I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field.
I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com
I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.
Open your heart to feel the pains there, the fear there, the tears there. FEELing this, letting it BE, holding yourself and parts of you in the mourning and the letting go. Opening your heart to be REAL about what your feelings are, especially the ones of unhappiness and distress over current relationships and situations in your life.
Over and over, I invite this heart opened realness in my sessions. It comes back to this so often too with every woman that I hold space for. It is really a space being held for feeling, for reconnection with the emotional body while bridging to the soul. A self permission I reflect back/mirror/offer to feel, to allow the TRUTH of your emotional reality to come up, to hold space for yourself and parts of you to FEEL.
Why does this self permission to FEEL need to be mirrored and offered over and over? Our 3D conditioning is to suppress, to numb, to cover over, to protect, to guard, to settle, to repress. Energies form inside of you (such as the Inner Protector) to block the natural and organic arising of your emotions because it is judged as TOO MUCH. So it is judged by your culture, often by your birth families, maybe even by your mates….your sensitivity is too much, your emotionality is too much, your heart breaking sense of life is too much.
Yet, actually, is it JUST RIGHT. That sensitivity is your heart porosity and your capacity to LOVE. And, as it heals from being allowed to be and flow, so it floods out more and more from healthy compassion, empathy, service with others. You can then feel what others are feeling while they are feeling it because YOU have embodied this WITH yourself and your own parts over and over.
Open your heart to feel the pains there and the joy can come into the space that is made.
Intimacy with self and other can come into the space that is made.
Vulnerability can come into the space that is made.
Love can come into the space that is made. And love can be the FEELING that flows most in most moments.
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Woundings from traumas do form a kind of grid over Gaia and they have a magnetic pull of their own. We could call this the “3D-4D Emotional Body Trauma” Grid. It has a rather dark, deep, and powerful energy with layers and layers to it. This is on the collective level as viewed from a ‘higher’ vantage point as you start to arise above it through transmuting/healing your emotional body to a higher frequency. I was shown it from this perspective by my Star Family recently when I asked to understand more about what was going on collectively in terms of trauma purging/clearing of especially sexual abuse trauma that also may connect to each of us on an individual, experiencial level.
This Emotional Body Grid is porous, more like a vapor cloud than anything more dense than that. Because it is porous that also means that it is permeable, fluid, and easily shifted and altered. When parts of you are INSIDE of this grid and we could say ‘plugged’ into it, it can feel VERY deep, very dense, and very penetrating. It can feel to parts of you as if there is no escaping it in moments and NO WAY to actually move it. These are the ‘feelings’ of not desiring to be alive anymore, not wanting to be here on Earth, despair and hopelessness, and the experiences of recapitulating controlling/toxic relationships, heaven and then drop down into hell states, chronic physical body suffering and pain, etc .
Parts of you can be VERY fused to this Grid through traumas still being ‘lived out’ and looped from this lifetime….and also from Metasoul/other lifetime aspects that are experiencing acute traumas from persecutions, suicides, murders, etc. There is really no other reality for these parts and Metasoul Aspects….this trauma is ALL they know, so it is a kind of a Ground Hog Day’s ‘fate’ for them as they feel stuck and frozen and attached to this Grid and its reality repeating itself over and over again.
This Emotional Body Wounding Grid (as all grids) is created by consciousness, by each awareness that is put toward it and gives it energy, form, and existence. To exclusively blame negative entities or negative E.T.s or even Artificial Intelligence for keeping this Grid in place keeps parts of you actually quite attached to this Grid. It is part of what keeps it in place to fight it or resist it or battle it or even try to ‘save’ others from it. Overly fixating on implants, parasites, and entity removal creates a sense of disempowerment and actually puts MORE energy into the sustainment of the Grid. Parts of you can then ‘see’ this ‘being influenced’ reality everywhere and every feeling/experience is connected to this reality of ‘being attacked’…and you draw MORE attacks as a self-fulfilling ‘prove’ and prophecy of this fear-based attachment.
Ultimately, you CHOOSE ALL traumatic experiences for soul growth reasons on a Higher Self/Metasoul level and this actually brings much empowerment as you accept this, understand more about the reasons WHY, and own/feel/heal your Metasoul’s role in it.
Freedom and release from these emotionally dense feelings of despair, suicide, victimization, extreme negativity, battling, being attacked……freedom comes as you FEEL how this lives in parts of yourself and in your Metasoul. As you are willing to compassionately feel it and LOVE it and embrace these parts and aspects, so then do you offer them a way out of this grid. You compassionately validate their emotional reality even as you are separating your consciousness from it.
As you receive loving support from Guides/Higher frequency Metasoul aspects and as you BEcome more embodiment of your 5D Self, you separate from this Grid more and more. As you draw more soul family connections that empower and mirror your bigness to you and let go of relationships that re-energize this trauma grid, you grow in capacity to BEcome your 5D Self separate from it. As you complete the need to draw any NEW traumas to yourself…..As you connect to your 3D-4D Protector who may be ‘guarding’ the parts that are attached to it and in suffering, then the Protector becomes a partner WITH you in feeling and freeing these parts from their suffering. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
There is HUGE opportunity for quantum and deep transmutation right now of trauma as Gaia’s vibrational frequency continues to rise. This is making the trauma cloud/grid more and more dissipated and able to be dissolved with love. This previously dense grid can then become more crystalline. There is mass and personal healing opportunities then as what had been previously hidden is now disclosed and in the open. Chakra and Kundalini activations are happening for those souls meant to lead and serve others that brings these traumas and the parts/Metasouls that are attached to them into your awareness.
Draw support toward you on the inside and outside that provides a way to RISE ABOVE with love from these traumas….so that you can go into these traumatized timelines and offer with MUCH love and light a way to start moving out of them. Through our SoulFullHeart process, we as Facilitators provide a bridge, template, mirror of how to be and do this through bridging sessions, and ongoing individual and group sessions with more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Now is the time to see and feel more and more that it everything we experience has been created out of love and for love and in order to return to love again.
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
HIGH SOULar winds today June 1st bringing in a geomagnetic storm and activations again! It is a relatively gentle entry for Gaia (and us) into this SOULar wind stream, perhaps offset by the recent lunar full moon/Divine Feminine frequencies.
You may feel this though on the physical body level in dizziness, intense sleepiness, body pains, Kundalini/Chakra activation, etc. As always, grounding helps through walking on Gaia with bare feet, burying your feet in sand, putting a selenite wand at your feet. The right foot chakra moves energy out, so you can also visualize energy moving out of that chakra and into inner Gaia. Or through the grounding chord at the base of your spine/root chakra that connects to Gaia.
Yesterday, I woke up from a crash/INtegrative nap at 5:55pm…..then this morning, again, at 5:55am. Last week it was 444 repeatedly appearing….and this week 555! I associate 555 with fifth dimension, of course, and the ongoing anchoring into 5D consciousness and merging with our 5D selves that is taking place in an accelerated way this year. 555 is CHANGE….and I feel ready for not just the internal changes that have been ongoing yet the external, physical ones as well that are starting to manifest as a geographic shift to the U.K. later this year.
June should continue this 5D activation phase, with these geomagnetics today and the Summer Solstice coming on June 21st. There is also a sense of rumbling in the 3D moving into lower 4D disclosure of collective fear-based playouts and energies. I’ll write more soon about the mass wounded gender expression purging and healing that seems to be happening on this timeline and the Metasoul level.
MUCH love to you and with you as we ride these blissy and sometimes messy waves of love together! ~
Jelelle Awen Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Why does it feel to you as if love is scarce sometimes? As if there is only a finite amount of it in the world? A limited flow that parts of you then feel you have to guard and protect? To preserve and save and put away?
The 3D world offers to you that love is scarce and finite and on limited supply. Your birth family conditioning supports this messaging and programming. You experience as a child how no one around you seems to be flowing in love. No one seems to be living in abundant love. No one seems to be willing to share it very much, yet only in drips and drabs. Only in crumbs that they seem to reluctantly give in moments where it feels safe to do so.
3D religions only offer love if you are free from sin, if you ‘follow the rules’ of their punitive God, if you conform to the social agreements that they offer, if you buy into the idea that love is about sacrifice. This scarcity-based God frowns at you, pushes you away, and not much love at all seems to come from this source as mostly what you feel then is unworthy to receive what even IS offered.
The 3D world prioritizes not the abundant sharing of love in all forms (including money), but rather energies of getting and keeping; of earning and buying; of owning and having. Sharing only seems to happen in moments of open heartedness, between souls that trust each other, from one child to another when there is still innocence alive in them.
3D relationships run on the currency of giving to receive, on codependence, on needing each other to fulfill certain roles, on duty and obligation. They survive often on the fumes of promises of love; on the echoes of love’s exchange in moments when it can; on the wounded projection of self onto other that keeps it all stumbling and staggering along somehow. These relationships exist often on the ground of suffering and on push-pull dynamics that keep this suffering in place.
You’ve been offered scarcity in ALL these areas by a world that has run on love’s lack rather than on its abundance. But, this is not the TRUTH of what is POSSIBLE about love’s flow.
The TRUTH is that every BEing IS Infinite Love. That the Divine is Infinite Love. That energy flow IS sourced in Infinite Love.
Serving love from this flow of Infinite Love that you already ARE offers no limits on what can be healed and transformed by THIS love flow. Being in relationships in this Infinite Love flow allows them to arise anew, offering NEW grounds of connection and intimacy in every moment. Experiencing the Divine in accepting, loving, nonjudgemental frequencies as a reflection of this Infinite Love flow heals the soul experiences of It being anything less than THIS.
You are remembering this more and more as you decondition from what you have been taught and sold in 3D consciousness.
You are experiencing this as you let this abundant love flow that is available in ALL moments into your life.
You are BEcoming this as you separate from the parts of you that have received this scarcity conditioning and embodying your essence which kNOWs and IS this abundant love flow.
You are BEing this TRUTH of the Infinite supply of Love as you overflow AS this with yourself, others, and the Divine more and more!
~ Jelelle Awen Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
The month of May, 2018 has been intense in terms of energies…..wow! It has been offering 5D upgrades to our emotional bodies, physical bodies, chakral vortexes, DNA, and social/relationships too. There have been waves of PURE love bliss 5D frequencies rolling in frequently all month. Then, phases of winds brought us surges of geomagnetics from a large coronal ‘hole to make us whole’ on the sun’s surface. We even had some ‘minor’ SOULar flares from sunspots this month, offering a surprising plasma BOOST. The 5/5 gateway swung open this month too, offering an open house feeling of access to our 5D consciousness, Star Family, Higher Self, and Divine Guides/Aspects.
This last week of May we have the FULL moon energies offering Divine Feminine illumination and some much needed integration of these activations and upgrades. The month will complete with more geomagnetics coming in at the end of the week (June 1st) providing more Masculine activations. The feminine lunar frequencies and SOULar ones offer a feminine/masculine balance. A symbolic representation of feminine/masculine balance was also downloaded through the most recent crop circle that appeared at the end of May. You can read more about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/27/latest-crop-circle-offers-4444-star-dna-activation-feminine-masculine-balance-message/
The following list of what you may be experiencing as 5D activations in response to these May energies is actually based on my notes from the ascension energy update and guided meditation livestream that I did on May 26th. I responded to many comments and questions about the Ascension process from listeners during the broadcast as well. You can watch it here:
Here are some signs of 5D activations, which it feels like will just continue into June and onward:
1. Seeing repeating number sequences and increase in synchs overall. This especially seems to be true with seeing ‘444’ or ‘1444’ as a DNA code activation that is specific to this phase of Ascension. I wrote more about that here in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/23/energy-update-soular-energies-accelerating-repeating-numbers-synchs-awakenings/
2. Activation of your 5D Self and 5D experience of bliss states. Your 5D Self is the version of you that is becoming unanchored from 3D reality and consciousness, which happens as you integrate and heal 3D-based parts of yourself, such as your Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, Protector, and more. Your 5D Self also arise due to the unification of your Metasoul aspects through quantum healing of karmic patterns and soul gift exchange.
Here is another ascension energy update livestream I did from May 12th and a guided meditation to connect with 5D consciousness and your 5D Self: https://youtu.be/b9X7noPevaw
3. Timeline bleedthroughs from your Metasoul. Timelines merging through and overlaying onto the current one are a strong sign of 5D activation. Aspects from the same Metasoul as you (previously called ‘past lives’) are coming through from other dimensions/eras/planets, etc. to be felt and connected to more and more! Signs of this bleed through are intense dreams; seeing scenes from other timelines overlaid onto your reality; being drawn to ‘historic’ or galactic timelines very intensly; waves of emotional reactions/triggers that don’t feel like they are based in your current timeline; frequent or chronic body pain (esp. in the joints and muscles); and vivid activation of childhood abuse ‘memories’ where you are ‘there’ again (so that you can feel and heal the parts of you ‘stuck’ in these memories.)
Here is an energy update where I offer more about the Metasoul, signs of Metasoul bleedthrough, and the quantum healing opportunities offered in connecting with it: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/19/energy-update-timeline-bleedthroughs-metasoul-karmic-transformation-opportunities/
4. Positive Physical body shiftings and changings. Many body shiftings are directly related now to chakra vortex activations, soul gifts activating, and Metasoul aspects/timelines coming through. If you can relate with them this way, you can learn and discover much more than if you just write off all body symptoms as ‘due to ascension energies’. Examples of these activations are what is occurring in our throat, crown and third eye chakras, with overall all chakras upgrading.
These changes in the body are POSITIVE ones that are an important aspect of 5D upgrading, such as improved eyesight, improved hearing, higher metabolism/energy levels, better digestion, calmed down/relaxed nervous system, and healthier/more vibrant skin. Superfoods and not eating animals/dairy can support these 5D body upgrades.
Here is a guided meditation that I offer with Mother Mary that is soothing and relaxing on the physical body as it shifts and changes: https://youtu.be/nkTbTJBBlHE
5. Kundalini (Divine Feminine) activations and surges. This can happen suddenly or may be more of a ‘dripline’ experience. It can be intense for people with strong surges of energy moving up the spine. Kundalini brings in other timelines/Metasoul aspects, activates soul gifts, and brings in the Divine Feminine death-rebirth cycle wherever you need it in your life. Forming a relationship with the Divine Feminine in whatever forms She most resonates for you allows you to more flow with and surrender to this Kundalini activation.
Here is a guided meditation that I did with Divine Sophia energies to bring in self forgiveness and compassion, plus connection with your Protector which helps with integration. https://youtu.be/0yuiBDIp2Oo
6. Galactic Consciousness and Star Family DNA Activation. The Pleiadians and Sirians esp. are assisting us with this current phase of Ascension through providing gateways and portals that can increase our remembering of our galactic lineages and reactivate our Star DNA. Visceral and touching access to your Star Family happens as you heal ‘abduction’ wounding with your Inner Child. Star Family offer a sense of your bigger picture purpose for being here and provide huge support for the manifestation of it.
If this Star Family activation isn’t happening for you right now, it’s just not the right time yet as you may need to ‘clear’ more in your life to allow it to come forward or undigested wounding is blocking it.
This is a conversation with my Pleiadian aspect about transmuting traumas into love during the 5/5 Gateway: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/02/transmuting-traumas-into-love-during-the-5-5-gateway-message-with-my-pleiadian-aspect-leeza/
7. Relationships in your life are changing and shifting. As more 5D frequencies come in, they illuminate the compartments that parts of you have created, esp. if you have separated your relationships and romance from your spirituality. I saw this in almost every session that I did this month. Previously suppressed unhappiness and denial of it are being revealed, seen, and felt more.
3D based unions are rumbling as the awakening partner IS going to impact the USness and their other partner eventually. Staying in comfortable and safe arrangements that are 3D based in finances, mortgages, or staying together for the kids are feeling more like ‘prisons’ and ‘traps’ to your growing, awakening self. These relationships offer a mirror for you to see the parts of you that you have perhaps disdained and disowned. Once you embrace these parts of yourself, you no longer need the outer mirror in the same way.
Resource – Connecting with parts of yourself increases your self awareness of what dynamics are playing out in relationships and allows for more possibility of letting go of those that no longer serve you. You can read more about parts here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
This is a piece that I offered about the catalytic energies of May, as represented in the powerful lava flowing from the volcano in Hawaii: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/06/a-time-for-burning-and-churning-to-arise-sacred-human/
“You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline. You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life. You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small. You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.”
Yes! ALL of what you experience in this NOW serves the arising of your 5D Self, your sacred human self, your Infinite Love essence, into human form. ALL of what you experience is for the ACTivation of your Service Of Love Self.
To arise….sacred human…..to arise!!!
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
This is an energy update livestream on facebook on May 26, 2018 about the solar, lunar, and gaia energies that have been coming in strong since the 5/5 gateway opening with Ascension Guide and SoulFullHeart Teacher/Author Jelelle Awen. Jelelle responds to many questions and comments that came in live through her facebook feed about how these energies may have been impacting your physical/emotional/chakral bodies, Metasoul/other timeline bleed throughs plus activating Kundalini energy!
Jelelle talks about relationship shiftings where more 3D based relationships are ripe for completing, plus how you may be feeling as a single person with sacred union codes coming in! She also leads a powerful guided meditation at about one hour in for you to connect to your ‘inner castle’ (essence) and your Protector who is guarding it. She then digests and responds to the experiences that listeners had during this meditation with them.
Read more about the Protector, other parts, and Metasoul aspects here: https:/www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Go here if you would like to view the livestream and read the comments and exchanges that Jelelle was responding to on her facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
I was connecting with star family and some Metasoul (Higher Self) aspects/guides this morning and heard, “Go check out your Facebook Feed.” At the top of my feed was THIS photo of the latest crop circle (only the second one this year) that just showed up last night in Buckland Down, Dorset, UK. And, I had been checking in about our desires and plans to relocate to the UK later this year, which this just seems further confirmation of the rightness of it!
I was immediately struck by all the four patterns in it, the sense of balancing of all four directions, and how 444 has been showing up in all kinds of ways lately. It seems to represent the balancing of the four elements as we undergo our continual awakening and ascension. Also it seems to offer the importance of the union between lunar (feminine) – as represented in the crescent moon shapes – and masculine (solar) energies – the orbs – , which is VERY interesting considering we have more SOULar energies coming in starting tomorrow along with a full moon soon!
I’ve been offered that crop circles provide an ongoing dialogue WITH us…they are an invitation that is revealed as you feel into each one and receive for yourself what you are meant to from it. There is great joy in the creation and offering of them and they are a bridge from our star families to activate our Star DNA. Serving as a reminder that they are always WITH us, supporting us, and guiding us too!
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Ascension Guide and SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator Jelelle Awen is going to do a livestream tomorrow, Saturday May 26th at 10:00am CST on her facebook feed at https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen to talk about the Ascension energies, SOULar activities and activations and how they may be impacting your chakras/emotional body/physical body. She talks about what she will cover in the video above.
She is also going to talk about the rumblings coming up in relationships BIG time right now that is coming UP in almost every session that I am doing in the last month….love flooding compartments and wanting CHANGE to happen for unions that may be more based in 3D frequencies (esp. between non-resonant souls) and invitation to move into completion and into sacred union bonds that serve love or a sacred phase of being alone.
She’ll talk about what can come UP for parts of you around making these shifts. You can join her live on FB to ask questions, leave comments, and connect in the virtual love space for an hour or so and also we will posting the video recording of the livestream here on SFH Experience Youtube Channel.
Here is the recording of Jelelle’s previous livestream two weeks ago:
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
I woke up in the middle of the night and checked the time: 2:22am. Then I laid there for awhile, checked the time again: 3:33am. I felt this big WINK in that and a ‘hello’ from my Higher Self/Guides/The Divine. We also recently went to lunch and the total on our bill was $444 pesos (about $22 USD) and, that same day, a recent youtube channel that I went to had 444K subscribers.
All of these repeating numbers mean that the higher dimensional frequencies and timelines are dipping into and overlapping into ours. Either by us going more ‘up’ to meet them and experience them or by them coming ‘down’ to connect with us. Meeting in the middle is becoming more and more possible. Gateways such as what opened on 5/5 and seem to have STAYED open allow for this merging into consciousness. Sometimes we need the physical manifestation of such things to remind us of the Divine synchronicity that is play in ALL moments of our lives.
As I laid there last night feeling wide awake, I recognized the hum and buzz that was running through my body as a response to the geomagnetics picking up again starting yesterday. Not a full fledged ‘storm’, yet enough to feel them in your nervous system and chakras too. It’s as if you’ve had caffeine right before bed and the buzz of it is running through your system.
Heightened winds bring SOULar frequencies into Gaia’s atmosphere and our atmospheres too….activating whatever soul downloads and gifts need to be remembered and brought online. There was also a minor SOULar flare a couple of days ago, which is interesting since it is considered a Solar minimum phase for flares. Flares feel like a sudden shock of energy, a rush of plasma, or a jolt if you are needing that….or they roll into your bliss waves if that is what you are riding. I’ve been on the blissy wave for days now, so I didn’t feel the flare impacting my emotional body too much, although they certainly CAN.
Being on the receiving end of so much cosmic energy has accelerated the awakening process and the moving into our higher timelines for those sensitive and ready for it. It is also flooding all the compartments that you may have created/built in your life. Or that parts of you have constructed in order to keep THAT separate from THIS. Such as, if you have been keeping your spirituality separate from your romantic relationship. Your soul can’t do compartments as it wants to flow through ALL areas of your life. Love can’t do compartments either and will eventually roll into all of them, like the lava flow from Pele in Hawaii….bringing some death, yes, yet also rebirth into the NEW. I’ll be writing more about this soon as it is such a big and common crucible going on.
Repeating numbers, increasing synchronicities, soul family coming together, clearer direction/guidance, things ‘cleaning out’ that no longer serve…..THIS is the ground of Ascension in this now and it is just being intensified by these energies from the Great Cosmic Sun and the Divine. THIS is the time/phase of miracles and magic happening on a ‘regular’ basis. THIS is the New Normal which is actually more like extraordinary, where quantum healing and transformation can happen on multiple timelines, both personally and for the collective. THIS is New Earth Now!
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Wave after wave of PURE love coming IN and UP at us right now. It is quite extraordinary the RIDE these waves can take you on. Rides to float/land/glide through the ‘gateways’ of fifth dimensional consciousness and BEyond. Experiencing love so immense that you feel like your human heart will burst to let it in. Moving through the resistances and fears to EMBRACE love with every cell of your BEing and so, to BEcome love walking/talking/moving/breathing.
Love in human form beaming…..that’s what these energies feel like as a reflection of our sacred humanity being activated. They are a mirror held in a space of the most perfect lighting so that we can see our own perfection as we are RIGHT NOW. These waves acknowledge that we are in process and in transition….that we are STILL and ever growing and learning. Yet, they also hold the truth of our already attained perfection AS fractals from a Divine source perfection.
There is really no tracking these waves or even connecting them very much to specific SOULar activities (although our sun is doing its part to activate us into these frequencies.) They are just a Divine GIFT to provide an accelerating reminder and remembering of your essence….getting to experience what you REALLY are versus what you have been conditioned by 3D consciousness to think that you are.
The feelings of NEW are in the air brought in by these energies…in your heart, in your soul…they KNOW what NEW means in your life and are BEing inspired/activated now. Your soul feels when something is serving your higher consciousness to come into your body, every day living. Your soul senses when you are serving love and when you are not. Your heart intuits when a relationship serves the bigger picture purpose of you BEing here and when it does not. Your heart feels when something is coming from love and when it is coming from fear.
You can connect more easily now to your soul essence, what we could also call your 5D Self. You can bridge to this waveform that is YOU in your highest and brightest state that can still be embodied. This is YOU in your sacred human best dressed and presented. This is YOU in your unanchoring from 3D-based woundings and traumas that no longer define and confine you. This is YOU in connection and increasing unification with your Star Family and your Metasoul aspects in other timelines and with all the precious 3D parts of yourself that are scattered around and need you to collect them into your heart again.
So simple in this Now to connect with your 5D Self. Just create a sacred space, close your eyes, and ask to connect and to see and to feel. Your 5D Self may show up like an angel, may present as what you have projected as a ‘teacher’ or a ‘guide’. It may look like you only SHINIER. It may be an animal. Trust that whatever you see is right and good.
Talk with your 5D Self. Ask them to support you and guide you. Ask them to bridge for you to the higher dimensions. Ask them what else you need to do and BE related to healing 3D traumas and Metasoul karmic binds/patterns too.
Invite your 5D Self to increasingly BEcome you more and more. Ask to merge with your 5D Self and how you can do this more.
I’ll be sharing a brief video later today that I recorded yesterday when I was floating/riding/gliding at the peak of Kundalini/bliss energies and in merged consciousness with my 5D Self, which is happening more and more for me. I offered a 5D Self connection meditation and transmission you can take in. You can also watch this livestream I did offering a 5D consciousness meditation at around 33 minutes:
It is not bypassing to connect with your 5D Self. It is not transcending your humanity and your emotions to make this connection. This version of you can actually hugely help to hold the space for whatever emotions need to come up and be felt. Your 5D Self can go on the shadow journey with you to reveal whatever is in shadow and needs to be reclaimed. You need a version of yourself that is BIGGER than the reactions and the resistances and the fears in order to have them move and transmute into love again.
Parts of you, especially your Protector, need to feel that you are BIG enough in heart space to handle feeling the deeper, suppressed and often very difficult emotions. Your Protector may relate to you like a child or a teenager and doesn’t see you as BIG at all. Your claiming of your 5D Self shows your Protector that they can begin to rest from their vigilant guarding and LET you hold your own healing. THIS I have seen and witnessed many, many times as a dynamic inside between the Protector part of us, who just needs to trust that we won’t be overwhelmed by what they need to show us and help us remember. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
INjoy these LOVE waves! And, if they don’t bring up joy and bliss, yet rather take you into a necessary feeling and healing place, then EMBRACE that process too. ALL of what you feel and experience in this Now is for the greater service of love. And, you signed up to be ahead of the collective curve and to LEAD others during this time of transition.
This is your bounty time. This is your harvest time. This is your leading yourself time. This is your starting to lead others time. WHATEVER that looks and feels like…..you can trust that this is true as the gift of these Divine energies bring us all into the time/phase of becoming Infinite Love in human form again!
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
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