Transmute Your Trauma With Love Guided Meditation – DAY 30: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen (VIDEO)

DAY THIRTY: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Transmute Your Trauma With Love Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen

This is day thirty of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, I talk about the healing of trauma through a transmutational process of connecting with parts of yourself that are experiencing it (both this lifetime and other lifetimes). During the video, I read out loud this writing I did today to you about transmutation of trauma: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/love-is-the-only-energy-th…/

As you separate from the energies of the parts of you experiencing and unable to digest the trauma, then you are able to BE there for and with them in a new way. You are no longer ‘fused’ to the trauma. You are able to channel Divine love and compassion to them so they are able to let go and ‘leave’ the traumatic scene and move into the higher timeline with you.

I’ve been offered that the transmutation of the trauma we experienced from this life and other lifetimes is KEY to our ongoing Ascension and awakening process. As we transmute it into love again, so we are able to raise our vibrational frequency TO love.

In the meditation today, you are connected with your 5D self, who can hold space for the transmutation of trauma with parts of you and journey into Metasoul timelines to heal it there as well. You move into a higher vibrational space and then connect with a traumatized energy in your field and the part of you who is experiencing it. You offer that part of you Divine love through Mother Mary and Yeshua energies. You then invite that part of you to move into a higher timeline space with you to receive more love and healing connection with the Divine.

Thank you for joining me on this thirtieth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch all the videos in the series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

 

 

Sacred Masculine Healing Guided Meditation – DAY 29: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle & Raphael Awen & Gabriel Heartman (VIDEO)

DAY TWENTY-NINE: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Sacred Masculine Healing Guided Meditation W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen & Gabriel Heartman

 

This is day twenty-nine of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman join me to talk about healing of the sacred masculine. Both of them share their experience of working with parts of themselves, such as the Inner Teenager/Child, Inner Protector, etc. to heal trauma from lack of initiation and invalidation that men receive. Healthy initiation and validation becomes possible through connection with the Divine Father, integration of these parts of self, and karmic healing from other timelines/lifetimes.

Raphael and Gabriel also talk about sacred masculine sexuality and healing of the lingam from non-vulnerable penetrative energies to open hearted and vulnerable sexual expression. Feelings of inadequacy and powerlessness are also issues that they feel lead to the expression of woundedness in men.

In the meditation today, Gabriel and Raphael lead you into an exploration of a sacred masculine roundtable. Your wounded masculine aspects parts receive love and healing in the roundtable as you take in frequencies of Divine Father and supportive brotherhood frequencies.

Thank you for joining us on this twenty-nineth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch all the videos in the series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

 

Love Is The ONLY Energy That Transmutes Trauma

By Jelelle Awen

The trauma can seem bigger than you……esp. when you are shaking with it, quaking with it, and fused to it. The moments and memories of trauma acting like magnets to keep parts of you stuck in looping around the same suffering seconds over and over again even as your body ages and time ‘goes on’.

When it feels like the trauma is bigger than you, then the pain becomes more real than joy. When it feels like the trauma is unhealable, the fear claims more ‘real estate’ and space than love. When it feels like the trauma is unknowable, the confusion overcomes any clarity.

You may doubt your capacity to hold space for the feeling and processing of trauma as you haven’t been templated and shown and supported to do this. 3D consciousness offers the next drug, the next diversion, the next quick fix, the next substitution. These things then will somehow try to take the place of your SOUL big and HEART big presence that is MOST needed here. These things will try to provide a poor replacement for the richness of SELF love that is MOST required here.

During these moments that caused trauma (from this life and other lifetimes), the parts of you that experienced them felt like they were alone and they BECAME the traumatic experience with no way to digest it. As you become a loving, compassionate, non-judgemental presence that can BE with them during these traumatic moments, supported by Divine energies, these parts of you can digest the trauma and move into a new timeline beyond the experience of it.

The ONLY energy that offers true transmutation is love. Anything lesser or denser or coming from a fix it/judgemental place can’t offer the transmutation of trauma that love can. As you become this loving transmutational energy, so are all parts of you and their traumas able to become the LOVE again that they truly are in their essence.

The transmutation of the trauma you experienced from this life and other lifetimes is KEY to your ongoing Ascension and awakening process. As you transmute it into love again, so you are able to raise your vibrational frequency TO love.

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My video today, Day 30 of my series, offers more teaching about this and a guided meditation to bring a part of you experiencing trauma into a transmutational love experience with Mother Mary and Yeshua.

 

Jelelle Awen
1:1 healing sessions available to BEcome the love that is needed to transmute the traumas of self and soul. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Sacred Feminine Healing W/Divine Mother Guided Meditation – DAY 28: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen & Kalayna Colibri (VIDEO)

DAY TWENTY-EIGHT: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Sacred Feminine Healing W/Divine Mother Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen & Kalayna Colibri

This is day twenty-eight of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Colibri joins me to talk about sacred feminine healing for women. As I’ve been offering in this video series, there are key areas of self exploration that can lead to the arising of your sacred femininity. We talk about how individuation from your birth mother templating and working with your Inner Mother is a key aspect of this. Another important self love exploration is with your sacred sexuality, your Yoni space, and clearing of sexual trauma and abuse frequencies from this life and other lives.

Discovering what the feminine is in authentic expression is also about feeling into what isn’t feminine, yet rather wounded masculine expression. This comes forward through expression of usually masculine parts such as the Inner Protector, Gatekeeper, Inner Punisher, who heal into healthy masculine frequencies of guidance, right action, discernment, ability to set boundaries etc. The healing of your wounded feminine in forms such as your Inner Child and Inner Teenager is also an important aspect of moving into wholeness of integrated feminine expression.

In the meditation today, Kalayna leads us into an exploration of a sacred feminine healing circle through experience of Divine Mother frequencies. Kuan Yin, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Sophia, and Dark Mother join you to connect their healing frequencies with yours. Your wounded feminine parts and masculine Protectors also come into the circle to receive Divine Feminine love.

Thank you for joining us on this twenty-eighth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch all the videos in the series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

 

Connect To Your Yoni/Lingam Sacred Sexuality Healing Guided Meditation – DAY 27: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen (VIDEO)

DAY TWENTY-SEVEN: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Connect To Your Yoni/Lingam Sacred Sexuality Healing Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen

 

This is day twenty-seven of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, I talk about the ‘yoni/sexual area’ as a portal for women and men. The Yoni doesn’t just include the female genitalia, yet also the root/sacral/solar plexus chakras as well. Connecting with yoni honors the sacredness of your sexual energies and allows for digestion of sexual partner experiences you’ve taken in. For men, the lingam recognizes more than just male genitalia (which can so be the focus), yet the lower chakras as well as a penetrating and powerful energy of sacred masculinity as it heals.

I offer that working with your yoni (or lingam for men) as a part of you opens you up to more of your sacred sexual energies that are often suppressed, blocked, or overly energized. It creates a tender space of self-love based healing to clear out previous sexual experiences from this life and from other timelines as well, which can be stored in the yoni especially. This allows for more healthy and nourishing (and satisfying!) sexual experience with a partner.

In the meditation today, Divine Feminine guides Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene invite you to join them in connection with your yoni (or lingam.) You go to a clearing and cleansing ‘purity’ pool to dip into the waters of love. You connect with the cries and tears of your yoni or lingam, feeling into each partner you have had this life. Then, you receive loving energies from both Marys to provide soothing digestion as you get a sense of what it would feel like to embody your innocent sexuality and your pure sensuality.

Here is a video of Raphael and I talking about sacred union and sacred sexuality: https://youtu.be/diPaOZFiPBM

The writing that I suggest doing to deepen this connection is about writing a letter to your yoni and have your yoni write back to you. Men can do this as well. Then have your yoni write to you about every partner you’ve had and how she feels about them.

Thank you for joining me on this twenty-seventh day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

 

Energy Update: SOULar Flare Offers Burst Of Sacred Masculine Connections

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There was a SOULar flare today, January 26th, from an active area of sunspots. “Today at 13:22 UT, big sunspot AR2733 produced a C5-class solar flare. C-class flares are not major explosions. However, this is the strongest solar flare in months and it breaks the quiet of a deep Solar Minimum. More activity is possible in the hours and days ahead as the sunspot continues to grow and develop,” according to spaceweather.com.

Flares are rare during this phase of SOULar minimum where geomagnetic storms, CMEs (coronal mass ejections) and high SOULar winds are more common, as I’ve been sharing about in my energy updates. You can read all my energy updates here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

SOULar flares offer a burst of energy at once, an infusion of Sacred/Divine Masculine frequencies and high vibrational energies. I am feeling a wonderful, accessible bridge to Divine Father energies right now, as offered too in this flare. This for me is coming in the form of Star Family connections and my galactic father in Star BEing form as a Lyran founder/mantid….more on that in another writing.

This SOULar flare can amplify the experience of sacred masculine energies for you TOO as it is let in and not resisted by the wounded masculine that can be expressed in our Protectors and Gatekeepers. Being with the wounded son/daughter part of us can let in more surrogating Divine/Galactic Father experience.

In this video as part of my 33 Day Deepen series, Gabriel Heartman and I did a teaching and guided meditation about Divine Father, connecting you with five beloved faces and forms of Him. This meditation could help with integrating the more intense SOULar energies: https://youtu.be/QTWxFux2KA4

Take care of YOU during SOULar flares. Connect with your physical body, your emotional body, your chakras with love and compassion. See and watch where your energy is going and to what…wounded masculine expressions of outrage, competition, self punishment/shame could be amplified in expression right now.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 healing sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Meet Your Veil Of Amnesia Guided Meditation – DAY 26: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen (VIDEO)

DAY TWENTY-SIX: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Meet Your Veil Of Amnesia Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen

This is day twenty-six of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, I talk about the veil of amnesia that we have chosen as a soul to put over ourselves to obscure and block our remembering and recall of our soul’s consciousness. We chose this veil in order to fully immerse into the experiment of 3D consciousness that offers further growth and learning for us as we experience it. These veils are permeable, and meant to be temporary as the soul can sovereignly chose at any time and in any lifetime to lift them. The veil of amnesia can relate to the remembering of childhood situations, especially those that were traumatic. Accessing the parts of yourself that are still living out these traumas allows the veil of amnesia to lift on them.

Another aspect of lifting the veil is related to having conscious access to other lifetimes/timelines and the Metasoul sisters/brothers that are living in them. This is more than just getting glimpses of a ‘past life’. It is having conscious interaction and gift exchange with them leading to karmic healing on a quantum level. The other lifting of the veil connects to galactic consciousness awakening and remembering star family and activation of your galactic DNA and genes on a cellular level. This veil is placed by your soul’s choice not to fully remember visits with star family this life and supported by star BEing technologies as well that keep the veil in place as it would be painful for you to be ‘living in two worlds’ as you try to acclimate to 3D life.

In the meditation today, Divine Father and Divine Mother join you to start negotiating with your Inner Protector, who protects and guards the veil of amnesia related to this life traumas, especially during childhood. You connect with your Protector and feel their concerns about lifting the veil, which usually have to do with not feeling like you are ‘ready’. You then go to meet with your Gatekeeper, who protects and guards the veil of amnesia related to galactic awakening and Metasoul timelines/lifetimes. You begin to negotiate with your Gatekeeper to start to lift the veil on these timelines. You then experience your veil of amnesia in whatever shape, form, visual it comes to you and you begin to lift it off of you…showing your desire to remember anything that is ready to be integrated and felt.

Here is a video to meet your Protector, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FzBzK5vgck
Here is a video to meet your Gatekeeper, which you may want to do before this one: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

Thank you for joining me on this twenty-sixth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects!

 

 

 

Metasoul Timeline/Lifetime Portal Access Guided Meditation – DAY 25: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen (VIDEO)

DAY TWENTY-FIVE: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Metasoul Timeline/Lifetime Portal Access Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen

This is day twenty-five of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, I talk about how to access and heal other lifetimes and timelines that hold karma and trauma. These timelines are ones in which your Metasoul aspects (sisters and brothers) are living out and experiencing in the Now. Rather than seeing them as ‘past lives’, you relate to them as Metasoul sisters and brothers living in the Now that you can have an ongoing relationship with to facilitate deep healing and soul gift exchange openings.

I offer that just ‘dropping into’ a Metasoul timeline (such as what happens in past life regression or soul retrieval) can actually sometimes create more trauma as this experience often remains undigested in this lifetime and in the timeline too. Facilitating for yourself with your Gatekeeper (who is the keeper of access to the timelines) allows you to go into the timeline, establish an ongoing relationship with the Metasoul sister/brother. This ongoing exchange with your Metasoul brother/sister can eventually lead to them choosing to change the traumatic timeline itself. This process opens up quantum healing possibilities for your Metasoul, your Monad/soul family group, and for the collective as a whole.

In the meditation today, Archangel Michael and Sophia/Dark Mother hold space for the exploration into the Gatekeeper realm, which is the portal access to your Metasoul timelines. You connect with your Gatekeeper to establish a bridge to these timelines and to help you lift the veil of amnesia on them. With your Gatekeeper, you enter a portal to a Metasoul timeline that most needs your attention in this Now and meet a Metasoul aspect that lives there.

Here is a video about the Metasoul and access to your akashic records, which can be a good beginning place: https://youtu.be/QOlBc-3-TEg
Here is a video to meet your Gatekeeper, which you may want to do before this one: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

Thank you for joining me on this twenty-fifth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

 

Meet Your Inner Mother Guided Meditation – DAY 24: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen (VIDEO)

DAY TWENTY-FOUR: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Meet Your Inner Mother Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen

This is day twenty-four of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen. In today’s video, I talk about and introduce you to another part that seems to develop in response to 3D life. Your Inner Mother is the energy inside that represents the templating you received from your birth mother (or other important female caregiver.) If your relationship with your birth mother is and has been challenging, difficult, conflictual, etc., this relationship LIVES inside you as well between your Inner Mother and other parts of you (usually the Inner Teenager and Inner Child.)

For women, getting to know and connect with their Inner Mothers allows for more compassionate flow and forgiveness INside….and also in relationships with other women and their birth mothers as well. It allows for understanding and healing of the trauma experienced in this relationship. Integration of your Inner Mother allows the healing of matriarchal 3D energies and arising into your sacred Venus Queen expression.

For men, getting to know their Inner Mother allows for more complete differentiation and individuation from their birth mothers. This frees up the transaction grounds with their female mate from mother projection tones and reactions to embrace a woman as a Venus Queen.

In the meditation today, Mother Mary holds the space for you to meet your Inner Mother. You first connect with your Inner Protector, who expresses to you about how the relationship with this part expresses with other parts of you. Your Inner Protector leads the way to your Inner Mother, who you meet and connect with….starting to get a sense of her world and experience.

Thank you for joining us on this twenty-four day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist

I will be hosting a group session over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum. The next one will be on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

 

Energy Update: HIGH Speed SOULar Winds Streaming IN

By Jelelle Awen
Energy update: We are in the middle of a SOULar wind stream with wind speeds up to 600 k/sec (‘normal’ is around 300)!! This high speed wind is bringing in geomagnetic storms in the higher to mid-altitudes with accompanying beautiful aurora codes to take in, according to spaceweather.com.
As usual with HIGH SOULar winds, you may feel aches/pains in the head and neck area (causal and crown chakras) as YOUR magnetic field responds to the influx of magnetics. Polarizations inside (such as victim ‘versus’ perpetuator; patriarchal/wounded masculine aspects and matriarchal/wounded feminine ones, etc.) are amplified during these streams of geomagnetics. These are the trailing sacred masculine activations after the receiving of Divine Mother/Feminine lunar codes during the recent eclipse passage.
Feeling these aspects of yourself and the dynamics between them can help significantly with healing the polarizations to move into more inner unity. I introduce the main parts that we work with in our SoulFullHeart process in my video series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3
This video offers a guided meditation to relate with, activate, and integrate ascension energies specifically: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw
The magnetic pole shifting that is happening (including the need to update the model for it) shows the alignment that is ongoing for Gaia as She ascends into fifth dimensional consciousness. I’ll share more about the pole shifting process as it downloads more for me. So far, my Star Family has offered that the process of pole shifting will be orchestrated and held by Star BEings so as not to cause life-altering conditions for us. They are reassuring that there is no need to be fearful or concerned about the pole shifting as it coincides with the ongoing disclosure process.
As always, practice much self love on the emotional, physical, and social body levels during these higher frequency influxes. As you align within with MUCH love, so you can align to these cosmic energies as well to receive them AS love.
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to feel, digest, and integrate parts of you from this life and other lifetimes/timelines too! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Photo is by Markus Varik from Tromsø, Norway.