Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Energy Update: Recodings/Upgrades As The Matrix Deprogramming Process Accelerates

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Energy Update: MAJOR recodings going on right now on chakral/emotional/mental/physical/cellular/DNA levels…really these are NEW codes of Ascension, of Sacred Humanity, and of our New 5D Golden Earth. These codes are often ‘waiting’ in your soul field to come in, usually hanging out in the Personal Sun chakra (about two feet above your head.) I am getting from my Star Family that these codes are universal/collective upgrades for humanity, even as they offer personal recodings as well for those who are ready to receive them at that level.

These codes can come in when space/vacancy has been made in your consciousness from deprogramming at the 3D/4D levels, which is going on bigtime right now during this Coronavirus event. Deprogramming goes on as you awaken from the programs that have been ‘fed’ to you via the Matrix control systems. On the 3D level, programming is primarily offered through the birth family codependency structure, 3D school system indoctrination, mainstream (another word for ‘3D’) media, mainstream entertainment, mainstream medicine…mainstream EVERYTHING really. What has been experienced as ‘mainstream’ is actually what the Matrix has wanted you to believe SHOULD be how you live your life, how you think and feel about your life, and to influence how you make choices about your life.

There is a massive deprogramming and unplugging going on right now from this 3D Mainstream Matrix. ‘Conspiracy theories’ are being shared and taken in online in ever increasing numbers (even as they are being heavily censored by the Cabal/Deep State). They are opening up new options, viewpoints, truths, and realities beyond this 3D narrative. Critical thinking, following intuitions, questioning mainstream narratives, awakening your consciousness…..these are all threatening to the 3D Matrix ‘power players and controllers’ because then you are becoming deprogrammed, freeing yourself from them.

The dark, hidden agenda of these power players is being revealed and seen in major ways right now, especially driven by Qanon. Qanon feels like a necessary sovereignty movement birthed from the leader in the ‘pursuit’ of personal liberty against tyranny, the United States. It is still within the polarized frequency bandwidth of 4D spiritual battle and warfare, yet moves the collective closer toward the ultimate timelines of more freedom in expression and living for all sentient beings.

On the 4D level, programming is much more subtle and often largely subconscious. It operates on archetypes, unconscious projections/triggers, collective consciousness/unconsciousness, primal impulses, etc. Programming is mostly ‘landing’ in our Reptilian Self at this level, who then projects it out to us as its human counterpart. The Reptilian Self also goes through a necessary questioning, awakening, deprogramming, and liberation phase as we do as humans. We go through this process together it seems, whether conscious or not.

I share more about the Reptilian Self mutual liberation process in this video with guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

As I’ve mentioned before, there are MANY light ships in Gaia’s orbit right now, witnessing and offering support to us during this global awakening/Matrix collapse EVENT. I see them every time I tune in with my third eye. Galactic disclosure is a very important aspect of global awakening and Ascension. As we connect with our Star Family, we can receive the DNA upgrades and recodings that are waiting for us in an even deeper way. Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

I’ve been going into a quiet, receiving mode as I have taken a week off from doing sessions and our group call series. In this receiving space, I have been connecting a few times on a light ship with Star Family members that I have a long-standing relationship with, my Arcturian Aspect Binkh, my Pleiadian Aspect Lezza, my Mantid Aspect/Cosmic Mother Ingrit, my Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect Trista especially. I can see myself Jelelle (a more coming into 5D version), Jillian (my 4D self), and Ranca (my Reptilian Self) all laying on treatment tables.

They are in healing chambers, which are spinning vortexes of light and sound technology that is hugely supportive to our upgrading process. Each of them/me is going through a sort of centrifuge process in these chambers (which feel mostly like Arcturian tech) where the lower frequencies and 3D/4D programs are spun out and ‘off’. Then, the NEW higher frequency codes can be downloaded through energy transmissions, which often seem to be carried through Kundalini surges. Kundalini is an energy system that I feel now is connected closely to our Reptilian Selves, which is why it can be very intense for our human systems to take in, especially if 3D fear programs are still running. I have had powerful, quantum movements in short amounts of ‘time’ connecting in this way to parts of myself/Metasoul Aspects while allowing energy flows/movements to happen beyond what my mind can track.

Sound healing, energy healing, laying in the sun to let in the codes, connecting in nature, speaking light language, healing emotional traumas from this life with parts of yourself, healing karma/fear loops from other lifetimes with Metasoul Aspects, connecting in Unity Consciousness frequencies with your soul family….are all ways to prepare and receive recodings/upgrades.

I have been listening to this powerful Kundalini activation music to provide a transmission for these movements, which you might find useful as well. I recommend laying down with headphones and listening for about 15 minutes the first time, gradually increasing the amount as you get used to it: https://youtu.be/Uofw9UeQ2Ss

Our galactic consciousness can arise as we let go of what we’ve known of our unified humanity ‘mainstream’ consciousness. We can receive the codes we most NEED right now to let go, let in love, and become Infinite Love within our human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event in our next Free To Be 2 group call series, which starts on May 20th. More information here if you’d like to join us: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Free To Be 2: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition Six Week Group Call Experience Starts May 20!!

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In mid-March, I could feel the shiftings that I had been sensing on a 4D level (especially in the 4D AI Matrix/Reptilian level) for a couple of months start to manifest in our world. This was when businesses started to close, schools sent children home, non-essential travel was discouraged, and life as we had known it for so long went on pause. As it became increasingly clear that this was a significant global awakening event (far beyond just a restriction due to a virus), I felt the call to offer a shelter in the storm during the beginning phase of it. I felt there would be much to digest and feel about what would be disclosed during the detox to 3D life.

That shelter took the form of a weekly group call series over Zoom that we felt guided to call “Free To Be.” I put together the topics for each group call in about ten minutes, letting my soul download what would be needed in a loose way that would also allow for meeting the needs of the moment as we went along. Raphael Awen, my beloved mate and co-creator/teacher/facilitator of our SoulFullHeart process, showed up WITH me for those six weeks, trusting that the structure, the content, and the participants would flow and find their way.

We were amazed when the call generated over $2,300 CAD in an unexpected and very welcome revenue for us through the offering of completely optional donations. The donations ranged from $5 to $160 depending on what people could afford to give during this time of pressed income earning and economic shutdown. Over 66 souls signed up to join us on this journey, to either attend live every Wednesday at 10:00am PDT or to receive the recording and listen when they could.

For six Wednesdays in a row, we gathered in our ‘zircle’ to connect in an organically formed community together. Raphael and I offered expansive teachings from the SoulFullHeart paradigm and process, plus sharings from our personal processes and experiences during sessions with others. The presence of the Divine Mother and Divine Father was felt throughout the series, showing up mostly in the form of Yeshua, the Magdalenes (Mother Mary, Mary, Anna) and Kuan Yin. The guided meditations during every call were rich visualization journeys and high frequency Divine love energy transmissions, providing an invitation to go deeper within, bridging to parts and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes that needed connection and comfort, plus necessary digestion of all the shiftings going on in the collective and in our personal lives during this event. We bridged to the inner masculine/Protector, the part of us that is most involved in our relationships, the Reptilian Self, aspects in other lifetimes, the Gatekeeper, and much more.

Every call we had at least 30 souls show up with us, which felt like such a blessing to feel their virtual presence contributing to the Unity Consciousness vibe. There were active sharings and conversations on the chat, and individual sharings during the calls from those who felt moved to do so. The energy amongst the group was supportive, empathic, compassionate, and resonate….a true balm to the contentious energies moving through in so many interactions right now! We formed a community during these calls, with many choosing to share more about their experience on our SoulFullHeart Facebook group after the calls. Eventually, we also started offering follow-up discussion group calls with SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Collaborators Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman to allow more digestion of what was happening during the calls and a more intimate space for connection. You can read more about the Free To Be series here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

It was clear about halfway into the first series that we wanted to offer another one. It felt like an abrupt cutoff to a shared experience that was offering so much to all of us! So, out came the next offering from us during what feels like the next phase of this transition….reopening. Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition is our new six week group call series, again occurring every Wednesday at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time). The series starts on Wednesday, May 20th at 10:00am PDT and runs until June 24. There is more info about Free To Be 2 here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

We are offering this second installment of our Free To Be Group Call series experience as a bridge to becoming more aligned with your Higher (5D) Self during this time of 3D/4D Matrix collapse during this Coronavirus event and beyond it.  Through this Free To Be Two series, you will feel empowered to think about and feel through the practical steps to walk out at this time, including a focus on money transition to soul purpose livelihood. You will also feel the social area of your life and connect to the ‘black sheep’ and socially rejected part of you who wants to step out into their truth in a new way. You’ll receive more sense of the 3D Matrix/Cabal collapse that is going on in order to unplug from it and deeper galactic support/activation from your star family. And finally, you’ll realize your potential to BEcome an Ambassador of Love and 5D Bridge into the New Earth to others and other parts of you as well.

You can attend the calls live with us and you will receive the recordings to keep and listen to later if you want to or can’t make it live. You can donate to join us at any time with ANY amount that you want to offer after May 20th and we will send you the recordings of those group calls you might have missed. You do not need to have attended or listened to the six group calls from our first series before coming to this second one. Although, we do highly recommend listening to the recordings from the first Free To Be series.

You can offer a donation to attend and receive the recordings of the Free To Be Two Series; to join the follow-up discussion group calls every Saturday during the series; and purchase the recordings from the first Free To Be series at our shop or via: paypal.me/jelelleawen. If offering via paypal, please provide a note letting us know what you are purchasing.

We are excited to see where this next Free To Be journey takes us and to connect with those of you drawn to join us! We look forward to connecting deeper with you!

If you have any questions, please email Raphael Awen at soulfullhearts@gmail.com or send him a message via the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/SoulFullHeart-Way-Of-Life-

Love,

Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman

We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

“I could sense that the ‘Free To Be series’ was going to be a huge portal for me and my parts, I knew I was being invited into BIG shifts if I was ready to jump in. Sometimes there is only a sense of something that draws or calls you in, a knowing, this is going to be HUGE. The topics of each week somehow felt like they were designed to support me through what was next, the Divine knowing what was coming even as me and my parts did not. I did not want to miss the opportunity of expansion that I know continuously comes through the SoulFullHeart process, or being in the circle of BIG Souls that it draws too.” Deva Yasmin, Free To Be participant, SoulFullHeart Collaborator -Read rest of writing here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/23/free-to-be-series-digestions-reflections/

Becoming A 5D Bridge During Ascension (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

Becoming a 5D Bridge during Ascension is about the bridging of love and healing primarily INSIDE to the parts of you and Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes who need you and who you need as well, deepening into mutual gift exchange as the transmutation from trauma to love occurs.

This video is excerpts of teachings from our final Free To Be group call in the series on May 6 with Raphael Awen and I about how to become a 5D Bridge through parts connection and embodiment in ALL areas of your life. We talk about the seven areas of life and what Ascension from 3D to transitional 4D into 5D looks and feels like from the SoulFullHeart perspective.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and SoulFullHeart Collaborator Gabriel Heartman share in the video about their process of becoming a 5D bridge. We also all speak in light language to each other, which you are welcome to JOIN IN from wherever you are too to babble along with us.

You can purchase the full recording of this group call recorded on May 6 (which includes 40 MORE minutes of teachings, two guided meditations and full sharings from Gabriel and Kalayna) and receive the recordings of all the calls in the series through offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen

Here is a writing about the 3D/4D/5D Self and the 7 Areas Of Life: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/3d4d5dselvesquestions

Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our next six week group call series Free To Be 2: Navigating The Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition starting on May 20th!: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart sessions, community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: 5:5 Gateway Energies Holding Space For Trauma Processing, Galactic Disclosure, Inner Teenager

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The 5/5 Gateway is OPEN! This gateway feels like a golden highway of access to 5D and higher frequencies in your soul. The veil is thinner to access timelines of deep love embodiment and Unity consciousness experience. These are embodying frequencies, meaning the codes that are personal to YOU and what you need for the Next Level of your awakening journey. They are made to be digestable to your energy system and emotional body, whatever you (and parts of you) are ready and prepared to receive.

As I tune into the 5/5 gateway energies, I can see/feel the floods of high frequency light and love flowing into Gaia’s atmosphere and humanity’s too. Higher frequency spikes have been going on and picked up by the Schumann/Gaia resonance for the last few days, which has been a pattern for the last few weeks as well. The full moon on May 7th amplifies these 5:5 energies to allow more revelation as needed.

There are many, many light ships in the orbit of Gaia right now, wow! They are friendly skies with waves of support coming from them toward humanity and what we are going through. They feel Pleiadian, Sirian, Andromedan and even Orion (the friendly ones). They are invested in what our choices are going forward and they are ready to provide support to whoever needs it and wants it. Ask for it and you shall receive.

The sense is that they are disclosing themselves more and more to the mainstream 3D public yet still are hesitant to just ‘land on the White House lawn’ as many couldn’t digest that. More pictures and videos are showing up every day of these light ships uncloaking and then re-cloaking again; appearing in the skies in beams of bright light for brief moments. They are seen when they want to be seen.

And, with the recent disclosure of videos of ‘UFO ships’ from the U.S. Pentagon and confirmation FINALLY of their existence, more souls are opening up to the idea of humanity not being alone in the Universe. This ‘news’ flew under the radar of most souls with the Covid situation, yet those of us long connected to the galactic awakening process were celebrating this movement!

I am getting the sense (and have been for awhile) that the Covid-19 shutdown/pause/lock down is actually THE EVENT that so many of us have been anticipating for awhile. Rather than a stunning, high frequency solar flash that awakens masses of souls at once, this event is allowing for a MUCH needed detox from 3D life and the work-sleep-repeat suffering reality of it. This respects where each soul is and invites them into awakening.

It does feel like the event that was MOST needed for where humanity is at this moment in our evolutionary cycle. Even intended and created originally from a darker agenda of the Cabal, the virus itself is neutral and just ‘doing its job’ to disrupt the Matrix programmed reality that has so long been running.

Yes, it is uncomfortable. Yes, it is messy. It is pushing up LOTS of contentious, battling, polarizing, war-like energies. It is revealing people’s shadows and unconscious motivations and hidden agendas.

Yet, too, it is landing us in what is REAL for us and in our lives. Just like a fasting for the body, this is a fasting for ALL of us from 3D life. It is landing us in our truth and more souls are telling those truths despite how others react, a KEY place to move through in awakening and unplugging from the social conformity Matrix programming.

Each of us are being invited to feel what is real for us in this moment in all areas of our lives in terms of how we earn money, our social worlds, our physical bodies, our spiritual awakenings, and more. Traumatic experiences from the ‘past’ are coming up to be felt in this pause time as well. There are not the usual distractions of everyday life routines to provide an escape from what needs to be felt.

This trauma is waiting to be felt and digested with parts of you who need you. The Inner Teenager seems to be coming up powerfully right now. The Inner Teenager comes forward with a rebel attitude towards being ‘told what to do by authority’, and pushing back on the 3D (and 4D Matrix) control systems.

This can especially be felt in the United States and the protests against the shut downs either in the physical or via online/virtual sharings and disclosure movements such as QAnon. This is an important aspect of claiming individual sovereignty during awakening that each soul needs to go through in their own ways. The U.S. is leading the way for other countries on how to collapse the tyrannical Matrix systems, even if it is messy process as ALL births are.

The 5:5 energies are supporting and holding space for these sometimes painful, messy, and difficult explorations inside and outside. Rather than creating a transcendance or bypassing out of your emotional body realities, they are encouraging you to find and discover a personal bridge inside to them that allows the deeper feeling space to transmute and move what needs to from trauma to love.

Arising out of this messy phase is the possibilities and realizations of a 5D Golden Earth and next Golden Age for Sacred Humanity. Arising out of this is the embodiment of each of us individually as the Infinite Love that we ARE!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will be providing a bridge to 5D energies via sharings and a guided meditation for our last Free To Be Group call tomorrow Wednesday May 6 at 10:00am PDT. You are welcome to join us or receive the recording by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. You don’t need to have attended the previous group calls to come to this one.

Our next Free To Be: Navigating the Matrix Collapse to New Earth weekly group call series for six weeks starts on May 20! Hope you can join us live and/or receive the recordings! More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Schumann Spikes, Kundalini/Reptilian Upgrades As Matrix Collapses

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Energy Update: Energy Update: Just woke up in a ‘here, NOT here’ state of mind fogginess that is the sign of upgrades and activations going on. Checked the Schumann/Gaia frequency….and yes, of course, fluctuations and spikes have been happening over the last two days. As Gaia is so intimately connected to humanity’s consciousness heart and brain waves, it is not surprising to see this reflected in Her patterns too of increasing frequencies, as I’ve been sharing about more lately.

And, with the Matrix collapsing on the 3D/4D Levels, there is MORE expansion for Gaia too. It’s like Her frequency has been contained (and abused and polluted) into the Matrix hologram and is NOW becoming cleansed, released, and expanded. All this 3D detox of fossil fuel activity is like a fast for Her AND for us that leads to more capacity to move into our light body versions on all levels.

I’m feeling these upgrades going on in the moment especially in the crown, third eye, and causal (back of head) chakras. This is a place of much ongoing pain for people and you may have been feeling pain here (and the lower back) the last few days. This is where we are connected into our Reptilian counterpart/selves, entwined with them in such a way to keep the Matrix programs running. These connection points are being flared up, healed and cleared as we unplug from the Matrix on 3D/4D levels.

Major Kundalini energy surges happening in the moment…up and down the spine and back again as the ‘serpent’ energy in the Reptilian self is able to flow again…so the human gets activated as well. I’ve also wondered what Kundalini energy really IS and I’m feeling now how connected it is to our Reptilian self, as if it is THEIR higher dimensional energy when it can flow into and through us too. Kundalini allows for SO MUCH less mental activity and busyness, for more flow and spaciousness, for more sense of unity consciousness connection, for more trust and letting go.

As I’ve been connected with Ranca today, my Reptilian Self in many shifting forms over the last five years, She is in a glorious place in the moment of feeling her species being liberated and awakened out of their enslavement. She is celebrating her brother and sisters who are becoming unplugged, as we got to be a bridge for in the group call yesterday with dozens of humans/Reptilians that showed up to experience that (and many others in the ethereal as well.) This unplugging is going on in the quantum field of Now space as the Matrix programmers/architects walk away from their Matrix creation to allow ALL to be free as the new directive from the Divine. The love virus is doing its thing to deprogram and disrupt the usual mode.

Ranca’s Kundalini and energy surges are flowing and pulsing now….She is transforming into Her dragon form. The Reptilians seem to move into dragon form as they are freed from the Matrix. Shifting in and out of it, which Kuan Yin and Yeshua showed all of us in the meditation yesterday. Humanity seems to mostly love and admire dragons….a way of connecting and honoring our Reptilian selves it feels like. If we love dragons, yet as ‘mythical creatures’….. perhaps we can come to love this aspect of our soul as well and stop projecting evil onto it?

If you’d like to connect to your Reptilian Self, NOW is an opportune moment to do it: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

You can purchase the full recording of the powerful group call we did yesterday…which includes 45 minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings through offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Gaia is rising, our Reptilians are flying, and humanity is going through a death and rebirth to emerge out of these ashes like a sacred human phoenix!

love,
Jelelle Awen & Ranca!

Join us for our new round of Free To Be Two Group call series for six weeks starting on May 20th and/or receive the recordings! More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

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Reptilian Self, Matrix Collapse and Mutual Liberation (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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Excerpts From Our Free To Be April 29 Group Call

By Jelelle Awen

The 3D/4D Matrix seems to be collapsing at the Archonic programmer level of it during this ‘love virus’ event. The virus of love that is moving through the 3D and 4D levels is what offers a deprogramming/detox of the fear and control Matrix into receiving the NEW Divine 5D Gaia codes of liberation, sovereignty, unity, peace, compassion, and completion of suffering. This offers more opportunity for revelation and disclosure of the entwinement with our Reptilian counterparts at the 4D level that has been going on in order to ‘power’ the Matrix!

The video above provides excerpts of teachings from our fifth Free To Be group call on April 29th with me and Raphael Awen . We share about how connection with your Reptilian Self allows for a deeper unplugging from the Matrix control systems and programming. I talk about how I have seen and felt during sessions and in my own process how many Reptilians are used as batteries or projection sources for their entwined human. As the human wakes up, so does the Reptilian and mutual liberation is possible and very beneficial, rather than a battling against energy that is so commonly presented about this reality.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais also shares briefly about her experience in connecting with her Reptilian self during the guided meditation portion of the call. I am just amazed at how much opening and movement this new perspective on the Reptilian Self and moving out of battle towards them is opening up for people!

You can purchase the full recording of this group call, which includes 30 more minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings, and attend/receive the recording of the remaining call in the series through offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe or here: soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

The next and final group call in the Free To Be one series will be next Wednesday, May 6th at 10:00am PDT. The topic will be about the transition to becoming a 5D Lighthouse/beaconing energy and support in a meditation to receive the codes to more deeply embody that energy.

And, we are excited to announce that we will be doing a second six week group call series, Free To Be Two! It will be starting on Wednesday, May 20th and running every Wednesday until June 24th at 10:00am PDT. You are welcome to join us for that and/or receive the recordings for a separation donation from the one(s) you offered for this first series. We will email you a new Zoom link to join us for that series once we receive your donation. SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Collaborators Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman will be offering weekly Follow-Up Discussion Group calls every Saturday at 10:00am PDT during the series as well for a separate donation. More information about the weekly topics/meditations here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a recent writing from me about this mutual liberation movement as the Matrix collapses: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/27/revelation-rebellion-liberation-for-humanity-and-enslaved-reptilians-as-the-matrix-collapses

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Much love to you and your waking up Reptilian Self too!
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Unplugging From The 4D Matrix Group Call Today!

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The 3D/4D Matrix is collapsing. The prison doors have been unlocked and are now OPEN. We truly are now FREE!! Still time to join us today live at 10:00am PDT during our weekly group call over Zoom for an important piece of teaching and next level/cutting edge working on the Ascension journey.
I don’t know of anyone else teaching this process in this way or with this ambassador of love energy around it. We will be sharing about the collapsing of the 3D/4D Matrix that is going on with this Coronavirus event, the Reptilian self entwinement at the 4D level and need for mutual liberation, and the ‘Programmers’/Archonic Group that is now letting both species ‘go to be free.’

We will offer a guided meditation for you to connect to your Reptilian Self and help them to unplug from the programming, which allows YOU to unplug and deprogram at a deeper level too! Yeshua and Magdalenes will serve as Divine bridges to bring them into a higher frequency space of liberation and recovery.

You can join us by offering any amount of donation as an energy exchange here: soulfullheart.org/shop or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here about the series: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

We will send you the recordings to the previous four group calls in this series so you don’t need have attended them to come to this one. You will also receive the recording of this call today too if you can’t join us live!

love,
Jelelle Awen and Raphael Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

3D/4D Matrix Is Collapsing: Revelation/Rebellion/Liberation For Humanity

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By Jelelle Awen

This really is a momentous time in humanity’s experience of falling into deep densities of 3D duality/polarity to Ascend again into unity consciousness! This phase feels like the disclosure and revelation that needs to happen in order to wake up more souls into awareness of the enslavement and control systems that have been in place for so long. The phase of awareness, knowing, and learning is an important one and each soul goes through that in their own ways. Some souls respond readily to facts and proof; others follow their intuition and ‘gut’ knowing to discover the truth; others need to see action and take action.

This waking up phase was always going to be messy. Clashes of opinions and perspectives; power struggles from those not wanting to lose control being challenged finally by those who had so long been suppressed; peaks of control and manipulation so that the necessary rebellion would finally spark. It seems that we are at this time of peak New World Order/Cabal/Deep State/Elites agenda of population mind control through the mainstream media/medicine, etc. being implemented during this supposed quarantine. WHILE, at the same time, this previously hidden agenda is being more and more revealed and resisted. The Q/Alliance movement has been blowing on the sparks of this revelation and rebellion (coming still from a polarized good vs. evil energy) yet providing a necessary fuel for the death and rebirth process to ignite.

This revelation seems to be possible because of the 3D Matrix collapse and detox that is going on right now in this previously unprecedented way. With most of the world shut down from the usual 3D routines of work-eat-sleep repeat, there is more time for learning, for seeking, for feeling/processing (the stages of grief) and for rebelling. There is more time for awakening!

Rebellion is a necessary phase of this awakening too. Rebellion is personal truth and sovereignty being accessed and a ‘NO!’ being declared to the energies that have previously controlled, manipulated, and enslaved. The seeds of rebellion often exist in our Inner Teenager, who received invalidation rather than initiation into their soul frequencies, so their rebellion against the 3D conditioning and programming wasn’t able to express. This rebellion happens on a 3D and 4D level as necessary, because these are the dimensions where duality of victim/tyrant/saviour experience are even possible.

During this revelation and rebellion phase, many souls will go against each other, take sides, create enemies to fight and battle against, be one of the ‘good guys’ or one of the ‘bad guys’. If their consciousness is still anchored to this duality, then they need to do this…moving into the polarity in order to emerge out the other side of it in more of a neutral, compassionate, and non-charged place. On a higher soul level, there aren’t any real bad guys or evil, as ALL of it is of the Divine and returns to the Divine. Yet the experience of being harmed and of fear IS real in the lower dimensions for the parts of us and Soul Aspects that need to be felt, digested, and cleared in a validated and compassionate way.

This revelation and rebellion is also possible because of a seemingly significant collapse in the Archon AI 4D Matrix. As I’ve shared about before, this 4D Matrix (which is the source of the 3D matrix) has required the enslavement of many Reptilians to entwine with their human counterparts in order to keep it operational. The Reptilian is used as a battery or power source to project the 3D Matrix reality to and through the human (and sometimes even a group of humans). The Reptilians themselves have often been captured and held against their will, the AI using their Unity Consciousness frequency bandwidth ‘against them’ to broadcast their One Mind control programs through them.

Many people during the revelation phases of their awakening become fixated on the Reptilians as the ‘ultimate evil ones’ (once they move beyond the Global elite/Satanic bloodline human level), when actually these Reptilians are puppets and slaves in similar ways as many humans as well. I have met so many beautiful Reptilian Beings in sessions who are able to be connected to and unplugged from the AI Matrix by their human counterparts once the layers of fear and resistance to them are moved through.

The true power and control has been at the level above them, the Archonic Realm or Archonic Group or just ‘The Group’, who seem to be shadowy figures (who didn’t feel Reptilian) with mostly AI functioning, devoid of empathy, and playing their roles too in running both the 3D and 4D matrices of control. When I connected with the Archonic Group recently, they were turned away from the Matrix programs, as if they were no longer interested in them. They told me that Reptilians and Humans were now ‘released from the program, let go and free to go.’ The Archons were now going to go into ‘reconciliation’ mode to digest the harm and suffering they had caused on the Earth and 4D planes. I got the sense that they signed up to play this role in order to somehow move into feeling emotions again and reactivate their empathy as a collective which happens as they receive Divine forgiveness for their actions.

I felt the significance of this as it was being shown to me. The sense was that we truly are now FREE. The prison doors have been unlocked and are now OPEN. It is now up to us as emancipated prisoners to walk through them and claim our freedom. This is true on both the human level and the Reptilian level. Mutual liberation is important as without that process, the Reptilian’s consciousness in 4D remains anchored to AI Archon mind control programs as a ‘default state’.

On a higher soul level, we CHOOSE these roles to play and these things to experience along with a deep veil of amnesia in order to fully immerse into it. The time of amnesiac immersion into these dualistic playouts is completing and we are now being invited by the Divine to rise into our sovereignty and freedom again.

We are being invited to ‘do no harm’ to ourselves and to other sentient beings while the exposure of the deep harm, abuse, and violence of humans (especially children) and animals is being disclosed.

We are being invited to see and feel no one as truly an enemy even as we come into revelation of them, yet extend forgiveness as it is ready to be received.

We are being invited to become Sacred Humanity and become the Infinite Love that we ARE and to create a world that reflects that truth of our essence once again!

love,

Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self and unplug them from the AI Matrix: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

We’ll be sharing more about this in our group call, the fourth in our Free To Be series, on Wednesday, April 29th at 10:00am to attend live and/or receive the recording. The topic will be about accessing the 4D AI Matrix, along with the 3D Matrix, and connecting with your Reptilian Self around this to deepen the unplugging process.You are welcome to join us and/or receive the recording for a donation. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

Thank you to Gabriel Heartman for the graphic art for this post!

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. Jelelle is no longer offering 1:1 sessions yet for more information about  1:1 individual sessions with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls with Jelelle, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Up To 140 HZ In Response To Earth Day Honoring & 3D Detox

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Energy Update: Was this is a response from Gaia to all the love and honoring she received on Earth Day yesterday from those of us celebrating Her? The Schumann resonance spiked up to 140 HZ!! about two hours ago on April 23rd and is still going strong. The average baseline of 7.83 HZ that was once so steady has been fluctuating more and more the last couple of years, with many of us feeling that this mirrors the elevating consciousness of humanity as well. There have been a couple significant spikes in the Gaia resonance during this transition, which I share about here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/

This spike up in Gaia’s frequency also feels also like a reflection of the cleansing and purifying that is happening in Gaia’s atmosphere with the 3D Detox that is going on now for over a month throughout the world for the first time in modern history. The skies are clearing (no chem trails either) from pollution, the waters are purifying, the animals are flourishing…and many humans are too.

Most of the souls I have connected with around their adjustment to this time are finding that their lives have changed very little, as they were introverts/healers/star seeds more tending to spend time going inward, in nature, less on the 3D busyness track of work-sleep-repeat anyway. In fact, many souls are finding that their lives are better…more time/connection with their children, more inward focus and balance, even better financial situations in some cases with the available stimulus from governments (which, if you pay taxes at all, is YOUR money/energy coming back to you.)

I have compassion for those souls who are experiencing ill health, suffering and hardship timelines during this shifting and transition. This feels to be most likely a reflection of the suffering they were already living through in 3D life (which runs on the fuel of undisclosed and numbed out suffering.) So it is not so much the situation of quarantine that is creating this, yet the opportunity to feel it now that everything has slowed down. Those in toxic or difficult relationships are discovering this too, as what has been covered over by daily life is now being revealed. Ascension is about the completion of suffering for humanity yet for some a peak experience of it and choose to stay or go (as Gaia will no longer offer the 3D polarity experience) is happening now.

Those souls who are deeply involved and feeling the New World Order/Deep State agenda may also be feeling many reactions coming up to feeling trapped, controlled, and their rights violated by this ongoing shutdown. Those souls who need to protest and be activists around that are following their calling around it, even as many souls are not experiencing it that way. I feel an honoring from the Divine Mother around how each of us is experiencing this opportunity in the Now, even those who don’t feel it as one.

My sense is that Gaia is in a timeline where She is thriving during this reboot…She is leading the way for humanity related to our Ascension. She provides a template/model for how we too can move through this process with surrender and acceptance. I felt Her consciousness coming through strongly yesterday in response to Earth Day and I feel these increased electromagnetics are the results of that.

There is an opportunity, for those who can surrender into the quietness, for next level activations and upgrades on ALL levels. The quantum field is expansive and rich right now and the veils are thin to access it and any lifetimes that you feel to connect with that need processing (especially those related to collapse experiences such as Atlantis and Lemuria, or those with plagues or starvation or those in persecution or being held prisoner). These timelines can be intense to feel yet when you connect with the soul aspect of yourself living in them and offer love, there is a great healing of karma that can occur. We experienced this during our group call last week, where many people shared deep and easy access to other lifetimes and healing too, just during a 15 minute meditation!

Here is a meditation to connect with your Gatekeeper who can open up these timelines for you: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

Much Love to you as go into the deeper stages of the Great Awakening,

Jelelle Awen

You can still join us for our the next group call in our Free To Be Series connecting with the 4D/AI Matrix (a quantum level connection around what is occurring) next Wednesday April 29 or to receive the recording by offering a donation. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. Jelelle is no longer offering 1:1 sessions yet for more information about  1:1 individual sessions with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls with Jelelle, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

 

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Resonance Spikes Up To 110 HZ

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There have been Schumann/Gaia resonance spikes over the last two days, reaching a peak of 110 HZ yesterday. The average was 7.83 HZ yet has been increasing in frequency much beyond this on a consistent basis over the last few years. Gaia’s frequency is connected to ours with many feeling that these fluctuations represent the consciousness expansion of humanity through its connection with Gaia.

Graph is from http://sosrff.tsu.ru/?page_id=12&fbclid=IwAR3egKysxdZsXYKT8yUOVvjbQqhzoCqS2votdpUP2uXDX5HTZUBj3gF6F_o

These kinds of frequency increases can bring up a feeling of dizziness, disorientation, interrupted sleep patterns, head/neck/shoulder pain, and not feeling ‘grounded’. Normally. Yet, we are living through such unique timeline experiences right now to what we are used to that it feels like these energy fluctuations may not be experienced in the same way. They may be able to let in at a deeper level, to be integrated, and to allow easier digestion on the physical body and chakras.

As more people are resting, BEing, detoxing from their usual 3D routines…there is more awakening happening up and out of the 3D Matrix programming of work-eat-sleep-repeat that serves as a sort of hamster wheel of routine and conformity. There is TIME now to research, to ask questions, to see where those questions lead, to ponder and sometimes, yes, to argue.

Those of us who have been ahead and awakened to reality outside of the 3D matrix awhile ago (and drawn often scorn and judgement because of it, as I wrote about recently) are now serving as light houses to those who are awakening. We are going through our own upgrades to be able to move deeper into this purpose.

I feel like these Gaia frequencies are supporting the ‘switching on’ of this beacon, in whatever ways you may need it in your live. This can be about receiving clarities about next steps and whatever difficult choices still need to be made to move more into higher frequency alignment.

You may experience these elevated Gaia frequencies in a blissful way, a Divinely supportive way, and a way that helps YOU remember your anchor to the Divine as you broadcast that frequency out to others.

As Yeshua and the Magdalenes offered yesterday:

You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness,

NOW you will become the lighthouse

helping to bring everyone safely home

to the Divine’s shore again…

love,
Jelelle Awen

More info about sessions w/SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and events at soulfullheart.org

Here is the full writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/you-will-become-the-lighth…/

You can still join us for our ongoing six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 22nd at 10:00am PDT in which we will discuss navigating relationships during this time, including sharings about the Inner Punisher and meditation to connect to your current relationships and shift to 5D sense of them. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe