SoulFullHeart Museletter: Dec 3, 2021

Since the potent portal of 11:11 we’ve been experiencing many upgrades and having realizations too of what’s been rumbling in our inner and outer worlds and why. The continued peak of the Matrix is intensifying daily now and so have the opportunities for our growth.

Our featured article from Jelelle Awen speaks to the different ways you may have been experiencing the upgrades and invitations from the Divine into higher consciousness and higher timeline embodiment, asking you to truly and deeply feel what is real for you and parts of you and make choices from there. The outside world has been grinding through its own collective version of this process. Jelelle offers some powerful yet gentle ways in which to feel through this process and be with each step that arises for you.

On Dec 12, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading an online group meditation call focused on transmitting and embodying the incoming 12:12 codes. You can find out more about this group call here.

They also created a brand new video where they share more about their own healing journeys that led them to each other and into their Sacred Union/Twin Flame bond from which they co-created SoulFullHeart as a healing process and way of life. They share about the types of souls they feel most drawn to serve as well and the overall journey this process takes you on.

There are several new articles from these last two weeks, which include some digestions of epic world events and reminders of what it means to come from love and inhabit your own ‘Love Ambassador’ energy both within and without.

You can read the latest Museletter here. If you’d like to receive these in your own email, you can subscribe on our website: soulfullheart.org, or click the ‘subscribe’ button at the bottom of this or any issue of our Museletter.

Lots of love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

About SoulFullHeart Process & Sessions (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Feels like this video has been 12 years in the making! In it, Raphael and Jelelle share about what inspired us to co-create the SoulFullHeart process that we offer through 1:1 sessions, group calls, books/writings, videos, and community living/immersion. We talk about how our life together and as a community, plus our own processes of soul awakening and parts integrating, and what is happening in the world, lead to an embodied and practical way of integrating this process.

We also share about our awakening journeys prior to SoulFullHeart with Raphael talking about being in and eventually leaving Christianity, and about the parts work/spiritual healing process group where we first met each other in 2005. Jelelle talks about how she was always drawn to being a healer and working with people and on herself in some form and how self conscious and self judgemental she used to be before the parts work helped her open up her healer’s heart even more.

We discuss what happens in a 90 minute session over Zoom in which we ‘drop into’ a relaxing and mild hypnotic/meditative state with you to feel whatever part/aspect comes forward. It is always an unknown journey held with an open hand that draws out your Divine Self to respond and lead with your deepest defenses (your Inner Protector/Gatekeepers) able to open up the space in a way that feels safe to them!

There is more information about a free intro with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Amara or Kasha Rokshana and about 1:1 sessions with Raphael (for men and women), with Jelelle (for women over 35), with Kasha (for women), and with Gabriel (for women and men) https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions 1:1 sessions for 90 minutes are $130 CAD or about $100 USD.

For more information about the process, we recommend reading/listening to Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D which provides an in-depth overview of it based on her own process and years of sessions with others. Links to purchase ebook, audio, print and audio here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/books

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

Upcoming 12:12 Transmission Guided Meditation Group Call | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

This will be a powerful group call ON 12:12 as we will be coming out of the Lunar and SOULar eclipse passage too! December 12 (12:12) is a powerful number sequence that offers an upgrade experience into your higher consciousness of growth, abundance, and joy!

The 12:12 portal allows for the manifestation/alchemy of our desires/dreams (symbolized by the 1) coming into harmony with our intuition (symbolized by 2). 12:12 opens up an intuitive bridge for us to really FEEL what our deepest desires are as connected to our soul purpose here and expression of our Divine Self. It allows you to feel what parts of you or your soul aspects are stuck in suffering loops from undigested this-life trauma or karma from other lifetimes. You can then invite these parts/aspects into the light of your love and heart space.

12:12 also provides a strong influx of Christ and Magdalene Consciousness codes throughout all of December (which also includes a total solar eclipse on December 4th), the Winter Solstice and Christmas. Christ Magdalene codes offer sacred union, Divine embodiment, peace/love ambassador activations and more at a phase in humanity’s ascension when they are very needed! The seeding of our 5D New Earth timeline occurred during the Christ/Magdalene lifetime and we can water these seeds from within in a more powerful way during this time.

SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators/Ascension Bridges, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, will co-host a 12:12 group call over Zoom to provide a transmission during this powerful portal.
The focus of this group on Sunday, December 12th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm WET Lisbon, Portugal timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up your access to receive Divine codes through the transmission of these frequencies on the magical 12:12 day. SoulFullHeart Teachers Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana also join us to share their experience of the meditation, along with their own personal deepenings with Christ Consciousness Embodiment.

We will talk about the transition we are going through collectively as we move through this Dark Night and into the Light of New Earth and how the 12:12 codes can support this transition. We’ll share our personal spiritual journeys and recent tender experiences with experiencing Divine Mother’s Grace and Divine Father’s supportive frequencies during this time.

During this group call, we will provide a guided meditation journey to the 12:12 portal and you can feel what your deeper desires are as connected to your intuition. You may feel a specific soul aspect from another lifetime or a part such as an Inner Child, Inner Teenager, etc. that is in resistance or fear. Magdalene and Yeshua will join us to hold the space and provide an infusion of Christ Consciousness. We will also repeat β€˜recoding’ affirmations as mantras, together as a group, that assist in this healing.~


You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($15 CAD is the usual amount). You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shopOr you can purchase it here through PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the Zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the December 12th group and check that your email associated with PayPal is current.


The group call will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.Here is a timezone converter (call is at 5:00pm Lisbon, Portugal time): https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Being a part of this call would also help you decide if you feel drawn to be a deeper part of SoulFullHeart in experiencing ongoing deeper transformation through regular sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, or Kasha.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Nov 19, 2021

This week has been a unique experience with the energies of the Blood Moon Eclipse moving through! We have all been feeling it on a physical and emotional level, being stirred into deep processing and also self-care. We’ve been feeling it in our lower chakras, especially our womb areas (for the women). It’s been an invitation into shadow integration and matrix unplugging, plus action-taking on any level that feels right.

Featured this week is a piece from Kasha, where she outlines some ways in which you may have been experiencing these blood moon energies this week and why. She also shares a bit about her own womb connection and what it has led her to feel. She offers that it’s important to connect to what’s shaking out in the collective right now during this intensifying dark night phase as a portal into understanding what you are also moving through.

There are other energy updates and processes shared by us all this week, both in audio blog and written format, to offer you some ways to feel into your place in everything that is happening and how to digest and respond to it all.

There is a brand new guided meditation video this week from Jelelle where she invites you to let in the portal of 11:11 and see where it wants to take you. There is also a video, filmed during one of our recent group gatherings here in Portugal, of Raphael and Jelelle playing their crystal sound bowls and leading us all into a meditative space where we repeat a few affirmations/mantras together.

You can subscribe to receive these email updates in your own inbox by visiting soulfullheart.org, or by scrolling to the bottom of the Museletter itself. You can take in this issue of the Museletter here.

Much love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

11:11 Passage Crystal Bowl Sound Bath, Guided Meditation, & Mantras Transmission (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

Major upgrades going on during this 11:11 passage! Light body activations, soul field/veils lifting, and overall next level codes coming in!

This video I’m sharing was recorded during a recent SoulFullHeart community gathering on November 12th with Raphael and I playing crystal quartz sound healing bowls, providing a guided meditation/transmission, and I AM mantras. We were calibrating to the powerful, Divine Love 11:11 portal as individuals and a community, which provides an amplification to feel your higher timeline/soul purpose manifestation.

The bowls are tuned to 432HZ for ultimate cleansing and purifying of your chakras/auric field, physical/light body activation, and emotional body healing. The bowls used in this video are the C note/root chakra (played by Raphael), the F note/heart chakra and the A note/Third Eye chakra (played by me.)

We also guide you to let go of whatever is necessary to embody more of your Divine Self and messages from the Divine. We then offer powerful I AM mantras to recode your 3D Self to your Divine Self. The community (with Gabriel and Kasha plus members Raianna Shai and Bey Magdalene), offer I AM statements as well.

I also released a guided meditation to 528HZ music for 11:11 portal activation available ANY time in the Now:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

11:11 Portal Activation Guided Meditation (W/528 HZ Music) | Jelelle Awen

I’m guided to share this guided meditation for activation of the 11:11 portal now as access to the powerful manifestation and higher timeline it offers is available at ALL times in the Now.

I felt a teleportation as I was recording it this morning……to the space before, during and after a timeline shift, a jump UPwards and onwards that can more readily occur during these magical repeating number portals. Sometimes they provide a very clear marker of major life shifts and sometimes it is more subtle…more inward than outward.

The music used during this meditation is tuned to 528 HZ which I find provides a heaven frequency that supports tuning into these higher realms. During the meditation, you travel to the 11:11 portal and feel what can come ‘with you’ through it into your higher timeline…and what needs to be let go of in order to move forward. This may be an emotional process for sure with grief and mourning too, esp if it involves relationships…even as the joyful bliss of remembering your Divine Love essence is becoming more real to you.

I hope you enjoy this one and fully leverage this 11:11 portal in whatever ways best serve you and your Divine Self!

Much love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group calls, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Nov 4, 2021

With the Samhain/Halloween/Day Of The Dead passage moving through, there’s a continued illumination of our shadow selves and other pieces of ourselves, our parts, our essences too that have been hidden or tucked away. This week we share a few writings about shadow exploration and what it invites and involves, plus we have a new group meditation call coming up this Sunday, Nov 7th, focused on Shadow Exploration.

You can find out more about this group call by visiting: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Featured this week is a writing/transmission from Jelelle. It’s an invitation to your shadow from your Divine Self, to encourage it to come out of hiding and to support it as a sacred part of you and your soul, though it may not have ever been treated that way. Jelelle reads this transmission aloud in the featured video with her and Raphael, where they talk some more about the upcoming Shadow Exploration call and what they will be offering through it from their own explorations and discoveries.

Along with some writings about processing with your own shadow, you will find other digestions of what’s moving in the world, and a sharing from a beloved community member and facilitant, Bey Magdalene! Bey shares about her own SoulFullHeart journey and what she is currently moving through and into as she continues to embrace all parts of her and her soul essence too.

You can subscribe to receive these Museletters in your own email inbox by visiting our website: soulfullheart.org, or scrolling down to the bottom of this issue and clicking ‘subscribe’.

Take in our latest Museltter here.

Much love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Introducing Bey Magdalene: SoulFullHeart Community Member and Facilitant

A fun and joyful day out in Coimbra, a sweet and lively university town near us

I have been in the orbit and a part of SoulFullHeart for three years now, though I initially calibrated for six months before I had my first session with Jelelle. One day she just showed up on my Facebook and taking in one post after the other, I quickly became convinced she was speaking directly about me and to me at the same time. Over the years I’ve had the unique opportunity and experience of being facilitated by every single Facilitator in SoulFullHeart. It was very clear from the beginning that “this” was “it” for me. I finally found what I had been looking for all my life. In just how many ways that is true, I’m learning now every day as a part of the community in the physical.

Raianna dressed up at Halloween

I joined Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kasha to live with them on a campground in northern Portugal at the beginning of August this year. About a month and a half ago, we moved to central Portugal, to quite a remote little village called Folques. While the campground was sort of a ‘honeymoon phase’ and sniffing each other out, the new phase brought a lot of intense initiations for me, inner and outer, which I bravely walked out and am now getting to the other side of. A week and a half ago, Raianna, who has been connected to SoulFullHeart for many years, joined us all here in Portugal too after completing her life in Canada. For Halloween, we dressed up and had a little gathering.

Gabriel & Kasha dressed up for Halloween

The veils are thin right now and for me personally, I particularly feel that in my ongoing process of differentiating from my persona-based ‘Bianca part’, as the current energies push up so much illumination of her and support for me to keep differentiating. For a number of years now I have been doing ‘parts work’ with SoulFullHeart and working with parts of the self. Over the years I have discovered and felt many parts of myself, differentiated from them and integrated them. This has led me to a new and deeper layer of this work, held by the soul family container and the relationship with myself. It has led me to recognize that ‘Bianca’, my birth name, had become a part herself, and a corresponding new energy had been discovered and cultured through all this inner work. This new energy/being is able to hold all parts of myself, soul explorations/metasoul aspects, soul family community, and life choices. I have decided to call this new arising energy, ‘Bey Magdalene’. One version of the name ‘Bianca’, which is Italian and means white/pure/bright light, is ‘Beyonca’ (same pronunciation) and I am feeling to go with the short version of it, Bey (pronounced like ‘bee’) for now and claim it as a transitory name until a soul name comes through. The surname ‘Magdalene’ I have chosen in honor of my soul family origins and connection to the Magdalene/Essene lineage in honor and humble claim of my connection to my beloved Soul Family in SoulFullHeart. It feels important to let go of the entire waveform of my former name as it holds all of the birth family relationships/biography/woundings, social and romantic relationships, job navigations, and life as I have known it really, in order to keep arising into the New.

Priestess energies coming through for Halloween

Differentiating from this persona-based part and everything she has been holding, including her relationship to this life, the process itself, and others, is a deep service to and honoring of me, her, and others too who feel drawn to this work and community as well.

It REALLY is NOT easy to feel everything that is going on inside in every moment, move through it, and come out the other side of it. And sometimes, all we can do is fuse to the emotional world of our parts. Yet ALL of this process is sacred and held, supported and guided by the Soul and the Divine Self, if you choose this path of utmost soul growth and deeply nourishing and resonant soul family community. I am feeling, after all these years of dedicated inner work, a deep trust in this process and myself and that it all is truly perfect as it unfolds and keeps unfolding. And to me, trust in oneself is the hottest currency out there, especially right now in these volatile and intense times.

Much Love,

Bey Magdalene

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Bey Magdalene is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Community Member. For more information on community, videos, group calls, and 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator, visit soulfullheart.org.

Shadow Exploration Guided Meditation Group Call w/ Raphael & Jelelle Awen: November 7th, 2021

by Jelelle Awen

β€œThe shadow is a tight passage, a narrow door, whose painful constriction no one is spared who goes down to the deep well.” ~ Carl Jung

Your shadow – or that which is currently not conscious to you – often contains aspects of you that have been disowned, put away, judged, rejected, protected, forgotten about and suppressed. The shadow is not evil or harmful, yet it can contain β€˜backed up energies’ that have been judged as not appropriate such as rage, shame, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, sexual impulses, and more. In this backed-up unconscious state, these shadow frequencies can bleed through in patterns of destructive behaviors toward yourself or others, suffering loops, heaviness and depression, anxiety and panic attacks, addictions, and much more.

Also in shadow can be your soul gifts, soul purpose clarities, and your ‘power’. There are always ‘good reasons’ for this putting away into shadow based on conditioning you’ve received from 3D life and even other lifetimes/timelines, in addition to undigested traumas and karmic patterns.The Ascension process invites you to uncover, feel, and integrate your shadow aspects with love, compassion, and curiosity. Rather than bypass the shadow, it is about embracing it with self-love and Divine support. It seems very timely to be exploring it with so much of it coming UP in our collective right now!

Raphael and I will co-host a Shadow Exploration group meditation call over Zoom on Sunday, November 7th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm WEST (Lisbon, Portugal timezone)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana also join us to share their experience of the meditation, along with their own personal deepenings in shadow exploration.

We will talk about how we define the β€˜shadow’ and how the SoulFullHeart process opens up access to these previously inaccessible and veiled grounds through a gentle yet powerful negotiation with your Inner Protector or Gatekeeper. The Inner Protector and Gatekeeper are hesitant to go into the shadow as they don’t want you (or other parts of you such as the Inner Child) to become overloaded and overwhelmed by these energies as they come through. Through a negotiation with your Divine Self leading, the Protector will then allow you to connect with these shadow aspects as needed, from this life and other lifetimes, in a way that is empowering and manageable. We will also share about our personal experiences with deepening grounds of shadow exploration from this life and other lifetimes over the last 15 years together as a couple and as individuals in our processes.

During this group call, we will provide a guided meditation journey in a safe energetic space to meet or connect with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper. We will then go on a β€˜deep dive’ into your consciousness with powerful and proven imagery/visualizations that allows for new revelations of whatever wants to come through of your shadow to connect with you. We will also repeat β€˜recoding’ affirmations as mantras, together as a group and with the Divine, that assist in this exploration and healing.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($15 CAD is the usual amount). You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the Zoom link and subsequent recording via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the November 7th group and check that your email associated with PayPal is current.

More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/171567888429264 and soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Love,

Jelelle

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Oct 22, 2021

The season of Samhain/Hallowe’en is upon us and the thin veils are helping us to feel ourselves and our souls anew. There’s no doubt that this time of year can stir up a lot inside of us and also spur us on into a deeper sense of soul purpose and passion too, even if there is a lot to feel in the meantime.

This issue of our Museletter features a NEW guided meditation from Jelelle Awen, featuring an appearance by Mother Mary, whose energies are very active in this small village in Portugal where we are currently living. This meditation helps to relax and soothe the physical and emotional processes that you may be experiencing, partly due to the thin veils, and also due to the ongoing process of awakening and healing that humanity as a whole is going through. It’s truly a balm of love for your heart and soul to take in.

There are some new writings from each of us this week, including energy updates and other sharing that may stir your soul and remind you of the Divine love supporting you. Jelelle also mentions in her recent writing that she is back to offering 1:1 sessions to women over 35.

You can read this most recent issue of our Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Musletters in your email inbox, you can scroll down to the bottom of the Museletter itself and click on “subscribe”, or you can subscribe on our website, soulfullheart.org.

Lots of love to you!

~ The SoulFullheart Community