Centering Yourself In Non-Resonant Situations Guided Meditation Video

by Kalayna Solais

With everything shifting lately in all of our lives in many ways, it feels good to offer this video and guided meditation I created to help centre through everything you might encounter and breathe through dissonant situations!
This video is a digestion of some pieces that have recently rumbled through in my own process in an effort to offer some of the important things I have been learning about navigating non-resonant situations and being a bridge for others yet having good boundaries and self-care too. It’s as much of an art form as it sounds like and the way you choose to navigate this for yourself will depend on your own parts and Metasoul aspects and what you are walking out personally.
About halfway through the video, I offer a guided meditation as a takeaway, something you can bring with you to work, social situations, etc where you may not always (if ever) feel ‘met’ where you are in the frequency you are most naturally at within yourself and your own process. This is meant to be a meditation to help you re-center, feel Divine love and guidance, and even to feel the presence of Star Family there with you, helping you ground back into yourself yet also offering next steps you may be able to soon take in order to help you move on from the dissonance around you and into more resonance in ALL areas of your life!
Much love! ❤
Oh, and btw, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be offering their next online group transmission on Saturday Sept 14th: 4D Matrix/Karmic Healing Group Transmission — this group will help you feel through your own crucibles right now related to moving on from the 4D Matrix and healing some important karmic cycles/patterns that seem to keep playing out. Would love to see/feel you there! ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

From Those Who Watch Over Us: A Poem

by Kalayna Solais

It’s okay if you don’t remember.
We aren’t going to leave you.

It’s okay if you don’t know.

There’s not much to know, just to experience over and over again until experience turns into the page love is written on, not the words of love themselves.

It’s okay if you don’t know who you are.

We don’t care how many carousels you ride, how many spins you take, you will still have your essence in the end.

In the end, the only path that matters, is the path you chose in every moment. And no… we don’t care how you were or weren’t, just how your experiments end. The inconclusive conclusions you come to along your way back to love.

Love.

The only Ground Zero.

The only ground from where you rose, and the only ground on which you fall.
The place where seeds are scattered, and growth happens no matter what.
Yes. All else is an illusion.

But…

It’s the illusion you need.

That holographic something isn’t nothing. It’s the most important thing right now right now and right now.

So… walk, run, fly, dream, make love, make war, make peace, get messy, clean up, climb up, and fall down.

Your sacredness won’t break, for it is not porcelain.

Your birthright to live into all realities remains intact.

Here we sit.
Here we watch. Here we wait for you to remember that the path is love, the game is love, and the light, dark, hard, easy stories are the love you are learning and remembering that you are.

❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Why We ‘Roar’: An Activation From Our Sirian Star Family

by Kalayna Solais (and “Ineerah”/Sirian aspect)

“Together we join
through ourselves
in unison of voice.
Each call moves forth
from the heart
as we link together
to feel the creation of the next magic moments.

We ‘roar’
and our ‘roars’ have great impact.

We ‘roar’ to call in the New
We ‘roar’ to clear the old…

We ‘roar’ not to frighten
but to embolden ourselves,
to call on the sacred strength
for boundaries
for growth choices
for remembering our worth.

We ‘roar’
feeling the love of the higher dimensions
and the grief of what is let go
to move ever higher.

We ‘roar’ to remember
to learn,
to teach.

In this phase,
we offer our ‘roar’ to you…

We join our sacred voices
with yours
as you declare ‘no more’
inside
and with your world
you’ve co-created.

We join
offering our peaceful hearts
that had great pain like yours…
that also learned to let go
of fear
of war
of a need to be hidden…
of a need to be arrogant
of a need to do more
than just BE
and connect…

We join
and we cry out in ‘roars’
greater
yet softer
than those you’ve known,
and this memory
of your power
as sacred humans,
is the one we hold for you
reminding you
that you will return here
and the process is Now.

You are loved…
you ARE LOVE…
and you cannot avoid
the gift of this rediscovery…”

 

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

July Crop Circles UPdate: Bridge To Galactic New Year & Lion’s Gate

By Jelelle Awen

Photo is of circle at Pepperbox Hill, Windwhistle Lane, nr West Grimstead, Wiltshire. Reported 23rd July. Image by Nick Bull Copyright 2019

July Crop Circles UPdate: There have been 35 crop circles offered to us during this very busy 2019 summer season. You can see them all at cropcircleconnector.com, where they generously share them all. I have taken them in as they are offered to us, some by our Star Mu family and some by humans….feeling/receiving the deeper meanings.

I’ve decided to share pictures of 11 of the crop circles offered in July as it is such a powerfully activating month for us. You can see them here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/815539955513273

July has brought us two eclipses this month already and tomorrow is the ‘Day out of time’ as recognized by the Galactic calendar and July 26th is the start of the The Galactic New Year. All this is preparing us for the upcoming Lion’s Gate on 8/8 when the energies of Lyra/Sirius are so potent. The Lion’s Gateway opens tomorrow, offering Next Level 5D experiences and activations, connection with your Sirian aspects….interesting too that the movie Lion King is coming out during this time!

As you take in these images, feel what they are offering YOU in this moment about next steps in your Ascension and galactic awakening specifically.

Is ‘Star Family’ still feeling like something remote/more obscure for you? Are you remembering and healing your experiences this life of visits/abductions with your Star Family and others? Is your Star Seed child still vibrating at fear frequencies, suppressed, and in mostly 3D inner child form?

Most importantly, do you experience a visceral and deep sense of SUPPORT that comes from star family connection and galactic DNA activations?

I have discovered during sessions with people that there can be a deep longing and ache for the feeling sense of this galactic support. Yet, it can often be blocked/obscured by a dutiful and vigilant Inner Protector/Gatekeeper who doesn’t feel you are ready to remember and open out this access. Usually this is related to how the inner child is in undigested fear and even terror around the this-life galactic experiences (which are usually hidden behind a deep veil.) This veil has also been reinforced by 3D conditioning that denies the existence of galactic beings and Inner Earth BEings.

A bridge can be created to the remembering of and healing of these experiences, leading to activation of your Star Seed child as your Inner Child is able to unanchor from 3D childhood wounding experiences. So often, star families are just WAITING for reconnection and are leaving so many hints/clues/activations for you to follow and let in. You may be connecting with them now even, just not made put that together yet or seen how specifically that relates to you and your soul’s journey/purpose here. Reunions with star family can be so powerful, emotional, and essential to our ongoing embodiment of our sacred humanity here and experience of 5D in the now.

Crop circles are activations in that way as you take them in and let them ‘work on you’, revealing what needs to be felt/seen, etc. Your star family is talking through them….what do you hear and feel?

Here is a guided meditation to meet your star family:

 

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to create bridges to your star family! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Healing The Feelings Of Abandonment W/Your Star Family & Star Seed Child Within

By Jelelle Awen

I am letting in, soaking in….connection with my star family and Metasoul aspects/sisters/fractals that I know of now and have become so close to. These kind of weepy tears come up as I feel their TOTAL love for me that is expressed without effort, boundary, or conditions. I recognize this feeling of weepiness….it is deeper need for resonance being met and being let in that can only truly happen from within the self and one’s own soul and with the Divine. No other person can provide and meet this need FOR us…although they can transact love WITH us from the overflow we both are experiencing from self love.

Star family for me is not a concept, yet a visceral and real supportive energy that is transactable through BEing with them. It is feelings of coming home, no longer feeling alone/abandoned, sense of bigger soul purpose here. Reunion feelings can be bittersweet, as they so long went unmet and unfelt. An itch being scratched that you didn’t even realize was there. It is feeling an acceptance of your alienness that makes up the substance of so much of our DNA. This is when ‘activation’ truly happens…when it is offered through your own soul and can be let in through a needing heart/soul to receive it with transactable love.

I feel this pain so often in others of feeling ‘left here’ and not feeling like they truly belong here on Gaia. This is amplified by estrangement and being misunderstood by/with birth family. Experiences of abuse (emotional, physical, mental, energetic, sexual) just compound/reinforce this sense of not belonging here in this 3D harshness and polarized density. Deep feelings of depression, suicide/wanting to leave, panic attacks/anxiety goes along with this. Parts of us BEcome the frequency of wounding from these experiences and there isn’t a bigger container there of compassionate resonance to digest and transform the pain into love/light again.

Our Star Seed aspect is an awakening inner child that can unanchor from 3D as their traumas are processed and a galactic awakening occurs….an innocence and purity lives in the heart of this part of us. They are so often in deep longing and loneliness to feel their star siblings again, to feel the wonder and magic of multidimensional and porous relationship to life that this galactic union offers. Processing undigested trauma/terror from what they felt as ‘abductions’, which were actually visits with star family, they can arise into becoming the magical fuel for our Merkabahs or light body vehicles.

As you connect with these aspects of yourself that most NEED you and receive support from your star family, you can truly LAND here with a filling up heart and soul to receive, to give, and to BEcome love!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

More about parts/Metasoul aspect connection here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging sessions to connect with star family, activate light language, meet your inner child/star seed available for $77 USD min. donation for 90 very full minutes! With me for women and for women/men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman. More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Energy Update: Pre-Equinox Geomagnetic Storms Amplify Timeline Bleed-Throughs And Galactic Awakenings

By Jelelle Awen
Timeline bleed-throughs and overlaps are becoming so much more prevalent and obvious with waves of plasma light geomagnetics flowing in from an increasingly expanding and jagged hole (to make us whole!) in the sun’s surface. SOULar winds are blowing these waves in today (9/17) and tomorrow (9/18) and are amplified by Equinox cracks in Gaia’s geomagnetic field, according to spaceweather.com.
These cracks allow even MORE light to come in as we head into the Equinox passage on the 22nd-24th. This flux of magnetics is bringing intense auroras, including rare pink ones – a sign of nitrogen molecules that activate at the lower levels (as captured in the photo below).
All these plasmas to activate our multidimensional consciousness can cause sensitivities and even pain/aches in the crown (top of the head), third eye (forehead) and causal (back of the head and brain stem area) chakras yesterday and moving into today. You may feel an overall, total body tiredness/fatigue as if you’ve been exercising a lot. Feeling drifty and just not ‘here’ is an aspect of calibrating to the altered sense of REALities that these energies bring in.
Awakening your galactic consciousness through reconnection with your star DNA and star family is the next level phase of Ascension for many more souls now. A visceral, supportive, and conscious connection with your star family provides a HUGE support as you experience so much shifting and changing inside yourself and in your world too. Star family connection can be blocked by undigested fears/traumas from visits (what feel like ‘abductions’ to parts of you) and also polarized fear reactions to ‘aliens’ that we’ve been conditioned in 3D to fear. Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family w/more coming soon: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s
Embracing these timelines that are trying to bleed through by consciously connecting with your Metasoul aspects who live in them really does create a huge, positive shift in how you experience REALity. These aspects ARE you ultimately, coming from the same soul source….fragments that are waiting to exchange gifts with you and heal/end karmic patterns and to become unified again. This kind of work is becoming easier, more accessible with all these higher vibrational frequencies holding the space for it. More information here about 1:1 life changing bridging sessions to connect with your star family with me for women and with men/women with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
NOW is the opportunity to step into your next level, every day experience of your multidimensionality. This Equinox passage holds the space for the remembering, the returning….AND the arising into your sacred humanity and its galactic roots/origins/DNA!
MUCH love to you as we unify, merge, and activate!
Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com
Photo of the auroras yesterday by Martin Male of Yellowknife, Canada.
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Latest Crop Circle Offers 4444 Star DNA Activation & Feminine/Masculine Balance Message

By Jelelle Awen

 

I was connecting with star family and some Metasoul (Higher Self) aspects/guides this morning and heard, “Go check out your Facebook Feed.” At the top of my feed was THIS photo of the latest crop circle (only the second one this year) that just showed up last night in Buckland Down, Dorset, UK. And, I had been checking in about our desires and plans to relocate to the UK later this year, which this just seems further confirmation of the rightness of it!

I was immediately struck by all the four patterns in it, the sense of balancing of all four directions, and how 444 has been showing up in all kinds of ways lately. It seems to represent the balancing of the four elements as we undergo our continual awakening and ascension. Also it seems to offer the importance of the union between lunar (feminine) – as represented in the crescent moon shapes – and masculine (solar) energies – the orbs – , which is VERY interesting considering we have more SOULar energies coming in starting tomorrow along with a full moon soon!

I’ve been offered that crop circles provide an ongoing dialogue WITH us…they are an invitation that is revealed as you feel into each one and receive for yourself what you are meant to from it. There is great joy in the creation and offering of them and they are a bridge from our star families to activate our Star DNA. Serving as a reminder that they are always WITH us, supporting us, and guiding us too!

What do you feel/see from this?

I write more about increasing repeating number sequence ‘sightings’, synchs, etc in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-soular-energ…/

These photos are from Crop Circle Connector.

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Re-Union Invites You To Remember Who You Are: Re-Union Messages From Your Star, Angel, Inner, And Soul Family

By Jelelle Awen

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Re-union invites you to remember who you ARE. Re-union is your soul’s memory returning, your heart’s memory expanding, your body’s memory ascending, your DNA’s strands reactivating.
 
Re-union is the coming together of that which was separate for a time yet always was meant to return together again. Like magnets, the pull to return growing stronger as the pieces come closer together. Like the sea, unable to resist the shore, over and over again returning back again.
 
Re-union offers the re-collection of the stars, of your galactic connections, of your cosmic origins. A personal experience of reconnection, like a family member that you forgot and then suddenly remember. Your star being family is saying, “Come connect with us again. Do not be afraid as we are more like you than you realize. You come from us. You left us because you wanted to, because you chose to. And, we welcome you back now to remember us again as we still remember and love you.”
 
Re-union offers the gathering of the heavens, of your Angelic nature, of your Angelic origins. The Angels are ever there, waiting to be ‘seen’ by the eyes of your soul again and felt by the warmth of your purifying, cosmic heart. Your Angel family is saying, “Come fly with us again. Do not despair that we are not there because we are always with you. We ARE you. You put a veil of your eyes to see, you put a wall in front of your heart to feel, you put a fence in front of your field to experience. All these can be lifted with love. Ask for this lifting and it shall be.”
 
Re-union offers the re-integration of your inner aspects, of your inner family, of your inner child, your inner parent, your inner everything. Parts of you are wanting and waiting to be claimed, to be acknowledged. Your inner family is saying, “Come feel with us again. Do not worry that you will be stuck if you connect with us. Do not worry that there will be too pain and you won’t be able to hold it all. You are what you need to heal. Embrace us as you would any others and we will eventually come into you again. You will be whole again someday.”
 
Re-union summons the draw of your soul family, of your resonant family, of community, of your tribe. They are in your field already, they may be in your life already. Your soul family is saying, “Come join with us again. Do not resist the support that being with us can bring to you. You needed your lone wolf phase away from us. You chose to venture out ‘alone’ even though we were always connected in the higher realms. We invite you to come be with us again, to experience how it feels to belong again.”
 
Hold a space of love for yourself to invite re-union of your star family, your angel family, your inner family, your soul family. Re-union goes beyond the mind, goes beyond what you feel that you ‘know’, goes beyond your resistance, goes beyond fear. It goes to the place of eventual union, eventual integration, eventual wholeness. It goes to the place of Infinite Love, for which you came and will eventually return…..

Jelelle Awen is an 5D ascension teacher, writer and co-creator/teacher/group facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions with her, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.