process with awareness and love through soul guided processes such as extended fasting, celery juice and other food cleansing, yoga/movement, breathing/pranayama and more is a sacred aspect of the light body upgrade journey.

There is also a detox process that occurs on the emotional body level in terms of the emotional/comfort/meditative relationship to food, cultural/family conditioning, and more. What has been generationally passed down to us and what our soul experienced in other lifetimes related to body trauma such as sudden death, being killed, suicide, and more is also stored in our physical bodies with processes needed to access, remember, feel and clear these frequencies.

In a two-hour group call on Sunday, June 26th at 5:00/17:00pm GMT/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT, Raphael and I will share about our experiences with the detox process of their 3D bodies (physical, emotional, mental and soul) through extended fasts and more, plus how that has led to more embodiment of our light bodies. We will share about how the SoulFullHeart healing process supports detoxification of your physical body (along with emotional and soul field) through a gentle yet very effective process of conscious negotiation with parts of yourself such as the Inner Protector/Gatekeeper, Inner Child, etc.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to your 3D/transitioning body so that you can get a visceral sense of where it is at in the detox process. We will also open up a bridge to your higher frequency light body as a means of inspiration and support. Divine guides will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 USD is the usual amount).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards.

More info at soulfullheart.org/events and https://www.facebook.com/events/76867814454413

I share more writings about my light body detox/activation process here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/light-body-body-consciousness

Hope you can join us!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about group calls, sessions, private online community, writing/books at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Energies Lightening UP w/density and toxicity clearings esp on body levels

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Energy update: Energies are opening and lightening up after some intense 3D/4D clearing going on the last few weeks! The purging energies of programs/toxicities post the 6/6/6 portal has been particularly intense, especially on the physical body level as that is our densest expression here on the Earth Plane.

It’s felt like a massive cleaning project of the physical body, on the deepest cellular level, even what has been carried in generational DNA from one generation to the next. It feels like galactic support for this to occur as we can’t ‘meet the galactics halfway’ if our physical body is too dense.

This massive cleaning is necessary for all the toxicities that we take in within the 3D matrix…our skies, our waters, our food, our soil….everything being sprayed and dosed with chemicals and toxins. As you really start to connect to the levels of toxicity within the body due to heavy metals, radiation, chemicals, and more…it is quite humbling.

Our soul consciousness CAN be so expansive and clear, esp when we access 5D and higher frequencies in meditation. Yet, also, there is the truth of what our body vessel has ingested here in 3D….this cannot be transcended or bypassed. Similar to the need to feel the toxicities/densities/programs in our emotional bodies and soul fields, our physical body holds a lot of these energies in the ‘shadows’ of the automatic systems that keep it functioning and even within the tissues of our organs themselves. There is actually an ongoing trauma reaction within our bodies, a heightening of immune response, from this too.

It is becoming clearer to me that no matter HOW MUCH meditating we do, there is still the density of the physical body reality that holds us. This is what we signed up to experience and our dense bodies are the only way our soul consciousness can survive here, like the space suits that the astronauts wear and would die without.

To feel SO MUCH love and appreciation for our body vessel is the ongoing invitation here, especially with the recent lunar eclipse and 6/6/6 portal. It is the divine feminine within us that can hold this deep loving space for our bodies without agenda, will power, and forcing anything. I trust where my attention goes and where my guidance goes and it has been A LOT about this body clearing/upgrading process since I was guided to do an extended fast of almost a month. Then, I experienced a purging of intense and unusual for me sickness and ill health with more recovery happening now.

Of course the bliss and joy sensations within the body are more enjoyable, along with the afterglow of powerful love making with your sacred union mate/twin (if you have drawn that.) Yet, the purging and clearing process is JUST as sacred as you surrender to it, even though a lot more uncomfortable.

I do feel there is so much intimacy possible with our bodies as we truly hold space for them to clear with much love and from following our guidance around diet, exercise, etc in a very conscious way. Programmed and unconscious eating, esp of processed foods and animals, can really keep the body vessel anchored to 3D in fear frequencies, where the purging/clearing process is capped.

Whatever you feel guided to related to your body vessel, to also feel the self judgemental/punishing energies projected onto it is so important as well. And how soul aspects in other lifetimes have related to your body (maybe as sinful or ‘lesser’) and feeling/clearing body traumas such as suicide, starving/freezing to death, intense illness/disease, etc. These soul frequencies impact your physical body this life too.

It is all so interconnected and if you’ve been guided to focus on your body, to clean up your diet, to cleanse/fast, or any other process, there is a BIG opportunity for upgrading into your light body right now.

Here is a guided meditation with Raphael and I to activate your light body from our Deepen 2022 series: https://youtu.be/G5-woY8Xpcg

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I offer free intros over zoom to talk about where we could go in a 1:1 session to support your light body upgrade process, clearing/purging your physical body, etc. if you feel to focus there. Or we can focus on relationships/twin flame recovery/processing or, wherever is guided. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions or you can PM me.

6/6/6 Energy & Personal Update: Clearing Shadows Lurking In ALL Our Bodies (Physical/Emotional/Mental/Soul)

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6/6/6 Energy & Personal update: The energies have been building up to the 6/6/6 portal tomorrow, which feels like it is already open. It’s been a bit challenging for me to tune into higher energies honestly with all that I’ve been going through of cleansing on a body-based level. That does feel like it is an aspect of these energies though…..clearing, purging, pushing up densities and toxicities on physical/mental/emotional/soul levels.

I get a sense of ‘rehoming’ about the 6/6/6 energies, which have so long been hijacked by the Matrix to signify something ‘evil’ or ‘satanic.’ It is always interesting to feel what has been hijacked (such as Friday the 13th) by energies that truly ARE darker to suppress the light that wants to come through. There is an opportunity for Divine balancing from the 6/6/6 portal and high frequency upgrades as well. A reconciliation of shadow and light to bring into balance.

Sometimes the ‘shadow’ is actually lurking within our physical bodies. I have focused SO MUCH on feeling, healing and being with the shadows in my emotional body and soul field consciousness for years now. That doesn’t mean there isn’t more there for me, yet my attention and initiations recently have been more about the ‘shadows’ within the physical body that can lurk there causing ongoing health issues, chronic illness, disease, cancer, aging and more.

I did a juice/water only and no solid food fast/transition to living on more prana for nearly three and a half weeks. Overall, I found it easier than ever before with no hunger or physical food cravings, minimal detox reactions, and no emotional/comfort food desire reactions either, plus a sense of deep Divine Mother support and guidance. Yet, also, sometimes there are deeper toxicities lingering in our bodies that really NEED to come up and out that are pushed up by giving our digestive system a rest for awhile.

This happened for me over the last week, where I experienced a surge of strep bacteria along with viral symptoms moving through my body, centered on my throat area. The symptoms of very painful swallowing, low grade fever, muscle aches/cramps, fatigue, brain fog…they were intense for days especially during unfortunately our trip away to the ocean and even on my birthday last Wednesday. It was a big opportunity for surrender as I was clear right away that the fasting and bringing in more energy/prana etc. had actually brought the strep up so that it could finally leave my body after years and years of being dormant.

I had strep throat quite often as a kid/teenager and also in my 20s when I was a smoker to for many years. I’ve been clearing my smoking habit for many years out of my lungs, cells, etc. yet this recent one felt related to it as well, even my voice sounded like a deep smoker for a few days. The strep hadn’t really gone away and anti-biotics usually make it even stronger (that I took when I was younger) even though it goes into ‘hiding’ within different organs for a time.

I was guided to read every Medical Medium book by Anthony William that I could get my hands on and to immediately start drinking celery juice first thing in the morning. His downloads on our health, connection to latent viral and bacterial symptoms, and relationship to food in a very conscious way as medicine has been very supportive. I could feel the celery juice helping right away once I started it, along with salt water gargles, lemon water, and herbal tea.

I started feeling much better yesterday and today even better after a full night’s rest. All the white spots in my mouth are gone, swallowing is no problem, and other than a bit of lingering congestion in my chest, I’m good. I was also guided to start eating again lightly a few days ago so I broke my fast with miso soup broth (a good choice when you haven’t eaten for a few weeks), fruit smoothie, and eventually mashed potatoes.

I feel my next phase of transition to living on prana/energy/Divine Mother’s love, will be about continuing to deeply cleanse my body of any toxicities through the use of very select foods in a more medicinal way, including daily celery juice. Our body vessel really needs to be prepped and upgraded to hold the quota of light we need to live off and every step/phase during this is so valuable.

I do feel like the 6/6/6 portal relates to the cleansing of our homes, these various bodies that dynamically and multidimensionally provide us with the means to be here on the Earth Plane. We live in and with so much toxicity in the 3D Matrix, no matter how awakened or enlightened or high our frequency is.

We have ALL been impacted by these toxicities and being with them, feeling them and clearing them is such a sacred aspect of our Ascension journey. It can be very challenging and even painful to be WITH the experiences that these shadows hold, yet it is always worth it to feel the integration and openings afterwards.

Thank you again for the birthday love last week…for whatever I could let in, it was much needed!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Twin Flame/Counterpart Reunions: Love Is In The Air!

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Interesting experience this morning of having a person copy one of my writings on FB and share it as his own without giving me credit. Kasha commented on his feed about it publicly in order to inform his readers and I PMed him personally asking him to either delete it or give me credit. His name is Mike Harrigan and it seems that he has a pattern of stealing other people’s writings, esp those who write about twin flame relationships, and passing them as his own.

I wanted to let you know in case you follow him on FB about this lack of integrity that is going on within him and therefore in anything that he shares, even his own writings. This feels to me like a classic Matrix hijack, where something original cannot be created and so is ‘stolen’ and passed off as original.

I feel passionate about what I create and especially this writing which tenderly was catalyzed by a brief separation and reunion with my beloved Raphael. It was poignantly and Divinely inspired which you can’t duplicate the energy of actually, even if you share the words as your own. I can also feel a detachment from it as well. Ultimately my words are the words of the Divine and the Oneness field consciousness that we ALL share.

I felt to honor this writing that many people are seeming to like when he ‘shares’ it by sharing it again here in MY field, where it was first born and bloomed. ❤

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Love is IN the air! Reunions of pair bonds/counterparts are happening at increasingly accelerated rates as the previous veils are lifted and you can see/feel and CLAIM each other again. What once felt like very real and valid reasons to not be together; to be together yet not fully and completely; to not ‘find’ or draw each other in the physical; to have push/pull patterns with each other….these barriers are now being dissolved by the Divine’s all consuming desire to experience reunion again.

The separations ARE as sacred as the reunions. The separations offer a full landing in self. What is learned and accessed within during this alone time is so precious and important to the transactability of the bond on heart/body/soul/mind levels once you do come together.

The deepening of the sacred union within you; the cultivation of connection between your inner masculine and inner feminine; this union within as a temporary experience of an internal ‘opposite’ provides a template for your beloved when they return to you.

If you are currently single, you can trust that the process you are undergoing to heal yourself on all levels, be with the Beloved within, and connect to the Divine AS your Beloved is the most important ground you can navigate in readiness for sacred union with your counterpart. Surrendering the timing of that reunion to the Divine allows for an experience of joy, goodness, and even bliss in that singleness rather than suffering, angst, and pain.

This is the ongoing journey of sacred union…..being invited to LET GO of fear, distrust, wounding, and separation-based relationship templates from 3D. To feel and heal the deep pain of separation within you that we ALL have……the shock that reverberates within our very DNA and at a collective level from that original separation moment from your pair bond, your ‘twin’ and counterpart.

The reeling feeling of being ‘cast out’ away from your Beloved at the soul family monad level before you individuate into your Metasoul and the veil of amnesia comes down so that you can truly be an individuated consciousness.

The masculine torn away from his beloved feminine and she from him….seemingly severed in an abrupt way that was so unnatural in the moment…..shocking……and yet completely necessary to the ongoing unfolding of the Divine duality experiment.

And then, always seeming to be reaching again for each other with an active ache to BE in that union again….Reeling and reaching in repeated patterns, over and over, lifetime after lifetime….until the ONE lifetime where you choose to truly be together in full conscious commitment and finally complete the cycle of reeling and reaching.

THIS lifetime is the one that many pair bonds are choosing to come back together in the physical again. The ultimate reason is always for the service of love and to/with the Divine. It is not for ego reasons at the 3D level or even for the gratification of the individuals, although it is very nourishing to both.

It is during this time of Humanity’s Ascension, during this Dark Night moving into the Light of Day, during this time of Matrix collapse to finally be free again…..this is the NOW for which pair bonds are most needed to be again in union.

If you have chosen for this reunion experience as deeply connected to your service of love here and the primary WAY for which you will serve the Divine, you have probably felt the call to sacred union reunion for most of your life and felt your counterpart ‘with’ you in a deep way, even if you have not met yet in this life.

You may experience this as a deep sense of missing something and that you are not quite ‘complete’ even as you may experience great fulfillment and self love/worth in being by yourself.

Love and created BY,

Jelelle Awen

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My Process Of Transitioning To Living On Less Food and More Prana/Light – Day 16

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I left the house yesterday after a two week seclusion in a ‘temple womb space’ here that has brought me to new depths within me and with the Divine. Raphael and I went to visit Bey where she lives in the nearby town of Coja, a sweet town near a river with cafes, park, and stores to visit. I felt guided to emerge out of the cocoon space that I have been in during these initial weeks of not taking in physical food and juice/water/dry fasting in order to transition to/calibrate to living on more and more prana/energy and less physical food.

Unlike previous extended transitions/fasts, this one has been easier from an emotional digestion place. All of my parts and soul aspects seem to be accepting and surrendering to the journey, which has taken lots of negotiation over the years as our relationship to food can be such an emotional comfort, a habit, an ingrained program, defining social connection, and much more for parts of us.

The only emotional reaction that really came up was when I went into dry fasting or not drinking anything for 12 hours. Then, I felt resistance and fear come up plus the first time of feeling truly dizzy and weak. I connected this to another lifetime and a soul aspect who had died of thirst in the desert under sad circumstances (more to feel of her in the future.)

I felt Divine Mother guide me to drink again and also go back on drinking juice the next day as well. And I felt how much I am truly holding this with Her in love and goodness for myself and my body, not in ANY energy of forcing, pushing, or will powering my way through it. A deep gratitude-based connection opened out with my body then and I could clearly hear and feel it, what it wanted, and what it was truly ready for….which has been a moment by moment feeling it out process.

Being held in self love and Divine Mother’s love is what allows the energy to flow in to supplement the food. There really does need to be a supplement that is connected to through various channels such as deep breathing, yoga, meditation, prayer….otherwise it isn’t possible for the 3D conditioning mind/body and just isn’t the time yet either. Divine timing and soul timing is a big piece of this as well.

Yesterday, I was amazed to feel these waves of goodness, joy, and magic in being outside at the park and even inside of a fairly noisy cafe. I was curious about what the people around me were eating, not desiring it myself to eat. Yet I was able to merge with their consciousness AS they ate it and feel what they did. Sadly, most people are not in reverence and joy when they eat food yet rather in an automated mode of ‘having to’ or medicating this or that emotion that they don’t want to feel.

Yet, still, I throughly enjoyed what I got to partake in this way, including gazing in awe at the gelato ice cream offerings and the Portuguese pastries too! Not with desire to eat them myself, yet to just take in the marvel of them. This was amazing and I so see how being around other people eating will not be a problem yet rather a joy (as I have heard from other people living mostly on prana as well).

I also felt much softer, receptive, and overall more feminine in my social space as well, which is made easy being with Raphael and Bey, two beings who truly let me in and see me. It was more acceptable within me to be quiet, to be still, to be in receiving mode. I love the feminine that this is bringing out even more!

There have been low energy dip moments and even moments of some muscle cramps, indigestion, detox etc. But, overall, the experience has been joyful and a wonder….a sign of it being right timing for me, at least in this moment. I even went through my period cycle last week with no PMS and way less cramps and hormonal dips, which is big for me as that was worsening in the last year.

I am not sharing all this to ‘sell’ you on anything or even to promote fasting for a phase for you, yet to offer what my experience has been so far. Your Divine Self will take in what it is meant to about it for you, be inspired or not, feel resonant or not….and see where that takes you. There are so many phases to this transition and ALL of them are sacred.

There is no goal or ‘end game’ yet rather more opening out into the Now and your own Divine essence expressing through your body vessel that is getting brighter, cleaner, and lighter.

You are welcome to ask any questions you’d like in the comments, just please no ‘kicking’ at me out of fear or suspicion, yet leading with curiosity and openness is always welcome!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I share more about this journey at: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/light-body-body-consciousness/living-on-prana/

If you’d like to talk more with me about this for yourself or other diet/body topics and themes, I offer free intros and 1:1 sessions, more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions or PM me.