Category: Change and Transformation

Shifting Your External Circumstances By Shifting Your Internal Experience

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By Jelelle Awen

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Being YOU no matter the context, situation, or environment is a profound invitation for growth and awakening. Being the version of you that is spacious and sees the bigger picture, feels the deeper connection to life and Divine Source. And then, slipping and dipping, going down, being triggered, being ‘fused’, feeling emotions. And then, back up again to yourself when you can find yourself again and the situation is ‘right’ and the day is set up for it and the circumstances support it…

The circumstances offered by relationships, jobs and careers, geography, money, etc. impact you in these ways of lowered frequency, of not feeling like your higher self, when you need that reflection still, when you need something to rub up against, when you need the grist that it provides. These circumstances are sacred (as pain is sacred), yet, too, there is an invitation to consciously feel what the circumstances are reflecting to you and IF this is still YOU or not. The invitation is to feel if you want to BE what the circumstances are reflecting about you or not.

This is where the Universe invites you to go within, to FEEL and LOVE and KNOW yourself. Your ‘outer circumstances’ ONLY change when your inner reality does. There is NO other way. In 3D reality, it has been presented and we’ve been conditioned the opposite to this: WHEN my circumstances change, I will be happy. WHEN the externals of my life get better, I will feel joy. WHEN the situation outside of me improves, I will feel whole. However, the deeper truth that our soul knows is that only WHEN your internal experience changes and shifts does the external reality shift to reflect it.

This is where your POWER is. This is where your responsibility lives. INside. In self intimacy. In-to-me-I-see that is intimacy. And in this seeing of self you can see what and who you REALLY are versus what you have been conditioned to feel that you are. You can lift the veil of amnesia you chose as a soul and start to remember and see who you REALLY are and your multidimensionality and how much power you have. If your external circumstances are making you consciously unhappy and you are suffering over them, then this who you ARE in this phase of your journey. Is this being of YOU as you are seeing ok with you or do you want to BE something different? If you are consciously unhappy and looking for answers to not be anymore, then you are most likely wanting to see and feel something else.

As you awake and heal your heart, your soul, your body, your mind then you raise your vibrational frequency. The wounded frequencies create a magnet inside of you, drawing more wounded experiences and circumstances which perpetuates the cycle of suffering. You need this cycle until you don’t need it anymore. Until you have experienced enough love inside to let it go and your frequencies are healing and higher so that you are drawing more higher love frequencies from the outside to reflect your inside.

In SoulFullHeart spaceholding through sessions, we serve you to go within, we template for you how it feels when the internal reality of self love and higher self is more and more embodied and expressing and so drawing more and more external circumstances that reflect this goodness back to you. We support you to make CHANGES in your life to reflect this growing sense of self love at a pace led by you. It is all generated by you and your growing intimacy with SELF in the form of re-union with your inner family, your soul family, your angelic family, your star being family….and your selves that are represented in all these frequencies.

This is a transition, this being and claiming of true self expression and then having your external reality reflect this. I feel it is ALWAYS a transition in some form or another as we are ALWAYS growing in some form or another. Yet, too, there is a tipping point in this ascension journey where you no longer draw nor desire an outer reality of suffering, unhappiness, or frustration. You still make room and hold space for pain that comes up from inside of you yet you are no longer ‘flooding the decks’ of your ship with unhappy waters triggered by current circumstances. This IS possible as you go within, seek support, DO and BE something different in how you relate to self. This IS possible as you experience more love, reach a saturation point, and feel more and more that you ARE love and deserve love.

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Note: Stunning image of a healing heart and soul is by amazing artistΒ Bragitta Hodgson

Moment By Moment Choosing Love

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By Jelelle Awen

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Moment by moment….this is the way for ascension, for awakening, for remembering. In the moment feeling what is raising your frequency, feeling what is not. Choosing to continue, choosing to stop. This is the way, choosing your consciousness. Awareness is the choice of what you are putting your energy into, what you are participating in and if you want to continue or not. Awareness is realizing the impact of the energy you have taken in, the 3D conditioning you have chosen, the conditioning you have experienced by often NOT being aware.

Moment by moment….the dedication of this practice is what brings the transcendent experiences, the sublime, the refined, the blissful, the reunions with aspects of your multidimensional selves. The embodiment of your higher self comes from this dedication, this focus, this willingness and openness to shift, to change, to rebel at times, to go against the grain. It BECOMES your life as it feels more ALIVE than anything else and so this choice of dedication becomes easier and more natural.

Moment by moment….you experience what makes it worth it, you experience more and more love. The experience of choosing consciously love in every moment, to rise up into love again if you fall into fear. Even loving the fear that still lives inside. Loving the conditioning, the many, many layers of it, like cob webs over you, as you untangle and loving THAT too. Love makes the HARD worth it and holds the feelings of being lost, being estranged, being isolated, being different. Love makes the HARD worth it when you are being vigilant when others are not, being conscious when others are not, being aware when others are not, being love when others are not.

Moment by moment…..claiming of your mission, your purpose, the REASON you came here and left the higher frequencies behind voluntarily. Bringing in those higher dimensions, connecting with star family frequencies, angelic realms, Divine source, going within to bring them in reminds you of your purpose. Going within reminds you that you ARE them. Your SOUL’s purpose is in the moment claiming, over and over, reflected in the choices that you make (or don’t make), reflected in the relationships that you put energy into to reflect to you what you need to see of you. In the moment claiming and remembering what you came here to BE and DO. Re-energizing with that reminder and bigger picture in the moment.

Moment by moment…..the invitation is choosing your soul, choosing the bigger picture, choosing the higher energy, choosing the self loving, choosing the resonant ground, choosing to serve love above all else, choosing to hold space for your feelings, choosing to go within, choosing to claim your soul purpose. In every moment, the invitation is choosing love.

Jelelle Awen is a writer and co-creator/teacher/group facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about sessions with her, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.

A Guided Tour To The Heart Of The Cosmos With Archangel Metatron

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By Raphael Awen

This Β morning I was given a guided tour to the heart of the cosmos.

I know this sounds strange to many ears. It would have sounded strange to me too not that long ago. I invite you to feel past this strange feeling and come along with me and feel this journey.

Please don’t exclude yourself. This is the simple, and completely magical domain of self-permission and creative visualization. This is your and my galactic gateway to all that is.

It began with feeling and connecting this morning with my most recent and dearest guides. Archangel Metatron has become more and more comfortable to reach out to and feel as often as I need and want to on a daily basis. Merlin is my other front and center guide lately, and he is my unicorn. We all have access to these beings.

They wanted me to see and feel the tube extending from the top of my head that they said, connects to all that is. I was of course totally excited and up for that. The three of us took a position outside and well above my body and looked at this tube that was a diameter similar to the diameter of my head, and luminescent and white in color, and extending as far upward as the eye could see. The feeling of being utterly and intelligently connected and not separate filled my awareness with a deep feeling of gratitude and reverence. It would have been enough to have just lingered here for a while and eventually return to my body. Β Metatron however, asked if I’d like to explore upwards, and just his suggestion to further explore seemed to suggest there was much more to see. I jumped on Merlin’s back and the ride began. Metatron was zipping along the left side of the tube and Merlin and I were to the right. I had the feeling of doing a pipeline inspection as we moved slow enough to see the tube passing between us, as we entered the space above the earth. The tube looked healthy, complete and without any blocks. The pace picked up rapidly now and I recognized the familiar, beloved and expansive thirty five thousand feet altitude of airplane travel. No lingering here though as we moved into space itself and saw the sun and other planets in an expansive look at our solar system. There was no added sound somehow from all of our movement and I could hear and feel the sound of our solar system and then, the Milky Way Galaxy itself. Trippy to say the least.

It dawned on me that we were doing a quick tour of introduction and that my eagerness had something to do with the crazy pace we were taking. Metatron messaged me that with this introduction in place, I could come back here as often as I wished and for as long as I wished. Awesome!

We did pause here in what I guessed would be called outer space to again take in and feel. All I could feel was total reverence. My usual curiosity was in surrender to this reverence that almost totally overwhelmed me from any consciousness at all. I could see the tube extending both above and below as far as my eyes could see.

Merlin now asked if I was ready to see where this tube came from, and his question became our launch again as I felt totally in surrender to their prompt at this point. We traveled at something beyond light speed for a moment as galaxy after galaxy was left in our wake. Then we left linear travel altogether and I was messaged that my thoughts were in fact causing this shift. Then we were there.

It looked like an ocean floating before us approaching as a field of light energy. Metatron casually said β€˜here we are at the heart of the cosmos.’ I wondered how many times he had taken this trip and how special it was from his point of view. He certainly felt comfortable and at ease here and I took that as my cue to compose myself similarly. Again we paused at a distance we could see the heart of the cosmos as a single entirety before us. I had the feeling that this pause was on my behalf to acclimate some before attempting to get any closer. I could see the tube now extending into the center of the heart of the cosmos before us.

As we had long left the time zone, I had no sense of time to know how long we had lingered. Metatron motioned with a nod of his head at some point for us to approach the heart of the cosmos, the heart of God. As we approached this energy field, it appeared to have some kind of a wall like membrane to it, a distinct boundary and we paused there. I felt its emanations seemingly become me. I was again messaged to walk up to it and place my hands on it, which I did and felt pulsating life and love ripple through my body. I took a step back when I thought I had felt all I could in that moment. But Metatron was vibing that we hadn’t come all this way to just stand around outside and offered that we could enter if we, meaning me, was willing to feel into, and thereby create a doorway location. I proceeded to do just that and immediately, the cosmic heart of the universe simply created what felt like an entry portal right in front of where we all stood. I gazed upon the door as I instinctively knew this was the mode of entry. A word appeared on the door and it was simply the word β€˜love,’ again calibrating and preparing me to enter as I continued to gaze. The door opened and Metatron assured me it was okay to simply step in. He wanted me to go first, which with his assurance, I was sure that it was okay to step in. He and Merlin followed right behind me.

Inside was a deep and profound feeling of standing inside of intelligence itself, love itself, and so much more and all of it on an infinite scale. All I knew to do was to close my eyes and feel. As I did, I was given as many messages as I was ready to take in and feel.

One was, β€˜Love can fill any container, but it cannot be contained.’ Another was β€˜All doing proceeds from being.’ Words of intense wisdom and feeling were accessible as much as I was willing and able to take in completely holding my attention. My energy felt like it could stay there forever. I had no track of time, but could somehow recall the idea of time from my conditioning. Metatron again gave me assurance, as we broke this beautiful spell to connect, that this was an initiation introduction and that following this, I could simply return here, with or without his guidance as often as I wished, for as long as I wished. This helped me let go of the bliss of this feeling of the intense connection and access to all intelligence and infinite love, to let in what he had next in store.

It was now the moment to return the way we had come, but Merlin and Metatron moved towards where the tube, my heart and soul connection to the heart of the universe, actually connected to this cosmic heart, instead of the door that we had entered through. I knew we were returning through the tube, back to my earth self, rather than alongside the tube. Somehow my previous perception of the size of the tube wasn’t an issue as the three of us had tons of room to move through this tube. Its walls were completely transparent, almost as if there wasn’t any distinction between the inside and outside allowing me the experience of feeling like I was floating on a river of energy, sort of like what we called β€˜tubing’ back home. How appropriate. Again entire galaxies rippled by us as we approached my home galaxy. Again, I sensed and treasured the feeling that the point of today’s journey was the introduction and the initiation, and that there would be as many opportunities and as much β€˜time’ as needed to be with this infinity as I could stand.

As we made our way all the way back to my 3rd density earth body, I began to sense myself from within my body, which I hadn’t lost any cognizance of during this entire journey. In fact, I was sitting in a camp chair the entire time on my balcony in the sunrise overlooking the ocean. I was in both places at once. The energy of the three of us returning to me entering the top of my head and touching and attuning each chakra as we merged in, all the way down to my root chakra and beyond entering into the heart of Gaia.

Wowzers! From Earth to the heart of the cosmos, and all the way back again and feeling myself as a node on this highway of consciousness. And feeling this individuated node of consciousness called Raphael then extending all the way back to the heart of Gaia. How’s that for a reframe of personal identity?

I felt instead of journaling this experience privately to share it publicly. If this journey feels magical to you and something that you would be delighted to experience, I offer that if you can see it this way, it is something that is accessible to you. It may require some intention and development of your third eye to see and feel in this way, but the essence of this development is your self-permission and desire.

Journeying through creative visualization is your birthright.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Please visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information and inspiration.

Love Deeply, Live Softly

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by Leena Colibri

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To love deeply, you need only that sense in your heart – that feeling of your goodness and the goodness of those you come across. A feeling of reverence, appreciation, and seeing of others that can only truly happen with the heart and cannot quite happen without first applying all of this inwardly… can you see, feel, hear, touch, and revere YOU?

To live softly, you need only that feeling of a fireplace within – a container for the passion, alchemy, creativity, and potent emotional reality that lies inward yet may want to rage outward, with due reason, from time to time. To have softness, you don’t need to keep any of this buried, suppressed or put away… it needs a feeling space, a healthy container, a loving parent-come-midwife-YOU that can be there for its birthing and care. This fireplace for your inner fire is heart-shaped and fueled by energies of love, giving you the courage you need to be with and hold it, claiming it all as you and parts of you.

Perhaps these are the simplest keys to living a conscious life and healing the heart in profound ways. Maybe this is the place where it all must begin and from there, your wildest adventures launch, taking off like rocket ships to the ends of unknown universes. You are the most exquisite ark, holding precious cargo. To learn to honour this could be the greatest challenge and yet the biggest gift of all.

As the world finds its way through more rounds of change, there is a conveyor belt we’re on. Life moves forward as it always has, taking us with it in various chosen levels of presence, bringing us to new heights and choice points about how to BE with it all. We have even more coming than we’ve experienced so far. New, stunning levels of consciousness beckon that are beyond our wildest imaginings, and yet, may suit perfectly well the wildest imaginers among us! There is a palpably growing sense of our reality melting down into something very different. Swinging doors are leaving their hinges, revealing all they’ve kept secret this whole time – including the true stories of our origins. The information that exists is for us to take in, but the information that is within is the strongest blueprint we could hope for. We’ve spent much energy on preserving a well-made self just long enough to get to this point, but now… getting beyond that and beginning to touch who we actually are in a far more cosmic and inter-dimensional sense is requiring us to walk softer, be stiller, and love more, more and more often, until this practice turns into something that just IS.

We are the change creators. We are the beauty makers. We are the ones who must find ourselves to find each other, to rediscover that world we forgot could possibly exist if we just BELIEVED in it… if we just believed in ourselves and our hearts once more. We are sacred humanity rebirthing. We always were. And this is where we’re heading if we can let go, keep going, and start flying as we were always meant to.
May we walk softly, carrying our gallant hearts forward, and loving from the deepest seats and seeds of love inside ourselves for ourselves. For NOW is always the best time to start something new and fulfilling… isn’t it?Β 

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Leena Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, writer and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life atΒ www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

The Game Of Life Is Rigged In Your Favour

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Dissonance is simply resonance’s way of remembering where we came from, and guiding us back to essence.

Stress, anxiety, fear, or any other ‘negative’ state cannot ‘negate’ us out of the overwhelming ocean of resonance in which we live and move and have our being.

This bliss that we are only awaits our conscious acceptance and increasing awareness of it. There is no other journey, but this inward one. You ARE God millions and billions of times over, and over, and over.

Now this, I am well aware, is not most people’s felt reality, as it admittedly has not been mine for many years. It may even stir feelings of anger for some to read such a far-fetched sounding declaration. For others, who sense these words are true, about the deep underlying resonance of all things, they are able to accept the words mentally, but are left longing to feel this as a deeper lived in reality, and in turn create a state of ever deepening bliss, for themselves and their world around them.

Both of these reactions, of either accepting these words, or rejecting them, are testament to the truth of the underlying perfection of all things. War, racism, hatred, and any other ill you can name are also evidence of our deep seated longing, as well as the means, to find our way back to the bliss of our origin, our essence, and to where we are returning. Even our exploration of ‘evil’ is ultimately ever and only a coming to terms with an infinite love that has already won.

Our truest state of grounded fulfillment in this journey is simply reverence, and the stuff that flows from that, like gratitude, kindness (acknowledging that all are ‘kin’), joy, creativity, love. And all of these are more reflections and resonances of where we came from, what we actually are, and what we are also becoming.

The deck is so stacked in our favour that the game of life rides a razor’s edge of losing its legitimacy as a game. Hell, if we’ve already won the game, why set out to play? There’s only one valid and profoundly true answer to that question and it’s this: the only valid reason to play is simply for the fun of it, and for the community of it. Nothing else…(near as I can tell). The universe wants to play, and it wants to play with you.

Now, there are only a few things that the universe set out as essential ‘rules’ to this game. Bear in mind though that the only point to the rules is the preserving the whole point of the fun and the community.

Free will is the one big rule. Nothing can or will be pushed on you. The universe doesn’t offer any unsolicited advice, but yet longs for your inquiry to share what it has and what it knows. In fact, it’s all yours to begin with, only being held in trust until you are ready to claim your heir-ship.

The sovereignty of the individual is another rule (maybe just another way of restating the first rule) of the game. The universe set up this game with the deepest respect that you and I would be subjected to pain and even the loss of our awareness of our true original identity. The only way it could justify doing such a horrid thing was to make us not only reflections of itself, but also literally make-us-itself, at the outset of the journey. We are the divine out feeling anxiety, hatred, fear when we do. It was only in this way that the divine could subject us to such horrid experience of perceived loss. It was only in this way that we would never be earning our way to back to God-hood, but instead only learning and returning our way to our full birthright experience of our God-hood essence.

You are infinite wonder. You are the sacred experience of divinity out journeying and journaling its way through its own capacity and its own polarity for bliss and reverence.

Possibly this is what makes God, God, this incredible capacity for reverence. All that it knows, it knows in and through you. You need no other, for all other is you. Your mind struggles to comprehend, but this in no way excludes you from the knowing. This knowing lives in you as fully as it ever will already, now, present tense. The only thing, and this is the point of the whole game, the whole journey we are on, is your and my awakening to this that already is, and all of that, simply for the fun and the community it.

So what are we left with now? In light of all this that is (which is way more than you and I can begin to digest it seems), how then shall we enter the next moment? What will take us from our present consciousness of perceived lack, exclusion, separation, and return us to the fact of this bliss?

Those questions are the quest! Just asking them and feeling them creates longing. This longing is the propulsion that is necessary to authorize movement and rememberance. This heart open quest is what opens you to all of the guidance, strength, and healing you need.

All that is ever in front of you, regardless of the content, regardless of the time needed, can never be outside of your journey back to source, awakening to the source you already are.

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Please visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information and inspiration.

Re-Union Invites You To Remember Who You Are: Re-Union Messages From Your Star, Angel, Inner, And Soul Family

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By Jelelle Awen

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Re-union invites you to remember who you ARE. Re-union is your soul’s memory returning, your heart’s memory expanding, your body’s memory ascending, your DNA’s strands reactivating.
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Re-union is the coming together of that which was separate for a time yet always was meant to return together again. Like magnets, the pull to return growing stronger as the pieces come closer together. Like the sea, unable to resist the shore, over and over again returning back again.
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Re-union offers the re-collection of the stars, of your galactic connections, of your cosmic origins. A personal experience of reconnection, like a family member that you forgot and then suddenly remember. Your star being family is saying, β€œCome connect with us again. Do not be afraid as we are more like you than you realize. You come from us. You left us because you wanted to, because you chose to. And, we welcome you back now to remember us again as we still remember and love you.”
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Re-union offers the gathering of the heavens, of your Angelic nature, of your Angelic origins. The Angels are ever there, waiting to be β€˜seen’ by the eyes of your soul again and felt by the warmth of your purifying, cosmic heart. Your Angel family is saying, β€œCome fly with us again. Do not despair that we are not there because we are always with you. We ARE you. You put a veil of your eyes to see, you put a wall in front of your heart to feel, you put a fence in front of your field to experience. All these can be lifted with love. Ask for this lifting and it shall be.”
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Re-union offers the re-integration of your inner aspects, of your inner family, of your inner child, your inner parent, your inner everything. Parts of you are wanting and waiting to be claimed, to be acknowledged. Your inner family is saying, β€œCome feel with us again. Do not worry that you will be stuck if you connect with us. Do not worry that there will be too pain and you won’t be able to hold it all. You are what you need to heal. Embrace us as you would any others and we will eventually come into you again. You will be whole again someday.”
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Re-union summons the draw of your soul family, of your resonant family, of community, of your tribe. They are in your field already, they may be in your life already. Your soul family is saying, β€œCome join with us again. Do not resist the support that being with us can bring to you. You needed your lone wolf phase away from us. You chose to venture out β€˜alone’ even though we were always connected in the higher realms. We invite you to come be with us again, to experience how it feels to belong again.”
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Hold a space of love for yourself to invite re-union of your star family, your angel family, your inner family, your soul family. Re-union goes beyond the mind, goes beyond what you feel that you β€˜know’, goes beyond your resistance, goes beyond fear. It goes to the place of eventual union, eventual integration, eventual wholeness. It goes to the place of Infinite Love, for which you came and will eventually return…..

Jelelle Awen is an 5D ascension teacher, writer and co-creator/teacher/group facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about sessions with her, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.

Discerning All Via The Heart

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by Leena Colibri

 

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What if the deepest discernment about what you’re perceiving with your senses lies in your heart?
How does that news you’re taking in actually feel to you? Can you feel the sources it is springing from? Can you feel if there may be some puppet strings being pulled, maybe not just on the people the story is about, but on the network that’s airing it or the newspaper that’s publishing it? Can you feel there may be some unseen energetic influences taking place too?
There are many different investments behind what we take in on a daily basis. It feels to me like every piece of media we allow in has been placed there for some sort of purpose. Conspiracy theories aside, what in the collective unconscious, that we all are a part of, could have created what we are seeing?
We are co-creative beings…and as a result, we create everything we see, hear, feel and we also create from it. We are creation in a constant state of creating. I am creating right now. I am placing words around a feeling I am having inside myself, which is creating more feelings, more sensory perceptions. I am asking Archangel Metatron to infuse me with a message he wants to impress upon anyone who can take this in today.
It feels like what he wants you and me to know and be aware of, is that all we’ve been taught about mental discernment that lies in research and relying on resources outside of ourselves, cannot overpower the discernment that is innate to us. This is very different for each of us, as we are at different places in our healing and consciousness. We are ready to take in some information and not others. We are ready to perceive and discern consciously with our hearts, or we are not. No matter what, we take in much more than we may actually realize. So much goes undergound and sneaks in under our radar, usually somehow influencing us and having an impact that will somehow play out. Now that the veil is thinning around the way we see and feel the supernatural, etheric and celestial, these influences are becoming less like an underground river and more like a tidal wave. We are beginning to separate out what it is that mainstream media wants to feed us as truth and what we feel is actually true, i.e. what is really going on behind the scenes, why we are seeing a certain story at a certain time, whether or not it is a smokescreen for something much bigger and possibly darker.
I feel like what Metatron, other Archangels and benevolent energy beings, as well as love-polarized celestial beings want us to be aware of is how and why we are taking in what we are and also, how we are reacting to it. There is much to rise above right now, as the influences pour in even stronger to combat our growing consciousness and awareness of true love. Even in this moment, I feel as if I am wading through a thick, soupy fog to dial up to where Metatron wants me to take this, and it feels like negative entities and energies may be trying to nudge me away from what I’m trying to share. They are part of infinite love too, but they have forgotten that, just as many parts of us have. You see, if we all were to claim our power and the infinite love and creativity we are made of, then we win. Our fights for equality as various different types, shall we say, of human beings, is not the real focus of effort. It’s in realizing that the fight has already been won, because we were never NOT equal, even if those who think they are in power want to tell us that we aren’t and want us to feel essentially powerless. LOVE HAS ALREADY WON. We are walking out the battle ground and most of it, though it feels very real, is a projection we have created from our co-creative power. We cannot ever stop creating, even if we feel stuck, stumped or stagnant. We must remember this, as it will make this ride into and through our ascension that much more surrendered and perhaps even that much faster and easier.
If you have trouble taking this in, try tracking that. Try to feel where in your being it is having trouble landing. It’s okay if it is. There is nothing to fight here, just an awful lot to be aware of. If you need support, because none of us are meant to do this entirely alone and we all need each other, we in SoulFullHeart are here, Metatron and the other Archangels are here, the Arcturians and other celestial beings are here… we are not now and never have we ever been alone and told to walk this out by ourselves.

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Leena Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, writer and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life atΒ www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Re-emerging Into Ourselves During Ascension

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By KalaynaΒ Colibri

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It’s as if I have been wrapped in a self-made cocoon for the last couple of weeks. I’m still feeling some pieces in my heart and auric field that have yet to move, but I do feel them moving. There is much that is being removed from my way of being in this life now that I am no longer choosing to energize it. Sometimes setting a loving boundary with yourself is the best way to move on from old conditioning that seems to be sticking to you.

Β I feel how this re-emergence place I’m feeling in myself right now, is the place where we are all being asked to go. The programming from culture, birth family, and old friend and romantic connections, is so very strong within each of us. There are so many ideas and points of view floating around in our fields and in our chakras… not just the body chakras either. There are many chakras above us that also hold onto conditioning from every way we have been β€œen-cultured” to believe one thing or another (or not believe, as the case may be). It was always important to begin to individuate, but now that we are trying to all become β€œone” again in a sense, through this process of ascension, it seems that paradoxically, it has never been so important to individuate as well. It feels as if some of us would rather jump into oneness as if we are trying to drown out our authentic and unique inner voices and hearts, therefore not feeling our own uniqueness of being and our unique gifts we are here to offer the world.

It doesn’t feel to me that we are being asked to forget about who we are or who we’ve been shaping up to be. There is so much more to our purpose in being here than that. It feels to me that we are here in order to experience and in that process, learn, un-learn and re-learn. Our deepest place of learning is in finding and harvesting love and compassion that is rooted deep within our healing hearts and souls. It feels like the gift of ascension is that it expedites this process, or can if we let it. We must be open to the signs and signals the process is sending us, showing us the roadmap to those places inside of us that still need love and the places where we need to let love flow through us and to others.

We have a choice in this re-emergence and rediscovery of the self – to focus on it being a rough ride, or choose to surrender to it with the humility we find in admitting that until now, we’ve had perhaps only a few valid ideas of who we really are. There is nothing wrong with the different images and ideas we’ve had about who we are. We’ve needed all our belief systems in order to have ground to stand on in this life. The important piece here is to let in that our belief-ground we stand on, just as the literal ground beneath our feet, is forever shifting, changing, evolving, and adapting.

Today is another new day and another chance to feel who we could possibly be on the other side of our assumptions and those dark corners of our hearts we’ve yet to explore. We have a choice in every moment for what path we’d like to take into healing our pain and into acension. Holding our journeys in self-loving ways has never been more important or called for than it is now.

Now is our time for growth and movement.
Now is our time to realize that we are not our conditioning or the messages playing over and over again in our heads.

Star beings, guides, anything you consider a part of your personal guidance system, both inside and outside of you and yet ONE with you at all times, are here in service to you if you are feeling the call to finally be of deep service to yourself, with the intention of one day serving others with greater passion, clarity, and above all, love. For this is an aspect of why we are even here in the first place… to serve our re-emerging selves first and have that move us organically into an expression of service to others through our conscious, full-hearted, sacred human BEing-ness.

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KalaynaΒ Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, writer and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life atΒ www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

The Universe Sings Of Your Radiance – Unicorns On The Beach

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You are on a beach, fingers digging into the sand, toes wiggling around. The sun is warm, soaking into your skin, forming crystals, activating DNA. Light codes in the rays recalibrate your aura. It shines and shimmers; it sparkles with life.

The waves attach and reattach to the shore, claiming the sand and moving back out again. The cycle is relentless, you float away on the rhythm, feeling the beat of the waves in your heart. You seem to hear the smash and crash inside of your soul.

Lady Gaia is smiling through the gulls, the pelicans, the tiny fish that create the food chain. She is inviting you to feel your magnificence that is grand and great as the smallest particle to the largest objects in the deepest of space. You are vast and noble as the stars and as humble as the Earth. She invites you to ground, connecting with the chakra below your feet. She is the umbilicus, inviting you to feed from her deepest earth dwellings, providing a steady nourishment of grounding.

The angels are here in groups. They are drawn to the beach because and the negative ions, the mists, the portals near the shore. You can slip in easy wherever you’d like to go and they show you how, over and over, flying on currents of energies to unseen destinations.

You are as radiant as the sun. A million light rays broadcasting from a higher dimensional frequency of Divine Source expressing as You in human form. As you tune into this frequency more and more, your crystalline broadband echoes out to the ethers and more ethereal beings are drawn. As you heal your pain body, your heart pitch rises emitting both heavenly tones and radiant light.

Your unicorn is there, a guide waiting patiently for you to call it. It is waiting to be ‘of service’, to serve love to and with you. Its enlightened state creates a wand of pure light emitting from its third eye….not a horn or bone, but pure energy. You call your unicorn to you, reunite with each other, he or she has been waiting for you in the seventh dimension. The loyalty of his service touches you deeply.

Your tears are of joy, of reunion, of remembering. They are the substance of hope, desire, and love. Your tears are the language of the healing human heart; they are your capacity to feel all of the joys of the beach in a multidimensional way. You open always to the possibility of feeling more, whatever needs to be felt, not good or bad, but just what Is and what needs to BE, coming up to be released.

The unicorns, the angels, the fish, the waves, the sand, the sun, Lady Gaia…..all seem to celebrate your existence and your mission, your deeper purpose to serve love. They sing it to you, remind you of why you are here. They sing to help you claim your place and your space, support you in healing anything that limits or holds you back.

The Universe sings of your radiance and you…….smile back.

Jelelle Awen is an 5D ascension teacher, writer and co-creator/teacher/group facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about sessions, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.

Teleporting To The Place Of Infinite Possibilities

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Where do you want to go? Your consciousness can take you there, wherever, whenever…this is teleportation. Teleporting to other dimensions, other galaxies, other realities begins in the super conscious mind, in the ‘imagination’. Someday we will take our bodies too. It helps to be in the Now moment, close your eyes, use Solfeggios or other music, dedicate the time without outside distractions…..go within.
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For me, today, during what I call ‘meditation’, I was teleported to a room made of stars…not really a room as there were no walls. A place made of stars where higher selves were hanging out. I had conversations with some of them, people that I needed to connect with and understand where they were coming from beyond what their conscious personality would tell me. I have been doing this since I was a very small child and then called it ‘make believe’. My ‘make believe’ world has always been very rich….it continued into my adulthood and only stopped when it transferred from ‘fantasy’ to multidimensional travel. Some people would say (those fused to 3D reality) that I still make it all up or it is all fantasy. I am ok with feeling that I ‘make it all up’ as what a wonderful thing THAT IS! I certainly hope that we all make up our reality as that is where our POWER Is.
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In the star room (and other super conscious landscapes) I feel like I can breathe. This is my home frequency. The rest of the time I am bridging 3D with this more natural reality. I’ve been having womb memories lately as the rest of the ‘past’ releases away. In the womb, I was unwanted and feared. Maybe that’s why I left six weeks earlier than expected, to escape this energy. Womb processing is really the end of the road it feels like for the 3D pain body and I am certainly ready after a decade of feeling and healing it. So, I was also teleported back to the womb today and it was helpful because the letting go process of my ‘this lifetime’ past continues to move.
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Where do you want to go? Back to the womb? To other lifetimes? To the akasic records? To what we call ‘Golden Earth’? It is a relief from 3D reality, the density, the earthboundness, the five senses, to go away on adventures in the etherics, to have conversations beyond what the conscious personality or 3D self can track and understand. You can remain grounded to the earth and go on these adventures. Gaia likes to hold space for them it seems.
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Dare to be deluded. Dare to make it all up. Dare to be in fantasy for awhile. The rewards are a return to the frequency where you feel like home, where you feel love, where you feel Infinite Possibilities.Β 
Jelelle Awen is an 5D ascension teacher, writer and co-creator/teacher/group facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about sessions, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.